; The Kims, your breeding problem | ft. Namjoon
PT. 1
PT. 1.5
❝Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for.
| s, 15k words, Mafia au
; There it is again, that funny feeling.
❝Who cares about Dispatch pictures and affair rumors? Not you... until your boyfriend Yoongi's suspicious behaviour made you care.
| a, 3.5k words, stablished relationship au
coming soon !
; Sneak Peek PT. 1 | ft. Jimin
❝ It's your sweet, loving boyfriend's turn to plan your weekly date, and his sweet, homey plan comes with an exciting surprise in the form of a friend that he totally forgot was crashing at his place.
| s, 5k words, established relationship au
; The Kims, your breeding problem | ft. Seokjin
PT. 1
PT. 1.5
❝Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for.
| s, 15k words, Mafia au
; Sneak Peek PT. 1 | ft. Namjoon
❝ It's your sweet, loving boyfriend's turn to plan your weekly date, and his sweet, homey plan comes with an exciting surprise in the form of a friend that he totally forgot was crashing at his place.
| s, 5k words, established relationship au
; When three is a party, and you're the piñata | ft. Jungkook
❝ Jungkook disliked you, that's for sure. Then, why is he insinuating he wants to fuck you? And why did your boyfriend simply invited him to your bed to do so (or, better said, do you)?
| s, f, 8k words, established relationship au
; When three is a party, and you're the piñata | ft. Taehyung
❝ Jungkook disliked you, that's for sure. Then, why is he insinuating he wants to fuck you? And why did your boyfriend simply invited him to your bed to do so (or, better said, do you)?
| s, f, 8k words, established relationship au
; The Kims, your breeding problem | ft. Namjoon
PT. 1
PT. 1.5
❝Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for.
| s, 15k words, Mafia au
; There it is again, that funny feeling.
❝Who cares about Dispatch pictures and affair rumors? Not you... until your boyfriend Yoongi's suspicious behaviour made you care.
| a, 3.5k words, stablished relationship au
coming soon !
; Sneak Peek PT. 1 | ft. Jimin
❝ It's your sweet, loving boyfriend's turn to plan your weekly date, and his sweet, homey plan comes with an exciting surprise in the form of a friend that he totally forgot was crashing at his place.
| s, 5k words, established relationship au
; The Kims, your breeding problem | ft. Seokjin
PT. 1
PT. 1.5
❝Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for.
| s, 15k words, Mafia au
; Sneak Peek PT. 1 | ft. Namjoon
❝ It's your sweet, loving boyfriend's turn to plan your weekly date, and his sweet, homey plan comes with an exciting surprise in the form of a friend that he totally forgot was crashing at his place.
| s, 5k words, established relationship au
; When three is a party, and you're the piñata | ft. Jungkook
❝ Jungkook disliked you, that's for sure. Then, why is he insinuating he wants to fuck you? And why did your boyfriend simply invited him to your bed to do so (or, better said, do you)?
| s, f, 8k words, established relationship au
; When three is a party, and you're the piñata | ft. Taehyung
❝ Jungkook disliked you, that's for sure. Then, why is he insinuating he wants to fuck you? And why did your boyfriend simply invited him to your bed to do so (or, better said, do you)?
| s, f, 8k words, established relationship au
You should definitely write for JK and Taehyung again because GOD DAMN 😩 You are insanely talented
omg thanks anon <3 I'm glad you enjoyed my writing! I don't know if I'm talented, I'm just an avid smut reader lol but I'll wallow in your compliment for the rest of the month 🤭
I have LOTS of things started in my docs, I just have to make time to put it all together and post it but I keep getting things to read for college 😩 (I'm a literature and linguistics major so you BET I have things to read)
Thanks again for the interest in my silly words, hope you enjoy the rest of my masterlist and wait for the things to come!♡
The Kims, your breeding problem | SJ & NJ TWO SHOT PT. 1.5
— PAIRING: mafiaboss!seokjin x mafiaboss!namjoon x mafiaprincess!reader
— GENRE: smut +18. minors dni
— WARNINGS: omg none? sorry i didn't include much smut in this one, i didn't have much inspiration so i just made this to add a little context and to move the plot forwards.
— SUMMARY: Desperate to save your empire and your name, you walk into the lion's den with a plan. Turns out those two lions had a plan of their own, and now you're the piece of meat they had been so starved for.
— WORDS: 6k
>>> You can read part 1 here <<<
Soooooo it's been a while lol
I have so many things to do omg but i'm happy i can give you something, even if is a little lame like this continuation lmao
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Namjoon had picked an interest in you since he started in the whole crime business thing. You were big in that circle, more for yourself than for your family’s history. News always carried your name around, and then, one day, he had the luck to run into you in one party.
Back then, he was an orphaned eighteen years old whose only chance at life was to be a construction worker or a bouncer at a club, given his prominent height and overall bigger frame. Somehow, he ended up being a bodyguard at the service of some minor drug lord that loomed the outskirts of Seoul; he saw all kind of illegalities at work but could be proud of having never participate in any of them. However, any little remaining morals he had were thrown out of the window the day his boss was invited to a big party – the party your father was hosting.
The opulence of your mansion left his jaw on the floor. There weren’t that many people, but the power and easiness all of them exuded left him green with envy: no one there knew what was to have bellyaches because of how hungry you were to get sick for eating moldy food from the trash and having no hospital that would treat you, to fight to death with people that wanted to rob you or take advantage of you. None of them had lived a single tragedy, none of them even had to worry for breaking the law to survive and the possibility of prison time because all those people were over the law. It angered him; that party got him so furious to the point that he almost resolved to get out of that business, out of that circle of rich people, and start over as a fisherman in the sea or something like that. Or just go and jump under a train.
Just when he was about to turn around and leave, he saw you. There you were, appearing in a cinematic sequence: strutting down the staircase in your flowy, red dress, while all eyes were on you. You were in the spotlight, as always; shining more than any of the dresses and expensive jewelry being worn there. You had all the power in the world and you knew it, of course; he could see it in your prepotent smile, your ruthless eyes, your arrogant vibe. Only nineteen years old, but you showed so much promise and hunger for more – didn’t even hope for more, you just naturally expected it, felt entitled to more.
You were also very beautiful physically – he felt attracted to you like everyone else, after all –, but the poise and status you had entranced Namjoon beyond words. He decided he was going to be just like you, or even better. He was going to have all the power in the world. He was going to have you.
