My opinion on the meaning of “I win” using previews chapter’s info
Yes, I’m still not over it.
Before anything I believe that whatever Sangwoo does or says is entirely for himself. Bum is just someone Sangwoo uses for his own benefit and what not.Â
First: I believe that Dream Sangwoo is how he looked like when he was able to kill his parents. I don’t know if he was abused sexually by his mother, but at least we can tell that the mother didn’t stop the father from abusing both of them. That makes me think that the “Is mom disgusting part” might mean that mom was abusive with Sangwoo the way the father was with her. This can mean sexually or not, but the fact is that the mother scares the fuck out of Sangwoo. And Sangwoo looks like he just came out of the military (hairstyle), meaning he’s fit and stuff. Â
This is just to know time.Â
Second: I think Sangwoo wants to be able to treat his mom/Bum nicely and stand up for himself at the same time. Something like “I’m above you because I can hurt you, but I’m also better than dad so I won’t”
This is me thinking that Sangwoo needs for some reason to treat his surroundings differently, maybe because of the cop issue. He’s smart so he wont make the same mistake twice, the mistake (i believe) was treating Bum roughly giving him a lot of reasons to betray/want to run away from/using his brain to leave Sangwoo.
Third: When Sangwoo refuses to go down on Bum I definitely saw that he wasn’t comfortable with it and actually made me feel relieved that he said no, he shouldn’t force himself just to please someone else. The thing here is that he’s not pleasing someone else or Bum or whatever, everything is for his own sake. He’s trying to show to Bum that he can be “good”, that he’s exactly how Bum imagined he is, but also wont do things he finds too much.
By saying stuff like “I don’t wanna be mean to you” or “I don’t wanna say bad things to you” That’s him trying to prove to Bum that he’s a “nice guy”. It’s super shady though, it’s like if you asked someone “How do I look?” “Oh, I don’t know I don’t wanna say anything mean.” Like ??? So Sangwoo is using this way to treat Bum, who is a social retard (quote from Mean Girls), in a “nice” way. With the goal of making Bum think they’re okay when in reality Sangwoo will know what to say or how to treat Bum, so Bum would think Sangwoo is changed and being nice. For example, if Sangwoo wanted to make Bum kill someone he could be like “Oh, but I took you to the amusement park, I guess that meant nothing to you” That kind of bullshit.Â
Anyways back to Sangwoo. He’s proving himself that he can get away with things by not being aggressive. That’s important because he has said that he doesn’t want to become like his father.
Dream Sangwoo feared to stop his mother and the only way he was able to do it was by killing her. In this season Sangwoo is using Bum to come over with his mommie issues right? Soooo...
The “I win” means he stood up for himself against his mom, he won because he’s not his father, andddd this means he we won over Bum’s “heart” or brains by manipulating him into thinking that Sangwoo is up to treat him nicely and can behave like Fantasy Sangwoo. He’ll know how to control Bum and use him in the future for his own benefit.Â
Picture this: The police find the bodies and Sangwoo has a weird cousin who might be a little too obsessed with Sangwoo, so obsessed he doest want anyone near him and who will probably go for Sangwoo next.
SO SORRY for being so messy, but yeah what do you guys think? I’m dying here.Â
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