in honor of hitting 1,000 followers i’ve decided to do a drabble game (kinda?) i’m happy to write for any idol but i fear we all see my strong suit is ateez!!
i’m also lacking ideas to make my own list but u found this beautiful list of fluff drabble prompts from @fawndrip you can send here
or this list of smutty prompts from @loveisanimaginarydagger3000 here!
thank you to all 1,000 of you that are here!! and a big thank you to Altair and Aeris!!!
ღ pairing: attorney! lim jaebeom x stenographer! reader, jb x afab!reader
ღ word count: 7k
ღ genre: smut
ღ rating: nsfw mdni
ღ warnings: first date hookup, tipsy sex, unprotected sex (wrap up), dom!jayb, creampie, teasing, cursing,
ღ networks: @k-vanity
ღ authors note: A HUGEEE thank you to @seokgyuu for beta reading!! and a thank you to @lovetaroandtaemin for the banner!!
I tried to put as much research as i could find into this ㅠㅡㅠ If something isn’t 100% I apologize please ignore it!!
ღ summary: lawyers were off limits. you had to tell yourself that after you were too amazed by Park Jinyoung. He left you with nothing but a heartbreak and distaste for your job afterwards. But once you walked into court one morning and caught a glimpse of Lim Jaebeom, the new pro bono lawyer. Your eyes couldn’t be removed from him.
You checked the time on your watch. Tapping your foot anxiously in the crowd of people who are waiting for their morning cup of coffee as well. You heard your name and quickly managed to move around people until you could grab your cup. You thanked the barista before running out,the cold breeze burning your cheeks. You knew it was probably a bad idea to stop for coffee before work, but you needed it. You didn't know what you were in for every day you went in, but some little voice in the back of your head convinced you it was worth stopping for a quick drink.
You tapped the button on the crosswalk, waiting for that little white icon to pull up. You finally took a sip of your drink,the warmth slowly reaching your insides. You had to drink as much as you could now since you had to go through security once you arrived at the courthouse. You quickly crossed the street, your heels clacking against the pavement as you walked into the courthouse. You quickly drank what you could before throwing out your cup.
"Hey! Y/N, how are you today?" Jackson asked. He was always so friendly and easily one of the best faces to see when starting your day. "Good, how's it been here?" You questioned, placing your bag in the tote and taking off your belt before passing through the metal detector. "It's been slow; I don't think anything too big is going on today," He smiled, sliding your bin down so you could get your belongings. You whisked your belt on and grabbed your bag. "I'll see you when I leave!" You grinned at him before walking to the desk.
"Good morning," You smiled brightly at the clerk and showed your badge. "Good morning," Yunhee grumbled. You watched as she turned around after clicking on her computer for a few moments and handed you a manila folder. "Thank you," You took it carefully, putting your badge away. You quickly looked at the papers. "Okay, courtroom two," You nodded to yourself. You didn't want to spend too much time at the desk as Yunhee was clearly in a bad mood. You walked off, finding your courtroom.
You sat down in your chair, adjusting yourself to get comfortable and look at the case. "Oof, robbery again," You flipped through quickly, processing what you could before the court was in session. People slowly trickled in as you sat up, putting your folder away. You heard the sound of the briefcase hitting the table, and your eyes shifted that way. You stared at him for a moment, wondering why they let the defendant in so soon, especially without a lawyer. You kept studying him as he sat down, noticing the shine from his nose ring and the anti brow piercing in his cheek. He was beautiful. You couldn't think of another way to describe him.
You quickly looked away, not wanting to stare for too long. Instead you turned your focus onto the laptop in front of you, adjusting it to line up with the stenotype. Unable to help yourself, though, you looked over at the beautiful man once more, surprised to see another person sitting next to him. You watched as this gorgeous man pulled out a folder and began to talk with the woman beside him. Was he the attorney? Before you could even try to process the bailiff spoke up. "All rise," You stood up, adjusting the pencil skirt you were wearing, not wanting it to be a mini skirt as you stood.
The gavel quickly smacked down with a sharp movement. "You may be seated," Judge Choi spoke. "Good afternoon," He took a moment, reviewing the case in front of him. "This is the case of Mrs. Kang vs Mrs. Kim; as stated in front of me, Mrs. Kim is being accused of committing robbery in the third degree as claimed by Mrs. Kang." He cleared his throat. "Yes, your honor," You quickly began typing as the other attorney stood up. "For the record, my name is Kim Yugyeom. I am defending the plaintiff in this case," He looked around for a moment before continuing.
"Now, Mrs. Kang is saying that Mrs. Kim has stolen multiple pieces of her jewelry. All ranging from one hundred dollars to one thousand." He spoke, putting his folder on the desk before walking around. "Now, I'm sure the jury does not understand why they are present for such a case. However, this isn't Mrs. Kim's first accusation of stealing from the homes of those she works for," He fixed his jacket, buttoning it. "Mrs. Kang is in distress about this situation because it wasn't just replaceable pieces of jewelry, but it was family heirlooms," He was slowly pacing as he laid out the facts. You couldn't help but catch glimpses of that beautiful attorney waiting to speak from across the room.
Your eyes kept shifting over to him. Desperation seeping in, wanting to learn his name. You had to keep telling the part of your brain that was yearning to learn something about him that he would be no different outside of this room. Attorneys were always cold, arrogant, and narcissistic. It might have only been one experience from last year, but it was enough for you to swear off any lawyer or attorney. That's what was promised after the breakup; Park Jinyoung felt like a prime example of how lawyers act. No matter how hard it was you wanted to forget him, and it took a while but he was gone for the most part. Then he pushed back into your memories, and any thought about him was making your mind short-wire as you were merely admiring a stranger. Even if it was attempted you couldn’t stop the begging in your inner thoughts as you wanted to hear illicit words from his lips.
His sharp gaze was locked on Yugyeom; almost as if he was a predator watching his prey in front of him. His eyes never moved as he watched Yugyeom seeing where he was trying to lead. You snapped out of it as you heard the scrape of his chair as he sat back down. The impatient nerves were waiting to get their closure. He cleared his throat in a quick, sharp moment as you were almost on the edge of your seat. "For the record, my name is Lim Jaebeom, representing the defendant." He stayed seated as he spoke. Confidence in his aura. "Now my client is sitting here, being sued over a crime that never happened. Mrs. Kim has worked for Mrs. Kang for over five years. There has never been a complaint or an accusation such as this at all. Now, if I remember reading correctly. You keep your jewelry locked up, correct, Mrs. Kang?" He raised an eyebrow as he looked at her.
You watched as Yugyeom told her to stay quiet. "But as it is stated in words in front of all of us. Mrs. Kang says she locks her jewelry, and it is only unlocked when she is taking something out or putting something right back. Other than that, Mrs. Kang claims it is never unlocked, no matter the circumstances." Your eyes couldn't leave Jaebeom, the sharp gaze as he spoke his case. "If I could, Mrs. Kang. I would like to have you on the stand." He looked at her. Her eyes kept shifting to Yugyeom like a desperate cry for help.
You watched as she got up. She was younger, maybe mid-thirties at most; you could tell she was married to an older gentleman in the back. "Now, Mrs. Kang, that key to your jewelry box is on you at all times, correct?" Jaebeom questioned, making sure his plaintiff couldn't claim badgering. "Yes," Her voice was timid. The jury watched, seeing the way she seemed nervous and unsure of what to say. Jaebeom looked through a file which made everyone’s attention shift from Mrs. Kang to him.
Eyes from around the room were glued to Jaebeom, seeing where he was going as they listened to his strong voice that was as clear as day. "Now you seem to be a very routined person," He paced in front of her. "Why would you leave such an important item unlocked?" He paused his hands in the front pockets of his trousers. "I never do," She spoke quickly. "So how would Mrs. Kim be able to steal such important jewelry from you if it wasn't unlocked?" He shrugged, trying to play himself off.
You looked up and could see the panic in Mrs. Kang's eyes. "Maybe I forgot to put something away," She nodded, gulping. You heard a few members of the jury mumbling to themselves. "Right," He nodded, then looked up at the judge. "No more questions," He moved and sat back down in his chair. Mrs. Kang quickly moved away, almost embarrassed by her answers. You heard the chair drag on the floor briefly as Yugyeom stood up. "I would like to have Mrs. Kim take the stand," He looked at the judge as he nodded, giving him the go-ahead. You saw Jaebeom give her quick words of encouragement as she walked up and took her seat.
"Mrs. Kim, how long have you been working for the Kang family?" Yugyeom stared at her. You couldn't help but feel bad. She seemed as if she was older, maybe in her late sixties; she seemed so frail and upset about her accusations, almost like she was lost on what to do. "Five years," Her voice wasn't quiet but still soft. "And in those five years, have you had any issues with Mrs. Kang or her family?" He stood in front of her as she quickly shook her head. "No, never. I've always come in and taken care of their house and their children," She sounded hurt as she spoke. "Now, did you know where Mrs. Kang keeps her jewelry?" He was almost glaring at her, burning her with his eyes.
"I know she kept it somewhere in her closet, but she's always told me not to go in there, and I never did." She looked at Jaebeom as if needing a helping hand. "No further questions," Jaebeom spoke, his voice loud, making everyone look his way. His features were sharpening, and he was clearly frustrated by the redundant questions that Yugyeom was asking. Judge Choi nodded in favor of Jaebeom. She carefully got down before taking her seat next to Jaebeom. "Is this all of the evidence?" Judge Choi spoke up. Yugyeom nodded, his eyes shifting over to Jaebeom. "One more thing," Jaebeom looked at Judge Choi. Hoping he’d approve of him.
"I'll allow it," He nodded. "Mrs. Kang, can I have you take the stand one last time," He watched as she stood up and walked over, slowly taking her seat and adjusting her dress at the same time. "Now, Mrs. Kang, you use social media, right?" He looked at her. "Yes," She nodded. "Would you say Instagram is your most used?" He held his papers by his side. "Objection, relevance," Yugyeom called out. "Overruled," Judge Choi quickly retaliated. "Yes. I use it for my businesses." She nodded again, lost as to where he was going. "See, my client happened to come across one of those many live streams you do the other night." He placed the screenshot of her livestream in front of her. "What do you see here?"
His head cocked, almost like he was toying with her. "Just my product and a few other things," She stared at him, puzzled. "Mm," He hummed in agreement before inhaling. "See, that's what I thought at first, but then when you were showing how durable those containers are, I think you forgot that the jewelry that you have claimed Mrs. Kim has stolen was right there in the background." His finger tapped on the area he was talking about. "Oh, here's a zoomed-in one for you," He put another paper on top. Her cheeks began to burn a deep red color. Jaebeom walked away from her.
"See, that livestream was two nights ago, four weeks after you had accused Mrs. Kim of stealing that property from you. Which clearly is not the case that you are presenting before us." He gave Yugyeom a look as if saying checkmate before turning to look at the jury. Judge Choi quickly hit the gavel. "Case dismissed." He almost scoffed. Jaebeom quickly walked back over to shake his hand with Mrs. Kim. You were so entranced, still staring at him. "Y/N," Your name crept through your dazed state. "Yes?" You looked up to see Judge Choi looking at you. "Are you okay?" His eyebrow furrowed as you quickly nodded.
"Yes, your honor," You smiled before beginning to pack up your belongings. A faint blush on your cheeks for being called out as you stared. You grabbed your bag and walked out quickly. "Excuse me!" You heard the voice coming closer. The deep, rich voice of Jaebeom. "Oh. Hello," You smiled softly. "I noticed you were kinda staring at me," A slight smirk on his face. You pressed your lips together, trying to think of a justification to say quickly. "I mean, I kind of have to," You laughed awkwardly. "I mean, you didn't look too much at the other attorney." His head nodded in the direction of Yugyeom.
"Oh, it's just a subconscious thing." You nodded. "I was just teasing," He smiled softly. "You left this behind." He handed over your recorder. "Thank you," You sighed in relief as you didn't realize it got left behind. "Also, here's my number. Call me," He handed you a card as he flashed a smile before walking away. You looked at it quickly, then stuffed it in your bag. You took a deep breath and walked over to the clerk's desk. "Hello," You kept your bright smile. "Any other cases I have today?" You handed your badge over to the desk. You watched Yunhee as she took your ID slowly and swiped it. "Nope." Her voice was still flat. "Thank you," You walked away quickly, not wanting more of her cold shoulder.
"How was it?" Jackson called out as he saw you. "Not too bad. I know I'm required to be impartial, but I'm so glad the case turned out the way I was hoping," You nodded. "That's always good. Are there any more big things for you today?" He leaned against the wall as you shook your head. "Nope, I guess nothing else for me today, but oh well! I'll probably just go home and get cozy." You fixed the loose pieces of hair that had fallen from your ponytail. "Hey, still is better than being stuck in a courthouse all day." He chuckled as you nodded quickly. "Hey! There's my man!" He called out, removing himself from the wall. You couldn't help but turn to see who he was talking about.
"Hey! Y/N!" Jackson grinned. "This is Jaebeom! He's a new pro bono lawyer for our district," He smiled as you nodded slightly. "Nice to meet you; congratulations on winning your case, by the way," You stuck your hand out for him to shake. "Thank you," He nodded, carefully shaking your hand back, making sure not to squeeze too much. "Well, I'm gonna head home," You smiled at Jackson. "Have a good night, Ms. Y/N!" He called out as you walked out. "Miss?" Jaebeom questioned, watching as you walked out of the building. Jackson nodded. "Yeah, she's super sweet but reserved. I think she's a Miss; she hasn't corrected me or said much," He seemed lost in thought before Jaebeom nodded. "I'll see you around, Jackson,"
You stared at the card that Jaebeom handed you, engraving the phone number in your brain. One text wouldn't hurt. You picked up your phone and typed in the number.
Y/N: Congrats again on winning your case! I'm glad Mrs. Kim was proven innocent.
You put your phone down on the couch cushions next to you, before reaching behind you and taking the throw blanket that was folded neatly on the back of your couch. Grabbing it, you threw it on you,covering your body with as much as you could. The warmth of the blanket made you sigh in relief. You shut your eyes for a moment, opening them once you heard the vibration on your cushion. You pulled your arm out of the fleece and looked at your phone.
Attn. Jaebeom: Hey, Y/N. I'm assuming
Y/N: Sorry! I should've said that, but yes.
Attn. Jaebeom: I was wondering if you'd want to go out and get drinks? On me.
You bit the inside of your cheek. Weighing the pros and cons, on one hand, he's incredibly hot, and he's offering to buy you drinks, but on the other, he's also the type of person you promised yourself never to go out with. "What the hell," You mumbled to yourself, moving the blanket off of you.
Y/N: Yeah, just tell me when :)
Attn. Jaebeom: I was going to go out in maybe an hour; I'll send you the location.
You walked to your room, and you saw the dropped pin he sent you. You checked to see how far it was to decide how long you had to get yourself ready. You sighed happily, seeing it was a 10-minute train ride over. You would drive but didn't want to limit yourself if you felt like you wanted a drink or more. You got yourself ready, grabbed one of your shoulder bags, and walked out.
Y/N: I'm leaving now, I'll meet you there :)
You heard your stop and got off, a sudden bit of nerves crawling through your bloodstream as you walked up to the door of the pub, checking your phone to see if he was there.
Attn. Jaebeom: I'm sitting at the bar! You should be able to see me.
You read his message as you walked in, looking at the bar area, and spotting him sitting there. God, he was hot and unlike any other that you laid your eyes on. His sharp features drew you in from across the courtroom, and they were doing the same right now. You cleared your throat as you sat down next to him. "Hey," You smiled softly as he smiled back. "I'm glad you made it. What can I get you?" He watched as you contemplated. "A cosmo," You nodded as he put his hand out, gesturing for the waiter to take your order.
"Tonight is on me too, don't forget," He smiled softly. "Oh, don't worry, I didn't forget that," You laughed at him. "I gotta ask, what made you become a stenographer?" He looked at you, turning his stool so he could face you. "I didn't want to commit to law school, but I liked the law." You smiled, taking your first sip of the drink placed in front of you. "What about you? What made you become a pro bono lawyer?" You felt the liquor warming up your insides and loosening the nerves that you felt before. "Eh, I figured it would be nice to help those that can't afford a lawyer," He shrugged. Your heart swelled hearing that. Maybe he was different. The little voice in your head was competing with the devil on your shoulder.
"Missing out on a lot of money," You teased, seeing what his response would be. "Yeah, but it's fine; I get paid by the town and government. I’d just rather give the unprivileged a chance," He took a sip from the dark brown bottle. "I gotta be honest," You took a bigger sip from your glass. "You're way different than I thought you would be," Your cheeks were flushed from the alcohol creeping its way through your system. "In what way?" He couldn't help but question, his sharp eyebrow lifting. "Well, in my experience, lawyers, attorneys, and everything like that are usually arrogant jerks who like to think they're better than everyone." Your voice was harsh as you spoke.
"Well, I'm glad I could be different," He teased as your cheeks started to match your drink. "I was trying hard not to look at you in the courtroom," He confessed. "It seems like we were both stealing glances at different times," He snickered. "Yeah?" Your eyes widened in surprise as he nodded. "I don't know what it was, but you were captivating." His words kept going as you took a slow and long sip of your drink. Usually, you had no problem flirting back, but you couldn't figure out what words you were trying to gather in your brain. "You looked really good in a suit; blue seems to be your color," You referenced the sky-blue dress shirt he had on earlier. "Yeah?" He looked down at himself, seeing he was yet again wearing a blue shirt.
"I do own more colors," He looked at you, trying to defend himself. "I don't know if I believe you," You teased and ordered yourself another drink. "I promise," He put his hands up in a defensive way. You picked up your drink, placing it in front of you. "So you know Jackson?" You questioned, thinking of something else to say. "Yeah, I met him at another courthouse. He's a nice guy." He took a sip of his drink. "He was telling me about you as you were leaving. I started to get nervous that you might have had someone at home," He chuckled as you shook your head. "Well, you're in luck." You put the back of your hand under your chin and smiled brightly. He tried to stifle his laughter.
You whined quietly as he smiled innocently, "I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing with you," You shook your head at his comment as you smiled. "Alright," You took another sip of your drink. "Don't take this the wrong way," He looked at you, your eyes meeting his so that he would continue. "You look really good in a skirt," He spoke carefully, hoping that you were going to take it as a compliment. "Thank you, they take up my closet," You laughed, adjusting the bottom of the dress you were wearing. He was trying not to watch but couldn't help himself. It was hugging your thighs in just the right way. "Hey, I don't mean to be so brash," He cleared his throat. "Want to finish these drinks up and head to my place? It's alright if you just want to go home," He could barely finish his sentence before you agreed.
"I'd love to." You took a sip of your drink, your eyes meeting his. He called the bartender over and paid your tab. You took your final sip and got off the stool carefully, adjusting the bottom of your dress as you walked out the door with him. "I don't live too far," He smiled over at you. "It's no problem. I'd walk with you even if it were a bit far," You nodded at him as the night breeze made you shiver slightly. He noticed out of the corner of his eye, taking off his jacket and placing it around your shoulders. You couldn't help but turn red. "Thank you," You looked over at him as he nodded. "You don't have to thank me,"
"But I do," You huffed as he laughed. It wasn't that funny, but both of you were a little tipsy. You shook your head at him as he opened his door. You took your shoes off and found the couch, quickly taking the opportunity to sit on the cushion material. You watched as Jaebeom's slim figure walked towards you, holding something out. You reached and took the cold bottle. "I figure getting some water into your system wouldn't be a bad idea," He sat next to you, a gentle smile gracing his lips as he opened his bottle and took a sip.
You took a sip of your own before your eyes shifted back to him. "You're really good looking," You let it slip out of your lips. "I could say the same to you," He looked at you, his eyes lingering on your lips for a moment. You tried to act like you didn't see it,keepingt your eyes moving as you looked around his face, taking in his strong bone structure and his sharp brows that hardened his face. His baby pink lips were drawing you in closer, and every time they moved, you could hear his voice saying your name as you imagined how they felt and tasted. “Y/N?” His concerned voice broke you out of your daydream. "Yeah?" You looked at him, your eyes meeting his. You watched as his face came closer, and before you could fully process what was happening, you felt his lips against yours.
Those last two questions you had were answered. His lips were soft and plump and had a subtle taste of peach as if he had a chapstick he had applied not too long ago. You moved your lips with his, not wanting to move them from his. His lips started to pull at yours as his hand moved hair away from your face. His hand held you near the nape of your neck, keeping your hair away from his lips deepening the kiss. Your lips melted with his as your body from his touch. His lips began to leave a trail down your jaw, making you shudder.
You were trying to get your nerves to calm down, but it was hard to control. Your mind was already traveling further and further with his touch, imagining what his lips would feel like elsewhere or how he would feel inside of you. Your body was heating up enough for him to realize. "Do you want to keep going?" He removed his lips from tasting your skin as you nodded. "Yes," You barely muttered as he stood up, putting his hand out for you as you took it carefully. "I want you to be more comfortable," His voice was soft as you took his hand, following him to his bedroom.
He shut the door halfway before he stood in front of you letting you sit on his bed as he began ridding of his clothes. Your cheeks flushed at the look of his body. His toned abs and his strong thighs were still half covered by his boxers. He was breathtaking, to say the least. You felt his eyes on you as you stood up carefully, shimmying the small dress you had on off of your body. "Wow," He exhaled, looking at you. Your cheeks turned a deep red color hearing him. "Come here," You moved your finger in a come hither motion. He moved closer, his fingers lying on your hips as he pulled you so your bodies could be on one another.
The feeling of his length pressed against you made your core radiate heat. His hand carefully placed itself under your chin and tilted your head up. Your eyes locked with his that had hardened from seeing you undress. He leaned to let his lips meet with yours again. Your lips immediately locked with his as desperation grew. His bottom lip lapped at yours as he deepened the sloppy kiss. His hands moved to your back as he quickly released the clasps of your bra, throwing it across the room. Your hunger for him grew more and more as his touch traveled around your body until his finger was hooked around the side of your panties.
He moved himself away from your lips, watching your expression as he pulled your panties down. "How about you lay on the bed, baby?" His voice broke through the silence, and tension grew with the sudden pet name. You nodded quickly and moved backward, not removing your eyes from him. You felt the mattress hit the back of your legs as you moved yourself, letting your body rest once you were on his bed. He stood next to the bed, slowly moving to hover over you until your back was flat on the comforter. His fingers slowly moved around your hips, teasing their way down your thighs until they crept back up, stopping before you could feel his touch on your bundle of nerves that was throbbing.
You pressed your lips together, holding back a whine as you waited for him. You could only see his shadow from the light coming through the sheer curtains that covered his windows. Before you could take your next breath, you felt his finger slip in between your folds. Pushing into your pussy. "F-fuck," You gasped. "You're so soaked," He smirked, moving his finger gently. The sound of his small movements wasn't loud but enough for you to hear. You felt another finger push in, joining the other as he pushed his fingers in up to his knuckle. You arched your back. "Oh god," You whined as he kept a steady pace with his digits. He made sure not to be too rough either, wanting that to be saved for later. Your whines were already making him go crazy as he thought about pummeling you with his cock.
He could only let his mind race as he continued, making a come hither motion, lightly scraping the inside of your walls that were tightening around his fingers. "I can't wait to feel your pussy spread around me; I already know it's gonna grip onto my cock for dear life," He rasped, keeping his voice low. "Fuck me," You breathed, his fingers slowing. "What was that?" He chuckled. You swallowed, hearing his laugh. "Fuck me." You almost demanded as he pulled his fingers out. "Yeah? You want me to fuck this pretty pussy?" He cocked his head, almost as if it was a taunt. "Please," Your breathing was shallow as you begged. You couldn't see his expression, but you could only guess it was that smug smirk. The one that you saw in the courtroom that made your mind do backflips thinking about him.
You felt his body pressed against yours, his lips gently touching your neck as he kissed up, getting closer to your ear. "Get on your knees," His whisper was low and rasped. You turned yourself over, moving towards the middle of his bed. You heard the soft noise of his boxers dropping to the ground. You felt your stomach tighten as you arched your back. Waiting to feel him inside of you. You didn't get too wrapped up in your thoughts before feeling a smack on your ass. The sting made you whimper. You shut your eyes, feeling his thick head rub against your slit. Your hips shifted, almost as if you were trying to shove him inside of you. "You want it that bad?" He taunted. "Please, Jaebeom," You pleaded. "Mm, it's so much fun seeing you squirm, waiting for me to start," He tsked, still feeling your soaking wet cunt. "I want it so bad," You begged.
"Yeah?" He let out a borderline dark chuckle. You couldn't even respond as you felt his head begin to bury itself inside. You moaned out as he grunted. Feeling your walls spread for him. "God, it's so tight," He groaned as he felt your cunt gripping him as he pushed in. Your eyes rolled back as you balled the ends of his comforter in your hands. "s-so big," You stuttered, the hint of pain making you whimper. It had been a while since you'd had sex, but even so, Jaebeom was unlike any other. His thick, large cock was stuffing you so much that you didn't think you could take all of him. His hands gripped your hips, pulling you into him. "You're taking me so well," His soft voice contradicted the sudden jackhammering of his hips. "You feel so fucking good," You whined.
He kept a frenzied tempo that left you on edge, not knowing what the next thrust of his cock would feel like. "F-fuck me," You whined, loving the feeling of him plowing you. You bit your lip, trying to gain control of your breathing again as he became more consistent with his brutal pace. "Jaebeom," You cried out; you weren't expecting yourself to be so close already. "Yeah, baby?" He questioned, pumping his cock in and out of you with no rest. The sounds of the mattress squeaking and skin slapping together filled the room. Your cunt was fluttering around his cock, making his length twitch. "Fuck," He grunted as he thrust in and out, going back to the frenzied pace he had earlier.
He was close, just like you were. "I'm gonna cum," You whimpered, your knuckles turning white from how hard you were gripping his sheets. Your muscles tensed as you started to see stars. "Fuck!" You sobbed out through your orgasm. The feeling of him filling you made your walls clench as he thrust in and out slowly, panting as he milked every last drop inside of you. You shuddered as your body dropped to hit the plush mattress. "That was so good," You panted softly. "You alright?" His voice softened from the dominant growls before. "mm," You hummed in agreement. "Stay the night," He spoke softly. "Okay," You quickly agreed. You didn't want to tell him, but you were already getting ready to fall asleep.
