Te Amo|| Songbird
junie-song:
Junie tried to calm down letting Birdieâs hands on her shoulders. Her breath got to a normal level - or at least enough of one. â Hunter thing. Weâre both part of hunter clans. They really donât do this as much as they used to but his parents are - well assholes really.âÂ
Junie almost smiled - Birdie liked her too. If it was any other time Junie would have been over the moon.  âI - well technically I was cleared of those charges. But I figured I would fix my brotherâs report card problem, and tell Ki that I didnât love him and that I wouldnât marry him. Heâs - Itâs difficult Birdie. Heâs parents. He doesnât think about love Birdie. Heâd marry me even if he didnât like me. Itâs more he feels obligated. His family isnât good, Birdie.âÂ
There was guilt in her voice - Junie could feel it. After all it would be a lot simpler if she just liked Ki. Loved him maybe. Then she wouldnât feel like she was damning him - but at the same time when she closed her eyes she saw the woman before her. Smiling and happy, battering away hands going for cake batter.
Junie wouldnât trade that. It was selfish but she didnât want too. In a world where she was constantly afraid, Birdie was one of the few things that made her feel safe. Maybe if she hadnât met Birdie it would have been easier, sheâd do it just to keep Ki safe.
But it felt wrong. It felt absolutely wrong now.Â
âBirdie why does he want to marry me, if I donât love him? Am I selfish if I donât want to marry if Iâm not in love? I just - I donât understand.â
Birdie nodded once - it made sense that in a line of work that had been running for so long, that some families still moved like it was the Middle Ages. Â The blonde rarely had to deal with hunters though, usually it was only in passing; or the occasional time when one would mistake her for a vampire or werewolf.
Her eyes widened ever so slightly with the admission of what had happened at prom. Â If it was a different situation she might have attempted to lecture the girl, but that wasnât the focus right now. Â Letting out a small sigh, Birdie began to slowly pace the length of her bed, pausing to entangle her fingers in the fern that grew beside it. Â She could hear the guilt in Junieâs voice, the responsibility that she felt for this boy.
âI knew many families like that once upon a time,â she murmured, her eyes caught on the leaves and for a second she hadnât realised she had said it. Â She straightened when she did - but then it didnât really matter. Â Regardless of what happened due to this situation Junie had to find out about her one day, it was only fair. Â âYou feel guilty, yes? Â As does he towards his family, clearly. Â That is how he can marry without love - especially if he doesnât believe in it.â
Birdie turned back to the girl, a sad smile appearing on her face. Â âItâs not wrong my dear, not wrong at all. Â To marry for love is a wonderful thing - to marry without it, well you never know what your fate entails with that. Â But he must be desperate if he came all this way to find you.â
She forced herself away from the fern then, taking a seat on the edge of her bed and patting the spot next to her. Â âDid you just come to tell me this, or did you come for advice too? Â Because if you did Iâm afraid I might be a little biased with my answers.â














