I don’t think my dumbass ever posted this so here is my MC Eswari and @floredaqueen MC Lottie celebrating Diwali, drawn by the one and only Flo herself🥰🪔
blurb: As a small village apothecary, you didn't expect to be left for dead in a web, much less taken in by a Drider. He nurses you back to health, and as you get to know one another, you learn these 'monsters' of legend have a lot more beneath the surface.
word count: 13 k HOLY SHIT
AN: HAhaha. I have decided (apparently) that this is monstertober. I have more monster romance fic blurbs possibly in the works (no promises!). This was extremely fun and lore-building was great...But I will fight y'all if you only like this fic as I did SO MUCH research on spider anatomy AND spider behaviors...and I am deathly afraid of bugs AND arachnids. My skin is still crawling. ANyways reblog and comment would be MUCH appreciated.
CW: Minors do NOT interact!!! Dead dove don’t eat, this is monster romance smut, it’s got weird anatomy stuff, Y/N used occasionally but mostly called a nickname in Drider language, slow burn?, interspecies romance, reader is human, a bit of specism/racism to driders, driders not automatically evil bc I said so, driders born and not cursed drows, Eddie is a sweetheart, Eddie as a craftsmaker, reader is not an adventurer, reader working in apothecary, reader left for dead, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of torture, mentions of violence, endangerment, cultural differences, death mentioned, village hunted mentioned, Eddie is sweet and silly but a lot more shy, magic, magic used for harm, arguing, stubborn Eddie, angst, Eddie can’t see a world where he is loved, Eddie is part Drider, monsterfucking, reader has vagina and breasts and clit, also mentions being plush or soft but no other descriptors other than legs?, weird anatomy (Eddie has mandibles, claws, fangs and a mouth that opens wide + a long tongue, 4 arms, spider abdomen and legs, a slit that hides his penis+ appendages that move, shorter legs to protect slit, among other slight differences), PinV, oral and fingering(f), a silk web used as shibari rope, tied to tree, biting, squirting, so much cum oh god, bondage, mating, mentions of breeding and more!
When you first wake up, you notice how your shoulders ache and feel tight.
Your mind is fuzzy, and your muscles ache as you try to get a feel for your surroundings. You squirm as best as you can, the rough ties you sense around your wrists rubbing your arms raw. You hear a gruff voice above you and a sharp pain in your ribs, knowing you've been kicked.
"Stand down, witch."
You bite your tongue as you feel the fury lapping at your mind. You knew many people assumed your apothecary was some 'covering' for far more nefarious activities, and maybe conspiring with evil spirits. Still, you always blew it off as some foolish musings.
Your head pounds as you try to gather your sanity, making an effort to recall what happened.
You can nearly taste the honeysuckle and wild lavender on your tongue, recalling that you were scavenging for more supplies on the far edge of the woods. You remember carefully rubbing the buds and plants between your fingers and taking a mild inhalation to differentiate the plants. You were alone, basking in the tranquil corner of the woods, knowing the townsfolk stayed away from the furthest edge due to their fears of the beings that lurked in the dark thicket. You felt the wind brush against your skin like a gentle caress and relished the feel of the soft earth beneath your feet.
That was, until you heard a twig break.
You froze, icy fear spreading through your veins, and your heart pounding in your ears as you slowly reached for your dagger, your eyes scanning the field around you. You spied nothing in the line of the trees and nothing among the rest of the greenery. Your muscles melted with a soft sigh as you shook your head, scolding yourself.
And then it all happened in a blur. The fabric over your mouth, coated in a syrupy, sweet floral smell, makes your body heavy and your eyes flutter. Your mind drifted in and out of consciousness as panic tried to seize it.
And then you were gone, lost in an inky and dreamless sleep.
And now you're here. Probably blindfolded and thrown over the back of a horse or mule from the feel of it. You feel the bumpy gait of the creature, and chew your cheek to fight the unease rising through your throat.
You come to a jerking stop and feel your stomach clench in fear. You try to feel for your ties, your fingers brushing rough rope as you sigh. It's beyond your reach.
Your kidnappers mutter back and forth before one of them seems to stand up off his steed, his footsteps headed to you. Your palms clam up as you try to stay as still as possible, but feel the panic settle as the person grabs you, tossing you over their shoulder. You squirm and, in your fear racing through your veins, dig your teeth into the nearest flesh. Your kidnapper curses and tosses you carelessly onto something soft and springy. Your saving grace is sticky but silky, reminding you of the robes the wealthy customers who entered your shop would don. You scramble to try to sit up as the kidnappers whisper heatedly back and forth, before one seems to stroll to you, their footfalls gentle and their voice soft. There was a tremble beneath it, and you could sense they were staying quiet for a reason.
Your hair stands on end, your stomach twisting with certainty of danger. But this time, you know it's something far beyond kidnappers.
"'M gonna take your blindfol' off now, miss. But you cannot make a peep, ya 'ear?"
You nod frantically, willing your body to stay as still as possible.
The gruff voice comes near, and you feel a faint brush of a hand, quick and gentle, tugging off your blindfold. You blink a few times to gain bearings in the moon's dim light. You squint and can see your captors are some significant, masked, masculine figures, one with a slimmer body build and pointed ears peeking out from his silvery hair. Their clothes and dark leather are unmistakable; the dark fabrics are perfect for hiding viscera and gore.
Bounty hunters.
Here to kill you? You're not sure, but it doesn't seem like it. The slimmer one crouches down to your level, eyes glinting with malice as they deliver their words to you, the sharpness almost equivalent to the dagger on their hip.
"We were sent to ensure the town was rid of you, little witch. Normally, I would handle the dirty work myself, but the employers were clear about their expectations. They wanted you thrown to the Weavers."
In the cold night, your chest tightens, your throat thickens, and your skin is cold with sweat.
Weavers are an ancient legend amongst the elderly Elf folk. According to the dark elves' constant appraisal and worship of Lolth, the queen of spiders, a legend emerged of a breed of dark elves said to be born of Lolth's praisal, made in her image, more monster than elf. The creatures are reported to be a blend of dark elves and the spider goddess, with an insatiable appetite for cruelty and darkness. They were banished from even the Underdark and Drow territories, noted as monstrous abominations. But the legends of them eating non-Drows still carry to this day.
While you know it is a silly rumor born of racism to dark elves (though some still worship Lolth, not all do, and often they are ostracized simply for existing and being different), you can't help but notice how the netting catching you is so similar to the massive spider webs you'd seen notated in warning in your apothecary journals. You squeeze your hands shut, pinching your nails into your palms as you pray to the heavens for protection.
Weavers or not, giant spiders themselves have large appetites, and you were caught in the web.
You swallow and do your best to stare head-on at the elf, hiding your fear. You pin them with a steely glare, your voice soft yet cold.
"If you do not let me out, I will scream loud enough to let all the creatures in the realm know there's a tasty meal nearby."
The elf scoffs, standing and looking to his friend.
"Do you think we-"
You feel the web tremble wildly as your stomach sinks and the two captors scramble backwards, running to their horses, one dropping his knife. They kick up a dust, not caring about the noise they make in their rush to leave. You scramble, twisting and struggling to unstick from the webbing, reaching down for the knife on the ground with your bare feet, trying to grab the handle between your toes. You toss the knife up, jumping up to avoid the sharp tip as it lands in the webbing, sighing. You attempt to twist your body to grab the knife in your trapped hands, gripping the wooden handle. You feel the tremble in the firm netting yet again, and your hands sweat as you feel your mind race, trying to saw at the rough rope between your hands, when the knife slips, slicing open your palm and falling to the ground through the holes in the webbing. Your heart pounds as the trembling becomes more frantic and you try to move through the sticky netting, cursing, fat tears rolling down your cheeks.
You should've never come to the edge of the forest. You should've never angered the town's folk with your medicine work. You could've just been a baker...or at least not called out the mayor's foolish wife for supplementing the small town with lead-filled makeup and sickening over half the women-
You're curled up in a ball and hiding when the trembling stops, the stinging in your hand going unnoticed. You feel a gentle tug on the rope and a loosening of your shoulder blades as you sit up, your vision blurry from the rogue tears running down your face. Your breath catches in your throat as you try to make out the stranger freeing you.
It's a long-haired man with dark, messy curls and light grey skin, clearly of Drow descent. You push down the swirling worry, scolding yourself for being so close-minded. Their eyes are a warm brown, unlike the usual red or steely grey of most Drow you'd met. They have a light dusting of freckles on their nose. Their voice is warm and welcoming, a syrupy honey to your ears.
"I'm not going to hurt you...Can I see your hand?"
You slowly hold out your hand, shellshocked by the stranger's kindness, as they pour some bracingly frigid liquid over it. The sting makes you hiss softly as you sniff, trying to regulate your breath. You catch a waft of spices and something tart like apples, and a mix of tobacco is there. You close your eyes as the creature dabs at the cut with something soft and silken, before wrapping it in a silken cloth and tying it gently.
You breathe in his intoxicating scent again, sighing softly. You feel your body lean toward him, your mind fuzzy, and your heart skipping a beat, inwardly blaming the aftereffects of the herbs the kidnappers used on you.
"Thank you, uh..."
He gently dabs at your wet cheeks and strokes your arms with cool, calloused fingers adorned with rings. Your skin prickles at how smooth and firm they feel, akin to porcelain. Their slight chill is noticeable, and his voice is once again soft.
"Edward. Most people call me Eddie."
You nod slowly and blink open your eyes, wiping away your tears as you look up. Once your vision clears, you feel your stomach sink.
A Weaver. You are face-to-face with a Weaver.
You freeze in place as your eyes take in the enormous creature before you, your heart thumping.
He is a pale grey shade with pointed ears, similar to those of an elf, but the similarities end there. He has what appears to be thicker skin on his face, with a more flexible and darker skin below, extending from the corner of his mouth out to his ear, covered by mandibles that frame his plush lips, each tipped with a fang. His bottom half is all spider. His abdomen is burgundy red with black and white markings, and his ebony spindly legs are probably your size. Even his hands, which you observed as cold, are different, the appendages appearing like a marionette due to the hard outer skin and the darker, more flexible flesh underneath, which is apparent when his joints bend. They’re each tipped with a black and sharp claw, similar to his legs.
Despite all these strange and almost monstrous features, you can't help but find the creature strangely beautiful. His lithe figure, his mess of curls escaping his haphazard bun, the silver jewelry adorning his hands, and the black breathable shirt fitting his slim figure. His markings are gorgeous and foreign to you. Even his smell is enticing.
You swallow thickly to curb your fear and shock over your draw to him. You blink at the creature, his head tilting in curiosity at your reaction. He frowns a bit.
"You're an odd-looking elf," He remarks, brows furrowed as he crosses one pair of arms.
Arms.
He has four.
You blink a bit, shaking off the shock.
You're odd?
"I'm a human," you croak out weakly, feeling lightheaded by all the strange occurrences.
His eyes sparkle with mischief as he smiles wide, blinding teeth and fangs on display, his mandibles spreading to allow it. His voice is full of mischief and humor, despite his stance.
"I know."
Your heart skips a beat as you stare at him, feeling your cheeks heat at how he looks at you. His gaze is more interested and sultry now, despite his hunched stance to reach your height. He inspects you like a meal. But not for sustainability.
For pleasure.
"S-so… you're a Weaver?" You question weakly, trying to calm the flutter in your stomach that you aptly note as butterflies.
How ironic.
Edward rolls his eyes and sighs. He sits down on the web and gives you a hard look, causing a deep swirl of remorse to rise in your body.
"I'm a Weaver, yes. But not all Drider are. That's the actual name for my people. I'm specifically a Weaver, but there are Huntsman, Jumpers, and even Earthenfur."
His tone dips into bitter sarcasm as he looks off into the distance, past the trees.
"Nice to know that despite years of peaceful existence, the world continues to use my kind as a monster of legend."
You feel your brows furrow as you shake your head, shaking off the guilt. You try a weak smile, offering out a hand.
"I'm so sorry. That was wrong of me to assume; I just - no, it was wrong. Let's start over again, shall we? I'm Y/N."
He looks to you hesitantly but shakes your hand, his calm and steady in your clammy palm. It's almost grounded.
"Eddie."
You nod and let go slowly, missing his touch. A deep, primarily trilling purr comes from his chest as he smiles again, brown eyes crinkling in mischief.
"I usually would prefer an introduction before you end up entangled in my web, but I suppose it'll have to do," he jests lightly. His suggestion lights up your face, despite your not knowing anything about his customs. You get the sense it's an innuendo.
He laughs softly before his nostrils flare gently. He looks you up and down and frowns softly, his face lined with worry.
"I should take you to my den. It seems your captors used a devil's lily blossoms on you. I can still smell it. It's not deadly unless consumed, but it can cause some serious harm."
You nod, taking note of that. You'd heard of Devil's Lily, but hadn't seen it in your area of the land, so you never had the experience of its smell. However, it explains the weird, floating sensation you feel and the almost drowsy feeling you experience. Perhaps even your strange lure towards the man before you.
He holds a hand out to help you, and you take it gingerly.
His lean muscles are on display as he easily pulls you up and out of the webbing, carrying you to his chest with his lower arms as he navigates the bridged webbing that climbs higher into the trees.
You feel your eyes flutter closed at the warmth and spice of his scent, sighing and melting into his grip. Your body is so exhausted and pushed beyond limits that you find yourself seduced by the notion of sleep despite the stranger holding you.
Maybe a little nap won't hurt.
You wake up wrapped in a soft blanket of fur, cushioned by pillows, slowly blinking the sleep out of your eyes. Your body feels worn, and your mouth is full of cotton; your stomach churns.
