Iโve decided to move all of my content to a new page, just so I can have this as a primary account rather than secondary. Everything will be moved over by tomorrow around this time!
The new account will have the same username/old description (the pfp and header is different, though), and Iโll reblog my posts to there as well. If you would be willing to follow the new one I would really appreciate it!
I will not be deleting this account completely, however I will not post here anymore so it will be completely inactive.
[Edit: the username for the new account is now active so itโs just @nambamjun, and now everything has been moved so this page is officially inactive!]
Thank you all so much for your flexibility and continued support! See you on the other side, hugs~
After a while of not being able to find the time to do it I finally sat down to get it done, haha! Thank you for tagging me @junquisite :) <3
I tag honestly whoever sees this, I donโt have many friends on here to tag, really (on that note, however, if you want to be friends my dms are always open!) And Iโve decided to so the same thing my tagger did except with all five of my ult groups, Iโll try to limit my wording so as to not have it drag on~
1. who was your first bias?
BTS Namjoon GOT7 Jackson A.C.E Junhee Ateez Mingi Stray Kids Bang Chan
2. who is your bias now?
BTS Namjoon still, five years later! GOT7 BamBam A.C.E Sehyoon Ateez Mingi+Hongjoong Stray Kids Bang Chan+Jisung
3. what was the first mv you watched by them?
BTS Danger GOT7 Just Right A.C.E Undercover Ateez Wave Stray Kids Hellevator
4. whatโs your favourite mv?
BTS Danger GOT7 Encore (sobbing with love) A.C.E Favorite Boys Ateez Inception Stray Kids Godโs Menu
5. if you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be?
BTS First Love GOT7 Encore (sobbing again I promise Iโm fine this is fine-) A.C.E Take Me Higher Ateez Star 117 Stray Kids District 9
6. who would you want to see them collab with?
BTS honestly I donโt even know, so many people in the industry are just using them for clout itโs disgusting... GOT7 Steve Aoki A.C.E since Kwan said so in passing either Lewis Capaldi or Harry Styles ย Ateez+Stray Kids These two would make a power house of a song, you canโt tell me Iโm wrong, it would be the 4th gen song of the year istg
7. what (mv) concept do you want to see them do?
BTS rock concept again, I know thatโs an older one and probably not their style anymore but my emo lil heart still loves it GOT7 supernatural?? A.C.E apocalypse Ateez millionaire Stray Kids retro
8. have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?
For BTS/A.C.E I believe I have, for GOT7 probably, and for Ateez/Stray Kids I honestly donโt know, I donโt really remember dreams too well haha
9. if you could spend the day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?
Oh without a question Namjoon, and I would want to go to a big art museum with him, maybe even a library too, and and walk around the city and see the sights. Basically I would wanna go Namjooning with him, but hey Iโm an Art History major in university with a minor in library science, so can you really blame me? XD
10. which member do you think you would get on with best?
Hm... okay lemme really quickly run through all 35 of them... maybe doing all of these groups was a mistake lmao. Perhaps Mingi! Looking at it from our MBTI types INFPs (me) and ENTPs get along well, and from astrology Scorpios (me) and Leos are capable of forming strong bonds and relationships, so overall Iโd like to think the friendship would be a good one! :)
11. which member do you think you would argue with?
Okay going through all 35 again, Junhee. I donโt know, man, I just feel like those arguments would be legendary haha
12. if you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?
oh LORD um... oh do I have to choose...? Either my personal or writing one, oh no, Iโm saying no one, thatโs a terrifying prospect indeed...
I was tagged by the lovely @junquisite, love you honey <3
RM - Kim Namjoon (BTS)
Wow - Kim Sehyoon (A.C.E)
BamBam (GOT7)
Song Mingi (ATEEZ)
Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
Park Junhee (A.C.E)
Kim Hongjoong (ATEEZ)
Do Hanse (Victon)
Han - Han Jisung (Stray Kids)
Junji - Kim Junhyung (OnlyOneOf)
1. between 1&4 who would you rather kiss?
Probably Mingi. Donโt really have an explanation, also Mingi is taller than me by three or four inches so like... *staring*
2. Between 2 & 7 who would be your best friend?
Oh shoot this is a hard one... well, if taking star signs into account, a Scorpio (my sign) tend to match better with a Taurus (Sehyoon) rather than another Scorpio (Hongjoong). Both are quite compatible though so Iโd like to think both of them could be good friends! :)
3. Between 5 & 10 who has the better voice?
SHOOT WHY IS THIS A DIFFICULT ONE TOO. Theyโre both insanely skilled, Iโd recommend looking up Junjiโs version of idontwannabeyouanymore by Billie Eilish, and also Chanโs song I Donโt Want To Admit. I wonโt choose just because their voices are both so beautiful and unique in their own way, and I find them to be almost incomparable.