Seokjin, on the other hand, had always been lurking around you. Waiting. Plotting. Achieving.
In the beginning, he was the good guy. He was a nice kid, introverted yet polite and pretty smart. His family had served yours since your grandfather began his incursions into morally questioning matters. He was born into the same opulence you were, but it wasn’t his. He had traveled with you, and get to know many places far away, but as a servant. He had dinner every night on the same table as you, but he was the one picking up the rests of food you threw on the floor maliciously.
Each and every time he had to clean after you, carry your things around and put up with your whims and spoiled bitch tantrums. Insults, degrading words, and even objects were shoot his way by you any time of the day for any random reason. No other family member of his was treated as poorly as him, and no one knew why you picked on him. But he put up with all of it from birth until he turned fifteen.
Seokjin was a nice kid, but he always had a short temper, and each time it was more and more difficult to contain himself around you and your shit attitude. He tried, tried, tried but one awful day, you were in a bad humor and went to punch your favorite sandbag – him – who was in a worse humor.
That one time, you were both teens and full of hormones, each one dealing with their own teenage problems. You hated all you had to do to be better than your brother, please your parents and gain a second of their precious attention; Seokjin hated you and how he was chained to you to be your slave for God knows how long. You made his life miserable, always reminding him how worthless and stupid he was, how useless for society he was since he was so damn poor and dumb. You had said to him once – after sniffing a little crush on you from his part – that you could never give him a chance no matter how hot he gets because he would always be the same pathetic, useless bastard good for nothing but cleaning her shit; and that was exactly what he was remembering while washing your dishes when you came running to him at the scream of ‘you piece of shit!’. A crystal glass flew your way, followed by a plate, another glass and a ‘shut the fuck up for once, stupid bitch!’
After the big scandal you made in front of everybody – your parents, his parents and other employees of the mansion – your father gave Seokjin’s father an ultimatum: the violent little shit that almost hurt their precious girl gets lost before morning or all of them lose their jobs and get wiped out the face of the planet. Needless to say, within an hour, Seokjin was chased out of the residential neighborhood by your father’s thugs.
He wasn’t homeless for long; knowing the people in the business, he was linked by somebody to the same druglord that, years later, employed Namjoon. The old criminal took a liking in him when he saw his thirst for blood, his recklessness, his egocentrism; Seokjin was afraid of nothing now that he decided he wanted revenge and nothing else. So, he learned the ways, the ins and outs, and soon enough he befriended Namjoon, forming an alliance with him to overthrow the old drug master and start their own illegal enterprise.
Years working, years scheming, both with very different motivations but the same target: you.
…
Stirring up from sleep, you were disoriented for a good amount of time. You opened your eyes and set them on the ceiling but didn’t move, feeling soreness taking over your body from your feet to the last hair of your head. When you tried to move your arms and couldn’t was when you remembered where you were, and realized that your hands were tied again. You groaned.
As you were thinking what to do next, a snore interrupted your train of thought. At your right, Namjoon slept soundly on his back, snoring from time to time. At your left, Seokjin slept on his side with a frown on his pretty features – and both assholes had their sweats on and let you stark naked. Was it that they trust you enough to sleep with you or they were just dumb? Though, you were tied up, really sore, naked, and unarmed, so you weren’t exactly a threat.
Moving as little as you were capable while depleted of energy and having your hands literally tied, you sat yourself against the headboard and waited until the men woke up.
Did they really mean it when they said they wanted to make you pregnant? Had they read your mind? Because that was exactly what you had in mind.
After years watching your father wreak havoc everywhere he went, you realized his method wasn’t the most efficient always. Murdering the enemy to take their place? That’s how you conquered kingdoms in the Medieval Era, but not in the modern day; not when your enemy was as elusive and as informed as you. The many ‘surprise attacks’ your father orchestrated failed miserably, resulting in many of his men killed and his enemies to declare revenge against him. That was how your family was losing all its former power and glory, how you were losing money and influence. But you were smarted than that.
“Look who just woke up.” Seokjin groaned once he heard your voice, hosting a frown even before opening his eyes fully. “Prince Charming, the father of my child.”
“You’re fucking insane” the man muttered, sitting on the bed and looking at you in disbelief. “Aren’t you even the littlest bit worried about being held captive and forced to give birth? I can’t fucking believe you.”
“I told you there was no one like me.” You grinned proudly at him. “Besides, you’re hot enough to not ruin my good genes, so maybe I’ll give you a chance for the sake of my linage.” You expected him to tell you to shut up or something along the lines but it was radio silent. You saw Seokjin’s face transform in a second; his previous grimace turned in a stoic seriousness and he looked at you dead in the eye, with the coldest stare anyone has ever directed your way. His reaction did spark a little worry in you.
“What did you just say?” he asked in a mutter while taking hold of your arm, gripping it hard.
“Hey, this isn’t –”
“What did you just say – give me a chance?” he repeated with the same neutral tone through clenched teeth.
“Okay, chill, I’ll resist and kick and scream or whatever, no need to –” He interrupted you by pulling you close to his face, which sported a lethal scowl. His clutch on your arm tightened to the point you were sure it would bruise, but you were pretty shocked by the change in his whole persona to react accordingly.
“You don’t know who I am? You still don’t know who the fuck I am?”
“A fucking Kim? I don’t know what you want me to say, dude.”
“Fucking bitch! After all you fucking did to me!” the man yelled on your face, now shaking you aggressively. You refrained yourself from yelping and showing signs of fear, but the reality was that, this time, he was genuinely scaring you. What was he on? You hadn’t known him personally until that night. What could you had possibly done to him?
Namjoon woke up from all the scandal his brother was making; however, instead of being surprised and maybe even stop him, he just sat there rubbing his eyes, watching the scene unfold with a frown. Immutable, he saw how Seokjin left your arm alone and went for your hair, using it as leverage to make you stand on your knees when he stood up from the bed.
“I’m Kim Seokjin, that name doesn’t ring a bell?” The sting on your scalp made you groan but that wasn’t the answer Seokjin was looking for. “Answer me!” he demanded. Disoriented, you shook your head no, making him scoff. “Of course, it doesn’t. You made my life a fucking nightmare but you didn’t even bother to remember my name.”
“Man, I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about –” And it was the truth. You didn’t have a clue of what he was accusing you of. You were far from an angel, that’s for sure; you had made many people suffer and turned many lives into a living hell, but Seokjin’s? You would remember fucking up his life. You would definitely remember a man like him.