You sit up slowly, drinking in your surroundings as you clench your aching stomach. You are in a hollow of a tree, the place littered with books and art supplies, alongside instruments. You notice that the hammock-like bed you are in is constructed of silk rope; the material is sturdy but soft and cool beneath your fingertips.
You look up to see Eddie in the archway of the den, his imposing figure bringing about a gentle thrum in your heart. He smiles sheepishly, his mandibles moving to showcase his full lips. His lower arms are full of what seems to be herbs and spices, all packed in sheer bags. He heads to his hearth, the fire glowing softly as he grabs a tea kettle with his upper arms.
"Hello. I just went out to get some things to make you a tea to help with the aftereffects of the poison. Don't worry, I made sure to get some honey on the way as well, so it won't taste horrible". His tone is teasing and light, despite his fidgeting hands, which move the tea to the kettle along with water from the skin at his hip. You notice the lilt in his voice, the slight drawl to his words, like common might feel wrong on his tongue.
You look around in awe, voice worn from your raw throat. You wince as you speak. "Is this your den?"
He nods, rummaging around his abode, arms and legs always seeming to move. You focus on his appearance in the light of day shining through the entrance to fight off the acid sneaking up your throat.
He is wearing a well-worn black blouse with the human-style embroidery familiar to those from the southern mountain regions, altered to feature an extra set of sleeves, and an almost glistening silver fabric around his hips. Silver chains hang from his neck and rings adorn his fingers, even his ears. Though they are primarily covered in the porcelain ebony skin reminiscent of an exoskeleton, his six legs are also dotted with white markings.
"I'm furthest from the rest of the village, so you don't have to worry about meeting any other Driders. I used to live with my mother and uncle, but they've since passed, and now I get the den all to myself," He says lightly despite the furrow in his brows.
You note the sorrow in his voice, and he fidgets in the hammock as you offer your condolences.
"I'm sorry. That must be dreadfully lonely."
He shrugs, waving it off with his upper left hand. "Don't worry, I'm used to it."
He brings you the tea in an earthenware cup, his smile gentle. "Take care, it's hot."
You nod and accept the cup, holding it gingerly as you blow on it. Your stomach twists as you frown, wincing in pain. Your body feels weak and beaten.
He winces sympathetically, turning around to rummage through his messy table.
"I'm not an apothecary like you, but I know this poison. Unfortunately, it takes time to pass. You may be sick or extremely weak for a few weeks. It's best not to travel at that time."
You nod and sigh, your head throbbing as you slowly sip the tea. It's bitter and almost sour, causing your mouth to pucker. You shake it off as best as you can before speaking.
"I fear I don't even have a home to return to, what with my cursed mouth."
He rummages, his back still to you, his tone curious. "Did you cause some mischief back in your home?"
You scoff, the tinges of anger still bubbling in your mind at the betrayal that only passed a few hours ago. You gingerly sip at the bitter tea, the acrid taste soothing the flames of your fury.
"I was one of the few non-elves. I don't have or practice magic, and thus, they mistrusted my medical knowledge. Additionally, I confronted the mayor's wife. She had been supplying the village with a toxic powder to use as makeup and knew it had been recently banned due to its harmful impact. She nearly poisoned the whole town in a vain attempt to promote beauty."
His lower set of arms is busy with what looks like sewing and working on something at the table near him, but your head is pounding, and your eyes strain despite barely opening them. You try to keep the curiosity at bay as he replies to you, his tone clearly bitter.
"Foolish people despise what they cannot understand. Fuck 'em."
You chuckle a bit at his biting remark before wincing, the throbbing pain worsening. You take a large swallow of the tea and shiver at the horrible taste and bitterness coating your tongue.
You sigh and place the cup down on a nearby surface, lying back and mumbling, your worn body exhausting you further, the words barely tumbling out of your mouth as sleep pulls you deeper, "I may rest a bit more...thank you for the...tea..."
You fall asleep to the sound of a gentle humming and soft rummaging, your body cool and comforted by the pillow-soft bedding around you.
Over the next few days (or weeks? It's hard to tell...), you drift in and out of sleep. Eddie keeps you well fed, occasionally waking you up for a warm, comforting broth or a soft piece of bread. You begin to feel the ache slowly fade from your body, and your strength returns. You've finally managed to stay up for a day and consume more than just broth, when the restless feeling seeps into your mind and body. You want to get up and stretch your legs. Plus, you could use a bath. You smell a bit like stale sweat.
You sit up, gingerly lowering yourself from the bed. You hear Eddie before you see him, the scuttling of his legs familiar. He comes in, his brows furrowing as he looks you over, coming over slowly so as not to frighten you (you knew this was the case as you had seen him actually rush to grab you a bowl once when your stomach was churning and caused you to nearly vomit all over yourself).
"Are you alright, Enlil A'nun?" His voice was gentle, the lilting tone of his native tongue, and the nickname he often called you softly caresses your ears, making a shiver crawl up your back. You didn't know what it meant, but it seemed to you as though it was kind and lovely.
You nod, flustered at his attention. The drider was a handsome man, kind and caring, and oftentimes amusing. You were uncertain if it was his gentle nature or his tendency to make you laugh that caused a gentle tug at your heartstrings. You waved off the creeping attraction as you set your sights on him, trying to be determined in your voice.
"Can we go out to see the village? I am fairly restless after being stuck inside due to my poisoning, and I would like a bath...I fear I've come to smell like a corpse flower."
Eddie's brow furrows, but he chuckles a bit at your joke despite his wary expression. His mandibles shift down in a way you've come to learn is akin to a frown.
"It would be good to get you out for some fresh air-"
You smile widely, bouncing on your toes a bit in excitement, the thought of getting to clean up and explore a new village exciting to you.
Eddie's wary face melts into a soft smile, his sigh teasing as he shakes his head, sighing. "Alright, Enlil A'nun. We can go to the village and the hot springs. Just be warned, I am different from the other Drider in the village. I am a Weaver, but most in the village are Jumpers. I also am not a full drider. But they are all kind, just a bit wary of humans or non-Driders."
Curiosity swirls in your mind, but you push it aside as you nod, a smile spreading across your face. You'll ask him about not being a 'full' Drider later. "I understand."
Eddie begins to pack a sack, stuffing it with soaps and creams along with a strange silver coin you've never seen before. He offers his lower hand to you, scooping you up easily as he adjusts the sack at his side with his lower arms and begins to venture out of the tree, your heart racing as he holds you close.
You had climbed down the tree and walked for quite a bit, Eddie's leg speeding up the distance, but it was clear he was holding back so as not to jostle you too much. Your heart skips a beat at the kind gesture.
At last, you come upon a rocky area covered with long drooping vines and leaves of trees. Weeping Willows, you think. Eddie sets you down, guiding you through the hanging greenery and rocky terrain before you happen upon a large pool of water, steam, and heat rising from it. In the chill of the air, you nearly moan at the idea of the hot water lapping at your stiff muscles.
Eddie tosses in some herbs and what looks to be soap, his front leg dipping into the water and stirring it gently before he lifts it out, shaking off his leg. He nods at you, his smile soft. "The water should be ready now. I can leave if you'd like," He offers, a light dusting of pink staining his usually ashen cheeks.
You feel your stomach swirl in fear at being without your monstrous friend and shake your head, chewing at your lip. "No...no... You can turn around. I'd feel safer with you here."
He nods, the blush growing past his cheeks to the tips of his ears. You nearly giggle at the fact that this huge spider-like being is blushing, but don't want to push him to further embarrassment. He turns slowly, facing the nearest tree, before his voice, gentle yet raspier than usual, calls out.
"Just yell if you need help or come across danger, Enlil A'nun."
You hum in agreement before quickly stripping off your clothing and sinking into the water. A moan escapes past your lips, and you can't even bring yourself to be embarrassed by it. The water is delicious. It's warm and soothing to your worn and stiff muscles, with the smell of lavender and sharp citrus fruit wafting off it. It reminds you of your old favorite tea blend from childhood, bringing a smile to your face. You sink into the water, dunking your head to wet your hair, nearly moaning again at the sensation. You know there is soap in the water, but you want to scrub your skin and hair with some more, possibly using a rough cloth. You make sure your chest isn't visible above the water before turning and calling out to Eddie.
He turns quickly, eyes worried, before he sighs and melts at the sight of you in the water, clearly safe.
"Yes?"
You smile softly, trying to fight off the flusteredness that arises in you at the fact that if you were to move in any way, you might expose your body to the man who's been so gentle and caring to you. You ignore the tug of desire in your core.
"Do you have some more soap and some rough leathers or something to scrub with?"
Eddie nods wordlessly before rummaging in the sack and pulling out what appears to be a rough cut of thin leather, rough enough to scrub with properly. He also pulls out a hardened clump of soap, which he inches forward and hands to you with his upper arms, his lower arms clasped above the fabric at his lower stomach.
You inch toward the edge of the water, reaching out to grab the items, and are careful not to rise too far out of the spring. Your warm, wet fingers brush against his cold, porcelain-like hands. You retreat slowly, flustered as your brain entertains the thought of how his icy hands would feel on your overheated skin, and your cheeks run hot.
Eddie turns around again, his cheeks a dark, dusky shade, as his posture remains stiff.
You scrub at your skin furiously, trying to wash away the desire that still lingers.
When you finish, you find Eddie has left a soft fur to dry yourself off with, along with soft creams and oils to moisturize your skin and add to your hair. You sigh softly at how pampered you feel once you rub in all the creams and note how you smell so much better. He even left clothes similar to his own, but this time made with one set of arms. You slide on the gorgeous black silken tunic dress with intricate embroidery and leather boots, trying to ignore the shock of pleasure that shoots through you as the cool fabric slides over your aching nipples.
You clear your throat and smile in his direction as he turns, eyes raking over you slowly in a way that makes your skin feel aflame despite the cool air.
He turns away, grabbing up the sack and your dirty clothes, making you shake off the desire and stinging rejection at the back of your mind.
"Come, Enlil A'nun. Let us head off into the village."
You walk in silence to the village, heavily aware of the tension crackling between you two. You almost open your mouth to bring it up, when you smell roasted meat and your stomach pangs with hunger.
The village.
You walk a few steps more before encountering the likes of a short and stocky Drider. He has four arms, like Eddie, but his skin is a warm, rich russet brown, complementing his much more earth-toned and almost fuzzy abdomen and legs. His long dark hair is straight and silken, pulled back in a neat braid over his shoulder. He wears a thin, light, handmade blouse of what appears to be tanned hide, along with silver and beaded jewelry, accented by a silken, warm orange sash tied around his hips. You note how he's covered in autumnal colors in his fabrics and even on his abdomen, whereas Eddie often wears cool, blood-reds and dark blacks, similarly to his own lower half. He even has four sets of warm, auburn eyes without any white to them, and his skin is covered in a hard, plating-like material, with softer and more flexible skin below, as you've noted on Eddie, but it covers most of his human-like features. Eddie's plating only seems to be near his mouth and arms, from what you've seen.
He smiles a bit at Eddie and speaks, but eyes you warily, his language sounding like Eddie's occasional slip of his native tongue, but in a way, more of a singing quality to it.
He and Eddie speak for a few moments as you glance around the town, smiling softly. The village consists of homes built into trees and an intricate system of bridges and stairs. The houses are built into the trees, much like Eddie's den, but in a distinct style that seems much smaller and cozier, with rounded doors and small wooden porches. The intricate bridges lead to businesses and shops, and you smell the warm scent of earthen herbs and sweet berries lingering from some shops nearby. Small drider children shriek with joy and jump from bridge to bridge, their small statures making surprisingly large distances as they chase one another.
Your heart tugs at the thought of these people being spoken about as monsters when they were just...people. Beings. You feel your stomach twist at how you first approached Eddie.
Eddie pulls you out of his thoughts as he speaks suddenly, a gentle hand on the small of your back, his voice soft yet determined. "I will watch over her."
The shorter and more stout man nods, and his warm demeanor seems serious but kind as he nods at Eddie. "I will hold you to that, Edward." His voice is accented much more than Eddie's, but it still holds that light, singsong tone. He smiles down at you, his eyes warm and welcoming despite the apprehension he still keeps in his posture.
"Welcome, Y/N. I am Almurirr. This is our village, Kullidae."
You nod and bow your head slightly, smiling. "Thank you. It is lovely."
Almurirr smiles a bit, his mandibles clicking in what sounds like a pleased sound. "Thank you. I will leave you two; I must go attend to my heartsworn."
He hurries off, jumping between bridges and climbing up to a much larger house than the others. Eddie leads you with his hand still at the small of your back, his tone soft as your eyes continue to explore the village. It's been years since you left your home and saw something new. You used to live in a large city, but moving to a small elven town at the edge of the border seemed like a way to get some peace and quiet. You hadn't realized how much you missed this liveliness.
You breathe in the wonderful smells and sigh softly, smiling at Eddie. His eyes search your face, his smile soft despite his furrowed brows.
"Yes, Enlil A'nun?"
"Show me around, please? I want to know more about your home."
He flushes at that but nods, his voice raw with something you can't quite figure out. "Of course, my Enlil A'nun."
Eddie and you explored the village extensively, as he showed you the Jumper's common foods and clothes. He explained that many groups of Driders varied according to their location, and Jumpers could live either above or on the ground. The Drider overall were an isolated culture and often stayed away from most other groups, so the people of Kullidae delighted in seeing a human. They would follow your movements with curious eyes and tease you in common over your more diminutive stature and lack of plating or legs. They explained how they often met traders for goods, but most of the traders who came that way were half-elves or orcs. You even got to try some of the delicious pastries they ate, usually sweetened with a type of berry that grew high up in local trees.
