#jaebeom smut

[kpopflowerfield]

Hi! I really liked the pro bono JB scenario and was wondering if you would do a part 2?

i finally got to it love! sorry for the months wait but you can now find it here !

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[kpopflowerfield]

Pro Bono | ljb

ღ pairing: attorney! lim jaebeom x stenographer! reader, jb x afab!reader

ღ word count: 7k

ღ genre: smut

ღ rating: nsfw mdni

ღ warnings: first date hookup, tipsy sex, unprotected sex (wrap up), dom!jayb, creampie, teasing, cursing,

ღ networks: @k-vanity

ღ authors note: A HUGEEE thank you to @seokgyuu for beta reading!! and a thank you to @lovetaroandtaemin for the banner!!

I tried to put as much research as i could find into this ㅠㅡㅠ If something isn’t 100% I apologize please ignore it!!

ღ summary: lawyers were off limits. you had to tell yourself that after you were too amazed by Park Jinyoung. He left you with nothing but a heartbreak and distaste for your job afterwards. But once you walked into court one morning and caught a glimpse of Lim Jaebeom, the new pro bono lawyer. Your eyes couldn’t be removed from him.

You checked the time on your watch. Tapping your foot anxiously in the crowd of people who are waiting for their morning cup of coffee as well. You heard your name and quickly managed to move around people until you could grab your cup. You thanked the barista before running out,the cold breeze burning your cheeks. You knew it was probably a bad idea to stop for coffee before work, but you needed it. You didn't know what you were in for every day you went in, but some little voice in the back of your head convinced you it was worth stopping for a quick drink.

You tapped the button on the crosswalk, waiting for that little white icon to pull up. You finally took a sip of your drink,the warmth slowly reaching your insides. You had to drink as much as you could now since you had to go through security once you arrived at the courthouse. You quickly crossed the street, your heels clacking against the pavement as you walked into the courthouse. You quickly drank what you could before throwing out your cup.

"Hey! Y/N, how are you today?" Jackson asked. He was always so friendly and easily one of the best faces to see when starting your day. "Good, how's it been here?" You questioned, placing your bag in the tote and taking off your belt before passing through the metal detector. "It's been slow; I don't think anything too big is going on today," He smiled, sliding your bin down so you could get your belongings. You whisked your belt on and grabbed your bag. "I'll see you when I leave!" You grinned at him before walking to the desk.

"Good morning," You smiled brightly at the clerk and showed your badge. "Good morning," Yunhee grumbled. You watched as she turned around after clicking on her computer for a few moments and handed you a manila folder. "Thank you," You took it carefully, putting your badge away. You quickly looked at the papers. "Okay, courtroom two," You nodded to yourself. You didn't want to spend too much time at the desk as Yunhee was clearly in a bad mood. You walked off, finding your courtroom.

You sat down in your chair, adjusting yourself to get comfortable and look at the case. "Oof, robbery again," You flipped through quickly, processing what you could before the court was in session. People slowly trickled in as you sat up, putting your folder away. You heard the sound of the briefcase hitting the table, and your eyes shifted that way. You stared at him for a moment, wondering why they let the defendant in so soon, especially without a lawyer. You kept studying him as he sat down, noticing the shine from his nose ring and the anti brow piercing in his cheek. He was beautiful. You couldn't think of another way to describe him.

You quickly looked away, not wanting to stare for too long. Instead you turned your focus onto the laptop in front of you, adjusting it to line up with the stenotype. Unable to help yourself, though, you looked over at the beautiful man once more, surprised to see another person sitting next to him. You watched as this gorgeous man pulled out a folder and began to talk with the woman beside him. Was he the attorney? Before you could even try to process the bailiff spoke up. "All rise," You stood up, adjusting the pencil skirt you were wearing, not wanting it to be a mini skirt as you stood.

The gavel quickly smacked down with a sharp movement. "You may be seated," Judge Choi spoke. "Good afternoon," He took a moment, reviewing the case in front of him. "This is the case of Mrs. Kang vs Mrs. Kim; as stated in front of me, Mrs. Kim is being accused of committing robbery in the third degree as claimed by Mrs. Kang." He cleared his throat. "Yes, your honor," You quickly began typing as the other attorney stood up. "For the record, my name is Kim Yugyeom. I am defending the plaintiff in this case," He looked around for a moment before continuing.

"Now, Mrs. Kang is saying that Mrs. Kim has stolen multiple pieces of her jewelry. All ranging from one hundred dollars to one thousand." He spoke, putting his folder on the desk before walking around. "Now, I'm sure the jury does not understand why they are present for such a case. However, this isn't Mrs. Kim's first accusation of stealing from the homes of those she works for," He fixed his jacket, buttoning it. "Mrs. Kang is in distress about this situation because it wasn't just replaceable pieces of jewelry, but it was family heirlooms," He was slowly pacing as he laid out the facts. You couldn't help but catch glimpses of that beautiful attorney waiting to speak from across the room.

Your eyes kept shifting over to him. Desperation seeping in, wanting to learn his name. You had to keep telling the part of your brain that was yearning to learn something about him that he would be no different outside of this room. Attorneys were always cold, arrogant, and narcissistic. It might have only been one experience from last year, but it was enough for you to swear off any lawyer or attorney. That's what was promised after the breakup; Park Jinyoung felt like a prime example of how lawyers act. No matter how hard it was you wanted to forget him, and it took a while but he was gone for the most part. Then he pushed back into your memories, and any thought about him was making your mind short-wire as you were merely admiring a stranger. Even if it was attempted you couldn’t stop the begging in your inner thoughts as you wanted to hear illicit words from his lips.

His sharp gaze was locked on Yugyeom; almost as if he was a predator watching his prey in front of him. His eyes never moved as he watched Yugyeom seeing where he was trying to lead. You snapped out of it as you heard the scrape of his chair as he sat back down. The impatient nerves were waiting to get their closure. He cleared his throat in a quick, sharp moment as you were almost on the edge of your seat. "For the record, my name is Lim Jaebeom, representing the defendant." He stayed seated as he spoke. Confidence in his aura. "Now my client is sitting here, being sued over a crime that never happened. Mrs. Kim has worked for Mrs. Kang for over five years. There has never been a complaint or an accusation such as this at all. Now, if I remember reading correctly. You keep your jewelry locked up, correct, Mrs. Kang?" He raised an eyebrow as he looked at her.

You watched as Yugyeom told her to stay quiet. "But as it is stated in words in front of all of us. Mrs. Kang says she locks her jewelry, and it is only unlocked when she is taking something out or putting something right back. Other than that, Mrs. Kang claims it is never unlocked, no matter the circumstances." Your eyes couldn't leave Jaebeom, the sharp gaze as he spoke his case. "If I could, Mrs. Kang. I would like to have you on the stand." He looked at her. Her eyes kept shifting to Yugyeom like a desperate cry for help.

You watched as she got up. She was younger, maybe mid-thirties at most; you could tell she was married to an older gentleman in the back. "Now, Mrs. Kang, that key to your jewelry box is on you at all times, correct?" Jaebeom questioned, making sure his plaintiff couldn't claim badgering. "Yes," Her voice was timid. The jury watched, seeing the way she seemed nervous and unsure of what to say. Jaebeom looked through a file which made everyone’s attention shift from Mrs. Kang to him.

Eyes from around the room were glued to Jaebeom, seeing where he was going as they listened to his strong voice that was as clear as day. "Now you seem to be a very routined person," He paced in front of her. "Why would you leave such an important item unlocked?" He paused his hands in the front pockets of his trousers. "I never do," She spoke quickly. "So how would Mrs. Kim be able to steal such important jewelry from you if it wasn't unlocked?" He shrugged, trying to play himself off.

You looked up and could see the panic in Mrs. Kang's eyes. "Maybe I forgot to put something away," She nodded, gulping. You heard a few members of the jury mumbling to themselves. "Right," He nodded, then looked up at the judge. "No more questions," He moved and sat back down in his chair. Mrs. Kang quickly moved away, almost embarrassed by her answers. You heard the chair drag on the floor briefly as Yugyeom stood up. "I would like to have Mrs. Kim take the stand," He looked at the judge as he nodded, giving him the go-ahead. You saw Jaebeom give her quick words of encouragement as she walked up and took her seat.

"Mrs. Kim, how long have you been working for the Kang family?" Yugyeom stared at her. You couldn't help but feel bad. She seemed as if she was older, maybe in her late sixties; she seemed so frail and upset about her accusations, almost like she was lost on what to do. "Five years," Her voice wasn't quiet but still soft. "And in those five years, have you had any issues with Mrs. Kang or her family?" He stood in front of her as she quickly shook her head. "No, never. I've always come in and taken care of their house and their children," She sounded hurt as she spoke. "Now, did you know where Mrs. Kang keeps her jewelry?" He was almost glaring at her, burning her with his eyes.

"I know she kept it somewhere in her closet, but she's always told me not to go in there, and I never did." She looked at Jaebeom as if needing a helping hand. "No further questions," Jaebeom spoke, his voice loud, making everyone look his way. His features were sharpening, and he was clearly frustrated by the redundant questions that Yugyeom was asking. Judge Choi nodded in favor of Jaebeom. She carefully got down before taking her seat next to Jaebeom. "Is this all of the evidence?" Judge Choi spoke up. Yugyeom nodded, his eyes shifting over to Jaebeom. "One more thing," Jaebeom looked at Judge Choi. Hoping he’d approve of him.

"I'll allow it," He nodded. "Mrs. Kang, can I have you take the stand one last time," He watched as she stood up and walked over, slowly taking her seat and adjusting her dress at the same time. "Now, Mrs. Kang, you use social media, right?" He looked at her. "Yes," She nodded. "Would you say Instagram is your most used?" He held his papers by his side. "Objection, relevance," Yugyeom called out. "Overruled," Judge Choi quickly retaliated. "Yes. I use it for my businesses." She nodded again, lost as to where he was going. "See, my client happened to come across one of those many live streams you do the other night." He placed the screenshot of her livestream in front of her. "What do you see here?"

His head cocked, almost like he was toying with her. "Just my product and a few other things," She stared at him, puzzled. "Mm," He hummed in agreement before inhaling. "See, that's what I thought at first, but then when you were showing how durable those containers are, I think you forgot that the jewelry that you have claimed Mrs. Kim has stolen was right there in the background." His finger tapped on the area he was talking about. "Oh, here's a zoomed-in one for you," He put another paper on top. Her cheeks began to burn a deep red color. Jaebeom walked away from her.

