moomoony

abundance of happiness by moomoony on ao3

[mooomoony]

nothing

I'd choose you. Throw this all away. It means nothing. I love you.

Words you throw my way as if they are as light as a feather. But feathers don't cut this deep. Don't weigh this much on my heart.

Sometimes I can't look at you, scared I won't be able to turn away. Scared that my eyes will betray me. Scared that you will see the burning love I've tried helplessly to quash.

But sometimes I look.

Sometimes the knife twists as I can see the light of another love reflecting in the green of your eyes and I turn the same colour.

It means nothing.

Through tears, shoulder shrugs and heavy silence. You say this. Believe it is reassuring.

But what do I mean if you chose nothing over us?

[mooomoony]

My eyes are the window to my soul and I hope when you look at me you can see your own.

I keep you with me in ways so pointed it becomes a twisted habit to recognise that the cigarette in my hand is only there because you passed it to me a lifetime ago.

The morning coffee taste just how you made it for me when we eventually rolled out of bed.

And this unknown in my heart is less scary because I can put your name to it. ___.

The silence that plagues us when the heaviness of what we have become hits our space should be filled with these words.

But it's too late and thats okay.

You can't be gone when I see you everywhere.

[mooomoony]

Regulus: James and I are dating.

Sirius: *gasp*

Remus: *gasp*

Peter: *gasp*

Barty: *gasp*

Evan: *gasp*

Lily: *gasp*

Mary: *gasp*

Marlene: *gasp*

Dorcas: *gasp*

Pandora: *gasp*

James: *gasp*

Regulus: Really James?

James: I didn't want to ruin the streak!

[mooomoony]

James: Did you have to stab him?

Regulus: You weren't there you didn't hear what he said to me.

James: *hands on his hips* Well what did he say?

Regulus: "What are you going to do Baby Black? Stab me?"

Barty: That's fair.

[mooomoony]

James: Do you have a list of things that would make you stop loving me?

Sirius: Of course not, I will always love you Prongs

James: Phew okay great, in that case I have something to tell you..

Sirius: Wait actually if you fucked my brother that would be pretty bad. Like I would probably kill you and bury your body where no one would ever be able to find it, but you wouldn't do that anyway so... what did you want to tell me?

James: *sweating and trying to hide his surprise I'm dating your brother cake* Uh- You have, um cute eyebrows?!

Sirius: Thank you so much James, I wasn't really feeling them today, didn't think they were on their A game you know? But that, that has made my day.

Remus: *rethinking all his relationships* The fuck?