You groaned as your eyes opened to the blinding sun coming through the window. You rubbed your eyes as you sat up, processing where you were. "Oh fuck," You grumbled, holding your head from the migraine that was crawling through your head. The sudden pounding made you get up. Even if it was weird, you were going to dig through his medicine cabinet no matter what. You looked over at the nightstand as you stood up and stopped. You picked up the folded piece of paper as your brows furrowed.
Hey! Sorry I had to leave for work, but I didn't want to wake you up. Here's some ibuprofen for the hangover you may have. You can leave whenever, and I'll lock the door remotely; just text me.
You smiled to yourself, placed the note down, and took what you needed to with the water he left for you. The glass was still cool to the touch. You must've just missed him. You walked to the bathroom, fixing yourself enough that you could walk out of his place and not be too much of a spectacle. You looked at the shirt you were wearing, seeing it was his. You smiled to yourself, then walked to his room, looking for your clothes as you dressed yourself. You looked in the mirror, staring at the dress that was hugging your body. "Yikes," you mumbled; it was a cute dress, but you definitely not to walk around Seoul at nine-thirty in the morning type of dress. You picked up the shirt he must've helped you put on last night, tying the back and nodding to yourself in the mirror. You grabbed your belongings and texted Jaebeom.
Y/N: Hey! I'm leaving now. I left with that shirt, but I'll return it to you soon! Thank you for last night and all the stuff you left for me :)
You sent the message and smiled as you walked down his stairs and to the subway.
Attn. Jaebeom: Yeah, it's no problem! Thank you for joining me and giving a lawyer a chance ;)
Your brows furrowed more than earlier. How did he know you swore off lawyers and attorneys? You tried to replay last night in your head but couldn't think of when you could've said that. It wasn't in the bar, and right after he fucked your brains out, you went straight to bed. You didn't want to ask but couldn't help yourself. It would be clarification. That's what you were telling yourself.
Y/N:… What do you mean?
Attn. Jaebeom: Well, we were talking before we went to bed, and you said, "You swore off anyone like me, but I was too hot to pass over."
Attn. Jaebeom: So thank you for thinking I'm hot and giving me a chance at least
Your face went pale as you suddenly remembered that conversation. You honestly couldn't believe yourself for saying something like that to him. It was an internal saying you had… and a saying with friends. You clicked on your messages, scrolling through until you found Gyuri's contact.
Y/N: s.o.s… I might have fucked up
Her response was almost instant.
Gyuri: How so?
Y/N: So you know how I always say attorneys and lawyers are sworn off after Jinyoung?
Y/N: Well, I met this attorney; he is very, very hot, so I couldn't resist. Apparently, last night, after sleeping with him, I told him how I swore off attorneys.
Gyuri: girl-
Gyuri: I mean, how good was he? And also... how hot is he?
You quickly sent a link to his website that you found.
Gyuri: OH
Gyuri: Yeah, I wouldn't resist either, but I honestly think if you just apologize or quickly explain Jinyoung, he would understand.
Y/N: Thank you :,)
Y/N: I have been embarrassed this entire subway ride. I mean, obviously, nobody knows, but it still.
You quietly exhaled after getting Gyuri's comfort. You got off at your stop and walked to your apartment, going over the words you wanted to say as you unlocked your door.
Y/N: I'm so embarrassed that I said that. It's nothing personal or anything to do with working in the courthouse together. I just had a bad experience with an attorney not too long ago, so I just swore them off entirely, which sounds a little stupid, but it doesn't matter anymore.
Attn. Jaebeom: Not stupid at all. I thought it was a little funny to hear.
Jaebeom still texted you, keeping your embarrassment so low that you didn't even acknowledge it anymore. Playing it cool was hard on your part. Something about him just kept drawing you in. Maybe it was that soft voice he had when he called you? Or his confident aura you saw in the courtrooms? You couldn't place it, but it didn't matter; you just knew you wanted him any way that you could have him. You watched him walk into the courtroom as you realized it was your first case with him since you’ve slept together.
You smiled to yourself as he looked over, keeping your hand close to your body as you waved at him. He didn’t really acknowledge you, nothing more than a half smile in your direction. The blow to your ego was rough. You bit the inside of your cheek and started to get set up. You heard the other lawyer come in. A sudden rage boiling through your blood. Even though you hoped and prayed that you would never have to be involved with Jinyoung’s cases again there he was. Sitting down in that chair looking all smug. Even his face pissed you off, he didn’t even have to mutter a word for you to feel the anger that was still inside of you.
You took a deep breath, clearing your mind of the ego blow from Jaebeom and the presence of your ex. You looked at the case file and it seemed quick and easy. Just one day, a few hours even, with them. You swallowed as Judge Tuan walked in. The case was presented fast and was straight forward. Your mind racing made everything go by much faster than you could comprehend. You shut your laptop quickly, standing up and walking over to Judge Tuan. “I just have to finish up a few more corrections but I’ll give you the transcript of this case tomorrow morning,” You smiled up at him. He nodded in response. “Take your time, I’m not overly worried about your work,” He smiled down at you as you put your bag over your shoulder.
You turned and watched as Jinyoung and Jaebeom walked out together. ‘Weird’, was the only thought that could gather in your mind. You walked into the hallway. “Jaebeom,” You softly called out. He was still speaking with Jinyoung, not even a turn in your direction. Unlike Jinyoung who turned to look at you with a smug smirk. You swallowed harshly as you caught up with them. “Can we talk?” You looked at Jaebeom. “I’m busy,” He cut himself short with you. “What the fuck is going on?” You blurted out. “You got played,” Jinyoung leaned in front of Jaebeom so you could see him. You felt the color leaving your face. “What?” You rubbed your temples in confusion. “I agreed with Jinyoung that I would take you out, see how you actually felt about him,” Jaebeom looked at you, his face tight and not softening like it did when you went out with him.
“What the actual fuck? Why would you do that? How could that even be a thought in a normal person's brain?!” You rambled every question you could think of. Anger couldn’t even begin to describe how you felt. Jaebeom shook his head at you, starting to walk off to somewhere else as if it was important. Jinyoung was still stifling laughter as you glared at him. “Fuck you Jinyoung, that’s how I feel. You’re a piece of shit that doesn’t know how to be human. Everything with you was right or wrong there were no opinions allowed in any of our conversations, unless they were your opinions. I genuinely hate you, how you always talked down to me as if I didn’t matter or that I wasn’t as great as you because I didn’t go to law school. That’s how I feel about you, no need for you to bring someone else into our mess. You could’ve manned up and come to me about it.” You spat and walked away quickly, not giving them the satisfaction of looking at them one last time.
Jackson was standing against the wall watching everything unfold. “Woah, Y/N. Are you okay?” He tried to stop you from running down the stairs. “Leave me alone,” You pushed by him. Once the doors shut behind you, tears started falling and you knew they wouldn’t stop even if you tried. “I should’ve stuck to my word,” You mumbled, wiping your tears with the back of your hand.
ღ authors note: ty to @lovetaroandtaemin for beta reading!
ღ summary: Mingi’s always felt like he’s on top of the world. Great friends. Great weed. Great looks, which brings great sex. That was until he met you, someone who actually made him open up the hard shell he had.
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You sat in the living room of your go-to frat house, Delta Pi. It became a routine for you and your friends to go. You always teased Eumji that she just missed Choi Jongho. They weren’t a couple by any means, but every time you went, they ended up cuddling together. Maybe it was just the alcohol that made them think they had some connection.
The same could be said about Minjoo, but her connection was with Choi San. He was friendly but definitely a playboy; it was hard to find him without a girl following him. You didn’t have much of a connection with anyone at the frat. Sometimes, your eyes would shift to look at Song Mingi. You knew nothing about him other than the fact that he was consistently high and ridiculously attractive.
You heard a giggle from Minjoo and looked over at her. “Go talk to him,” She looked at you as you shook your head quickly. “Who?” San questioned. “No one,” You looked at him quickly. He was the last person you would want in your business. “Mingi,” Eumji chimed in. You couldn’t help but facepalm. “Thanks, guys,” You groaned.
Jongho laughed a bit. “Really? Mingi?” He sounded surprised as your cheeks flushed. “I’ve never talked to him; it’s just a thing where he’s nice to look at.” You sound shameful as you talked about him. “Hey Mingi!” San called out to him as your eyes widened. “I’m sure he’s busy; you have a full house tonight,” You looked at San, a bit of panic in your eyes.
He shrugged, his arm draped over Minjoo’s shoulder. You stared at the ground in front of you. You never wanted to interact with him. He was just a piece of eye candy for you to savor at these parties. You heard the noise of hands being clapped together and the strong smell of weed. Mingi actually came over here.
You felt your heart racing, and your brain was turning over, trying to think of possible ways to have a conversation. “Hey, it’s Y/N, right?” Mingi stood over where you were sitting on the floor. You turned to look up at him and nodded slightly. God, he was tall. He squatted down and looked at you. “Do you smoke?” He fixed his hair as he asked you.
Jongho tried to hold back laughter at his question. You shrugged and looked at Mingi, “occasionally.” You weren’t trying to stare, but you couldn’t help yourself. He was even more beautiful up close. “Want to get a drink?” He offered, standing back up. “Sure,” you nodded.
He put his hand out for you to take, and you did. You carefully made your way through people until you got to the kitchen. “Sorry if San and Jongho were giving you a hard time,” he smiled at you as he poured you a drink. “Oh, it’s okay. I’m used to them,” you smiled back and took a sip of what he handed you.
“Here,” he smiled and handed you a pre-roll. “You can smoke it here if you want or save it for another time.” You nodded as you looked at it. “Thanks,” you looked at him, trying to hide your confused look.
“Y/N!” Your headshot in the direction of your friend calling out your name. You pushed through people to see what was going on. Your anxiety rose as you could only think that something terrible happened to her. You stopped in your tracks as you saw Eumji with her tongue almost shoved down Jongho’s throat, and there was Minjoo.
Just lounging in San’s arms with a bright, innocent smile. “Good, you’re both here,” She sat up slightly. You looked over your shoulder to see that Mingi had followed you to the cry of your name. “What’s the problem?” You questioned as she smiled. “Let’s play truth or dare,” Eumji, San, and Jongho supported her idea, which didn’t surprise you.
“Okay,” Mingi shrugged before taking a seat in a chair next to the couch. You sat on the floor across from him. “Oh, we need a bottle!” Minjoo looked around as San picked up his beer from earlier, which he hadn’t finished. He finished it and then smiled. “Here you are,” he put it in the center of the circle you were sitting in.
Eumji quickly spun it, watching it land on San. “Truth or dare?” She grinned. “Dare,” he said after thinking for a moment. She leaned over to whisper with Jongho. “Alright, San, your dare is to drink a small cup with a bit of each liquor.” He nodded and watched as Minjoo ran off to get his cup. She smiled as she handed it to him. “Bottoms up,” Mingi teased.
San threw his head back, drinking it without hesitation. He groaned in disgust and spun the bottle. “Alright, Eumji. Truth or dare?” She tapped her chin, making her decision. “Truth,” she nodded. San chuckled to himself. “What is your body count?” You watched her cheeks flush at his bold question. “Two,” she nodded, her voice full of confidence as he nodded. Only you could see San and Jongho give each other a look. Jongho must’ve been curious but didn’t want to be the one to ask the question.
Eumji spun the bottle. You watched it carefully. Dread filled you as you watched it slow down, the neck of the bottle pointing directly at you. Minjoo squealed. “Truth or dare?” Eumji looked smug as she asked you. “Dare,” You nodded. “Let me ask!” Minjoo raised her hand, shaking it in the air as Eumji nodded. Minjoo grinned after getting the permission and looked over at you. “I dare you to make out with Mingi,”
Your face started to go pale within a few moments. Your eyes raised just enough to look at him. He looked over at you, patting his lap. You got up carefully, walking over to him. He sat up from his overly relaxed position. You carefully climbed onto his lap, both of your knees digging into the furniture as you didn’t want to sit on him entirely.
His hand wrapped around you to hold the small of your back, pulling you down until your ass met his thighs. Your body heated up from his touch as you moved to meet his lips, which quickly latched onto yours. His hand traveled to your ass for a quick second, squeezing gently. You gasped quietly, just loud enough for him to hear, as his tongue moved into your mouth. Your tongue began to dance with his. He couldn’t help but hum in satisfaction with you.
He bit your bottom lip, pulling gently before you moved away from him. Your cheeks were flushed, and he sat there smiling up at you as if he didn’t just kiss you like that. You cleared your throat as you sat down on the couch next to him. You looked over at Eumji as she spun the bottle for you. “Jongho!” She cheered. “Truth or dare?”
You couldn’t focus on the game anymore. Every time you shut your eyes, you could feel his hands as if they were ghosting on your skin. His rosy, plump lips on yours. You pressed your lips together, trying to get those thoughts out of your mind. “Y/N?” You looked over at Minjoo. “Truth,” You subconsciously answered. “We stopped playing,” Minjoo looked at you concerned as you nodded, looking around to see everyone just casually talking.
“Are you okay?” She couldn’t help but question as you nodded, fixing your hair. “I’m just going to get a drink,” You walked out to the kitchen, pouring yourself a drink. “Y/N?” You heard that deep velvet voice and looked over at him. “Oh, Hey,” You felt so awkward as you spoke, taking a sip of your drink after. “I can’t stop thinking about it,” He looked at you, reading your expression as you nodded.
“Me either,” You confessed. “Want to come up to my room?” He looked down at you. Your heart rate increased at his offer. “Sure,” You looked at him and followed. You walked carefully up the creaking stairs and down the hall. He opened the door to his room. You couldn’t help but look around. He must’ve had the best room the place had to offer. It was a quick assumption just seeing the big bay window that faced the backyard but you felt like you were right.
“I pay most of the rent,” he laughed a bit as you nodded, you didn’t say much but it did feel nice getting the satisfaction of being right. “That makes sense,” your eyes shifted over to him as he stood there. He was looking at you, too. The room was dim, only lit up by the moonlight creeping through the window. He walked closer to you.
The tension between you was becoming more tense as you stood there looking at each other. His hand firmly held your side as he leaned down, his lips finally meeting yours. Your lips started to weave with his as you held onto his arms. He pulled you close to him, not letting you go as he lifted you. Your breath hitched, not expecting to be airborne, as he took you to his bed.
You looked at him as he moved away from your lips. A look of ‘why did you pull away’ in your eyes as he leaned back down, crashing his lips into yours. His touch was so simple, yet it made your stomach do backflips. His tongue moving with yours was making you go mad. You wanted more of him now that you’ve had a taste. You couldn’t stop yourself as you pushed his shirt up. He didn’t hesitate as he pulled it off and tossed it to the other side of the room.
He watched as you pulled your shirt off and pulled him closer to the bed so you could straddle him. You held his shoulders as you kissed him again, moaning softly as you could feel his length hardening underneath you. He held your hips as his lips traveled down your neck, nipping at parts of your collarbone. You couldn’t help but start grinding on his length.
He groaned, leading your hips against the thick fleece material of his pants. “You’re fucking huge,” You whispered in his ear as he smirked. Leaving open mouth kisses on your neck. “Fuck me,” You moved, so he had to look at you. A serious look on your eyes as you stared into his. You loved foreplay but fuck; it was becoming agonizing. You just wanted him to ram you.
He raised an eyebrow hearing you say that. Even if you were barely acquaintances, he didn’t see you as the type to mutter those words. “Yeah?” He chuckled, holding your hips on his lap. “Strip for me,” He rasped in your ear. You climbed off of him quickly, stripping yourself of your clothes. The ache between your thighs was growing stronger as you waited for him to strip.
He sat on the bed, using his hands to hold his body up as he leaned back. He bit his bottom lip, looking you up and down. “You’re so hot,” He looked at you. Your cheeks flushed. “It’s your turn,” You looked at him, gesturing to his pants, which he still had on. He nodded and stood up. Your eyes were glued to him, watching as he stripped himself of his clothes.
Your eyes widened as you saw his huge cock standing tall in front of your eyes. You looked up at him, watching as he sat down, laying back on his pillows. “Come here,” He put his hand out to you as the other began stroking his dick. You walked over, and he had you straddle him once again.
You looked at him as he held your hips. Your nerves were on fire as you sank down. Moaning at just the feeling of his thick head entering you. He groaned softly, feeling your walls stretch out to fit his girth inside. “Fuck! Mingi!” You cursed as you slowly moved down more. “You're so fucking wet,” He hissed. Your legs were already shaking at your body being adjusted to him.
His hands moved, gripping your ass. “You okay?” He checked in as he studied your face, which was a mixture of pain and pleasure from the pressure he was creating inside of you. You nodded in response as he smirked. “Good,” He held your ass and moved his hips carefully. With each light jerk, he was filling you more and more. “‘s so tight,” He groaned.
Your body moved to lay flush with his as he held your hips for him to buck his hips up into yours. You could only moan out in response to each hard thrust into your dripping wet cunt. Both of your breathing grow heavier and heavier with each movement. “So fucking good,” You cried out. His hands moved quickly to cover your mouth. “Shhh, I’m going to have to stop if you’re too loud. Still a party downstairs,” He looked at you, waiting to continue snapping his hips back into yours.
You nodded slowly. He moved his hand off your mouth slowly. “Get off, I want to fuck you differently,” He whispered. You nodded as he quickly moved you. Carefully pushing his hands on your shoulders, making an arch for him. “God, your pussy is perfect,” He groaned, smacking your hole with his head lightly. Your breath hitched as he quickly stuffed his cock back inside of you.
He kept an unrelenting tempo as his room filled with the sounds of skin slapping and your muffled sobs. “Mingi,” You whined as he smacked your ass. “I’m gonna come,” You cried out, uncovering your mouth as he kept his pace. Holding your hips tightly, “Me too. Where do you want me to come?” He groaned. “W-wherever,” You stuttered as your walls clenched against his cock.
“Fuck,” He growled as you whimpered, that wave of pleasure coming to rush over. “J-jus’ like that,” You whined as he kept going. Listening to your cries of pleasure as you came. He pulled out quickly. Emptying himself on your back as you panted. He reached over to his nightstand and grabbed tissues. “Are you okay?” He questioned as he wiped your back off. You nodded against his sheets as he threw out the tissues.
“I’m sorry if it was too much,” he lightheartedly laughed. “Not at all,” you shook your head quickly. You heard the flick of a lighter, and that earthy smell filled the room as you sat up. “Want some?” He looked over at you. You nodded and took the pre-roll he was handing to you. You took a hit and then passed it back.
“Can I ask you something?” Mingi spoke up, and you nodded. “What’s your very first memory?” He took another hit as you furrowed your brows. “I don’t know. Maybe a family vacation?” You shrugged, thinking. You looked over at him, lying down next to him. “What’s yours?” You questioned, taking the joint out of his hand to get a second hit.
He thought about it, squinting his eyes as if he were trying to see the memory. “Maybe one of the times I was at my Grandma’s house. I loved going to her house when I was a kid,” He nodded as you handed him his joint back. You heard a knock on the door and jumped, covering yourself with the covers quickly. Mingi carefully pulled the covers over his lap. “What?” He called out.
“Just letting you know everyone is leaving, and you’re on clean-up duty this time,” San spoke through the door as Mingi hummed in response. You looked over at him as he stood up to grab his clothes. You did the same and dressed yourself. “I can help,” You looked over at him. “With what?” He questioned as he walked to the door. “With cleaning up,” You smiled at him, and he shook his head. “Nope,” He tapped your nose gently.
That simple action made your heart flutter as he walked out his door. “I want you to get home safe, okay?” He looked at you as you carefully walked behind him. “Are you sure?” You questioned as he nodded quickly. “Do you have a jacket?” He looked at your small crop top with concerned eyes as you shook your head. “I’ll be okay,” You smiled at him. “Nope,” He ran over to the closet and came back with one of his hoodies. “Take this. I’m sure I’ll see you again.”
You held it and saw him watching, waiting for you to put it on. You pulled the hoodie over and smiled softly. “Okay, get home safely,” He walked you to the door and watched as you left. You sighed happily to yourself as you held your hands in the pocket.
You tried to push out the scenes that played in your head from that night. Even just walking to class, those filthy thoughts filled your mind. The way he felt, how he held you and kissed you. It was all so surreal to you. You tried to keep your hopes low for now. It could easily just be a simple hookup and nothing more. You fixed your hair as you saw Mingi walking by with a few friends. You smiled softly, not knowing if he would respond to you.
“Hey!” Mingi smiled brightly at you as you continued on your way. “Wait, Y/N,” He caught up and held your arm gently. “Hey, Mingi,” You smiled at him, adjusting the bag on your shoulders. “I was wondering,” He scratched the back of his head as he looked at the ground. “Can I get your number?” He looked up at you. Your cheeks flushed as you nodded. “Yeah, of course,” You quickly responded as he pulled out his phone and handed it to you.
He watched as you typed and smiled softly. “Is that my hoodie?” he questioned. You handed his phone back and looked at him, flustered. “Sorry, I meant to give it back.” You got ready to drop your bag on the ground. “Here,” you started to pull it up, but he stopped you. “Keep it. You look really cute.” He smiled and put his phone away.
Your cheeks heated up from his compliment. “Thank you,” you looked at him, avoiding eye contact. I’m gonna be late for class, but I’ll see you around. I’ll text you, okay?” He smiled as he started to walk away backward so he could face you. “Okay,” you smiled back at him, fixing your hair from the wind as you watched him walk towards his class.
You made it to your class and sat down, pulling your laptop out of your bag and setting it up. You stared at the screen as you waited for your professor to show up. You looked at your phone.
[Unknown] Hey, cutie ;)
You laughed to yourself, knowing the message was from Mingi.
Y/N: Hey ;)
You smiled at your cheeky response and put your phone off the side as your professor started. You tried to ignore the buzz from your phone as your professor droned on and on. You looked away from your lesson and opened your phone.
Mingi: You should come over whenever you’d like. By the way, I know you said you come over for the parties, but if you ever just want to come by and just hang out as the two of us, you’re welcome
You smiled at his message as you saw that class had ended.
Y/N: Anytime, huh?
You tried to tease him a bit, but you were more than happy to walk over to his place whenever. You texted on and off through the days until you made your way over to his on your own. You knocked on the door lightly. You could hear the steps from the stairs and Mingi's rich, deep voice as he called out to his roommates before the door opened.
“Hey,” He smiled at you. You smiled back, studying his features. Seeing his wet, messy hair and just wearing some sweatpants. “Come with me,” He moved as he let you in. You followed him upstairs to his room and smiled. “How’s class been for you?” He reached into his nightstand and pulled out a small case before pulling out a joint to light.
“Good,” You nodded as he handed you the joint you were eyeing. It wasn’t that you wanted it, but you couldn’t take your eyes off of him. “No weird questions today?” You looked at him, expecting some question you’d have to think about that he could come up with to ask you.
He shook his head and smiled. “Not yet,” He teased as you smiled. “You’re adorable,” You looked at him, hoping your compliment was taken lightly. “Adorable?” He raised an eyebrow as you nodded. “I’ve gotten a bunch of stuff, but never adorable,” He laughed softly. “Well, you’re adorable. Especially when you smile,” You said matter-of-factly. He nodded at you. “Well, thank you for being the first,” He laughed.
You smiled at him and hit the joint. He smiled as he watched the smoke leave your lips. “Let me look at questions,” you smiled, then looked them up. He stretched his arms out as he watched you. “How would your friends describe you?” You asked and looked at him. “High,” he laughed and shrugged. That’s it?” You looked surprised at his answer as he nodded.
“Alright,” You huffed, then thought. “How would you describe yourself?” You crossed your legs as you sat on his bed facing him. “Probably the same.” He shrugged. “Oh, come on, you gotta have more than that,” You whined. “Not really,” he laughed at you. You pouted at his short response. “How would you describe me then?” He questioned you. You blushed softly and looked out the window.
“Tall, deep voice, adorable.” You paused as you thought of more. “I don’t know. I also think you’re kind, but I also have to get to know you more,” You looked over at him as he smiled softly. “Nailed it,” He stood up. You watched him carefully, worrying maybe that you somehow offended him. “If I’m wrong, you have to tell me,” You looked at him as he sat in his window bay. “You’re right,” He nodded, and you sighed at his response.
“I also feel like you ask questions that you actually want to answer, but no one asks you. You’ve gotten used to that, so you closed yourself off in a way, giving short answers if you are being asked a question.” You spoke gently, almost in a whisper, as he looked over at you. He didn’t say anything, but you felt as if you were right with your self-analysis of him.
“Alright, Fine.” He looked over at you lying on your stomach. The sunset hits your face at just the right angle. “I’m someone who likes the sunsets and warmer weather; I like being around people that I’m comfortable with or I can talk to. I love sleeping and daydreaming. I’m someone who loves to take care of others but loves to be taken care of, too.” He shrugged.
He wasn’t making it that big of a deal, but it was the first time in a few years that he opened up. The last people he talked freely with were San, Jongho, and his childhood friend Yunho. He didn't think it would matter to you what he said as he looked out the window again. “Thank you,” you smiled softly. Each word was being saved in your brain as he spoke. He wasn’t just eye candy anymore.
He was someone you actually wanted to get to know about. You wouldn’t say it out loud, but thank God for your friends daring you to make out with him. “Thank you?” He questioned as you nodded. “Yup, you opened up. Even if it’s a tiny bit, it means a lot to me. So, thank you,” You grinned at him as he smiled back. “Only for you,” His flirty tone made your stomach flutter.
You got up and walked over to him. He smiled down at you before taking you into his embrace. “I know you can come over whenever now, but I still better see you at parties,” He held you close. “Aye, aye, captain,” You laughed against his chest. He pulled away and smiled down at you. “Thank god for that dumbass dare,” He laughed.
You flushed, as his thoughts were the same as yours. You didn’t want to pour your heart out to him, but you were becoming so thankful for him coming into your life. You kept telling yourself it was too soon for you to think that way. You had just met and started hanging out with one another, but something about him just made you feel at ease.
It wasn’t something either of you could put into words as Mingi realized he felt the same way. You listened to him the few times he’s had the chance to talk after you’ve pushed him too. With each time you hung out, he started to speak his mind more freely and answered from the bottom of his heart. He even slowly stopped getting as high.
