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#obligatory introduction post #updated 11/9/25 #fandoms come and go little old me stays right here

haunted-cathaus

i still can't believe vought is still there and they treated homelander as "the enemy" as if he wasn't a product of his childhood abuse by the way, so what's the fucking point? what is it? ive never seen a more lonely character in all my life and he matters so much to me because he tries to hard to connect and to be human, even after gaining v1 the first thing he tries to do it's... trying to bond with his father, and failing in that. he was SO human and I'm still so fucking upset over that also he fucking dies in a pathetic way LIVE his all life was streamed from the beginning I can't believe there are people who enjoy this they emasculated my boy for some cringe joke and he died as he was born, alone, this shit hurts me a lot

#he does try so hard. in the end he still wants to live. someone take me out behind the shed.#homelander

terrorignitis

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction

rip homelander you would've loved the weird america themed decor section at hobby lobby 😞

#the weirdly historical isle with framed constitutions and eagles #homelander #who else would buy that stuff? its for him

backstagebeauty

#peekaboo!!!#homelander

cannibalchicken

crazystill

It's crazy how many larpers the finale exposed

#homelander

mechanicalhandsyaoi

The thing about the ending is that it could have worked, it could have been good to be cynical about how removing one person from power doesn't dismantle the whole structure (cough) BUT Kripke didn't fucking treat it that way! Playing goddamn hopeful Billy Joel over it makes it seem like its a good thing when they're legit in a worse position than the start of the show(!)

Look, i'm not a filmmaker, but an example of the way I'd do it would be to like. Pan from the top down of Vought tower floor by floor, going from Edgar in a boardroom, to Homelander's penthouse being redecorated, to new weaponry being made, all the way down to the basement where there's another lab, another bad room, and making another Homelander.

I think maybe to an extent its hindered by being on Prime Video, your daily dose of 'megacorps bad' brought to you on the amazon show. But its just such a bleak ending, and I feel like it would be a great way to end it IF they played it that way!

#the boys season 5 #i like your ending grey #the idea of them redoing his penthouse guts me so hard you all dont understand #what do you MEAN hes not coming back to his home he carefully had decorated to not be like the lab

Spare the rod

John Homelander

Is kinda messed up that Ryan never got to meet his aunt and grandparents and that Butcher and co never allowed Becca's family the chance to properly grieve or even learn what happened to their daughter?

Did Becca's sister ever saw Ryan next to Homelander on the TV screen and just had a strange gut feeling that there was something deeply familiar in the boy's face? Or did his grandmother looked at his poster and for a second he saw her husband's nose on the kid?

Like am glad MM took Ryan in but he is/was as much of a stranger than his actually biological family and while i can imagine it be traumatic to learn all this info (and how ryan was conceive) i think i would have snatched my missing/dead daughter's child into my arms for a chance of feeling her warmth again.

kosmochlor

Agreed. They probably only found out when they visited Becca's grave and found that someone had her headstone changed, lol. Billy really sucks as an in-law. If I were Rachel, I'd have my sister exhumed and reburied elsewhere to get her away from Billy.

If her body is even there, that is. We never learn what happened, though my headcanon is that Billy retrieved her body from the woods and had her buried in that plot. But it's not like any of the Saunders would know that, so they'd be in for a shock if they ever tried to move Becca's formerly empty coffin and her headstone.

It really would not be unreasonable for the Saunders to go, "Fuck that guy and his team. The Milks can expect a petition and summons for custody within the week."

hoodlander

Agreed. It sucks that her family was completely forgotten about after S1.

Were they never told? Which is so shitty of Butcher. But also in character.

Were they all killed in the Freedom Camps? Possibly.

Did the writers forget they existed? Probably.

#i did wonder about it a few times through the show #just like.... what would her family be thinking out there? anything? do they know?#i like a line every now and again to remind me. it makes it all seem more real #we didn't really get that with this one

me-hmm-dead

HOMELANDER | THE BOYS

#have i reblogged this? probably. am i going to again? yes #homelander

endlesss-rain

the longer i think about homelander's death, the more i hate it. i thought i'd feel some satisfaction given his terrible actions but i just didn't. there was nothing cathartic about watching him regress to a childlike state and beg for his life only for his cries to go unanswered once again. his abusers got away with everything while his corpse was paraded around on live tv for everyone to see and now the world will never even know what vought did to him. how they took a child and broke him beyond repair for money. all his pain and suffering covered up because in the end, no one cared. it makes me sick

#homelander

totootss

Girlhood on a spectrum

#homelander

ciinnabunny

UNFIXABLE

You are incapable of fixing Homelander, but not that you want to, anyway.

pairing: homelander x reader

cw: stalking, implied murderer (?idk if you call it that), blood, decapitation

┈─ note; i think im falling for the homelander propaganda..

part 2 here

࿐ When Homelander wants something, he won’t stop until he gets it. It’s like seeing a toddler throwing a tantrum in the middle of an aisle, and won’t stop until his mother buys him the toy he so desperately wants. So when Homelander laid eyes on you on your first day working for Vought, you knew it wouldn’t be the last time.

࿐ He’ll eye you from across the room, trying to figure out what it is about you that keeps drawing him in. Even during meetings or live broadcasts, the thought of you keeps gnawing in the back of his mind.

࿐ He grips his armrest too harshly at the sight of you speaking to a coworker— so much that he had to get it fixed at some point. He quickly gets rid of this potential competition.

࿐ He finds himself atop a building that night, watching as said coworker makes it to their car. He decides to pay them a visit, and maybe steal a limb or two. Maybe even laser some holes into them for good measure.

࿐ He keeps track of where you are at all times. Listening for your voice even when you’re twenty floors below him, searching for your file to find out what hours you work— an employee even caught him staring at your photo one time. He discarded of them.

࿐ He watches you walk out to your car when your shift ends. He feels like he needs to, like it’s his duty to make sure you’re safe. And he literally thinks it is. Who better to protect you than the world’s strongest hero?

࿐ When you arrive home one night, you find him standing in the middle of your living room. He’s holding the head of an employee who gave you a hard time that day. The blood is spilling onto your floor and staining your carpet.

࿐ “I did this for you,” he says, like you’d asked him to do it. Like he knows you’d been wishing for something to happen to that employee so you wouldn’t have to work with them anymore. And in a way, you were.

࿐ He’s surprised when you’re not scared. He expected you to cower in fear at his feet, begging him not to do the same to you. Not that he would’ve wanted that, but it’s always the reaction he received.

࿐ You thank him. You start going on about how annoying that employee was, while putting down your keys and bag on one of the tables— like he wasn’t holding a decapitated head in the middle of the room.

࿐ He knows you aren’t faking it; he can sense it in your heartbeat. It’s as steady as the tick of the clock on the wall. For once, he finds himself shocked. But he likes it. It only feeds into that egotistical mind of his.

࿐ He throws the head aside and pulls you towards him by the waist. There are splashes of blood on his face and clothes, but you lean in to press your lips against his anyway. You swear you can taste the blood.

࿐ He practically moans. Where were you all his life? He could’ve used someone who wasn’t terrified of him. Not like Stillwell, who couldn’t tell him anything for fear she’d be killed.

࿐ He’s unfixable, but you like him that way.

— feedback is very much appreciated!!

#homelander #homelander x reader