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+martyna. 5th year med student everything I post is my own

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march 26th // 15:43 neuro neuro neuro this is not my forte neurology is hard especially when you never had a proper neuroanatomy class thanks pums 2 weeks until the nbme wish me luck pals!!

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meg-of-spades and I went hiking in some caves and things and we only lost the path once big shoutout to her for taking aesthetic pictures of me while I pretended not to look ily

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february 1st // 10:00 two days until the obgyn nbme the stress is so real but i’m sticking with it doing uworld and praying it sticks

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i think it’s time to revive this blog i’ve been having some problems with motivation which has kept me away (kinda hard to post cute study stuff if you’re not studying as much as you should be) but i think i’m ready to get back on it wish me luck friends!!

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december 26 // 17:03 just bc it's break doesn't mean i get to stop studying (don't think the anxiety would let me stop for too long lol) the best thing about being home is the desk space and extra computer like look how much space this is mental (complained to my dad about poor lighting and he brought out three lamps thanks dad)

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November 23rd // 20:03 it's been ages since i posted here oops 4th year is here and i am so tired it's amazing to finally be having classes in hospitals and to see patients and things that feel relevant reviewing some ecgs and murmurs for friday's test pray for me

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April 23rd // 13:23 hey what's up its been a while literally tho it's been 2 months since I last posted but not 2 months since I've studied no sir no breaks for me had my last official class of 3rd year yesterday now only 2 months of Kaplan course and mad studying for the CBS but first gotta pass the patho nbme

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Hi, I'm fairly new to your blog and im sure you've been asked this before, but what type of college program do you go to? Before i think you had said that they pack premed and med in to 6 years or something along those lines, is there a name for that kind program or is it specific to your school? Thanks in advance <3

hi there! I go to a medical school in Poznań that has 2 different English med programs, the 4MD which is the one you can take after premed, and the 6MD which is my program that like you said wraps premed and med into 6 years, it's the one you can do straight out of high school. the 6MD program is the same as how they do university here in Poland for Polish students too. hope this helped :)

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you're studying in english?

yeah I'm in an english 6 year med program in Poland :)

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February 23rd // 14:53 hello again been a while since I've posted soz long study today feat. kaplan pharm I love feeling like I understand things☺️

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watercolor-trees -> mudbloodstudies

keeping it within my brand ay

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sup im gryffindor af

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January 19 // 18:29 final stretch before the physio nbme on saturday just wish I didn't have pediatrics from 8 to 15:30 everyday this week

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I’m smiling, but really I’m dead inside bc this class is 8 hours long

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me: is studying to be a doctor

also me: has been sick for a month and won't go see a doctor

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okay im gonna talk about dumb med school things disregard

im doing kaplan videos for physiology and this fucking lecturer almost gave me a panic attack bc he wouldn’t shut up about how fucked you’re going to be if you fail the usmle and how you won’t get residency like im already so fucking scared bc i don’t study in the states and they don’t like international diplomas for residency so that’ll be hard anyway what the fuck im probably gonna end up delaying the step 1 bc there’s no way i can see myself being ready in august to take this monster and i think the stress and anxiety would literally hospitalize me why can’t i be au!martyna that just works in a coffee shop and reads books and makes music bye

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January 2nd // 13:52 it’s been a nice break but I need to finish these Kaplan videos before I get back physio nbme on the 23rd ahhhhhh got a massive pot of freshly brewed coffee lets do this