if no one else is gonna say it. then I will. club scene w/ pride and prejudice 2005 music.
#UM#oh my fucking god#ascending#first of all this is devastating and gorgeous#second of all i'm thinking soooo much about shane vs darcy now... autism is beautiful#like starting from so completely buttoned up while simultaneously wanting so fucking bad from the gaping pit in your chest#and as a result there being a catastrophic misinterpretation of the situation on both your side and your counterpart's#going from that to very carefully expressing yourself so clearly and earnestly so as to make sure you're understood#letting the scope of your desire and care pour out finally in your awkward earnest way#also unbelievably fumbling every single social interaction#and your extremely beautiful societally and socially button-pushing love interest is shocked to find themself entirely enamored#lizzie and ilya both think they're immune and they are to most people but not this one (1) beautiful fucking weirdo#lizzie thinks she's immune bc she's set apart from it all and ilya thinks he is because he's saturated in it all#but then! in comes your boy with terrible bangs completely missing what's being put down in front of him#and they're down bad forever#oh.... my ... god. my god.