“It’s so cruel that you don’t remember him, baby” Namjoon added calmly while lounging there on the bed, watching you like he was on the beach just admiring the waves of the sea –so unfazed by his brother’s outburst. It can’t be that serious, you thought. “He was that kid with glasses that worked in your house. You know, the one you kept fucking over? Your pet or whatever.” Your clueless face was the last straw for Seokjin, who threw you onto the bed with force. You grumbled when all your weight fell on your hands at your back but none of them cared. Your scalp still burned from Seokjin’s strong hold.
“I’ll make you remember me, stupid bitch” he promised through clenched teeth as his hands tugged brutishly the waistband of his sweatpants. Maybe it was the good shaking Seokjin gave you and the following toss, maybe it was the insult, but suddenly a light bulb went on in your head and you recalled who the man had been in your life.
“Wait, you’re that whiny bitch that almost kill me.” The older Kim clenched his jaw and pulled your body by the legs to his own standing in the side of the bed. You scoffed, putting all pieces together at last. “That’s the reason why I’m here? Seriously? It’s been more than ten years already, man, just get over it.” Now that you knew what was going on, it didn’t even surprise you when he took hold of your face abruptly. It was always so funny to you just how men would turn into villains because a girl was mean to them when they were twelve. “Wait, wait, let me be the bigger person here: I’m sorry, okay? I had always been a spoiled bitch and all that, but who could have taught me manners in that house? I was raised by literal criminals.”
“I couldn’t care less for your fucking reasons; you were more than a bitch back then and are a nuisance in the present. I should have busted your head open that night.” Albeit his menacing words, you didn’t perceive the threatening energy they should deliver. If anything, Seokjin seemed annoyed by his revenge. Reasonable, you thought, he had stretched it this long it, it’s no longer fun.
“Well, as I said before, just kill me now and finish with your fourteen or fifteen-years-old vendetta.”
“I promised Namjoon he would have you.” Still immobilized by Seokjin’s hand, you looked at the mentioned man by the corner of your eye; he gave you a wink and a smirk. That… you didn’t mind that. “And, as I said before, killing you would be the easy way out. You have to go through what I did and pay with your body.” A spark warmed your insides when his unoccupied hand cupped your breast – however, you still had a deal to seal.
“As tempting as a life being your sex slave sounds, I have other plans.” Disregarding you completely, the older brother started kneading your breasts with both hands. Namjoon joined him taking you by the armpits and yanking you up the mattress into a sitting position against his chest. “You said I was a nuisance, why?” A miscommunication happened between the brothers, because, while Seokjin remained silent with the intention of ignoring you so you would eventually shut up and know your place, Namjoon, who liked you, spoke up.
“You’re too strong. Your pussy has some kind of magic that makes men be loyal to death to you. The most powerful won’t let go.”
“Goddamn, Namjoon. Why are you telling her that?”
“She’s not going anywhere, hyung, this information is useless now. Besides, I’m wifing her and it isn’t nice to hide things from my spouse, don’t you think, baby?” You turned your head to give him a tight smile. It was dangerous to trust any of them, but there was at least one snake in that snakes’ pit that wasn’t going to bit you that hard – or even bite you at all, if you were nice enough to it.
“The fuck are you saying, Namjoon? This is not a damn rom-com.” Seokjin looked way too annoyed at his brother’s excuses, and you thought that maybe it was more personal than it seemed, and maybe your hypothetical wedlock had something to do with it – though, it would be illogical to you if a man like Seokjin felt anything but bitterness.
“And so what? My life is not all about crime and money, I want a family too, man.” His brother scoffed and rolled his eyes. Namjoon wasn’t someone that took offense in things that easily; however, he lived for irritating his hyung. “Sorry not everybody is as miserable and unlovable as you. I’m actually a pretty decent guy.”
“What a load of crap.” Seokjin let go of your body and stood up. “You turned me off with all that bullshit. So whatever, I don’t feel like using this bitch now.” Expecting him to turn around and leave the room, you were surprised when he went to the mini bar in the room, poured himself a drink and sat on the sofa in front of the bed.
“What, you’re going to watch us?”
“What else is there to do? I’m not leaving you with this simp. He is likely to let you go with a kiss on the forehead. Fucking cuck.”
“Well, this bitch doesn’t feel like being used now.” You looked briefly to the man behind you, to see if he was on your side even the slightest. He was not.
“You really think you’re calling the shots here, dear?” Seokjin clicked his tongue in disappointment. “We have a lot of training to do with you. Hoseok! Jungkook!” he shouted. In an instant, two men dressed in black entered the room solemnly; not a single emotion on their faces when they saw your naked body. “You will give all of us a show now. Learn that I decide what you do and who watches you doing it.”
When Namjoon secured his strong arm around your waist and descended a hand on your folds, you knew there wasn’t a way out but obeying that bitter asshole.
…
It was very difficult to find someone in the circle Namjoon moved in. He had already experienced three attempts of murder with beautiful women as bait, and an endless number of pseudo-dates with gold diggers. He wasn’t romantic per se, but he did yearn for an authentic, loving relationship, and a big family as a result – and you, that didn’t need his money because you had much more than him nor could kill him while being their hostage, were the very possible solution to his problem.
Namjoon’s desire to have a family wasn’t always as evident as in that point of his life, when he got all the financial power and influence he once dreamed of. Although life was great and all for him, he realized a feeling of hollowness that no amount of money, designer clothes or prostitutes could fill, or even conceal. Not anymore, at least.
He was smart enough to trace that desire back to his lack of a family since birth, and even admitted to himself that he needed tight bonds in the present as much as he had needed them when he was three or fifteen years old. It was not easy, however, to open himself completely to meet someone for an authentic, loving relationship. How to let himself be loved if no one had ever loved him? As uncomfortable as the feeling was, he needed to feel loved. He needed to be cared for. He needed to be important and special to someone for who he was as Namjoon the person, not as Kim Namjoon, Mafia’s Grim Reaper. Plus, he loved Seokjin as a real brother would, but he couldn’t rely entirely on his only friend for the rest of his existence; that man had a life of his own, after all.
Luring you into their mansion, then, was hitting the jackpot for him; even after all those years since he first saw you, he still had the hots for you. Having you under their thumb gave them absolute power over your fortune and business, and gave him the possibility to have a somehow okay relationship with a woman he felt attracted to and who had the same ideals as him. Killing two birds with one stone, right? And he was so sure he knew enough about women to know how to manipulate you so you would love him. It was brilliant, in his humble opinion.