"See, that livestream was two nights ago, four weeks after you had accused Mrs. Kim of stealing that property from you. Which clearly is not the case that you are presenting before us." He gave Yugyeom a look as if saying checkmate before turning to look at the jury. Judge Choi quickly hit the gavel. "Case dismissed." He almost scoffed. Jaebeom quickly walked back over to shake his hand with Mrs. Kim. You were so entranced, still staring at him. "Y/N," Your name crept through your dazed state. "Yes?" You looked up to see Judge Choi looking at you. "Are you okay?" His eyebrow furrowed as you quickly nodded.

"Yes, your honor," You smiled before beginning to pack up your belongings. A faint blush on your cheeks for being called out as you stared. You grabbed your bag and walked out quickly. "Excuse me!" You heard the voice coming closer. The deep, rich voice of Jaebeom. "Oh. Hello," You smiled softly. "I noticed you were kinda staring at me," A slight smirk on his face. You pressed your lips together, trying to think of a justification to say quickly. "I mean, I kind of have to," You laughed awkwardly. "I mean, you didn't look too much at the other attorney." His head nodded in the direction of Yugyeom.

"Oh, it's just a subconscious thing." You nodded. "I was just teasing," He smiled softly. "You left this behind." He handed over your recorder. "Thank you," You sighed in relief as you didn't realize it got left behind. "Also, here's my number. Call me," He handed you a card as he flashed a smile before walking away. You looked at it quickly, then stuffed it in your bag. You took a deep breath and walked over to the clerk's desk. "Hello," You kept your bright smile. "Any other cases I have today?" You handed your badge over to the desk. You watched Yunhee as she took your ID slowly and swiped it. "Nope." Her voice was still flat. "Thank you," You walked away quickly, not wanting more of her cold shoulder.

"How was it?" Jackson called out as he saw you. "Not too bad. I know I'm required to be impartial, but I'm so glad the case turned out the way I was hoping," You nodded. "That's always good. Are there any more big things for you today?" He leaned against the wall as you shook your head. "Nope, I guess nothing else for me today, but oh well! I'll probably just go home and get cozy." You fixed the loose pieces of hair that had fallen from your ponytail. "Hey, still is better than being stuck in a courthouse all day." He chuckled as you nodded quickly. "Hey! There's my man!" He called out, removing himself from the wall. You couldn't help but turn to see who he was talking about.

"Hey! Y/N!" Jackson grinned. "This is Jaebeom! He's a new pro bono lawyer for our district," He smiled as you nodded slightly. "Nice to meet you; congratulations on winning your case, by the way," You stuck your hand out for him to shake. "Thank you," He nodded, carefully shaking your hand back, making sure not to squeeze too much. "Well, I'm gonna head home," You smiled at Jackson. "Have a good night, Ms. Y/N!" He called out as you walked out. "Miss?" Jaebeom questioned, watching as you walked out of the building. Jackson nodded. "Yeah, she's super sweet but reserved. I think she's a Miss; she hasn't corrected me or said much," He seemed lost in thought before Jaebeom nodded. "I'll see you around, Jackson,"

You stared at the card that Jaebeom handed you, engraving the phone number in your brain. One text wouldn't hurt. You picked up your phone and typed in the number.

Y/N: Congrats again on winning your case! I'm glad Mrs. Kim was proven innocent.

You put your phone down on the couch cushions next to you, before reaching behind you and taking the throw blanket that was folded neatly on the back of your couch. Grabbing it, you threw it on you,covering your body with as much as you could. The warmth of the blanket made you sigh in relief. You shut your eyes for a moment, opening them once you heard the vibration on your cushion. You pulled your arm out of the fleece and looked at your phone.

Attn. Jaebeom: Hey, Y/N. I'm assuming

Y/N: Sorry! I should've said that, but yes.

Attn. Jaebeom: I was wondering if you'd want to go out and get drinks? On me.

You bit the inside of your cheek. Weighing the pros and cons, on one hand, he's incredibly hot, and he's offering to buy you drinks, but on the other, he's also the type of person you promised yourself never to go out with. "What the hell," You mumbled to yourself, moving the blanket off of you.

Y/N: Yeah, just tell me when :)

Attn. Jaebeom: I was going to go out in maybe an hour; I'll send you the location.

You walked to your room, and you saw the dropped pin he sent you. You checked to see how far it was to decide how long you had to get yourself ready. You sighed happily, seeing it was a 10-minute train ride over. You would drive but didn't want to limit yourself if you felt like you wanted a drink or more. You got yourself ready, grabbed one of your shoulder bags, and walked out.

Y/N: I'm leaving now, I'll meet you there :)

You heard your stop and got off, a sudden bit of nerves crawling through your bloodstream as you walked up to the door of the pub, checking your phone to see if he was there.

Attn. Jaebeom: I'm sitting at the bar! You should be able to see me.

You read his message as you walked in, looking at the bar area, and spotting him sitting there. God, he was hot and unlike any other that you laid your eyes on. His sharp features drew you in from across the courtroom, and they were doing the same right now. You cleared your throat as you sat down next to him. "Hey," You smiled softly as he smiled back. "I'm glad you made it. What can I get you?" He watched as you contemplated. "A cosmo," You nodded as he put his hand out, gesturing for the waiter to take your order.

"Tonight is on me too, don't forget," He smiled softly. "Oh, don't worry, I didn't forget that," You laughed at him. "I gotta ask, what made you become a stenographer?" He looked at you, turning his stool so he could face you. "I didn't want to commit to law school, but I liked the law." You smiled, taking your first sip of the drink placed in front of you. "What about you? What made you become a pro bono lawyer?" You felt the liquor warming up your insides and loosening the nerves that you felt before. "Eh, I figured it would be nice to help those that can't afford a lawyer," He shrugged. Your heart swelled hearing that. Maybe he was different. The little voice in your head was competing with the devil on your shoulder.

"Missing out on a lot of money," You teased, seeing what his response would be. "Yeah, but it's fine; I get paid by the town and government. I’d just rather give the unprivileged a chance," He took a sip from the dark brown bottle. "I gotta be honest," You took a bigger sip from your glass. "You're way different than I thought you would be," Your cheeks were flushed from the alcohol creeping its way through your system. "In what way?" He couldn't help but question, his sharp eyebrow lifting. "Well, in my experience, lawyers, attorneys, and everything like that are usually arrogant jerks who like to think they're better than everyone." Your voice was harsh as you spoke.

"Well, I'm glad I could be different," He teased as your cheeks started to match your drink. "I was trying hard not to look at you in the courtroom," He confessed. "It seems like we were both stealing glances at different times," He snickered. "Yeah?" Your eyes widened in surprise as he nodded. "I don't know what it was, but you were captivating." His words kept going as you took a slow and long sip of your drink. Usually, you had no problem flirting back, but you couldn't figure out what words you were trying to gather in your brain. "You looked really good in a suit; blue seems to be your color," You referenced the sky-blue dress shirt he had on earlier. "Yeah?" He looked down at himself, seeing he was yet again wearing a blue shirt.

"I do own more colors," He looked at you, trying to defend himself. "I don't know if I believe you," You teased and ordered yourself another drink. "I promise," He put his hands up in a defensive way. You picked up your drink, placing it in front of you. "So you know Jackson?" You questioned, thinking of something else to say. "Yeah, I met him at another courthouse. He's a nice guy." He took a sip of his drink. "He was telling me about you as you were leaving. I started to get nervous that you might have had someone at home," He chuckled as you shook your head. "Well, you're in luck." You put the back of your hand under your chin and smiled brightly. He tried to stifle his laughter.

You whined quietly as he smiled innocently, "I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing with you," You shook your head at his comment as you smiled. "Alright," You took another sip of your drink. "Don't take this the wrong way," He looked at you, your eyes meeting his so that he would continue. "You look really good in a skirt," He spoke carefully, hoping that you were going to take it as a compliment. "Thank you, they take up my closet," You laughed, adjusting the bottom of the dress you were wearing. He was trying not to watch but couldn't help himself. It was hugging your thighs in just the right way. "Hey, I don't mean to be so brash," He cleared his throat. "Want to finish these drinks up and head to my place? It's alright if you just want to go home," He could barely finish his sentence before you agreed.

"I'd love to." You took a sip of your drink, your eyes meeting his. He called the bartender over and paid your tab. You took your final sip and got off the stool carefully, adjusting the bottom of your dress as you walked out the door with him. "I don't live too far," He smiled over at you. "It's no problem. I'd walk with you even if it were a bit far," You nodded at him as the night breeze made you shiver slightly. He noticed out of the corner of his eye, taking off his jacket and placing it around your shoulders. You couldn't help but turn red. "Thank you," You looked over at him as he nodded. "You don't have to thank me,"

"But I do," You huffed as he laughed. It wasn't that funny, but both of you were a little tipsy. You shook your head at him as he opened his door. You took your shoes off and found the couch, quickly taking the opportunity to sit on the cushion material. You watched as Jaebeom's slim figure walked towards you, holding something out. You reached and took the cold bottle. "I figure getting some water into your system wouldn't be a bad idea," He sat next to you, a gentle smile gracing his lips as he opened his bottle and took a sip.

You took a sip of your own before your eyes shifted back to him. "You're really good looking," You let it slip out of your lips. "I could say the same to you," He looked at you, his eyes lingering on your lips for a moment. You tried to act like you didn't see it,keepingt your eyes moving as you looked around his face, taking in his strong bone structure and his sharp brows that hardened his face. His baby pink lips were drawing you in closer, and every time they moved, you could hear his voice saying your name as you imagined how they felt and tasted. “Y/N?” His concerned voice broke you out of your daydream. "Yeah?" You looked at him, your eyes meeting his. You watched as his face came closer, and before you could fully process what was happening, you felt his lips against yours.

Those last two questions you had were answered. His lips were soft and plump and had a subtle taste of peach as if he had a chapstick he had applied not too long ago. You moved your lips with his, not wanting to move them from his. His lips started to pull at yours as his hand moved hair away from your face. His hand held you near the nape of your neck, keeping your hair away from his lips deepening the kiss. Your lips melted with his as your body from his touch. His lips began to leave a trail down your jaw, making you shudder.

You were trying to get your nerves to calm down, but it was hard to control. Your mind was already traveling further and further with his touch, imagining what his lips would feel like elsewhere or how he would feel inside of you. Your body was heating up enough for him to realize. "Do you want to keep going?" He removed his lips from tasting your skin as you nodded. "Yes," You barely muttered as he stood up, putting his hand out for you as you took it carefully. "I want you to be more comfortable," His voice was soft as you took his hand, following him to his bedroom.

