tangerine eater

20s. enjoys tumblr and life is strange a normal amount. MDNI

[msdk-00]

While you were away Stinky busted his sad snail pussy at the strip club for a lousy 60 coins in tips

[msdk-00]

wahhhh why do i struggle with everything i just wanna feel normal. and be good at things. i always forget and don't understand things other people dont struggle with. and recently so many of my classes have been going bad because my lessons suck bc i misjudge their levels or what would be effective or fun. and im not charismatic and im not good at explaining things. it makes me wanna quit but everything is hard to me and i need to work to live. but i feel so embarrassed and ashamed all the time and it makes me sick to my stomach and unable to do things and i feel like im going to cry. i always seem to do every awkward thing in a social interaction, nothing ever goes smoothly. i try to accept its ok that people see me as weird or strange and that im not so good at things that should be fairly easy but i really feel miserable about it and dont know what 2 do. it's in the nature of my job to talk in front of people and be social and yet i feel like the more i do it the worse i get and the more i solidify my belief i will never b human!!!! like im building a case to myself that i just should isolate myself even though i know logically i shouldn't. but emotionally im overwhelmed and feel so stupid and incompetent and awkward and it seems like everyone sees me as rude and strange bc i don't say or do things in the right way even when i push myself so hard to try to be friendly and normal. which makes me believe im just an innately bad person ouaghhhh

[msdk-00]

no it's fine i got about 2 and a half hours of sleep. i'm sure this won't have any negative consequences on my mood memory and ability to effectively work today

[snug-gyu]

troublemaker for @mingiblr

[kangsyeosang]

[msdk-00]

they should create a job where you have zero interaction with others and you get to sort things while you listen to music or youtube videos and you work 3 days a week and you make enough to travel and live well.

[msdk-00]

i would be beyond flattered to have a girl hit on me/imply attraction to me which makes me come to the conclusion i should probably also hit on girls as well but the possibility of rejection torments me. which i must get over in general but

[machinot]

I would take a job pushing the Sisyphus rock if it paid 20 an hour and I could wear my headphones

[panestates]

BEAN HIP CAFE? FROM VICTORIA CHASE'S ROOM?

[essily]

imagine if life is strange was in 2025 nathan would be so insufferable about anyone who joked about charlie kirk dying

[revengehorse]

i replayed true colors

[mrshfield]

it's nice rachel we're having

[fishpondfish]

not everything is getting worse. at least you don't hear high hopes by panic at the disco every day anymore

[innerchildabortionclinic]

interesting kink assortment on the dash

[gremlininho]

let me. innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

[msdk-00]

shout out to the shirtless guys in the back of the standing area at the psy concert yesterday who were straight dancing and grinding on each other. getting supa gay widdit at the psy concert was not an option i even considered

[msdk-00]

tried 미숫가루 again for the 3rd time in my life and i have to accept i was blinded by my joy of playing fun board games with a new friend when i tried it in 2023 and thought i liked it