Hello hello!! Iām making this as a small little intro post/blog guide because even though im pretty much a chronic reposter i do post the occasional original thing and i enjoy chatting with folks/meeting new people so iām hoping some categorization may help me make some mutuals? Shrug
Before you follow:
If you are under 18, please do not discuss NSFW topics with me.
Iām not stupid, I know regardless of if i ask minors to leave that some of you will stay anyway, if you do choose to follow or interact with my blog all i ask is that you do not discuss NSFW topics with me until your of age for the sake of my own comfort. That means no asks (anon or otherwise) about NSFW headcanons, no asking me about my own sexual experiences, no sharing your own sexual experiences, no discussing and brainstorming NSFW fiction in my replies or reblogs.
With that said! Intro under the cut āØ
You can call me Mustard
I go by he/him, iām not cis and prefer to call myself a transexual though i dont think transgender or genderqueer are incorrect either. I am aroace, though i do enjoy talking and occasionally writing about romance and sex when it comes to fiction and fandom.
I enjoy writing the occasional fanfiction, listening to new music, writing and producing music, sewing, and historical counterculture and protest!
If you or a friendās account is blocked:
Donāt assume itās because of beef or hatred, I block pretty freely over anything from hateful content to someoneās account just appearing way too much on my dash despite me not being that attached to their content. Some folks I block because they write or draw stuff that I personally donāt like seeing, that doesnāt mean I hate them or think theyāre evil or suck. Fiction as a tool to explore complex emotions and concepts is important and I do not believe in censorship being a good tool, I also recognize that even if someone writes fiction abt a concept and doesnāt believe in it IRL there is still often internal bias. Do not bring ship wars or hate campaigns to me and my blog, if Iām uncomfortable with something I will take steps to remove myself from it but online hate campaigns donāt do jack shit. Iām an adult with a job outside of my tumblr shitposting, do not hold me to the standards of a politician when Iām literally a broke ass guy with a life outside of the internet. Thanks!
My askbox is open! Please no harassment, if you disagree with something i say then just block me or approach me politely about it (i am much more inclined to listen if you are respectful)
Speaking of askboxes! Iāll happily take writing requests in my askbox, i have some personal limits of what I will and wont write for the sake of my own comfort (not because im necessarily against people writing it or exploring it through fiction)
Platonic Invisimech and Mechablazer (i just donāt really ship either of them and i struggle to write them romantically or sexually, sorry gang)
Hard No ā:
Scat/Vomit/Piss related NSFW (just not my thing personally)
Petplay (idk enough about it since Iām not in the scene)
Underage
Incest/Pseudo-Incest
Detransition kink
OCs (i just donāt trust my ability to characterize them consistently)
Raceplay
Really any story about experiencing a form of discrimination I canāt relate to, Iām always happy to write about diverse casts of characters but I am a white trans guy and am not qualified to tell a story about the complex personal experiences of stuff like internalized racism because Iāve never experienced race based discrimination.
I may reject any request I donāt feel comfortable or qualified to write, it isnāt always personal or even about a moral stigma on what is/isnāt okay to write about. Iām not a professional or career writer, just a guy who likes to occasionally scream about his favorite characters.
Tags:
#Mustard Music Recap 2026 - I like to recap my monthly (ish) new music! I love getting into new music and listening by album so every once in a while iāll recap a bunch of the albums ive listened to (and sometimes singles if an artist i like drops a new single) usually by month. Feel free to send me album recs through my asks, i like to try anything at least twice. The only thing iāll swear off is openly bigoted musicians so do not recommend me any kanye, morgan wallen, taylor swift, etc
#Chronicondiments - Where i rant about my disability experiences, cripplepunk related stuff, decorating my mobility aides, etc!
#Misc Mustard - anything i rant or bitch about that isnt super specific, stray thoughts, true shitposty shitposts, etc
#Employment Chronicles - rants about my work, the job market, silly stories or comments about my job
#Fanfic - any fic i post will be here, iāll prob make a masterlist eventually? Idk i dont write much because im just generally not much into writing fiction unless im specifically hyperfixating on something
"if Jax is a trans woman she's still an abuser so she's bad representation so the show is transphobic" you're an idiot. you want your blorbos to be perfect ideal angels, I want my blorbos to be realistic, nuanced, flawed human beings, we are not the same. I LIKE that she's messy and fucked up and problematic, I think it's a realistic depiction of how a lot of repressed and traumatized trans women are. I think the show goes to great lengths to explore how and why she is the way she is, and to evoke sympathy for this kind of person. it doesn't excuse her actions but it does make them understandable. and I think the fact women like that deserve sympathy is an idea worth stating and worth shouting. yes she's a bully and she hurt everyone around her and that may never change. she still deserves sympathy.
my freaks at 2:30 Am because I can't not post when I'm done. maybe I'll schedule this one actually I've never done that before. Anyway. hit me with your current thoughts when you see this.
Hi knuckles knives and knockers is fantastic. Knuckles knives and [A NEW CHALLENGER APPROACHES]. Knuckles knives and some guy they picked up. Knuckles knives and an absolute bakery. Hmm. Knuckles knives and never going back again.
I do love that digital circus explores the nuance of being a trans person/an abuse victim/someone who has suffered immense pain of some sort and goes āyou are allowed to hurt, you are allowed to feel what you feel, but your self loathing and self hatred and refusal to accept yourself and grow will hurt those you love and that is not okayā
Like jax in the circus is, for all intents and purposes, someone who has been hurt and ends up driving others away with their reaction to that. They felt pain and fear, their self hatred caused them to push others away, and they abstracted because of that. It wasnāt pomniās fault, it wasnt the fault of any other circus member, in the end jaxās decisions brought them to that point.
But then we get to see irl jax, and see what happens if she chooses to move and grow and transition and become the person she wants to be.
And idk i guess this doesnr have a point besides i love the nuance they treated it with :] as a formerly destructive trans person who has had to deal with his own consequences for shit behavior but has come out the other end doing better, i love the way the show treats it with the nuance it deserves yk?
āRappers only talk about their money, cars, and clothes!ā
Why might someone from a group of people that historically have been denied access to wealth, now brag that they have it?
āRappers only talk about sex!ā
Why might someone from a group that have historically been denied sexual autonomy now brag about their sexual escapades on their own terms?
āRappers only talk about drugs and crime!ā
Why might someone from a group that historically have been denied the more legal means to acquire wealth and had drugs forced on their community talk about their experiences with it?
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Iām starting to realize we may not all be ready for Racism 102, aka āoften times, you donāt think āIām going to be racist,ā you just act on it.ā
It does not matter what other reasons you have for being racist. It was still racist. White people lashing out on people of color when In Their Feelings About Something is still racism. White people objectifying people of color for WHATEVER reason is still racism.
auto immune disorders happen when the immune system ignores regulatory factors and begins attacking healthy bodily tissues, due to what scientists refer to as "sheer love of the game"
happy juneteenth but dont forget that prisoners are legally allowed to be subject to slave labor and also black people are disproportionately arrested and subjected to that legality. happy juneteenth but slavery still lives in america. america is still dependant on slave labor.
