Moving accounts so that this one is a side blog on my main account. I'm so old that I didn't realise I could do that for a while ;w;
Might repost all my old stuff there or might not *shrugs*
Right Where You’re Meant To Be 💔🌸 (One-shot)
Summary: Reader has a crush on Bucky the second she looked at him but she also has feelings of self-consciousness about her body and doubts she’d ever end up with Bucky or any guy like Bucky. That all changes one night at one of Tony’s parties.
DEFENDING JACOB
Andy Barber
Daddy’s Little Girl 🔥😈 (One-shot)
Summary: Andy has been feeling quite lonely and useless, wanting someone to care for, that is until he finds himself his ‘little girl’ that he could love and care for.
FAR CRY 5
Seed Brothers
Home Is Where The Heart Is 🌸💔🔥😈 (Series) [In Progress]
Story Summary: Serah is a young woman living in Fall’s End, Hope County and has lived there all her life. She owns her own farm and B&B, nothing very exciting ever happens in Fall’s End - except for the occasional chaos caused by Sharky Boshaw. That is until one day, three men show up with a broken down car and seeking a place to stay. Serah, being the kind and caring person she is, lets these men into her home with open arms, but she truly doesn’t know what she has invited into her life.
HORIZION: ZERO DAWN
Aloy x Varl
Little Miracle 🌸 (Headcannon)
ORIGINAL STORIES
Zonnu
For Science~ 🔥 (One-shot/drabble)
Summary: Reader finds himself in an unfamiliar room when he wakes up. He ventures to find someone for help and stumbles upon an alien life-form, Zonnu. She’s very interested to know how the human male anatomy works when sexually stimulated.
It is illegal for an individual to knowingly use interactive computer services to display obscenity in a manner that makes it available to a minor less than 18 years of age (See 47 U.S.C. § 223(d)). (As stated in a Tumblr post. Click the link to read it fully)
I have seen a lot of discourse, again, about minors being in NSFW spaces and even some adults defending minors and that's not okay. A friend and I have done some research and have collected the above materials to show minors (those who are under the age of 18) that it is illegal for a minor to write, read, or interact with any sort of NSFW work.
When you do so you are putting adults at risk because adults will have to answer for your actions. You are putting adults at risk of legal trouble. When an adult blocks you it is not because they are trying to be mean, it's because they are trying to protect themselves and in existence you from anything bad happening. Nobody wants to end up in jail over a fucking fictional story. It's not fair to adults that you're putting them at such risk because you want to read about your favorite characters having sex.
An author has a responsibility to tag their stories, put warnings on them, and at times disclaimers for the stories so that the reader can make an informed decision before reading. If a story is marked as explicit or the author says they do not want anyone under the age of 18 to read their content then don't read it.
Everyone is allowed to have boundaries. Smut authors are trying to create safe boundaries so they do not do anything that would get them into trouble. If a person - whether or not an they write smut expresses that they don't want children or teens to follow them then that needs to be respected.
It is not anyone responsibility to provide minors with blogs that are safe for them to consume. If a minor can find NSFW blogs then they can find blogs that are safe for them.
Parents - and I know there are parents on here - need to take it upon themselves to educate their children on internet safety and not going into spaces that are not for them. They need to be more proactive in knowing what their children are doing on the internet. There are too many unsafe places and unsafe people on the internet for children and teens to be on it without parent knowledge.
Minors: you need to think about what you're doing and how you're putting people in danger. It is not worth it just so you can read material that's meant for adults. Stop putting people at risk. Stop not listening. Stop following blogs that are under the age of 18. You are in the wrong, not the adults blocking you.
Well this is timely after just finding two more minors following me and blocking them.
Seriously. STOP.
You’re literally proving our point for us, that you are anything but an adult or “mature for your age” because you can’t even respect simple boundaries.
So for the millionth time, if you are under the age of 18: unfollow me right now and do not interact.
so now joseph has SA allegations against him?? what the fuck is wrong with some people oh my god??
said it happened during a break at a fan meeting when he’s escorted around constantly by teams of people how on earth would he have ‘kidnapped’ a girl and done that? her whole story just sounds like a messed up, fucked up wattpad story im so angry
and apparently (key word) her / her friend have also accused caleb, noah and joe keery ??? update: her and her friend have said solidly, they’ve been sa’d by the four members of cast mentioned
update again, it seems to be the same girl running both the instagram accounts. so her friend who’s supporting her in the first screenshot, seems to be her on another account. so she’s accusing all four members of the cast herself !!
