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and then sqq jumps into abyss himself<3
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Bingge or Bingmei, who would you choose?
Sometimes I lie in the bed and think what memes PIDW Fandom had?
Like did somebody make "This is Sparta" meme with SQQ and LBH?
Did they make fun of Airplane's writing, or are there only gooners left?
Did they make fun of Peerless Cucumber too?
Peerless Cucumber explaining how these two similar leaves are actually foreshadowing for plot:
When it was really foreshadowing but for more papapa scenes:
Were there Ace Attorney parodies with his rants and heated discussion in comments?
Was there a powerscale fights about who would be stronger: Luo Binghe or Liu Qingge if he was alive? Meanwhile fujoshi was quietly enjoying their Luo Binghe/Mobei Jun or Shen Qingqiu/Liu Qingge crumbs in the corner?
Sending a prayer to Liu Mingyan before I start writing so I have blessing from the Patron Saint of Bingqiu Fanfiction
i will fall in love with you
over and over again,
i dont care how where or when
no matter how long it's been
you're mine.
don't tell me you're "not the same person"
you're always my husband and i've been waiting,
waiting,
waiting,
waiting
i'm trying to find a way to distill the lyrics of lilith by halsey (honestly one of my fav songs of all time this is like the 4th time i've posted about it) into its peak bingqiu-ness and connect different lyrics with different moments in svsss, but i just went thru and highlighted all the lyrics that where just oh so obviously bingqiu coded and the only lines not highlighted were repeated lyrics
anyways
listen to lilith by halsey ft suga and tell me it's NOT the most bingqiu song you've ever heard
is it crazy if me to think that bingqiu would be good parents… like hear me out
Shen Qingqiu canonically raised his disciples into the best version of themselves and they all love him
Binghe… i feel like he would be doting to his kids (if and only if they were with sqq ofc.. I don’t think pidw Bingge was a father to write home about 💀). Ofc the argument is that Binghe would be too wrapped up in sqq’s attention to care abt his kids but I don’t think that would be true personally esp since he’s grown a lot without Xin Mo’s influence.
I can see them both being resilient and caring parents 🙏‼️ and I think they compliment each other in a way that they could make up for each others parenting weaknesses 🔥👍
I have talked about how Shen Qingqiu is just as obsessed with Binghe as Binghe is with him if not MORE and that that is evident to anyone who has spent more then 10 seconds in his presence (except Binghe)
But I would argue he's also just as possessive of Binghe as Binghe is of him. He just doesn't think he's allowed to be
As much as he enjoyed meeting wives he also got disgruntled with them for not being good enough for Binghe
With White Lotus Binghe he kept Binghe away from the other Peak Lords as much as possible. Ostensibly to give less of a reason for Binghe to resent them I guess? But I think it's more he wanted to keep his sweet lotus to himself.
He felt conflicted about Binghe's clinginess and felt he should push him away and create distance. Not because he wanted to but because he was afraid he wouldn't be able to push Binghe into the Abyss.
But then he'd see Binghe and forget to do so because he wanted to keep him close. And there wasn't a desire that was sexual. It was the possessiveness a fan feels about their favourite character at first but later grew to be more about his favourite actual person.
but at the same time by the time they reached the immortal alliance conference there was probably unconscious attraction mixed in with his jealousy and possessiveness because he was distinctly unhappy with future harem members touching or talking to Binghe.
After Binghe returns there is annoyance and irritation that Binghe is with Huan Hua even though that's in keeping with the plot
He continues to say Binghe is his disciple as much as Binghe insists on calling him Shizun
He reacts not just with fear to Binghe but irritation that he went to someone else. Relied on other people rather then him and heartbroken that it isn't him that Binghe runs to anymore
It's most clear from the Holy Mausoleum onwards but from that time on Shen Qingqiu is like "Luo Binghe is MY disciple. He is MINE. I decide if he has done wrong or should be punished because he belongs to ME"
Luo Binghe's possessiveness is obvious because he's aware he's possessive and eventually so is Shen Qingqiu. Shen Qingqiu is less aware of his own feelings so since you're reading it from his pov it's less obvious. But if you take the time to see it from any other perspective he's clinging to Luo Binghe just as much as he's being clung to
In fact all the times he sends Binghe away it's mostly to keep Binghe from being taken from him. If Binghe leaves he can return. If he's taken he's not sure when he'll get his Binghe back
They are ridiculous and I swear Shen Qingqiu is just as possessive as Binghe
Like for fucks sake Binghe says he'll murder everyone except Shen Qingqiu so Shen Qingqiu will have to chose him and Shen Qingqiu's response is a genuine "if I was to give birth to you" speech!
