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While you were away Stinky busted his sad snail pussy at the strip club for a lousy 60 coins in tips

combine them all and you get me

i'm so entirely randy bradley but who will be the benson who comes and saves me + gets homoerotic with me at the same time

ONE PRRSON ON TIKTOK WHO EDITS HER SHIP OF JOSH N CONNOR WHERE JOSH BETRAYS MARKUS' CAUSE FOR MACHINE CONNOR.... AND HER EDIT OF THEM TO JUDAS BY GAGA.... HELLO

wahhhh why do i struggle with everything i just wanna feel normal. and be good at things. i always forget and don't understand things other people dont struggle with. and recently so many of my classes have been going bad because my lessons suck bc i misjudge their levels or what would be effective or fun. and im not charismatic and im not good at explaining things. it makes me wanna quit but everything is hard to me and i need to work to live. but i feel so embarrassed and ashamed all the time and it makes me sick to my stomach and unable to do things and i feel like im going to cry. i always seem to do every awkward thing in a social interaction, nothing ever goes smoothly. i try to accept its ok that people see me as weird or strange and that im not so good at things that should be fairly easy but i really feel miserable about it and dont know what 2 do. it's in the nature of my job to talk in front of people and be social and yet i feel like the more i do it the worse i get and the more i solidify my belief i will never b human!!!! like im building a case to myself that i just should isolate myself even though i know logically i shouldn't. but emotionally im overwhelmed and feel so stupid and incompetent and awkward and it seems like everyone sees me as rude and strange bc i don't say or do things in the right way even when i push myself so hard to try to be friendly and normal. which makes me believe im just an innately bad person ouaghhhh

#why is everything so hard for me!!!!!

no it's fine i got about 2 and a half hours of sleep. i'm sure this won't have any negative consequences on my mood memory and ability to effectively work today

snug-gyu

troublemaker for @mingiblr

kangsyeosang

#troublemaker you will always be one of the best songs an idol can cover

they should create a job where you have zero interaction with others and you get to sort things while you listen to music or youtube videos and you work 3 days a week and you make enough to travel and live well.

#i've never had a job that i feel like im good at and that doesnt bring me so much stress and anxiety #but i think thats because of my personality #i just want to sort things in a dimly lit room in silence with no one around #not beating the autism allegations with this one

i would be beyond flattered to have a girl hit on me/imply attraction to me which makes me come to the conclusion i should probably also hit on girls as well but the possibility of rejection torments me. which i must get over in general but