realms of melancholy

perr, she/her

[moonlitporch]

time for my final act of love? letting go and saving them from myself?

[feral-ballad]

Vikram Seth, from Summer Requiem: A Book of Poems; “Sonnet”

[moonlitporch]

nostalgia is a terminal disease and I'm suffering from it.

[moonlitporch]

I have a tummyache but I'm being so brave about it

[moonlitporch]

leave me alone for 2 sec and my life starts flashing before my eyes

[moonlitporch]

amazing how after every natural interaction with people it's like wow im alive

[moonlitporch]

ooh it's raining time to whip out my emotional support father figure album mono.

[moonlitporch]

b-beauty in the mundane [gasping for air] beauty... in the [choking on blood] mundane... [holding back tears] beauty.... beauty in the... mun.. *hic* *sobs* mundane

[emptyprescription]

[mjalti]

*consumes literature* *throws up* ooooo I love this poem!!

[moonlitporch]

I'm my best most furious defense attorney like I can do no wrong in my eyes ever

[delusionalrobot]

from the introduction to emily wilsons translation of the iliad

[moonlitporch]

it's okay it's okayy I just have to wake up everyday, brush my teeth, figure out what to eat and go to work it's okay it's just everyday for the rest of my life that's so fine it's so okay haha just every single day

[moonlitporch]

I'm evil but I'm also so sweet and soft but I'm also rotten beyond repair from the inside but I also have so much love to give even after all that has happened but I'm also incredibly full of hatred and dark vile thoughts but I'm also-

[jupiter-suggestion]

is this what growing up is? just leaving things behind, over and over?

[moonlitporch]

how do you cope from the loss of a parent? I feel like I'm constantly falling in an endless pit and I'm always sick to my stomach. I don't think I'll ever be okay again.

[spiribia]

once you hit adulthood a day will come when you’re suddenly like VEGETABLES 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 and it never goes away