It was something he did as a comfort to not have to speak what he was feeling, but he didn’t need that when he was with you. He just wanted you to be by his side. Even if it was through a phone, he knew you’d always answer and speak freely to him. Spilling your secrets to each other and being with one another so much, it was almost like you lived at the frat house.
San and Jongho would love to tease you, but they don’t mind having you around for one bit. They used it to their advantage to get to know more about Eumji and Minjoo. It made you realize you judged them too quickly when they asked you about their favorite things and what they liked to eat. Of course, they would still turn it into a conversation about whether you and Mingi were together.
You both kept brushing it off, since you didn’t see why labels kept coming up. After just a few months, you were best friends, and labels weren’t needed. Yes, you slept over and got food with him, went bowling, and even tried studying together, even though it didn’t work out. You both got too distracted talking about the random things that came into your mind. You both saw each other as friends and were simply grateful to have each other in your lives. Nothing more.
“Yah, Choi San!” You whined as he opened Mingi’s bedroom door, where you were lying in just one of Mingi’s shirts. San chuckled at your reaction as Mingi yelled out. “Get out, perv!” He huffed, and you couldn’t help but laugh. “Jeez, guys, I was just letting you know that actual people are coming over in a bit. We got a lot going on tonight,” San shut the door behind him as he walked out.
“That’s not my problem,” Mingi shrugged and looked over at you. God, you were so perfect to him. Just the way you were lying on your side facing him and talking about everything. “No party for you tonight?” You questioned as he shook his head. “I’m not really up for it.” He ruffled his hair before looking back at you. “Are you?” He questioned as you shook your head. “I’m too comfy to move,” You sighed happily as you laid on your back.
“Can I be honest with you, Y/N?” Mingi looked at you as you nodded quickly. “Always.” He cleared his throat a bit as you cuddled up to him, placing your head on him so you could still see him as he spoke. “I’ve been afraid of saying something to someone,” He sounded shy as he spoke, his arm wrapped around you like second nature. “Saying what?” You couldn’t help but question. “Listen, I know we’ve been telling everyone we’re friends and nothing more, but I have to be honest with you. I promised you I would be,” He traced circles in your back as he spoke.
“I really think I have feelings for you, for something much farther than just a friendship or a friends-with-benefits situation. I really do like you, Y/N. I’ve just been so afraid to say it because I don’t want to make you run away if you don’t feel the same,” He rubbed his face with the hand that wasn’t around you. “Mingi,” You shifted to get a better look at him. “I think I feel the same. I didn’t want to say anything either because I couldn’t tell if I was making our situation something much more than what it was,” You laughed quietly.
“I mean, it just makes sense for the two of us, y’know?” He smiled down at you. “We’ve seen every part of each other, we know each other's secrets and desires, and we could easily finish each other’s sentences if we had to. Plus, you look really cute in my clothes,” He chuckled as you blushed at him. “So kiss me then, the first time as a couple,” You couldn’t help but sound giddy as you moved, and he followed. Placing a gentle peck on your lips. “You’re so perfect, and now you’re mine,” He cooed as he placed his forehead on yours.
ღ summary: Jeonghan is moving on from a heartbreak, starting again and making every experience feel new with you.
"Yah! Jeonghan! You got to get up!" there was a loud knock on the door following as Jeonghan groaned, recognizing the voice of his roommate, Seungkwan. He groaned out, turning his head to look out the window. The sunlight creeps in through the slits of the blinds. He sat up reluctantly. "Jeonghan?" Seungkwan kept banging on the door. "I'm up already! Keep knocking like that, and I'll have a hole going through my door, jeez," He exhaled, fixing his hair as he walked towards the door.
He unlocked it, hearing the click as he threw the door open. Seungkwan was still standing there with a pitiful look. Jeonghan hated it when people looked at him like that. He wasn't someone to feel sorry for. "You okay?" Seungkwan looked at the elder.
"Just peachy," He gave him a look, seeing the way his eyes didn't change. "Stop looking at me like that," Jeonghan's gaze was sharp as Seungkwan stepped back. Jeonghan wasn't trying to snap at Seungkwan, but he couldn't hold back seeing him look at him as if he was a charity case, which is what all of his friends have been doing lately.
He had gone through a nasty breakup, and that's all there was to it. Obviously, he was going to mope about it and have his moments of wanting to be alone. That was only human, but he guessed it wasn't like that when it came to him. He walked over to the kitchen and got himself a glass of water. "What'd you wake me up for?" He shut the fridge and took a sip from the glass he had just filled.
"I mean, it's noon; you probably won't sleep again tonight. Plus, it's weird seeing you become nocturnal. We also need to go and study. Maybe the library?" Seungkwan avoided eye contact, not wanting to upset Jeonghan any more than he already did.
"Yeah, let me go grab my stuff." He took another sip and then poured the rest down the drain as he walked to his room to get ready, which was changing out of a hoodie and sweatpants and into another pair.
Within moments, the two left their place and headed towards the campus library. Jeonghan opened the door, holding it open for Seungkwan to follow as they walked in. They looked around, searching for a possible table, but didn't see many available. They went upstairs, downstairs, even to the study rooms, hoping someone didn't actually go to their reserved time, but nothing was open. "There's a cafe down the street. Let's go there," Jeonghan's suggestion sounded more like a demand as Seungkwan nodded.
Jeonghan carefully pushed open the door, the bell ringing as he looked around. It had more of an urban aesthetic mixed with some more modern parts. 'Cute,' Jeonghan thought to himself as he studied the brick walls and bright white counters. The tiny bell that hung on the back of the door rang again as Seungkwan walked in.
"Hello!" The bell was a cue for you to call out and welcome everyone. You looked up from the machine you were deep cleaning. Your eyes glued onto one of them for a moment. The way his fingers through his mid-length hair was intoxicating, seeing his soft features as he stared out. It was hard for you to remove your eyes from him as he pulled out a chair at one of the tables and took a seat.
"Hey. Y/N, do we need ice in the bin?" Your coworker, Eunae, called out. That was the only way you could remove your eyes from this stranger. "Oh, uh," You stuttered, opening the ice bin closest to you and the much larger one on the other side. "Yeah, like a bucket and a half would be perfect," You called back to her. She came out, filling the bins and looking at you. "Found yourself another crush?" She teased.
"No, just wondering if they want something," Your excuse was nothing but bullshit as she laughed, shaking her head at you. "Go ask then, weirdo," Your eyes widened a bit at that idea. Obviously, you've gone up to a table before and asked if they wanted a drink, but not someone like him. He was different than the other little crushes you had here and there.
You took a moment to muster up the courage, then walked over to the table. As you got closer, it seemed as if the two were arguing about something. You cleared your throat and smiled cheerfully. "Sorry to interrupt! Can I get either of you something to drink?" The shorter one smiled a bit and looked at you. "Yeah! Can I get an iced americano?" You nodded and looked over at the taller one. "I'll take the same." He didn't even bother to look up.
It hurt your ego that he didn't even move his eyes from the screen in front of him; you nodded and walked away. You made the drinks and peeked over the espresso machine as the taller one had a bothered expression looking at the other. "I don't care about Sooyoung or that she moved on already. Please leave me out of your updates on her. I'm not going to move on right now. My head is fucked thinking about her. I don't need the updates; besides, I'm working on fixing myself right now. I'm not jumping into a relationship," He grumbled; you didn't mean to eavesdrop, but he was talking a bit on the louder side. "Jeonghan," The other one started.
You finished up their drinks and thought to yourself, "Jeonghan." You walked over to them, carefully holding their drinks. "Two Americanos," you smiled. It was definitely a customer service smile instead of your actual smile as they nodded. "Thank you," Jeonghan finally lifted his head to look at you. His mind started racing for a moment. He couldn't remove his eyes from you as he walked away.
Seungkwan moved his leg over, kicking the side of his leg lightly. " What?" He looked at him. "Dude, you're eye fucking her...After saying you don't want another relationship." Jeonghan's face was expressionless as he shrugged a bit. "I can look all I want. That doesn't mean I'm hopping into a relationship." Seungkwan couldn't help but roll his eyes in response.
Jeonghan finished what he was working on and stood up, walking towards the register. You walked over and smiled. " Can I help you with anything?" He nodded a bit, his face seeming to relax from the scowl he had sitting at the table. " I'd just like to pay," you nodded and rang him up, adding a discount to it.
"Oh, I thought it was more," He looked surprised by the price and paid. You handed him his receipt, a soft, rosy color spreading on your cheeks. "Have a great rest of your day," you smiled at him as he nodded, giving you a soft smile and looking at your name tag. "You too, Y/N,"
You hated when people said your name at work if it wasn't one of your coworkers. You realized quickly after starting that customers would use it too much that they abused it. But hearing your name come from those sweet lips, he had made butterflies flutter in your stomach. You watched as he turned and sat back down with his friend.
You cleaned up the counters and looked around, not wanting to be a creep, and stared at him longingly from behind the counter. Watching the gorgeous, tall, slim figure pick up his bag and leave. You seemed disappointed that you didn't say much other than your usual customer service script you had. A few days went by, and you only had small shifts here and there. Even though you only saw Jeonghan one time, you consistently clocked in with the hope of being able to see him again.
You heard the bell ring as you finished stocking the cups. " Welcome!" You threw out the plastic and turned around. " Oh," You smiled a bit and walked over, seeing his face again. "Iced americano again?" You smiled at him as he looked at you. He seemed a bit surprised that you remembered him but was more than happy to realize you recognized him.
"Did you want decaf? It's a bit late," You realized you might have been crossing a line and stared at the espresso machine. "No, I need the caffeine right now. I have finals coming up." You nodded and smiled at him. "What major?" You looked at him over the counter. "Visual arts, more so in photography and journalism," He watched as you carefully put the lid on, waiting to hear the click of it connecting before handing him his drink.
"Dual major?" You looked at him, impressed, as he nodded. "That's why I need the caffeine," His laugh seemed a bit awkward and weak. "I don't blame you. I tried college, but it wasn't for me," You confessed as he listened. "I put it off for a while. My friend I was here with the other day helped convince me when he applied. Everyone I graduated high school with graduates in the spring, so I'm three years behind,"
"Gap years work for a lot of people." You nodded. You watched as he took a sip of his coffee; the bitter taste was comforting to him. " I got to be honest with you," You looked at him, almost studying him but hoping he didn't pick up on it. "Yeah?" He couldn't help but question; you were so captivating to him, and he loved hearing every word leave your lips. "I don't understand how you like Americanos," You laughed softly.
He looked at you surprised. "You don't like them?!" He sounded almost offended. "It's way too strong, plus it's so insanely bitter. I give you credit." You giggled as you spoke playfully, and he shook his head. "They're so good. The bitterness is the best part. You're actually able to taste the coffee and not all the flavors and milk." You listened to him; he sounded so confident in everything he said.
"Let me make you something; I think you'll like it," You looked over at him, seeing he was already halfway through his coffee. "Alright," He walked back over to the register. "Are you allergic to anything?" You looked at him as he shook his head. "I can have everything but dairy, but sometimes it upsets my stomach." He watched you as he worked. Hearing the scream of the milk steaming, he seemed in awe as you poured in the frothed milk, watching the simple design you created on top. You closed the lid and handed it to him.
"Try it," you looked at him. He picked it up, sniffing it first, then took a sip. His body filled with warmth, and he smiled. "What is it?" He opened the lid. "Vanilla latte: one extra shot so you get your strong coffee taste and vanilla soy milk." He looked at you and smiled. "Well, keep this in mind; this might become my usual."
You nodded with a grin. " What's your name?" You didn't want to be weird that you remembered him from your "accidental" eavesdro ping. " Jeonghan," he looked at you, admiring you as you nodded. " Well, nice to meet you," you smiled widely.
"Ditto," He smiled back and looked at you. " How much for the latte?" He stared at the register as you waved your hand at him. " Free," He huffed a bit, then thought. "Do you take tips?" You nodded a bit, and he smiled, looking around the dead cafe. "Come here," You walked around the bar and headed over to him. The smell of his cologne bringing you closer to him. He looked at the pocket sewn into your apron and dropped a bill in. "Thank you," he thanked you as you reached in and went to give it back to him.
"Nope, that's yours for your amazing customer service," he winked a bit as you shook your head. He looked at you and smiled. “Alright, I'm going to go now. There's a lot to study," he laughed a bit. "Have fun," you teased. "Do you work tomorrow?" He watched you, his eyes traveling all over your body as you walked behind the bar, bending down to grab a rag to start cleaning.
"Tomorrow night and the next day, I work in the morning," You never told people your schedule, no matter how attractive, but you couldn't help yourself and you could only hope it wouldn’t be a mistake. "I'll see you then," He walked out as you still had that smile plastered on your face.
He did come the next day and the day after. You kept talking each time and coming up with a new topic. Each conversation never ended, as there was always something new that you both could talk about. The next day, you finally got the confidence and looked at him, mesmerized by the way the light from the sun was hitting his eyes revealing the mixture of chestnut and amber hues. "Can I get your number?" You asked him as you interrupted the silence that crept over, but to your delight, he nodded and smiled. "Absolutely, give me your phone,"
You pulled it out from your back pocket and handed it to him as he typed his number in for you. "There you go," He smiled softly, handing you your phone back. You tucked your phone away, sending a quick hello text beforehand. "Would you like to go on a date?" He looked at you, his spontaneity catching you off guard. "A date?" You questioned, your head almost tilted to the side, resembling a puppy dog which made Jeonghan’s heart melt a bit. "Yes. You and me. Maybe some dinner, and we can see what we decide on after," He looked at you, hoping you weren't questioning it because you didn't want to go.
"Okay," you answered, and he looked at you, his eyes meeting as he smiled at you. "I'll text you later; I have to head to class." He checked the time quickly as you nodded at him. " Sounds good! Don't stress too much," you called out as he walked out.
Jeonghannie: When are you off this week?
You checked your phone, laughing to yourself at the name he had given his contact.
Y/N: I took off this weekend :)
Jeonghannie: Perfect
You stared at your phone, the excitement filling your body for the rest of the day, knowing you were actually going on a date with him.
Jeonghan smiled as he looked at his phone. Seungkwan nudged him a bit with his elbow. "What?" Jeonghan whispered as Seungkwan lifted his chin, looking at the chat he had open. "That's the girl from the cafe, isn't it?" Jeonghan locked his phone and placed it on the table in front of him. “Yes. She asked for my number, so I gave it to her. That's all," Seungkwan nodded a bit hesitantly as he didn't fully believe him about it being just a friendship. "Fine, we're going on a date this weekend." Seungkwan's eyes opened widely, and he was in utter shock hearing him say those words.
"Stop freaking out about it," He mumbled as Seungkwan still stared at him. "I thought you were 'fucked in the head,'" His eyes glared into Jeonghan as he quoted him. "Yeah, but it's been over for a while now. I'm not going to keep pitying myself with the idea of where I fucked up. I'm not going to continue blaming myself when I didn't deserve what Sooyoung did. It didn't matter what I did for her when we were together; I did everything to keep her happy, but it was for nothing. I'm moving on. Not going to keep messing up my head," Jeonghan sighed, finishing up his rant.
"Good," Seungkwan whispered as he nodded at him. Class finished up as he walked out with Seungkwan. "So, is the cafe where you've been going almost every day?" Jeonghan smiled to himself with a faint blush. "Yeah. There's a cute barista; I had to at least talk to her a few times," Seungkwan snickered a bit. " Shut up," Jeonghan laughed, a smile setting in on his face.
He fixed his hair in the mirror, making sure he liked the way it looked as he grabbed his wallet and keys and walked out to the living room where Seungkwan was studying. "I'm leaving now," he said, walking towards the door as Seungkwan watched him. "Wow, look at you," he teased, seeing him so dressed up. "Don't wait up." He laughed as he walked out.
Jeonghannie: I'm on my way now!
Y/N: Okay! Drive safe
He smiled at your message as he got in his car, driving carefully to your place. He parked, grabbing the flowers he had bought for you out of the passenger seat and walked up to your apartment and knocked. You opened the door and smiled, seeing him.
He looked at you in awe. The little black dress you were wearing hugged your body and showed each curve you had perfectly. "Wow." He couldn't keep it in and had to let the words escape his lips. He smiled at you, admiring your body, and you did the same to him. You both had a very classic idea for date night. His black dress pants and white shirt looked incredible on him, but you knew he'd look stunning in anything.
"Oh, these are for you," he carefully handed you the bouquet he purchased. You looked at the deep red color of the roses, and your face started to match that shade. "They're beautiful," you smiled, opening your door more to invite him in. You walked over to your kitchen, grabbed a vase, and filled it with water and the food that came with the flowers as you carefully placed them in the vase. " Thank you," you looked over at him.
"Of course," he already felt himself falling for the way you smiled at him, the way your eyes had a grin to them. " I'm ready to go whenever you are," you looked at him as he nodded, standing up from the stool he found himself sitting in.
He walked with you down the stairs and checked his map application. "It's a quick walk if you'd like to do that, or we can go by car. Your choice," He looked at you. "It's nice out so that we can take a walk," You grinned up at him, his heart melting a bit inside as he thought for a moment. "Let me just get my jacket from the car." He walked over to a newer-looking sedan. You watched from the stairs of your building as he practically jogged back over to you. "Okay, we can go now," He smiled, putting the jacket on and walking with you.
He wasn't actually cold, but he figured that if you were after dinner, he could give you his jacket like in the rom-coms he swore he hated but still used to watch. He walked next to you as you headed to the restaurant. "Good evening," the hostess smiled as Jeonghan smiled back. “I have a reservation; it should be under Jeonghan." He watched as she looked in her book. "Table for two?" She looked up at him as she highlighted a part of the restaurant in purple.
She grabbed two menus and walked you to your table. You looked around the place in a bit of awe as you'd never been to a place like it. More than thirty tables were scattered around just in the main dining room. The hostess led you to the back of the restaurant, placing the menus on a round table. The table was beautifully set with a darker green tablecloth, faux candles that were flickering in the center, and a fawn-colored napkin placed on each side that wrapped up your silverware. The hostess pulled out your seat as you sat down, going to push your chair in until she did it.
Your expression must've looked surprised by the way Jeonghan stifled a laugh. You looked at the menu and quickly snuck a peek at Jeonghan. "If you don't like the menu, let me know; we can go somewhere else,” his voice was almost a whisper as you nodded. "I'll be good," You smiled at him as he nodded. "I like Italian," You reassured him as he nodded with a smile. "Have you ever been here?" He looked at you. His eyes looked so dreamy as you shook your head. "I've never been somewhere this fancy,"
You looked around, studying the area around you. The place was dim, but you could still see Jeonghan clearly. Before you could get too lost in your thoughts, the waiter came up. "Good evening. My name is Insu, and I'll be your waiter tonight. Can I get you anything to drink?" Jeonghan checked the menu one more time and then looked at you. "Do you drink wine?" He watched as you nodded, and he looked at the waiter. "Two glasses of the best Chardonnay you have, please," The waiter nodded and smiled at the two of you. "Any appetizers? I'd recommend the raw bar sampler or crab cakes or even a Caesar salad to pair with your wine." He suggested as Jeonghan nodded, and you smiled. You placed your order and looked at Jeonghan. "Do you have Venmo or something?" He shook his head, laughing a bit.
You pouted slightly. "Seriously, this meal is like half of my rent. Let me pay you for my portion." You were almost begging as he shook his head. "I asked you out, plus it's a date. I'm not going to make you pay for your meal at a place I picked." You realized it wasn't worth playfully arguing as Jeonghan was very set on not having you pay, so you backed down. "How have classes been?" You smiled at him, changing the subject. He shrugged a bit. "They've been okay. I mean, finals are happening in about a month, so I'm going to have to start cramming because half the classes go in one ear and out the other." He laughed a bit.
You listened to him as he talked about his classes. You started to regret not going, but you were also more than grateful that you didn't have to stress out studying for a grade that would make or break your future. "Sorry, I don't mean to yap so much; how has work been?" He looked at you, feeling bad that all he was doing was talking. "It was good; I don't know why we've been so understaffed a lot, but I've picked up a lot of hours." Jeonghan listened but wasn't fully grasping your words. He looked lost while watching your lips move. Nothing sexual was being said, but he couldn't help the dirty thoughts that flooded his brain. The dark rose-shaded gloss that covered your lips made him picture where else it would look just as perfect. He licked his lips a bit and took a sip from his wine. You smiled at him innocently as you finished talking.
"How long have you been there?" He posed another question so he wouldn't look as weird for staring at you like you were dessert. His eyes traveled around what he could see. "About three years," You nodded as he nodded back, looking a bit surprised to hear about your longevity in one place. "Where do you work?" You smiled at him, wanting to figure out how he had so much money that he could throw at a meal. "Oh," He seemed a bit flustered. "I don't. I'm focused more on school right now. Luckily, my family lets me buy using their credit card for now." He sounded embarrassed, like he didn't want to tell you. He read your expression as you nodded. "I do want to get a job once I get my degree," you nodded again; you weren't expecting it, but you weren't too surprised seeing his new car and the fancier clothing he’d wear just to stop by for some coffee.
You watched him sign the check and stood up, pulling your chair out for you as you got up and walked towards the door with him. You held your small clutch purse tight to your body as a chill came over you from the late-night breeze. "Cold?" He questioned a bit as you nodded. You saw him take off his jacket quickly and place it around your body. He wouldn't verbally say it, but he was a bit proud of the moment he wanted to happen, which was actually playing out.
He walked with you back to your place as you smiled up at him. "I had an amazing time. Thank you for dinner; next time, it's on me," He looked down at you, a gentle smile spreading on his cheeks. "You want another date with me?" He questioned as a faint blush spread on your face. "I mean, if you'd like another one with me?" It came out as a question as he nodded. "I'd love to go out with you again," You stood at the door of your apartment.
"Want to come in?" You questioned as he nodded a bit. "Sure, as long as it's not a hassle," You shushed him a bit as you pulled your keys out of your bag and unlocked your door, letting him in and following after. You locked the door behind you as you put your purse on the counter. Your apartment was neat and bright from the white counters and backsplash mixed with the bright white LED lights. "Make yourself at home," You bent down a bit to take off the heels you were wearing. He walked over to your couch and sat down.
"Do you want anything? Water? Coffee?" You looked at him. "I'll take a water, please," He looked over at you. You nodded as you grabbed two bottles and walked over to him, handing him one and opening the other one for yourself. You sat down on the couch next to him. "Thank you again for dinner," You took off his coat and placed it on the back of the sofa next to him. "And thank you for letting me wear that," You brushed off the back of the coat, ridding of a few pieces of your hair.
“Anytime,” His eyes wandered, looking over every inch of your body. He studied every curve of your body, the way your tits sat perfectly in that tight dress. He felt so worked up as his eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. You noticed and moved in closer to him. "Do it," Your voice was soft as his eyes darted to meet yours, he was a bit surprised that you caught him. He placed his hand on the side of your face gently as he kissed you. His gentle lips were soft and needy as he pulled you in closer to him.
You held onto his shoulders as he pulled you to sit on his lap. His tongue moved in sync with yours as you had your arms loosely wrapped around his neck. You pulled away, putting your forehead on his to let you both catch your breath. "I got my lipstick on you," You started to wipe it off with your thumb as a smirk crept onto his face. "Can it go somewhere else?" He gave you such a suggestive look, making your stomach backflip.
"Oh yeah?" Your voice was low but playful as you leaned to whisper in his ear. "And where is that?" You playfully unbuttoned his shirt. He moved you carefully, making you giggle a bit as he leaned to whisper in your ear this time. "I want to see those beautiful lips wrapped around my cock," He was forward, not wanting to play with you. He stood up as your eyes followed him. "I can make that happen," You murmured.
He threw his shirt off, and then his pants followed within moments of you agreeing. You looked at the length that was being compressed in his boxers. He pulled it out, looking at you as you sat on the couch. Your eyes stayed locked on his cock. He was bigger than you expected, but you weren't going to complain. You wrapped your hand around his thick base and started to move it. Twisting and moving it up and down. Soft groans escaped from his lips as you put his cock in your mouth.
He pressed his lips together, loving the feeling of the warmth your mouth gave him. "You're such a pretty girl," He breathed. Your eyes connected with his as you swirled your tongue around his tip. "Fuck yes," He groaned under his breath. You kept your pace as your cheeks hollowed against his length. The warmth of your mouth made him moan. He watched your head bob up and down as your hand still worked on jerking him from the base of his length.
He pursed his lips, not wanting to cum just yet. He tangled his fingers in your hair. "Get on the couch," His voice was gentle as you pulled away from him. He helped you stand up and kissed your reddened lips. "Sit," You sat down on the couch like he told you to. He pushed your stomach lightly to have you lie down. He kissed your lips, biting down carefully as he reached under your dress and pulled your panties down. Throwing them somewhere in your living room.
He smirked to himself as he felt your wetness. You shivered a bit at the feeling as he pushed his middle finger in gently, moving his finger slowly before pulling out to rub your sensitive bud. You moaned against his lips as he moved his finger carefully, not wanting to overwhelm your body with his touch.
His fingers played with your wetness, moving from your soaking wet cunt to your swollen clit. Every motion had you moaning out. "J-Jeonghan," You stuttered as he smirked, placing kisses on every available place of your body. His fingers moved in a come-hither motion. "That feels so fucking good," You mewled out. He loved hearing your words of encouragement as he continued.
His foreplay was sending you into a deep state of euphoria as he watched you. "Do you want to go further?" He wanted to make sure you actually wanted to fuck and not just play with each other for now. "Yes," You couldn't help but plead. "I want your cock in me so bad, Jeonghan," You were begging him at this point as he moved his fingers away from you. He grabbed his pants off the floor and opened his wallet. Grabbing the gold foil and ripping it open, he slid on the rubber from inside.
"Are you okay with riding?" He spoke so sweetly as he sat down next to you. You nodded at him as you slid off your dress. He stared at your figure in awe as you moved to hover over him. "Take your time," His voice was gentle as you nodded, slowly sinking onto his length. Moans slipped out of your mouth as he groaned, feeling your tight opening wrap around him.
His hands placed themselves on your hips as you slowly started to move. He grunted as you slowly rolled your hips against him, feeling your walls adjust to him. "You're doing so fucking good." He couldn't help but praise you, and it was helping as your pace picked up as you bounced on him. He watched your tits for a moment before pulling you in closer to him, taking one of him in his mouth as he flicked your nipple with his tongue.