When you returned to Eddie's den, your mind was churning with thoughts, contemplating whether living among these people could be a more long-term option. Though they treated you and Eddie sometimes with caution and distance, they were still extremely kind.
You were inspired for the first time in a while, sitting up in a chair Eddie had carved for you, your words tumbling out of your mouth before you could stop them.
"Do you think that Almurirr would be okay with me staying and studying medicine in the village. I could help the local apothecary?"
Eddie blinked before turning to you, his tone a bit stiff and his eyes narrowed a bit.
"You would need to speak to Lialth. She leads the village. I don't see why it would be an issue..."
You grinned, heart and mind racing at the thought of your possible new home.
Which is how you were here now, with an older woman named Acurdia. She was kind but stern, and the village's apothecary as well as one of the older elders. She was showing you the local herbs and describing their purpose to you. You've been jotting them down as quickly as you can, in accordance with what she says their uses are, when you both startle at the sound of a commotion down below.
Acurdia walks over to the entrance carefully, her large stature filling the doorway. You barely caught sight of the small drider children giggling and racing after one another as you heard her sharp voice call out to ask what was happening.
"Niloth is courting Zarah! He's been practicing for weeks so as not to fall on his face," one of the children shouts back, scurrying off.
Acurdia's stern face seems to light up as she turns to you, her stormy grey eyes almost shimmering with excitement and eagerness. She gestures for you to follow as she heads down to the village grounds below.
Your curiosity is piqued as you ponder what the mating rituals of driders could be like. You knew different cultures often had different customs. Many elves embrace lengthy courtships with showers of gifts and parties. At the same time, you knew of Orcs who came from cultures where, oftentimes, the interested had to present a series of gifts to the family, or sometimes there was a need to prove themselves in battle against other interested parties. It just depended on the region and people. The driders all seemed excited to experience this formal declaration of interest, which made you turn to Acurdia and question what was happening, as you couldn't quite see through the crowd of people.
"What does the courting ritual consist of here in Kullidae?"
She smiled softly, her eyes scanning the crowd below as the two of you continued to descend the ladder.
"For us Jumpers, we often have courtships of dancing. This is a public declaration of relationship and engagement. However, usually the interested party, or in many cases, the male, performs a dance in which he must evade the person he is courting, or at least their rope. If she chooses to accept him, she will begin to dance with him before allowing him to tie her up and 'steal' her away."
You feel a smile tug at your lips at the very playful but romantic idea of being wooed by a dance. Your mind flashes with the idea of Eddie doing so, and you nearly melt as your cheeks heat.
"And the village watches?"
She chuckles a bit, carefully traversing the ramp down to allow you time to follow. "Oftentimes it's in support of the couple, and to cheer them on. Long ago, it would have been a more private excursion, as drider groups often had to travel and be nomadic. Now it is a joyous celebration of love."
You nod in understanding, now curious about Eddie. You knew he was a Weaver, but did he hold similarities with this group? And why did he live among a village of Jumpers?
You were pulled out of your thoughts when you arrived at the central courtyard in the village, surrounded by many other driders, making it difficult to see. You craned your neck, straining on your tiptoes to try and see the dance, but only succeeded at spotting the back legs of the drider dancing. You nearly give up when you smell the familiar scent of warming spices and musk, turning to see Eddie.
He smiles at you, his mandibles moving up slightly. He offers you one of his hands, the cold and hard skin comforting and familiar. You take it and nearly yelp as he takes the offering to use his lower arms to scoop you up and place you on his shoulder. The way he maneuvers you is far too easy and has your thighs clenching together as your skin erupts in goosebumps. You shiver as you look out into the crowd and finally can see what the village is clapping and cheering for.
You spot a handsome drider clad in gorgeous colors to match his colorful abdomen patterns of blue and red, and you assume it's Niloth. He is expertly moving from side to side and dodging the silk rope that is (weakly, from what you can tell) lashing out at his legs. The female drider, Zarah, before him is larger than he is and stockier, with her abdomen much darker in tone and fewer flashy markings. She is fighting a smile, her expression overjoyed as she laughs while Niloth evades her rope with a bow before wiggling his abdomen side to side. The two are cheered on by the village, but clearly have eyes only for one another, as evidenced by their grins and Niloth's peacocking movements.
You can't help but smile when Zarah gives in to his dance, the two of them using one hand to touch palms as they circle one another slowly, before Zarah bows into a low curtsey. You see Niloth reach his back legs to his spinnerets to pull forward some webbing to his lower hands, circling Zarah slowly to tie her up before picking her up in both his arms, the village cheering and laughing as the two kiss and he leaps away with her.
The crowd slowly disperses with happy talks of marriage and young to come. You and Eddie bid goodbye to Acurdia, as she decides to let you have the day off, weakly citing that she gets 'tired quickly in her old age', despite her lingering grin.
You and Eddie travel in silence back home, your mind occupied with mating dances and public displays of affection. When you finally get back to Eddie's den, your mouth seems to disregard any sheepishness.
"What do Weavers do for courtship?"
Eddie stops in his tracks, his legs nearly stumbling into the chair he carved for you. His cheeks slowly darken, now stained a deep red. He clears his throat slightly, his body still tense.
"Uh...I mean... It's not nearly as grand as the village here. Um.." His fingers fiddle in the way you've learned often notates his nerves. He sighs and busies himself with starting a fire and grabbing a blend of herbs for tea. He speaks again, this time avoiding your gaze in what you're sure is embarrassment.
"Weaver males are usually smaller than the females... so most courtships consist of the male tying up and proving he is strong enough for the female. It's usually a lot more private, and afterwards they are considered mates. There are, of course, weddings and whatnot. I can't remember much of the customs surrounding it as I left my village a few years ago, and have mostly been surrounded by Jumper traditions."
You nod before your brows furrow, a question pricking at the back of your mind. "Why did you leave your old village?"
Eddie freezes again, his back to you, as he puts the kettle above the fire. His posture stiffens, and his tone is a bit sharper. "I think that's a story for another day."
You feel embarrassment creep in, ashamed that you pushed him too far, and your stomach swirls with nerves. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to push." You walk over, laying a hand against his back gently as you whisper. "Can you tell me more about Weavers and courtship? Do you mate for life?"
Eddie coughs suddenly, spinning around slowly to face you, his eyes exploring the floor as he exhales softly. His voice is low and rasping, as if he can't bring himself to say the words much louder.
"We do have mates, yes. Sometimes it's an immediate pull towards someone without knowing why, sometimes it's a slow buildup. We find ourselves fiercely protective of them and wanting to give them gifts. We do the courtship and..."
His flush extends past his cheeks to his pointed ears as he avoids your gaze, and your stomach and core clench at his words, desire flooding your mind.
"Then we fall into a mating frenzy. It can last weeks. Some mates drive themselves to exhaustion that the rest of the village has to deliver food to them."
A gasp catches in your throat as his warm brown eyes, swimming with something so...dark...so...delicious, look up from the floor at you. He opens his mouth to say something right as the kettle whistles, piercing the air and the tension.
Eddie shakes his head before grabbing the kettle with his mitts from the fire and placing it on the table to cool. He braces his arms against the furniture, his back taught as his voice is raw with emotion.
"I'm going to head down for some fresh air. Feel free to serve yourself some tea, and call for me if you need me."
Your thighs clench, and your mind races. You want to reach out to him, to stop him from leaving and ask more- but you fear you've pushed him too far.
Eddie leaves in a hurry, leaving you to stand in his den, your heart fluttering and your body so aware of his absence that you nearly ache.
You sit on the ever-familiar chair at the table, grabbing a nearby mug and pouring yourself a cup of tea. You sip on it slowly as you ponder the idea of having a mate, and the curiosities floating in and out of your thoughts over Eddie having one.
You sigh as you try to ignore the creeping sourness in your belly, the tightness in your throat at the thought of Eddie having a mate. You hadn't seen any other driders come to his den, nor had you seen him have interest in any of the townsfolk. He had a few acquaintances here and there, but he never seemed to get close enough to them. He often looked at the people with a longing deep in his eyes, but you assumed it was because he wished to be closer to them. Maybe he desired a mate from the village?
You continue to sip at your tea, walking around the den, and allowing your eyes to explore the space. You could see a few projects laid haphazardly on Eddie's weaving table. You recognize some of them, such as the boots he demanded you let him try to fix as they were falling apart, and he worried for your delicate feet. He also took to embroidering them with red and silver thread in swirling patterns. You also notice the sketched-out map he had been making of the area for you, as he discussed before, his worry about making you feel trapped in Kullidae, despite your reassurances. But one project lies carefully folded and hidden beneath some excess fabric, like a secret, and is clearly cared for dearly. Your fingers reach out to touch it, and you nearly gasp at the soft, cool touch. It's clearly a tunic or dress of some sort, made with a shimmering silk that takes on an almost pearlescent sheen. The fabric is embroidered with spider lilies, roses, and other floral motifs. All the flowers are a brilliant assortment of shades of red and even dusky pinks. You feel breathless as you see the sleeves are folded back.
You could unfold it, you think, and find out if he really is interested in a drider.
Your skin pickles at the thought, heart pounding. Your fingers tremble as you nearly reach out to unfold it, your heart pounding. You are almost there when you hear the familiar shuffling of Eddie up the tree, and you quickly throw the fabric covering the item back, your heart sinking as guilt consumes you.
You move away from the table and over to the bed, wrapping yourself up in the blankets, trying to quiet your ever-churning thoughts as your heart sinks deeper and deeper.
You barely notice the tear escaping your eye as Eddie comes in and tucks a warm fur around you, gently brushing his cool fingers against your back.
You don't sleep a wink.
The next few days pass in a blur as you attempt to become accustomed to your new routine. You and Eddie come together every afternoon or night to talk about your day and share laughs. You become accustomed to his sharp tongue and dramatic flair, along with his passion for his art. You ignore the growing fondness in your heart for him and the lingering bitterness in the back of your throat at his wanting another.
You even get him to come into town more often with you, and he begins to become a fan favorite of some young driders who enjoy hearing his stories of adventure (even though many are heavily exaggerated). You jokingly tell him he has the makings of being a bard, if only he'd sing someone else's praises for a change. He nearly crows with an air of cockiness as he admits that he plays the lyre and harp, and sings sometimes. You had to fight the urge to steal him away and kiss him until he couldn't breathe.
It's one of the days when the two of you are walking back from town, laughing and smiling over stories of the day. You were grateful for the distraction as the day at the apothecary had been a hard one.
A young drider male came in, complaining of wanting to woo his lover, and asked for a herb to heighten both their arousals. You had handed him the damiana and guarana blend tea that Acurdia created for this reason and warned against excessive use. You had nearly felt your skin catch on fire in embarrassment and shock as the rider grinned at you in appreciation and stated proudly that he would use the tea to "have enough seed to make (his) dear love slick".
As your discussion dwindles, your mind drifts back to that statement. You nearly stumble on a branch as you're lost in thought, brow furrowed as you see you're at the hot spring. Eddie avoids your gaze as he blushes, fidgeting with his rings.
"Do you mind if we stop here? I fear the children ran me ragged with play sparring, and my muscles could use the soothing water."
You shake your head, smiling despite the ever-darkening thoughts swirling over his bare form. Gods, you are burning in the hells, for sure. "That's no problem, Eds."
You turn around as you hear his shuffling and moving of clothing before a slight splash in the water, and his voice ringing out. "You can turn around now, if you'd like."
You turn slowly, feeling your heart skip and your breath catch in your throat at the sight of him. His hard exoskeleton plating is visible on the planes of his stomach and chest, but the softer, velvety slate-grey skin fills the spaces between and the expanse of his back, as well as his upper arms. He has what appears to be a shorter set of legs in front of his hips, folded in. You spot a line between the legs. On the soft and velvety skin, you see various tattoos, the markings, runes, and things you had seen in some books regarding magic. His hair is down for once, the dark brown curls brushing his shoulders and now damp. You swallow as desire creeps in, your thighs squeezing together.
Eddie blushes a bit, tearing his gaze away, and sinking a bit into the water as if to hide his spider-like limbs. He works on lathering soap on his skin and turning his back to you. You see clearly now that gnarly scars accompany the tattoos, and your heart pangs with a sense of sorrow. Who could hurt such a wonderful man?
You feel a sense of resolve come over you, and your heart thumps wildly in your chest as you come to the edge of the water, beginning to strip off your shoes and tunic. Eddie hears the commotion and perks up, his voice sounding worried as he stiffens.
"Are you alright?"
You slowly delve into the water, the heat doing nothing to soothe the ache between your legs and the boiling passion in your blood.
"I'm fine. I'd felt like a dip in the water as well. Is that okay?"
Eddie startles and coughs a bit in shock before swallowing, and you can see his back muscles stiffen, his arms fidgeting in the water. "Uh-I-Yes... that's fine. I can stay turned-"
You swim around him to come to his front, the water coming to your collarbones, but looking up at him. You see that his cheeks are nearly maroon in his flusteredness, and his eyes are strangely dilated, that black almost swallowing his warm brown irises.
"It's okay. I trust you," You say calmly, working hard to keep the wanton purr from your voice.
Eddie nods woodenly, his hands still frozen holding the soap. You smile softly, your wicked intentions refusing to be ignored anymore. You hold out a hand in offering.
"Do you need some help washing your back?"