4. ย Between 1 & 8 who is the funniest?
Iโd say Namjoon, but thatโs my personal opinion. He has a kind of unintentionally funny thing going on that I can never get enough of
5. Between 6 & 9 who would you date?
... oh lord... hm... theyโre both chaotic as heck... do I have to decide? Either one I would be happy haha
7. Between 4 & 8 who is the better dancer?
Mingi. Definitely not thinking about MAMA 2019. Not at all.
8. Between 3&5 who would you most likely marry?
Hm... on one hand we have supportive and cozy Channie, and on the other we have cat lover and meme master Bammie. Hm. Itโs so insanely close but if Chan would be cool with having cats I would say him
9. Between 1&7 who would you nurse when they are sick?
Iโm not even gonna choose I would take care of every single one on this list but ESPECIALLY THESE TWO. Theyโre such good leaders and they need to take care of themselves so they can be healthy and istg I donโt care if theyโre each one of the biggest leaders in their respective generations I WILL KEEP THEM IN BED AND COVER THEM WITH BLANKETS WHILE I FEED THEM SOUP AND THEY CANNOT STOP ME. AND GOSH DARN IT THEY BOTH NEED TO LEARN TO ACTUALLY SLEEP.
10. Between 2 & 3 who has the better smile?
But... I love both of their smiles so much... Sehyoon smiles outwardly more so Iโll say him but when BamBam smiles itโs like pure sunshine istg
11. Between 6 & 8 who would you vacation with?
I think Hanse. I feel like we could go exploring and have a lot of adventures but also be chill and not forget to take the time to appreciate all the little things that make the world beautiful
Pairing: optional bias (male) x reader (gender neutral)
Genres: nsfw, suggestive
Warnings:ย switch!reader, switch!bias, power play, markings (only hickeys), pleasure denial, drawn out teasing, overall this is my guilty pleasure writing
Word Count: 800+
A/N:ย just a small drabble because I canโt sleep and writing helps sometimes. In addition, a conversation I had with @junquisite some time ago popped into my head as inspiration, so here it is at long last, honey! Comments and (constructive) criticisms welcome, enjoy~ :)
ย ย ย ย You allowed your eyes to flicker over to the digital clock resting on the bed side table and smirked. It had been half an hour since your relentless teasing had started on your boyfriend, who, in all honesty, you might have felt bad for with the hard time you were giving him (pun entirely intended). It didnโt take long for him to see you werenโt in the mood to be fooled with, especially once you had his hands pinned above his head with one of yours. Combined with the fact that you still had some articles of clothing on while you had all but torn his away in mere seconds, there was no stopping you. It didnโt take long for you to dominate him more psychologically, instilling the rule that he knew all too well yet you still whispered in his ear every time.
ย ย ย ย โKeep your hands next to your head, palms up. No touching, no moving your hips, no nothingโฆ understood?โ
ย ย ย ย This was a true test, as normally his hands would explore every square inch of your body as if it were the first time, but all the same his domineering side shrank into submissiveness, admittedly all too eager. These moods you got yourself into werenโt exactly lacking, and damn it if he didnโt like to be teased.ย
ย ย ย ย From the sounds he was making currently, though, it didnโt sound very much like it.
ย ย ย ย You looked back down and continued your assault on his neck, leaving butterfly kisses along his adamโs apple that was so beautifully exposed. His whimpering became louder and more desperate as you licked carefully over one of the many blue markings that littered his skin, traveling to the crook of his neck and then back up to his jawline. You felt his breath hitch in his chest beneath you as you got closer to his sweet spot, slightly under his ear. You could see his veins pulsing with strain as he forced himself to keep still. Your smirked to yourself and lightly ran the tip of your tongue over his skin, only to give a closed lipped kiss and fan your breath over that same area. You moved back from the area once again, and your smirk grew wider.
ย ย ย ย His body writhed underneath you, a strangled cry prying itself from his lips. You felt him straining to keep his hands beside his head. โPleaseโฆ pleaseโฆโ
ย ย ย ย He was panting and his eyes were screwed shut in frustration. โPlease what?โ you purred into his other ear. You were so close you could taste it. You were so close to seeing him snap. He had held out for a long time, it was honestly quite impressive, and a tiny spark of excitement sprung into your chest. โTell me what you want, my darling.โ
ย ย ย ย It took a few seconds for him to put the words together, but when he did he spoke in the most gorgeous whining, โplease suck on my neckโ.