"Oh fuck, Jeonghan," You whimpered as he continued; his tongue started to swirl around your nipple as you groaned, and he moved to the other side of your chest to repeat the same actions. He held your ass before taking control of the pacing for you. His cock pushed deeper inside you. His thrusts were more desperate than yours were as they made you cry out his name.
"You like that baby?" He smirked a bit as your cheeks deepened in color at the sudden pet name. "Fuck yes," You purred. The sound of your thighs hitting filled the room, and his thrusts started to become pounds as you cursed and yelled out his name. "God, you're so fucking perfect," His grip on your hips tightened, his fingers digging into your skin. Your moans grew louder as he covered your mouth. "We wouldn't want a noise complaint, would we?" His eyes were dark and full of lust as you bit your lip.
He removed his hand from your face and placed it on the nape of your neck, pulling you into him as he kissed you. His saliva spreading on your lips from his sloppiness. He watched your expression for a moment as he pulled away. "I'm going to fucking cum, Jeonghan," Your eyes rolled back as he continued to move his hips into you. "Do it for me, babe," He cooed.
You felt your body dissolve into pleasure as your walls spasmed against his dick. He groaned as he pulled you in closer, biting your shoulder lightly as his cock twitched inside as he climaxed. You felt his grip on you loosen a bit as he panted. "You're so beautiful," He looked at you, his hair sticking to his forehead as he smiled up at you. "You felt so good; I'm sorry I took over," He apologized as he fixed your hair and then put his hand on your cheek.
"It's okay," You blushed. "I liked it better when you started fucking me," You admitted smiling a bit. "I also didn't mean to take you out to dinner and fuck right after the first date." He laughed a bit shortly. "I wasn't planning on it either," You confessed to him. "But it was a heat of the moment thing, and I think both of us enjoyed it. Or at least I did," You smiled at him as he nodded quickly. "I enjoyed it a lot,"
You got off of him and walked to your bedroom to grab yourself some clothes. You walked out and saw he had already put his pants and shirt back on. "I'm going to go home, okay?" He looked over at you. You checked the time on your stove and saw it was eleven thirty. "Alright, thank you for dinner and everything, Jeonghan. I'd love to go out again," You smiled up at him as he nodded. "I'll text you," He kissed your cheek as he walked out.
Once he got home, he saw Seungkwan waiting for him. "How was your date?" Seungkwan looked over as Jeonghan tossed his keys on the counter. "It was good. I had a really, really good time, and I think she did too." He looked through the mail on the counter as Seungkwan studied him, seeing his disheveled hair that was sticking to his forehead. "Did you guys just have dinner?" He questioned.
Jeonghan rolled his eyes as he responded. "Yep. Dinner, and she invited me to her place afterward," Seungkwan nodded. “Are you seeing her again?" Jeonghan nodded in response. “I'd love to. She's perfect, so I want to keep seeing her." He finally looked over at him.
Y/N: I hope you made it home safely! I really appreciate everything from tonight. Would you like to go and see a new movie that comes out next week? I'm off Thursday and Saturday.
Jeonghannie: I would love to! Thursday is the only day I don't have class, so that would be perfect.
Y/N: See you then
Jeonghan smiled as he put his phone away. "I'm heading to bed, night Seungkwan." He walked to his room and shut the door behind him.
You spent your days counting down in between each date the two of you had. It took Jeonghan a bit, but he finally, as Seungkwan would say, "Grew a pair" and asked you out.
The two of you grew inseparable, and you became close with Seungkwan, too. Once you moved in the three of you ended up doing a lot together. When they were having cram sessions you’d always make sure to come home with coffees to give them. Jeonghan felt so lucky to have you in his life, especially at that moment. He sat in his chair, looking around at the stadium full of people.
"Welcome, families and graduates," the dean's soft voice said as he spoke into the microphone that didn’t help his voice reach the whole stadium. He continued his speech about the college, and the ceremony began. You searched the chairs from high up, trying to see if you could find Jeonghan. The list of names went on and on.
Y/N: I can't find you :(
You sent your message and kept looking around.
Jeonghannie: I'm three rows in front of the last. Middle of the row!
He looked down and searched. His mahogany-shaded hair didn't stand out from the crowd, but once he started moving, you could spot him, seeing the yellow top of his cap.
Y/N: I see you, pookie <3
Jeonghannie: I can't see you :( That's unfair
Y/N: Wait until after ;)
He smiled at your message and put his phone away, as his name was close to being called.
"Yoon Jeonghan," The dean called out as Jeonghan shook his hand. Holding the diploma close and taking his photo op with the dean and others from the administration.
You cheered for him, watching as he looked around and finally made eye contact with you. He smiled so brightly as he sat back down in his seat.
Y/N: Look at my smart, handsome, and perfect graduate boyfriend!
You giggled as you sent your message with a picture you took of him.
Jeonghannie: God, I love you
You smiled at his message as you waited for the ceremony to wrap up, it took another forty minutes but once they announced the last name and thanked everyone you made your way out of the stadium. Then, you walked out to the main campus and waited for him with a bouquet of crimson carnations that coordinated with the school's colors. You looked around eagerly, waiting for him.
You heard his laugh as he spoke with someone else, and your face lit up when you saw him. You let a few people pass before you ran up, practically jumping into his arms, and he held you. "I'm so proud of you," Your voice was gentle as you spoke into his ear, kissing his cheek as he squeezed you a bit. He kissed your nose and smiled. "I love you so much, Y/N,"
You watched as he pulled away from the hug. You held the flowers and smiled at him. Your expression became a bit confused as he got on one knee, pulling a box out of his pocket.
"Like every day, I want to make it about us, not just me or you. I want to be with you every day for the rest of our lives. I love you more than I could even put into words, Y/N," You watched as he took a deep breath and opened the box. "Will you marry me?" Your mouth was left agape as you stared at the beautiful rock he was holding out to you. You realized you didn't say anything and smiled at him. "Yes, absolutely." Happy tears came down your face as he stood up, sliding the ring on your finger gently before placing a kiss on your lips.
ღ warnings: cursing, rough sex, pet names such as baby, good girl, my love, reader sends nudes, oral sex! (f receiving), hair pulling(reader pulling yeo’s), yeo is a bit sadistic, teasing, dom! yeosang, unprotected sex(don’t do that), mention and description of infidelity, breakup, reader has a bit of a breakdown
ღ networks: @illusionnet @k-vanity @k-library
ღ summary: Reader is in a stable relationship with Yeosang until he messes up. Creating massive change making reader breakdown until your coworker Yunho is there to help.
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Yeosang stretched out as he woke up, yawning loud enough to make you shift in bed from the noise he was making. "Good morning," he smiled at you and kissed your cheek. He didn't mean to wake you, but he couldn't help but be delighted to see your face. A tired smile formed on your face as he got out of bed, grabbing his clothes before heading to the bathroom to take his shower.
You sat up, rubbing your eyes. You wanted more sleep desperately, but it wasn't worth it to you. Falling back into your REM cycle would take too long for you to enjoy your sleep fully. Yeosang walked out of the bathroom, towel-drying his hair as you watched him. His shirt was sticking to his defined abdomen. To say you were taking a peek was an understatement. Yeosang laughed as he noticed you, and you blushed. "Hey, it's not fair that you look this good in the morning, especially after a shower," You huffed a bit as he laughed a bit more. "You look even better," He spoke with such a flirty tone.
You wanted to grab him and absolutely ravage him with the way he looked and the deep voice he was speaking in. Your mind was elsewhere as he was talking to you now. You couldn't focus on the words he was saying. Your mind was on the idea of being wrapped around him. "Baby?" He called out as you looked up. "Yes?" You smiled innocently; the bright red color that had taken over your cheeks gave you up immediately. "I'm going to work now," He walked to your side of the bed and planted a kiss on your lips. "Have a good day," You pulled away from him as he fixed his jacket and walked out.
You got up for the day and cleaned up, even if it was a bit unwillingly. Even though he left hours ago, you were still thinking about the way he looked that morning. You could feel how tense your body was as if it was waiting for Yeosang to come to relax and unravel you. You lay down in your bed once you finished with your tasks. You turned on a TV show to watch, just as background noise as you picked one of the many books you kept saying you were going to read. It only took about twenty minutes of reading before you lost interest and started to pay attention to the show you turned on instead.
You checked the time and walked to the bathroom to take a shower since you didn't have anything else to do. You heard your phone buzz against the marble counter as you got out of the shower, wrapping yourself in a towel. You picked it up and smiled at Yeosang's text. Every day, he sent you one, so you knew he was leaving work and heading home to you, it was like your own little routine. You texted him back, letting him know you couldn't wait to see him and following up with a photo of you; you didn't want to reveal too much to him. Just enough to make him excited for what you had planned.
You quickly dried your hair and lit a few candles in your bedroom for mood lighting. You looked around, trying to find something you could wear. As you dug through your drawer full of lingerie, you decided it was too much to find something to put on, only for Yeosang to look at what you were wearing for only a few minutes before he took it off of your body. You settled on changing your towel for a dry one as you lay down on your bed. You knew what Yeosang liked and the usual responses to positions he would have you lay in, so you made sure to pose yourself in the way he liked.
You heard the door open and shut, the sound of his shoes flying off as he came into your room, smirking. You knew that you turned him on just the right amount. "I see you're already in position for me, baby," You nodded, "Of course I am; I wouldn't want to make your work any harder," A sweetness was in your voice mixed with the sultryness. "Good girl," He rasped out climbing on top of you to kiss you roughly. You could tell how satisfied he was with your responses as he crouched down on the side of the bed, reaching up and yanking your hips to meet his face. "Let's just take this off of you then, baby," He bit his lip; it was like he was playing with your patience. Seeing how far he could go before you started begging and whining for him. He pushed the towel off of you and spread your legs.
"Such a pretty pussy," He mumbled softly. His finger started to tease your slit. You couldn't help but let out a soft whimper of desperation as he smirked at you. He moved his hand away from you as he made his fingers wet with his saliva. He looked up at you, seeing your hips shift out of neediness. He already knew how badly you wanted him to touch you, and the way you were moving for him only made his own hunger grow.
He started to rub his finger around the area of your clit, not touching it just yet, just to see you squirm before he actually began to move his finger on you. You moaned out as soon as he started to rub his finger in gentle circles. The pleasure took over immediately. "You're such a good girl," His eyes were glued to your body, watching every movement you made. He leaned down, placing a kiss on your now soaking-wet cunt. He moaned against you and pushed his tongue inside of you. You cried out, reaching down to grab his hair.
He smirked at your movements as you pulled gently. The contrast of his tongue darting in and out of you and his finger still moving in soft circles around your clit was sending you into euphoria. "Yeosang," You moaned out; it was almost inaudible from how breathy you were. Your noises fueled him. He was so meticulous and always wanted to make you feel good. But to you, it seemed like every time he decided to eat you out, it was getting better and better.
You tugged at his hair as his tongue moved up to your clit. He sucked on it lightly, swirling his tongue around as he moaned against you. Your back arched as you moaned out his name desperately, almost begging for him to just fuck you. He smirked to himself as he moved away. His sudden absence made you sit up a bit. He stripped off his clothing and then looked at you. "Back up a bit," His words weren't harsh, but they were a bit demanding. You backed up a bit as he grabbed some pillows, placing them so they'd be under your hips. He kissed your chest carefully, leaving little bites here and there as you laid down for him.
He got himself situated and then started to tease you, rubbing his tip on you and moving up and down your opening. You shifted a bit, almost as if you were trying to put his hard cock in you on your own. He bit his lip and carefully pushed in. His arms were above you as he held onto the bed frame to keep himself steady as he pushed his whole length inside of you. The pressure he was creating in your body made you moan out. "Y-Yeosang," You sounded so desperate. "Yeah?" He responded in such a cocky, almost sarcastic way, as if he didn't know why you were moaning out his name. His thrusts into you were leaving you at a loss for words.
Each pound to your pussy was making your chest bounce, which was a view Yeosang loved to watch whenever he had you in missionary. Your legs wrapped around his waist, making him smirk, knowing he was pleasing you. Whenever you did that, he knew your orgasm was close. He kept his speed and pace as much as he could. He knew switching it up this late into it would be a mistake, and you wouldn't get the pleasure he craved for you to have. He looked down at your face, watching it contort with pleasure. "Cum for me," He practically growled out at you.
You could only moan in response to his words. The knot in your stomach felt tighter until you felt it unravel. Your pussy wrapped around him a bit tighter as you reached your climax. His cock was throbbing, and you loved the feeling of it as he kept going. "Where should I finish?" He asked you, not knowing if you'd want to swallow or let him paint you. "In me," You let out breathlessly. His eyes widened a bit at your suggestion. It turned him on more than he even thought it would as he sped up a bit. Going at a pace a bit faster to make himself reach his climax.
He groaned a bit as he pushed into you as deep as he could. He threw his head back as you felt him start to fill you with his seed. You quivered at the feeling. Beginning to close your hips before he could even pull out. He panted as he looked down at you. You watched him, just in awe of how good he made you feel. He leaned down, his body pressing on top of you as his lips met yours. Yeosang couldn't help but smile in satisfaction against your lips. Yours pressed against him, deepening the kiss and making it a bit more passionate until he pulled away. "I'm gonna pull out now, okay?" He looked down at you as you nodded.
Your lips pressed together as he pulled out. He walked to the bathroom quickly and grabbed wipes, cleaning you up and himself. He kissed your forehead with a smile. "I'm gonna start the shower for you, okay?"
You sat up. "Don't you want to join me?" You looked at him, raising your eyebrow as he laughed at you. "Who would I be to say no?" He looked over at you from the bathroom. You made your way over to him and couldn't stop yourself from looking. Your eyes shifted as you stared at him, admiring every part of his body.
He waved his hand in front of you for your attention, making you laugh at his actions. "Sorry, I was just taking in the view," You smiled at him as he shook his head. "Come get in the shower, It's nice and warm,"
You climbed in after him, clipping your up hair right before sighing in relief, feeling the water hit your back. He couldn't help himself from staring at you. Your state of bliss made him feel at peace. He always promised you that he would provide for your every need, no matter what it was. "You're perfect," He cooed. Your cheeks flushed as you looked at him. "I could say the same about you," You retorted a bit, almost as if you were making it a competition.
He leaned down to kiss your forehead. "Can I get some of the water now?" He looked at you as you stood under the shower head, just wanting to enjoy the warm water as you washed yourself up. You didn't even realize you were taking all of it for yourself. You moved carefully, almost pushing him to be under the shower head. "I'm sorry! It should still be warm," You reassured him. He nodded and reached down, turning it up a little bit. He made you feel bad enough for hogging all the water. He didn't want to tell you that you also used up the hot water he started the shower with.
"Oh, how was work today?" You smiled, realizing you didn't quite get the chance to ask him earlier. "Good," he nodded, turning the water off as he got out and grabbed both of you a towel. You followed after him, taking the towel carefully and wrapping it around yourself. "I actually have a business trip I have to go on," he looked over at you.
You always hated it when he left for a trip. You didn't have any fears of him cheating, but all you wanted was for him to be nearby. "Where to?" Your voice got smaller than it was moments ago as he smiled softly. "New York, I think it's only three days," Your anxiety kicked in a bit, he never left Korea for a business and trip and now he’s going across the world.
You nodded to yourself, trying to calm your nerves. "When do you leave?" you asked, watching as he walked out of the bathroom. Your eyes were locked onto his back muscles, watching how they moved when he grabbed his shirt off the hanger. "In two days," he put the shirt on and got the rest of himself dressed.
You sauntered over to your closet. Putting on one of your many nightgowns that were purchased for you over the years. You spaced out a bit as you changed, his arms wrapped around your torso as he planted a gentle kiss on the back of your neck. "Are you hungry, my love?" His words slipped through your trance as you turned your head a bit to look up at him. "Yeah, I can make us something," You smiled softly at him as he let go of you. Playfully smacking your butt as you walked towards the kitchen.
You were distracting yourself for the next thirty hours to take your mind off the fact that Yeosang was leaving you. It was more of an anxious feeling for yourself, it was a change in your routine but it wasn’t permanent and you needed to remind yourself that. There were also your common fears that everyone had, like being alone in your apartment for a few days without him to hold you close at night. It wasn't that you didn't live in a safe neighborhood, but it was always one of those fears you had in the back of your mind that someone would break into your place in the middle of the night.
You zipped up the duffle bag, turning to hand it to Yeosang. "Thank you, baby." He placed a kiss on your forehead as you nodded. "Be safe. Have a good time. I'll be waiting right here for you." You smiled at him as he nodded. I'll text you as soon as I land, okay, my love?" You barely got out an "okay" as he walked out.
Your nerves of being alone calmed down; there wasn't any reason for you to be freaking out. You were on the ninth floor, and you always kept your door locked, and you were perfectly safe. Plus, it wasn’t an actual change. He was coming home to you in three days and nothing will have changed. Him being gone gave you more time to do some self-care than before, and you can even restart the book you wanted to read the other day. You grabbed the book off of your nightstand, divulging yourself in the text before you. You couldn't remove yourself from it until you heard your phone buzz. Yeosang had been in meetings all day, so you wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to text him.
[20:37] Yeo: I love you so much, baby. I can't wait to see you at home.
[20:53] Yeo: I had only one meeting. You must be busy. I won't bother you too much. I love you.
Your lips curve upwards as you read his message.
[21:54] Y/N: I love you Yeo! Sorry, I've been reading one of those books I wanted to get to. It's so good! I'll tell you more later.
You saw a bubble still on the top of your messages as you went and clicked on it, taking you out of the conversation with Yeosang. You were a bit surprised to see a few messages from his coworker, Wooyoung.
[21:03] Jung Wooyoung: I'm so sorry to text you at this time. You need to know something.
[21:05] Jung Wooyoung: Can you call me?
[21:26] Jung Wooyoung: I hate to tell you this way, but I will.
Your eyes scurried over what seemed like worrying messages from Wooyoung. Your fears started to take over as you started to picture an injured Yeosang. You began to type a message, then went to the last text you received from him. Your heart sank, and your fingers halted from the message you were about to send as you stared at your phone.
[21:30] Jung Wooyoung has attached an image
[21:30] Jung Wooyoung: I'm sorry Y/N
Your throat felt tight as you zoomed in on the photo. It couldn't be; Yeosang would never cheat on you. You examined the photo Wooyoung sent you. It was impossible to deny that Yeosang was in the photo making out with a random girl in the bar. Every part of you was telling yourself it wasn't true, but no one had the same birthmark he did. Tears came streaming down your cheeks. You stared at Yeosang's contact. You were trying to get the right words together but didn't even know how to start.
You swallowed, going to a group chat with older friends from school. You didn't keep in touch as much as you guys would've hoped, but you would still message each other with updates here and there. It took a lot of work for you to think about messaging them. They were already weird when they heard about how you've been living with Yeosang. They had nothing against him, but they weren't really on board with the idea of him paying for everything and anything you wanted, giving you a place to live rent-free, and all he would ask for was your love and help around the house. They feared you'd end up trapped if something ever happened, but you didn't want to listen to him. You were sure he was going to the one.
You bit the inside of your lip, swallowing your pride as you hit send.
[22:38] Y/N: I'm so sorry to message all of you so late. I've run into a situation. I am still trying to figure out what I should even do. Yeosang left for a business trip to Kyoto. I was myself, and I got worked up because I hate being alone, but I just calmed down earlier after he texted me that he landed. Then, about an hour ago, his coworker started texting me to say that something had happened. I began to think he was dead with the way he was texting. Then he sent me a photo. It was Yeosang. I had been sitting here for thirty minutes, desperately trying to convince myself that it wasn't him. But it was him in the photo with his tongue down a random woman's throat. I genuinely am lost and don't know what I should say to him.
You tearfully sent the message; you weren't even sure you'd get a response until all three of them chimed in. They all gave you the same advice. Get a job. Get stable enough. Then leave. Those three steps started to seem daunting to you. You never imagined this big of a change for yourself. You haven't had a job since you were eighteen. You stopped to focus on school, and then your focus shifted to Yeosang, which put the idea of working so far out of your mind. You needed to figure out how to explain the six-year gap in your resume; it wasn't like you stopped working to take care of children or a family member.
Your heart was beating out of your chest as you went to bed that night. You never pictured yourself working again after he promised you he would take care of you no matter what, but now you had no choice but to take the leap of faith. Yeosang's infidelity made you feel sick to your stomach. Not solely based on his actions but also on your friends' being right. You were trapped in the relationship at this exact moment, which is where their fears started years ago. You needed more than five grand to cover the deposit required for most places in the area, and you didn't want to blow your entire savings account to run away. Plus, you'd need that for actual big emergencies if anything were to happen.
The next day came, and your morning played out the way you had expected it to. You put on the most presentable thing you had in your closet and stared in the mirror for a while, unsure if you were ready to make this huge step. You walked around as many businesses as you could, handing out your application and asking for an interview. Most didn't even bother continuing a conversation with you after seeing such a large gap between your last job and now.
Every place you went to made your body fill with so much dread. Your feet were hurting from how much you were walking around, and all you wanted at that moment was for a place to sit. You tried to power through the pain until you felt like you couldn't. You sat down on the first bench you could find. You took a deep breath and sighed as you stared up at the sky.
Involuntarily tears started to fall on your face as you put your head down. Your body shaking ever so slightly from the sobs. You tried to hold your breath to make yourself stop crying, but it only made it feel like your heart was climbing up into your throat. You took some deep breaths and let your body calm down as you checked your phone.
[11:25] Yeosang: Good morning, sleepy head. I'm in my second meeting today. I'll be home tonight! I can't wait to hear about the book that you read!
Your body filled with so much rage reading his message. You wanted to scream out loud how much you hated him at the moment. Part of you needed to call him and run down a list of as many foul names as you could call him. You wanted to, but you knew you couldn't. You had a plan you needed to follow; you needed to keep yourself level-headed, as if nothing was wrong. You stared at the message.
[11:32] Y/N: Okay! I can't wait to see you later
You shoved your phone into your pocket as you stood up. You made your way back to your place. Until you saw a convenience store with a hiring sign in the window and get ready to walk in. You went to open the door and stopped, checking your reflection in the mirrored handles, making sure your makeup didn't look too messy from your breakdown. You exhaled deeply and pulled down the bottom of your shirt bit. You opened the door and found yourself the manager. Introducing yourself and handing him your resume.
You watched him anxiously, seeing his eyes follow every word before he put his hand out to you. "You're hired," He smiled as you looked at him, a bit surprised. "I'm sorry," You cleared your throat. "I'm hired?" You couldn't help but question how fast his answer was. "When can you start?" He looked at you. "Monday, anytime from 9:30-4:30," You nodded as he looked at you. He walked to the back, grabbed a piece of paper, and started writing down your hours. "Oh, if possible, can I not work on weekends?" He looked at you disappointed, and you realized how big of a deal breaker it is for you to ask that. "It's okay if I need to," You cleared your throat as his face relaxed a bit. "This is your schedule, and I wrote down your pay." You held the piece of paper quickly and nodded.
"I'll see you Monday. Thank you so much." You walked out shortly after and couldn't help the grin that appeared on your face. You grabbed your phone and clicked on the group message with your friends.
[13:02] Y/N: I got a job!
You practically skipped back to your place as you saw all your friend's messages congratulating you. You looked at the paper, almost in awe that you were able to find a job in a day. The joy that had filled you disappeared within moments as the door opened. The sound of Yeosang's shoes coming off and the door closing triggered your anger.
He walked into the bedroom. "I've missed you," he smiled as he saw you lying in your shared bed. He kissed your forehead, his eyes looking at you admiringly. "I missed you too," you forced a smile to appear on your face as he lay next to you. So, how has your day been? How was your book?" he questioned.
Every time he opened his mouth, all you could think about was the photo his coworker sent you. You just wanted him to shut up and never speak to you again, but you knew that wasn't possible. You needed him at that moment, and that's what made you hate him more. "Love?" He looked at you. You looked into his eyes; the adoration he had was so apparent. You looked away quickly. "My book was good. I didn't do much today; I just laid around." You smiled softly. You wanted to tell him you were leaving him and starting your own life without him. You wanted to say to him that he was nothing more than a piece of shit for cheating. You yearned to leave him so desperately, but the way he was looking at you at that moment made your heart hurt.
If he loved you the way he was looking at you, why would he cheat? You didn't know if he actually went further than making out with her, but you couldn't imagine he didn't. You also were terrified to learn if he did. You stared off, lost in space, as he looked at you. "What are you thinking about?" He pushed a piece of your hair out of your face, tucking it behind your ear. His touch made your blood boil. It was so hard for you to bite your tongue. "Nothing," You stood up and walked to the bathroom. You shut and locked the door behind you as you sat on the floor.
You wanted answers but wanted to avoid asking the questions. The rest of the week, you spent wallowing in your self-pity as you played stupid with him. It was easy to make sure he didn't catch on as he was too focused on what he believed would make you happy. In his mind, though, he was fearing you found out. You managed to keep it a secret that you were working, and it was simple enough. Yeosang left around quarter to nine, and you'd go by 9:15 and be back by 4:30, leaving forty minutes in between you getting home and Yeosang coming home.
"I'm gonna call out," You heard him from the bedroom. Your ears filled with a high-pitched ringing. He never called out; it was supposed to be perfect. He always went to work, and now you did too. Your secret was about to be blown; that was your biggest fear. You were able to hide it for about a month and a half, and now all that sneaking around was for nothing. "Are you feeling okay?" You called out as he stretched. "I'm just exhausted; I don't think going to work today would be good." You nodded as you changed into one of your work outfits. "Where are you going?" He raised an eyebrow as you looked at him. "I'm going to go shopping. I usually go around this time."
You smiled so that he could see it before it dropped as you ran off. Your shift was easy today, just stocking and a bit of cashiering. Plus, you got to work with your favorite coworker, Yunho. "What are your plans this evening?" He looked over at you with a smile. He was a ray of sunshine to you. He always seemed to be in a good mood, and you never heard him complain. "Just going home," You smiled as you finished putting away a box of chips. "You never go out, huh?" He looked at you.
You blushed a bit. "Nope," It was a bit sad to admit, but you always played it off as if you were a homebody and not some housewife without the rings. "What about you?" You looked over at him. "I'm going home too, just to play some games." He wiped down the counter as he spoke. "You always do that, don't you?" You laughed a bit as his blush formed. "Listen, it's fun! Plus, I play with people around the world, so I'm socializing," He came up with some excuses as you shook your head, laughing at him a bit.