Which becomes interesting if you think about what might happen if Xin Mo ever influenced Shen Qingqiu
reblog if you believe fanfics are as valid as books that were published and sold by authors who write as their main careers. I'm trying to prove a point
People who haven't read SVSSS: it has necrophilia and pedophilia!
The fans: *tired* no. That is not correct. I see why you would get that impression but you are wrong. That didn't happen
People in the SVSSS canon who don't know LBH or SQQ well: Luo Binghe disgraced his master's corpse and his master preyed on his student!
Shang Qinghua: *tired* no. That is not correct. I see why you would get that impression but you are wrong. That didn't happen.
MDZS AU where Jiang Cheng realizes that Lan Sizhui is the Wen orphan that Wei Wuxian took care off during the Burial Mounds arc, decides that's close enough to qualify him as Nephew, declares that no Nephew of His (much less a surrogate son of Wei Wuxian's) is going to be raised in the Cloud Recedes, and immediately launches into a custody battle with Lan Wangji.
But since neither Jiang Cheng or Lan Wangji can acknowledge that Sizuhi has any connection to Wei Wuxian, both begin steadfastly and stubbornly insisting that he is a Cultivator of peerless potential and skill and he belongs in their sect thank you very much, and would clearly be very unhappy in the other's. This confuses the hell out of the already mystified Cultivation world, who had barely adjusted yet to gossiping about Sizhui being Wangji's illegitimate child by mysterious love affair.
(Eventually the common consensus in the rumor mills is that both JC and LW where in love with Sizhui's mother and both believe themselves to be Sizhui's real father.)
(LW couldn't care less what gossips say, but JC has to bite his tongue till it bleeds to avoid telling anyone the truth in a fit of anger.)
(It was Nie Huaisang who put that rumor out in the first place, partly to troll JC, partly because, in a way, it's a little true.)
Sha Hualing: How are you feeling?
Mobei Jun: I don't know
Luo Binghe: oh oh I have Feelings!
SH & MBJ: we know Junshang
Luo Binghe: I'm sad :(
SH & MBJ: we know Junshang!
People who think LBH is bad at sex and that SQQ does it more than once with him out of pity or guilt have failed to realize that SQQ (SY) is an unreliable narrator.
If SQQ does not want to do something, only death will motivate him, and maybe not even then. He would've rather died than being used as a pawn to hurt LBH.
SY's favorite wife of LBH was the only one not to really have a sex scene, let alone may not have had sex with LBH in the original PIDW.
In those sex scenes, SQQ's actions do not line up with his words. He is easily embarrassed and used to putting up a facade or a wall. He loves the pathetic act and tears LBH puts on.
LBH, by the end, accepted that he can't force people, including SQQ, to stay with him. He lets SQQ go because he loves him and wants him to be happy and to be in the world. SQQ had accepted himself and his feelings towards LBH.
SY has always been in love and weird about LBH. He read a whole novel series he hated the direction of the plot, and all the repetitive story beats because he wanted more LBH. He fell in love with this fictional man before he knew he was.
He always says that the women are pretty and are what any guy would like, but always is more descriptive with how the men look and always how they don't come close to LBH.
SQQ, the character may be older than LBH, but SY is a lot closer in age, with the dead for 5 yrs gap. His mistakes are based on his age, lack of experience, and failure to see the other people around him beyond who they were in the book. When he finally accepts and realizes they are thinking feeling not on script people, do you see a shift in his actions and behavior. He changes into a more authentic version of himself.
