Mouse

I’m mouse: they/them. AO3 @MouseInTheCastle

[orcboxer]

wizard college is going to kill me I swear to god. I just saw someone without a component satchel reach into their pocket and pull out a handful of LOOSE tapioca to use as a substitute for blood in their fell ritual. and it worked. I've never been so fucking mad.

[orcboxer]

experiencing microaggressions apparently

[mistercrowbar]

Sometimes I feel like knowing the ins and outs of 5e is holding me back in BG3 because I never would have looked at Daylight if someone hadn’t tipped me off.

PSA: cast Daylight on a weapon and stow it after the fight. Casting it as a sphere will interrupt cutscenes afterwards.

Clerics are awesome in both tho, having Gale and Shadowheart along as Knowledge and War clerics respectively has become one of my favourite party configurations. Made very quick work of Cazador!

[oftheuccello]

[ccattnipp]

i love that chitin armor is a thing in the dynasty, but pretty quickly realized Essek is way too fancy to be just a bug.

so he’s a moth now.

[nullpointr]

this pride month remember to love and appreciate aromanticism, aromantic people, aromantic love, aromantic relationships. this pride month get more aromantic

[subwaybug]

More people should get into poly shipping. Both because polyamory is awesome and because it's really fun to make complicated ass diagrams

[charl0ttan]

dog i gotta move like yesterday

[halondrus]

Grabbing an elf by the ears like handlebars and riding them but not like in a sexual way i just crash into a wall killing us both

[boobachu]

[tusksmultiverse]

everything abt this pisses me off but i need to draw them so whatever idc !!!! GO MY JMART

[theoplum]

queen wynn (for scale), red face, his dog

[criticalrolo]

caduceus won’t scry on his family or use Sending to try to contact them because he’s too scared they’re all dead, just a reminder that this shit is canon

[elfgrove]

And he did eventually ask about them during a commune with the Wildmother. He used the 3rd and last question of the spell only after asking the needed questions that looked after everyone else’s concerns and needs and he had an extra waiting. He then immediately chastised himself for weakness that he even asked rather than just held silent faith. A decade alone and not knowing, and he blamed himself for having a moment where he let that worry and fear drive him to just ask for confirmation they were alive and in his eventual path.

About that moment, you see Caduceus, who has prepared a small circle of trinkets, implements are on the ground, fall into a momentary trace. Caduceus, all the sounds of chatting and bickering and confused, raised voices here in the house begin to fade, as you feel the familiar warm breeze blow over you. You can sense the clouds above traveling at a far greater speed. Time begins to accelerate, but slow to a crawl simultaneously, and you feel the warm, familiar presence of your protector. Caduceus: Does the woman who cursed Nott live? The breeze comes cold and biting, not in a way to deny it, but in a way that shivers the truth through you. Caduceus: Has this creature ever had a conversation with Beau’s father? The cold breeze rescinds, and then, blows with equal strength. Caduceus: Does my family wait for me at the Menagerie? The cold breeze comes once more, but this time, it turns warm, to confirm as well, but this answer with less intensity. But all confirmations nonetheless. Caduceus: Good. (sighing) I regret my weakness. (“Home is Where the Heart Is”, c2e091)

[saturleez]

misc. s4-s5 nonsense

[avatarofthearchives]

I think in terms of Jonmartin and jealously:

People don't actually crush on Jon a lot, so a lot of time Martin knows he's being kind of silly and Jon is playful about it because he's not going anywhere.

But then every once and while Jon meets someone he just connects with, because that's just the type of person he is. You either love him or hate him, and when someone loves being around him, they really love being around him.

And that makes Martin's jealously from "kind of silly," to something more serious that Jon is probably going to have to be really reassuring about, and even that likely isn't going to solve the whole problem, because Martin's jealously isn't really about someone liking Jon in general, it's more about the fear of abandonment. He worries that Jon will like someone more than him, or be happier in someone else's presence, or even leave him for someone else. And Jon does make genuine attempts to reassure him, but the doubt is something Martin really struggles with, so sometimes he has bad days where he can get caught up in his feelings about Jon seemingly connecting with someone else in an area which he "failed" at. So jealously is a struggle for Martin.

Then I think Jon is on the total opposite end of the spectrum, where if someone hit on Martin he would be more likely to just raise his eyebrow a bit, maybe have some light banter, then move on with his day. I don't think he would really read into Martin's innocent interactions with other people, or even have big reactions to Martin being flat out flirted with. Which I think could cause an issue in itself, where Martin see's Jon as "not caring," because he doesn't get jealous in the same way, but Jon's had more relationship experience and therefore he's just more settle into the dynamic of a relationship in general.

Plus, unlike Martin, I think Jon's self worth issues are more the loathing sort. Where Martin worries that he's not enough, I think Jon's self worth issues are more so along the lines of letting other peoples opinions of him having a large power over how he see's himself, guilt for things he limited control over, and unease about his wanning humanity. I don't think of any of THOSE issues would turn into jealousy. I think he's more likely to have "What do you see in a monster like me?" moment then a "Did you enjoy talking to that man more than you enjoy talking to me?" moment, where I think Martin is vice versa because his trauma presents very differently from Jon's despite being similar on paper.

And yeah I don't really know how to end this post. TLDR: Martin would probably struggle with jealously even if Jonmartin could be together in a better world. Jon probably wouldn't, because his trauma affects him in a different way.

[greelin]

did perfectionism ever truly protect you from harm or neglect as a child though. ultimately. Lol

[greelin]

[REALLY NORMAL AND WELL-ADJUSTED VOICE] well you never know maybe it COULD have saved me. if i ever actually achieved perfection. it could have happened then. if i was actually ever enough. Which i was not

[heartofaspen]

i love it and hate it when a character in a story is so obviously created to be cool and awesome and then i do think they're cool and awesome. like fuck, yeah, ok, they're fucking epic. swag as hell. you got me you coolbaited me ok? i'm coolbaited.

[thisauthorisscreaming]

Does it count as 'sword in the stone' if it looks more like 'sword in the cairn'...?

[a-tsumewart]

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