You looked around for something else to do. After a few moments of looking around, you realized Yunho had completed everything with you and pulled out your phone.
[10:56] Yeosang: What are you buying?
You bit your lip as you thought of what to say. You still had five more hours to your shift, and there weren't many excuses you could come up with.
[11:27] Y/N: A lot of window shopping! Just seeing what's around.
You hope your excuse was enough for him not to question why you weren't home for so long and the gaps in your responses. "Wow, look at this slacker," Yunho teased you as you whined, putting your phone away. "I am not a slacker; maybe you are," You huffed as he laughed. "Maybe we're both slackers," you thought for a moment and then agreed. You looked at the wall of cigarettes behind you. "Do we have more to stock?"
Yunho shushed you. "Just stand here," he smiled as you stood next to him. You checked your phone to see it ringing, staring at the caller ID. "Hello?" you answered. "Can you come home? I'm not feeling that well." You swallowed. "Ah, okay. Do you need anything?" You responded to him; your voice fell flat as he said no. Yunho observed you as he saw your demeanor change quickly. You hung up and made eye contact with Yunho.
"Are you okay?" He asked as you nodded. "I'm so sorry to have to do this to you, but I need to go home. There's something I have to do." You smiled weakly at him as he nodded. He looked concerned for you as you ran out. You made your way home in minutes and opened the door. "I'm home, Yeo," You took your shoes off and saw him sitting on the couch. "What's wrong?" You asked him, but part of you still cared deeply for him.
"I just feel a bit hot," He nodded as you thought. "You had me come home for that?" You stared at him, unimpressed and ticked off. "Well, I always feel better when you're around, and you were just shopping," Your blood started to run cold. The words he was using were methodical, as he looked at you in a certain way. "Yeah, I know I just ran here," He nodded. "I'm going to lay down again." You nodded back at him as he stood up.
"You don't need a job, by the way, and quite frankly, I'm hurt you didn't tell me." He turned his back to you and walked to the bedroom. All you could see was red at that moment. You slammed the door open. The rage was so much that you couldn't hold back. "I didn't care about the job," He looked at you, his voice gentle. "Go fuck yourself." You stared at him, his brows furrowed a bit by your sudden aggression.
"What did I do?" He looked at you lost. You pulled out your phone and showed him the photo. "Don't you dare fucking deny it! That's you and some random woman kissing. God only knows what happened after but for fucks sake Yeosang." He stared at the picture and then at you for a moment. "Why didn't you bring it up to me when I came home weeks ago?"
You shook your head at his response; you didn't want to hear anything from him. "I wanted to get myself prepared, but I can't do it anymore." You walk to your closet, grabbing a bag and started stuffing it with your clothes and other personal items. "Do what?" He stood up, watching you intently. "Be with you." You looked at him. Tears did come down, but just by looking at your face, he knew you weren't lying to him.
"Please don't," He started to beg as you shook your head. "Don't start," you barked as he looked at you desperately. "Please don't leave me. I promise nothing happened other than that kiss." His voice was wavering. Your tears kept flowing. "Please, you can kiss someone else. We'd be even," His words only made your face contort in disgust. "That's sickening," You stared at him.
"Please, I need you." He begged. "And you need me," Those four words set a fire inside of you. "I don't need you. My friends were right that it was weird you wanted that type of relationship." Your voice was stern as you spoke. "You put me in a box. You kissed someone even though I didn't want to believe it was true for a second; it was just a kiss, and I wish I could believe that it was nothing more than that. But now I'm trapped; I can't leave you cause you have to pay for everything: my clothes, food, rent, and my hobbies. That's why I got my job. For my stability to not be stuck with someone I can't stand."
Yeosang has tears streaming at this point. He didn't even know what to say to you. You took a deep breath and picked up your bag. "I'm only going to wish you were here with me now. I'm going to think of you every day, Y/N. I love you," He swallowed. You looked at him before placing your key on the table next to him and left without saying a word.
As soon as the door shut behind you, the sobs started. The past five years of your life were with him. That place was your home, and you didn't even have a place to stay at that exact moment. It would be too embarrassing to call your parents and ask them to stay with them. Your friends weren't going to be willing when they had so much to deal with themselves. You sniffed as you walked down the street, feeling like a stray animal.
Your feet led you into the convenience store. You looked over at the counter to still see Yunho there. “Y/N?” He questioned. He looked puzzled to see you this late. "Do you want some help tonight?" You asked weakly. He stared at you in shock, examining you as he saw the remnants of the tears that stopped coming down and streaked through your makeup. He never saw you upset before. "Come sit down," He walked over to you, putting his arm around your back as he led you to your back room. "Sit here," He pointed to the stack of energy drink cases.
"What happened?" His voice was quiet and comforting. "I broke up with my boyfriend," You sniffed. You didn't hear anything from him and started to worry that he thought it was lame for you to be this upset. His arms surprised you as they wrapped you up, pulling you into his chest. "I'm sorry," He spoke softly. You couldn't hold back the tearless sobs as you held onto him. "I don't know what to do or where to go. I just left; I had no plans or anything. I'm so stupid for it," You cried out.
"Hey, you're not stupid." He shushed you. "Yes, I am!" You got upset as he looked at you, pulling himself back. "Absolutely not," He took a deep breath then smiled at you. "How about you crash at my place? I have one of those pullout couches, and it would be in separate areas. So you wouldn't have to worry about anything." You looked at him in disbelief. "Are you sure? I really don't want to be a nuisance. I can stay at a hotel; I'll be okay," You rambled, not wanting to be too eager at his offer. "No way in hell will I let you stay in some shit hole. Live with me for now, okay?"
You nodded a bit. "Here," He pulled away from the hug you were in, picking up your hand carefully as he placed his key in your palm. "Go relax; I'll knock or call you once I'm home." You looked at the key. "Are you sure?" You questioned as he nodded quickly. "Yes, I promise. Don't look at the mess too much," He laughed a bit nervously and scratched the back of his head. He pulled his phone out and sent you a message. "There's the address, too. My shift ends in forty minutes." He smiled at you.
"Okay," you answered a bit hesitantly as he smiled at you. "Just relax," he smiled as you nodded and clicked on the address he sent. You stared at the map that opened and started walking to his place. You felt a bit weird as if you were doing something illegal as you opened the door. You shut the door behind you carefully, looking around his place, but you didn't see the mess he claimed was there.
The orange hues that came through the curtains called you closer to the window as you stood in the middle of his place. You carefully wandered over to get a closer look at the view. Admiring the way the sky was painted, the pinks and purples mixed with the orange that called you over left you mesmerized. It wasn't a new thing to look out of the window, but for some reason, watching the sky and the way the city moved below it from Yunho's apartment was much more enjoyable. Your mind started trailing off from enjoying the view as you watched people's apartment lights turned on.
You turned, looking around at Yunho's apartment. It was tidy, but it was very clearly lived in, making it feel much more like a home. You felt your phone buzz in your pocket and looked to see a text.
[17:18] Yunho: I'm here!! Let me in, please:)
You walked over to the door and opened it for him. "Thank you, ma'am." He smiled at you as you smiled back a bit sadly. He walked to his living room and smiled softly. "So let me show you where you can stay." He walked into a room adjacent to where you were standing before. "Follow me," he smiled softly. You didn't realize you were standing still there.
He pushed the door open, and you followed him as he turned on the light. "You can stay in here," He looked around. "I'm gonna clean it up a bit for you," He ruffled his hair as he looked at his room. There were a few pieces of clothing on the ground and his jewelry scattered around his nightstand, but that was all that was around. You were surprised by how neat his bedroom was. "Thank you," You looked up at him. "Where are you staying?" You questioned him. "Oh, in my gaming room! I'm sleeping in there more often anyways, so it works out."
"You're one hundred percent sure?" You raised an eyebrow. "Shhhhh, don't question me," His tone was nothing more than playful. "Do you have any clothes?" He looked at the bag you had placed in the living room. "A few, more for work than anything." He nodded and walked to his closet, pulling out an oversized shirt he had. "This shirt is absolutely massive, so you can wear this to bed if you'd like," He smiled at you. "Thank you," He nodded, then walked to his door. "You have to stop thanking me, Y/N; you're a friend." He grinned. "I'm going to play games in the next room; if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask,"
You watched him walk away and shut the door behind him. You sat down on the bed and looked around at his bedroom, almost studying what was around. Your phone buzzed on your bed every few minutes, the screen lighting up each time to a photo of you and Yeosang. You reached over, looking at each text Yeosang had sent you.
[18:02] Yeosang: I'm really sorry, Y/N, please I would do anything for you to forgive me
[18:07] Yeosang: My love, I really need you back in my life. The house already feels empty without you around it. I need to talk to you, please. Please call me, I'm begging.
[18:15] Yeosang: I don't know how else to express how sorry I am, Y/N. I was gone and couldn't keep track of the drinks I had. It meant absolutely nothing to me. I miss you far beyond words. I need to talk with you, please.
You left each message on read, tears welling up in your eyes as you tossed your phone again. The drop of your phone made you groan in response. You stood up and picked it up, hesitantly turning it over. Tears only overwhelmed your eyes again as you stared at the shattered screen. "Could anything get worse?" You mumbled to yourself as you put your phone on the bed. You walked into the bathroom that Yunho had connected to his bedroom, stripping yourself from the clothes you were wearing.
You looked through the linen closet that Yunho showed you and grabbed a towel for yourself. You looked at the shower for a moment. The controls were way different than the ones at your place before. You looked at it, trying to figure out which way to turn it. You sighed and looked at the wall. "Oh fuck me," You mumbled. Any minor inconvenience at this point only set you off; it felt as if you were a ticking time bomb with everything hitting you at once. You stood up and wrapped the towel around yourself tightly.
You heard his loud cheers and claps as he talked with people on some voice chat. "Yunho?" You walked over to the door, seeing the RGB lights shining through the door. "Yunho?" You called out again as you knocked on the door. "Come in!" He yelled out in response.
You slowly cracked open the door and watched him as he clicked on his mouse over and over. He was lost in his game, almost forgetting that he told you to come in, and you hesitated about whether you should bother him. "I'm sorry to bother you," You scratched the back of your head. "Do you mind showing me how the shower works?" You held the towel tight to your body. You already felt inconvenienced staying at his place, but now you have to come to interrupt him in nothing but a towel to ask for help. "Uh yeah," He turned his head quickly, going to say something into his mic before looking back at you.
"I'll, uh, be right back," He stuttered a bit into his mic. He stood up and led you to his bathroom. He leaned over and started it for you. "Do you like it hot or cold?" He held one of the knobs. "Hot, but not like melt your skin off hot," You nodded. "Gotcha," He smiled as he turned the knob and felt the water. "You should be all set now," You looked at him, his face red as he tried his best to avoid eye contact. "I appreciate you," You grinned. "See, I didn't say thank you then," You teased.
He nodded as he awkwardly made his way out to the bedroom. "I'm just changing in here! I'll be gone before you come out." He called out as he grabbed his clothes. The steam from the shower creeping out of the bathroom door made Yunho turn his head. He shook his head to himself and covered his eyes as he walked over and shut the door.
He cleaned up his room quickly so it didn't seem like he was intruding on what he had already considered your personal space. He looked over at the bed, watching the cracked screen light up as it rang over and over. "Hey, Y/N! You're getting a call!" he called out.
You rinsed your hair and thought for a moment. "Answer it!" You called out again. Yunho looked at your phone for a moment. Carefully sliding his finger across the screen.
"Hello?" He cleared his throat.
"Oh," There was a pause for a moment. "is Y/N around?"
"She's just taking a shower. Is there something I should tell her?" Yunho's voice was sweet as he spoke. He had a feeling that the voice he was hearing was your ex-boyfriend.
"Just tell her to call me back; I really need to speak with her,"
"Okay, I'll let her know. "Before Yunho could even finish his sentence, the call was over.
"Who was it?" You called out as you got out. Wrapping a towel around you. "Not sure, they didn't say," He looked at the door. You nodded to yourself and looked at the shower. "can you come in and turn the shower off? I wasn't paying attention earlier; I'm sorry," His blush deepened. "Are you sure?" He questioned, making you laugh a bit. "You're sounding a bit like me, but yes. Please come in to turn it off. I'll watch this time,"
He opened the door carefully, making a beeline for the shower. "Here," He stared at the handle, and you watched him, making a mental note so you wouldn't have to bother him again. "Ah, okay," You nodded as he nodded back. He wouldn't make eye contact with you, which made you blush a bit. "I'm sorry, it's probably way out of line for me to ask you stuff while I'm like this,"
"No, it's okay," He nodded quickly. "I just don't want to look somewhere I shouldn't," You cocked your head a bit at that statement. "What do you mean by that?" You questioned. His cheeks flushed as you looked at him. "I just don't want to stare at you for a bit too long or let my eyes linger somewhere they shouldn't." He confessed.
"I won't be upset or angry at you," you reassured him. I'd rather you at least make eye contact with me, silly. You're staring at the floor or looking at the ceiling as you talk to me." He nodded. "I'm going to get back to my game, okay?" He smiled at you, finally looking at your face as you nodded at him.
"Have fun!" you called out and walked to the bedroom after hearing Yunho shut the door behind himself. You took off your towel and started a small pile of your clothes that needed to be washed and changed into the shirt that he gave you to wear. You looked at your phone, clicking on your recent calls. You sighed a bit as you clicked on Yeosang's contact. There was barely a ring as he picked up almost immediately.
"Hello?"
"Y/N," he sighed out. "Thank you for calling me. I just needed to tell you how sorry I am. I miss you so much. I wanted to meet up to give you your key back."
"Yeo…" You hesitated. "I'm not getting back with you. I appreciate your apology, but I don't accept it."
You heard his breathing for a moment as if he was trying to find the right words. "Well, when can I give you the rest of your stuff?" He asked.
"Donate it."
"But it's all yours? You don't want it?"
You thought for a moment, almost making a list in your head of what you still had there.
"Nope, donate it or return it. I don't care what you do. You spent your money on it, and I don't want it anymore."
"Seriously, love? You don't want anything?!" His tone got more aggressive and annoyed.
"Yes Yeosang! Stop calling me love; stop questioning my responses to you. I'm telling you what I want!" Your voice got louder.
"Y/N, I just want to see your face one last time."
"I'm not dying, so you'll be just fine. Please leave me alone, stop calling me, stop texting me,” you sounded defeated. “Just, stop."
"Please-"He started.
"Nope, I'm not hearing you out. Goodbye, Yeosang." You hung up quickly and stared at the ceiling. You thought you didn't have any more tears left after all the ones that spilled out today, but you were proven wrong again.
You held your head in your hands, keeping your sobs to a low volume. The self-pity party was starting all over again as you pulled your legs in close to yourself. You just felt so stupid and as if your life was halting because of Yeosang. You wanted to love him forever; you wanted to marry him and have kids and create a future with him, and now you had to move on and start your own new life. It was daunting and scary. You hated change, and all of it was coming too fast.
“Y/N?” You heard a soft knock followed by a sweet, honey-like voice through the door. "Yeah?" You swallowed, hiccuping in between sobs. "Can I come in?" You stood up, got off the bed, and opened the door for him. His eyes immediately connected with yours, searching for what he should say to you. He couldn't come up with the words and didn't even know how he could begin. He held his arms out for you as you crashed into him.
He rubbed your back gently. "Let it out, don't let it bottle up. it's not healthy for you." You nodded and held onto him tightly. "Do you want to talk about it?" He looked down at you as you nodded a bit. "Let's sit down, okay?" He let go of you, and you sat on the bed. "What's wrong?" His voice sounded like velvet as he asked you, comforting you. "Just everything," You hiccuped a bit. "anything specifically?" He questioned you. You hated questions like that; you felt as if you didn't need to describe your answer in-depth, but Yunho felt deserving enough to you. "I broke up with my boyfriend of five years. He kept texting, and I got upset reading them, and I tossed my phone and shattered it. Then I called him back, and he was questioning every single response I gave him. Now I'm intruding myself into your life, and it's all so much at once. I hate it so much. Stuff like this makes me lose my mind," you rambled, feeling Yunho's comfort as he rubbed your back softly.
"I know it's a lot; I'm so sorry, Y/N. I promise you're not intruding on me at all. I offered, and I want you here; I love working with you, and the idea of us living together for a bit sounded like an amazing thing. You're the nicest person I know, and you honestly have made an impact on me in the few weeks I've known you." His words comforted you in a self-validation way. He let the silence linger for a moment before looking at you. "How about this? Tomorrow, we can get your phone fixed, and we can get a nice meal after work, okay?" He smiled as he saw you nod. "Speaking of, I don't think either of us ate dinner. Are you hungry for anything specifically?" You watched as your body leaned against his. "I'm not that hungry." You almost whispered as he looked at you. "Are you sure? I can make something, or we can have something delivered. There's a good burger place nearby; they deliver here a lot." He laughed a bit sheepishly.
"I promise I'm okay," you looked up at him. He examined your face for a moment, looking at your tear-stained cheeks. He hesitated for a split second before he put his hand on your cheek, gently brushing the tears away with his thumb. “Everything will get better. I promise," he placed a kiss on the top of your head and smiled a bit cheerfully as he blushed at his own actions.
Yunho was right. Eventually, everything did get better. He helped you get your phone fixed, and your relationship with him grew more profound. The two of you became like Bonnie and Clyde in a way, or Jett and Breach, as Yunho would say. You only partially understood what he meant by it other than the fact those became your characters when you played Valorant together. You both still worked at the same little corner shop together and wouldn't trade it for the world, even though people worried about your situation together as it didn't pay much. It was a bit awkward when you had to update your address with your boss as he was more old-fashioned and assumed that meant the two of you were much more than friends. It took a few weeks for him to believe you and put you on the same shifts together again. Having Yunho by your side made you feel better and as if you could get over anything; he even helped you get over your overwhelming hatred for change. You didn't even know it was possible, but then again, you hated even thinking about it.
"Sleepyhead, wake up!" Yunho yelled through the door as he knocked. "Wake up!" He kept knocking, which only gave him a groan in response. "I'm gonna dump cold water on you," He teased as he opened the door. You heard him laugh to himself for a moment, feeling him climb on your bed as you rubbed your eyes. "It's time to get up," he said in a sing-song voice and started jumping softly on the bed. "What are you doing?" you groaned a bit as you sat up. "Waking you up, we have stuff we have to do today,"
You groaned more as he said that. "What do we even have to do?" You pushed the blankets off of yourself as Yunho stopped jumping and sat down. "We need to get groceries, clean up a bit, and then go pick up our checks." Your eyes lit up a bit at that last part. "Come on, get up. Get going," He teased as he rushed you a bit. "Alright, alright, I'm getting up." You stood up and walked to your part of the closet, grabbing some clothes that you could throw on as Yunho walked out to the kitchen.
You finished getting ready and yawned, walking out of your room. The strong aroma coming from the kitchen started to wake you up. "Is that coffee?" You looked over as he put a travel mug on the counter for you. "Made exactly how you like it: cream, extra sugar, and some chocolate sauce." He looked proud as you picked it up. "Okay. Let's get going," you smiled after taking your first sip.
He walked down next to you and thought of something to say. "What did you want to eat this week? I was thinking of just getting some meats and vegetables." You nodded and thought for a moment. "How about some quick frozen meals, too? Just in case we're too lazy actually to cook something," He nodded quickly in agreement. "Your brain is so amazing," He stood in front of you and grabbed your face, squishing your cheeks a bit, and kissed you on the forehead. You couldn't help but crack up at him.
His smile was proud as he walked with you into the store. "Oh, when should I give you my half for rent?" You looked at him, taking your final sip of coffee. "It's due next week, so whenever is fine," He shrugged and grabbed a cart. You both walked around, grabbing meals the two of you decided on and some extra stuff that you didn't really need. "That was a lot more than we expected, but it's fineee," Yunho beamed a bit as he spoke. he knew the budget you made didn’t exactly follow through, which usually upset you.Yet, his cheerfulness was always there, he truly was a ray of sunshine so it was hard for you to get upset. You grabbed a few of the bags from the basket, and he grabbed the rest before putting the cart back where it belonged. "Yeah, but knowing us, we'll still eat it all."
You carried the groceries into your apartment, and the two of you got to work putting everything away. "All done," you smiled innocently and walked towards the couch. "Where do you think you're going?" He laughed at you. "I want to relax," you groaned as you flopped down. We have to clean; it's looking a bit rough in here."
You scanned the entire area around you. Maybe there was some dust around and a few pieces of garbage, but everything seemed perfect to you. You knew Yunho had his version of clean, and you didn't want to argue as you stood back up. "Alright. Tell me what to do, and I'll take care of it." Within moments, Yunho gave you a list of what he felt needed to be completed for the day and then started on his tasks as well.
You wiped down the kitchen counters and laughed a bit to yourself as you threw out the paper towel you just used. "I feel like an old married couple when we do this stuff." Yunho looked over from the living room and shook his head at your joke, smiling a tiny bit, hoping you didn't notice it. "I think it's funny; it's okay if you don't," You pretended to be offended as you finished up what needed to get done in the kitchen and walked to your room. You felt your phone buzz in your back pocket and took it out carefully. You clicked to see a voicemail and played it.
[11:19] Previously deleted number: "I hate to leave you a message like this. I know it's been about a year now, but I felt like I needed to update you. I'm still sorry about giving in to my weak spot in New York. I'm sorry for loving you without being honest and for the pain that I had created for you. Deep down, I still love you. You're still always on my mind, and I'll never forget you or resent you for leaving me. It was the right decision. I know we both ended up being hurt by my actions. I just wanted to let you know I'm leaving Korea. I'm heading to America for a new opportunity, and I was wondering if you'd like to meet up one final time. I'm leaving Seoul around one this afternoon. I know you wanted me never to contact you again, and I'm sorry I'm doing this. It's wrong of me. I'm sorry.
The voicemail ended abruptly, and you stared at your phone. Yeosang was far out of your mind, but the news of him suddenly leaving made your heart drop, as if a part of it was leaving too. You shut your eyes for a moment. There was no reason to see him. He was an ex, and it could be weird if you went to send him off. Your thoughts clashed in your mind as you checked the time. You walked out to your living room and saw Yunho. "Hey, I'm going to go out for a bit; I promise I will start the laundry and everything else when I get back. I'm not bailing on you," You went straight for the door before Yunho could even get a word out.
You started sprinting towards the airport. Your lungs burned from the cold air that you were so desperately sucking in. You stopped for a moment, then scoffed at yourself. You wanted to stop trying to tell yourself that there wasn't a reason to go. It felt as if your heart was pleading for you to see Yeo one last time. You took a deep breath and rechecked the time, seeing it was a quarter to twelve. "Shit," You mumbled before taking off on your sprint again, pushing by people carefully as you made it to the airport.
You walked in and looked around for a few minutes. You sat down on an empty bench to catch your breath from all the running. You watched everyone who passed by, desperately searching the crowd for Yeosang. Your eyes welled up a bit, and you wiped them. Maybe it was for the better that you didn't see him. You stood up and started to walk towards the exit; there wasn't no point in sitting there for another twenty minutes.
“Y/N?” The familiar voice made your head snap to the direction it came in. Your eyes welled up again, seeing him stand there with his carry-on and passport in hand. "Yeosang?" You stared at him. "You really are leaving," You let out softly as you both walked closer together. "I didn't actually expect you to come. I thought you hated me." He looked at you in shock. You stared at him, studying his face intently. He didn't change one bit. "I did hate you for a bit, but I decided it wasn't worth hating you anymore a while ago."
"I really hate to make myself sound so selfish, but I still really love you, Y/N," He confessed, adjusting the laptop bag he had on his shoulder. "I really wish I could go back in time and change everything that happened." You listened to his words and looked at the floor for a moment. "I do, too," He looked at you, a bit surprised. "What would you change?" His eyebrow raised a bit. "I should've just sat down and talked it out with you. I should've told you what hurt me, but I didn't want to make myself stay. I was upset that I had nowhere to go. No one to run to. I messed up breaking up with you at that point, but I didn't want to hurt my ego. Even with my regrets, I see it as something that we both have grown from. Part of me still loves you, Yeosang; when you said you were leaving, I felt like a piece of my heart was leaving me, too." Your voice was calm, and every word had so much meaning behind all of it, and he listened intently.
"I love you, Yeosang." You studied his face and planted a kiss on his lips. He kissed you back without hesitation. You let both of you have that moment as you pulled away from the kiss. "I really wish America treats you well and that you love it as much as you are hoping," you said, wiping the tears that had fallen. You turned and started to walk out. "I love you too, Y/N," he called out. “I will always love you,”
His final words chiseled at your strong demeanor. Tears started streaming down your face as you ambled to your home. You opened the door carefully and went straight to your room. Yunho watched you worriedly from the couch. "You okay, Y/N?" he called out as you groaned in response. He got up and walked towards your room, knocking on the open door to let you know he was coming in. "Did you go to see him?" He questioned you as you nodded into the pillow your face was in. He couldn’t see you since your room was dark but your silence gave him the answer as he sighed. "Why?" He sounded annoyed with you for a moment as you rolled over, staring at the ceiling. "He's leaving," Your voice suddenly sounded empty, at a loss for emotion. "Leaving in what way?"
You sighed a bit. You felt like your answer was sufficient enough, but it seemed like a lot of your answers were left open for Yunho to ask more questions. "Korea, he's heading to America for a better job or something like that," He nodded and looked at you. "I'm surprised you went," His comment came out of left field as you looked at him. "What does that mean?" You stared at him as if you were burning a hole through him. "Come on, Y/N, you were heartbroken after leaving him, and you finally seemed like you healed from it; going to see him had to have opened up those wounds. I don't know why you would do that to yourself." He exhaled as he looked at you. "I just care for you so much. You should know that by now. I hate to see you hurting over the same guy that you say cheated on you and that he was a lowlife." He sat next to you, his arm gently being placed around you.