THE GIRL IN THE PICTURE IS NOT THE GIRL ACCUSING! her picture has been stolen and posted with this over it! do not accuse the girl in the picture!!
if you can, reblog this so that people don’t get the WRONG story about joseph, he doesn’t deserve the hate or the harassment he’s getting for this x
added; there is also screenshots of the girl saying the n word in her discord server and another screenshot of her saying she’s lied about joseph but she’s continued to post on the fake instagram account about it so, obviously not posting there that she’s lied about it. it’s shocking really. (screenshots below)
this girl is extremely problematic
also i cant believe i have to say this, please stop shitting on me for spreading the screenshots and information. i haven’t shared any of their users so they cannot get clout directly from me or my post. i am simply sharing this for joseph’s cause.
i have seen people already believing the girl because all they’ve seen is the original accusation and nothing further. this is the reason for this post.
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This man is taking over my life and I can’t stop it- RIP to all my other WIPs. Thanks to Kitten for enabling me as always💕
Summary: College is becoming far too stressful and you just need to find a way to relax- luckily for you the local dealer has the perfect solution.
Warnings: 18+, PWP, mentions of underage drugs, weed, shotgunning, dry humping, cunnilingus, premature ejaculation (Eddie cums in his pants), dirty talk, multiple orgasms, praise praise praise, Eddie talks too much during sex, panty theft. Spoiler free!
Pairing: Eddie Munson x f!reader.
Word Count: 6.5k.
For as long as you could remember, you always seemed to struggle the closer it got to the end of a school year. College was getting harder to manage in between deadlines, your part-time job, sleep and attempting some sense of normality by seeing your friends. The harder you seemed to work to clear off the coursework you had due, the more that seemed to funnel in right behind it, and truly you felt as though you were sinking. The bags beneath your eyes now evidence that the time you should’ve been sleeping was now spent lying awake thinking about how fucked you truly were for the end of the school year. And the more you thought about it, the more you began to panic.
You just needed to relax, and this seemed like the perfect solution.
You’d met Eddie Munsen in the hall before your afternoon class together, surprised that he’d actually managed to be punctual for the lecture instead of strolling in twenty minutes late like usual. Ignoring the perplexed look on his face that you’d called his name before class as he broke into a wide grin.
“Hey,” You tried to ignore how your name sounded coming from his lips, his eyes looking you up and down.
Hi, haven’t been logged on in a while but can I just say:
Even though I haven’t watch Stranger Things but Eddie Munson deserved better and my tears are for him <3 I love him, Steve and Billy so fucking much eirujkfhndij
Been seeing ST stuff everywhere and watched cute little compilations on YT and tik tok and my god, I love them so much and Eddie is such a cutie patootie! He didn’t deserve to die (ಥ﹏ಥ)
Who knows, maybe expect fanfics from Stranger Things soon?
Alright, this is the final installment to ‘A Disaster From The Start’. This story was only ever supposed to be a one shot, and now y’all have a whole damn novel. I’m so sorry I’m like this 😭. Now, I already know some of you all will be pissed and some of you will be happy, but I would just like to say that I shed A LOT of tears writing this, so be nice to me lol. I of course meant to make this the shortest one, and it of course became the longest one, sooooo there that. Anyway, without further ado, here y’all go!
Thank you to @pagesoflauren for making this amazing mood board. I love you so much 🥺.
Word Count: 44,242 (I’m truly so sorry that I am like this!!)
Warnings: SMUT (MINORS BE GONE), swearing, arguing, crying, emotional cheating, angst, heartbreak, public sex, unprotected sex, heartbreak, drinking, depression, anxiety, smoking, desperation, longing, and I’m sure I missed something. It’s just A LOT.
Song(s) That Inspired This Chapter:
I just decided to make y’all a playlist; ‘Stand By Me’
Summary: Deciding that it’s way past time for you to take your life into your own hands, you decide that starting over is the best move for you. However, what happens when there are certain parts that you can’t let go of and move on from?
I do not consent to have any of my works/stories posted elsewhere.
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You try and hang on to the little bit of sleep that’s slowly leaving you as you yawn and roll over. You blink up at the ceiling a few times before turning over slightly and looking at the time.
2pm.
You laugh softly to yourself before you gently face palmed yourself. You would sleep in after a huge day. You take a deep breath as you take in the silence of the room. A calmness washes over you. Your eyes water slightly; a small smile comes to your face as you think of everything you went through to get to this point.