Although, there was one potential problem that became more evident day by day: Seokjin. The man acted all mighty and unbothered, but after all those years working together, Namjoon knew better; he wanted to have you just as much as him, and not in a reversed-roles-revenge situation – which wouldn’t be so bad, if he wasn’t in a permanent childlike tantrum state. They had shared before, they could do it again, but as long as Seokjin denied his attraction to you and disguised it as a physical retribution for all you did to him, he would just be a pain in the ass for you and Namjoon.
…
“You know, when you said I was being held captive, I really thought it was just a figure of speech. Didn’t even cross my mind that you would actually keep me in this room like I’m an animal in a cage.” Exiting the bathroom in a white bathrobe, not at all like the ones in your home, you looked at Namjoon with a frown and crossed arms. He just stared at you innocently while sitting on the bed and folding your clothes.
“Sorry, princess, orders from above. Seokjin is in a power trip since you came so he thinks of you as his prisoner.”
“Aren’t you on his same level? Why are you letting him do as he pleases?” The man’s response was a nonchalant shrug. You cursed under your breath, decided to not lash out on Namjoon because he could be the only way out for you – and you really needed to be out of that room or you would actually go insane. You were sure it had been weeks already. “And what are you doing here, anyways? It’s been days and you keep coming and acting like my maid.”
“I like the domestic roleplaying.”
“So, it isn’t only that Seokjin doesn’t want me out but you also keep me here to play house?” Putting the last of the shirts he bought for you on the pile of clothes he also bought for you, he grinned and made an affirmative sound. “Is it that difficult to find a real girlfriend?” In your head, you meant it in a mocking way, but out loud it ended up sounding like a genuine question.
“You know it is, baby” Namjoon replied matter-of-factly. “You can’t tell me that all men around you are fit for a serious relationship.”
“Why would I want a serious relationship? I was loved enough as a kid, I don’t need that fairytale bullshit.”
“Good for you but some of us didn’t run that luck of having love or a family in our lives.”
“So I have to believe that, because you didn’t have parents, you come and act as if we’re a couple to feel like you’re actually wanted by somebody.”
“Oh no, I am really wanted by lots of people, but what I want is to feel loved by a person I consider my equal.” You snorted. It was the most ridiculous thing you heard a man say.
“Haven’t you tried therapy?”
“Not my thing.”
“Who says I love you, anyways?”
“You will love me. On your own or by Stockholm Syndrome.” You chuckled sardonically at that.
“You know what? You’re right. It’s either falling in love with you or with the viper that is your brother.” Loving them or not was the least of your concerns; first and foremost, you had to look after your enterprises and striking a formal relationship with the Kims was the least risky way. The family business was a kingdom torn apart that could not stand a chance if being put up against the Kim’s mafia.
“You know he is not actually my brother, right?”
“Yeah, of course.”
“It wouldn’t be illegal to marry us.”
“You really care for legality at this point?” He shrugged once again. “And you think I would marry you?” He got uncharacteristically serious in an instant.
“Look, I’ll be straight with you: I want a family because I didn’t have one. I want a wife and children and all that. It won’t work with just any woman but it could work out with you.”
“Why me?”
“Unlike my brother, I don’t underestimate you at all. I know you’re pretty smart and I know you figured out by now that an arrangement between you and a Kim will be only beneficial for your decaying family.” So, Namjoon was the brain there. You were mildly impressed.
“And for you and your unstable connections, since I’m such a hindrance for both of you and your affairs with powerful people.” He smirked at you and your sharpness. Not a single thing escaped you and he really liked that. “As strong as you appear, not many people trust two nobodies, huh?” Now you were talking. Namjoon clicked his tongue and gave you a real smile.
“You don’t have to say it like that, baby, it hurts my ego.” You shrugged.
“I see which one of you two has the balls.” When he chuckled, you noticed his dimples for the first time. Was it the domestic ambience and the casual sweats-and-shirt attire what made him much more attractive then than when you first met him? Whatever it was, you wanted him to start negotiating or just leave you alone – small talk and thinking about his hotness would not help you get out.
To your dismay, he put his big hands on each side of your hips and pulled you to him until you stood between his open legs, looking up at you with his head tilted and wide eyes. It was so intimate you almost gagged.
“Women like you get on my nerves, but” the man said lowly, holding your gaze. “I really like you, Y/N.”
“That’s my pussy magic.”
“Yes, but I also like you whole, not just when I fuck you.” His thumbs caressed your hips over the robe while he talked, and, for a moment, it felt real; like you had a bond with Namjoon, like he truly meant what he said. Nevertheless, you knew you were just hallucinating as a byproduct of the confinement and Namjoon being somehow nice – and he was taking advantage of that to make you slip, you could tell. Would he succeed? You didn’t think so; it's been days interacting with no one but the Kims, but the only person you knew you could trust was yourself.
“Listen, I understand you’re too deep into this marriage fantasy shit of yours but cut the bullshit, you don’t really know me, bud.” You crossed your arms and looked away in indifference, but by your peripheral view you saw him biting his lip slightly. Was he trying to seduce you now?
“May I get to really know you, then?” His eyes never strayed from yours, barely blinked even, as he leaned his head on your stomach. It wasn’t surprising that a man like Namjoon was so well-versed in being enchanting women; he had such acting skills that he looked genuine in his actions. Like he was really into you. Like he actually wanted you.
“No, you may not. And get out of my space, you creep.” Tittering, he let you push him away from your body. “And stop giggling at everything, it doesn’t make you look friendlier.”
What would he gain from making you trust him, though? It was true that you had more influence than them, and they killing you would not change that. Their best shot was to join forces with you to gain the favor of anyone, but it was vital you showed that you endorsed them. Then, what was he trying with you? You had no idea.
Namjoon got up from the bed slowly, his frame towering over yours and making you look and feel tiny (which your personal trainer could testify you definitively weren’t). A sudden tension raised between you two. His energy shift was accompanied with a hand stroking the side of your neck and a sleazy smirk. By now you got familiar with his changes in behavior, and oh, you were in for a very eventful night.
Sleeping with Kim Namjoon was just as enjoyable as you expected, if not more. The man wasn’t just about his pleasure, no; it seemed he also got off from giving you pleasure, as much as he could for as long as he felt like. Like in that moment, when he caressed your lower lip with his thumb as his lips descended on yours – both his hands also descending on your body. It made you so mad that his sensuous movements stirred some intense heat in your core. From the way your body reacted to him, you were sure he pulled a Pavlov on you.