He shut the door halfway before he stood in front of you letting you sit on his bed as he began ridding of his clothes. Your cheeks flushed at the look of his body. His toned abs and his strong thighs were still half covered by his boxers. He was breathtaking, to say the least. You felt his eyes on you as you stood up carefully, shimmying the small dress you had on off of your body. "Wow," He exhaled, looking at you. Your cheeks turned a deep red color hearing him. "Come here," You moved your finger in a come hither motion. He moved closer, his fingers lying on your hips as he pulled you so your bodies could be on one another.

The feeling of his length pressed against you made your core radiate heat. His hand carefully placed itself under your chin and tilted your head up. Your eyes locked with his that had hardened from seeing you undress. He leaned to let his lips meet with yours again. Your lips immediately locked with his as desperation grew. His bottom lip lapped at yours as he deepened the sloppy kiss. His hands moved to your back as he quickly released the clasps of your bra, throwing it across the room. Your hunger for him grew more and more as his touch traveled around your body until his finger was hooked around the side of your panties.

He moved himself away from your lips, watching your expression as he pulled your panties down. "How about you lay on the bed, baby?" His voice broke through the silence, and tension grew with the sudden pet name. You nodded quickly and moved backward, not removing your eyes from him. You felt the mattress hit the back of your legs as you moved yourself, letting your body rest once you were on his bed. He stood next to the bed, slowly moving to hover over you until your back was flat on the comforter. His fingers slowly moved around your hips, teasing their way down your thighs until they crept back up, stopping before you could feel his touch on your bundle of nerves that was throbbing.

You pressed your lips together, holding back a whine as you waited for him. You could only see his shadow from the light coming through the sheer curtains that covered his windows. Before you could take your next breath, you felt his finger slip in between your folds. Pushing into your pussy. "F-fuck," You gasped. "You're so soaked," He smirked, moving his finger gently. The sound of his small movements wasn't loud but enough for you to hear. You felt another finger push in, joining the other as he pushed his fingers in up to his knuckle. You arched your back. "Oh god," You whined as he kept a steady pace with his digits. He made sure not to be too rough either, wanting that to be saved for later. Your whines were already making him go crazy as he thought about pummeling you with his cock.

He could only let his mind race as he continued, making a come hither motion, lightly scraping the inside of your walls that were tightening around his fingers. "I can't wait to feel your pussy spread around me; I already know it's gonna grip onto my cock for dear life," He rasped, keeping his voice low. "Fuck me," You breathed, his fingers slowing. "What was that?" He chuckled. You swallowed, hearing his laugh. "Fuck me." You almost demanded as he pulled his fingers out. "Yeah? You want me to fuck this pretty pussy?" He cocked his head, almost as if it was a taunt. "Please," Your breathing was shallow as you begged. You couldn't see his expression, but you could only guess it was that smug smirk. The one that you saw in the courtroom that made your mind do backflips thinking about him.

You felt his body pressed against yours, his lips gently touching your neck as he kissed up, getting closer to your ear. "Get on your knees," His whisper was low and rasped. You turned yourself over, moving towards the middle of his bed. You heard the soft noise of his boxers dropping to the ground. You felt your stomach tighten as you arched your back. Waiting to feel him inside of you. You didn't get too wrapped up in your thoughts before feeling a smack on your ass. The sting made you whimper. You shut your eyes, feeling his thick head rub against your slit. Your hips shifted, almost as if you were trying to shove him inside of you. "You want it that bad?" He taunted. "Please, Jaebeom," You pleaded. "Mm, it's so much fun seeing you squirm, waiting for me to start," He tsked, still feeling your soaking wet cunt. "I want it so bad," You begged.

"Yeah?" He let out a borderline dark chuckle. You couldn't even respond as you felt his head begin to bury itself inside. You moaned out as he grunted. Feeling your walls spread for him. "God, it's so tight," He groaned as he felt your cunt gripping him as he pushed in. Your eyes rolled back as you balled the ends of his comforter in your hands. "s-so big," You stuttered, the hint of pain making you whimper. It had been a while since you'd had sex, but even so, Jaebeom was unlike any other. His thick, large cock was stuffing you so much that you didn't think you could take all of him. His hands gripped your hips, pulling you into him. "You're taking me so well," His soft voice contradicted the sudden jackhammering of his hips. "You feel so fucking good," You whined.

He kept a frenzied tempo that left you on edge, not knowing what the next thrust of his cock would feel like. "F-fuck me," You whined, loving the feeling of him plowing you. You bit your lip, trying to gain control of your breathing again as he became more consistent with his brutal pace. "Jaebeom," You cried out; you weren't expecting yourself to be so close already. "Yeah, baby?" He questioned, pumping his cock in and out of you with no rest. The sounds of the mattress squeaking and skin slapping together filled the room. Your cunt was fluttering around his cock, making his length twitch. "Fuck," He grunted as he thrust in and out, going back to the frenzied pace he had earlier.

He was close, just like you were. "I'm gonna cum," You whimpered, your knuckles turning white from how hard you were gripping his sheets. Your muscles tensed as you started to see stars. "Fuck!" You sobbed out through your orgasm. The feeling of him filling you made your walls clench as he thrust in and out slowly, panting as he milked every last drop inside of you. You shuddered as your body dropped to hit the plush mattress. "That was so good," You panted softly. "You alright?" His voice softened from the dominant growls before. "mm," You hummed in agreement. "Stay the night," He spoke softly. "Okay," You quickly agreed. You didn't want to tell him, but you were already getting ready to fall asleep.

You groaned as your eyes opened to the blinding sun coming through the window. You rubbed your eyes as you sat up, processing where you were. "Oh fuck," You grumbled, holding your head from the migraine that was crawling through your head. The sudden pounding made you get up. Even if it was weird, you were going to dig through his medicine cabinet no matter what. You looked over at the nightstand as you stood up and stopped. You picked up the folded piece of paper as your brows furrowed.

Hey! Sorry I had to leave for work, but I didn't want to wake you up. Here's some ibuprofen for the hangover you may have. You can leave whenever, and I'll lock the door remotely; just text me.

You smiled to yourself, placed the note down, and took what you needed to with the water he left for you. The glass was still cool to the touch. You must've just missed him. You walked to the bathroom, fixing yourself enough that you could walk out of his place and not be too much of a spectacle. You looked at the shirt you were wearing, seeing it was his. You smiled to yourself, then walked to his room, looking for your clothes as you dressed yourself. You looked in the mirror, staring at the dress that was hugging your body. "Yikes," you mumbled; it was a cute dress, but you definitely not to walk around Seoul at nine-thirty in the morning type of dress. You picked up the shirt he must've helped you put on last night, tying the back and nodding to yourself in the mirror. You grabbed your belongings and texted Jaebeom.

Y/N: Hey! I'm leaving now. I left with that shirt, but I'll return it to you soon! Thank you for last night and all the stuff you left for me :)

You sent the message and smiled as you walked down his stairs and to the subway.

Attn. Jaebeom: Yeah, it's no problem! Thank you for joining me and giving a lawyer a chance ;)

Your brows furrowed more than earlier. How did he know you swore off lawyers and attorneys? You tried to replay last night in your head but couldn't think of when you could've said that. It wasn't in the bar, and right after he fucked your brains out, you went straight to bed. You didn't want to ask but couldn't help yourself. It would be clarification. That's what you were telling yourself.

Y/N:… What do you mean?

Attn. Jaebeom: Well, we were talking before we went to bed, and you said, "You swore off anyone like me, but I was too hot to pass over."

Attn. Jaebeom: So thank you for thinking I'm hot and giving me a chance at least

Your face went pale as you suddenly remembered that conversation. You honestly couldn't believe yourself for saying something like that to him. It was an internal saying you had… and a saying with friends. You clicked on your messages, scrolling through until you found Gyuri's contact.

Y/N: s.o.s… I might have fucked up

Her response was almost instant.

Gyuri: How so?

Y/N: So you know how I always say attorneys and lawyers are sworn off after Jinyoung?

Y/N: Well, I met this attorney; he is very, very hot, so I couldn't resist. Apparently, last night, after sleeping with him, I told him how I swore off attorneys.

Gyuri: girl-

Gyuri: I mean, how good was he? And also... how hot is he?

You quickly sent a link to his website that you found.

Gyuri: OH

Gyuri: Yeah, I wouldn't resist either, but I honestly think if you just apologize or quickly explain Jinyoung, he would understand.

Y/N: Thank you :,)

Y/N: I have been embarrassed this entire subway ride. I mean, obviously, nobody knows, but it still.

You quietly exhaled after getting Gyuri's comfort. You got off at your stop and walked to your apartment, going over the words you wanted to say as you unlocked your door.

Y/N: I'm so embarrassed that I said that. It's nothing personal or anything to do with working in the courthouse together. I just had a bad experience with an attorney not too long ago, so I just swore them off entirely, which sounds a little stupid, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Attn. Jaebeom: Not stupid at all. I thought it was a little funny to hear.

Jaebeom still texted you, keeping your embarrassment so low that you didn't even acknowledge it anymore. Playing it cool was hard on your part. Something about him just kept drawing you in. Maybe it was that soft voice he had when he called you? Or his confident aura you saw in the courtrooms? You couldn't place it, but it didn't matter; you just knew you wanted him any way that you could have him. You watched him walk into the courtroom as you realized it was your first case with him since you’ve slept together.

You smiled to yourself as he looked over, keeping your hand close to your body as you waved at him. He didn’t really acknowledge you, nothing more than a half smile in your direction. The blow to your ego was rough. You bit the inside of your cheek and started to get set up. You heard the other lawyer come in. A sudden rage boiling through your blood. Even though you hoped and prayed that you would never have to be involved with Jinyoung’s cases again there he was. Sitting down in that chair looking all smug. Even his face pissed you off, he didn’t even have to mutter a word for you to feel the anger that was still inside of you.

You took a deep breath, clearing your mind of the ego blow from Jaebeom and the presence of your ex. You looked at the case file and it seemed quick and easy. Just one day, a few hours even, with them. You swallowed as Judge Tuan walked in. The case was presented fast and was straight forward. Your mind racing made everything go by much faster than you could comprehend. You shut your laptop quickly, standing up and walking over to Judge Tuan. “I just have to finish up a few more corrections but I’ll give you the transcript of this case tomorrow morning,” You smiled up at him. He nodded in response. “Take your time, I’m not overly worried about your work,” He smiled down at you as you put your bag over your shoulder.