He backs up a little, laughing softly, his playfully cocky manner trying to rise as he struggles to hide his sheepishness. "I can wash my back fine, perhaps you should cook me a meal first-"
You grab the soap, smirking a bit at his soft gasp. "I can make you dinner this week." You walk to his side and around. You scrub first at the hard exoskeleton of his abdomen, the soft shivers and sighs exhaled from his mouth making your legs tremble. You try to stand on your tiptoes to reach his back around his expansive abdomen, but find his legs are often in the way. You huff a bit as he tries to reassure you that it's fine before you climb up on his abdomen, your bare, dripping core against his cool and hard body. You scrub at his back gently, fingers softly tracing the runes and scars on his back. His skin seems to tremble underneath you. You find yourself curious about the blemishes, recognizing that many of them are puckered, similar to scars you've seen that were left by arrows.
"What caused these scars, Eddie?" You whisper.
Eddie sighs, his shoulders dropping a bit as his lower arms busy themselves fiddling with braiding the thin leaves of a water-based plant he plucks from the edge of the spring. Your heart nearly cracks open at the sight, knowing he often fiddles with his hands when he is nervous. His voice is raw with emotion, and his usually silly demeanor is dropped.
"When I was younger, I was always an outcast. My father was a Drider, but he was known as a scoundrel. He fell in love with my mother, a Drow, who was kind to him despite the horrible reputation we have among them. My father, soon after mating with my mother, left to seek riches up north. She was pregnant with me and terrified, without familiar family or friends in a strange Drider town. My uncle offered to house her, and she agreed. Growing up, my mother worked hard to ensure I was familiar with my own culture and heritage. She schooled me in the embroidery of Drow in her part of the Underdark...taught me about the way of the people in the southern Mountain range, where her elven ancestors were from, as she wasn't fully Drow. And despite the village being wary of her, they accepted her as one of their own."
You feel your mind swirl with the information, now understanding Eddie's comments about not being a full drider, and explaining why he was missing some drider qualities. You hum in thought as you gently cup and pour water onto his back to rinse off some of the soap.
His lower fists clench a bit as he continues. "But I was a foolish teenager. I wanted acceptance more than anything. So when this young human girl stumbled upon our town and sought me out for refuge, I decided to help her in secret. She told me she was meant to be engaged and married off to a horrible boy in her village, and feared for her safety. I brought her food and supplies, trying to help her. I even got her to the Weaver village. They were nervous but agreed to hold her for a few nights and protect her."
Eddie's voice trembles as he continues to stare down at the water, before his upper arms scrub at his face. You continue to lather soap onto his skin, gently travelling up his shoulders. You feel the tension underneath them slightly melt.
"We didn't know the human village would come looking for her. They ambushed us with flaming arrows. My village fought valiantly, but many had to flee. I was trying to save her, Christine, and take her higher into the trees to hide until they left. But she slipped from my back suddenly, and when I tried to use my webbing to catch her-"
His voice is thick as he chokes on what you imagine are tears. Your heart aches for him as you gently massage his shoulders, aware of the apparent distress he is facing. He continues, his bitterness and sorrow evident in his tone.
"My webbing caught onto her neck, and my pulling snapped the bones, breaking them. She was dead before I even had her in my arms. I sat there, mourning a friend, a kind soul who deserved more. I was hit with flaming arrows from every angle before my uncle finally ushered me out."
You feel your eyes sting with tears, picturing a younger, less haunted Eddie finding a friend, only to lose his village and them in one night. Your throat tightens as you swallow your sorrow, pressing a gentle kiss against his shoulder blade. "I'm so sorry."
He holds out a hand to help you down, and you take it, sliding off him and coming around to his front, noting the red tinge in his eyes. His voice is soft and gentle yet rasping with sorrow as he takes a slow step back. "That is why I live among the Jumpers. That is why I live on the outskirts. Why I covered my body in runes- to keep any interest in me away."
You search Eddie's face, your heart sinking and your stomach seizing at the thought of him punishing himself for something so unpredictable. You inch toward him, noting his shrunken body and shoulders caving in. He backs up in response, a soft chittering coming out of his mouth, his mandibles lowering. His eyes are sorrowful, glancing at the water rather than you. Even his arms are wrapped around his midsection.
Your chest squeezes in sorrow, your eyes stinging as you think of how long he's held this guilt on his shoulders. Your skin prickles with anger still at the pain he's had, and even the way he is pushing you away, though you understand why.
"It's not your fault."
He glances at you, his brown eyes uncertain as his brow furrows. He laughs incredulously as he comes a step closer to you. His voice is pure venom and spite, the tone making your cheeks burn and your brows furrow. "It is. I am a monster. Not because I am a Drider, but because I am less than that. I fit nowhere. I have no village. No family. I did not seek out my people in fear. I am a coward, Y/N. A fucking coward."
Your chest burns in a fury as your fists clench, and you glare daggers at him, your voice rising to meet his poison, sending barbs his way in retaliation. "You were a child! You didn't know! You tried to save someone, and through an honest mistake, lost her! What is cowardly is the way you are hiding behind your mistakes to ensure no one can ever get close to you again!"
He blinks in shock, his expression open and less guarded for once. His arms slowly drop from their crossed stance, his eyes narrowing, his cheeks red, and his pupils dilated, his nose flaring in frustration as he waves his arms about, accentuating his emotions.
"What would you have me do, A'nun? Tell stories to the children? Play music and idle chatter with the village? Admit my desire for you?"
Your heart skips a beat as you catch his last words, unable to respond as he continues on his rambling, his expression fueled by fiery passion and frustration, causing your stomach to swirl with want despite your growing irritation with his idiocy.
"You are not a Drider! You are a human! You do not experience the aching need and want that is the mating call, nor do you know how my heart calls out in sorrow every time you leave my den! You have not seen how my foolish mind and heart are constantly building new things for you, making gifts, ensuring my den is fit for you, despite knowing you do not see me that way! I keep my distance to prevent further heartbreak out of cowardice and yes, selfishness! You are vulnerable and bound to go, whether in death or in simple parting, and I will be alone again! I cannot live with that...You cannot make me."
Your mind is swirling with outrage and desire, your nails biting into your palms as your fists clench even tighter. Though your heart sings in his admittance to caring for you, your anger bubbles over it. Your mouth cracks a sharp whip of retaliation.
"Fine! Stay alone! As I'm just a stupid and weak human, who clearly can't understand your affection and desire despite longing for your touch and constantly seeking your smiles! Since I can't possibly understand what it's like to lose my home, nor can I ever return your affection, even though I have laid myself bare before you. I shall leave you to your pity party and stop trying to show you I care for you, even without a mating call."
Eddie's face is shellshocked at your revelation. He reaches out, but he is too late. You swing your arm, splashing him aggressively with the hot water, the demonstration taking up all your force. The small wave hits him pathetically in the chest, but he still stumbles back, regret and sorrow clear on his face as you stomp out of the water, stubbornly putting on your clothes in a flash, before angrily venturing back to the village.
He could stew in all his melancholy for all you cared.
You've walked for about thirty minutes before you realize you're lost; your anger has now been replaced by embarrassment and frustration. You were so angry at Eddie's stubborn self-flagellation that you lost track of where you were heading. You glance around, shivering, as your damp clothes do little to help you in the cold night air. You sigh, cursing your own stubbornness for getting you into this situation.
You're exploring the nearby plant life and can discern that you're about 3 miles too far east, where the Hackberry trees grow thick. You groan a bit under your breath when you hear a rustling amongst the bushes. Your eyes scan the area, stomach clenching. You freeze, grateful that in your fury, you still had your small knife in your boots. Your hand inches slowly towards the instrument when you see a figure in the shadows. Your heart pounds as you remember the scent of the Devil's Lily, and the rope raw against your wrists. You school your voice to sound sure and sharp, your hand finding your knife as you stay crouched.
"Come out. I am armed."
A dark chuckle sounds as a figure emerges from the shadows, its hood and dark clothing still concealing its face. They stand tall, and despite the dark of the night and the cloak covering their body, you can tell they are humanoid in nature.
You point your knife at them, your voice calm as you pray your trembling nerves don't show in your grip.
"Show your face."
The figure slowly brings their gloved hands up to push their hood back, revealing pale skin in the moonlight, golden blond hair, and a dashing smile. Your skin prickles, your heart still thumping. You can't quite pinpoint what exactly it is, but the man before you seems off in some way.
You inch closer, your knife pointed to his face, your body tense. Your voice barks out in the darkness, "Who are you? And why are you following me?"
His grin doesn't quite meet his eyes, as his brows furrow a bit. His expression is akin to that of someone cornering a frightened pup, but with a hint of mockery. His voice is gentle but almost dry. "I'm Henry, a local nearby. I'd heard of some assassins and traffickers coming through this area, and wanted to see if there were any lost poor souls nearby."
Your brow furrows as you continue to point your knife at him, your heart still pounding. You fear that this man might have ill intentions for the village of Driders nearby.
"There's no town for miles-"
He comes closer to you, his expression sorrowful, but something bubbles beneath it. He tuts as he gestures to your clothes. "I live alone, but one hears words from merchants. My, your clothes are all wet. If you'd like, I can take you to my cottage, give you a warm meal, and help you to the nearest town."
You take a step back, a smile plastered to your face, hoping your unease doesn't show through.
"No, thank you, I will just-"
The man steps close again, and you swear you see it—a flash of hunger. Your chest squeezes as he mumbles a word, your veins seizing with icy pain. You're stuck in place, muscles tense as an invisible force holds you in place, unable to move. He comes closer, and his smile transforms from kind to sickening. He evades your knife as he traces a finger on your cheek, the feeling of his warm flesh making you want to scream, but your mouth cannot open. Your eyes sting with the threat of tears as your mind races.
You are in danger. Who knows if you will survive this time? You wasted time and foolishness on your anger, and now you will never see your sweet Eddie again-
You hear delicate rustling in the trees and around you, and you nearly feel your heart stop as a silken silver rope swings out and wraps around the man's wrist. His expression is bewildered and furious as he turns, only to be pulled viciously away from you. Your eyes struggle against the holding spell to glance over, and nearly sob with joy. Eddie stands there menacingly, surprisingly unclothed, so all his hard plating and lithe limbs are on display. He yanks the man to him, a low growl emitting from his mouth, his mandibles lifting as he bares his fangs, his eyes aflame with anger. He is sitting back on his back legs, the front two legs lifted in a striking pose. He is fearsome, a giant in comparison to the man, yet you find your body responding with want. You mentally scold your cunt for clenching as it does.
Eddie's voice is low and severe, dripping with anger, and it causes the mystery man to tremble with fear. Your skin prickles with goosebumps as you feel your muscles loosen suddenly, broken out of the spell.
"Leave. Now. Before I rip your throat out for touching my mate."
The man gasps in shock and disgust, scrambling to run away, quick to get away from you both. Eddie is still poised to kill, his eyes nearly black as your trembling legs stumble to him, your body still worn from the holding spell. He softens as he looks down at you, lowering himself to the ground, his upper arm reaching out to hold your face, his eyes glassy as his cold hand gently brushes your cheek.
"Enlil A'nun. I'm sorry for frightening you. Are you hurt?" He scans your body with his eyes, his care and tenderness squeezing at your heart.
You reach up to touch his face gently, the cold and hard exterior comforting. Your voice is a mere whisper as your skin prickles with adrenaline, your thighs still clenching with desire. "I almost thought I would never see you again."
Eddie chitters softly, nuzzling your hand, his voice sincere and raw with emotion. "I won't allow that to happen. You are my mate, woven into my soul and heart. My little flower."
You feel your chest tighten as your emotions overwhelm you, and your skin burns with a desire and passion. Your voice is trembling as you speak, but not out of fear. Out of need. Out of excitement.
"Eddie...my mate...Can you claim me like Weavers do?"
Eddie's nostrils flare, and his eyes swim with joy and uncertainty. His cheeks are dusted with a soft pink, and his hands fidget nervously. "Are you certain? I don't wish to scare you-"
You cut him off by coming up onto your toes and pecking him on the lips, his expression shocked and his body trembling as he leans back down and captures your mouth in a kiss, pouring his passion into the brush of his lips against you, his mandibles moving to hold your cheeks and allowing his mouth to open against yours. His tongue slips against you, causing you to melt against him and sigh, before pulling away.
"I'm sure."
Eddie nods, heaving breaths, making you giggle as he grips your hand and picks you up, rushing off to his den.
Your heart pounds as your core drips and your nipples harden painfully against your tunic.
You can hardly wait.
You tremble with excitement as Eddie puts you down on the ground near his den, his tone thick with desire and his hands shaking softly. He stares at you, his expression so raw and full of worry and care that you nearly melt.
"I'm going to use my webbing to tie you. The moment you feel uncomfortable or unsure, say Red, and I will stop."
You nod, nearly crumbling to a pile as he lifts your chin to look up at him, his tone stern. "I need words. I need to know you understand."
Your throat is thick as you nod and swallow. "Y-yes. I understand."
He hums in response, his back legs slowly pulling at his spinnerets, bringing forward his silvery webbing. His lower hands grab at it and make quick work of looping it on his arm before his voice cuts through the tension.
"Take off your tunic, please. And arms up, little flower."
You find yourself following the commands, your cunt fluttering in desire, the familiar pang of need making you wetter by the minute. Your nipples harden in the cold night air, as you feel your chest heave. You put your arms up, intensely aware of how your body is on display, how your skin is covered in goose bumps.
Eddie busies his upper arms with a gentle wrapping of the webbing around your wrists, before tying it to the branch that is above your head. His eyes are dark as his hands are busy wrapping you as if you are a precious gift. He then instructs you to fold your leg, having your calf touch your thigh. He wraps the webbing in a spiral before going back and expertly crossing the rope, his lithe fingers making knots down the crease made by your calf and thigh. His quick motions are confident and yet almost teeming with want. He makes quick work of securing your middle to the tree, so you don't have to hold yourself up before tying off your other leg in a similar fashion. You feel your skin heat as desire drips from you, your chest heaving. This position leaves you open for his eyes to explore your bare cunt. The rough bark of the tree is firm against your back.