ย ย ย ย You pulled back to look into his now wide open eyes. โBut I already have, baby! You should see how pretty you look-โ you tilted your head and batted your eyelashes, calming your voice back down to a low purr, โ-with all of these pretty little marks.โย
ย ย ย ย He once again strained against his own hold, painfully aware of how your clothed core pressed into his member. He let out a high pitched whine and exposed the side of his neck while wiggling his hips under you. Sighing to cover up the moan that almost escaped you, a smile spread its way across your features. โOh, you mean right here?โ You let the back of your index and middle finger graze over the neglected area, and he nodded in excitement, begging you with his eyes. Not wasting any time, you bent back down while grinding against him and let your lips hover next to his throat. โRight here, baby?โ
ย ย ย ย โYes! Please, please, pleaseโฆโ Once again, you felt only a little bit apologetic as you softly kissed his skin, giving him only a small taste, enough to elicit a tortured moan from the back of his throat, before pulling away. You heard the moan spike to a loud groan of anger. You wouldโve chuckled to yourself had you not felt the world spin out from under you.
ย ย ย ย You did it.
ย ย ย ย You made him snap.
ย ย ย ย And honestly, in your new found position of him pinning you to the bed while his eyes bore into you with pure, red-hot anger, you were beginning to rethink your strategy. In hindsight, maybe this wasnโt the best idea.
ย ย ย ย Or, on the contrary, perhaps it was a revolutionary one.
ย ย ย ย You felt heat pooling at your core as he leaned in to your ear and almost growled while his grip tightened on your wrists. โYou have no idea what youโve done, do you doll?โ
Genre:ย soooo much warm happy fluff, slight angst, established relationship
Warnings: none
Word Count:ย 1.3k
A/N: This turned out to be an unintentional continuation of the first thing I wrote, which honestly Iโm not complaining about! Just in a fluffy mood (but then again, thatโs not exactly irregular for me.) Any comments and [constructive] criticisms are always loved, welcomed, and appreciated. :)ย ย ย ย Enjoy, xxx
ย ย ย ย It had been too long since he had been able to deeply inhale the scent of home. Three months, to be exact. Tour was nice, and he loved his fans indescribably much, as well as the memories and experiences he was able to gain with them, but nothing was able to soothe him quite as quickly as being able to go back to his cozy and marginally humble apartment in a quieter part of the city. The brick was old but still clean from washing, and the woodwork on the windows was slightly peeling of paint, along with the back exit stairs that creaked with every step one would take on them, but it was home. And, quite frankly, he wouldnโt have had it any other way. Then again, he didnโt know if that was more the place that he called home, rather the person he shared it with... actually, no, scratch that. It was definitely you.ย
ย ย ย ย He chuckled to himself as he rolled his suitcase towards the elevator on the far side of the somewhat smaller lobby. As per usual, Mrs. Lim was behind the desk, and he smiled at her kindly as she squealed and ran around the counter to greet him with a hug. Fussing over his hair and going on about how tired he looked, asking if he had eaten well on the trip, as well as, โoh but just I know you did so well, making me proud every day as always!โ He smiled and chatted for one more minute, maybe two, but by now his heart was practically throwing him to get to you sooner, and he whisked himself away to do just that, calling out a good night to the older woman and only missing her small content mutterings of, โwhat a kind boy,โ as she returned to the padded seat of her desk.
ย ย ย ย The elevator ride, although short, was excruciatingly slow, and so was the walk down the hallway, but soon enough he was punching in the six digit code and opening the door. He stilled, however, when he found all of the lights off. It was only about half past ten at night... could you be asleep already...? He looked around. Nothing had changed, really, from what he could see. Ever the neat freak, everything was straightened up and in their respective places. The warm glow from the street light a little ways away from the far window cast a golden blanket over the main area, and he could see one of your coziest dark red sweaters draped over the back of the couch. Looking over at the kitchen, same as the rest, everything was tidy. No dishes left out, all the counters spotless, but there was clutter on the table. That did peak his curiosity. He left his jacket, shoes, and suitcase at the door (which he made sure to shut oh so quietly) and tiptoed his way to the table. Your laptop was closed in the center of an array of files, papers, and writing utensils, all strewn about in what would normally look like chaos, but to him he just knew that it was your own creative way of mapping things out. You probably had a big project coming up. He wouldnโt snoop around, though. You could tell him all about it tomorrow, and maybe he could even lend a helping hand here and there. The thought widened his already eye wide smile. He turned and quietly made his way to your shared bedroom just a few feet away. The door was open, and when he peeked his head through the threshold his chest filled with warmth.