We see the action of denying LBH is respected in the extras, much to SQQ's disappointment. It's a game for him in the end. Several times, characters state his actions and words are contradictory and confusing.
All this is to say he likes his sex life. LBH IS inexperienced, and that's realistic, but he does make SQQ happy and does satisfy SQQ. Do you think after months or years every 3 days, he'd still suck at it. SQQ was thrilled at LBH wanting to marry him and is more than willing to try out new things that LBH brings up. SY(SQQ) is a complicated person, but most of all, a weirdo whose narration requires you to look between the lines time after time.
He wondered about what LQG's bullied face would look like. He has a thing for pathetic and capable men. He even stops his assault on SQH(airplane) when he whines and begs/pleads. It's like his thing man.
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Cw depression, Binghe's depression becomes physical
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The first months Luo Binghe is in the Endless Abyss, he's so busy fighting for his life and trying to stay sane that he wouldn't notice any changes in his body even if they did happen. Then, towards the end of his first year down there, he catches a break.
He is sitting in a cave, peeling his blood- and dirt crusted robes off of his body when he notices it. The scar right over his heart, where Shizun's sword pierced his flesh, is black.
First, he thinks it's dirt and tries to clean it as much as he can.
But it doesn't come off. Instead, as he scrubs the thin barrier of skin over it away, it breaks open and a strange, dark grey goo starts leaking out.
It doesn't look like anything that should come out of his body.
But Luo Binghe's body has changed so drastically over the last few months, has done so many things it isn't supposed to, that he can't muster up any fear for what could just be another demonic peculiarity.
He washes his robes in the green river running through the cave, cleans the grey goo off his chest and pulls his robes back on.
It keeps happening. Sometimes it heals just enough that he can go a few days without any... leakage. Then, he's in a fight and it breaks open again. Sometimes, it just builds up for too long and breaks open anyway.
Sometime during the second year, he finds the emotional capacity to be mildly concerned about it. Besides leaking, it also starts to spread. The black escapes the scar and starts to taint the skin around it in strange shapes, winding and curling like the long vines of a plant.
He begins to suspect that he has been cursed. Or maybe, one of the plants of the abyss has found its way into his skin and is now spreading inside his body. He doesn't know. Even if he did know, what could he do to stop it?
In any case, he doesn't get weaker. He can still fight and still flee and that's the most important part. And, in the privacy of his mind, he admits that sometimes, he kind of likes it. When the grey mud gushes out of his heart and stains his chest, when it runs down his arms and drips off his fingers.
No matter how he badly he gets injured, his body always heals, returning to a perfect, unblemished state.
The black scar and the way it stains him grey is the only thing that makes his outsides match how he's feeling inside.
SQQ: Oh, I don’t want to be killed by the protagonist so I guess I have to give him medicine and take care of him.
Me: Sounds good, solid plan.
SQQ: Maybe I should protect him from his bullies and teach him proper martial arts.
Me: Yep, that’s great.
SQQ: I’ll move him to the room outside my bamboo house and make him my most trusted disciple.
Me: Might be a bit overkill, but by now, he’s probably not gonna kill you.
SQQ: I’m going to save his life and die in his arms while giving him a heartfelt speech.
Me: Wait, wha—
SQQ: I am going to fuck him to save the world.
Me: …
SQQ: I am going to live happily ever after while being married to him.
Me: Wow.
SQQ: Wait, I think I have feelings for him.
Me: YOU THINK?!
Thinking about the fact the stories mxtx writes will probably never let me go because one of the core messages in all of them is "They were wrong. They did Not make the right decisions. They were flawed, and often far too arrogant, and they will pay for it. They will fail. They will be hurt, and will hurt others, often people they love. They will keep trying, over and over, and more often than not it will just hasten them ruining their own lives... but that's okay. You can be wrong. You can fail. You can at times just be a bad person. You can make so many mistakes and bad choices, but at the end I am still going to hold you gently in my hands and lead you to a happy ending, because you do not deserve anymore punishment, you do not need to keep paying for your failures. You deserve a soft and sweet ending to all your tragedy. No matter how dark it gets, no matter how much you are the one that brought on that darkness, I will give you a story that ends in the light."