hyperfixato ergo sum

FR/ENG/JP + sporadically appearing cryptid + thoughts, theories and tag talks

[mure-sauvage]

Apart from the occasional swearing, this blog is safe for minors ! I reserve @questing-wulfstan for (potentially) more mature fancontents.

Take my fandoms contributions to other platforms if you will but have the courtesy to notify me beforehand :>

[huariqueje]

Blackberries   -   Karin Kneffel, 1994.

German,b.1957 -

Watercolor on ivory-colored handmade laid paper,  77.5 x 58 cm.

[thirrith]

@mure-sauvage

[nicolodigenovas]

I cOULD have robbed @mure-sauvage today but I didn’t 😌😌. We ate lots (she cooked) and I told her about reenacting tragedies with slices of tangerine when I was 5

[mure-sauvage]

Last time I didn't murder you, this time you didn't rob me, love the reputation you're making for us on here 😌🫶

There should be a 50 minutes max express métro line between Paris and Bologna, I would yap in a queue and make Leebit pancakes with you every other weekend 💛

[siriusf12]

have you ever stayed up late with someone texting or chatting and known as the hours ticked by that you’d be ridiculously tired in the morning but it didnt matter because it was really fun and totally worth losing sleep over just to laugh with someone and enjoy their company maybe and then the next day you keep tiredly recalling how much fun it was

[nicolodigenovas]

@mure-sauvage <3

[mure-sauvage]

Sldjfjfldk 🥺 NO U 💛🥰💛

[rhyme-vii]

i had to turn the ac on earlier. it's time for marinette summer fashion

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

HC that Jesper and Wylan have multiple offices/working spaces throughout the Van Eck estate.

While Wylan simply didnt want to use his fathers office for obvious reasons, fidgety perpetual movement Jesper needed an outlet for that energy or he risks falling back to old habits

Jesper would sit and read to Wylan for the rest of his days without complaint out of love but to say it wouldn’t be a struggle to sit in one place day after day would be a lie

They have enough rooms and space to make multiple work locations, so why not?

They work in the garden, they work in the music room, the kitchen, the living room, heck even the main hallway on occasion so Jesper can people watch

They find a balance that works for them

Wylan grateful that Jesper reads to him as if its no big deal and Jesper thankful that Wylan understood him enough to know how to make it not only feasible but enjoyable

[gigi-drxws]

I was tame, I was gentle 'til the circus life made me mean

"Don't you worry, folks, we took out all her teeth"

Who's afraid of little old me?

Well, you should be

( nothing special just somth i drew while thinking about TS new album …. It was suppose to have a second slide but i got tired so here it is 🫶🏻)

[dyllpiccle]

Hello everyone ! I was gone cause I was finishing my thesis. This is it, Enjoy

[sillysiluriforme]

me and my brother watched miraculous ladybug for funsies today and its like so stupid but so entertaining i want a gritty for adult remake where the city actually has people in it instead of being a weird silent hill version of paris and everytime a bad guy shows up its like the subway scene in invincible anyway ask me about my headcanons jdjkldjk

[nicolodigenovas]

spent the morning with @mure-sauvage and she didn’t try to murder me even once, would recommend 🫶

[mure-sauvage]

Listen, I don't want to make it look like protecting one's anonymity online isn't fundamental and imperative, okay, but Lyde's the 4th person I became online friend with then got the chance to meet face to face, and I am not regretting it any more than I did the previous times (I am however delighted and so thankful 🫶).

It's a wonderful thing to be able to turn a long-distance friendship, if I may say so, into an in-person one even briefly, and I wish the experience on all tumblrinas 💛

[magicratfingers]

Marie Aquanette

[annakarenina]

Whisper of the Heart 1995 • dir. Yoshifumi Kondō

[reputayswift]

Whisper of the Heart really has it all...perfectionism, imposter syndrome, soulmates, cats, the struggle and skepticism that comes with pursuing the arts, outgrowing your love of reading, bicycles, the aimlessness that comes with entering a new chapter in your life, cliffside antique shops, the mundanity of student life, escapism through imagination, libraries, feeling you have to reach an impossible level of accomplishment before you’re worthy of love, and it’s all set to Take Me Home, Country Roads

[nicolodigenovas]

Lyde my dear,

I've just watched Whisper of the Heart for the second time (which is the first time since knowing you) and I'm rolling on the floor in my feelings from how sldkjfhdlbsh this movie is, so would you like to share some of your own thoughts about it, please ??