“I’m telling you, sweetheart, you will love me.” In a swift motion, his strong arms hooked under your thighs and he picked you up roughly like you weighted nothing, walking towards the nearest wall to slam you against it. You yelped and cursed at him. Namjoon just laughed. “Are you sure you don’t love me already?” Your poorly tied bathrobe opened and exposed your naked form to the man’s eyes, who always enjoyed the sight and didn’t miss the chance to thrust up his clothed crotch into your bare pussy.
“Fuck you, asshole” you gasped, but didn’t fight him when he buried his head on your cleavage, making a path of kisses towards your left breast.
Namjoon took your nipple between his lips, sucking lightly and stimulating it with kitten-licks, but before a single moan left your mouth, the door was whipped open and Seokjin strutted into the room. If he was the least surprised from finding his brother feasting on your chest, he didn’t show it; he just looked at you smugly. He seemed in a much better mood than the last time you saw him:.
>> The last time he went to your room he was in a rage fit. You didn’t know but that day he tried bribing a congressman that was close to your father, who refused to switch sides and go against your family – the tenth failed attempt of turning people against you in the week. He was really mad and so he went to your room to fuck you and rough as punishment for existing and to let out off steam – which resulted counterproductive, because one, you actually enjoyed the whole thing, and two, as soon as he came, you started nagging at him to let you out of captivity. It was his last straw that day; with only his briefs on, he stomped out slamming the door behind him. Then, it was only Namjoon visiting you daily.
“I have great news for all of us” Seokjin began, standing less than a meter away from his brother and you. Uncomfortably close. “Please, carry on and don’t mind me, just listen.” The younger man ignored his brother completely, focused on sucking a hickey on the tender flesh of your breast. Closing your eyes at the pleasing sensation, you weren’t able to see Seokjin arch an eyebrow and take your jaw harshly, so you would actually pay attention to him. The biggest of smiles adorned his face when your eyes opened. “Your brother gave up, so daddy is planning on giving everything to you.”
“What?!” you gasped when Namjoon bit your nipple hard, jerking away from the other man’s grasp. Goosebumps raised on your arms from the stimulation – but as the information of your family sank in, your heart raced faster.
“Well, I assisted him to give up on life with a bullet to the head and convinced your father with a punch on the nose, but now everything is lawfully yours, and so lawfully mine too” he added with a proud tilt in his voice. Taking everything from your family was all he had wanted for many, many years; taking revenge on you was on a close second place, and killing your father would’ve been the cherry on top – however, that would only make you a more insufferable bitch than you were already.
Getting rid of your useless brother, though, was favorable for them and a way to get on your good side.
Your response was to throw your head back, groaning as Namjoon rutted his growing bulge roughly against your now leaking core. Having your legs spread and perched on the man’s hips made your folds part and expose your clit to the harsh friction of his sweats whenever he moved, and to the air when he withdrew. His wet tongue ran up your chest to your throat once more and nibbled his way to the tender spot under your ear to abuse the flesh there. You squealed high-pitched, chills running all over your body and ending up on your pussy. Pants filled the room and Seokjin was completely forgotten, as Namjoon increased the speed of his shallow thrusts and grinded hard to make you whimper; which the older man didn’t like.
Taking hold of your hair from the roots, he pulled back and turned you to face him.
“I did this for you, bitch, can you show a little gratitude?” he grunted through clenched teeth. You just looked at him through heavy lidded eyes, conscious of what he was saying but deciding to disregard him and his alleged altruism in favor of focusing in Namjoon taking his cock out and rubbing its head on your folds. Once again, Seokjin was left out of the bubble of intimacy Namjoon and you had inadvertently built.
How could you keep disregarding him as if he was a mere dirty rag? Hadn’t you learned to respect him in the slightest in all that time?
Seokjin wasn’t as dumb as everybody thought – he realized instantly what were the emotions that invaded him in that moment. Anger – and envy and jealousy. His masochistic side had taken over his whole self and made him want the very same woman que hated the most. What was it with needing to posses the one person you despised and who despised you back? He would never know and he didn’t want to. All he knew was that it was impossible to keep denying how his carnal desires had evolved into something more.
“I’m talking to you!” he yelled before taking your arm and yanking you with such force that you fell from Namjoon’s arms straight to the floor at Seokjin’s feet. Then, he took you by the hair, pulling you up to land on the bed, tightening more and more his grip on your scalp. Bewildered by the sudden violence, you could only look at him and notice his very read face and how the vein in his neck was about to explode. “Look at me when I talk to you, you stupid useless whore!”
“Seokjin, fuck! Calm the fuck down, man!” Even Namjoon was taken aback by the vicious reaction and didn’t know what to do. His brother had a really bad temper, yes, but since when he let himself go so wildly around you?
“All I have done since you came and you keep being a fucking bitch to me like you had always been, shit!” Seokjin kept yelling on your face until Namjoon pulled him away. Your scalp burned like never before.
You couldn’t discern what was really happening: they tussled, yelled at each other things you couldn’t understand and Namjoon even grabbed his brother by the collar of his shirt menacingly. And then a blow, and another, and another, and another, and blood. Soon enough, the cockfight grabbed the attention of the men that guarded the room and a sea of thugs dressed in black barged into the room to put the brothers apart.
And you?
You feigned fear and walked backwards, away from the fight, until you reached the door. And then you ran.
it's been so long omg im so sorry guys but i lost the password for this blog ??? and i couldn't get this account back for months 😭 i was SEETHING for so long but anyways, im back
i have my finals nex week so i wont be fully back just yet, so wait a lil morefor me and BRACE YOURSELVES for what it's about to come <3
— PAIRING: executive!namjoon x executive!reader
— GENRE: angst, smut +18. minors dni
— WARNING: tba
— SUMMARY: Making your way in the corporate world as a woman is an everyday battle that you thought you were winning - until a mansplaining nightmare of a man arrived and threatened your already fragile position in the boardroom. Will his handsome face and good intentions be enough for you to give him a chance?
—WORDS: tba
I'm dropping this lil thing here bc I'm out of town and can't post the whole thing 🥺 but this comes from a request that I loved!
“Pardon me?” Slamming the papers on the table, you turned to look at him in the eye with your well-known icy stare. You felt proud when he diverted his eyes to the side.