Eddie's eyes search yours as he tugs on the ties, ensuring they are comfortable and still firm. You feel nervous and sheepish as you are now at his height, his eyes so deep with need that you think yourself clench around nothing. His upper arms work on caressing your skin before he brushes your nipples gently, eliciting a gasp from you. He leans in, kneading your breasts with apt attention, his lower arms gripping at your hips and sides, the cold and hard flesh causing whimpers to spill from your mouth. He alternates pinching and brushing your nipples, careful not to scratch you with his claws. Your back arches as you whimper.
He leans forward, his mouth coming around your left nipple, moaning in response to your strangled cry. He continues to knead your other breast and squeeze your soft sides, his voice gruff with lust. "You're so supple...Delectable." He scrapes his sharp fangs against your pebbled flesh before his mandibles move down and out, causing his mouth to open wider than you expect, his fangs and long, pointed dark purple tongue on display. He laps at your skin, the sensation almost too overwhelming. Your pleas tumble from your mouth, making his hands tighten at your hips, the claws biting into your flesh.
He gives the same attention to your right nipple until you swear your cunt is dripping onto the forest floor. Your senses are consumed by him, blind to the biting roughness of the tree and the nippy winds.
Eddie pulls away eventually, seeming to bend his legs to come down near your soaked core. You stare down at him, heavy-lidded as you see his lower arm come up to his mouth, his lithe pointer finger pointing at his mouth. Your brows furrow as you nearly question what he is doing, when he bites down on his claw, breaking it off and blunting his finger. He then repeats the same action with his middle finger.
"E-eddie, your-"
"It's fine, little flower. Claws grow back."
He uses his now blunt fingertip to circle your clit, causing you to squirm and whimper against the ties. You nearly hit your head against the tree as he again opens his mouth in that inhuman yet so delicious way, his pointed tongue flicking your cunt, bringing him to moan wantonly. You cry out at the sparking pleasure, feeling your body seize in pleasure, knowing an orgasm is soon to seize you. His fingers slowly circle your entrance, before entering you slowly, your back arching as your choked cry pierces the night. His fingers continue to pump in and out of you slowly, the cold and hard flesh making your toes curl in your boots. His tongue continues to flick and circle your clit, before he softly sucks at the bud, and his fingers curl, making you gasp as you realize the breaks in his hard outer flesh create ridges to brush just right against you. Your eyes nearly roll back as the pleasure crashes over you, your body trembling as you cum. He growls, almost feral as he continues curling his fingers inside you, suckling on your swollen bud.
He eventually pulls his fingers from your cunt, his mouth opening again to lick your essence off his fingers, moaning and eyes rolling back as he rumbles. "I could spend days between your plush thighs...drinking up your sweetness. But then I wouldn't be able to fill you up with my seed, would I?"
Your cunt clenches again, and your chest heaves as the desire builds up again, a pounding need in your blood.
"Please...Eddie...Mate me. Make me yours, fill my cunt."
His voice is gruff as he seems to swear in his native tongue, his lower arms going to spread your thighs apart as his upper arms continue pinching and gripping at your breasts. You look down and you feel your heart nearly stop.
His cock is hard and out from the slit between his hips. It's a dark maroon red, like his abdomen. It's ridged, covered with cum already. You spot two appendages on the sides of his cock, almost looking like maroon bent fingers. You can't even imagine what they're for. You swallow at his size, and find your curiosity and desire swirling.
"You've cum already?"
He smirks softly. "If you're asking if I orgasmed, yes. Your taste is divine, flower. But Drider males spill seed consistently...ensures good eggs later."
Your heart flutters as you clench at the idea of being filled up by him, constantly dripping cum. Your mind melts at the thought, swallowing roughly.
"And...the...protrusions?"
His eyes dance with amusement as he softly smiles, his teasing tone making your skin hot. "My pedipalps? They ensure the seed goes in."
Your chest heaves, your cunt dripping with want, and your mind consumed by the desire- no, the need to be filled.
His short legs in front wrap around your bottom, bringing your hips forward and his dripping member closer to your aching center.
His dark eyes burn into yours, his affection and lust stirring in his expression. "You are mine. My Enlil A'nun. My little flower."
You nod, whimpering, feeling the aching pulse of your core calling for him. He slowly pushes into you, his hips slow as he grits his teeth, baring his fangs. His tone is near animalistic, causing you to shiver as pleasure ripples through you. "Fuck." Your slickness and his cum makes entering much easier, but his size is still a lot to take in. He is slow and gentle, working to enter you fully. You feel something even bigger push into you, assuming it must be the 'pedipalps.' They take some work to get in but once they are, his hips still. You squirm a bit, the fullness making your skin prickle, all the sensations of his touch and desire edging you with pleasure. You nearly yelp out as you feel something move up and down within you, your walls rubbed as you can feel Eddie's cum continuously pumped into you, your eyes almost rolling back.
His fucking pedipalps. They were massaging his cum into your cunt. You nearly claw at the tree as your cunt flutters around him, his groans and moaning causing you to spill over the edge. You cum, almost boneless as he chokes out, "Fuck...little flower. You're so tight."
You throw your head back, your body alight with pleasure and your skin prickling from the sensitivity. It's so much stimulation that it borders pain, causing your eyes to sting. "P-please....Eddie...Move....Fill me."
Eddie growls, his claws surely breaking skin as he grips your breasts and hips, thrusting into you. You cry out suddenly as the waves of pleasure fill you, the moving pedipalps massaging your cunt in the most mind numbing way. You nearly black out as he reaches an intense rhythm feeling his cock move in and out, but fitting in right to the base. His cum continues to fill you and spill past, splattering at the base of the tree near you. Your eyes dance with stars and the pressure builds as he moans, his tone nearly feral with lust, his words beyond filthy.
"Fuck, Y/N. I'm going to fill you...Mark you as mine...Ensure everyone knows...My little flower... Enlil A'nun....Full of my seed...Until it takes....Gods, I am close...Your cunt is heavenly-"
You whimper and gasp, the waves of pleasure crashing over you as you cry out, your cunt squeezing out his cunt as he chokes out a cry. His head comes to the crook of your neck, fangs closing over your shoulder as your wetness coats his lower stomach, your body nearly collapsing into a boneless mush as his cum spurts out and coats the outside of your stomach.
Your skin is burning against the frigid air and your cunt almost aches. Eddie's cum continues to drip onto the ground below you, along with your wetness. The scent of your sweat and sex permate the air. Eddie pulls off your shoulder, the two of you panting. The sharp stinging in your shoulder makes you wince slightly, Eddie licking it softly which causes the spot to numb briefly as he mumbles his apologies and that he’ll patch you up soon. He slowly pulls off of you, illiciting a whimper from your lips, his soft cooing tone soothing you.
"Shh. Just helping you down, A'nun."
He makes quick work of cutting the sticky and silken webbing with his claws, scooping you up in his lower arms before kissing your forehead. Your heart flutters as he smiles down at you, his expression tender.
"Let's go home, my mate."
You nuzzle into his neck before you hear his low, teasing tone, his soft growl making your cunt clench in desire again, almost aching for him. "Have to make sure my mate is adequately filled. May take a few more tries before it takes."
You feel your cheeks burn as your heart thumps. Your mind swirls with thoughs of lust as you fight a smile.
Thank goodness you'd stumbled into his web.
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Summary- Eddie’s missing his girlfriend, but an impromptu visit reveals Jay’s “normie disguise” as his vampiric lover is suddenly dressed like an average prep
Warnings- making out, cursing, mentions of dead relatives, that’s it babes we’re keeping it PG-13 today
A/N- My spooky ass missed the entirety of Halloween to write my six fic ideas but I can spit out a measly x-mas fluff fest in 12 hours? Yeah. Okay… please read guys this is actually cute
Divider by- @saradika-graphics
December 24th, 1985
Hawkins was a quiet town, always had been. This Christmas Eve followed the small towns protocol. Half the businesses were shut down, everything was covered in snow forcing everyone inside, and families were gathered together.
Typically one of few families excluded from these celebrations were the Munson’s. Wayne was usually working down at the plant and Eddie was mooching off a friend for weed. This wasn’t a particularly enjoyable time of year for either of them anyways. It always felt like a reminder of everything they’ve lost, the family they weren’t celebrating with, the money they didn’t have to buy presents. But not this Christmas Eve.
This once, just this once, the pair put aside their grinch-like attitudes to have at least one good Christmas. They actually got to put up a tree, stringing cheap tinsel and disintegrating ornaments on the thin branches. It was by all means horrendous looking, but they enjoyed the time together. They stood back to admire the tree, however lithe and cheap it was. Presents sat underneath it, terribly wrapped by Eddie or plainly stuffed into a bag by Wayne. But it was more than they’d usually do.
“Yeah, looks alright,” Wayne said gruffly.
Eddie was in the middle of placing the final touch on the tree, a star made out of tin foil, he’d just made ten minutes ago. He stood back and patted his uncle on the shoulder.
“Looks just fine to me.”
Wayne grabs a cigarette and lights it, shrugging as he turns on the TV.
“It’s alright. Maybe we can get a better tree next year.”
Eddie walks past, snagging a cigarette for himself before he strolls over to the window.
“Maybe. But the whole point of the season isn’t the glamour, right? It’s like… your heart… and stuff,” he mumbles with the cigarette in between his lips as he works to light it.
Wayne just hummed back, flicking through TV channels for the best Christmas special rerun. Eddie looked out the window to the cold night outside, the setting sun washed out by the overcast sky. He dug his hand into his pocket, turning something between his fingers multiple times. He made a purchase last month, saving up all his money from dealing through the fall, just to buy this one accessory from the local thrift store. He kept it in his pocket, not confident enough to wrap it. He learned from wrapping Wayne’s present that he wasn’t so good at that. And if he kept it in his pocket he’d ensure he didn’t lose it.
“You listening to me, boy?” Wayne called out gruffly.
Eddie snapped his head back to his uncle, blinking hard and focusing his gaze.
“Oh- what?”
“I said why don’t you pick out a tape for us to watch?” Wayne said slow and methodically, clearly repeating himself.
Eddie’s eyes wandered a bit and he reluctantly nodded. His fingers still turned the item in his pocket, a nervous habit Wayne was quick to notice.
“You made plans with your girl tonight?” He asked his nephew.
Eddie’s subconsciously tense shoulders relaxed, and he let out a breathless laugh.
“No, no not tonight. Actually I, uh, haven’t heard from her since winter break started. She hasn’t returned my calls.”
Wayne nodded, breathing in a thick cloud of smoke as he thought.
“You wanna go check on her?”
Eddie paused, clearly tempted but not trying to snub his Uncle. He looked outside, trying to gauge the snow outside and if it was even safe to drive.
“Uh… I don’t know.”
Wayne cleared his throat before standing up and slowly walking over to Eddie. “You’re gonna be worried about her all night if you don’t.” He grabbed the keys to the van and tossed them to Eddie. “Do us both a favor, drop by for five minutes.”
Eddie caught the keys with a steadily growing smirk. He rapidly slipped on a coat, a trench coat Wayne passed down to him a few years back. His exit was quick as he put on his rugged boots and soon climbed into his van. The drive to his girlfriend’s house was as brief as it could be as the scenery from his trashy trailer park faded into stable suburbia. The Mocking’s didn’t have the most expensive or biggest in Hawkins. But every time he approached the clean front door he felt the different tax bracket radiating off the walls.
That difference was especially felt now as he walked up and saw the Mocking house was covered in Christmas lights. From the bushes to the roof, a cohesive set of glistening bulbs and thick garlands hung in a strategic array. It made perfect sense for the best decorated house in the neighborhood to belong to the local Pastor’s, right down to the plastic glowing nativity scene right by the front door. He thought of backing out, of turning tail and going back home, but that thought was contested and beaten by the image of his precious cure-head greeting him.
So he knocked, and it didn’t take long for the door to swing open. There stood a pretty prep, a bright green blouse tucked into a plaid skirt, hair curled and stuck in place despite the gust of cold wind. It took him a moment of staring back into wide brown eyes to realize this prep wasn’t Mrs. Mocking or the oldest daughter Rowan. It was Janice. His Jay, only she wasn’t in her typical black clothes and stacks of accessories. Her eyes were framed with blue eyeshadow and nothing else, cheeks and lips pink, black hair bouncing like Farrah Fawcett’s hair, and a modest silver cross hung from her neck.
“Eddie-” Jay said in shock… and evident terror.
“… Jay?” Eddie replied, his lips slowly turning up and a laugh growing in his belly.
Jay’s chaste face twisted into a deep glare, which was more in character for her. She stepped out with him and closed the door, kitten heels landing softly on the doormat unlike her usual hefty boots. She pointed a finger at him as his laughter grew.
“Don’t. Say. Anything.” She threatened him.
“What- what is this?” Eddie asked before bursting into laughter. He couldn’t stop it, holding onto his stomach as he bent over in his hysterical fit.
Jay huffed and put her hands proudly on her hips, watching and waiting for Eddie to calm down. He didn’t. He actually started grabbing onto her and turning her around.
“You look all spiffy and cute, like a cheerleader or something.” He remarked as he slowly spun her.
“Eddie-“
“Oh god- the red and green is killing me,” he gasps and his eyes glimmer, “you look like a little Christmas present! Do I get to unwrap you?”
“Shove off!” Jay growls as she actually pushes him. “You can’t be here!”
Eddie stumbles back but catches himself, stepping closer to her and gently taking her arms.
