holy fuck it’s been a hot minute.
YES I am still dancing. But the clubs are quite literally dying as in going to shut down dying. Girls I work with doing the MOST just to get a private room. It’s giving 2008 stripperweb convos iykyk.
I have a really big client coming soon and I think I might shut down after that. I’ve been applying to real jobs bc at the end of the day I really don’t want to be a career girl in this industry with how it’s looking. I’d rather just transition to fssw tbh. It’s long overdue and I think it would be a much better fit long term anyways.
New York is seriously an animal I have so much respect for the girls trying to get started nowadays while loathing them at the same time. they have no respect but they show up and practically live at the club which at least shows….something I guess??
when i say all of my former buddies and staff friends are gone I mean all of them. I show up and feel so isolated with the new girls dominating and not knowing how to work. It’s so frustrating and kind of sad. Maybe i need to work in another city altogether and i can find the passion for the club again because i truly do love it, just not with the disrespect….
Rambles.