He looked at you, studying every part of your face. He placed his hand gently on your face and leaned until his lips met yours. You felt the sudden action take your breath away. His lips started to pull away from you until you reciprocated. It felt like fireworks were going off in your mind as his gentle lips were connected to yours, and you didn't want to pull away from that moment, which is why Yunho had to be the one to pull away. His hand was still on the side of your face as he kissed your forehead. You looked at him, staring into his eyes, trying to comprehend where that came from. "I guess I should say it now," He laughed a bit, taking his hand away from your face. "I really like you, and I know it's probably weird for me to say that out of nowhere." He watched your expression closely, seeing the shocked countenance on it. He took a deep breath. "I probably shouldn't have said that," You shook your head at him quickly. "Not at all. I was just surprised by the kiss." He nodded. "Sorry, it was way out of line." He got ready to stand up as you didn't comment on his confession, only for you to pull him back and press your lips into his. He didn't even hesitate as he kissed back, pulling you into him. "I really like you too, Yunho," You blushed as you confessed back, your lips still on his.
ღ warnings: drinking, sexual acts, yunho worshipping some tiddies, mentions of multiple sexual partners
ღ summary: you went missing, leaving yunho a wreck, but one he would never admit. creating an unhealthy lifestyle for himself, until he sees you again.
ღ networks: @illusionnet @k-library @k-vanity
“i’m sorry sir, there’s really nothing we can do for you” Yunho stared at them, tears in his eyes as he clenched his fists. “what do you mean?! it’s been a week and you haven’t done anything but sit here on your asses!” The officer tried to speak up. “no, i don’t want to hear it! i’ve been here every other day, with the hopes you finally found her, but everytime i’m met with the same response or you tell me that she simply decides to leave out of no where, but i know her. we were in love and she wouldn’t just leave me.” The officer looked at yunho, the tears streaming down his face as he spoke. He cleared his throat and looked at yunho’s empty eyes. “I’m really sorry we’ve had no positive news to give you,” Yunho shook his head. “Don’t bother,” he clenched his fist, crumpling the flyer he made in his hand. “Don’t even call me with updates, you clearly aren’t planning on having any,”He walked out of the police station, looking completely empty and numb.
“Can i get you another?” The bartender spoke, snapping the trance that Yunho was in. “Uh yeah, thanks” He watched as the bartender handed him his glass, and he gave him a slight nod as a thanks and drank. The music was blaring in the background, people laughing next to him caught his attention. He looked over to see girls giggling softly as they looked in his direction. He gave them a half-smile, just so they knew he was paying attention. One of them blushed softly as she looked at him. He turned back to face the tv that was playing some old show, still seeing her in his peripherals. She must’ve said good bye to her friend as she pulled out the chair next to him. “Hey,” she looked at him as he looked down at her. “I just wanted to let you know you’re really cute,” He smiled softly at her “i could say the same to you,” Yunho looked at her, running through the same conversation he’s had with multiple women at this point. Complimenting them, letting them talk about themselves and asking questions, until the final part where he invites them to his place.
The bartender watched as Yunho stood up with her and left, heading to his place a few blocks away. He unlocked the door and let her in. His place was clean and tidy, but that was a given since he was barely home. He always was finding something to do or a someone. He saw his friends every once in a while but not as much as he did in the past when you were around, but now he has other things to focus in on. She tossed her shirt in his direction which let a smirk creep on his face. He got closer and picked her up, letting her legs wrap around his waist as he kissed her chest in a teasing way, not pulling her bra down as he kissed along the hem as if he was tracing the lace. She bit her lip and reached behind her back and undid the clasp, letting it fall down a bit as he smirked. He started to kiss around a bit more passionately as she let the soft moans escape her lips, her back arching as he held her. He moved his hands carefully along her as his lips trailed from her chest and up to her neck until they met her lips. She kissed him back and played with his shirt. He leaned her against the wall and she left her legs wrapped around his waist and took his shirt off tossing it. She crashed her lips back into his as she became more needy and he was meeting her demands.
A faint sound of a ringtone made her pull away. “I have to get that,” She over at her jacket where her phone was. “They’ll call back, don’t worry,” Yunho kissed her neck and held her. She pushed his hands away. “I seriously need to get that.” an edge in her voice became apparent as he let her down and she got herself dressed and answered the phone but quickly hung up. “I need to go, sorry,” she looked at him, looking a bit apologetic as he nodded. Using his thumb to wipe off the lip gloss residue she left. “Yeah, not a problem,” He smiled softly as she got her things and ran out. He looked up, closing his eyes for a moment and sighing loudly. He bent down to grab the clothes he stripped off and went to his bedroom, ruffling his hair. He tossed the shirt into his laundry bin and moved stuff around in his drawers as he grabbed a pair of his sweatpants. He changed quickly then bent down to clean up, a box under the dresser catching his attention as he reached across and pulled it out.
He saw it and sighed. He held onto it as he dropped down onto his bed. He held the box up, opening it carefully. He smiled a bit sadly as he stared at the ring he had picked out for you. He had everything planned out for how he was going to ask you the big question. He bit the inside of his lip and shut the box carefully, as if he was closing his brain off from the memories. He grabbed his phone as he shifted, sitting up in bed. He opened up social media, mindlessly scrolling through posts. He scratched his head, thoughts of you flooded his mind again as he spaced out. He rubbed his eyes then stood up, walking to his closet to grab a hoodie as he put it on. Throwing the hood up as he walked out the door.
The cool autumn breeze hit his cheeks as he looked around, seeing the nightlife of couples and friend groups and some of the older people still making their way home. He found a convenience store and made his way in. He looked around, still seeing people out the corner of his eye as he picked out a ramen to eat. He turned into the next aisle and looked over. His face turned pale for a moment. It couldn’t have been you, even though she was the same height, same hair color, same eye color. Even though she had every single defining feature of you, it couldn’t have been. He would’ve been called, especially after harassing the police for two months. You wouldn’t just turn up at a random convenience store this late at night. He swallowed and looked over, watching her turn. His eyes widened a bit. Part of him wanting to run to you and another part of him hoping you don’t see him as guilt started to get to him. You looked up at him, “Yunho?” He turned paper white, there was no way it was you. “b-baby?” he stuttered a bit. He slowly walked until you were practically touching. “You’re alive?” He looked at you in disbelief, shaking his head a little and looking around the store, hoping someone else was seeing you.
You nodded and looked up at him, a bit tearful from the joy of seeing his perfect face again. He swallowed, not knowing what to say or even if he should tell you about what he’s been doing since you’ve gone missing. He embraced you tightly, dropping the items he picked up and held you close. “I can’t believe you’re here,” He let out a long sigh of relief. He looked down at you, pulling his hood back a bit. You stared up at him. Not knowing what to say, but you also couldn’t ignore the smell of a woman’s perfume, or the lip gloss still towards the center of his lips. You pulled away a bit. “Is everything okay?” He looked down at you, he immediately felt the guilt set in, you knew what he was up to. He didn’t know how to defend himself. “L-listen,” he cleared his throat as he stuttered a bit. “I didn’t know if you’d be coming home, I had to distract myself,” He looked at your unamused face, “So other women was the way to go?” You let out as you looked at him. He bit his lip a bit, thinking of what to do. “Let me take you home, I’ll make you an actual dinner. I can explain,” He spoke quickly. You moved a way a bit more, as you shook your head. “It’s okay,” He smiled softly, “no no, seriously i insist.” You scoffed a little, your reaction taking him by surprise. “You were able to move on, I’m not going to hold you back more. I just was hoping to see your face, so,” You swallowed, holding tears back. “I hope you have a nice night,” You walked out.
He held his head and quickly ran out after you. “At least come home? where are you staying?” He questioned as you looked at him. “I don’t have anywhere right now,” He looked a bit defeated. “Please stay with me, at least for tonight, you don’t have to stay forever if you don’t want to.” He sounded desperate. You thought then nodded. “One night,” You said firmly as he nodded and walked with you. “I’m really sorry, the police told me off and wouldn’t give me any explanations. I really hope i didn’t hurt you,” He spoke softly as you listened, it didn’t sound forced as he spoke. “i tried to distract myself, i know i found the wrong way,” He opened the door as you nodded. He thought, “You can sleep in the bed, I’ll sleep on the couch,” He walked to the room to grab himself a pillow and a blanket as you watched. “You don’t have to do that,” He shook his head as he put the pillow down. “I’m not gonna have you sleep on the couch, I want your night at home to be comfortable,” He looked over at you. “Or we can both sleep in bed together?” You suggested quietly.
He paused for a moment, not expecting you to be willing to sleep in the same bed as him after everything he shared. “If you’d like,” He smiled softly. “I’d love to share a bed with you again,” He couldn’t help but smile as he walked with the pillow and blanket to the bedroom. “Are you hungry?” He looked at you softly as you shook your head. “Are you sure? I can make you something, it’s not a bother,” He reassured as you shook your head again. “I just want to go to bed,” He nodded and pulled down the sheets for you as you walked in. “Can I ask what happened?” He spoke softly as you swallowed a bit. “I rather not, but i promise i didn’t just run away on you. I wouldn’t do that to you,” He nodded as listened. “You don’t have to tell me anything if you don’t want, I can imagine the past year has been traumatic,” You nodded and looked over at him as he took off his hoodie and got in bed, you climbed in after him. You turned to look over at him, admiring the way he looked. He really hasn’t changed. “I’m glad you’re home safe,” He looked over at you, seeing you wrapped in the blanket. Your eyes met his as he smiled at you, “I still love you so much, you mean the world to me and i’m beyond ecstatic that i have you home with me, I know it’s just for tonight, but” you cut him off. “Not tonight, I’m home. I’m with you and that’s where I’ve fantasized of being. I love you too Yunho, I won’t hold your actions against you. I understand that you didn’t know.” You smiled softly at him as he smiled back, happy to hear those words come from your mouth.
rough sëx, hookup, strangers?(kinda?) unprotected sëx, creampie, oral (f), dom! mingi, some swearing as well
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ღ authors note: i never know how to end these i’m so sorry that the ending sucks!!
you stretched out on your bed, staring up at your ceiling. It was the third night in a row that you were struggling to fall asleep and it was not just tiring but frustrating. You picked up your phone off of the nightstand and unplugged it carefully before tossing the charger on the floor. You checked through random apps, instagram, facebook, tiktok, then twitter which you finally decided to distract yourself and hopefully make yourself tired enough after a long twitter scroll. You clicked on a thread and started to read through until you saw a notification from instagram. You pulled down the notification and saw someone was sending you a message and clicked on it. You checked on your DM’s, seeing that you had to approve the message and thought for a moment. Seeing the “hey, you up?” made you wonder if it was real or another one of those messages sent by a spam account and went to the profile. Your eyebrows furrowed as you recognized the name, you looked through, almost triple checking to make sure it was real and not a fake account.
You went back to the message. “why are you wondering?” You stared at the screen after you hit send. “Mingi…” You almost mumbled to yourself as you bit the side of your thumbs fingernail. You recognized the name but damn why was it so hard to remember. “I can’t wonder? or dream of the two of us meeting again.” You thought of your response for a moment. “Well then you’ll need to remind me,” You were still lost on what he could mean but were too embarrassed to question it. “Your place or mine?” You read the message and thought. “You can come on over.” You sent him your address and went through everything you could think of trying to find a trace of him. You reluctantly clicked on your dating app you used in the past and checked past messages and lo and behold there he was. You bit the inside of your lip as you read the messages, realizing he was a hookup at some point, but he clearly wasn’t memorable enough. You stood up as you cleaned up, just to at least make your place presentable.
You checked the time and sighed seeing it was quarter after one. You stretched your arms out as you flopped on the couch. “Why am I doing this?” you mumbled to yourself. You looked around and rubbed your eyes, starting to finally feel a bit tired but still not enough for you to fall asleep. You heard the knock on your door and looked through the peephole. You saw it was Mingi and opened the door gently as he walked in. “You still look so good,” he bit his lip as he eyed you up and down. You couldn’t help but do the same to him, part of you wondering if this was the same guy as before. You shut the door carefully, not wanting to create too much noise. He leaned down to kiss you, you were surprised by the very light and gentle kisses as he held you. It took you a moment but once you let your lips melt into his the kisses became more needy. He moved his tongue, licking your bottom lip lightly, almost in a teasing way. He held your hips tightly but not to the point you’d yell out from the pressure. You pulled away for a moment, almost rethinking about what you were doing. “What’s wrong?” He mumbled a bit as you shook your head. “Nothing,” you smiled softly letting your lips crash against his once again.
Your tongues moved together, almost in sync as you let a few quiet moans slip. He held your waist close and picked you up a bit. “Bedroom or couch?” he mumbled against your lips before moving his kisses down your neck. You shuddered slightly at the feeling. “Bedroom,” You let out without hesitation. He smirked to himself at your quick answer as he carried you to your bed. He laid you down and started to pull down your pants as you watched him carefully. He crouched down on the edge of the bed as he tossed your bottoms on the ground. He grabbed your thighs and pulled you closer, your toes almost touching the ground. He thought for a split second as he stood up and quickly grabbed one of your many pillows and placed it under your hips. He got back down and looked up at you, as if he was asking for permission as you nodded. “Please…” you quietly let out, trying to not sound too desperate. He spread your legs and dragged his tongue up your cunt. You let out a breath you didn’t even know you were holding at the touch of him. He swirled his tongue around your clit. You arched your back a bit more as you moaned, starting to feel lost in the pleasure he was giving you. He kept going, driven by your moans and the way you squirmed from the satisfaction. You bit your lip, trying to remain quiet as he moved his fingers around your pussy, feeling the wetness with a smirk you could feel against your clit. He pushed his finger in gently. “M-mingi..” You moaned as he looked up at you. He pulled away from you, but continued to move his finger inside of you, just before sliding in another with ease. Your legs wanting to shut, feeling the bliss of his fingers moving inside of you. “Keep them open,” He almost growled out before removing his fingers, pushing his tongue inside of you, he moved his thumb in circles on your clit, not too rough as he wanted you to still enjoy his mind blowing oral.
You moaned out gripping your sheets, your knuckles turning white. “Please… oh my fucking-“ You could barely finish your sentence as you stuttered a bit. “Please what?” He snickered a bit, he knew what you were asking for but still wanted to hear the words come out of your mouth. You moaned loudly as he continued to play with your soaking wet pussy. “Fuck me!” You cursed, as you let out your demand. He stopped with his come-hither-like motions. Standing up and stripping quickly. You sat up a bit as you watched him. His toned body stood across from you. “Turn over,” He commanded. You got up quickly, getting yourself into position. Arching your back as he licked his lips. He grabbed your ass, bending down to get one last lick of you. Then quickly stood up to smack your ass as he pushed himself in. The warmth of him inside made you create noises that were a mix of a whimper and moan. He held your hips as he started to move. The rough strokes made you stutter as you called out his name. “You feel so fucking good,” He picked up his pace, pounding into you as your ass bounced on him with each stroke. “Fuck,” He mumbled under his breath, but still loud enough for you to hear. He continued his pace as your eyes rolled back. His dominance making you feel as if you were in a state of euphoria.
His pace slowed down a bit as you whimpered a bit. “Don’t fucking stop,” You moaned as he smirked, wanting to play with you a bit. Pulling himself out and then slamming back into you. You could tell he loved the way you were crying out, begging for him to not exit you. “You feel so fucking good baby,” Your cheeks flushed at the sudden pet name he called you. He picked up his pace slowly, not to overwhelm you until he was back at that pounding speed. You felt the euphoria take over again as you cried out. “Mingi, i’m gonna fucking cum, please don’t stop,” You whimpered out. He groaned out, the feeling of him fucking your brains out and the sounds of skin slapping was flooding your mind with nothing but enjoyment. You groaned out at the feeling of him. Your release coming closer and closer as he held your hips against his. You cried out as you came and he kept moving, slowing down a bit as you felt the warmth of his cum inside of you. He pulled out carefully as you let out quiet pants, your hips dropping as you turned yourself over. He smirked to himself at your state, seeing you looking all disheveled as you sprawled out.
“Can I get you anything?” He looked at you, pulling his pants up as you covered yourself with your sheets. “I’m all good,” You nodded, a bit taken back as you weren’t expecting him to want to do any aftercare. “Alright,” he nodded a bit, walking over towards you with your clothes he picked up from the ground. You shifted your legs so you could slide your pants back on. He smiled a bit as he got down and started to dress you. “We will meet again?” He looked up at you as you nodded. “Whenever you’d like,” You spoke softly. He kissed your cheek after he stood up. “Sounds good to me,”
I have finished posting the master lists!! I would like to take this opportunity to let everyone know I am on @kpopflowerfield and accepting requests!! -Jade💚
ღ warnings: Smut! (minors do not interact) Mentions of drinking, drinking games, sex, fingering, unprotected sex, swallowing
ღ word count: 12.5K
ღ links: m.list | ask away
ღ synopsis: y/n is the opposite of a party girl, at least that’s how her mindset was when she entered college. Her hate slowly faded away as she saw the most jaw dropping handsome man her eyes have ever laid on, Kim Mingyu. A not your stereotypical frat boy, but still a frat boy nonetheless.
ღ author’s note: Fair warning, I don’t know how college works because I dropped out!! It also seems like a lot of build up and i’m sorry ㅠ_ㅠ idk what came over me when I was trying to fall asleep but i felt like i needed to write a frat!mingyu imagine. I know it’s not like fuckboy frat but more of an understood? frat? idk how to explain it!!!
You looked around, a bit panicked with the red solo cup you were holding to the point your knuckles were starting to turn white and your phone in the other. You came with your closest friends, Sooyoung and Mina, and they seemed to have disappeared on you as you kept trying to text or call them. You finally got a response out of Sooyoung, after the fifth attempt you had of calling her. “Hello?” she slurred a bit as she spoke. “Where the hell did you go?!” you yelled over the music that was blasting. “Go down the hall, there’s a little library thingy, I’m in here” You felt a weight disappear off your shoulders that you didn’t even realize you had as you sighed. “Alright, I’ll be right there” you hung up and put your phone in your pocket and tried your best to shuffle through the crowd. You made your way through the people and walked past a few rooms until you heard more voice, those matching the ones of your friends. You felt like you could finally relax a bit as you found them and sat down, your anxiety levels finally dropping as you looked at them. “don’t leave me like that again, i don’t know what i’m doing here! this was your idea!” You got a little upset with them which was more than valid. “relaxxx” mina giggled, then took a sip of her drink. You shook your head and took a tiny sip of what was in your cup, you didn’t know what it was but you knew it burned your throat as it went down.
You studied the room a bit, wondering which frat house you were in this time. You never really cared for the parties but your friends loved going and wanted to get you out of your dorm more so you would always end up going, no matter how firm you said no. Your spaced out state was interrupted as you heard a loud cheer from the distance and turned to see people playing pong and you watched for a bit, still sitting on the beat, uncomfortable couch that was in the room. You watched a tan skinned, tall boy pick up the cup and down it. Some of it dribbled out of the sides of his mouth as he sighed and pushed his hair back after finishing the cup and throwing the ball for his turn. Your eyes seemed to be glued to him, even though you wanted to look away you couldn’t. You watched as he threw and celebrated a bit as he made the ball into the cup. You watched him intently as he reached over and grabbed a hat he had left behind and put it on, just to solve the issue of him feeling the need to push his hair out of his face. Mina tapped your shoulder, taking you out of your daze.
Sooyoung was also watching closely as she spoke at a normal volume, which seemed like a whisper from the rest of the noise. “Are you looking at Mingyu?” You blushed softly, luckily no one could see it from the dim light around. “oh no, just watching what they’re playing,” you smiled softly. Mina smiled back, “well let’s get closer! maybe we can play too,” She held your hand as she pulled you up and dragged you with her, Sooyoung following close behind. You tried to protest against going, not wanting to embarrass yourself in front of everyone in the room. The cheers getting louder and the smell of alcohol became more apparent as you got closer. “Hey we want in!” Sooyoung yelled over the noise and Mingyu just laughed a little bit. “Alright!” He yelled back. You watched as the veins on his hands as he threw, it was embarrassing to admit how attracted you were to this man you didn’t even know. You didn’t even realize that he just finished with the game he was playing when Sooyoung asked to play. “Your turn!” He yelled over as Mina pushed you in to take the ball. “oh, uh,” you stuttered trying to give it to one of them as they shook their head and you looked at him then them, hoping one of them would take back over for their own idea. You saw the look they had and lost hope.
You threw the ball, hesitantly and missed as you watched Mingyu laugh a bit. “Nice job princess!” He yelled over. You blushed brightly, trying to take it lightly, even though you’ve never been called that. You rubbed your palms on your shorts as you watched him throw the ball and land it perfectly in the left hand side closest to you. You went to take the ball out then picked up the drink, pausing for a moment as you downed it. You gagged quietly as you finished then went for your throw. You never realized how much you hated alcohol before, the way it burned down your throat and the fact that it made you feel out of it, you disliked the feeling of not being in control. You threw your next ball and made it as you smiled widely, proud of your self for making it. Your friend smiled as you jumped a tiny bit, making the small shirt you were wearing go up and down. Usually you would try and not get so excited, especially in the clothing you were wearing as you didn’t want to accidentally reveal anything to anyone. you hated to admit it but the more liquor that went into your body made you have more fun, it even helped you flirt a little with this man you just wanted to see as eye candy.
You grinned as the game went on, not even realizing that Sooyoung and Mina walked away, finding another source of entertainment, whether it was somebody or something. You watched as he threw into the last cup and picked it up to drink. “I had fun!” You yelled over the music, starting to walk away. You didn’t even realize that his eyes followed as you walked away. You grabbed yourself another drink, not even caring about wanting to be in control anymore, you were starting to see the fun that Mina always talked about in these parties. “Hey!” You heard someone call out as you turned around you saw Mingyu, towering over you. “hiiii” You grinned, you weren’t drunk but you felt as if you were almost at the tipping point of going from tipsy to drunk. “I had fun playing with you!” You smiled as he looked down at you. “Wanna make out?” he yelled over the music. “w-what?” you stuttered, not sure if you were hearing him right. “Want to make out?” He yelled again, enunciating his words as much as possible. You went to answer and paused for a second. “Sure!” You looked at him as he bent down, his lips met yours as you kissed him back. Both of you starting to get deeper and deeper into the kiss. He grunted a little bit and then grabbed your hips and picked you up, placing you against one of the many available walls as his tongue made its way into your mouth and you moved yours with his. You were blushing brightly as he held you against the wall, holding your hips as you felt brave enough to wrap both legs around his hips. “You’re so fucking hot,” you mumbled into the kiss as you pushed the hat off of his head, giving you access to play with his hair. You felt his lips curl into a bit of a smirk.
“Y/N?!” You heard in the distance, at first ignoring it until it got closer and you had to pull away, Mingyu put you down. “Is everything alright?” he looked down as you nodded a bit. Mina came running over. “We gotta go back to the room now!” She grabbed your wrist and dragged you through the crowd. Your vision was a little blurred as you both made it outside to where Sooyoung was waiting. “Y/n!!!” Sooyoung squealed as you looked at her. “What happened?! Is everything okay?! Why did we have to leave so suddenly?!” The questions spiraled as they shushed you. “You made out with Mingyu?!” Mina sounded astonished as you nodded. “….yeah?” your voice was quiet now that you were away from the music. “How was it?” Sooyoung looked at you, waiting for you to spill. “it…it was nice,” you nodded as they both looked at you in disbelief, but it also seemed to look like disappointment. “nice?” Sooyoung questioned as you nodded. Both of them laughed a bit and started to talk about the fact that you actually, finally made out with someone at a party. You felt their voices become a bit distant as you looked around, the night was a bit colder than expected but nothing too unmanageable as you crossed your arms over your body, trying to keep what was actually covered warm. You just couldn’t wait until you got to your dorm and just threw on a hoodie and knocked out for the night. “Hellooooo….” Mina waved a hand in front of you. “huh?” you questioned as they sighed. “come on, pick up the pace! i can’t wait to go to bed,” Sooyoung smiled as she interlocked your arms together and unlocked the door. You sighed in relief as you threw your shoes in the pile of all the others. You were too lazy to even consider taking your makeup off as you grabbed yourself a pair of shorts and a hoodie, walking to the bathroom to change quick and then hop into bed. You could hear Mina and Sooyoung still talking about the makeout session that they interrupted until you finally drifted off.
You shifted in your bed, groaning out as you woke up. “damn, my head hurts,” you mumbled and got off your bed to grab some ibuprofen to help. You picked your phone up and checked the time as you laid back down. You scrolled through instagram and saw the photos that sooyoung posted as you liked them and scrolled to see all the pictures. You hated to admit it but what they dressed you in was really flattering, you didn’t really notice it until you saw the pictures they took. You scrolled to the last one of her and Mina and smiled to yourself, looking around to see where they could’ve had enough space to take pictures, that’s when you saw it. You zoomed in to the background and saw your outfit and the strong hands holding your waist. “Park Sooyoung!” You yelled out. She groaned from a distance. “Whaaaat?” You got off your bed to walk to hers. “Did you guys have a photo shoot as I’m in the background?” She looked at you puzzled and you showed her the photos. She smiled a bit to herself. “Just as a memory for you,” She smiled softly then rolled back over. You looked at her in disbelief, both of them couldn’t help teasing you as you were never the type to makeout with someone you didn’t know, and even if you decided to do something like that they wouldn’t expect you to do it with someone like Mingyu.
You sighed as the time passed a little more and got ready for your one class of the day. “Why have a party on a Sunday night,” you mumbled as you pulled on the jeans you wanted to wear. You grabbed your bag and keys and walked out. Making your way to the campus was easy as it was a 5 minute walk. You looked around, soaking in the sun as you made your way into the building. It was finally time for the new semester to start, which you felt grateful for. You felt like you needed a fresh start as some of your past classes were a bit rough. You found your lecture hall and sat down. You always liked to sit towards the middle and off to the side, it was better than being too close or too far and you weren’t in the direct eye line of the professor when you were off to the side. You pulled out your laptop as you heard a few laughs as some people walked in. You looked over quickly then took a double take, recognizing the face. “Mingyu?” You thought to yourself. A blush started to spread on your cheeks as you remembered last night. His soft lips against yours and the way he held you with his hands. You snapped out of it as he walked by, you started to hope maybe he would say something to you, since you felt too awkward to speak up yourself. You watched as he walked by and found a seat with his friend, not even looking in your direction. It took you a moment to settle back into reality. Maybe you were just taking last night wrong? You started to get lost in thought, not even realizing the professor started. You played with the ends of your hair, wondering about what his thoughts were last night. Maybe he just had too much to drink. You kept telling yourself until you realized where you were and started to go over the syllabus, following along like everyone else was.
