As Iâm finishing up my first year of my Masters in Music Education, we were asked to write and present a âThis I Believeâ speech. I wanted to share mine with you because I think some people may feel the same way, and because as hard as this was (there were tears), Iâm actually proud of this.
This assignment is probably one of the most difficult things Iâve ever written. Even now I feel like Iâm doing everything wrong.
Iâm not sure I really know how to explain my philosophy of music education with wordsâŠ
I donât like talking about beliefs. Â I like facts, logic, and reason. Â I like things that can be explained and supported. Â Beliefs imply trust, often in things that canât be explained or are unsupported, which is something I have difficulty doing, and in some cases I am still not convinced. Â It also implies Emotions, which are difficult, messy things that cloud judgement, but we have them all the same. All that being said, and against my better judgement, I do have some core beliefs.
So first and foremost, I believe in people. Â I believe in humanity, even though the world right now seems to enjoy testing me on that. Â I believe that people have value and that everyone can learn and grow towards a common goal of wellbeing in society.
I believe that humans are fluid.  Iâm a different person now than I was 5 years ago, 10 years agoâŠ
I believe everyone, regardless of socioeconomic status, race, gender, sexuality, religion, etc. has the right to be treated equitably under the law and in our schools. Â No one should be denied access to opportunities based on the things they cannot control.
I believe some things will never change. Â History repeats itself. Â Power structures are in place whether we acknowledge them or not, and keeping the status quo is way more comfortable than the unknown.
However, that doesnât mean I believe we canât make things better.
My mom had a mantra she would say to us growing up. âBetter than it wasâ.  She liked to tell us that her mantra used to be âPractically Perfect in Every Wayâ, but then she had kids.  So it had to change.  I remember once she was upstairs cleaning her bathroom and we could hear her chanting to herself, âBetter than it was. Better than it wasâ.  She usually used it as a backhanded compliment about how we cleaned our rooms, but the sentiment remained; if you do something, it will get better. Just because something isnât going to work out entirely in your favor doesnât mean you shouldnât do it.  On the contrary, it means we need to do more. Â
I believe change is hard. Itâs frustrating. Itâs beating your head against the wall. Itâs not knowing how to explain to someone that they should care about other people. Â Itâs a million times easier to do nothing than it is to do something.
I believe in self-preservation. Â Itâs a hard line to toe, being a teacher and valuing self-preservation. Â Vulnerability is at the forefront of our profession, and itâs important to model to our students. Â However, self-care is also important. Â I canât be vulnerable all the time. Â It hurts too much. Â I need to take a step back and acknowledge that itâs okay to take a break. Â Teacher burnout is a real thing, and I canât advocate for students if Iâm not in the classroom.
I believe in celebrating small victories. Â Something Iâve come to acknowledge in the past few years (though Iâm still working to accept and embrace it) is that I will never be perfect. Â Â We are our own worst critics, and things will never be fixed overnight. Â Every step we take in the right direction is a small victory, and it is enough. Â My personal mantra switch from âPractically Perfectâ to âBetter than it wasâ is a work in progress.
I believe in education. As cliche as it sounds, I believe that children are our future. Â Education allows us to challenge our ways of thinking and be critical with our perceptions and beliefs. Â It gives us the tools to grow and allows us to walk before we run.
I believe in music. A language that connects all generations, cultures, and people, whether they understand what is being said or not.
And I believe in music education. Music is the vehicle I use on my road of life, and many students feel that way too. Â It is where they can be themselves, where they can truly express who they are and what they feel. Â Where they can make mistakes and learn and grow and be a part of a family that accepts them for them. Â I believe in music education because I believe in people and the way that music brings them together towards a common goal. Â I believe in music education.
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