Constantly saying âIâll mention it tomorrowâ - A story of my many months of abscence
//Do you ever just want to say something but canât bring yourself to do it? Â Youâll do it the next day because something else comes up, but then something comes up again, and again, and again. Â Itâs a vicious cycle of excuses that gets you nowhere and leaves you keeping everyone in the dark. Iâm here to pop on and say that Iâm still alive while also giving some updates on what Iâve been doing and what Iâm still planning.
First and foremost, no, this blog is not getting shut down any time now or in the future. Â I still intend on creating content one way or another. Â I just need to get my motivation back to do so. Â Iâve got comms that I fully plan on finishing, but real life has presented me with two things to occupy a lot of my time: work and a girlfriend.
*Le gasp!* Â A girlfriend?! Â Yes. Â Back in October I met my current girlfriend of four months. Â Sheâs made me happier than Iâve been in a long time, and because of that I give her all of the attention and love that I can despite the distance and short time we do get to spend together. Â The good thing for everyone to know about this is that sheâs okay with me writing smut, so I can continue doing so. Â That being said Iâve been having a happy and healthy sex life... so there in lies that motivation problem I mentioned before.
Iâm still all for smut, rps, comms, pictures, and everything. Â I just havenât had the same need for it since getting a girlfriend. Â The want and desire to work and rp are still here and I will get back to doing it soon enough, but even without the rping and writing I will say that I have been happy these past four months. Â VERY happy. Â That doesnât make you guys any less important though.
The big thing is that I ask for your patience with me. Â I seem to ask of that a lot, but if you like my content then I think the wait is worth it. Â My ideas are still here. Â They just need to be typed on a screen. Â Thanks for your time and Iâll see you guys soon.//















