heyyy i dont know if you ever made a list but do you have any pining!dean recommendations? i just want to read about him being sooo in love with his baby brother it makes him sick:);thank youuu
i have not!! i did pining!sam, it's only fair to do pining!dean :)
It's Just That You're My Everything by intrepidheart [14k, pre-series]
It’d be really cheesy if Dean said that he dreamt of Sam all the time. Like, gag-worthy, finger-down-the-throat, rolling-eyes kind of cheesy.
Doesn’t mean it isn’t true.
(Or the one where Dean loves his little brother too much and won't ever do a thing about it.)
If Gold Rusts... by ulexite [131k, seasons 9-11]
What he wants from Sam isn’t wrong, not exactly, but it rests at the precipice of wrongness, one gentle nudge might send him over and beyond. He only wants to live their lives ensnared by each other, half-feral as they’ve always been, in want of nothing and no one else and owing nothing to the world. He’s ready to risk letting it all burn if it means he can hold onto Sam a little longer. He’s never bothered asking why.
Odysseus, American by coyotesuspect [10k, Stanford era]
Dean finds Peter O'Toole's recording of the Odyssey in a bin marked “Audio" in Casa Grande's only used bookstore. The place smells like cigarette smoke and old books, and it reminds him of Sam.
Sweet as Sugar, Easy as Pie by merle_p [6k, post-15.19]
“Just hurry,” Sam says, his face still illuminated by the afterglow of his laughter. “If I have to wait too long, I might just eat all the pie without you.”
Hot air for a cool breeze by passengerseatsam [10k, Stanford era]
As Sam's freshman year at Stanford comes to a close, Dean and John work a shapeshifter case in Mississippi.
Dean is fine. He is.
Edges by Linden [3k, pre-series]
Dean wants his brother, and Bobby isn't blind.
i still need you, but what good’s that gonna do by according2thelore [22k, Bunker era]
Dean is cursed with Hanahaki disease, and wants to die with some dignity. Sam is going to save his brother at any cost.
If Only in My Dreams by dollylux [2k, Stanford era]
Dean's unraveling on his first Christmas spent apart from Sam. (Stanford era)
Been Here All Along by orphan_account [7k, pre-series AU]
Sam is a late bloomer. Traditionally, omegas found their partner and went through their first heat by sixteen. Sam is about to turn eighteen, and he hasn’t even let out a whiff of heat. He’s never been interested in any of his suitors, either. And Sam has had plenty. Dean can’t help but be pleased as punch about the whole situation.
Living in god's blind spot by applecrumbledore [25k, pre-series]
Dean was getting hard, watching Sam. The worst part was that he was surprised by it: he lied to himself, so perfectly and for so long, that he actually managed to feel scandalized, as if it were news to him. Me? Hard for my brother? Since when?
But it wasn’t news. It wasn’t the first time. It wasn’t the fifth time. Sparring last night. Watching him sleep last week. At a motel pool in Arizona last year. Dean had been sick for so long.
Happy With You by fictionallemons [3k, post-15.19]
Sam shuffles his feet and sighs. “I’ve been seeing someone. In Lebanon.”
The ball of anxiety moves to Dean’s heart, which feels frozen. Sam’s…dating?
this narrow room where life began by peculiarstate [36k, season 1]
Everything Dean is, even all these years later, is still for Sam, only ever Sam, it beats through his blood more real to him than his own heartbeat, Sam, Sam, Sam. The common fucking denominator of Dean’s entire life.
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