hi! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging disabled genderqueer who has been living on this site for ages. i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too. i also host a few tumblr communities like my book club.
i have been unable to work for a while & am currently surviving in a low income apartment with help from family support, weekly plasma donations, commission orders & pawning old items. i am in a tighter spot than ever now with little help from assisted living services so far.
if you have enjoyed anything on this blog & want to help me live:
theme songs for just about any story or idea you have
background/AFK/intro & outro music for streamers and youtubers
8-16 bit retro sounds for game projects
battle songs, lofi, from breakcore & triphop to classical & country
and literally everything in-between
CURRENT PRICES (REDUCED):
$30 for a 0-2 minute song
$60 for 2-3
$90 for 3-4
$120 for 4+
i got my start playing live instruments with my dad as a child, & have both self training & classic training influences under my binder i mean belt. i made the transition into digital production about 9 years ago, although i still live record as well & enjoy blending both mediums.
i have completed quite a few orders since then! there is no genre I consider off limits, but i will tell you if I have less experience with something in your request. for more questions, just DM me or send an ask. have a safe day.
It does bother me that sex work or even sex drawing business model on multiple social media sites seems to inalienably rely on worming it's way into places it's not supposed to be, but people act like you're overstepping when you try to somehow restrict it.
Porn artists draw and tag children's cartoon characters so much it comes up in search results.
OF models just use every popular tag to promote their content.
My professor once had to use a textbook website with an unavoidable porn ad for an online class.
How do I beg for money online? I need to get it in crypto because I'm pretty sure that it's a felony in Ru for me to get any or for US people to send me
It does bother me that sex work or even sex drawing business model on multiple social media sites seems to inalienably rely on worming it's way into places it's not supposed to be, but people act like you're overstepping when you try to somehow restrict it.
Porn artists draw and tag children's cartoon characters so much it comes up in search results.
OF models just use every popular tag to promote their content.
My professor once had to use a textbook website with an unavoidable porn ad for an online class.
I feel like starfish are one of those animals that are treated as very “normal” by people but absolutely shouldn’t be. Like they’re a wheel of repeating heads connected by a central stomach. They walk around using thousands of tiny sticky hydraulically powered tentacles. They have an eye on the end of each arm. Instead of having a mouth they just have an opening where their entire stomach can be pushed out to engulf prey. And they’re just allowed to exist like this. It’s not illegal or anything.
Depends on a candy. Be sure to ask your shrink about it. They are primed for harm reduction solutions and would tell you what candies are allowed with SSRIs
the whole reason why they're so unnerving is BECAUSE there's nothing in them!! because they're unrelentingly liminal and lonely and uncomforting. there shouldn't be a monster guy in there chasing you. you should glimpse other humans (?) from a distance but they walk away before you can close the gap and then they're gone. things should run away from YOU. do u get it
"and there was a MONSTERowooowwohhhh" the monster is isolation and banal beige sameness and uncanny valley architecture. you fool. you rube. you're putting a hat on a hat and the second hat is not only unnecessary but it ruins the first hat!!!!!!! "there's a monster in there" great so now it's just another place for a monster to be. ridiculous
fine I will concede: you CAN actually put something in there while maintaining the vibes, but it should complement the location instead of just being a generic scary guy you could put literally anywhere
I like if Backrooms have like one stickbug monster
It is there. There's like 0,00000001% chance you stumble across it, but place is huge and you won't. Maybe you can see something that can be interpreted as it's tracks in like a year of wandering
I have a question, you don't have to answer it, but I just wanted to ask your perspective
So for context, I'm from russia, and I'm extremely new to marxism, i only started reading Marx's works very recently. I've tried engaging with commieblr, and I'm really confused why most people (mainly MLs and Maoists from what I've seen(?)) seem to support russia? I just personally don't understand those people, i didn't support russian invasion from the start because i thought it was only harmful, and now i still think I'm right because it turned out to be mostly harmful for both Ukrainians and Russians, and i think it's mainly Russia's responsibility to withdraw the troops and start peace talks (apparently putin had an opportunity to start peace talks relatively recently, he just didn't take it).
Maybe i don't understand something, but i just don't vibe with those people, and idk what to do. It feels kinda isolating from the rest of the commieblr
Hype moments and aura.
Ok but seriously there's multiple explanations:
1. Not complicated, just Russian nationalism inheriting soviet symbology, if you're from Russia you already understand it.
2. Something something Russia's victory is somehow advantageous for this or that country in south Asia, middle east or Africa, idk how I'm white.
3. Not actually a support for Russia in any moral or virtuous sense, just a very high focus on criticising Ukraine and it's Western and NATO support, may seem like they're supporting Russia just because they think criticising Russia is redundant and Ukraine has too many uncontested cheerleaders.(I'm kinda this)
4. Those who just want the war to win sooner rather than later and think that Russia is most likely to win anyway. (Sometimes i think I'm also kinda this but it's not a very educated thought)
There may be some broad overlaps with additional oddities (orthodoxy, Donbas genocide belief, old style antisemitism etc)
And sometimes it's just an allegation Ukrainian nationalists throw to any kid who's not as fanatic as them.
Also ,as a Russian opposition, you have to be incredibly foolish to expect your government to ever withdraw from a war on it's own accord under any conditions. This is your life forever now.
The started cutting military production. Economy is chilling, signaling the end of military Keynesianism
Also. Too fucking much of the labour force died. Like come on. White people jobs don't have money to hire or enough poor qualified white people to staff for cheap
Okay, I just saw a post about "transfem sex predators" from smb who listed 10 cases. All different people. All wildly and grotesquely violent and evil or in one case just bizzare
Like, either it's like the 1 person who this happened to(internet is wide. It is possible) or it's complete bs.
Like come on, the shit that was listed implies that in a single person's circle there are enough trans women for a minority if them to be ultracriminals and of all those supposed monsters, they all picked the OP person.
Like, I know a bunch of tea from over the years. I haven't seen ANYTHING close to stuff described in the post.
Like, I would've made it a reblog, but in case it was an outlying case of allegations being true, I will just rant about how bafflingly unrealistic this list of offenses looked
Only retarded idiots want to work under socialism. Go ask some people who left their homeland, under socialism,and ask why they left. Go take their place in the country they left. I’ll e more than happy to buy you a one way ticket. Send a postcard….if you can telling us all how you like being told what to do and when to do it. No babies allowed.
Only retarded idiots want to work under socialism. Go ask some people who left their homeland, under socialism,and ask why they left. Go take their place in the country they left. I’ll e more than happy to buy you a one way ticket. Send a postcard….if you can telling us all how you like being told what to do and when to do it. No babies allowed.
Only retarded idiots want to work under socialism. Go ask some people who left their homeland, under socialism,and ask why they left. Go take their place in the country they left. I’ll e more than happy to buy you a one way ticket. Send a postcard….if you can telling us all how you like being told what to do and when to do it. No babies allowed.
everyone wants a mommy domme until shes drunk off 3 glasses of red and shes crying over your baby pictures and youre just sitting there sober and awkward and she hugs you really tight and falls asleep right there but its too tight and you cant get out and its too tight for you to really do any of the sex shit while shes out so you just kinda have to go to sleep yourself fully clothed on the couch at 9.30pm
Next up someone is going to claim that the Narnia series isn't kids books.
Kids books is probably not the best way to word it, you can enjoy them at every age, including your childhood, as you get older you may find new truths in them, but they're still good for any age.