“I’m not a temp that just had a good idea at the right time. I’m a high-ranked executive and coming up with feasible plans is part of my job, so I won’t give them to a newbie just because he’s the chairman’s dear.”
“Sorry if anything I said confused you, that’s not what I wanted.” You scoffed. You were conscious that you were acting a little rude and maybe it was not in your best interest to be so salty towards someone close to the CEO, but you had to set a precedent: do not mess with Y/N.
“Oh no, you were very clear as you mansplained my plan to the board to give a good impression. But I can’t help you with that, you will have to give them something of your own.” Namjoon looked genuinely confused by what you said.
“I didn’t realize that I mansplained you –”
“But you did.”
“– But I apologize. In my perspective, I was just picking up an idea that was disregarded too fast and that I found interesting. Just that.” He sounded honest too. You sighed. It was past 7 PM on a Friday and you were incredibly tired. You decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and go home. If the incident had happened on Monday at 2 PM, Namjoon would’ve known the entirety of your fury.
“Fine, Mr. Kim. It better not happen again” you threatened pointing a finger at him. His response was to show his palms up in surrender and flash a charming smile you had seen in men before, when they wanted you to forgive them and to fall to their feet. You arched an eyebrow instead.
“It will not, Miss Executive. But, uh, the office is giving me a welcome party in the BBQ place near, will you be there?” The part of the conversation that mattered to you had ended and so you resumed your task of piling the three folders left.
“To receive backhanded comments while they are sober and misogynist takes when they are drunk? Goodbye, Mr. Kim.” He had no time to reply before you exited the room.
To no one’s surprise, Namjoon kept mansplaining most ideas and problems you brought up in the boardroom. You didn’t know, though, that in his head he was doing a noble thing. To him, he was being the perfect gentlemen that shed light onto your brilliant work when others tried to dismiss it, so Namjoon job was to further explain your presentations, so your smart brain that came up with such projections could be appreciated as you deserved. In mundane words, it was mansplaining with good intentions.
Thank u to everybody that sent me ideas to get unstuck with the smut, it helped lots and i had fun!
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Hey! Hope you're doing alright, and you don't need to do this if you're not comfortable with it. I just saw you looking for Angst asks, so... Here's an idea I had not long ago, actually;
So, Reader, with Yoon-gi, Yoon-gi is still an idol, but reader isn't, but they were together, so how about something like reader seeing some news outlet claim SUGA has been with someone else, or reader somehow thinks he's cheating, in some way, when he isn't?
(I hope I phrased that decently enough)
hey!! been working on this idea and i kinda like what came out, so i hope you like it too anon! thank u and here you go <3
— PAIRING: boyfriend!yoongi x fem!reader
— GENRE: angst
— WARNING: cheating (suspicions and such mostly), sasaeng and obssesive behaviour,
There it is again, that funny feeling | MYG ONE SHOT
— PAIRING: boyfriend!yoongi x fem!reader
— GENRE: angst
— WARNING: cheating (suspicions and such mostly), sasaeng and obssesive behaviour, cursing and calling a sasaeng a bitch (THE LEAST ONE CAN CALL THEM), emotional constipation , talks of blackmailing, mentions of harassment, Dispatch being trash what a surprise
— SUMMARY: Who cares about Dispatch pictures and affair rumors? Not you... until your boyfriend Yoongi's suspicious behaviour made you care.
— WORDS: 3.5k
I'll keep editing this bc I didn't really like the end 😭
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Despite the burning pain on the tender skin, you worried what was left of your nail anxiously. At this point you became a hypocrite, doing exactly what you had nagged Yoongi for doing some time ago – though, it was the least of your problems at that moment. But what else could you do? Only distract yourself with physical pain to avoid bursting into tears because of emotional pain.
Your whole body jerked when a nearby door closed, frightened as if you had been caught red-handed. You panted and hid behind a grey column of HYBE’s building. Not many people were around the building at 12 AM, much less in the studios’ zone, but the few that were around surely were managers and artists that could easily recognize you, which would be a disaster. What was Yoongi’s girlfriend doing there, sneaking around so late in the night? That would be their first thought, you were sure. The next one would be, aww poor girl, she’s so desperate to prove Yoongi isn’t cheating, doesn’t she read the news? What a fool, clinging to him still.
The idea that Yoongi might be cheating on you was ridiculous, of course. He adored you and you adored him and everything was alright – until the photos came out.
Dispatch was a trashy, bullshitting gossip site, totally unreliable. But they had been right about Jennie and Kai, and Momo and Heechul, and Song Yoong-ki and his foreigner girlfriend… They had been right. That’s all you could think at the moment; they had been right, they had been right, they had been right. They had been right before, and now they even included pictures.
You heard steps coming down the corridor, so you left yourself slide to the floor, fortunately blocked from plain sight by a big plant full of giant green leaves. You swallowed a sob as the unknown person walked away, your aching heart racing due to anxiousness. However, you weren’t afraid of being caught; your agitation came from a place deep in your being. Your cold hands shook as you dried their sweating on your jeans.
It was an accident, really. You were scrolling down a Google search on your laptop, trying to find a link to a research paper for a friend, when an alert popped up on the right corner of the screen. It read Suga of BTS in big, capital letters, which was weird, since you had blocked anything related to your boyfriend and his group for mental health reasons (you fumed every time you read a hate comment and were ready to doxx haters), so why that article appeared on your screen? And it had been so long since you read gossip about them that you fell into the trap and clicked the link.
You ignored it all, at first. The dumb descriptions; Yoongi and affair on the same line, in big and boxy, violent, letters; the suspicious but otherwise harmless pictures of Yoongi and a faceless woman. His hand on her lower back, his cute smile, his precious eyes attentive to her – you ignored them all. It didn’t mean anything, why would it? Yoongi wasn’t one to go out but the few times he did always were because of work, to celebrate something or because a colleague begged him. She must be a producer or something, maybe even a rookie hoobae you didn’t know. It was nothing.
Gazing at your phone, you saw it was already 12:45 AM. Out of nowhere, you felt your gut wrench and twist, like acid swimming in your stomach. Something was wrong. All your internal alarms went off, too; your usually refined intuition telling you to flight the scene. As you panted and heaved, tachycardia taking over your chest, high heels clicked enthusiastically on the floor in your direction. Everything around you became blurred and hazy in a second, but the moment the woman walked past you, a sudden clarity let you recognize her built and her aesthetics: she was the woman from the Dispatch pictures.