Everything you went through to finally find peace and happiness.
Summary: Since arriving in Alexandria, everyone is trying to adjust. One morning, when you come home from a hunt before dawn, you accidentally overhear your best friend and housemate, Daryl, indulging himself. What happens when you discover his favorite fantasy is… you?
Warnings: smut (minors, DNI!), mentions of typical TWD gore and violence
Summary: After being cheated on by your longtime boyfriend, you find yourself coming back to your hometown jobless and with very little money, trying to find a new purpose in life. At the same time US Army Captain Steve Rogers, now working as a diplomat for the US Government, just got transferred in Italy (Tuscany to be more specific) with his three kids. Left alone after his wife passed years ago, the Captain struggles to build a relationship with his kids and finds it even more difficult to find a proper educator for them who's also willing to follow his strict rules. With the help of your best friend you manage to get the job and start to know him and his kids better. Will your positive attitude and kind behaviour be able to soften the tough and grumpy Captain?
Warnings: angst, slowburn, fluff, SMUT. (Detailed warnings will be added in each chapter - *indicates chapters with smut)
This story is slightly inspired by the movie “The Sound of Music” and by me thinking about how great Chris Evans would be playing Captain Von Trapp in a remake of the original movie.
Feedback is very welcome, reblogs are golden. I don't allow my work to be copied or reposted on other websites. Don't steal other people stuff!!! MINORS DNI - DO NOT read unless you're 18+ thank you!
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN*
EPILOGUE*
TAGLIST IS OPEN! Send me an ask or a DM in case you'd like to be tagged!☺️😘
For those of you who haven’t seen this announcement, tumblr recently made some changes to the iOS version of the app, purportedly to comply with Apple’s content guidelines. These changes took effect on Dec 21, starting in version 22.5.1 of the iOS app. As some of you may recall, Apple’s strict guidelines were the driving force for the infamous Great Purge of 2018, which coincidentally also happened around this time of year, but it seems banning all of the female-presenting nipples wasn’t good enough for Apple.
Below is a summary of the important changes. Note that these changes technically ONLY affect those using the iOS app. If you’re accessing tumblr through a different app or operating system (Google Chrome, Android app, etc) it won’t affect you directly but it will affect your followers who use iOS so you should definitely be aware of it.
The list of banned tags has been expanded. As before, there’s no way to know which words or phrases have been banned until you try searching for them, in which case you’ll either get no search results or the following message: “This content has been hidden because of potentially suggestive or explicit content.” You may think this doesn’t concern you if you don’t post explicit material, but do not make the mistake of expecting the banned tags to be logical or reasonable. I’ve already encountered multiple completely innocuous posts (random fandom gifsets) that seem to be hidden on iOS for no discernible reason.
Blogs that have been flagged as explicit can no longer be viewed. Previously, flagged blogs just had their posts hidden from searches, but if you knew the username you could still visit it after clicking through a warning about sensitive content. Now you can’t access it at all.
Likes and reblogs from blogs that have been flagged will no longer show up in your notes. This one won’t affect most people’s user experience as much as the others, but it does mean you may be missing notes. It’s unclear if likes and reblogs from flagged blogs will still count towards the overall note total (and only be missing from the activity feed and note viewer) but I suspect that’s the case.
THE BIG ONE: ANY POST TAGGED WITH A BANNED TAG WILL NO LONGER SHOW UP ON YOUR DASHBOARD. Previously, if you tagged a post with a banned word or phrase (even if the words were used inside another tag), that post would not show up in searches, but your followers would still be able to see it on their dashboard. Now those posts are hidden from your own followers as well. This includes both original posts and reblogs. And if that wasn’t bad enough, here’s the real kicker: even if you don’t tag something with one of the banned words, if the OP used a banned tag, any reblogs of that post will not show up on anyone’s dashboard (on the iOS app). The only saving grace here, and I hate to even call it that, is that the blocked posts are still visible if you visit a blog directly or if you have post notifications turned on.
As usual, tumblr was extremely unclear and evasive about all of this in their official announcement. Not surprising, of course, since if more people were aware of these new draconian tactics I can’t imagine there wouldn’t be more of an uproar about it. Tumblr claims that these changes are somewhat temporary and that they are currently working on something that will allow for a less restricted iOS experience, but they refuse to say what that something is and when it will be implemented. And let’s just say, considering their track record, I’m not hopeful.
