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AF 4 days early last month 3 days late etc is going on with my body?

Oh yeah & 2 pregnancy announcements for baby #2 on fb today...great

Idk I can't help but feel maybe I'm not a good enough mom/woman/wife to have another & I should be grateful just to have 1, which I am

I just don't want my baby to grow up alone, somebody to play with...give them comfort when one day im gone...its part of life

#ttc #ttc baby 2

Yesterday CD 1

Oddly really ok about it. Figured it's too soon anyways.

stonecrop

I’m both pro herbal medicine and pro vaccination because you can treat burns with aloe vera juice and sore throats with lavender infused honey but you can’t rid a country of polio with plants.

made-of-love-and-stars

THIS.

tr4shpandaa

Don’t forget kids, jewelweed is a natural counteragent to poison ivy rashes but it won’t do shit against whooping cough

dovewithscales

Mint for nausea, valerian and chamomile for sleep, antibiotics for fucking infections.

just-mythyk

educational and salty. i like it.

Ttc baby #2 things

Day 33 of a normally 29day cycle

BFN still no signs or symptoms of period

But no signs or symptoms of pregnancy either

Idk at this point either way I'm ok with it I just wanna know what's going on with my body

& is there possibly something wrong with me? I've never had irregular periods before so idk

TTC #2

Symptom spotting it's CD32

AF due tommorow according to the app

Oddly calm don't want to get to excited and get my hopes up

Also while I want another baby and close in age so they can play together etc..Im really worried how I'll handle 2 under 2 by myself (I have my husband but He s fulltime work full time back at school) so right now I'm full time mommy and home keeper

As it is I think I'm doing alright, but I really need and want to be more organized with everything making and sticky to a schedule for sleeping cleaning cooking etc...

Right now I'm just winging it..and baby is fine. Although her personality and bossyness is coming though.

Idk what the future may hold

#ttc baby 2 #ttc over 30 #2 under 2

Baby stuffs & ttc #2

So today I'm excited the highlight of my day is waiting for the ups truck to get here with the large playmat mat I bought on amazon so baby can start crawling and have a cushioned place to play on.

Currently we're ttc baby #2, we want our kids close in age. But honestly idk I mean of course I want more children and I'm ready and way more prepared mentally for it. But knowing I have no help. I will SAHM sole care taker of 2 under 2 in a 1 bedroom apartment. I mean we will probably move. But I have no family I can count on for help. And he works 6days a week plus school fulltime. It's just us against the world. My part is to hold down the fort at home I get it I do. But if a lot of times I felt overwhelmed imagine with 2. Idk I guess it'll happen when it happens..either way we're getting fertility vitamins like last time.

stunningpicture

So proud of my mother for doing her own research after I sent her that meme. A sign she hung in her car window.

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Stay woke

pual1010-deactivated20150723

Is this true?

mallninjacode-deactivated201812

Not only is it true, it gets worse. The Susan G Komen For The Cure Foundation has actually successfully sued “competing” charities, because (paraphrasing) their “message or branding was infringing.”

You read that correctly: they took money that people had donated to cure cancer, and hired attorneys with it, to sue ANOTHER group of people trying to find a cure for cancer, who, in turn, had to us their donated money to hire their own legal counsel to defend themselves.

redbloodedamerica

spacemohawks

Yeah signal boost because not enough people know about this and seriously FUCK SUSAN G. KOMEN THEY ARE THE ACTUAL WORST

beanmom

Some links…

http://thinkbeforeyoupink.org/

http://www.somethingawful.com/feature-articles/for-the-cure/

http://thestir.cafemom.com/in_the_news/132728/susan_g_komen_foundation_has

(reblogged in honor of my mother, who died of breast cancer, 11/13/97)

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Reblog every time I see it. Roughly once a month.

blockmind

Also please never forget the pink fracking drill bit

that’s right fracking you know, a process using chemicals known to cause cancer that leech into the water supply

http://www.triplepundit.com/2014/10/baker-hughes-fights-breast-cancer-pink-fracking-drill-bits/

http://www.nbcnews.com/health/cancer/pink-drill-bits-bring-complaints-komen-tie-fracking-n223166

alexithymia42

It’s that time of year again, please remember Komen is the actual worst

sofia-ciel

Komen For The Cure is pretty much awful.

imaginarycircus

My mother died in 1996 from breast cancer. Most cancer charities are scams, in that people throw fancy parties and get rich off them and very little money goes into research or support for patients. Here are some vetted cancer charities that get good scores on Charity Navigator and pay medical expenses or fund research:

Breast Cancer Research Foundation

Cancer Research Institute

Dana-Farber Cancer Institute

63 four star rated cancer charities on charity navigator

spacey-sandwich

Signal boosting this

emmalily

Reblogging from myself because it’s October now

thealfaguy

mrsaries

Exactly what we're doing

And to be honest it's kinda weird for me bc I'm like so regular families function like...lets do that....that never occurred to me...i was never exposed to normal behavior

mental-health-recovery

You’re not reading this by accident.

Everything is going to be okay.

Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before.

You’ve been this uncomfortable, anxious and scared, and you survived.

Close your eyes and feel the universe within you making a way for you right now.

Celebrate the small victories

Victory : I showered and shaved today with the baby in the bathroom staring at me lol but I did get to shower.

She's super attached to me and normally I can't even shower without her noticing my absence. Normally I'd have my husband distract/look after her while I take a quick shower.

I'm definitely gonna shave more often, it makes me feel better about myself it's the little things.

Also looking forward next month to my friends wedding my mil is babysitting not overnight as I was hoping to get 1 adult night alone and sleep with my husband. But atleast there's a trust worthy babysitter so we can attend.

#sahm

omghotmemes

Show some respect, people.

your-naked-magic-oh-dear-lord

THANK YOU

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The story of Balto is interesting. He led a team of sled dogs across the Alaskan wilderness in the dead of winter with diphtheria antitoxins to stop an outbreak in Nenana Alaska. Diphtheria is a deadly infectious disease that could wipe out a third of a town’s population. It is mostly unknown to the public today because of vaccines. Balto’s body is preserved in the Cleveland Museum of Natural History.

your-naked-magic-oh-dear-lord

He’s a big hero of mine!

pugcrumbs

Let’s not forget Togo! Who, at 12 years old during the serum run, lead his team 200 miles through much more dangerous conditions during the first leg of the journey before Balto ran the last 55-mile stretch.

space-buns

Togo and Balto didn’t bust their asses for dying children for you to turn around and not vaccinate your damn kids

Almost 8 months postpartum

Life is so much better. I'm a SAHM. I aim for doing 2 or 3 extra things a day as a way to get my apartment in order. I have to say it's working and it makes me feel like I've accomplished something.

Note* some depression is so severe that even the smallest thing is a huge victory taking a shower getting out of bed. Making all the meals for the day and cleaning up after. Feeding, dispersing, disinfecting bottles daily etc...

I've been doing all of that and celebrating every tiny victory. Today my mil came over and I was able to wash my hair victory. Today I had leftovers so I didn't have to make dinner victory. Tommorow I have planned what I'm cooking for lunch/dinner victory.

Believe it or not one of the highlights of the week is grocery shopping. Already made my list for Aldi's and I'm buying all the things lol. No seriously I'm getting super creative with what we have left its time to restock on groceries. And now that I never post actual pictures of myself or family. Here's one of me and my little one so you meet her❤