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HAPPY LATE VALENTINE'S DAY TO SILVERV, MY BABIES 😭♥️♥️😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️😭😭😭

[wlfb0ygrl]

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

[whispy-witch]

i want this man in my inventory

[kirby-the-game]

I love using the word “freak” but like. not as a derogatory. it’s a compliment. he’s such a lil freak i love him. she’s such a fucking freak she’s just like me. they’re just a freak and they’re fucking awesome

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Anyone else awake at the crack of dawn waiting for work to let them know if they are coming in today?? Because obviously they couldn't make the fucking call last night just in case the 19 inches of fucking snow magically disappeared overnight

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Christmas is finally over and I'm back on my silverv bullshit ♥️

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Me, early November : "I'm gonna hand make everyone's Christmas gifts this year, it'll be sooo fun"

Me, staying up to ungodly hours every night, a week before Christmas trying to get it all done:

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"I could fix him" fuck that. I need to/can make him so much worse

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Nothing better than a snowy day, a warm cup of tea and hate flirting with my favorite parasitic terrorist ♥️

[spidersinmysoup]

"You snooze you lose" anti nap propaganda, changing it to "you snooze yaaaaayyyyyy yippeeeee"

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Someone added something to a post I made the other day about Johnny having to watch V slowly become parts of himself that he hates and I wanted to add to it as well because I can't stop fucking talking about this fuck ass game and why I love it.

Obviously this game holds a lot of meaning for a lot of different people and I believe everyone can personally relate to something in the story, regardless of its intended meaning.

As someone with OCD there are sooooo many things in the game that feel so relatable to me. I've seen it talked about before how V having Johnny inside their head, and being able to hear this thought and feelings and how as the story progresses there's this almost sort of uncertainty about how many of V's own thoughts and feelings are their own and what are Johnny's sorta bleeding into theirs, which feels very reminiscent of intrusive thoughts and how hard it can be to differentiate between what thoughts are genuine reflection of your mind and which are not. Which I can definitely relate to, but something that stuck out a lot to me was how we know that Johnny is a pretty unreliable narrator and a lot of his memories that we see are not how they seem and how through those memories we see Johnny as this egotistical, self centered manipulative asshole who treats everyone like shit. But we don't really *know* this to be true besides the fact that we see this through those memories.

I've also heard some people discuss the idea of Arasaka having manipulated the construct to plant these false memories but to me it feels extremely relatable with my own experience with OCD.

I very often have an incredibly hard time knowing which of my memories are real and which are false. I have suffered my whole life from moral OCD and have often been convinced I was this horrible, selfish shitty person who treated everyone around me like crap to the point that even though I had no memories of doing anything that would hint to that, I was so convinced of it that it's like my brain came up with false memories just to try to justify why I felt this loathing towards myself. Add a nice sprinkle of CPTSD on top of that and you have a nice recipe for your brain to mix up and genuinely convince yourself you've done these terrible things and you're just a bad person.

So you could only imagine the kind of fucked up bullshit going on in Johnny's head. And I think it makes the whole thing that much more tragic. The idea that we see Johnny as this almost irredeemable person through his own memories knowing that so many of those memories are likely false is pitiful enough, but imagine that those memories are only there because he saw himself as such, as irredeemable and selfish and bad, subconsciously or not, and his mind filled in those memories as a way to justify those beliefs. Cause the mind is that powerful. Ugh it makes me sick.

[fankiiv]

i don't even know at this point

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Damn could you imagine if you lived almost your entire life as a massive steaming pile of shit that fucking used and screwed over every single person who came into your life instead of accepting any of the love for you that they had because deep down you loathed who you really are and didn't think you deserved it; didn't know how to, only to fucking die and then suddenly wake up in some random ass person's head, forced to have that person see every shitty thing about you and your past, to see theirs, to have them still give a fuck about you and have no choice but to let them, and then have to not only watch who they are as a person fade away, but to then start to be replaced by every single thing you hate about yourself and not be able to do a fucking thing about it but just watch it happen while only hating yourself more for it?

[adrialie]

Did this for a colleague who just went through their first ending in Cyberpunk 2077.

Pretty cool as a sticker.

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Dye stained hands are temporary, but punk rock is forever

[datadegroove-deactivated2026042]

the power of a bowl of rice mixed with some fucking bullshit cannot be overstated

[alpal-ult]

whatever you do dont think about sun ending V continuously going beyond the blackwall in a desperate attempt to find Johnny and speeding up their own deterioration in the process