All of this is horrible and infuriating for many reasons, but the worst part is how insanely counterproductive it is to creating the “safe” environment tumblr (or more specifically Apple) supposedly wants.
Tags have always been used for both blog organization and filtering purposes. Tagging posts with triggers and content warnings is a common practice that gives users the ability to filter out content they may find upsetting or just don’t don’t want to see for whatever reason. By choosing to ban a bunch of unlisted “sensitive content” tags, all they’re doing is encouraging people who want to share that kind of content to come up with alternative less well-known tags or simply not tag that content at all anymore if they want it to show up on their follower’s dashboards, thereby making it more likely for someone to encounter it when they didn’t want to.
So really, with all of the alleged concern for safety and “protecting the children,” all they’ve done is make tumblr less safe for everyone. Typical.
You’d asked him to leave you alone but you heard the door unlock close to midnight. Sy was the only one who had a key so you knew that it was him. You wanted to roll over and not engage in conversation at this hour because you were too emotional, but a loud crash caused you to sit up quickly. Your heart started to race and for a minute you had flashbacks of being a child and witnessing a break in at your family home.
“Sugar it’s just me”.
You breathed a sigh of relief when you heard Sy’s voice. You got out of bed and turned the nightlight on before walking down the hallway. You had to do a double take when you saw Sy slumped down against the front door clutching a pile of books that he’d obviously knocked over from the side table. And yes he was drunk.
“Sy”. You knelt down next to him and took the books out of his hands.
“Baby .. whatcha doing awake?” Sy slurred.
“You bloody well woke me up. Sy you’re drunk!”
“I’m not drunk Sugar”. Sy grinned. “Maybe a bit drunk”.
“Tell me you didn’t drive!”
“Drive? Nah I didn’t drive .. I can’t even walk!” Sy laughed then closed his eyes. His hands rubbed at your bare thighs as his fingers played with the hem of his t shirt that you wear wearing.
“How am I going to get you to bed you stupid man? I can’t lift you off the bloody floor!” You pushed at Sy’s shoulders until he opened his eyes.
“You can lift me”. He closed them again, slurring his speech. “You can take me to bed and .. have your way with me”.
“Idiot”. You huffed as you got to your feet. You marched into the spare room and grabbed a blanket and a few pillows. You lay them next to the door before Sy glanced at you then lay down without a word. You knelt at his feet and tugged his boots off then pulled his phone, wallet and keys out his pocket and tossed them onto the corner table.
“Sorry baby”. Sy muttered. You were still angry but you couldn’t help but stroke his face. He was mumbling something but you couldn’t make out what he was saying. You lent in closer.
“Didn’t love her .. didn’t even buy her the you know .. goes on here”. Sy was gesturing to his finger. What? He didn’t love her or buy her a ring? Wait .. didn’t he give her his mother’s ring? How on earth do you get engaged to someone you don’t love? You knew he was drunk but you also knew that alcohol for some was like a truth serum.
“You didn’t love her?”
“Nope”. Sy had his eyes shut.
“We’ll talk tomorrow”. You felt bad trying to pry information out of him in this state. You got up and headed over to the couch and lay down facing where Sy was sprawled out.
“But you ..” Sy pointed at you, his speech slurred. “You have my heart .. and I told you yeah? I told you that I loved ya”.
You chewed on your bottom lip as you watched Sy close his eyes. You stared at him and in a few minutes he was snoring. You slowly got up from the sofa and laid down next to him as you tucked a pillow under your stomach. Sy’s hands reached for you and pulled you into his chest. You knew you’d pay for sleeping on the floor in the morning, but you couldn’t leave him alone.
You woke up feeling stiff and sore. You rubbed at your neck before noticing Sy was looking at you. He was awake.
“Why are we on the floor Sugar?”
“You were drunk. You collapsed here and I couldn’t move you”. You sat up slowly.
“Shit”. Sy rubbed his head. “I’m sorry love”.
“It’s ok. I was the idiot who slept next to you”.
“Are you ok?” Sy rubbed your arm then touched your stomach.
“Not the best thing to do when you’re seven months pregnant”. You shook your head. “I should have left your ass down here by yourself”.
“You still mad?” Sy rubbed his eyes. “I got a fucking killer headache”.
“Your fault. And no I’m not mad at you, just a bit hurt”. You sighed. “I feel like you can’t open up to me. I hate that Sy”.
