knowing you have a time limit with someone you love is a whole different type of pain. suddenly every moment with them is ten times more important and you feel like youāre wasting every second youāre not with them because soon those moments spent in each otherās arms will become rare and far between. you wonāt be able to sleep next to them every night, even though they hog the entire bed and half the time you wake up with an arm in your face youāll miss it every single night. i wish you didnāt have to leave...
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