“C’mon, you know I’m just joshing you baby.”
“You really can’t be here right now,” she insists, speaking low as she glances back to her front door.
Eddie puts on a pout, his dark eyes widening like a puppies pitiful gaze. “Bird… please? I came all this way to see you… it’s Christmas.”
Jay’s eye nearly twitched, but she wasn’t half as intimidating as usual without her thick smoky eye or sharp liner. But it was hard to resist Eddie’s warmth transferring to her, those puppy dog eyes, and the familiar scent of his cheap cologne and cigarettes.
“… go to my window.”
Eddie didn’t need any further instruction. Jay darted back inside while Eddie walked around the house to scale up the side, a journey he’d made plenty of times before. His feet slipped once, hands slipped twice, but the new icy texture didn’t erase how practiced this climb was for him. Soon enough Jay was opening up her window and he was tumbling into her room.
Their hands were grabbing one another within the instant, Jay’s lips smudging her bright lipstick over Eddie’s chapped lips. He held onto her waist, bending at the knees so their chests could press close before he dragged her onto the bed. Their feet shuffled together before they both fell back and bounced down onto her creaking mattress. Jay kept chasing his lips, not letting the bitter taste of tobacco escape her once she found it, not even as she crawled over him.
Eddie’s trench coat got stuck under the weight of their bodies, Jay’s slim skirt kept hiking up as she straddled his hips, the chilly night air pushed through the room making the hairs on their skin stand up. But they hadn’t seen each other in days, they usually didn’t spend more than four hours apart. Any amount of affection passed between them was seen as a gift, and appreciated as such.
Jay’s body was wracked with a strong shiver as a harsh gust of wind blew in, causing Eddie to pull back in case something was wrong. He looked up at her, faintly backlit by the streetlights outside. In the darkness it was hard to tell just how smudged her lipstick was, but he adored the messy halo her hair had become and the soft yearning evident in her eyes. His warm hands held her face, his fingers brushing the rough pads of his fingertips over her soft skin.
He couldn’t help but smile and laugh again. “You look so fucking preppy.”
Jay groaned and palmed his chest to sit up. His arms quickly wrapped around her waist and kept her firmly against him, now allowing any space between them.
“You kinda look like Brooke Shields. Your hair’s so soft and pretty like this,” he remarked with a low voice.
But his teasing didn’t have the effect on her that he thought. She got quiet, brows furrowing into a displeased glare.
“You like this better?”
“What-“ Eddie blinked before he scoffed and shook his head. “Fuck no, ew, you’re a fucking- uh- a sex symbol in black.”
Jay barked out a laugh at his remark, and Eddie’s chest felt lighter at the sound. His hand trailed up the side of her thigh, fingertips just barely sliding under her skirt.
“I just think this look is cute. I’m not used to you looking all soft and on trend.”
She scoffed back and let out a frustrated huff, “neither am I. Just trying not to rock the boat right now.”
She dipped her head down to kiss him again, lips moving a little slower and more methodically. Another moment passed as they continued their make out, but her comment hung uncomfortably in the air leaving a cloud they couldn’t ignore.
Eddie pulled away again, thumbs repeatedly swiping the sides of her face. “Hey, everything okay?”
Jay grew irritated again, her muscles tensing. “Bats, I don’t wanna talk about it right now.” She growled back before pushing her lips back on his once more, her body more tense than before.
He forced them apart once more, his body wiggling under hers as he inched his way further up on the bed. Once they were face to face his wide hands brushed down her sides.
“Hey, I just wanna make sure you’re alright. You know I wanna take care of you.”
She melted at his soft words and affirming touch. She huffed and sat back on his lap, back hunched and hands lazily dropped onto his stomach.
“Yeah… it’s just… it’s the first Christmas since my grandma died.”
Oh.
Jay even looked strained as she said that, face on the brink of an uncomfortable grimace. “My dad’s not taking it well. All month he keeps disappearing and pretending he forgot something. He’s just crying.”
Eddie was frozen for a second before he remembered his duty to comfort his girlfriend. His fingers dragged down her hips and drew light shapes on her thighs.
“Oh, baby, I’m sorry…”
“Yeah. But it’s his first Christmas without his mom, which sucks,” Jay mumbled. Her slim hands subtly fidgeted with his belt buckle. “The whole house is on edge trying not to make things worse for him. Hence the whole ‘girl next door’ look. I didn’t want to stress out my dad with my usual getup.”
He nodded softly, an old and familiar ache building up in his chest. It’s the usual ache he got around this time of year, the ache he hadn’t felt since he’d spent most of the month with Jay. He normally numbed it with drugs, but now he wasn’t sure what to do with it. But he saw the way Jay’s body relaxed on him, even if her sad expression remained, so pressing the issue was at least a little worth it.
“Sorry to bring the mood down-“ Jay huffed with a forced laugh.
Eddie hummed a refusal as he took her hands in his and started kissing her knuckles. “Moods not down. I still very much want to fuck you-“
“Oh I don’t have time-“ Jay whined.
“Damn, okay. Well I still want to be here with you regardless,” Eddie assures her. He pulls his arms to the side as he holds her hands, causing her chest to lower onto his. He holds her close, hands pressed flat against her back. “This is supposed to be a happy time of year, and I want to make sure my bird’s as happy as can be.”
Their lips met in a soft kiss, one peck turning into a few deliberately placed by the metalhead.
“Plus I missed you this week. I haven’t seen my little crow in a few days, missed you in your pretty black dresses.“
She rolled her eyes and groaned at the odd comment, but he continued.
“I had to buy an Elvira comic just to get a glimpse of you.” That earned a small laugh from her.
“Elvira still didn’t do it for me though,” he said between kisses. “She’s still too happy to be alive.”
She laughed again and again as Eddie just kept running his mouth until he couldn’t handle her brilliant smile anymore. He rolled them over and pinned her against her bed, his belt buckle snagging on her skirt and pulling it up as he was slotted between her legs. The light hearted kiss burned into another heated frenzy, encouraged by the lack of time they had left before someone in Jay’s family realized she was missing.
But all good things must come to an end, and all boyfriends must sneak out their girlfriend’s window and drive back to their homes like a thief in the night. So Eddie reluctantly left, climbing back into his van. He pushed his hand back into his pocket to feel the small metal trinket. He wanted to give it to her so bad, but it just wasn’t the right time. He wanted the exchange to be special, he’s hardly had anyone worth sharing Christmas with, he doesn’t want to mess this up.
December 25th
Christmas morning was brought in with the perfect chill, the sun finally crawling over the horizon into a clear blue sky, lighting up the snow covered Hawkins with a sparkling radiance. Eddie and Wayne spent a sluggish morning together, splitting a bland plate of eggs together and treating beer like mouthwash. Eddie made a big deal out of the cassette tape and sock bundle Wayne bought him, and Wayne pretended to act surprised when he received his favorite six pack and a baseball cap he’d seen at their local gas station all year.
But Eddie couldn’t stop thinking about the one thing he bought for his girlfriend and how her family was grieving on what he knew was the most important day of the year for them. Even as Wayne happily donned his new hat, all he could think about was the Mocking’s. In his eyes, they had everything. But now they were just like everyone else, just like him and Wayne, spending Christmas thinking about what they didn’t have.
“Hey- uh- Wayne-” he muttered and turned to his Uncle, his mind already whipping up some sort of excuse to go back to Jay’s house.
But Wayne was one step ahead, a knowing frown and brow raised in anticipation. “You got gas left in the tank?”
“... yeah?” No.
The old man’s eyes looked over his nephew for a moment before he leaned side to side on the couch, digging his wallet deep out of his pocket. He handed Eddie the small amount of cash he had and gave a gruff, “Merry Christmas.”
Eddie leaped off the couch with cash in hand, snatching his keys and a few other items while getting stuck as he pulled his jacket on. “Merry fucking Christmas!”
With one last groan from his Uncle, he darted out of the trailer and into his van. He sped down every icy road regardless of safety. Once again he was at the Mocking’s doorstep, just like the day before. His arms were a little more full and he felt the cold against his face like he hadn’t yesterday, but maybe it was nerves. It was hard to tell when his arm weakly knocked on the door as another gust of frigid wind blew past.
The door opened and there stood the head of the household, Pastor Paul Mocking, and he looked nice. Like his shoes were freshly shined, like his pants cost more than Eddie’s tank of gas, like he hadn’t lost a single strand of hair on his head despite being older than Uncle Wayne. It was clear that Jay got her hair and her eyes from this affluent leader.
“Oh, hey Eddie,” Paul said surprised but giving a fleeting smile. “How’re you doing son?”
“Good, Paul- Pastor Paul. Sir. Mr. Mocking… Father?” Eddie stumbled through his formal greeting.
Paul caught his confusion and waved a hand in the air, “Sir’s fine, Eddie. I’m not catholic.”
Eddie sighed and nodded back. He’d only spoken briefly to the religious man when asking permission to date Jay, which he didn’t even realize was a requirement when their friendship blossomed into something more. He was pretty sure the Mocking’s were just rich stiffs, but he wanted Jay enough to abide by their odd traditions.
He cleared his throat and started, “I bought a present for Jay, I was hoping to give it to her.”
Paul let out a brief frustrated huff, another forced smile on his face. Sympathetic, but still forced.
“Listen son, now’s not a great time for-”
“Oh- uh- but I got something for you too,” Eddie added and pulled out the vinyl from under his arm. “I mean I didn’t buy it, but I wanted to share it.”
Paul stopped as he looked down at the record, B.B. King's smug smile looking back at him.
“Blues?” He asked confused, not sure why Eddie would think a Pastor would listen to that genre.
“Well yeah…” Eddie turned over the record, careful not to lift up the worn edges anymore. His boot scratched against the porch as he stared at the record for a long while it was easier to look at that than the man in front of him.
“This was my moms, she came from Tennessee so she was used to all the music in Memphis and Nashville and sh-stuff. All that stuff. Uh- but she loved blues, so she got me into blues, and from there I just made a left and took a very steep fall down the rock n roll pipeline-” Eddie took a deep breath when he realized he was rambling.
“But when my mom passed, I got all her music. Before I moved in with my Uncle, there were a lot of Birthdays and Christmases I spent alone, waiting for my dad to come home. So I’d put on some of my mom’s music, remember those good times with her… and then I was a little less alone… losing your mom sucks. I didn’t really understand what was going on when I was a kid but growing up without her made a difference.”
Eddie stuck out the vinyl to Paul, who took it from him with a surprisingly gentle touch.
“So I brought this over cause… I mean even though blues is not your thing, you’re not alone.”
Paul turned the vinyl over in his hands, his eyes growing glossy with tears once again. But that smile he painted on for the sake of his congregation’s confidence, for the sake of his privacy, molded into a more real grin.
“Eddie, do you prefer hot chocolate or apple cider?” The Pastor asked as his hand clasped Eddie’s shoulder and he invited him inside.
Eddie smiled back at him, “I’m not picky sir!”
He walked into the Mocking home, legitimately this time, and he was taken aback by how warm and inviting it was. The two story home was covered in greenery, bows and lights strung from every corner, it was even more brilliant inside than it was outside. He stopped in his tracks at the sight of the tree, a real pine tree from the smell of pine wafting in the living room. It was so tall the glowing star was tickling the ceiling, and it was stuffed full of ornaments from the thin top to the thick bottom.
Right at the bottom, surrounded by scraps of wrapping paper, was Jay. She was sitting in a dress, the top made of black velvet with puffed shoulders that ended at her waist and transitioned into a green paid skirt. Her hair was still curled and her face was painted with faint makeup. An equally unnatural yet endearing sight as it was yesterday.
She was in the midst of admiring a present her older sister gave her when she noticed the rugged boots approaching her. She looked up and lost her breath for a second. How was Eddie in her house? Did he sneak in? Was he invited? Who the hell would’ve invited her boyfriend?
“Maeve, my love,” Paul called to his wife as he started to put the record on his turn table. “Can you fix Eddie up a cup of hot chocolate?”
Jay’s mom moved into the kitchen, and her red headed sister smirked as she stood up. The glamrocker also dressed uncomfortably conservative.
“Hey Eddie,” she said knowingly.
“Rowan,” Eddie gave a goofy overly formal bow as she walked past, purposely leaving the young couple alone.
Jay stood up and took small steps towards him, crossing her arms and tilting her head at him.
“I thought I told you, no boyfriends allowed.”
Eddie shrugged, digging his hands into his pocket. “Yeah, well that rule wasn’t too hard to work around. I told you I wanted to make sure my bird was happy this Christmas.”
“And maybe,” his voice grew soft as he pulled his hand up and revealed a silver necklace, the charm of a bird taking flight on it, “Santa forgot to drop off one last present.”
Jay gasped and snatched the necklace out of his hand. She held the charm up towards the light, admiring the jewelry. “Bats this is beautiful, where’d you get this?”
He shrugged once more and took the necklace back, starting to put it on her without a word. “Just in town. I actually wanted to get you a real bird skull, but it turns out there’s a ton of laws against that? Buncha bullshit if you ask me.”
She laughed back and turned around to face him once the bird rested on her collar. Her eyes gleaming with joy as her fingers toyed with the silver hanging off her neck. Eddie hummed happily, gently brushing her hair out of the way to admire her fully.
“A little less morbid, but it looks perfect on you, Jay.” His tone was soft and reverent, his eyes were lost in hers. His hand remained hovered by her face, knuckles grazing her delicate pink cheeks, he was so close to snatching her up and tasting her pretty pink lips again, but he shouldn’t kiss her. Not when her family was right there-
“Ow!” Jay suddenly hissed as a bright red ornament bounced off her head and clattered onto the wood floor.
