my lilac moon

[mylilacmoon]

i’m back and i’ve moved !

@irisesinyoureyes

[maclexa]

everything is fake. everything in the world is fake. the grass on the football field isn't even grass...it's plastic [...] all the people are fake. they're made of material. but I like you...and that's not fake

[mylilacmoon]

I want to find someone better than you so I never think about you again.

[glowithin-deactivated20220219]

Stop repeating the past in your mind. Use that mental energy to manifest something new. Don’t waste your energy, and time getting caught up in what didn't work out, or what you could have done. Do something new with today's resources. Every moment is another chance to recreate yourself.

[arichblessingtoyourlife]

🥂

[mylilacmoon]

why do i spend so much time thinking of you when i could spend more time thinking about me?

[mylilacmoon]

you told me

she wasn't as good as me,

that you wouldn't fall in love with her because you were in love with me.

but now i'm gone

and all you have is her

so i guess she must be

everything you've ever wanted

now.

(just like i was.)

[mylilacmoon]

I really did love them. It was imperfect and shaped by attachment, but I loved them.

And I wasn't done loving them when it ended.

I hope someday I will be.

[love-notes-to-survivors]

"Do your best while also remembering that your worth is not attached to what you accomplish."

- Morgan Harper Nicholas

[anniespositivity]

Whenever you feel like you need time for youeself to breathe, to heal, to simply be, you should allow yourself to take that time, my love. Your mind and body need the rest, the recharge, the stillness. And if you find yourself feeling guilty towards your loved ones for taking time away from them, remember: It doesn't mean that you love them less, it simply means that you are giving yourself permission to love yourself a little more.

[juansendizon]

“i choose to heal in the sun, in the softness of the sky in harmony with the animals in the forest in the tender kiss of saltwater i don’t need to be lost in a cave, struggling to save my house from the flood or in the absence of the moon to choose to heal.”

— Juansen Dizon

[conscious-love]

Not all toxic people are cruel and uncaring. Some of them love us dearly. Many of them have good intentions. Most are simply toxic to our being simply because their needs and way of existing force us to compromise ourselves and our happiness. They aren't inherently bad people, but they aren't the right people for us.

Daniell Koepke

[mylilacmoon]

I'm sorry I forgot about you

while I was breathing them in.

How could I lose myself again?

[mylilacmoon]

I'm rectangles of creativity

trying to wriggle my way

out of these rigid lines.

[aspiritualwarrior]

“Things falling apart is a kind of testing and also a kind of healing. We think that the point is to pass the test or to overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don’t really get solved. They come together and they fall apart. Then they come together again and fall apart again. It’s just like that. The healing comes from letting there be room for all of this to happen: room for grief, for relief, for misery, for joy.”

— Pema Chödrön

[juansendizon]

“Forgive yourself for having an innocent heart that made you trust the wrong people. Forgive yourself for having a destructive heart that made you into someone you weren’t proud of. Forgive yourself for having a sensitive heart that caused you to cut off some relationships that it couldn’t handle. Forgive yourself for having a wanting heart that didn’t know when to stop taking and taking and taking until the giving was forgotten. Forgive yourself for all the hearts you had and trust that you have the courage and caringness to make your heart into something pure and beautiful. Forgive yourself and say, “I’m sorry for all the pain it took to change you, my sweet, sweetheart.””

— Juansen Dizon, Sweetheart

[love-notes-to-survivors]

It's really hard when you think you're healed from something and it affects you all over again. Like an old trigger still has an effect on you, or an old self-destructive habit comes back, or you still have panic attacks or nightmares over something you thought you were over. I know it really sucks, but it doesn't mean that you haven't made progress. It's okay if healing isn't a straight line.

[conscious-love]