You went to your classes for the rest of the week, just waiting until Friday, hoping that the same frat would be having another party. Once you got back from your 2pm class you felt relieved knowing at least the class work was done. “Heyyyy” You smiled over at Mina as you walked in. “any parties tonight?” You smiled over as Mina and Sooyoung looked at each other then back at you. “Who are you and what did you do to Y/N?” Mina said as you brushed it off, it was a bit weird for you to bring up the parties first. “I was just wondering,” You smiled at them as Sooyoung looked at stuff she had written down, listing off the Frats that she knew were throwing a party. You tried to remember the name of Mingyu’s, it dawned upon you as you opened your closet. “What about Alpha Phi? or whatever it’s called..” You tried to see what clothes you had as Mina giggled softly, making you turn and look in their direction. “You’re trying to see Mingyu again,” She teased, as Sooyoung giggled and looked. “Yes they are having one, 8:30,” She smiled as you nodded. “Well I mean… if we’re willing to go tonight,” You tried to make it seem like you weren’t actually interested in going, even though you couldn’t contain your excitement with the idea of seeing Mingyu again, wanting to relive the past night. Mina picked out your outfit again and smiled as she had you change before her and Sooyoung. It was always fun getting ready, playing music as you did your makeup and hair together as you all talked about whatever happened in your classes in the past week.
“Ready?” Sooyoung asked the two of you as mina nodded quickly and you took one last look in the mirror before agreeing with Mina. You all left the dorm as you checked the time and saw it was nine already. You all walked to the house and heard the music as you all walked in. You tried to stop the smile that was creeping on your face. You looked around, seeing it wasn’t as packed as the last time but it was still early. The three of you made your way into the kitchen. “Let me make us a drink!” Sooyoung smiled as you nodded, it didn’t matter what she made as it would still burn but she seemed so happy at the idea of making a drink for you. You took the solo cup and looked into it. “It’s coke and malibu, trust me!” She smiled at you, waiting for you to take the first sip. You looked at it one last time then took a sip, surprised by the sweet taste. “It’s good right!” Mina chimed in as you nodded. “Let’s go mingle!” Sooyoung grinned as you followed as you walked around, you looked like a lost puppy as you searched through the crowd, really hoping to see Mingyu, part of you wanting to continue where you left off the other night.
You tried to forget about it as Mina made you dance a bit, but it was more like jumping around and yelling out the song playing. That’s when you felt a tap on your shoulder and you turned around, a little disappointed that it wasn’t mingyu. “Hey, I think Mingyu is looking for you,” Your heart skipped a beat and you looked at him. “oh okay,” You recognized him from the other night, he was the first one to play with Mingyu. You looked at Sooyoung and Mina, giving them a look as you followed him. “Oh i’m Jisung,” He introduced himself as you nodded. “I’m y/n,” He nodded and kept having you follow him and he smiled as he brought you to backyard where there was another game of pong. “Hey! There she is,” He smiled “I need your competition,” Mingyu called out as soon as he saw you and you blushed softly. “Alright, I’m still not good,” You laughed shortly, not sure why he would want to play with you, you were awful and you could tell he was taking it easy on you last time. You watched as they finished setting up. Mingyu waved you over as he smiled. “Ready?” He asked as he threw his ball first, landing it into one of the many cups. You sighed a bit as you took the cup, pulled the ball out and drank carefully. You bit your lip a little as it was your turn and wanted to figure out where you should aim to throw. You landed it in the center and smiled to yourself as he drank. You kept playing along with him, it was hard to stop a smile. You were playing a game you were terrible at with the most attractive man you’ve laid eyes on.
You both kept playing as you smiled and finished off the last drink of where he landed it, he won by a long shot. You had 5 cups left before he threw his into your very last one. You smiled over at him, “I had fun,” He nodded, agreeing with you. You walked over to him. “Wanna make out again?” You felt your heart going a million miles as soon as you asked and he looked down at you in a surprised way. “Really?” he questioned as you nodded. “Alright,” He took your hand as he brought you to a place that wasn’t as crowded. He picked you up and put his lips on yours as you kissed him back, holding onto him as he kept walking, you felt the way he pushed into a door and he pulled back for a second. “Are you comfortable in here?” He asked as you nodded immediately. He put you down carefully and shut the door, then locked it. “I rather not have anyone walk in.” He looked at you as you stood in the middle of his room, it was surprisingly pretty clean. You couldn’t look around much more before he tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. “Now let us continue,” He smiled as he cupped your face and kissed you. You kissed him back, a little more needy than you expected as he moved his tongue into your mouth and soon enough your tongue started to move with his easily. His hands started to move around your body as you had your arms loosely around his shoulders. He grabbed your ass, squeezing it lightly as you moaned quietly. He smirked to himself as he continued to move his hands, holding your waist and playing with the tops of your shorts, you noticed he was hesitant and you pulled away.
A part of you was telling you to just leave it at kissing but you couldn’t. You pulled at the top of your pants and pushed them down. He looked at you, surprised by how sudden you were going along with him. “Are you sure?” It took you back a little by how much he made sure you were comfortable and nodded. He moved again so you were on the edge of the bed and pushed you down lightly. He hovered above you as he put his lips on yours again, his kissing became a little more aggressive as he moved. He used one hand so he could untie the knot on his shorts and push them down, but kept his other near your head as balance for himself. You played with his hair as his tongue kept pushing and moving with yours. You pulled back a bit to try and take your top off and he helped you, then threw it off to the middle of his room. He stared at your chest for a moment, moving his sloppy kisses from your mouth to your chest. Your face turned fire engine red as he took one of your boobs into his mouth and kneaded the other one gently. A few moans slipped out as you blushed. He switched to the opposite side of your chest, sucking and licking your nipple. Putting it in his teeth gently. He looked up at you and pulled away. “You’re sure you want to continue?”
You nodded quickly as he stood up, taking off his shirt. You looked at his body in awe, he was so fit and toned, on top of having the perfect face. He pulled his boxers down and you watched, staring at his cock. You never actually had a sexual experience before, which was embarrassing to admit. You snapped out of it and pulled your panties down, he helped take them off fully as he threw them with your shirt. You watched as he gently spread your legs then spit on his forefinger and middle finger, he watched for your reactions as he rubbed on your clit. you bit your lip at the feeling as he moved his fingers in a smaller circle, not wanting to be too aggressive. You moaned at the feeling of him as he leaned down to kiss you, wanting to make your moans a little softer. He moved his fingers down, gently pushing his middle finger in your pussy. You arched your back a little and your legs closed a bit. He pulled away from the kiss, “are you comfortable? do you need me to stop?” he asked as you shook your head. He moved his finger gently for a few moments, before pulling it out. He stroked himself a few times. “Get on your knees, face down,” He spoke gently, but there was a bit of need in the way he spoke. You nodded as you turned, your backside facing him as you carefully bent yourself over, trying to arch your back as best as possible.
Within those few seconds you felt his tip, teasing the outside of you. He pushed himself in, not meaning to be rough as he tried to take it slow. You moaned out as he smirked a bit. “Oh fuck,” you swallowed as he pushed himself in, until you felt his full length deep inside of you. The feeling was euphoric from the beginning, he started to pump in and out, over and over. He picked up his pace as he grabbed your ass and smacked it a bit as he groaned. “Your pussy is so fucking tight,” he moaned out, moving a bit rougher as he continued on. “M-mingyu,” you stuttered as you moaned out his name. You felt your stomach turn into knots as he kept moving, pushing himself deep inside you at the end of each of his strokes. “I’m gonna fucking cum,” he groaned out. You only moaned in response, not fully grasping what he was saying as turned you over himself. “Come here,” his voice was breathy as he kept jerking himself off. You got closer and thought to yourself, opening your mouth and putting the tip of his cock in your mouth. He moaned a bit at the sensation of you licking and moving your tongue around him as he kept jerking himself off until he came in your mouth. You were taken aback by the taste, you didn’t know what to do as you sat there. “Oh shit,” He realized that he finished in your mouth. You swallowed it, taking the warm, thick liquid down your throat as he looked for something or somewhere for you to spit in. “I’m okay,” You panted a bit as he looked over. “You swallowed?” He questioned as you nodded.
He pushed his hair back a bit as he got dressed then brought your clothes over. “I think I had more fun doing that than pong,” you smiled at him as he nodded a bit. “Oh, I’m y/n by the way,” You stood up to get dressed. “I don’t remember if I ever told you,” You finished putting your top back on. You felt a little off balance, from getting fucked and all the drinks you had tonight. “Well, nice to know the name to the face,” He smiled a bit as he unlocked and opened the door. “You have a safe way to get back right?” He asked as you nodded, biting the inside of your lip as you realized how short he was being. “Oh, uhm,” You were already fumbling over your words as you looked up at him. “I was wondering if i could get your number.” He thought for a moment, “uh sure, i guess,” he nodded as you handed him your phone and he added his contact. You smiled a little bit as he handed you your phone back, you took a moment to look at his number then went to look back at him, only he wasn’t there and was already a little ways down the hall. You walked out the hall and checked your phone, you saw you had a few missed calls from Mina as you called her back. “Hello?” She asked as she picked up. “Hey, where are you?” You tried to look around the crowd of people but didn’t see her. “Oh, we’re at the bus stop, didn’t feel like walking back tonight. Where have you been?” She questioned as you walked out of the house and over to the bus stop. “I’ll tell you in a second,” You hung up as you saw her a little ways up. “Mina!” You yelled out as she looked in your direction.
You ran over, regretting the choice as soon as you made it over to your friends. “Where the hell were you?!” Sooyoung questioned as you blushed a bit. Mina studied you for a moment. “No fucking way,” She gasped a bit as you looked at her. “What…?” You questioned as she looked at you. “You fucked Kim Mingyu,” You blushed. “How did you know?” You looked at them as Sooyoung giggled a little. “Well, one your hair is a mess, two, we saw you go play pong with him and then you were gone for like… an hour and a half,” Your face turned a brighter shade of red as Mina looked at Sooyoung. “Fuck the bus, we’re walking back, I want to hear about all of this,” Sooyoung nodded quickly. “Well,” You started, not sure how to tell them about the weird feeling you were getting. “I don’t know how to put it, but afterwards was so awkward,” you sighed. “You think he was just trying to have sex?” Mina asked as you nodded a little. “Well I mean, I’m not a hundred percent sure,” You spoke. “But he was very respectful and kept making sure I was okay and I wanted to. But then after he got dressed and kinda made his way out of the room quick, i asked for his number and it was awkward. he did give it to me but it felt uncomfortable, like he didn’t want to give it to me,” You sighed as Sooyoung thought. “Text him when we get back to our room, see how long it takes for him to get back to you,” You nodded and sighed a bit as Mina rubbed your back.
You all walked in to your room together. “So what should I say?” You questioned as Mina thought. “Say ‘I had fun with you, maybe we could do it again?’ wait no,” she sighed. “Then he’s gonna think it was about sex and of course he’d be willing to do it again,” She bit her lip as she changed into her hoodie and shorts before hopping onto Sooyoung’s bed. “Say ‘Hey, I had a lot of fun with you tonight. I would love to maybe get to know you more’” Sooyoung spoke up with her idea. Mina nodded in agreement, “absolutely! god you’re so smart sooyoung,” You took a deep breath and sent the text then put your phone off to the side as you got up and went to the bathroom to wash your face. “Is it still okay if you give us details?” Mina looked over. You giggled a bit, “alright alright,” You wiped your face off once you were done then smiled at the two of them. “Ask away,” they asked almost every question there was to think of, how was it? was he big? was he all about himself or did he care about you too? would you do it again? You smiled as you answered them. “It was nice, kinda unexpected but yes he was big, he did start by touching me first, andddd i think I would do it again. But I do want to go out with him before I consider doing it again,” You looked at both of them. You never really realized how grateful you were to have them, of course in the beginning of the year it was awkward as you weren’t expecting to be put in a triple but now you wouldn’t trade it for the world. “Wait wait! One more!” Mina shook her hand up in the air as if it was class and you laughed. “Alright, what is your question?” You tried to sound serious as Sooyoung snorted a little bit. “Was this your first time?” Your face turned to a deep color. “…yeah…” you answered quietly, embarrassed to admit it. “Aweee,” Sooyoung cooed as you whined. “noo don’t act like it’s a cute thing,” You sighed as you sat down on your bed, Sooyoung moved over a bit, since Mina was in her bed she just sat in yours so it was easier for you all to talk and have you sit at the desk before. “Has he texted?” Sooyoung asked as you shrugged and she handed you your phone. You looked at it and sighed. “nope, no text,” you sounded a bit disappointed as Sooyoung fixed your hair a bit. “Don’t worry, he’ll get back to you at some point,” Mina smiled and smiled comfortingly. “Yeah,” you nodded a little bit, reassuring yourself as well. “Well I’m gonna head to bed,” Mina stretched then made her way to her top bunk above yours as Sooyoung hopped onto her bed after turning off the lights. You stretched out, covering yourself. “Goodnight,” Sooyoung said before getting under the covers herself. “night,” you responded before knocking out for the night.
You stretched out and reached for your phone to check the time as you rubbed your eyes. You looked through the notifications until you stopped on one from your messages. You clicked on it and read the response. You scoffed a bit and sat up, seeing Sooyoung stirring as she was waking up. “Sooyoung,” You looked over as she groaned out in response. You wanted to tell her about the text you finally got in response but didn’t want to woe about him. “Wanna get some breakfast once Mina is up?” She stretched out. “Sounds good,” She mumbled as you clicked on the text again. Staring at the two words ‘Who’s this?’ It pissed you off but you also wanted to try and talk to him. ‘It’s y/n!’ You sent back, seeing that he sent his message at 2 in the morning you weren’t going to plan on seeing another message for a few more hours, if he decides to respond at all. You got yourself out of bed and freshened up a bit, finding another pair of shorts and a hoodie to wear. Sooyoung did the same shortly after and you both sat around waiting for Mina to wake up. You heard her stretch out as Sooyoung grinned, “Goood morning sunshine!” Mina groaned as she sat up and stretched, yawning a bit. “Good morning to both of you,” You smiled as she got off her bed and went to the bathroom to freshen up herself. “What’s the plan?” She asked as she walked out. “Breakfast, so hurry up” You teased. She grabbed a hoodie and leggings then changed. “did you ever get a response?” Mina asked, referring to Mingyu. “Oh,” You looked at her, as you thought about what you should tell her. “No, he never responded back,” You grabbed your wallet and shrugged. “Maybe later,” You tried to sound hopeful.
The three of you walked out and to the bus stop as Mina sighed. “I gotta get my car on campus, it’s so much easier than having to walk and go on a bus,” You giggled as she sounded so defeated about having to walk to a few places. “I’ve thought about it too, but parking is a bitch and sooo expensive,” Sooyoung sighed as Mina nodded. “I didn’t think about the parking,” You watched as the bus rolled up and you all got on. It was a quick drive to the diner, just about ten minutes out of the campus area as you all got off and made your way inside. “Good morning! How many today?” The host greeted as you smiled at her. “Good morning, It’s just the three of us,” You told her as she led all of you to a booth. You sat down and looked at the menu. “Sooo what are you gonna do if Mingyu actually asks you out?” Sooyoung teased a bit as you blushed softly. “I’ll go out with him, i mean how could i not?” You looked at her. “He’s the most gorgeous man I have ever seen in my life,” You gushed as Mina giggled. “I just hope you don’t get hurt,” Sooyoung smiled, her teasing turned into more of care for you. Mina agreed quickly, “If he’s a dickhead I’ll just throw those stupid baseballs at his head,” She shrugged nonchalantly as you almost spit out the water you were trying to take a sip of. “Mina!” You laughed and then smiled. “How do you know this about him?” You questioned as she looked at you. “Oh, I went to high school with him,”
Your eyes widened a bit at this information. “Really? What was he like then?” You couldn’t help but pry for more information about him, it was a bit embarrassing how desperate you were to try and find out more. “Eh, the same to be honest, good looking, isn’t actually stupid, very nice too but he definitely went through a lot of girlfriends,” You nodded a bit as the waitress came back over to get your orders and the menus. “I’m sure he’s changed the girlfriend part, but I’m not sure,” She spoke again after the waitress walked away. “Oh my god! Guys i meant to tell you last night but did you see what happened in professor Yang’s class?” Sooyoung changed the subject, which you couldn’t have been more grateful for as she started to gossip about some drama between students during their history lecture. She pulled up some stuff from student pages who live tweeted the whole thing. The food arrived and you realized a text did as well. You looked down, just tapping on your home screen for the notification as the other two were busy eating and looking through their photos from the other week. ‘Oh right! Sorry, I kinda forgot I gave you my number haha. I’m free Monday night if you do actually want to do something’ You blushed a bit, picking up your phone and answering quickly. ‘Sounds good to me. I just have one class at 10!’ You sent back and put your phone down. Mina noticed the color on your cheeks. “He texted back?!” She sounded more excited than you as you nodded. “I think we might have a date,” You grinned a bit. As her and Sooyoung got just as excited as you.
You finished up eating your french toast, it wasn’t the best you’ve ever had but it was good enough to satisfy your craving for the breakfast food you usually had at home on a Saturday morning. The check came and you picked it up, putting your card down and saw Mina leave the tip. She always tipped around 30%, she used to be a waitress herself so she always wanted people to be tipped well, or well enough to balance out the low tippers. You took your card back after the waitress ran it and stood up. “Wanna go get bubble tea?” Sooyoung suggested as you thought then nodded. “Since you got breakfast I’ll pay,” Sooyoung smiled as you walked down the street a bit. You looked back at where the diner was for a moment, you never realized how much of an eyesore it was before, it looked like a metal box that’s been through hell and back. The sides lifting up, the once bright red color was a light blush pink on one side but the other just became a duller red and the parking lot torn up from all the cars that drove around that area, and it also was out of place for the bustling area. You wondered if it was intentionally made to look that way, it was surrounded by stores and more trendy places, making it stand out a lot more. Your focus shifted as you walked in to the bubble tea shop, cheery kpop music played as you walked up to look at the menu. You thought about what you wanted as Sooyoung walked up to order, Mina followed shortly after as you looked at the options. “Can I get a vanilla milk tea and taro boba?” you panicked a bit, but it still sounded like it’ll taste good and satisfy the sweet craving. You smiled and took a picture of the set up they had. They had a neon sign with the name of the shop and flowers hanging down and some vines mixed in. You grabbed your bubble tea as it was ready and took a sip.
Mina smiled as she found a small table outside for the three of you to sit and enjoy your day. It was a nice day, sun shining and a little breeze that added a chill. you drank your teas as Mina spoke up. “We should find something to do, i’m bored in the dorm,” She sighed as you pulled out your phone and looked at the map, seeing what was around that you could do. “There’s an arcade near by, not much else” She shrugged and shook her head. “Those are so expensive,” you nodded in agreement as Sooyoung spoke up. “We can go to the dollar store, get some candy and popcorn then have a movie day” Mina and you made eye contact the nodded quickly, agreeing. “Okay, your brain is massive for that one,” You giggled as you complimented her. You finished with your drink and threw the cup out as you pulled up where the dollar store was, you haven’t gone that much so you weren’t entire familiar with how to get there. The three of you walked down the street and smiled as you walked in, making your way to the snacks. You picked out your favorites and watched as mina had so many she couldn’t move her arms anymore or else all the snacks would fall on the ground. You grabbed the small box of popcorn as you made your way to the cashier, Sooyoung and Mina split paying since you paid more for breakfast.
You sighed happily once you made it back to the dorm, sitting down on your bed as Mina joined, grabbing more blankets and pillows to make the bed more comfortable for the three of you to lay in. You stretched out as Sooyoung looked at both of you. “What’re we watching?” You thought for a moment. “Have we all seen ‘Don’t worry darling?’” You questioned, you’ve watched it once before and loved it. “I haven’t,” Mina smiled as Sooyoung smiled back. “So that our winner,” she giggled a bit, since there was no competition to what movie you’d watch. She clicked on the app that had the movie as you all sat close together and watched closely. You stood up and started the popcorn, still watching the movie out of the corner of your eye. You sat back down and put the popcorn so you could all split it. “woww harry styles is in this?” Mina questioned. “Yep! he’s actually really good too,” you smiled at her. A few hours went by as Mina picked out watching ‘Tangled’. Luckily you had nothing to do for the day and none of you had complaints about the movie selection. “I’m hungry,” Mina huffed as you nodded then opened up one of your food service apps. “Pizza?” you questioned, looking to see what they thought. They both agreed as you ordered, using some of the credit you had from a gift card. The pizza was deliver soon after as you walked down to grab it then came back to the room and ate with them. “Wah, it’s already 11?” You questioned seeing the time as Mingyu sent another text. “You’re not here tonight?” He questioned, you already assumed it was about his party. “not tonight. need a little rest from drinking lol” You smiled to yourself, surprised he messaged you about your absence at his party.
Sooyoung yawned and stretched. “go to your bed if you’re gonna fall asleep,” you whined. “alright,” she whined back as she took her pillows and blankets over to her bed and then got ready to go to bed, a few minutes later Mina did the same and you followed after, climbing in bed and getting comfy to scroll through social media. You saw another text from Mingyu ‘I need my ponh giek’ You read the text confused, realizing it was supposed to say “pong girl”. You laughed to yourself, not expecting him to be drunk texting you. “Next week :)” you sent back. “nooo comr tomorroe, yoi need the pracrive” You laughed to yourself, being as quiet as possible to not disturb your friends. You kept decoding his messages. “maybe, i know i need the practice”. You stretched as he sent back quickly. “I wanna make out with you again” “you’re so pretty” followed quick after as you blushed. Mina did say he was nice but you couldn’t tell if he was being nice to be nice or if he was being nice cause he was actually just horny. You knew you shouldn’t entirely judge based off of your two interactions with him but you couldn’t help but wonder. “you’re drunk” you sighed as you sent the message. “yeah but i still know that you’re pretty and sexy and you’re niceeee” you looked at the message, realizing there was no typos so he must’ve switched to letting autocorrect finish his sentences or talking to text. “thank you mingyu, i think the same of you.” you blushed a bit as you sent it. “i’m going to sleep now” you sent, not sure why you did after it was already delivered. “sleep well princess” you blushed a bit reading the message, seeing the name he called you during your first interaction together. Just yesterday he didn’t know who was messaging him but now he was being so forward, it took you back a bit, not in a bad way.
You woke up the next morning and stretched out, seeing a text from Mingyu. “Morning,” You were surprised again that he was still messaging you but grateful it wasn’t just because he was drunk he wanted to text you. You bit your lip, holding back a smile. “good morning!” You sent back and stood up, taking advantage of the two of them being asleep to take a shower without being rushed. You finished up with a bit of time then dried off, hearing Sooyoung groan as she stretched out as she woke up. You changed into your clean clothes then sat down on your bed. You saw another text from Mingyu. “We’re still on for tomorrow night? right?” You smiled at the text, feeling a bit relieved that he was double checking and it wasn’t you. “yes! where should we meet?” You sent your message as you got a quick reply. “Just stop by the house! I’ll take us somewhere from there” “around 6” he texted after just to confirm a time and everything with you. “sounds good! i’ll see you tomorrow then :)” You smiled as Mina watched you and giggled softly. “You’re texting mingyu,” she said in a sing-song voice as you blushed brightly. “Maybe…” She giggled. “Planning out your date?” Sooyoung asked as you nodded. “What’s the plan?” She followed up as you shrugged. “I don’t really know, i’m going to his place at 6,” Mina blinked. “Do you know what you’re going to wear?” She got down from her bunk and went over to your closet, getting ready to piece stuff together. You didn’t realize how many possible outfit choices you had until she laid stuff out and switched some of it up.
“Leave it for tomorrow,” Sooyoung smiled as Mina turned her head quickly. “Absolutely not, i want to do this now so we see all the options,” You watched as she put some stuff back and began to narrow it down to four different options. First one was a white top, leather jacket and a black skirt you had that was a bit shorter than you realized, which is why it sat in the closet. “Okay so I think this one might be the best one,” She smiled as she looked at it. The next was a pair of light washed jeans and a beige sweater. “This one is nice but it’s hard to judge because you don’t know what you’re doing, buuuut the sweater isn’t too heavy,” You watched her closely as she did it, she was always dressed so well, you couldn’t help but appreciate her taking the time to help you out. She laid out your third option, it was one of those longer sundresses, it wasn’t too long and cut off at just above the ankle and had little cherry designs on it, and she paired it with a red cardigan you had. “Honestly this one is really cute too, you have so many cute clothes” She sighed happily as she laid out the fourth and final outfit. It was one of your older pairs of patchwork style jeans, a white turtleneck and a green nike crewneck for over the top. “Sooo these are the best four I think,” She put her hands on her hips and smiled proudly at her work.
You looked them over and thought as Sooyoung chimed in. “Fashion show right now. Try them all on and we can see,” She grinned as you looked at her, not sure if she was serious as Mina nodded quickly then grabbed the last outfit she laid out and stood you up to go to the bathroom. She giggled softly at her antics as you tried it on, tucking the turtleneck into the jeans and putting the crewneck as you walked out and Sooyoung looked at it for a moment. “nope,” You nodded a bit then turned back around to the bathroom with the third option that Mina showed you. You put the dress on carefully then put the cardigan over top, you walked out and mina fixed the cardigan to give it appearance as if it was shorter and tied it a little bit. “Oooh that one’s cute!” Sooyoung smiled as you nodded. “It is! I don’t even remember owning this dress,” you smiled a bit as Mina grinned then handed you the second outfit, you changed quickly then walked out as Sooyoung shrugged. “It’s cute, but not like first date cute,” Mina nodded along. “yeahh i see what you mean,” You didn’t even voice your opinion as Mina handed you the last option. You walked out after changing, playing with the bottom of the skirt and looked at them. Mina played around with some parts of the outfit as Sooyoung nodded quickly. “This one, or the dress, but I like this one a lot more,” You thought as Mina nodded. Especially since you don’t know what you’re doing, you’re not underdressed or overdressed,” You nodded in agreement as she smiled and hugged you. “You’re gonna look so good,” She squealed as you hugged her back. “All thanks to you,” You smiled as you gave her credit. She hugged you with a grin. “I can’t wait for you to go! you’re gonna look so good and he better appreciate it,” she huffed then climbed back in her bed as you giggled and nodded. “I think he will,” You reassured her as Sooyoung looked over. “I think he will too, hey Mina, party at Sohee’s?” She asked her as Mina thought and nodded. “I’m down! y/n?” You thought then shook your head. “Thank you though,” They got up and got ready as you got comfy in your bed, you were a bit surprised that there was no protest of them wanting you to go, but they figured you were wanting to get extra rest for classes and your date tomorrow.
