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@mybrokenview
Im speaking out to open the eyes of others theres a lot of us hurting some are hurting more than others so lets just love one another help in any way possible I'm strong enough to still be here but others aren't like me so please always be kind always spread the love and just know that you aren't alone you are loved and you are more than enough
- Jazzy Gee
This is My Story
Ive always been this way at a very young age I was pretty broken I felt and understand too much I was suffocating I didn't understand why but I attempted to go many times I never told a soul but now its time to speak up as I kid a choked myself but I never succeeded as I ran out of breath I let go I didn't want to be apart this world even though I loved living but its what I’ve seen and heard that made me realize this isn't a place for me...
- Jazzy Gee
This is My Story October 7, 2011
This day was no ordinary day this day I wasn't myself I've never felt so numb I was 2 feet away from gone I sat there with my eyes on fire I didn't sleep I walked out my house I said my goodbyes everyone was still asleep I was ready to go I placed my belongings on the bench I took a couple of steps forward then I looked to my left I was ready to go but something said not yet...
- Jazzy Gee
This is My Story
Every time I get like this I wonder will I ever find someone who will love me when I’m like this even though my heart is big sometimes it becomes small tears no longer come out words no longer speak if I didnt love me oh God I don’t know where id be…
- Jazzy Gee
This is My Story
There are days that I want to go it creeps behind me but then it lets me go I think of you but I never do it death sounds peaceful right now every time I'm like this I'm screaming WHY, WHY, WHY why I'm I like this you sneak behind me you catch me when I fall but I fight to stand everyday you try to see me die to see me fall but little did you know that warrior I carry inside the one who defeated you many times.
- Jazzy Gee
This time I won't be quiet I will tell my story I’ll show the world that no matter what age you can still drown in darkness
- Jazzy Gee
I’ve felt the pain The numbness And it's okay I am fearless Looking at the stars And for a second Everything was silent No one else existed Just me, And the stars sang to me I smiled internally Now I understand What I’ve been missing
- GeeJazzy
It's not simple When you want all of him/her And all they want is a little of you It doesn't work that way It will eventually fade people need to realize this A phase that drives us insane Either leave or stay The pain will be felt But what is felt is growth - Gee Jazzy
If I tell you will you still look at me the same or will you feel sorry for me? I rather you feel nothing like what I felt nothing hiding deep in my closet curled up in a ball covering my ears year after year tear after tear nothing cry until I was numb nothing because thats all I've seen was nothing that nothing became something to us to me to her and you continued to hurt the little I had left in me..
-GeeJazzy
do you know how hard it is? when I see people pull out belongings they have from the past from there childhood do you understand how much it hurts to have nothing because I've lost everything it may seem childish to you but my teddy who protected me at night gone the markings on the wall of my height gone no goodbyes because I was too young to understand now I understand I barely have pictures of me nothing I can hold to say this is me this is what I grew up with nothing and I'm gone like nothing collecting what I've lost covering up what devoured my life smiling because I rather not tell I rather not cry thats all thats left of me is to hide the truth the pain of knowing that i am gone..
- GeeJazzy
Today I broke broke down so hard I fell to my knees I stayed there and I cried like a little girl I cried so many feelings I cried I felt numb and I cried every little thing exploded and I became numb again...
- GeeJazzy
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let me tell you a bit about this silence the one that creeps my mind. I stop to think how at peace I can be so I drown myself into my sleep people would think I'm crazy don't worry I won't but it crosses my mind the peace, the silence no more worries no more pain when I see happy I wish it would last everyone being happy oh, how I cherish the happy but its just moments that resolve within seconds just stay I just wish it would just stay
-GeeJazzy
How do I know if your real or not your standing right here smile so clear yet, is it real or not? you lie straight to my face its disgusting.. we all lie to our own faces so we’re disgusting? am I that disgusting that lies are okay or is it the opposite I'm just too pretty so they lie to my face
-GeeJazzy
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Do you ever just sit and space out wondering if what I do is enough if I bring enough to my life theres so much pressure I'm suffocating so many expectations I’m overwhelmed but I'm use to it yet I'm sick of it my chest feels the pressure its so tight I feel uncomfortable but my life looks great....
-GeeJazzy
Dreams why can't they be as simple as I close my eyes everything is perfect no worries no heart ache I guess Im asking for too much as I'm still learning day by day you either drown or survive I won't give up what I feel inside.. a dream
-GeeJazzy
Ive lost many things my stuff my mind some of the things I've lost I can't get back I wish I could get lost and never come back but I will never do that not to you (God) not to my family not to myself but I'm tired of it
- GeeJazzy
its like a wall pushing the good away let me smile let me feel the butterflies again like an innocent child why can't I let it go the fear of getting broken its been awhile but the thought of it drowns me im not mad or sad because of you its me I'm mad about the reason my face changes when I look into those eyes of whom will never understand why I look down hoping they can just love me for once in my life just love me for me
- GeeJazzy