Mûre my dear🤍

I just noticed how I tag all my whisper of the heart posts as “my movie” as if it’s a new tag every time worhwiebjrr. Yes past Lyde it is my movie sidhdjfn

I think it’s a movie with a unique energy in capturing wanting to be a writer, an artist, and a moment in time where you realise that that desire clashes with the other realisations you’re developing about how the world works. It’s about growing up, but most of all about artistic vocation, without… pretences? Fanfare? It’s not [Oppenheimer score while the main character furiously scribbles on their notebook] [bombastic realisation that this is what Life is All About]. It’s slow and takes its time, it’s focused and has such a specific vibe. The fact that the og lofi girl from youtube study with me videos is a screenshot/redraw of the main character is not a coincidence I think*. It also has such a cute love story, I love love love the two of them.

There’s a personal element to my connection to the movie of course. I was so similar to the main character at her age. I remember watching the DVD on my birthday and my cousins hating me because it was too slow of a movie yet I was just elated an uncle had bought me the dvd.

There’s so much I can say but I have to go so!! Last thing! This movie retroactively hits harder also because the director died way too soon, he was supposed to make so many more projects with the studio and you can imagine the kind of masterpieces he’d have created with the vision he had and his unique sensibility. It’s kind of bittersweet how a movie about the beginning of an artist’s journey fits into the director’s and the studio’s history.

*i am only 99% sure abt this ill admit

[the-party-bus]

“Wait, there are people blaming the writers?”

Are you surprised? Fandoms have become notorious anti-writer spaces. Studios love you guys. They can cut the budgets, cut the number of writers, cut the wages of the writers, and you guys always blame the writers. “The writers ruined the show!” It’s never “the studios ruined the show.”

I hate to break it to you: more than half the shows you complain were “ruined by the writers”, were ruined by the studios. Studios cut the scenes and arcs you were excited for. Studios cut the budget of the show, or even raise the budget of the show and force a “bigger, louder, bolder” tone on shows that were unexpected hits (this is where we get “the Netflix look” on every show post-Stranger Things and Queen’s Gambit).

You guys do not do your research. Half your fanfics are tagged with bad faith digs at the writers, when a few searches would reveal how strapped that show was and how poorly the writers were treated. Writers are being given a 10 weeks to write 10 episodes. How are good arcs and scenes supposed to happen under that time limit, with a max of only four writers?

Tumblr, the self-proclaimed “pro-union, pro-worker, pro-artist” site is also a major fandom site. You guys rarely practice good faith consumer etiquette for television and film writers, because your fandom salt always turns you against writers. And studios love you for it.

Yeah, individual writers do create bad writing from time to time. But so do painters, chefs, and musicians. Directors and actors sometimes refuse to film certain scenes or follow a show’s projected style and arc, and the writers always get the crap for a bad performance or a poorly directed episode. This isn’t to blame actors or directors; it’s to point out that you guys have one villain, and it’s always the writers. You guys never give writers the same grace you give animators, designers, directors, actors, composers, and editors.

Studios love you every time you say “the writers ruined the show.” Every single popular fandom is guilty of this. View any of the “why did the writers cut this scene, they hate my characters” talk when leaked scenes hit the internet. Writers barely get paid for what they do write. You think they’re writing scenes and then happily throwing them in the shredder? You guys just eat the talk that studios put out. Always have.

[jezifster2]

Violence set to happy music will never get old to me. Blood splattering to an 80s pop song is like a sister to me because I'm not allergic to fun.

[nicolodigenovas]

I KNOW I am mono-thematic but you cannot (you CANNOT) deal with wesper in full without showing how Jesper had a big crush/infatuation for Kaz that is soooo messy considering what kind of future & life kaz represented for him. Like Kaz calls Jesper Jordie in the heat of the moment, Jesper is haunted by his betrayal of Kaz’s trust for so long in the books, you need that groundwork!!! It takes Jesper time to realise he needs to change and he needs support, someone who can see him for who he is, who encourages him to work on his talents while also accepting his lifestyle and limitations. Kaz can’t be that for Jesper and he never was but it’s such a big part of his story. Kaz is the bastard of the barrel but also that who offered Jesper a job. Wylan is the new variable in the established game that puts Jesper in the position of the knowledgeable criminal yet Wylan unravels Jesper’s barrier with the type of patience that actually unravels me. Jesper has no eyes for Wylan for basically the entirety of SoC. Wesper is not as blaringly excruciatingly slow burn like Kanej is but hell they are human and messy nonetheless. It is not a straightforward romance not when both have such interesting and developed backstories