You turned and watched as Jinyoung and Jaebeom walked out together. ‘Weird’, was the only thought that could gather in your mind. You walked into the hallway. “Jaebeom,” You softly called out. He was still speaking with Jinyoung, not even a turn in your direction. Unlike Jinyoung who turned to look at you with a smug smirk. You swallowed harshly as you caught up with them. “Can we talk?” You looked at Jaebeom. “I’m busy,” He cut himself short with you. “What the fuck is going on?” You blurted out. “You got played,” Jinyoung leaned in front of Jaebeom so you could see him. You felt the color leaving your face. “What?” You rubbed your temples in confusion. “I agreed with Jinyoung that I would take you out, see how you actually felt about him,” Jaebeom looked at you, his face tight and not softening like it did when you went out with him.

“What the actual fuck? Why would you do that? How could that even be a thought in a normal person's brain?!” You rambled every question you could think of. Anger couldn’t even begin to describe how you felt. Jaebeom shook his head at you, starting to walk off to somewhere else as if it was important. Jinyoung was still stifling laughter as you glared at him. “Fuck you Jinyoung, that’s how I feel. You’re a piece of shit that doesn’t know how to be human. Everything with you was right or wrong there were no opinions allowed in any of our conversations, unless they were your opinions. I genuinely hate you, how you always talked down to me as if I didn’t matter or that I wasn’t as great as you because I didn’t go to law school. That’s how I feel about you, no need for you to bring someone else into our mess. You could’ve manned up and come to me about it.” You spat and walked away quickly, not giving them the satisfaction of looking at them one last time.

Jackson was standing against the wall watching everything unfold. “Woah, Y/N. Are you okay?” He tried to stop you from running down the stairs. “Leave me alone,” You pushed by him. Once the doors shut behind you, tears started falling and you knew they wouldn’t stop even if you tried. “I should’ve stuck to my word,” You mumbled, wiping your tears with the back of your hand.

[sweetestofchaos]

Knock, Knock | L.JB x M.YG

Pairing: Vampire!Jaebeom x Human!Yoongi

Genre: Soulmate AU, Smut, Vampire AU, MxM

Summary: It was a dumb dare, but when Yoongi is double dog dared, he can't say no. So, that's how he finds himself breaking into the old abandon house that sits on the top of a hill in the middle of the forest that borders the edge of the town. Rumor has it that a vampire lives in the house and he is waiting for his soulmate to reincarnate and wake him up.

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: cursing, use of weed and alcohol, breaking and entering, blood, blood drinking, homosexual (male/male) relationships, unprotected sex, anal, oral (m!receiving), fingering, rimming/rimjob, blood play, biting, grinding, dry humping, consensual somnophilia...more to come

CWC: 5.3K

a/n: this is my first real member x member fic of sorts. i am doing this for fun. i have no real plot in mind, only a few scenes. with that said this will not be your normal fic. this is going to be bullet point style because i do not have the energy to build a whole new world and make it this grand plot. if i change my mind before october, i will let you know. black lace divider is from @saradika and mdni/support diver are from @benkeibear. i will have a taglist for this since i won't start posting until october.

Taglist: @theharrowing @minisugakoobies

Prolog

Part One

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

[lustbile]

anything with jaebeom plsssss😫

thinking about jaebeom’s wall that he shamelessly showed that has full ass on it and then thinking about him getting this interest in taking photos of you when you two are messing around. I think he’s kind of a lazy lover (in a good way) and loves taking pictures of you with his dick in your mouth or of you on top of him with sleepy eyes as you grind slowly against him.

and he’s always looking at them, maybe jacking off sometimes, but also using them for inspiration for the way thinking about you turns poetic. and then finally one day he just breaks down and makes physical copies of them and asks if you’d be comfortable with him putting them up. and you say yes and it gets to the point where he doesn’t even mind his friends seeing them because to them they are genuinely art. to him, you as an entire being are art. something about the way your eyes look and you body twists is so captivating to him that he just goes crazy looking at just pictures of you. like you don’t even need to be physically with him to get him all worked up and that’s why he thinks you probably belong in a museum

[vad-hander]

JAEBEOM, THE GUY FROM THE BAR

Pairing: Jaebeom x reader

Genre: Series | Eventual Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: break up, cheating, strangers to lovers, mentions of drinking

Words: 6.5k

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8

“This sashimi is really good, oh my god.” you exclaimed, half through the pack you two ended up ordering after eating everything you bought. The bottle of wine was long gone, and the other one that was standing at the top shelf of your cabinet for the past year now was almost completely poured in your wine glasses.

“I told you it’ll be good. I’m always ordering from them.” he nodded knowingly, placing two pieces of fish in his mouth. Through the evening you noticed a habit of Jaebeom’s - putting a lot of food in his mouth. Even if it’s cut pieces of fish, he took multiple with his chopsticks to get a mouthful.

“I love food.” you sighed, feeling full from all the food you ate.

“Me too. More than you could imagine.”

“I got a pretty good idea of that?” you laughed when he got another two pieces in his mouth. “What else do you like?” you asked looking at him for a long time.

“Cats?”

“Cats?”

“Yes, I like cats, like a lot, i had 5, now 3, but still.”

“Can I see them?”

“I’ll think about it.” he smiled at you.

“What? You’re not going to show me a picture of them?”

“No.” he chuckled and sipped on his wine.

“Why?”

“They’re too precious to show to everyone that asks for it.” his giggle resonated through the glass.

“Thanks.”

“Are you offended?” he asked worriedly.

“No, why would I be?”

“Right, because I don’t want you to see them on my phone, I think it’ll worsen the experience for when you’ll see them in real life.” he looked at you and you held in to not choke on the wine you had in your mouth. “Want to see them in real life?” he asked when you kept looking into your glass.

“If I’ll get the chance, why not?” you shrugged.

“Want to go to bed?” Jaebeom asked you randomly, now making you finally choke on what you were drinking.

“With you?”

“If that’s what you want…?” he laughed lightly. “Don’t you need to go to work tomorrow? I thought you need to sleep.”

“I’m fine if you’ll take me to work in the morning.”

“Deal.” he nodded and began eating again.

-

“Swear you won’t leave when I’ll fall asleep? I don’t want you to leave.” you sighed, playing with your fingers under the table. You looked from under your eyes, asking yourself if you were too drunk by now.

“Didn’t I say already that I won’t?” he laughed “Why is the mood suddenly sulky?”

“I’m not sulking, I I just don’t want to take public transportation to work tomorrow.” you tried to turn this into a joke, feeling dead tired on the inside. It was 1am and you knew way too well you’ll be dying tomorrow at work. “Even if you say so, you could still leave after I’ll get to bed.”

“What do you suggest? You’ll cuff me up to your bed to make sure I won’t run away?”

“No, that’s violent. What if you’ll need to pee?” you chuckled to yourself like a little cute animal.

“How cute of you to think that it’s violent and not sexual?” he added looking at you dead-serious. You moved your eyes around the room, trying to ignore his comment.

“I have a better option. I’ll give you something stronger than wine, that way you won’t be able to leave for sure.” you clapped your hands, standing up to get the bottle of whiskey Jeno gave you long time ago.

Jaebeom watched you carefully, but you could still feel his eyes on your back.

“No, grab two glasses, I’m not drinking alone either.” he commanded to you quickly as soon as you turned to face him.

“All the times we met I was sad and drunk, and you were always the sober and responsible one. Let me be the sober one for today? Get drunk, I bet you’re so much fun when you’re drunk.”

“Well… I wouldn’t say that I am.” he cleared his throat. “I’ll only agree because you have work tomorrow and I don’t.” he sighed and watched you come closer.

Standing in front of him, you placed the glass on the table, pouring half of the glass whiskey.

“I thought you wanted me to not be able to drive, not to walk?” he joked but you watched him seriously. He nodded at you, lifting the glass from the table and raising to toast. Taking a sip, he placed it back on the table “I’ll drink it slowly, don’t worry, I’m not a cheater.” you walked back, sitting on the stool you sat on through the whole evening.

-

“No, wait, that’s my favourite song!” you exclaimed when you saw Jaebeom switch the song that just began playing.

“It’s cheesy.”

“It’s good.” you concluded, moving his fingers away from your laptop and playing the song he just wanted to skip.

The lights in the room were dim and the tipsiness from wine made your heart ache to the beat of your favourite song. It was the type of song that made you want to scream at the top of your lungs, it was the song that made you want to cry hard in the darkest room, it was the type of song you wanted to dance to and sing to no matter what other people thought or said, and the feelings that overwhelmed you at the right very moment you heard the beat begin forced you to jump up from your seat. You knew that if you didn’t begin to dance, you’d begin to cry, and the option of embarrassing yourself in front of him by dancing was more satisfying to you than embarrassing yourself in front of Jaebeom by crying, crying once again.

You stood up, beginning to move hips, lifting your arms up, drawing waves with your body in the air. You tried not to focus much on his staring, closing your eyes to not get too distracted.

“I'm thinking it's getting late

I'm running on an hour sleep

I'm bout to hit Marina Bay

Someone call the valet” you began moving your arms in front of yourself, while singing the lyrics and jumping with all the feelings that were building up inside of you.

“I've got a classic case of OG heartache

And I don't like to wait

Don't make me wait on you

Let's get this started” you opened your eyes suddenly, finding Jaebeom staring at you with his back rested against the stool. He had his elbow on the table, resting his chin on his wrist, holding in his smile and watching you. You wanted him to get involved and you ran around the table to stand right next to him and sing it to him.

“See you changed my life and I won't ever forget it

I'm telling you

They all had me wrong except for you

I won't let you go” your arms helped you express the lyrics, moving from your chest to space in front of him.

“Original heartthrob

Giving me heartthrob

Cause I can't take making love to anyone but you

Original heartthrob

You make my body rock

I can't take waking up to anyone but you” you grabbed his fingers in yours, trying to force Jaebeom to at least nod his head to the song, and he gave up, allowing for you to move his hands around.

“At night your aura turns to blue

Your kisses paint me rouge

You got me wide awake riding on your body wave” you let his hand fall back onto his knee, sliding your fingertips over his chest and stomach in a straight line, trying not to think if this was way too bald of you.

“Come with me, we can party in the city

When nobody else is up

'Cause whenever you're with me, there's nobody catching up” his hands moved over to your waist, making you stand closer to him. You left space in between you two by placing your hand on his shoulder.

“Headed to your front door

Open up and let me in

Have my heart, it's yours” your hands moved from your chest to his, reflecting the lyrics you just sang.

The song finally ended and you fell back into reality. It was indeed embarrassing, but that’s what you needed the most at the moment, whatever he thought about it in his head, it already happened.

You found his fingers locked on your back with yours, trying to make him let go of you, but he didn’t let you to, intertwining them with yours.

“I’m embarrassed, let go.” you sighed and chuckled, trying to look away from him.