“I’m sorry. I want to tell you ok?” Sy got up slowly and moved to help you up. “Can I shower and have a coffee first?”
“Ok”.
“Shower with me? Just a shower, nothing else babe. Let me take care if you”.
You were still a bit mad but truth was you needed a shower and the thought of Sy washing your hair like he did was making it tempting.
“No sex Sy. I’m not in the mood”.
“No sex”. Sy took your hand and led you into the bathroom where he proceeded to wash every inch of you. As he knelt down on the floor of the shower, washing your legs he suddenly bought his lips to your knee.
“I’m sorry .. so sorry”. One, two, three kisses to your skin. Al long and drawn out, eyes looking up at you. “Im not good at this stuff .. talking bout things. Emotions and shit”.
“Sy I just want to know you. All of you”.
“You have all of me”. Sy smirked.
“That’s not what I mean”.
“I know love”. Sy stood up and you had to admire that even hungover, he was beyond any fantasy you’d ever had. You couldn’t believe You got this guy. “I’ve known her since we were kids. Never really liked her but she was always easy and .. a guy has needs”.
“Right” I rolled my eyes as his hands circled my waist.
“I came back from duty one time completely shattered. I just .. wanted a life. Someone to be there for me. And while it was casual for me, she couldn’t let go. I felt fucking guilty because I knew I was using her. I was messed up and one night my mother suggested I settle down and fuck .. I had too much to drink, next thing my mother gave me her ring and …”
“So this wasn’t some romance?”
“Fuck no! A bad decision, built on my own selfishness and guilt”. Sy paused. “My mother’s ring … it’s god awful but she said yes”.
“How long were you engaged?”
“A few months? 4 or 5?” Sy pushed some hair behind my ear. “Felt even worse ending it. I was an asshole to her”.
“Hmmm sounds like you were, but I kind of get where you were coming from. Wanting a life .. needing someone”.
“I just felt like shit when we brushed over the subject. I know marriage means something to you .. it should mean something to everyone. I just thought if I told you about Jessica.. well”.
“You thought I’d assume it meant nothing to you?”
“Yeah”. Sy sighed. “I’m really shit at this stuff Sugar. Considering other people’s feelings, I’m just…I’ve never had to think like this before”.
“I know”. You touched Sy’s face. “Look I just need to process things ok? Thank you for talking to me. I know it’s not something that comes easy to you”. You paused and took a deep breath. “Sy .. your mother … I think what she did last night was horrible. She set that up. The whole running into Jessica ..”
“I’ve thought that too. I spoke with Jessica though and she told me that she did run into us. She was having dinner with a few of her work colleagues”.
“Sy you believe that?” You rolled your eyes. “I think her and your mum orchestrated the whole thing”.
“I can see how youd think that Sugar but Jessica is an open book, I know that much”
“Sy!”
“Love”. Sy stood up letting the water wash over his face. “I know how my mother can be but Jessica assured me. That’s not to say that my mother didn’t stir the pot ok?”
You stood there dumbfounded. Was it just a coincidence? Why would Jessica cover it up? You felt unsettled by the whole situation, but you also realised that everyone was insignificant when it came to your relationship with Sy. You had to work on that first.
“Ok”. Your hands rested on your stomach as your baby kicked. Sy’s hands covered yours.
“He’s busy”. Sy smiled softly as he touched your stomach softly.
“I think he’s as stressed as I am to be honest. He’s been moving around a lot today”.
“I’m sorry love. You forgive me?” Sy kissed your forehead. “I should have communicated with you. I promise I’m an open book from now on”.
“I’ll hold you to that”.
Sy kissed your lips softly. He was so tentative compared to normal and you knew it was because of the situation. He didn’t want to push too far.
“You can kiss me you know”. You smirked.
“Yeah?” Sy moved you until your back pressed against the cold tiles. He made good on his promise and kissed you thoroughly, his tongue was making you almost forget your no sex vow as it moved in and out of your mouth almost imitating the act. “No sex right?”
“Nope”.
“I so wanna fuck you right now Sugar”.
You knew. He was hot, hard and pressed up against you. But sex right now wouldn’t have been a good idea. You still needed to think.
“Well you’ll just have to wait”.
“Jesus”. Sy pulled back in frustration and gave you a smirk. “You want me to help you out? I uh .. have a situation”
You laughed knowing that he was going to jerk off in the shower, but you also knew the poor guy needed some relief.