She looked up with a glare as her sister's curly red hair burned in the lamp light above her, Rowan suddenly standing on a ladder and adjusting the tree.
“Sorry, this spot is too empty, it's driving me crazy. Can you hand me that back?”
Jay huffed and snatched up the fallen ornament, standing on her tip toes to hand it back to her sister. Eddie grabbed it and stretched his arm longer, his height helping him reach Rowan’s hand faster. Right as the exchange happened, they noticed a bundle of slim green leaves and small white berries, tied to a branch with a perfect little red ribbon.
“Thanks,” Rowan said smugly, carelessly shoving the ornament into a random spot before climbing back down. She walked out of the living room, not before smacking Jay’s hip and brushing out her dress.
Jay scoffed at her sister's sly move, but failed to bite back her smile any longer. She looked up at Eddie, who looked back at her with a shit eating grin.
“I think there’s a law about this.” He muttered happily.
“Stop,” she laughed and shook her head.
Eddie didn’t wait to snatch her up, one hand snaking around her waist while the other held the back of her neck. Her frame fit right into his, her hands gently holding his face as the space between them grew as small as it could.
“Merry Christmas, bird,” Eddie whispered.
“Merry Christmas, bats,” Jay replied.
They kissed softly, patiently, lips moving in perfect time with one another. It didn’t matter that Jay’s lipstick tasted a little different, or that Eddie broke a cardinal rule in the Mocking house, all that mattered were the sweet touches and shared breaths between them. This, time with the one they love, the warmth of their touch in the coldest month, was truly all that mattered.
They could dwell on everything they lost, they could mourn and rage about everything that’s changed in the past. But how does that one saying go? Today is a gift, that’s why they call it a present.
Bonus..
December 26th, 1985
Eddie was half awake when he heard a knock on his trailer door. With a rough yawn he swung it open, greeting a dark hooded finger. It quickly lifted a thin pointed finger to him.
“Ebenezer Scrooge,” Jay growled at him, her black coat billowing in the winter wind.
He let out a hearty laugh, snatching her wrist and tugging her inside. He lifted off the hood and was faced with her familiar goth look, thick liner and eyeshadow, dark red lipstick lined with black.
“There’s my girl,” he hums appreciatively.
Jay suddenly grabs him by the collar of his sweater and snags it down. Her lips crash against his and Jay guides his hips back until she can push him right down onto his couch. Eddie barely processed her entrance before he surrendered to her commanding touch.
She straddles his lap as her lips move down his jaw, exploring the expanse of his neck. She bites and sucks right over his pulse, feeling how it rushes to life despite his lax sleepy demeanor. Eddie groans and gasps under her, head dropping back on the couch and hips bucking up into hers, his hands grabbing her thighs to keep her planted above him.
She pulls back, both of them breathing heavily, and looks down at his face. His lips are smeared with her deep lipstick, shades of red and black barely hiding the popped blood vessels on his neck.
“That’s better,” she remarks.
Jay finally lifts up her hand and reveals a gift bag that’s been hanging from her fingers all along. Eddie has to blink himself back into his body a few times before he takes the bag.
“Baby you- fuck- you didn’t have to.” He reached into the bag and pulled out… handcuffs. Leather handcuffs.
She smirked back down at him, “I couldn’t give you those in front of my parents… I noticed the ones you have are getting a little flimsy.”
Eddie gawked at them for a moment, the cuffs dangling from his hand. Jay smirked down at him, sliding off his lap and backing up slowly towards his room.
“You wanna know what I have under this coat?” She teased as she started unbuttoning it.
“What?” Eddie gasped, stumbling to his knees and struggling to stand up again.
“C’mon baby, come see what’s in your Christmas Future,” she flirts with a cheeky smile.
Eddie laughs loudly, following after her and snatching her up in his arms. “There’s no way you’re trying to seduce me with Dickens' Christmas Carol. You’re so weird.”
No one knows you and your best friend Steve are a thing. In fact, everyone is very much under the impression that Steve is still in love with Nancy. When Nancy calls while Steve is in your bed, you have to keep your secret - and Steve isn’t making it easy.
Warnings:
Smut (18+), unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving), exhibitionism?, minor s5ep1 spoilers
Word Count: 4.9k
A/N:
wow it feels SO GOOD to be back! i am so happy to have finally finished something and for it to be s5 steve is just 😮💨 i hope you enjoy! thank you @punkrockmlchael for my beautiful banner and @feral4youu for reading and always hyping me up! and i guess thank you syd for the idea but you don’t need a bigger ego smh (i love you)
The tapping on your bedroom window came at 10pm, like clockwork.
You could see Steve’s goofy smile through the glass, waving to you from where he was crouched in the bushes outside. You couldn’t help but laugh as you climbed off your bed, making your way over and lifting the window.
Steve climbed inside with a little less grace than he had when he was 16 sneaking into girls’ rooms after their parents had gone to bed. His ass hit the ground with a low thud before he lifted himself, brushing off his jeans and pushing up the sleeves of his pullover.
“Kind of crazy I still have to climb through your window like we’re a couple of teenagers,” Steve said quietly, resting his hands on your hips and pulling you close.
“Yeah, well,” you said, plucking a twig from his hair before brushing your fingers through it. His eyes fell closed at the feeling, smiling contentedly. “My parents still think I’m a child.”
And no one even knew you and Steve were together yet.
After years of being best friends - strictly platonic - no one thought twice about how close you and Steve were. Everyone knew Steve had harbored feelings for Nancy for years, and thought he still did. It got to the point where Steve and Jonathan argued constantly because he thought Steve was trying to win Nancy back.
Truthfully, that was just Steve. He was a bit of a show-off.
When things between you and Steve had turned into more a few months ago, it hadn’t exactly been your intention to keep it a secret. But with the end of the world scenario Hawkins was currently living, no one was paying that much attention to what the two of you were doing.
And it was kind of nice. Like your own little world.
Steve pulled you closer until your body was pressed against his, his large hands sliding around to grip your ass over the tiny shorts you were wearing. He bent down, his breath fanning across your cheek, making you shiver. He pressed his lips to your neck, and without even thinking about it you tilted your head to the side, giving him more access.
“It’s kind of exciting, though,” he mumbled against the skin of your neck. Your breaths came a little harder, your eyes closing. “Sneaking around…” His fingertips danced up the backs of your thighs, pushing up the hem of your shorts until they grazed the curve of your ass, the edge of your panties. “Having to stay quiet when I fuck you.”
“Steve…” you breathed, hands coming up to rest on his chest. You still weren’t used to the way he made you feel now. The way he made your head spin, your lungs ache, the throbbing between your thighs when he spoke to you like this. There was nothing friendly about the things he did to you.
He murmured your name back in return, and it sent a shiver up your spine. His teeth grazed the skin of your neck, and you drew in a gasp, hands tightening into fists in his shirt.
Steve moved, walking you back towards your bed. When your legs hit the edge of the mattress, you fell down onto it, bouncing softly on the plush material. Your room hadn’t changed much since you were younger, despite your 20th birthday having just passed. You still had the same white frilly pillowcases and fluffy pink duvet. You had been embarrassed about it the first time Steve came over, but there was something he liked about taking you apart piece by piece on that stupid bed.
You moved back to lay on the pillows while Steve kicked his sneakers off. He didn’t take his eyes off you, crawling onto the edge of the bed, running his hand slowly from your ankle up to your thigh. He squeezed the plush of your thigh, pushing your legs apart and crawling between them.
The rough denim of his jeans rubbed against the backs of your thighs as he settled there. He leaned over your body, hand moving up to your hip, then beneath your t-shirt, tracing over the skin of your stomach with an unexpected reverence. His calloused fingertips brushed against the sensitive skin of your sides next, and you exhaled a shaky breath, the sensation like ice through your veins.
“You’re so pretty,” Steve murmured, and you weren’t sure if he was telling you or just noting it to himself. He pushed your t-shirt up just to the bottom of your breasts, pressing featherlight kisses against your stomach. His lips trailed higher, smirking as he felt how hard you were breathing. He pulled back, looking down at you - how did you look so wrecked already?
Disappointed by the loss of his touch, you opened your eyes. “Why’d you stop?” you asked, the pout on your pretty lips making Steve’s own pull into that cocky smirk you knew all too well.
“You’re needy tonight,” he observed, thumb tracing circles over your hip. You could tell it was boosting his ego, which he really didn’t need. “I’ve barely even touched you yet.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” you said, although even Steve could see how weak the protest was. Even though Steve was your boyfriend now - you were still getting used to that - you often fell into that playful bickering from years of friendship. “You’re not that good.”
Steve planted a hand by your shoulder, leaning back over your body. Any teasing died on your lips the second his body pressed into yours, and you couldn’t help the moan that escaped when you felt his hot tongue against your neck, right over your pulse point. Your hand shot up to grasp at his bicep, clinging to him tightly.
You could feel the smirk against your skin. “I bet you’re already so wet,” he murmured. He pressed his lips to your neck, nuzzling his nose against the curve between your neck and shoulder. “I bet if I touch you right now, I’ll see just how good I am at getting you worked up.”
“Christ, Steve,” you breathed. As much as you wanted to tease him, to make him work for it, you couldn’t hide what he was doing to you. Your body was reacting to every touch, every word, to an almost embarrassing level.
His free hand slid back down your side until he reached the waistband of your shorts. He relished in the little gasp you let out when he slipped his hand beneath, into the lace panties you had put on specifically for him, his thick fingers gently tracing through your folds.
“Oh,” he groaned, feeling the proof of everything you’d tried to deny. “God, baby, you’re soaked.” He pulled back to look down at you, his hazel eyes burning into yours with an intensity that hadn’t been there minutes before. “Just for me, huh?”
He pressed his fingers against your clit, already swollen and throbbing with need, and there was no way you could have denied it even if you wanted to.
“Uh huh,” you moaned, looking up at him with every ounce of desire written clear across your face. It nearly took Steve’s breath away, how perfect you looked. He was straining against his jeans so hard it was starting to hurt, desperate to free himself and fuck you already.
“You make me so hard,” he muttered, his hand moving down until his index finger was pressed against your entrance. Your body thrummed with anticipation, craving to be filled by him in some way, any way, and you could see on his face that he was going to give you exactly what you wanted—
The phone rang, shrill and startling in the charged atmosphere of your bedroom.
“Shit,” you cursed, letting out a deep sigh. Steve pulled his hand from your shorts, sitting back on his knees with a huff and the disappointed look of someone who had just dropped his whole ice cream cone on the ground.
You leaned over the bed to your nightstand, lifting the phone from the receiver. You and Steve exchanged a look before you pressed the phone to your ear. “Hello?”
Your name came through the other end of the line in an exasperated breath. “God, it’s been a day.”
You sat up a little, leaning back against the pillows. “Hey, Nance,” you said, meeting Steve’s eyes. He raised his eyebrows, staying silent. “What’s up?”
“I am just so tired of guys, to be honest with you,” Nancy said, letting out what she’d clearly been holding in for a while. “I swear Jonathan just turns into this…this caveman when Steve is around! It’s like the smart, sensitive guy I fell for is just gone, and all he cares about is winning me, like I’m some…object.”
The speaker on the phone was loud, letting Steve hear every word she said. He chuckled quietly, and you rolled your eyes, kicking his thigh lightly. You didn’t understand the rivalry Steve had with Jonathan. It seemed like Steve just thought it was funny to piss him off.
“Yeah, it’s stupid,” you agreed, trying to give Nancy your attention even while Steve was being as annoying as possible, tickling your feet. You kicked at him again, and he laughed, dodging out of the way. He moved in to kiss your cheek, flopping down on the pillows next to you. “Um…” You tried to tune Steve out, because he was being incredibly distracting. “Have you talked to him about it?”
A sigh. “Of course. But you know he won’t admit anything. He won’t admit he’s jealous of Steve.”
Steve looked way too smug for his own good. You ignored him, holding a hand up to block out his face. He snatched your hand, placing a kiss against your palm. “Of course he won’t. He’s a man.” You glanced over at Steve, who looked mock offended at that.
“And don’t even get me started on Steve.”
You froze at that. Steve raised his eyebrows at you, looking even more amused by the turn the conversation was taking.
“Oh, yeah,” you said weakly, because you weren’t really sure what else to say.
“I know he’s your best friend,” Nancy said, as if she hadn’t talked to you about Steve countless times before. “But I wish he would just move on. We dated years ago, and it didn’t work out. I just wish he would…I don’t know…get over me.”
You and Steve exchanged amused smiles at that - because she had no idea how much Steve had already moved on. “Maybe he just needs to meet someone,” you said, fighting back the giggle as Steve’s lips began brushing over your neck again, down to your collarbone. You swatted at his arm half-heartedly, although you didn’t really want him to stop.
“I’m starting to worry he never will,” Nancy said. “And I care about Steve, I hate to break his heart, but it’s just not going to happen.”
Your breath hitched as Steve’s lips trailed down your body again. As he reached your stomach, pushing your shirt up again and kissing above the waistband of your shorts, you looked down at him with furrowed brows. The mischief gleaming in those hazel eyes was familiar, but rarely a good thing.
“Yeah,” you said, your voice more breathy than you intended when Steve spread your legs, his lips pressing against your inner thigh. Your jaw dropped when his teeth scraped against the sensitive skin, your head falling back on the pillows. Was he fucking insane?
If Nancy noticed how distracted you were, she didn’t say anything. “I mean, he’s a great guy and all,” she went on, “You know that. I’m sure he’s gonna make some girl very happy one day.”