“This was really cute.” one of his hands let go of yours, only to place it on your cheek to force you to look at him. “And beautiful…” he sighed “…You’re so beautiful.” his hand moved behind your ear, leaving just his thumb on your cheek, caressing it lightly and moving your head closer to his. “I like you, Y/n.” he whispered and moved your head even closer to his. You got the air punched out from your lungs, finding it so hard to breathe you closed your eyes to control your body.

Jaebeom’s hand moved your head closer to his and before you opened your eyes to see him, he laid his lips on yours. Emotions bursted inside of your body the very same second making you feel dizzy. You felt like you could fall, hooking your hand around his neck and resting your body weight against him.

He slipped his tongue into your mouth as soon as you opened it, swirling it in the tempo that had you wish for more but would get too overwhelming if he’d quicken. He sucked on your tongue, making a light gasp mixed with a moan leave your throat. He moved back a little, brushing your hair behind your ear.

“I don’t want to push, but I’m in love with you, Y/n.” You fell back to him, connecting your lips without hesitation. His hand let go of you, allowing you to hug his neck properly. Your fingers ran through his scalp, forcing him to suck in air loudly.

He broke off the kiss, moving his lips over your chin to your jaw, lowering them down on your neck. Small licks made your entire body shiver, and convulse right after when you felt his hot breathe on your wet skin.

You knew right there and then by the way he had you twitching in his arms from the neck kisses that he had you right between his fingers for good. “Jaebeom, wait.” you whispered, pushing him back.

“What’s wrong?” he asked worriedly.

“Let’s go to my bed.” you suggested, taking his fingers between yours and walking him straight to it.

He sat down on your bed breaking your kiss. Not for long though, since his hands pulled you to bend lower to him, and eventually sit on his lap.

Jaebeom made making out with him exciting. You didn’t know where would it go, you never really intended to actually do any of it, you just wanted to have him around for as long as possible. You wanted to ask him if he really meant what he just said to you. Were you meant to tell him you were in love with him too? Were you meant to give him any reply at all or did he say it just for you to take him to bed?

His fingers ran over your shoulder blades while you were squeezing his cheeks between your hands, kissing his lips shortly, pulling back every few seconds.

“Tell me what you like.” he caught your chin between his fingers next time you tried to move back. You let go of his face, sliding your fingers to hug his neck. Did he try to subtly ask you if you liked him too?

“You?” you half-whispered shyly making him chuckle. His hand found your waist, moving you to lay on your bed with your back. He hovered his body above yours.

“I meant what turns you on.” your fingers ran from his wrist up to his bicep, resting on his neck.

“You?” you repeated.

“Jesus.” he sighed and fell on top of you. He locked his lips with yours once again, pushing his tongue into your mouth. You bent your leg, making the dress you wore go up your thighs. Jaebeom’s hand found the skin above your knee, sliding his hand up your bare skin, hooking it on his back. You felt his fingers squeeze your thigh, as his lips sucked on your tongue. His touch made your skin burn, you wanted to feel his fingers on your butt but he stopped, moving them on the skin right under your butt cheek. “Can I… touch you?” his question was unexpected, forcing a disappointed whimper from you when he broke off the kiss.

“Why are you asking?” you didn’t understand why he asked the question, you brought him to your bed, laid under him and were ready to do whatever he wanted you to.

“I have to know you won’t hate me afterwards.”

“Jaebeom…” you sighed, finding his hand without breaking eye contact. “You can touch me…” you slid his hand up your thigh, making it lift your dress up completely, revealing your underwear. You slid his palm higher, touching your bear butt with his fingers and making your own self go dizzy. You were ready to cry for him to sleep with you, barely holding back from doing so, you moved your hands further, sliding it to the front of your body, intertwining your fingers for a more comfortable guiding. Slowly moving your hands to your centre, you watched him lower his eyes, only to lift them back up to yours the next second. “Whenever …” you slid the both of your fingers down your underwear, arching your back when he pressed his fingers against your heat harder than you intended to. You shut your eyes feeling dead tired but crazily turned on by this whole situation. You felt a boost of confidence, when you couldn’t see his piercing gaze, moving your hands up your body, cupping your braless breast between your fingers. Somehow he managed to pinch your nipple between yours and his fingers, which you found very exciting. You were intending to let go of his hand, but he squeezed your fingers between his, sliding your hands up to your neck. You didn’t know what he wanted to do, but you took the lead again opening your eyes , squeezing both of your hands lightly around your neck. “And wherever.” you let go of his hand, and you guessed he didn’t expect it, by the way his eyes widened. “I won’t mind anything you’ll do.”

His fingers ran up your chin, drawing small circles over your lower lip.

“Is it too dumb to trust you this much already?” you asked and he moved his eyes from your lips to your gaze.

“No.” his head underlined what he said, shaking.

“Did you really mean… what you said? That you like me…?” you beat yourself for asking but you had to know. Even though you knew he could lie in a situation like this, you just wanted to know.

“Of course I did, Y/n. I’ve liked you since the very second I saw you at the bar, but when we spoke, when you came into my life for the second time, I knew I lost myself in you. I wouldn’t lie to you, not when we were seeing each other every weekend for a month. I was counting days and praying you’d be there when I’ll come in.”

You rolled your tongue out, making a move with it that made Jaebeom’s finger slide into your mouth. You found his wrist, pulling his thumb out of your mouth, you slid your tongue on the side of his finger from the base of it to the tip. Allowing for it to slide into your mouth once again. He slowly pulled his finger out of your mouth, drawing a wet line with your saliva down your chin and neck. He moved closer to you, making his forearms press on the mattress on each side of your head. He closed his eyes before his lips even found yours, kissing you sensually, licking into your mouth as if he really had feelings for you. He felt soft and gentle, allowing your mouths and tongues to dance together in unison, turning them into one big burning fire between your bodies. He kept licking into your mouth, making your heart beat a little bit faster every time his fingers drew a line on your earlobe or slid his fingers down your neck, only to slide them back up to hold your face in place.

You were ready to stay in this position forever, keep on kissing him till the day you’ll die. Just feel the weight of his body against yours, feel his fingers on your face and feel goosebumps after every touch he left on your body. You were ready to stay like this forever, if it wasn’t for the crazily turned on state you were in. You’d stay like this forever, if it wasn’t for his erection, that began poking into your side a couple of minutes ago.

“Touch me.” you whispered into his mouth, holding his face between your hands. “I want you.” he pushed back, sitting up on his knees above you. You watched his eyes run down your body, asking yourself if you should be uncomfortable under his stare, because you surprisingly weren’t. His fingers laid on your thighs, sliding down to your knees. You felt yourself shiver, wondering if he noticed how excited he made you. He bent both of your legs, moving back his body, for you to spread your legs more comfortably. Jaebeom moved his body, sitting in between your bare thighs. His hands rested on top of your knees, suddenly making you not uncomfortable, but rather shy under his stare. You hid your face in your palms, not really knowing what’s gotten into you.

“What’s wrong?” he noticed you move, lifting his eyes up. You didn’t move or talk back and Jaebeom shook your knee lightly, leaving a kiss and biting it afterwards, when you didn’t give him any reaction. “You know you have to tell me if something’s wrong.” he whispered into your knee again, stroking your thigh.

“It’s okay.” you said quietly.

“I have to see your face to know you really mean it.” he let go of your legs, moving to hover over your body once again. “Let me see your pretty face.” you felt his lips leave a kiss on the back of your palm, moving your hands away from your face. “Hi.” he sighed, pecking your lips quickly. “Is everything okay?” his hand found your cheek, caressing it carefully.

“Yeah.” you nodded.

“Why did you hide your face then?”

“I…I don’t really do it like this…”

“Like what?”

“I never slept with someone that I barely know, I never took a guy that I technically know nothing about home, I never asked him to go to my bed, I never had a guy between my legs that wasn’t my boyfriend. I know I’m old but I’m still shy and nervous about this.” you spoke, focusing your eyes on the scar under his left eye, feeling his fingers draw circles on your cheeks.

“Y/n, this might sound like a lie, but I never slept with anyone randomly either, and I don’t take this as a random hook up, if you’re worried about this. I swear I don’t, I want this for other reasons than just easing myself. We can stop now if you want to.” he said seriously.

“No. I just have to let you know that I’ll think of it everything there’s to think of it. I’m the type of person to get clingy after something like this.”

“Good, I want you to think everything there is to think, because that’s what I mean.” he kissed your lips making you forget everything you said just a second ago. “Clingy is good too, I’m not going to fight it. I want you around.” he peppered kisses on your jaw down to your ear, making your breathing change. “Can I do now what I wanted to?”

“Yes…but can you turn off the lights?” you asked awkwardly expecting him to say anything “I think alcohol is leaving my system and I’m…” you coughed, trying to come up with better words.

“Okay.” he nodded, standing up quickly and reaching the switch in three quick steps. The room felt pitch black the next second, his steps were the loudest and basically only sound in your entire apartment. You felt him crawl on the bed, laying on top of you again. “You’re never too old to be shy. And you’re not old anyway.” his lips found yours in the darkness again. You closed your eyes feeling relaxed under him. Your hands found his neck, hugging him to get closer to you. “You’re cute and beautiful.” you felt his hand slide down to your waist, touching bare skin of your stomach. “I swear to god, you’re so beautiful, Y/n. Next time I won’t agree to turn off the lights. You hear me?” he moved his lips to your ear, pecking the base of your jaw and lifting his body from yours. A muffled sound left your throat letting him know you’re at least alive.

His hands got back to your knees and you felt him slide them to your thighs to the base of your legs. You had your eyes closed, giving up on your attempts to see him in the darkness. You felt and heard his lips on your knee, sliding his tongue and lips lower, making you shiver immediately. Your initial intention was to close down your legs, to stop him from giving you so much pleasure even by a simple kiss. He prevented it though by intertwining his arms with your legs, making you twitch at the feeling of his fingers right next to your center. You heard him move on the bed, feeling his lips get lower and lower, making you wonder if he intended to go down on you or just left kisses. Your hearing enhanced since your vision was put to sleep now. You could hear his breaths, sloppy kisses on your skin, movements of his body against the mattress times better and you would lie if you’d say this didn’t turn you on even more. A tiny little sound he made when his lips met the skin next to your underwear, that you would’ve probably never heard in a normal situation, made your insides clench. A cliche to say, but you knew for a fact not a single time in your life you were this excited and turned on by simple kisses from a guy. You knew you were about to flood your neighbours if he’d give you more teasing than he already did.