You stretched as you woke up, seeing Sooyoung sprawled out and out cold on her bed, you heard them come back around quarter to two but they didn’t fully wake you up luckily. You got in the shower and washed up then threw on a pair of leggings and a hoodie and grabbed your pair of headphones. You sighed as you grabbed your bag and put it on. You connected your headphones to your phone and clicked play on ‘Spider’ by Vixx as you walked to class. You shivered a bit as there was a little bit of a cold front in the mornings. You walked into the English department and made your way to your class and sat in your usual spot and pulled out what you needed. You could barely focus on classes as you were anxiously waiting for six o’clock to come so you could meet with Mingyu. You snapped out of it a bit as you saw a flower placed on top of your laptop and looked up and saw it was mingyu, you blushed softly. “What’s this for?” you questioned as he shrugged. “just because,” he walked by and up to his seat. You held onto that flower like your life depended on it for the rest of the day. You couldn’t help but stay in your day dreams for the rest of the day, wondering what he could have planned. You looked at your phone, going to change the song and to send a text to mingyu. You took a picture of the flower and sent it to him with. “I love this, thank you <3” you put your phone away as you walked back to your dorm. When you walked in Mina was sitting at her desk, as if she was waiting for you. You placed your backpack down as she grinned and held your arm. “Let’s go! Get in the shower and then you’re getting ready.” You looked at her then the time. “It’s only 3:30….” she sighed as she grabbed you a towel and pushed you towards the bathroom. “Exactly! we have about 2 hours to get you ready for your date!” She expressed as you giggled softly. Mina helped you make sure your hair was fully done as you finished up and got dressed.
You walked out to the room and smiled at them. “I’m off now,” You smiled widely. “Have fun!” Sooyoung smiled at you and Mina nodded quickly. You nodded. “I will!” You walked out and walked to the bus stop. You got on and took the ride over to the stop near Mingyu’s and got off with the driver’s harsh brake, making you rock a bit before standing up and getting off. You started your walk over and saw Mingyu leaning on the older honda civic that was parked. “Wah, you look beautiful,” He gushed which made you turn a deep shade of red. “Thank you, you look handsome,” He smiled, a little pink going to his cheeks. He wasn’t overly dressed, just wearing a black silky button up and a pair of black pants. He opened the passenger side door for you as you thanked him and got in. You sat in the passenger seat playing with the bottom of your skirt as he drove. “Sorry I didn’t tell you what we’re doing, I just hope you like it,” He smiled a bit, hoping you were enjoying his company as you were just sitting there quiet. “Oh it’s no problem,” You smiled at him. “I trust you and your plans,” He smiled hearing you say that as he pulled into the place and got out to open your door. You thanked him again as you got out. He smiled as he walked next to you and opened the door as you followed. The loud sounds of games and winning prizes were playing. “I wasn’t sure exactly what to do and this place has a little bit of everything,” He smiled at you. “So what would you like to do first? there’s bowling, indoor mini golf, and then there’s the arcade games,” He looked down at you as you thought. “Let’s do the mini golf,” You nodded as he walked up to the desk and you opened your bag to get your wallet as he was already handing the cashier his card. You pouted a bit, he saw you out of the corner of his eyes and laughed a little. “Hey, I asked you out, so it’s my treat,” He smiled softly as you sighed. “I guess, let me buy dinner then,” He nodded, a little hesitantly. “I guess I can allow that,” He smiled softly as you walked over to the indoor mini golf area, it was all glow in the dark, with bright paintings on the wall. He handed you a club as you smiled. “Not to brag but I’m pretty good at mini golf,” You smiled and spoke nonchalantly. He raised an eyebrow, “Well let’s see then,” You grabbed a pink ball, which was brightly glowing.
You put the ball down, squatting down carefully because of the length of your skirt. You smacked it a little lighter than you were aiming for as it rolled down carefully and stopped a mere inch away from the hole. Mingyu nodded a bit, “alright y/n, i see your game,” You giggled softly as he took his turn, hitting it hard with a loud thwack noise that made you cover your mouth as you laughed a bit harder. “Sorry I’m not a professional,” He sighed a bit dramatically, as you tried to calm down your laughter. “You’re not bad, just was a bit unexpected,”. You couldn’t help but smile as you played with him, dropping the ball gently as you swung for your second go. Once again almost making a hole-in-one. Mingyu winced a bit. “Yikes,” He spoke softly, making you whine a bit from him teasing. He dropped his ball on the turf, it bounced softly as it rolled a bit before stopping. He moved his legs back and forth until he found a position to swing in, this time being more gentle. You watched as it rolled down slowly, rolled around the hole until it dropped in. He watched in awe then raised his arms above his head. You clapped for him as he bowed dramatically, making you laugh harder than you’ve ever laughed before. “Thank you, thank you,” He cleared his throat as he stood up. “I’d like to dedicate this to this girl over there, she challenged me so i had to show my talent myself,” He smiled cheekily at you. You smiled back as you continued with your game, each hole you both were laughing at with how it was set up or how difficult it actually was. You looked at the little scorecard you grabbed at the beginning as you both put your clubs away. “Who won?” he smiled as you smiled proudly, putting one of your hands underneath your chin. He laughed a bit at you. “Alright, I guess you are pretty good,” He smiled as he referenced what you said to him before.
You walked out of the course with him, the light from outside was brighter than usual as you shielded your eyes after coming out of the black light. Mingyu groaned as he was blinded. “Was not expecting it to be that bright,” He laughed and squinted a bit as he thought. You saw the clock and realized about an hour and a half passed by. “Why don’t we play some games?” Mingyu smiled softly, you couldn’t be more happy that he wanted to keep the date going, you were a bit worried he would see you as boring or that he wasn’t as interested as you were hoping. “What did you want to play?” The loud noises of the coins being dropped and kids running around made you need to speak up to a volume where you were almost yelling. He looked around, leaning down to get closer to your level. “I like skee ball,” He pointed over to it as you nodded a followed. You played alongside him for the tickets and smiled as it showed you your final amount. “Wanna go again?” You questioned as he shook his head, looking around for the next game. “Hey, look at that one!” He had an almost mischievous grin as he pointed over and you looked at it. “Wowwww,” You replied sarcastically as he brought you over to the pong game they had. “A little practice for you, m’lady,” He giggled as you couldn’t help but smile at him. You sighed as you threw the first five out of twenty balls you got, only getting two in cups. “can i show you?” He looked down at you as you nodded, making eye contact with the beautiful honey brown color he has. You watched him. “It’s all in the flick of your wrist,” He smiled at you as he threw five balls on his own, making four of them. “You should just finish! you’re wayyy better than me,” You smiled as you complimented him. “alright then, princess,” He smiled at you then continued. You couldn’t help but blush softly at the pet name he calls you. You weren’t even sure if you could call it that, when he first called you that it could’ve been considered an insult, but his insanely good looks made you give in and not want to fight the name, just wanting to take it as flirting.
He looked over at you as he finished off the game. “anything else you want to play?” he smiled softly, you were already addicted to seeing him smile like that. You shook your head. “Nothing else! Buuut we should see what we could get with our tickets,” You smiled as he walked with you. You looked around, seeing a few of the cheaper prizes like finger traps, finger puppets and bouncy balls. You looked up at the bigger prizes, seeing a big red panda. “You want that?” He looked at you as you nodded a bit. “How could you tell?” He smiled a bit, scratching the back of his head. “Well, your eyes lit up a bit when you saw it,” You blushed and nodded a bit, “i just don’t have the tickets for it.”You huffed. “let’s combine them,” he smiled and walked up to where you can redeem your tickets. “hi, can i get that red panda? i have 25,000 on this play card and there’s 20,000 on the other one i have.” you stood next to him and handed the cashier your card and he handed them his. “Alright, i’ll grab that for you,” She smiled and grabbed a ladder then climbed up in front of the other merchandise and grabbed the red panda, handing it to Mingyu. He thanked her and handed it to you. “It’s cute, what are you gonna name it?” He smiled at you as you thought and shrugged looking up at him. “Thank you for using your tickets, you didn’t need to give me your tickets,” You walked towards the door with him and smiled as he opened his car door. “Shhh, I wasn’t gonna use them anyway, are you hungry?” He started the car, you nodded. “What would you like?” He smiled at you as you thought. “Have you ever been to the diner? It’s closer to the campus,” He thought then shook his head. “I don’t think so, want to go there?” He questioned as you nodded. He started the GPS to the diner as you held the red panda. “So what’s your major?” You asked him as he smiled over at you. “Broadcasting, what about you?” “My major is pre-law and i’m getting a minor in political science,” You nodded. “What is political science exactly?” You smiled to yourself at him asking questions. “It studies the government, public policies and political behavior,” He nodded. “Wahhh so you’re smart,” You giggled and shook your head. “not entirely”
He smiled as he pulled into the diner parking lot and you both got out, you headed to the table in the corner since the sign said to seat yourself. You sat down and he sat across from you. You thought for a moment then smiled. “Where are you from?” “Dongan,” He nodded as you thought. “That sounds familiar,” He thought “It’s south of Seoul, it’s in Anyang,” You nodded as he spoke. “Where are you from?” He asked. “Jeju City,” You nodded as he blinked. “That’s a bit far from here,” You nodded a bit. “Do you get homesick?” He asked as the waitress made her way over with the menu’s. “A bit,” The waitress smiled at the two of you. “Can i get you two started with drinks?” She smiled as he thought. “I’ll take a water,” You looked at her after she finished writing it down. “Water please,” She walked off and Mingyu smiled at you, “You’re really beautiful,” You couldn’t help but blush at him. “And you’re really handsome,” You complimented him back as he blushed a bit. You couldn’t help but have a smile glued to your face. “I have to make a confession,” You looked at him. “Go ahead,” He nodded, wanting to hear whatever was on your mind. “I honestly got worried you didn’t want anything to do with me after we slept together,” You looked off to the side, not wanting to look at him as he cocked his head a bit. “Why would you think that?” He looked a bit puzzled as you made brief eye contact before looking somewhere else. You tucked some hair behind your ear. “I don’t know, you seemed thrown off when I asked for your number and you walked away quick after,” You trailed off, your voice getting softer as he shook his head. “I’m sorry, that was wrong of me. I just didn’t wanna leave the party I was hosting for too long and I just was thrown off because nowadays everyone asks for some type of social media instead of numbers,” He reached over to hold your hand, comforting you a bit. You nodded a little, blushing at him holding your hand. “Thank you for clearing that up, I was really worried and kinda beating myself up,” He smiled softly again, “Hey, I get it. I was a little weird and that wasn’t right of me,” You nodded slightly.
Your waitress brought the food over and you let go of his hand that you didn’t even realize you were still holding as you made the room for her to put everything down. “Enjoy,” She smiled as she walked away and you took a bite, enjoying your french toast. No matter the time of day it was your go-to to eat. He took a bite of the burger he got and nodded a bit. “it’s really good,” He ate as you nodded. “It’s not the absolute best but I come here with my friends all the time, the french toast is good, want to try it?” You offered and he nodded. “Sure! I’ll try anything to be honest” He took a bite of the piece that you cut off for him. He nodded quickly. “That’s really good,” He smiled as he took a sip of the water. “I would’ve gotten that instead,” You laughed a little as he looked at his burger. “Now you know for next time,” You looked at him, trying to be flirty and hoping it wasn’t being misread. “Next time?” He questioned a bit as you nodded. “Well I mean… if you’re willing to go out with me again,” Your voice was quiet. He smiled at you as he wiped his face off. “I would love to go out with you again,” Your face turned red as you smiled at him. The waitress came back over and smiled at the two of you. “Are you all set for the check?” You nodded and watched as she dropped it off, you picked it up only for Mingyu to take it out of your hands and put his card down. “Heyyy, you said you were okay with me paying for dinner,” You whined as he looked at you with innocent eyes. “Well I still believe it should be my treat, I asked you out, so I pay.” He watched as the waitress came back and took the check, she came back shortly after as you stood up and walked out with Mingyu. “Thank you, I had a good time,” You looked at him. “So did I,” He pushed his hair back as he unlocked his car doors. “I wish I had more questions to ask you to keep our conversations going for longer,” He opened the car door for you as you shrugged a bit. “You can still ask, just cause we’re leaving here doesn’t mean you can’t,” He shut your door and got in the driver’s side. “You are absolutely correct. Sooo what made you decide to come up here for school?” He started the car and set up the directions back to his place. “I thought this was the best place, Since I’m studying PoliSci and pre law, which was nice that I’m able to knock both out at the same time. It was offered at other schools but I liked the reputation our school has better,” He nodded a bit. “I still think you’re insanely smart both sound difficult and to do it so far away from home is amazing,” You looked at him then your lap for a second. “Do you miss home a lot? I know I asked before but you didn’t really get a chance to respond,” You pursed your lips together, of course you missed home. It wasn’t a whole lot smaller, since you lived in the most populated area but it was a lot tamer than Seoul. “I do,” You cleared your throat a little. “It’s just a lot less city and more nature, I miss that a lot,” You nodded. He nodded back. “Well, you gotta take me, I’ve never been. Of course I’ve seen photos and videos but I’d love to go,”
You blushed a bit at the idea of you going home with him. “One day,” You thought. “What is the broadcasting major?” You watched as he drove, changing the subject so you didn’t get wrapped up in your own head with fantasies of a vacation together. “i learn how to report news and about the background stuff with preparing or editing.” He stopped at the red light and smiled over at you. He was a very careful driver which you were grateful for. “Do you like the reporting or editing more?” He thought for a moment. “I definitely like editing and all of that more. I’ve also been taking a few art classes, just to help out and I like it,” You were a bit surprised to hear that, he didn’t seem like the type to draw or paint. Broadcasting you understood a bit, thinking it was easy and it lets him party and focus on the frat more and not need to study as much. “Really?” He nodded quick. “It’s just a nice pass time, and I play baseball too, that’s fun,” You listened to him closely. “Well, I’ll come to your games, you have to let me know when and where,” he laughed a little, hearing you. You got worried that you’ve been misreading him the whole day with the way he was laughing. “Alright princess, I can send you my schedule.” You smiled once again hearing him as he pulled up to his house then realized. “Oh i’m so sorry, I should’ve brought you to your dorm. Where is it? Let me bring you there quick,” He grabbed his phone and brought up maps. “It’s alright, don’t worry. I live in hilltop hall.” He nodded and looked it up and hit start on the directions, he noticed it was a fifteen minute drive and looked at you. “ do you walk from here to your dorm when you’ve left?” he looked at you, concern in his eyes. “I did the first time but i’m with my friends.” He pouted a little bit. “Let me know when you’re walking, i’ll call you an uber. I don’t want you walking here when it’s dark.” You nodded a it, a soft blush on your face as you hear his concern for you. He started his car again and drove to your dorm. “Also, I’m sorry if i was boring today,” He smiled sheepishly. “I just don’t want to always be drunk around you and that’s how we hang out. I think you’re an amazing girl and I do want to go out with you more,” He parked and turned to look at you. “Hey, don’t apologize. I had a lot of fun today. We’re both a bit competitive so it makes it more interesting, plus ever since I saw you that first night we played pong I’ve found you insanely attractive, and you’re really nice. I would like to go out again sometime,” You nodded a bit. “Alright,” He smiled and leaned over and laid a kiss on your lips as you kissed him back. It was a lot different than the past kisses. It was more sweet and soft, not coming off strong and unexpected as you smiled into the kiss. “I’d invite you up but I don’t know how my roommates feel,” You laughed a bit against his lips, he pulled away and smiled. “That’s the other thing I wanted to bring up. Don’t feel pressured to have sex with me, I want you to be comfortable.” He spoke gently as you nodded and he got out to open your door.
You got out and smiled as he put his arm around you. “Thank you for taking me out, seriously,” You smiled up at him as you hugged him back. He kissed your forehead. “Text me when you get to your dorm,” You nodded and walked up to the door and smiled to yourself as you walked in to your room, you took your shoes off and flopped down on your bed a bit, Sooyoung and Mina must’ve gone out to get dinner together. “I’ve made it back! I hope you drive safe!” You texted him as he sent back quickly. “I’m glad you’re back safe and sound!” You couldn’t help but control the giddy feeling you had inside. A few moments later you received another one from him. “I’m back to my place! I really hope you enjoyed today. I don’t mean to sound too forward especially since this is only our first date but I really do like you and want to go out again sometime,” As you read his message you blushed, feeling your heart skip a beat as you read it over and over, at least twenty times. “I really did enjoy today! I really like you too Mingyu, I do want to go out more with you as well. This time it’s on me, not up for debate,” You sent back. “Alright then princess, you have to take me to Jeju, I’ll buy but you can be my local tour guide.” You smiled at the message, just grinning from ear to ear as you stared up at the bottom of Mina’s mattress. “Is that my new name then?” You sent him your question and watched as he sent a screenshot of your contact. “Just updated it :)” You saw he put down “Princess y/n”. You shook your head to yourself. “Anyways, I’m beat from classes and our very fun evening out. I’m gonna head to bed. I’ll talk to you tomorrow princess. sleep well once you head to bed.” You read it and smiled a bit, almost disappointed he was going to bed as you felt a need to want to talk to him more. “Goodnight Gyu, sleep well! Thank you again for the amazing night. I’ll text you in the morning king,” You laughed to yourself calling him that.
You went out with Mingyu again during the week, just for a quick bite to eat in between classes, then it became an almost everyday thing. The two of you slowly became inseparable, you stayed at his place more to sleep over and just hang out. It took a bit but you both decided to make it official together, not really know when you actually started dating as it really just fell into place one day. When he asked he just asked if you were official, which made you laugh a little. Baseball season started and you made it to every game, sitting near the front and cheering him on with Mina and Sooyoung. And now you both have your trip to Jeju planned, both of you counting down the days to your first vacation together as a couple.
Can I request a continuation of the Lily request I sent you like a week ago? I'll leave the continuation up to you, please make sure to make it very fluffy. 🥺
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ღ genre: fluff
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You tossed the blankets over the side of the couch and brought over the teas as lily lit a candle to go on the coffee table in front of you. You could just see the excitement beaming from within her, recently you came up with the idea of reading the same books together and then chatting about them at certain stop points you both agreed upon. It made Lily beyond happy to just sit there with you and talk about her favorite thing to do.
She sat down and pulled one of the blankets to her lap as she pulled out her little journal where she jotted down notes and patted the couch for you to take a seat as you grabbed your phone to open where you were keeping your notes. It was just easier for you to keep them in your phone and set little reminders, just so you would follow through with the note taking. “Sooo what did you think about it so far!” She grinned as you looked at what you wrote. “I really like it so far, I think the storyline has a lot to it,” you nodded a bit as you read off what you wrote. “What do you think so far?” you smiled over her, knowing she was going to gush about what she found interesting and what plot lines were sticking out to her. “Well… so far,” she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. “I think that the story line is sooo amazing, and the way the author writes?! easily one of my favorite writing styles!” you smiled to yourself as you listened, it was more of you just admiring her and listening to her as if it was in the background. God, she was beautiful and you loved her and how she could talk about anything for hours on end and something new always stood out whenever you revisited the topic.
You wrapped up on the parts that you already read and Lily smiled before speaking. “Let’s start on the next chapter,” you smiled as you grabbed the book to start reading with her. You read in silence, your legs against each other as you both started to write little things down. You thought of how to word things for your notes as Lily was already back to being nose deep in the story. Lily turned the page and then gasped to look at you. “are you for real?” her face was starting to form a pink cloud over her cheeks as she looked at you in awe, pulling out the little post-it note you left in there. You smiled to yourself as you got down on one knee. “Well, I am.” You wiped your palms a bit. “After i suggested the idea of having a book club together and your excitement, I figured this was the best way to ask.” You reached into your pocket and cleared your throat a little bit. “You’ve done nothing but make me the happiest person on earth, I don’t know where I would be if I wasn’t with you right now. Lily Marrow, will you marry me?” You opened up the tiny velvet box as she looked at you in awe and teared up. “Absolutely,” You smiled and took her hand as you put the ring on her finger.
She kissed you and you kissed her back. She pulled away to look at the ring in absolute awe. “I love you so much,” she grinned as you kissed her cheek. “I love you too, Lily” you fixed her hair. “after i suggested the book club thing for us and you asked ‘do you want to get married?’ I thought you were on to me,” You giggled softly as she smiled. “Well I want the absolute breakdown on how long you’ve wanted to do this,” she smiled. “I thought we’d get right back to the book,” you teased as she whined. “fine fine,” you smiled as you both put the books away and got ready to tell her everything.
ღ requested: Hiya! Can you write some Lily (NMIXX) x reader fluff. Imagine them going to a bookstore on a rainy day and completely geek out together 🥺
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ღ genre: fluffy fluff
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ღ authors note: i hope this is okay! i’m not super familiar with nmixx!
You looked over at Lily as she sat on the couch, curled up with a book she’s read a million times over, with a cup of tea in front of her, it was the definition of peace. “Hey babe?” you smiled over as she looked up, snapping out of her fantasy that she had her nose buried in. “yeah?” her thumb was placed carefully on the end of the line she just finished reading as she smiled at you. “how many times are you gonna read that book?” you giggled softly. “it’s an amazing book!” she whined a bit at your comment. “well…” you started as she went back to her book. “i was gonna suggest maybe going to a book store near by?” she perked up at the idea, finding her book mark to put it in place, she had a habit of putting the end of the bookmark in line with the last phrase she just read, she was always careful and you thought it was the cutest thing. “buuuttt since you like that book so much…” you trailed off as Lily stood up fast “absolutely! let me get my shoes,” she made her way over to door fast as you smiled and followed.
“uh babe…” Lily looked over at you as she checked the weather. “it’s starting to rain…” you looked out the windows quick then back to her. “i still want to go, if you do,” you fixed a piece of her hair and she looked at you then out the window. “i feel bad cause it’s raining,” you shrugged. “nonsense. we can just get an umbrella!” you smiled and looked around the apartment, trying to remember where you last put it. “over there?” lily suggested as she pointed to the corner of your living room, it laid against the wall in a tiny nook between the closet and the bookshelf. “thank you love!” you smiled and grabbed it then put your arms together. “now, are we ready for the adventure!” you grinned as she giggled. “yes i am,” she grinned. her smile and her laugh always made your heart skip a beat, her happiness was your favorite thing to be apart of. That’s one of the reasons you fell in love with her too, besides the fact that she’s so insanely smart, talented and was unbelievably gorgeous. You snapped out of your thoughts as you led Lily to the bookshop you found.
“i think you’ll ABSOLUTELY love it here,” you grinned as she kissed your cheek. “is that a promise?” you smiled and nodded. “yes ma’am,” you checked your directions on your phone. “it’s going to be on our left, a little up the stree…t” you looked up in the middle of your words to see lily dashing through the puddles as she saw the store. you shook your head with a smile as she held the door open, curtsying a little. “after you,” she faked some type of accent that you weren’t even sure what it was as you giggled and bowed. “well thank you madam,” You both walked in and immediately were in awe. The building was a bit on the narrow side but it was full of books, shelves so high and stocked beyond belief and there was an upstairs too. Lily kissed around your face super quick. “I love you so much, this place is amazing!” she squealed quietly then immediately went to search for what titles they had that intrigued her. You went to look on your own as you wanted to find a few books of your own.
You stared at a few different options as the rain pattered against the window. “babe!” lily whisper-shouted over at you for your attention and you walked over. “there’s a whole harry potter section!” she was so excited and grinning from ear to ear. They didn’t have just the books, they had the lego sets, shirts, mugs, scarves, almost like a mini universal studios store. You grinned as you looked for what you could buy. “wellll you’re gonna have to get the hufflepuff beanie,” you smiled as you grabbed it and she nodded. “well of course, i mean… if you insist” she played coy as you giggled. Trying to stay quiet was a bit hard as you couldn’t help but enjoy your time. “Here!” she smiled and found you a beanie of your house. “we have to get them, i mean… the opportunity is here… so might as well” she smiled as you nodded quickly. “oh of course, i think it would be against the law if we didn’t get them at this point,”
You both explored the store more as Lily kept circling around and looking for more to buy as you couldn’t help but watch and laugh as she explained the books she was going to buy and why they’re amazing and why you have to read them once she’s done. “i just think maybe we give each other so input afterwards?” she gave you a side eye which made you laugh harder. “yes, absolutely! but in that case… shouldn’t i get one of my own? we can read them at the same time then give each other some notes about what we think.” you picked up one of the books she had in your hand as she looked at you in awe. “do you wanna get married?” you giggled, becoming flustered at her comment, she grinned at the blush on your cheeks. “I don’t know how many more books I can carry,” she admitted as you nodded. “do you need me to carry more?” you smiled as she shook her head. “nope! we need to go home and start reading right now,” You nodded and walked up to checkout.
Lily kept thanking you for paying as you shushed her. “hey, it was my suggestion, so my treat,” you kissed her forehead as you held the bag in one hand and the umbrella over the two of you in the other. You watched as she skipped slightly in between the puddles and smiled. “come on, just jump in one!” you smiled a little mischievously. “noo i don’t want to ruin my shoes!” she whined a bit as you found a puddle and stepped in it a little hard as she looked at you in disbelief as you laughed hard, almost as if all the laughs you were stifling in the bookstore were coming out now. “it’s not that funny,” she huffed as you made it back to your building. You took off your shoes and hung the umbrella in its right spot on a hook next to the door. “want anything to drink?” lily called out a bit as she already made her way to the kitchen. “maybe some water,” you smiled as you went to the couch and set up the books you both got to read together and put the rest on the bookshelf. Lily walked over and put your cup of water on the coffee table and her tea. She grabbed a candle and lit one, placing it gently on the table as well. “I love you so much,” she looked over at you as you were grabbing a blanket for both of you to use. “I love you,” you smiled at her. “Now, let’s start our mini bookclub,” she giggled softly and flopped next to you on the couch.
I have finished posting the master lists!! I would like to take this opportunity to let everyone know I am on @kpopflowerfield and accepting requests!! -Jade💚
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