She's so gone....

Est. 1997. Survived High School. Taking up BS in Radiologic Technology. Loves Arts, Photography, Dog and Cats, Singing, traveling all by myself, Gamer, watching anime & reading manga. Alone and a little crazy. Fragile Heart.

[mymahteng]

Immensive love for this color

[mymahteng]

A city landmark which I've been seeing for almost six months everynight and day, it'll remind me of my JUNIOR INTERNSHIP, the 'old manila'; the street, city lights, those chinese, and the densed and poluted city (wich I thought that I'm not gonna get used to and funny to think I had survived!). Such a bittersweet thing, had only weeks left. I don't know what's waiting out there for me next internship, thinking about new environment, hospital, patients (what are they gonna be like), and people (co-interns, doctors, nurses, techs) feels like kinda heart breaking 😑😕😣😐. NO. I AM NOT READY YET! JUST YET! HAYS. 💔😷

[mymahteng]

I really wish I could go alone but I can't leave some people alone... #mood #monochromatic #life

[mymahteng]

Dear feet, Bring me to places where my heart will be tried; my mind be blown; my faith be tested; my reason be questioned. I want my life to be a worthwhile walk.  #hereigoagain #monochromaticmood #scaredyfeet #grungegirl #pluviophile #latenightthoughts #selfeet

[mymahteng]

Another thriller ❤ by #davidmorrell ☺

[mymahteng]

I can do this! #mantraoftheday

[mymahteng]

I'm crying 😭😭😭 I miss school but thiss...! I'm gonna die. Die die die die die die 😑🔫🔪💉 #youknowyouareamedicalstudentwhen #radtechrocksandsucks #dangerousrad

[mymahteng]

when there's only the three of us (the guard, ate cleng and I) at the train station 😂 #silentnight #10pmmood #radiology #radtechonduty #unfocused

[mymahteng]

It's raining, it's pouring, it's cold; it is a 10 pm mood. My favourite moment going to the hospital (for a graveyard shift) 😈 (read: i took it last night) #sappypost #bw #spaced #lrtmoments

[mymahteng]

Ugh 😍 Yum! #nutella #mininutella

[mymahteng]

Just proud wearing this out from Hogwarts ❤ 😅 #potterhead #houseofgryffindor #pottershirt

[mymahteng]

It's like they are at my age having fun (lol literally)! #cousins #fbf #ldstemple #lds #nakakasilawsiaraw

[mymahteng]

Sky's the limit.

[mymahteng]

If you really let life take you , if you release control and stop clinging to sameness, you can't imagine the places you'll end up. But most people don't do that. Most people get this death grip on what they know, and the only thing that loosens their grasp is some kind of tragedy, They live in the same town they grew up in, go to the same schools their parents went to, get a job that makes a decent living, find someone they think they love, marry and have children, take the same vacation every year. Maybe they get restless, someone has an affair, there's divorce. But it will just be the same boring life with the next person. Unless something awful happens--death, house fire, natural disaster. Then people start looking around, thinking. Is this all? Maybe there's another way to live.

[mymahteng]

#sundaybest #tbh

[mymahteng]

It's been four years now (I think) since I played guitar so well and I'm back to basics.. .like zero. Lol. #BackAtIt #gitara

[hipster-and-thoughts]

Please eat. Please don’t hurt yourself in anyway. Please get some sleep. You are enough you are loved you can make it. Please. I believe in you.

@hipster-and-thoughts (via hipster-and-thoughts)

Please love yourself.