You looked down, making eye contact with Steve as he smirked up at you, slipping his fingers beneath the top of your shorts and sliding them down your legs. A flush crept onto your skin, the room all of a sudden feeling much hotter. Steve placed another kiss on your thigh before he leaned forward, pressing his lips against your clit through the lace of your panties. Your free hand tightened in the sheets. “Y-Yeah, for sure.”
“He’s handsome, funny, sweet, romantic. He loves his grand gestures.”
Steve looked far too smug as he listened to her praises, but he was focused on his mission. He stuck out his tongue, licking your folds through the already soaked material of your panties. You drew in a sharp breath, fighting back the urge to groan. “Yeah, he’s…he’s great.”
“But he can also just be a total…meathead!”
You looked down at Steve then, holding back a laugh. “Oh, yeah, for sure.” It was his turn to roll his eyes at you, but all thoughts of teasing vanished from your brain as he slipped the lace off your body, leaving you bare for him. The cool air against your wet pussy had you clenching your thighs together, but Steve spread them again, looking down at you like he was starving and ready to absolutely devour you.
“I mean, honestly,” she went on as Steve nuzzled against your core, his nose brushing against your clit in a way that made your whole body jolt. “Everything has to be a competition for my attention. It was so stupid, him and Jonathan racing each other up the radio tower. They could have gotten hurt, but all they cared about was showing off for me, like I’m going to pick the ‘strongest man’, or whatever they think women want.”
Listening to Nancy talk about Steve trying to impress her almost made you giggle. Steve loved to show off, that was for sure, but Nancy was definitely getting the wrong idea. You bit back a grin at the memory of how Steve had fucked you from behind in the WSQK supply closet after, hard and fast with the adrenaline still pumping through his veins.
“So stupid,” you agreed. You had to slap your hand over your mouth when you felt Steve’s tongue finally delving between your folds, greedily tasting every inch of you, how sweet and wet you were. His fingers dug tightly into your thighs, fighting back his own groan of pleasure.
“Like a couple of neanderthals,” Nancy sighed. “And it’s making Jonathan into a total pain. He’s just moody all the time now, and it’s because Steve keeps provoking him. I mean, I know you’re close, but don’t you think Steve can be such a…a total ass?”
“Oh yeah, a total ass,” you said. Steve quickly wiped the playful grin off your face when he wrapped his lips around your clit, sucking, his fingers sliding between your folds again. The whimper escaped your lips before you could stop it, and you bit down on your hand hard enough to leave a mark when he pressed a long finger inside of you.
Your hips lifted off the bed, grinding against his face and hand like you were desperate for more of whatever he’d give you. He groaned so quietly you could barely hear it, but the vibrations against your aching clit had your thighs trembling. He slowly grinded his hips against the bed while he lapped at your cunt, a second finger sliding into you and curling deep inside.
Your hand with the phone dropped out to your side, Nancy’s voice still somehow audible as she continued on with her rant. You grabbed one of your pillows, holding it over your face and burying your moan in the stupid frilly pillowcase, heat coiling low in your belly. God, he was going to make you cum so hard with that stupid mouth of his.
Steve flicked his tongue over your clit again, fucking his fingers in deep until he was hitting that spot over and over again with a level of precision that only came with experience. It almost pissed you off, how quickly and perfectly Steve could make you fall apart.
Your orgasm was building fast. Your back was arching, body writhing on the bed, breaths coming in hot and heavy. Your thighs trembled around his head, and you let go of the phone to tangle your fingers in his messy hair, giving a sharp tug that made him groan even louder this time.
The vibrations from his moaning, his tongue working over your sensitive clit, and his thick fingers fucking you hard and deep were bringing you to the edge faster than you cared to admit, but it was the whimper he let out as he grinded his cock down hard against the bed that was your undoing.
You let go of his hair, both hands gripping the pillow and holding it tight over your face as you let out the most desperate, needy moans, loud enough that the whole house would have heard you. Steve worked you through it, making sure he drew out every last bit of pleasure, every tremor from your body, tongue working slowly now as he brought you back to earth.
The phone call had gone completely forgotten, until you heard Nancy calling your name over the line.
You pushed the pillow away, grabbing the handset and bringing it back to your ear. “Sorry, my mom needed something,” you said quickly, praying Nancy hadn’t heard any of the noises you had just made.
“Oh, it’s fine, I have to get going anyways. But I’ll see you tomorrow!”
You tried to catch your breath as relief flooded your body. “Yeah, of course. Goodnight, Nance.”
“Night!”
The line went dead, and your body visibly relaxed. Thank god she hadn’t noticed anything weird. Steve was still kissing your thighs, his hazel eyes looking up at you from between your legs with an intensity that made your heart thud hard against the wall of your chest.
The second the phone was back on the receiver, Steve crashed his lips to yours like he couldn’t take it for another second. You could taste yourself on his tongue when he licked into your mouth, kissing you in the most filthy, needy way. He bit at your bottom lip and you moaned, fingers digging into his biceps. He rutted his hips against your thigh as he kissed you, and you could feel every inch of him through the tight denim.
He pulled back from your body, lips and chin still wet with your release and his eyes glazed over with lust. He took in the sight of you, so wrecked and beautiful, laying there in nothing but the loose t-shirt you had stolen from his closet at some point.
“God, look at you,” he muttered. His fingertips traced over your skin with the kind of reverence reserved for something holy. “Jesus. You’re unreal.”
You wanted to scold him for the stunt he’d pulled while you were on the phone, wanted to tell him that was risky and stupid and would have been so embarrassing if Nancy had figured it out, but those thoughts quickly disappeared when he grabbed the bottom of his shirt, pulling it over his head and tossing it to your bedroom floor. You almost moaned as your eyes shamelessly raked over his chest, all lean muscle covered by that thick, dark hair you were way more into than you ever expected to be.
“See something you like?” he teased, calloused palm pushing your t-shirt up your body until your tits were exposed. Your nipples hardened in the air and he brushed his fingers over the stiff peaks of them, making you shudder.
“Steve…” you said, breathing his name like a plea.
“Yeah, baby?” he asked, eyes never leaving your chest. He gripped your breast in his left hand, squeezing it - fit so perfectly in his hand, he thought - his thumb rubbing over your nipple.
“I need you,” you admitted in a whine. You hated letting him see how badly he affected you, because it always went straight to his big head, but you couldn’t help it. You pushed your hips down, grinding against his thigh, desperate for his touch even though he’d just made you cum on his tongue and fingers minutes ago.
“Fuck,” he hissed, pulling back from you as if he’d been burned. His hands moved to his jeans at lightning speed, the clink of his belt buckle loud in the quiet of the bedroom as he undid it as fast as he could. “I can’t- shit, I need to fuck you right now.”
He shoved his jeans and boxers down in one go, groaning as his thick, aching cock was finally freed. He kicked his pants off to the floor, wrapping a hand around himself and giving his cock a few quick strokes as he stared down at your body. He was so worked up from what you’d done, his tip flushed red and a drop of precum beading at his slit that made your mouth water.
Steve leaned over your body, leaning his weight on one strong arm planted above your shoulder while his other dragged the head of his cock through your folds. “I bet you liked that, didn’t you?” he said, his voice a low growl in your ear.
It took you a minute to realize he’d asked you a question, too busy focusing on the feeling of his cock pressing against your entrance, wishing he would just take you already. When he didn’t give you what you wanted, you opened your eyes, looking up at him. “What?”
“I said, I bet you liked that,” Steve murmured, pushing his cock inside just barely, not even a full inch, making you whimper as he pulled back out, “I bet you liked having to stay quiet so Nancy wouldn’t know what I was doing to you.” He dragged himself back up through your wetness, pressing against your clit. You drew in a gasp, grabbing onto his shoulders.
“Steve—“ you said, as firmly as you could manage when every nerve ending in your body felt like it was on fire. “You shouldn’t have done that, it was risky—“
“Your body doesn’t lie,” he hummed, leaning down to kiss along your collarbone, his tongue teasing your skin before sucking a mark onto the delicate flesh. “You were soaking my fingers, baby. I could feel you clenching around me every time you had to stay quiet.”
You shuddered beneath him, like his words sent a chill through you. All you could do was let out a quick exhale as you felt him at your tight hole again, and he gently rubbed his nose against your jawline, breathing in the scent of your body wash combined with the smell of sex.
“No one knows how fuckin’ filthy you are,” he groaned, his low voice rumbling against your skin. “No one knows how much you love getting fucked. No one but me.”
He moved his hips forward in a slow roll, his cock sinking into you inch by agonizing inch. You keened at the feeling, his cock stretching you out — more like splitting you open — and Steve groaned low in his throat, your tight heat enveloping his length like fucking heaven.
“Oh, fuck,” you rasped once he was fully seated inside you. Your thighs were shaking, and Steve gripped the plush skin, hiking your leg around his waist. His forehead dropped against yours, both breathing heavily as he rolled his hips against you, setting a pace that was slow but deep, punching the air from your lungs with each press.
Steve kissed you, only sweet for a moment before it turned hungry, bruising, massaging his tongue against yours and sucking your lower lip into his mouth. You whimpered, and Steve’s hips bucked forward, grunting against your lips as he lost his rhythm already.
“Fuck,” he hissed, pulling back to admire your body as he fucked into you. He couldn’t hold back anymore, hips rutting hard and fast against yours, watching your tits bounce with every thrust. Your bed creaked beneath the movements, joining the sound of the breathy moans you exchanged, his skin meeting yours. “You’re so fucking tight and hot — the best pussy I’ve ever had, baby, I swear to god—“
Your head dropped back, crying out as you felt that delicious drag of Steve’s thick cock in your velvety walls. Every ridge and vein of him, the way he was so big and curved just right, and he always knew the angle to fuck you at to hit that spot every single time.
“Yeah,” he gasped. “Oh, shit. Fuck, that turned you on, didn’t it baby?” His voice was a low rasp, and he grabbed your wrists with his free hand, pinning them above your head. The way it stretched your body pushed your tits out, and Steve groaned at the sight, momentarily distracted. “I think you like the idea of getting caught with me. I’ve never felt you so fuckin’ wet, Christ.”
As much as you wanted to deny his words, your body reacted on its own, pussy throbbing around his cock, making his pace falter and a choked moan break from his lungs.
“You don’t even have to tell me,” he grunted, wearing his best cocky smirk, although the flush on his cheeks and the way his features kept twisting into pleasure gave away how weak he was for you, too. “You’re— oh, shit—“
He let go of your wrists to grab your thigh and hold you open wider, sinking somehow deeper. You bit down on your lip so hard you tasted blood, trying not to be loud enough for your parents to come knocking. Steve’s tongue darted out to lick his lips as he looked down at you, the sweat shining on your skin, your furrowed brows and parted lips, the tiny little moans he was pulling from you with every movement.
“You are so fucking hot,” he groaned, almost to himself. “So beautiful. Fucking perfect. Made for me.”
“Yours,” you agreed, and the word had barely left your mouth before he was crashing his lips back onto yours, both moaning into the kiss, breathing each other’s air until your head spun.
You raked your nails down his back, long red scratches blooming against his freckled skin. Steve moaned raggedly, hips stuttering as he cursed out a breathy “Fuck,” against your lips.
Steve leaned back on his knees, his hands sliding down your sides before reaching your hips, holding onto you with a bruising grip. He pulled your hips down against his thrusts, using your body to chase his own pleasure, the muscles in his neck and chest tightening as he felt that familiar electricity crackling up his spine.
“Say my name, baby,” He rasped. He was so close. “I wanna know who’s making you feel this good.”
“Steve,” you moaned, reaching up and grabbing onto your pillows, desperate for some kind of leverage as you felt yourself about to fall over the edge. “Oh, god— fuck— Steve!”
Your eyes nearly rolled back in your head as it hit you like a wave, pleasure washing over your body like you’d never felt before. You buried your face in the pillow, muffling the scream you let out as your body tightened around him, squeezing his cock tight within your walls.
“Oh, sh- fuck!”
Steve’s body pitched forward with the intensity of his orgasm, catching himself on his right arm, his left hand gripping so tightly onto your thigh you knew there would be bruises. His hips stuttered against you, his cock pulsing inside your tight walls, filling you with every drop of his cum until he had nothing left.
He stayed buried in you, relishing in the feeling, before he finally pulled out, laying on the bed next to you. He was breathing hard as he wrapped an arm around you, pulling you against his sweaty chest.
You looked up at him, carding your hand through his messy hair. He hummed, leaning into your touch. He grabbed your wrist as you went to pull away, pulling you closer and kissing you with a surprising amount of tenderness after what you’d just done.
He pulled back enough to look you in the eyes with that grin that just screamed Steve and emotion clear as day in his hazel eyes. “I love you.”
Your heart raced, the way he was looking at you sending heat through your veins in a whole different way from before. “I love you too, Steve.”
His hand rested on your hip, tracing slow circles on your skin. “Maybe we should tell people. About us.”
“Yeah?” you asked, hand trailing through the hair on his chest. “You want that?”
“I do,” he said, leaning forward to place a kiss against your forehead. “We probably shouldn’t let Nancy keep thinking I’m obsessed with her when I’m doing this with you.”
You laughed, the memory of the phone call with Nancy making your cheeks heat with embarrassment. “Okay,” you agreed. “We’ll tell people.”
The idea of going public with Steve, everyone knowing you were much more than friends after years of insisting and proving otherwise, was a little scary. But more than that, you were excited. You wanted to be able to be affectionate with Steve in front of your friends. To kiss him, to hold his hand, to let everyone know how much you loved him.
“Does that mean you’re finally gonna leave Jonathan alone now that he knows you’re not after Nancy?” you asked with a teasing smile.
He looked down at you, his brows furrowed with the level of sass only Steve Harrington could achieve. “Now, I never said that.”
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