Moon

18, depressed weirdo with anxiety, abandonment issues and separation anxiety. I'm a switch (Dom & Sub) I'm staying in an abusive home, so who knows, suicide is always on my list.

[moongoddess-world]

It feels like I'm slipping again.. slowly losing sense of reality.. the days are all blurring together and my mind is fucked. I need to stop before I die.. but do I even want to stop?

No I don't, death seems like a blissful escape from reality. One I desperately crave and desire. Please death, cast your shadow upon me and erase me from this painful existence.

[moongoddess-world]

I wish I was easy to love..

And hard to leave..

[moongoddess-world]

TW: Possible eating disorder mentions

So, it's been about two weeks since I last ate anything besides some crackers and water. Well some days it's only water. It's also been about three days since I tried to commit suicide. And it's been about a week since my ex broke up with me. So uhm life is awful and I still want to commit suicide ✌️

I don't know if I have an eating disorder or is developing one. But I'm just so sick of food and all the fat sitting on my body. Eating anything makes me want to gag and even the thought of eating crackers makes me sick. But if I eat nothing at all, I might end up being hospitalized and supposedly that's where you're guaranteed to get Covid and even though I hate the people I live with, I only want to kill myself and not them. Soooo, what to do ya know.

The only thing that sucks about not eating is the dizzy spells and the near out of body experiences when I stand up too fast or walk too fast.

But yeah.

[moongoddess-world]

TW

I was supposed to kill myself last night. But then I stumbled upon a wiki page called suicide methods.

So I got to reading and before I knew it, everyone woke up and my window of opportunity closed.

How would I kill myself? Carbon monoxide poisoning? Slitting my wrist? I wish hanging was an option, but unfortunately it is not as there is no possible hanging spot in my house.

Ah.. I wish I didn't wake up.. I wish I was dead.

[yuizuh]

Rb if you’re grateful for all of your followers

even if you have 1

Even if you have 10

100

1000

Etc.

[i-needahug]

Love y'all and stay safe 💜💜

[thinspo-meanspo-and-more]

💙

[moongoddess-world]

Test yourself. Stop texting first. By all means.

Do. Not. Text. Them. First.

Test your worth if you will.

[moongoddess-world]

Honestly speaking, it's that time again. I want to kill myself. And I'm not saying this as a way for people to stop me, no please leave me the fuck alone.

You never know what that person is going through to even consider suicide. You don't know of the shit they have to deal with on a daily basis.

So before you judge and try to "help", shut the fuck up, sit back and actually see how you can really help. Assess the situation and make them feel better about themselves. Don't make them feel ashamed.

[moongoddess-world]

I love you..

Too bad I don't love myself

[moongoddess-world]

I'm never going to be anyone's first choice

Everyone always chooses something or someone else over me

They'll even choose death over me...

[askpillow]

Reblog if it is alright if I come to your blog and anonymously confess something to you.

[daddydomdisaster]

Knock you self out! ♥

[hypnoeyes9]

This could be fun 😏😉

[raviolirph]

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone of any nationality and ethnicity.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone in the LGBTQ+ community.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone with a disability or disorder.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone who has experienced or is experiencing trauma.

Reblog if your page is a safe space.

[sueandpeaches]

These are damn difficult times for all of us but please don’t be a criminal, don’t give us ignorance. Educate yourself on everything that’s happening and advocate for human rights.

YOU ARE NOT SOLELY THE REGION WHERE YOU LIVE. YOU ARE ONE OF US. YOU ARE A CITIZEN OF THE WORLD.

source. scvforchange on instagram

[yo-daddys-my-bitch]

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

10 of Pentz came thruuu

[violaslayvis]

Omg this actually works!!! Thank you 10 of Pentacles!!!

[borkdork]

I could seriously use this money right now….

[ashashi-corner]

Please give me my refund of 400$ soon…

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

I feel obligated to reblog this every time it shows up in my dash

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

No bragging, just 100% floored and grateful. Work hard, maintain a positive attitude, and believe that anything can happen.

[mchashimi]

So I reblogged this exactly a week ago because I thought it was funny and uh lo and behold, a family friend wrote me a big ol’ check just to help me out of a tough financial spot AND my bank refunded me $32 for fees they’d originally taken out. SO UH YEAH. Reblogging this again in hopes that it brings equally good fortune to my followers.

[penprp]

Sure why not? Jobs bring in money and prosperity…

[leradny]

I NEED TO FIX MY CAR DOOR

[getlostpeeves]

It fucking WORKED.

[kezia-kawaii]

give me money

i can’t afford to breathe

[mercury-kid]

i need to fix my whole life please

[moongoddess-world]

Could seriously use some rn

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[isamaegreenleaf]

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

[nnfirnid]

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this 

[modelinterrupted]

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

[latenightsugar]

WHyyyy

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

Sorry everyone

[just-jay25]

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only

[kixgbear]

Shiddd

[angiebkxo-deactivated20180626]

this post followed me to Facebook and im sooo annoyed!

[manynamedshe]

It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve seen Madame Zeroni, fr fr

[glamhoeour-deactivated20251207]

I HATE TUMBLR FKKKK SAKES

LMAOOOO

[venusians]

Not tryna fuck up any of my planetary Returns~

[andro-djinni-of-the-lamp]

I reblogged this yesterday but idc, I ain’t playing games with Madame Zeroni or Mama Kitt

[chocolatefantasy13-deactivated2]

😂😂

[honeybeeluck-deactivated2018101]

Madame Zeroni ain’t for play play

[imjustjason]

Fuck it, hope she bless me

[30thchamber-deactivated20190424]

But what if a nigga don’t reblog this and they great great great grand kid finds a treasure chest?🤔

[writefroot-deactivated20181124]

What year did this start? I’m always feels my like I have to reboot this

[halfrican-heat]

SHIT. I always get caught by Eartha Kitt’s Madame Zeroni ass. 😣 Why does the universe so this.

(Rest well, Queen Kitt/Zeroni)

[whorderofthepheonix]

[imaudi]

I never even watched Holes (but I ain’t finna risk it)

Also fuck the op for creating this

[sociallyawkward18]

I honestly want ya to stop bringing this post to my dash! I reblog this post every damn time I see it because I am not fucking with Aunt Eartha!!

[lilmamabeyellin]

[420stuffs]

🙏

[moongoddess-world]

😊

[buddhaismyhomeboy]

[moongoddess-world]

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