“I might need to do the same” You teased as you pushed back the shower door and grabbed a towel. You noticed Sy’s mouth drop open but you pretended not to notice. But his hand quickly caught your wrist.
“You are joking right?”
“No”
“Sugar”. Sy’s mouth was near your ear. “Now I don’t mind my woman pleasuring herself when I’m away .. but when I’m here it’s my job”.
“Ok ok enough ..” you laughed as you wrapped the towel around you. “I’m kidding Sy. But you on the other hand ..”.
“Could use a hand? Your hand?” Sy looked at you desperately and you almost felt bad.
“You’ll live Captain”. You paused. “Trust me, you’ll want me more later”.
“If you weren’t pregnant I’d spank you”.
“Spank me?” You laughed as you closed the shower door. “I’d like to see that!”
You changed into a pair of leggings and a t shirt, brushed your hair and headed into the kitchen. Coffee was brewing and you were thankful for the leftover breakfast frittata that you had in the fridge. You heated it up and made some toast when you heard a knock on the door. You wiped your hands on the towel and headed over to check who it was.
Sy’s mother. Fucking great.
“Louisa”. You stood in the doorway with no intention of letting her in. “Come to create more drama?”
“Dear I just wanted to talk ..”
“Why? Games not enough for you?”
“I had no idea that ..”
“Bullshit!” You were furious. You saw straight through this woman. “You might be able to convince Sy that last night was all a coincidence but not me! I’m not some woman that gets walked on so save your breath!”
“Now you listen here girlie!” Sy’s mother pointed a manicured finger close to your face. “I know what you are. You’re trying to trap my son! God knows if this child is even his! And I as his mother won’t allow it! I did what I had to do! And it was easy! Money talks …but you wouldn’t have a clue about that would you?”
“Oh my god!” You swatted her finger away as she gasped. “I knew you were guilty! How could you stoop so low? You PAID Jessica off to cause that drama the other night!”.
“I did what I needed to do to protect my boy!” Sy’s mother glared at you.
“Your boy? Sy is a grown man for gods sake!”
“You are a little bitch!” Sy’s mother grabbed at your shoulders. You were just about to contemplate messing up her perfectly styled hair when Sy’s voice made you jump.
“GET YOUR HANDS OF HER!”
At first you wondered if Sy was angry at you. After all you were presently shaking his mother. But no, Sy was fuming at the one woman who was meant to be on his side.
“Noah! This girl is …”
“I heard you! I fucking heard you!” Sy grabbed his mother and spun her around so quickly that she momentarily lost her balance. “Get out! I’m goddam tired of your bullshit! I’m not someone you can manipulate! I’m meant to be your son!”
“I’m your mother! Your family!” Sy’s mother stood at the door screaming.
“Family?” Sy laughed.”fucking hell .. no mother this right here is my family and I’m going to protect them from this shit ok? Now leave!” Sy wrapped an arm around you and you both watched as Sy’s mother processed what was being said to her.
“Noah!”
“I said leave! You lied to me .. told me that you just bumped into Jessica! Fuck she lied to me too”. Sy gritted his teeth. “Can’t you see how messed up this is? This is my goddam life mother!”.
“Noah!”
“Just go”. Sy pointed at the door. “Please just go”.
“Fine I’ll leave! But when this all falls apart don’t you dare come to me!”
“Who says it will fall apart?” Sy glared at his mother until she closed the door behind her. “Fucking hell”.
“Sy I’m sorry”. You turned to him.
“Don’t Sugar. You were right”.
“But she’s your mum. I don’t feel good watching you get hurt”. You hugged him close.
“I know. That’s why I love ya”. Sy cupped your face.
You smiled before capturing his lips with yours. You opened your mouth to deepen this kiss and heard him groan as his tongue found yours. You pulled away and laughed as your baby kicked hard against your belly causing Sy to jump.
“Jesus!” Sy touched your stomach. “Am I seriously already getting cock blocked?”
“He’s been kicking me like crazy today. Think my stress levels are high”. You kissed Sy again and relaxed as he leaned down to rest his chin on the top of your head. “Are you ok?”
“About not getting any?” Sy laughed.
“No silly! About what just happened. Are you ok? She’s still your mum Sy”.
“I’m ok love. I should have listened to you ..guess I just didn’t want to believe that she’d do something like that. Even Jessica .. money talks right?”
“I love you Sy. I really truly love you”. You watched as he moved back to look at you. His eyes searched yours.