Your breath shortened even more as all the situation slowly became more and more real. A sob escaped your mouth involuntarily, so you had to cover it with your damp and shaky palm. As you felt dizzy and lightheaded and your body grew heavier, your treacherous brain replayed all the painful memories of the last couple weeks: close friends asking you about the pictures, people at work pointing fingers and shushing and hushing around you, Yoongi’s members avoiding or straight up ignoring you. You knew all of them were pretty busy, but come on; why weren’t his friends the first ones to defend and excuse him? For weeks, no matter how much you asked around, you were met with silence from the company and everybody working there.
But you weren’t this distraught just for the photos. Oh no, you wish it was just that.
One day, Yoongi didn’t reply to your good morning texts. It was okay, he was a very busy man usually. Then, he didn’t reply to your evening texts on that same day– which was unusual but whatever. Later, he declined your night call, your five night calls. And that was just the beginning of your boyfriend’s weird behavior. Days flew by and it never got better, because whenever he did reply or did pick up the calls, he was just rude and conflictive, and excused himself saying he was tired. You were constantly angry at him and his dumb attitude that oscillated between starting fights and giving you the silent treatment. In all honesty, you would’ve preferred to be just angry at him, but as more dating rumors rolled in, your doubts worsened and the heaviness in your stomach increased.
Yoongi and you didn’t live together, but out of the seven days of the week, at least five you slept over at his loft – at least it was like that until the affair rumors. For the entirety of those tortuous four weeks, you decided to give Yoongi the space he very much needed, thinking that the rumors were affecting him just as much. It was odd, though, how incommunicative he was about the whole ordeal; it was hard to make him communicate sometimes, as used as he was to bury his emotions. So, you gave him the space to sort his mind out and come and clarify everything with you… even though, in that long month, he hadn’t said a word about the rumors to you.
The night you finally had enough and decided to find the truth by yourself, was just the night before, at the end of the month. Determined to end your and your boyfriend’s agony, you went to Yoongi’s home at night decided to wait until he arrived to force him to talk to you. Only for him to never arrive – or, well, to arrive closer to dawn than to night.
Worried out of your mind, you debated with yourself all night long if you should call him or not. He was a certified workaholic who would camp on his studio for days and days while working, and you honestly loved the passion and love he had for his job. But whenever he planned to stay at his studio, he would text you so you wouldn’t worry. How to know what the hell happened to him if he didn’t pick up the phone or texted back?
Finally, you decided that the least you needed was to upset Yoongi further, and just waited for him anxiously in the darkness of the living room, looking out through the ceiling-to-floor windows.
He came home at around 5 AM. As the door opened, you inhaled deeply to gain some courage to confront your boyfriend – but you had not time to do so, because, as soon as he closed the door, you heard him screaming at the top of his lunges, cursing at everything and banging on a wooden wall. Body frozen on the floor, in total darkness, and heart thrumming in your ears, you felt genuinely frightened. Who was that man? Where was your sweet and soothing boyfriend, too soft to ever raise his voice?
Tears began welling in your eyes as you watched the man you loved in the most violent state possible. You heard him furious, you felt him broken.
When he turned on the light of the kitchen, you saw him disheveled, face stained by what could only be red lipstick. The further into the loft he went, the more you could smell him reeking of alcohol. Then, you saw it: he had his lips red, swollen and with a small bruise on the corner of his lower lip. One time before, you had bitten his lip too hard accidentally, and the wound looked exactly like the one he was sporting right there.
By the time he went to his room slamming the door, you got out of there quietly, and tears fell loosely on your face.
And now, there you were again, back at his place for some reason, after seeing the other woman walk freely and proudly around his company, to his studio.
You weren’t one to let your emotions disrupt your routine, so in the last month, you had kept eating your meals, sleeping 8 hours at night and doing your laundry, even if you cried and wailed while doing all that; but that late night at HYBE, when you confirmed that your beloved boyfriend, the love of your life, no longer loved you, your emotions became so big and you, so little.
…
You woke up with the sound of a slammed door. Frightened, you sat on Yoongi’s bed and looked everywhere, taking a moment to gain full consciousness of where you were. As your eyes focused on the figure of your boyfriend standing in the middle of the room, you remembered you went to his home after catching him cheating, and probably fell asleep on his bed crying. That would explain the headache.
“What are you doing here?” Yoongi asked dryly; his mouth a thin line, his eyes icy. You were still so heartbroken but had already cried your sadness away all night. Now you were angry and wanted answers.
“I know what you did.”
“I asked you what are you doing here.” His gruff, dominant voice usually had the effect of alerting you, because he was dead serious when he used it. Right then, though, it made your blood boil. How dares he?
“How long has it been going? A month like the pictures o more?” you spat, barely containing yourself from exploding in screams and curses. Your hands began to shake like the night before, but this time it was induced by the sheer force you were doing to stop yourself from pulling his hair out.
“I don’t know what you’re talking –”
“Don’t lie to me! Stop fucking lying to me! I’m so sick of your bullshit!” you yelled, exasperated with his calmness. You got off the bed and stomped to be face to face with that man you still loved so much. He looked like hell, you noted; lips parted and dry, dark eyebags under tired eyes, skin pale and sick looking. You also noted the bones on his face were more prominent and his stance was weak. That didn’t deter you. “I know you’re cheating on me with that bitch from the pictures! I saw her last night with my own two eyes!”
Yoongi took a step back in shock. Was he really surprised? Did he expect you to never find out his affair? He himself gave you all the clues and signs, and all of them were right on your nose.
He sighed deeply, passing a hand all over his face as if to wake himself up. His silence was killing you. Why wasn’t him denying it? Why wasn’t he yelling back at you for being so stupid as to think he was cheating? Why was he so silent?
“Why aren’t you denying it…” you whispered shakily, tears crystalizing your sight fast. It seemed like you hadn’t really cry out all your sadness yet. You saw how he hesitated to respond and even to look at you, keeping a hand on his eyes. “MIN YOONGI, YOU PIECE OF SHIT, SAY SOMETHING!” you demanded, fisting the front of his shirt in your two hands.
Being so close to his face, you saw how his lower lip shook before he sucked it into his mouth to stop. His nose got redder too. Was he getting emotional from being confronted for cheating? He was such a Pisces.