ย ย ย ย There you were, all bundled up in the blankets. It wasnโt all that graceful, truth be told. One of your legs was sticking out the bottom of the light blue crumpled up sheets, and one of your arms was extended out from under your head, hand hanging limply in the air. Your hair was in all directions, sticking out this way and that. But, god, to him... to him you were the most beautiful creature that had ever walked the earth. He shuffled over to the side of the bed and knelt down to get a good look at your peaceful face in the moonlight, but his brows furrowed along with his lips slipping into a slight pout. Even as you were resting he could see the circles under your eyes, the creases between your brows, and the rough skin of your lips. His mind drifted to how you would pick at your bottom lip when you were stressed, pulling at the skin. Looking over at the night table, there was a bottle almost filled with water, probably only one or two sips had been taken from it since it got there which was goodness knows when. He was always telling you that hydration was important. Stress, as he was all too aware of himself, would make you forget seemingly insignificant things such as this.
ย ย ย ย You did always find little ways to make yourself happy though, as he was reminded by the large candle sitting on the nightstand, almost down to the stub of the wick by now. He had given it to you as a present after finding out that it was your favorite scent. He made a mental note to go online and order two or three more for you as a little present for... just being you. Working so hard, doing so well, making him proud just as you always said he did for you. There didnโt need to be any special occasion to spoil you a little (and sometimes a little meant more like a lot, but you didnโt mind.)
ย ย ย ย But all of that could wait until tomorrow morning, at least. Maybe even the afternoon or evening. For now, he was finally back with you, and you were with him. He quickly shed his jacket onto the floor, slipping off his socks while walking around to the other side of the bed. He had been on the flight in black sweats and a dark gray fitted t-shirt anyways, and he was too tired to change into formal pajamas, not to mention too excited to cuddle with you to care even just a tiny bit. Climbing in gently so as to not disturb you, he pulled the covers aside and fit himself to your back, settling an arm over your waist, and suddenly tensing up when you moved in his grasp. His breathing stopped as you let out the cutest little noises of confusion before turning over in a daze and trying to register what was in front of you, and then finally, like a tiny little light bulb going off, it did.
ย ย ย ย He was home.
ย ย ย ย You wasted no time snuggling yourself into his chest, nuzzling your face into his neck and smiling while making more noises of content and love that he was oh so fond of, and his heart absolutely soared. He hadnโt noticed before then that you were wearing his favorite t-shirt. Ah, so thatโs where it got to, huh?ย That was okay. You could take any article of his clothing you wanted, it didnโt matter to him. As long as you were happy, which it certainly did seem like you were. He kissed the crown of your head and sunk further into the bed with you now nestled tightly in his embrace, just as he had been craving since the very night he left three long months ago. Legs tangled together, your hand lightly gripping the fabric of his shirt so as to make sure he wouldnโt leave your side. Not for a while, love. Iโm right here.
ย ย ย ย So there the couple laid, curled up into each other on the queen size bed, happily drifting off to sleep amongst an ocean of pillows. Only this time, finally, they would wake up to each other. And, oh, how sweet that will be.
Tagged by @junquisite I love you with my entire heart ๐ฅบ๐
Rules: tag 9 people you want to know and anyone else who might want to be tagged! (Crap I literally donโt know anyone on here who hasnโt been tagged already so EH IF YOU SEE THIS I TAG YOUUUU!)
3 ships: I donโt have many... I donโt like to assume things like sexuality and relationships but if I had to pick... Wowkwan (A.C.E), Namjin (BTS), and Markson (GOT7)?
Currently Watching: Itโs Okay To Not Be Okay, itโs been slow watching because much like the lovely who tagged me I find it too emotionally draining to watch more than one episode at a time. Iโm on (I think?) the second to last episode though, so YAY! Alternatively, while Iโm doing work I watch shows in English, so on that front Iโm hopping between Lucifer and Criminal Minds (all of the aforementioned on Netflix!)
Currently Reading: In the little spare time I have amongst the copious amounts of assignments Iโm going between a few books, mostly The Picture Of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, and The Thousandth Floor by Katharine McGee.
Currently Consuming: I just had some pizza and pepsi (my dining hall doesnโt have coke products donโt come at me). College diet. At 1:30am.
Currently Craving: PASTA. I WANT P A S T A. IโM THINKIN A GOOD OLโ SHRIMP SCAMPI... WITH PARMESEAN CHEESE ON TOP. AND MAYBE A GARLIC BREADSTICK ON THE SIDE... OR THREE. Shoot now Iโm really hungry again...
My best friend (whoโs behind most of my posts at this point letโs be honest) and I updated our profile photos once again, but this time~
Is this... soulmate culture...? ๐ฅบ
We find that weโre so similar to who we bias, particularly with wowkwan, so we run with it! Idk if youโll see this, love, but youโll always be the Kwan to my Sehni ๐ฅฐโจ (and, of course, the light to my night๐)
So here, please take these for your mental health and well-being (images provided by my friend who is way too good to me, I donโt deserve her istg ๐ฅบ)