You felt a digit against your entrance, pushing through your underwear, jerking up your hips to meet his touch when he made it lighter. He slid his finger up and down, making you shiver from the touch and effort you put in to keep yourself together. Running his fingers in small circles down to the side, to slide his thumb under your underwear, making two strokes you could barely feel. The civil light in your lower stomach that burned before turned into an uncontrollable fire that made your insides hurt from want. He moved his hand away, holding with it onto your leg once again. Pecking your opposite leg, you felt his lips leave a kiss on your pubis, moving higher up, licking through your stomach with sloppy kisses here and there, moving your dress up your body with his fingers. Your hand held on to his head, pulling unconsciously onto his hair. You listened closely to sounds his tongue, lips and saliva made against your skin, making you bend your back, to give pressure to your insides and make it easier to your already clenching pussy. You felt his tongue run over your ribs, sucking onto the skin under your breasts. His stomach positioned so perfectly against your center, allowing for you to slowly rub yourself against him every time he moved his tongue on your stomach, letting you get away with it unnoticed.

“Let me take this off.” he whispered, pulling you to sit up. You let him take the dress off you, lifting your arms up quickly for him. You felt the coldness of your room as soon as the material left your body. Jaebeom’s hands placed you back on the bed, peppering kisses over your bare breasts, he licked your nipple, catching it between his lips, you felt Jaebeom pull on it lightly, letting go and blowing on it. He sucked in your soft skin, letting you know he left a mark. You held on to his neck tightly, trying to move your hips against his body, but he switched position, not allowing for you to do what you wanted to. His mouth moved to the other breast, rolling the nipple of the one that his mouth just left between his fingers.

He moved back, and you wondered what was wrong only to notice him take off the shirt he had on. His bare chest fell against yours, making you properly feel electricity that was forming between your bodies for a long time.

You moved your hands to his body, willing to feel up every inch of his back and chest, running your fingers over the bare skin of his shoulders, sliding your hands over his shoulder blades, and hugging his waist, while his mouth sucked onto your lower lip. You let go of his waist, laying your hand on his neck and sliding it down his body, feeling up his chest and stomach. You moved your fingers to his lower stomach, feeling it move abruptly with his breathing. He moved his lips, drawing a line on your chin with his teeth and tongue, sucking on skin behind the ear. The happy trail of his told you were moving your hand in the right direction, finally feeling the material of his pants, you slid your hand lower, squeezing his member in your hand. Hitched breaths he made let you know you didn’t miss the spot. Stroking him multiple times you heard those little groans again, feeling with your own hand for sure that he did want you.

“I want to take off your pants.” you told him, whispering.

“Wait.” he moved back quickly, sitting up. You sat up right after him, expanding your hands to his exposed body.

“Wait for what?” you moved closer, not allowing him to get away from you by hooking your hand around his neck. Your face lowered in front of his chest, leaving a featherlight kiss. You kissed him again and again, when he didn’t say anything. You thought he wanted you to make him feel good, until his hand found your head, tangling his fingers in your hair and forcing you to move your head back up to his.

“Don’t you want to lie down?” You shook your head no in reply.

“I want to kiss you.” you whispered and his hands moved your faces next to each other, allowing your lips to meet. “I can give you head too. You don’t have to ask. Just let me continue.” you whispered through the kiss.

“I thought you were shy.” he chuckled and moved you back, trying to see your face in darkness.

“I am, but I’m comfortable next to you, and that makes a difference.”

He dropped his back on your bed, making the both of you fall. Your heads now were laying where your feet were supposed to be, and even a silly thing like that seemed exciting to you. He made it look like he wanted for you to go down on him, so you kissed his neck, and began moving lower, when his hands caught you and moved back up.

“Not today.” he said after a long time. You laid your lips on top of his hugging his neck. Your body moved slowly against his, looking for that friction you needed. You felt his hands move around your bare body, getting lower. His fingers moved past your underwear before you could even realise, diving his fingers through your entrance to nibble on your clitoris. The pit in your stomach bursted and turned into slow and burning pleasure that began building up inside of you immediately. You forgot what you were doing before, only remembering you were kissing when his free hand grabbed your head and pulled you in again. The kiss though barely looked like one with your constant groans and hard breathing it looked more like Jaebeom was catching your every breath with his mouth. Your head was going dizzy every time he gave you more pressure or slid his finger through your slit. You felt him move his fingers around, keeping his thumb on your clitoris and sliding his index and middle fingers lower.

“Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you.” he whispered into your mouth when your entire body froze in anticipation of feeling his digits inside of you. He slid them in smoothly, getting a low whimper from you. “Y/n.”

“Yes?”

“Can we stay in your bed forever?” he sighed breathlessly into your ear and you wondered what’s gotten into him. He seemed gentle and sweet at all times, but the tone of his voice made you scared. It made your insides shake at the idea of him actually liking you, actually wanting to spend time with you, and not ask for anything in return. You couldn’t remember the time a guy was the first one to tell you he liked you, tell you he wanted to be with you for more than one night and acted like he truly meant it. You were scared of the idea that he wanted you in his life not because you forced him or out of pity, but because that’s what he wanted himself. Your entire mindset just turned around, this new feeling he made you feel made all in you turn.

Jaebeom moved under you, sliding his fingers deeper and making his erection poke into your thigh. It was obvious he wanted to be touched and he wanted to feel pleasure too, so you put yourself together for him, finding your last cell of sanity you found balance with your elbow next to his face. You made space between your bodies to run your hand down his body, but Jaebeom used it as an ability to sink you down onto his fingers, grabbing your side and forcing his digits go inside of you. You held in a moan, collecting yourself together to do what you intended to.

Your free hand slid down his body, stopping in front of his zipper. Your hand ran lightly over him, getting back up to the button of his pants.

“I hate it when I’m teased.“ his hand caught yours. “It’s easy to make me mad and you wouldn’t want me to be mad.“

“What made you think I won’t like it?“ You teased, sliding your hand down to his thigh.

“Don’t get yourself in trouble.” he said threatening, making you laugh at the tone of his voice. You chuckled quietly, moving your fingers over the waistband of his pants, running your fingers under it.

“I want to know what trouble you could bring me.” you moved your hand and tried to unbutton his pants.

“Stop.” his hand found yours. His hands left your body completely, getting a disapproving groan from you. “I told you.”

“I wanted to take your pants off, for you to fuck me, what’s wrong with that?” you mumbled, trying to get yourself from his hold.

He flipped you over, hovering over your body.

“You know, you’re taking so long, my alarm for work is probably gonna ring soon.” he let go of you, sitting up. You could hear him undo his pants, taking too long, it sounded like he was looking for something.

“Fuck…” he sighed.

“What?”

“I didn’t know I’d end up in your bed, I don’t have a condom with me.” he sighed and sat next to you.

“It’s fine.” you reached out to him, pushing him to get in front of you again. “If you don’t mind, I don’t. I’m clean.”

“I am too, but…?”

“I was in a relationship with someone who wanted me to be on the pill, I’m still on it, so it’s fine.” you hated to talk about it but you guessed you needed to be honest.

“I won’t ever again go to see you unprepared.” he chuckled and took his pants off.

“Why would you need to prepare if we already stepped up our game?”

“You’re right.” he kissed your lips, sliding his hands between your legs and touching your wet entrance. Your hand found his cock, palming it through the underwear. “Tell me how you like it.”

“I’ll like it any way as long as you’re not talking but fucking me.” Jaebeom’s hand left you, taking off your underwear in one swift motion.

“Then turn on your side.” you did as he wished, feeling him lay behind you in few seconds.

His hand held you under your breasts, moving your back closer to him. Jaebeom pulled you in even more closer, forcing you to lay your head on his shoulder, feeling his hand touch you down low. You wanted to hold on to something, not finding anything better than hold on to Jaebeom, you grabbed his leg, feeling his dick poke into your arm.

You moved your hand, touching his warm and soft skin with no barrier for the first time.

You pumped him multiple times, feeling Jaebeom’s lips on your jaw. You tried to move your body, and slide him inside of you, succeeding partially. He helped you with your effort, moving you more from his chest to your side, sliding inside of you in one quick motion. His face hid in your neck, giving you an opportunity to perfectly hear his grunts. You bent your legs more, arching your back when he moved his hips, smashing them against yours. You held onto his hand that was holding your body in place, breathing in loudly every time you felt his hips bump into yours.

“Are you trying to hold in your moans?” he spoke with a pause after every word he said. “I know for sure your moans are beautiful. No one except me will hear it.” he bit the skin at the base of your jaw. “Fuck.” he cursed under his breath when your body clenched unconsciously with the next thrust.

“I can’t.” you cried when his pace fastened.

“It’s okay, you don’t have to hold back.” his hand got back to your entrance, leaving the sweet sensation in your stomach, making it build up and burst.

“Jaebeom.” you moaned finally.

“Yes baby?” he made butterflies bump in your chest with the way he said it.

“Jaebeom.” you cried again, feeling his hand tighten even more around your ribs, making it feel as if he’d crush your bones. His teeth were doing something crazy on your neck and his fingers found the spot that made you forget about everything. You weren’t able to get away from your orgasm when his entire body hovered over you and didn’t let you move away to get his fingers away from that spot.

“It’s okay.” he said when you shook in his hands, feeling pleasure wash over your body. He kept on moving inside of you, while you felt obliterated and practically dead. You tried to turn your neck so you’d be able to kiss him, but you almost got a whiplash, moving your body and making him almost slide out of you. He didn’t get mad though, letting you kiss him for a couple of minutes. “Wait, let me move.” he helped you lay on the bed, and crawled over you. You bent both of your legs, feeling him slide the tip of his cock against your entrance multiple times. His hand grabbed your knee, bending it to your chest, giving your entire body a stretch. Jaebeom’s body laid atop of you, holding your leg in place and entering you in a new angle. You felt him deeper than before, liking this much more since you were able to kiss his lips now.

You held onto his neck, licking into his mouth unstoppably, while his hands were holding onto the mattress of your bed and his hips were thrusting into yours.

His hips began moving without a rhythm in a relatively short period of time, letting you know he was close to cumming, making the same pleasure build up inside of you once again.

You moved your lips to his neck, sliding your hands over his chest. Sucking onto his neck, you moved your lips back up his jaw, leaving a trail of kisses to his neck, nibbling on his earlobe and playing with your tongue with earrings he wore.

“Fuck.” Jaebeom’s teeth bit into your shoulder, when his hips stoped moving, jerking inside of you. You felt his seed spread, and his body weakly fall against you. You lowered your hand, wishing to finish what he started too. Jaebeom though didn’t like it, stopping your hand half way. His own hand got in front of your entrance, sliding his now soft dick out of you, his hand began moving in a crazy pace, building back up quickly the pleasure that began leaving you. It took him less than 10 minutes to have you moan again, shaking in his arms and cumming.

You closed your eyes, not knowing what time it was, not being able to think at all. You just closed your eyes not being able to stand up and take a shower.