But then, he moved the hand from his face and you saw his own eyes watered and red from tears. The vision of him crying triggered a sob from you and soon enough both of you were crying out loud, gasping and sobbing violently. You let go of him to hug yourself and sit on the bed, because a new conflict arose in you: despite your anger, you couldn’t hate him. Not a single piece of you hated him.
A loud thud made you open your eyes. There he was Min Yoongi, the man you loved and had cheated on you, kneeling in front of you while still crying desperately. It was the last thing you needed to pulverize your heart. He was as broken as you.
“I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry, baby. I swear, I’m so sorry, I hated it so much and I’m so sorry” Yoongi hiccupped between sobs. “I hated it, I hated it so much and I hate her so much, I feel so sick.”
You kept weeping but your boyfriend’s words caught your attention. How could he hate something he supposedly chose doing and hate someone he supposedly chose to do it with?
“I swear, baby, I never wanted to do that to you, and I don’t know what you saw but it wasn’t what you think.” It was what all cheaters said when they were caught, but something in Yoongi’s desperate cry made you doubt yourself and what you had assumed to that point. Something was wrong.
Ever since you met him, Yoongi had been nothing but a sweetheart entirely devoted to you. He had been shy at first, not sure how to take the first step to ask you out but it was very, very obvious to everybody that he was smitten with someone, and that someone happened to be you. And after taking courage, he was the most loving, present partner you had – despite being so busy most of the time, he never failed you and always made sure to make you feel loved, in his and your ways. In the three years you were together, you never doubted Yoongi’s faithfulness, not even for a second.
“I was trying so hard to silence her, to convince her in any way. It would ruin your career, it would ruin your entire life” Yoongi wept, as numerous tears kept rolling down his cheeks. “And it was going to be all my fault, because that crazy bitch is my sasaeng, I would be responsible for your misery and pain.” He could not bear to look at your face.
“Yoongs,” you whispered, taken aback by his confession. Sliding to your knees, you took his hands and tugged until he looked at you. Something inside you shattered. “What are you talking about? What sasaeng?”
Your boyfriend bit his lip hard, many emotions fighting in his eyes. By now, none of you had stopped crying but sure could communicate better. Yoongi inhaled deeply before talking again.
“I don’t know how it happened but one day I got an email with pictures of both of us at home… You were mostly naked.” All blood drained from your face as fear dominated your nervous system. An imaginary punch landed on your gut with each next word, making you feel like vomiting. “The email said that if I said anything to anyone, those pictures would be posted everywhere. Those were taken from very close, Y/N. I can recognize when they’re zoomed in and when they’re from close.”
“So you said nothing” you muttered weakly.
“I was so afraid, that crazy bitch had access to us. And then more emails with more pictures from different places, doing different things. Most of them were so… degrading to you. I couldn’t risk them ending up everywhere.”
“But why you didn’t tell me?” He shrugged.
“It was useless at the beginning; it would only worry you. And then that bitch asked to meet and I had to comply, and she said if I didn’t stop seeing you, she would leak the pictures. I’m so sorry, baby, I always had your well-being in mind.”
“No, love, you don’t have to apologize –”
“I do, because I know I hurt you. It wasn’t intentional but I did it nonetheless. And I know it must have killed you seeing her in the pictures and at the company. I swear I didn’t want her near me but she blackmailed me to go on dates with her and to fake a relationship. It was awful.”
You felt like shit, truly. All this man was doing to keep you safe and you go and accuse him of cheating? Of course, your reaction was equivalent to what was apparently happening and there was no way for you to know what was actually happening – however, a bitter pang of guilt crossed your chest. Guilt and anger.
“I knew you were here that night I came late and exploded at the door, I saw you in the dark.” His cheeks blushed prettily, maybe embarrassed from how he had acted that day. You were so relieved that he acknowledged that event, because you knew he would likely never bring it up on his own to talk it out, and, honestly, it had scared you deeply. “She went to my studio that night, with soju and other shit as if we were on a date. I tried to bear it as much as I could, but she crossed the line by trying to kiss me and was angry when I stopped her. It took me hours and more soju to convince her to forgive me. She’s so fucking mental.”
You gaped like a fish, shocked by the revelations. Needing to comfort your boyfriend but not knowing what to say, you jumped on him and hugged his body to yours tightly, trying hard to not cry again.
“My God, baby, I’m so sorry, I didn’t know – but how could I not know? You’re such a good man and changed overnight, I should have known…” Your efforts were in vain; tears burned in your eyes both literally and figuratively – guilt was already gushing in the pit of your stomach. It was because of you that your boyfriend went through all of that.
“No, Y/N, you will not blame yourself for this – you´re the victim just as much as I am.” He separated from you and enveloped your hands with his, caressing your skin with his thumbs, in a caring gesture he used to do to comfort you. His watery, feline eyes locked on yours, making whatever was left of your heart break a little more. He looked so miserable. “I told the guys and the company some time ago, and I asked them to not say I word to you. You don´t deserve any of this.”
“But you should have never had to face this on your own, baby.” He bit his lower lip and looked at his lap, because you were right. He had come to a point in his healing journey that he could know and accept that, maybe, he couldn’t do everything alone; that, maybe, he could use the help of his loved ones to overcome the hardships. The situation was dangerous, yes, but had he asked for help, at least the emotional pain wouldn’t have been so severe. It was all over now.
“I don’t know how to stop her” he muttered, hiding his face in your neck. Smelling your characteristic citric perfume was calming him already, filling the void that’s been growing in his chest the past month.
“It’s going to be okay, baby, we will find a way.” You left a kiss on the side of his head, being extra soft while rubbing his back. Now that you learned the truth, you knew your focus had to be 100% on Yoongi, whose spirit was so destroyed from bearing so much alone. It was your turn to put up the fight. Whatever happened with the pictures, you would deal with it later: your main worry now was protect your boyfriend.
“I love you so, so much, my love. So, so much. ” You heard Yoongi sob lowly near your ear. More and more sobs accompanied that one.
“I love you too, pumpkin, with my whole life” you replied lovingly, decided to show him that you will fight to the end of the world for him.
look at how cute 🥺 also look at the hand size difference look at how tiny jimin's hands are compared to seokjinnie's its making me bawl 😭 (cr. namuspromised)
i'm in a massive writers block for my smutty fics and requests 😭 not easy to write four different smut scenes at the same time lmao
so let's take a break with something different:
send me an angst prompt to write something short and sweet so i can get unstuck lol
can be anything angst with any member, my brain is fried so i don't have ideas of my own <3