You felt Jaebeom move your body to his, getting your blanket from under you.

“You can sleep, I’ll clean you up.” he kissed your forehead, standing up. You heard him shuffle around, heard him turn on water in your bathroom, heard him get back and clean everything up, leave again and come back. Heard him put on his underwear and felt him put on panties on you too. You felt his weight next to you on your bed, you felt his hand pull you in. Jaebeom’s hand caressed your cheek softly, leaving a kiss in the corner of your lips. You wanted to tell him something and to let him know you weren’t completely asleep, but

all you could do is snuggle to him closer, and he let you, intertwining your limbs and hugging you tightly.

“I…” he whispered. “ I di…” you wish you didn’t fall asleep to know what he wanted to tell you.

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i have a Taeyong / Y/n and a Johnny / Y/n / Jinyoung fics on the way, please tell me which one you'd like to see first

[red-exo]

Moonlight Convenience - Part Twelve

summary: Jaebeom had been alive a long time. He never really got the hang of humans. They confused him, always so warm and frantic and fragrant. He could barely remember being one. He mostly stuck with his handful of immortal friends, clinging to their relationships for some semblance of normalcy. Then there was you. And you… were different.

warnings: vampire au, soulmate au

pairing: female reader/jaebeom

note: and um that's a wrap! at least on this main part of the story! i usually end up doing side stories to add some more smut to the 'universe' but that's it for this! i really wanted to get the story kind of wrapped up so that i can focus on more fun one-shots that don't require as much brain power! i really hope this ending doesn't seem anticlimatic! thank you so much for all the support!!

prologue - part one - part two - part three - part four - part five - part six - part seven - part eight - part nine - part ten - part eleven

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Jinyoung does handle it. You get three calls from HR the next morning, and about a dozen panicked messages from your coworkers.

The story goes like this:

An angry ex-employee broke into the office while you were working late. He had trashed the place and you escaped by hiding in the women's bathroom. You ran and called the police once you were safe. There was no trace of anyone but you and an unnamed attacker in the entire office. Even the security videos got damaged.

"How terrible, that you got in the middle of something like that!" Your boss says as you do your hair, "I take full responsibility, we need better security."

"We are giving you a week's paid leave," The HR manager tells you while you eat your breakfast, "Take your time recovering and let us know if you need anything."

"I'm taking care of your clients until you get back!" Your desk neighbour messages you, along with a cute GIF of a cat, "Don't worry about anything!"

All the while you do menial, every day tasks and think about how close you were to dying. Jaebeom insists you stay at his place, at least for a little while.

Jinyoung had endless contacts, apparently. People who are involved in sections of law enforcement and society that you didn't even know existed. They had taken Minsoo away and Jinyoung assures you that you will never see him again.

What a terrible employee, everyone says afterwards, to just disappear with no notice!

Humans really are stupid, and unobservant. How many times had coworkers in the past just fell off the face of the Earth? Endless - grocery store jobs and cafes where you worked doubles or triples just to cover missing shifts. Sure, some of those were underpaid teens with homework but others could have been anything.

How you never noticed that Minsoo didn't actually eat his lunch was beyond you, though. If you had paid attention you would have realized earlier that whenever you saw him in the break room he wasn't exactly eating, just pushing his food around before dumping the "leftovers" in the trash.

What else had you missed? You think as you drink a third cup of coffee, right around noon. How many vampires or other supernatural beings had you passed on the street? Had you worked with? Danced with at a club? What would it have taken for you to notice?

It takes a week for you to stop looking over your shoulder every time you go out and another week after that to feel comfortable going to the office again. Eventually, things begin to feel normal again. Or as normal as they can considering the circumstances.

Over the next few weeks, which turn into months very quickly, you manage to introduce Jaebeom to Alice and your mom, who come up together to visit you. Your coworkers go to a party with you at BamBam's condo, and you finally feel like you belong in your new neighbourhood.

Things are just as they should be. Somehow.

In the moments in between, when you're leaving for work or returning home, you and Jaebeom fall peacefully into the grooves and notches of each other. You move easily around one another in the kitchen, where you teach an ancient vampire how to cook ramen and the best amount of dipping sauce you need for dumplings. He teaches you about melodies and harmonies and the way music notes flow and burst around each other to great beautiful, touching music.

And, amongst it all, he presses his mouth and his hands to your skin until you're writhing and crying out from the pleasure. He craves you like no one else ever has, and pursues you within the boundaries of your comfort.

You still avoid the main bathroom at work, opting instead for the one in the building's lobby, but things are just as they should be.

Somehow.

[vad-hander]

JAEBEOM, THE GUY FROM THE BAR

Pairing: Jaebeom x reader

Genre: Series | Eventual Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: break up, cheating, strangers to lovers, mentions of drinking

Words: 3.6k

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7

The door knob of your place turned, making the knot in your stomach tie tighter.

“Hi.” Jaebeom’s eyes met yours, raising his head.

“Hi.” you smiled at him, gulping. “I’m sorry I’m late.” you ran quickly to your room, picking up your purse from the bed. You glanced into the mirror, gliding your fingers through the dress.

“It’s totally fine, technically you’re not late because there’s no designated time we should come there.” you heard his voice near the room, turning to see his silhouette moving closer. You felt instant panic, but then remembered that he did see your house before, probably even had the time to look around while you were unconscious. You watched his eyes run up your body through the mirror, finally meeting with your gaze in reflection. “Nice.” the tone of his voice sounded too low. You grimaced a question with your face. Jaebeom cleared his throat “Nice dress… and you’re pretty… as usual.” You couldn’t hold back a tiny smile, biting your cheek. Your eyes ran one more time over your reflection in the mirror, checking out the black short long-sleeved dress you had on.

“You look good too.” you spoke after a way too long pause, making it seem as if he forced you to say so. You looked at Jaebeom, noticing him chuckle after your comment.

“That’s… mean?” he smirked at your belated complement.

“No, no. I truly mean it. You look handsome today.” you quickly added, walking towards him and raising your hands in defence.

“At least today.” he chuckled again.

“Not only…” you began mumbling quickly again, stopping halfway realising what he was doing. “I told you you’re okay, didn’t I?” you looked seriously at him.

“You did, but you said other things too. When you were there, you acted just a bit different, you know?” he pointed with his hand at your bed, and you knew he obviously did that for the sake of winning over your little game. “I thought I’m more than okay in your eyes now.” he tried to keep your attention on his face, but you looked away, trying to walk past him. Admitting that you -maybe- liked him wasn’t something you had in your to do list for today.

“I thought we were just hanging out?” you furrowed your eyebrows, meeting his gaze for a slight second “Let’s go, I’m ready.” you walked past him. Not hearing him move behind you, you turned around to see what he’s doing. He stood there facing you, without a single sign of being alive. Suddenly you thought that maybe you acted like too much of a brat, maybe it’ll seem to him as a sign to back off. You grabbed his palm with your hand, pulling him to walk behind you. His feet quickly paced behind you, holding your hand properly with his, giving you no reason to hold it any more. His fingers wrapped tightly around yours, and no matter how much you didn’t want him to let go of you, you had to make him, to put your shoes on. When the boots you prepared were on, you watched Jaebeom put his shoes on too, casually grabbing your palm right after. He led you out of your house, guiding you to a Mercedes that was parked in front of it.

“You have a car?” you asked surprised.

“No I stole it from a stranger an hour ago. Wanted you to like me more, did it work?” he opened the door for you, and you slid into the seat quickly, watching him walk over the car and sit right next to you.

“That’s … a nice car?” you tried to not sound materialistic but you never expected this from a guy at the bar.

“Thank you.” he smiled at you, starting the engine “Hard work pays off.” he mumbled more to himself.

Jaebeom turned on music, making the atmosphere in the car even more light and chilling. You turned slightly in your seat to face him, but not to make it seem as if you were staring. You watched his features, you watched his eyes being focused on the road, you watched lights reflect on his cheeks and lips. You watched him lick his lips, and you watched his Adam’s apple bobble when he swallowed. You looked at him and tried to find something you didn’t like, something that wasn’t perfect, but even his ears that were complimented by two silver earrings each, seemed cute to you. He turned around to check on you at the traffic light, smiling sweetly. You felt your heart melt like honey, and when he extended his hand towards your face, you could hear your organs beat in your ears. You wondered what he’d do, just touch your face, or maybe pull you in and kiss you? Even for a slight second, you’d be more or less satisfied. Suddenly you felt the urge of feeling his lips on yours. It was the only thing you could focus on. You moved your eyes from his gaze to his lips, feeling already the phantom of his fingers in your hair.

The car behind you honked, making Jaebeom turn his head and see that the light was already green. He focused his eyes on the road, making you hate the person in the car behind.

The road from your house was long, you didn’t speak much, but if you did, it seemed as if you knew each other forever. He asked you every question there was about your day and work, what you did on the weekends and what you eat for breakfast. He spoke so calmly and soothingly, you closed your eyes for a minute, just to listen to his voice and the music that was playing being mixed together.

/You felt a hand on your knee that was caressing it lightly. “Y/n, we’re here.” he whispered, and you felt more awake than you ever did, realising the situation. You regained consciousness but didn’t open your eyes, wondering what else he’d do to wake you up. You heard him sigh and let go of your knee. He opened the door and left the car, making the curiosity in you burn to open your eyes, but you heard him open your door, and felt glad you didn’t so.

He opened the door and you immediately felt his hand on your shoulder to prevent you from falling, since you were leaning on to the door before. His other hand laid on your neck, and no matter how hard you tried to hold back you knew you shivered. You felt his breathing next to your ear and your entire body tensed up.

“I want to kiss you so badly, wake up.” he whispered in your ear, running his thumb up your neck. You turned into a pool right on the seat of his car. He lowered his head and left a warm kiss on your neck, and then two more, making a tiny little noise that didn’t even sound like a moan, but was one, leave your throat. “I knew you were awake.” he chuckled and nibbled on the skin of your neck. “Why did you pretend? Wanted to see what I’ll say or do?” he leaned back and there was no reason anymore to pretend. You opened your eyes. He stood back giving space for you to get out of the car. You didn’t feel like walking at all, the only thing you felt like right now was getting under Jaebeom. You stood next to him and Jaebeom closed the door of his car, pressing you against it with his hands the next second. “So why?” you knew he would not drop the topic this easily. “I want to know why.” his fingers ran up your waist, to your back, making him stand closer to you. “Did you want to hear that I like you?” his gaze was too piercing for you to be able to breath “Or that I want you?” he asked and leaned in to your ear again. “Do you want me? Please tell me, Y/n.” he whispered slowly and made it sound innocent. You opened your mouth and closed it again “Don’t be shy to say it when you’re sober. I’m not, I want to sleep with you, fuck you, make love to you, anything you’ll pick, anything you’d like to do I’ll do it.” you breathed heavily, the sound of his voice was making your eyes close and the way his body radiated heat made you hot all over.

“I want you.” you replied quickly.

“Where? Your place, my car, the bathroom here? Tell me where.” he moved back to watch your face. Each option was enticing, but you wanted him to take you home, because you wanted him to stay the night and you wanted him in the morning again, and you wanted him every spare minute you’d find. These thoughts crossed your mind for the first time, at least when you were sober, and you felt scared. Felt scared at how everything changed drastically almost overnight.

“My place.” you spoke finally and Jaebeom sighed. /

“Y/n, wake up, we’re here.” he whispered and shook you carefully by the shoulder. You opened your eyes immediately, pulling for some reason the hem of your dress lower down your thighs. Looking around you guessed everything that happened before was a dream. The place you arrived at looked completely different to what you saw in your dream. Focusing your eyes back on Jaebeom, you noticed his light smirk.

“What?” you asked shyly, running your fingers through your face. He chuckled, expanding his hand towards you. You jerked back a little, feeling redness flash over your face. You heard Jaebeom from your head repeat what he said in your dream ‘I want to sleep with you, fuck you, make love to you, anything you’ll pick, anything you’d like to do I’ll do it.’ What if he’d pull something like that in real life? You held your breath, watching his fingers get closer to you.

“You have a mark on your cheek from a seatbelt.” he chuckled, drawing a line with his thumb on your skin. You gasped, trying to feel the mark yourself. Jaebeom caught your fingers with his, carefully lowering them onto your knees. His gaze pierced you to your sit, making you feel a little too nervous. You wondered if he’d do or say something bald. Would he act like… like you wanted him to deep down inside of you? “Didn’t get enough sleep?” his thumb began caressing the outside of you palm. You didn’t know what you should tell him. Was it some sort of secret language you were meant to know? Or did he expect a boring reply like yes or no? “You should’ve told me you’re tired, we could’ve shifted to another day.”

“No, it’s okay, I’m just getting sleepy in cars sometimes.” you gave him a reassuring smile.

“You’re cute.” he chuckled.

“I’m sure you told me this before.” you chuckled and he nodded.

“I did, and probably will tell you this many more times.” you straightened your back, leaving less space between your faces. He didn’t move back and you wondered if he wanted you to lean in more. You felt your insides flip at the idea of getting this close with Jaebeom for the first time with a clear head. He moved his fingers over yours, not seeing but feeling him squeezing your palm in his. You doubted if you should lean in more, acting as if you just stretched your back. He kept the eye contact, giving you time to build up courage, you thought. He cleared his throat, slightly moving back and speaking. “We should get out of the car I guess, they’ll be closing soon.” you nodded quickly, feeling his fingers leave yours, getting out of the car in unison.

He walked over to you, bending his arm slightly for you to hold on to him. You smiled and he nodded.

When he told you about the exhibition, for some weird reason you thought it’d be a gigantic museum or a hall, with white marble floors you’d walk through in complete silence. The only sound would be your shoes tapping against the stone and you’d watch pieces of art you have never seen before.

In reality it wasn’t really like it, and you guessed you shouldn’t have even expected any of that from someone with Jaebeom’s kind of style. It’s not like you were disappointed, it’s more like you asked yourself why did you not think more open-mindedly and modern? You should definitely quit watching dramas.

You walked to the stairs between two restaurants, not even noticing the sign saying ‘BinCan”, the modern art museum. You walked in and the place impressed you from the first steps you took, even though the entrance seemed small and undistinguished, the museum had a sense of style you weren’t able not to notice. You looked around like a child walking around the zoo for the first time, while Jaebeom guided you to the exhibition he wanted to see.

“If you want to you can take a shot.” his voice made you turn to finally face him.

“Huh?” you asked confusedly, lowering your eyes. There was a coffee table with a bottle of Jack Daniels on it next to a shot glass.

“It’s here for everyone to drink when they come in.”

“I’m good.” you smiled at him, remembering how you promised to yourself to spend the evening with him finally sober.

“Okay.” he chuckled.

His hands hid inside of his pockets, making you let go of his elbow. You looked around, walking a bit further. Walls were covered with paintings in dark tones. Splashes, writings on the canvases, pieces of paper hanging together, held on the wall with tape. You wandered around the room, looking at each painting diligently.

“Oh, come here.” his hand suddenly found yours, when you were half through the exhibition, pulling you to the next painting quickly. The warm skin of his fingers intertwined with yours made you dizzy and it took you a second to focus your vision on the canvas he pulled you to stand in front of. “I drew that.”

“You?” you thought he joked around, looking at him in disbelief.

“I did!” he whined immediately like a baby. “That’s my friends exhibition, we drew this together.” he cheated his throat before speaking.

“For real?” you probably seemed too surprised, walking closer to the wall. You read through words that were written on the canvas ‘fake life’, ‘save me!’, ‘kill’, ‘love the death’, ‘set me free’. You were trying to form words into sentences when you felt his body right behind yours. Jaebeom rested his palm on your waist, lowering his head to lay on your shoulder.

“I swear I’m not a psychopath, we did it for fun.” he sighed into your ear, making you shiver. “We wanted this to look dark. I guess it did work out.”

“I think you did a great job.” you spoke quietly.

“Probably not the best idea of mine to tell you I drew this on the first real date we’re having.” he chuckled moving your hair away from the shoulder where his face was. “I’m not trying to scare you away, I promise.” he tried to peek at your reaction from behind you. You moved your head to the side to see him yourself.

“Even if you tried to you failed.”

“Thank god,” he sighed and ran his eyes over you face “but still, it’s not like I meant what I wrote here, just making sure you heard me.” he said, holding in a smile. You pushed him off playfully, rolling your eyes.

“Jesus, Jaebeom, I understood.” you sighed, sliding your hands through your dress, still feeling the fantom of Jaebeom’s palm on your waist. “Though… you’re defending yourself too much…” you grimaced a thinking face “should I actually be concerned, huh?” he chuckled at your acting, crossing the distance between you with one big step. His hand hovered over your shoulders, pushing you in for a sudden hug. His other hand caressed your hair, not giving you any other option but to hug his waist and bury your face in his chest.

“It’s too late now, you already said you’re not afraid, you lost your chance to run away.” he chuckled and left a kiss in your hair. Your heart jumped and began beating faster than it probably ever did. Jaebeom was sweet and gentle, he acted like you always wanted Jeno to act. Jeno did this only when you told him you wanted it, he only did that when you were alone at home and he knew he made you upset before. Jaebeom did everything naturally, he was never asked and he was making your heart flatter like you never knew it could.

His hug made you think that you’d like to stay like this forever. You did want to kiss him before on multiple occasions, but you never took it seriously, you never thought yourself ‘I like him’ or ‘I’m in love’. You just wanted to feel his lips on yours when you were sober, just to know what it feels like for scientific reasons. But now, feeling him this close, feeling his warmth and cosiness you realised you could spend your entire life like that. Resting your head against his chest, feeling his hands wrap around you, listening to his heart beat, hugging tightly his thin waist.

You tried to lift your head up from his chest, to look him in the eyes. He felt your shuffling, allowing to do what you wanted to. Both of his hands rested on your shoulders now, making your faces too close to each other. You probably looked like lovers to everyone walking around you. “Do you have any other plans for the evening…?” you asked innocently, making it sound meaningless. He grinned widely, hiding it quickly.

“Why?”

“I thought maybe we could hang out more after exhibition…if you want to?” he nodded quickly.

“Okay, cool.” he let go of you, allowing you two to finish looking around the exhibition. His hand carefully held your fingers between his, following you behind.

“Where do you want to go?” he asked, shutting the door of his car.

“I don’t really know…?” you turned your head at him.

“The bar?”

“Not today.” you shook your head.

“Everything except for bars and restaurants is closed by now.”

“I’m a little tired from people for today.” you said shyly.

“Want me to take you home?”

“I’m not tired of you.” you added quickly. A smirk lit up his face, he turned more in his seat to face you. His palm laid on your cheek, caressing it with his thumb.

“I’m pleased.” he let go of you “We can still come to yours and hang out for a while.” he said carelessly, turning back to start the engine.

“Yeah?”

“Is that a yes?”

“Yes.” you nodded quickly. “We might need to get food, if you want something yummy.”

“Yummy?”

“Yeah, I don’t have anything.” you watched his focused on the road eyes turn to you.

“Healthy eater?” he made a disappointed face.

“Better, I just ate everything last night.” he laughed at your reply.

Finally, you two entered your place, taking off the shoes and walking through the living room to the kitchen. Jaebeom placed the bag on the counter, taking the food out of it. You watched him sitting on your stool, taking the food out of the bags looking like he belongs here. You slapped yourself internally at the thoughts. Making assumptions that aren’t real isn’t healthy. You just wanted to know for now if what you felt towards him from now on resonated with what he felt.

He fished out the bottle of wine, placing it with a loud thud, forcing you to get out of your train of thoughts.

“Why exactly did we get wine?” you asked, getting closer to him. “You’re driving and I’m not really into drinking on my own.”

“I think one glass won’t make me drunk.”

“I can’t let you drive after drinking, what if something will happen to you? I’ll blame myself forever.”

“Okay, then put it away, I’ll come next time without my car.” he chuckled and expanded his hand with the bottle in it.

“Or better?” you pushed it back to him and he asked you with his face expression ‘what?’ “We can drink it tonight, you can stay here. I won’t mind.” you looked at the wall on the other side of the room. “It’s late anyway, you either have to leave in like 30 minutes or stay here for the night.”

“You’re telling me to leave, right?” he laughed.

“Just stay!” you whined, taking him by surprise with your childish behaviour. He placed the bottle back on the table.

“Okay, okay. I’ll stay if you want me to.” you clapped like a seal, not really knowing why you were this excited. Suddenly the happiness filled your heart at the thought of spending a one on one evening with Jaebeom at your place. You lost your last brain cell of sanity, standing in front of Jaebeom, hugging his neck tightly. He quickly spread his legs, giving you space to stand in between. Wrapping his hands around your waist he made your bodies glue to each other, changing your inner mood. The feeling of his body against yours made the tingling sensation in the lowest part of your stomach wake up and you pulled back immediately, stopping yourself from the explicit thoughts that definitely weren’t about to leave you for today. He let you move away, sliding his fingers through your butt by accident, making electricity go down to your core through every fingertip of his.

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I've been busy with work recently and I had less time to write and didn't prove read, sorry