"I don't mind your odd behavior, it's the very thing I love.."
🐾 - howdy! you can call me Fox. i use she/her or he/him (bigender swag). i’m 20 but there's no weird stuff here, don't worry.
🐾 - i interact from my main, @this-is-fox-speaking.
🐾 - i’m an artist and a writer for fun! but this blog’s just 99% art. all under #drawings.
🐾 - i love chatting with people about our funny interests! I'll be nervous at first, though..
🐾 - here’s my full f/o list! i don't mind sharing, for the most part.
🐾 - you'll also notice that some of my f/os come from medias with shitty creators or are just plain old shitty medias. h3lluva b0ss, for a big example. obviously I don't condone all the junk, and honestly I rewrite my f/os stories heavily every now and again. feel free to block their tags, as well!
🐾 - my brain jumps and latches to new interests A LOT. this means I switch through new f/os rapidly. I have whichever f/o I'm most fixated on at the time in my blog description!
🐾 - ask games I reblog are always open no matter the age. I don't get much traction, so it's fun to see any of them get out into my box!
🐾 - profic, proship, comship, whatever you call yourselves- do NOT touch my blog. I don't like you guys, so let's stay out of each other's lanes.
Sorry for asking for Bugbo so much! I've just been a kick lately. I was wondering if I could request Bugbo with a human reader. I think it would be kind of interesting to see that. Thank you! 👀
No prob, I was wondering if all those recent asks were more than one person lol but def can ^^
• Even if probably unintentional, Bugbo already does seem to "bug" you a lot since he definitely finds you interesting from the start :3
• He's prob around a few centimetres taller than the average human, so you couldn't blame yourself for feeling just a bit intimidated as well
• However you are the one he usually asks a lot of questions to, heck maybe even more than Gradient Joe
• You also seem to be the only one of the group he grants a lot of unexpected physical touch to....almost like he's trying to memorize every inch of your skin whenever he gently grabs your hand to make sure you're listening...
• Surprisingly after a bit you're sometimes the same. (I headcanon :3) Bugbo's got an unusually smooth yet nice feeling of fabric of silk whether you touch him, and even if he usually forbids anyone else from gently running their hands through his antennaes you're the only he allows to let him feel vulnerable in return >3
• Okay, so maybe his company isn't as bad as you initially thought. Who else would be bothering to give this much attention in a strange dimension like this anyhow?
I think self shippers deserve to be nicer to themselves and make the way they imagine their f/os nicer to them bc being miserable as fuck gets old quickly but gets addicting given the right circumstances. I think self shippers should give themselves grace and allow themselves to grow into happier people bc of their f/o.
Summary: Being the romantic partner of this precious rag doll with a heart of gold who cares about everyone… and you, ahhh, they're so adorable.
Type: Romantic, headcanon
Warning: Trauma, fear of abandonment
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I fell in love with her; she's the reason I'm a lesbian.
First, I want you to know that you have the best girlfriend in the entire digital circus. She's the most loving, caring, kind… SHE'S PERFECT, AND YOU NEED TO KNOW IT.
Ragatha would take care of you in a maternal and protective way; I think that was more than obvious because she has all the hallmarks of being a mother.
If, for example, you hurt yourself, she'd come running to see how you are… I mean, she knows you can't feel pain, but she doesn't want anything to have happened to you; she would never forgive herself. She would quickly call Cainde if she saw something had happened to you, like what happened to her with Kaufmo.
She would offer words of encouragement when the abstraction seems too close. Her love is expressed through service and attention to detail.
However, her biggest challenge would be accepting being cared for. Due to her underlying trauma (possibly emotional abuse that made her feel inadequate), she would struggle to believe that she deserves to be loved unconditionally.
Your most important role would be to constantly reaffirm her worth, not for what she does for others, but for who she is: "You are enough just as you are." This would help her, little by little, to become more vulnerable and share her burden.
The best moments would be the simplest: sitting together on her bedroom balcony looking at the artificial stars, helping her sew new patches on her dress, or simply spending a quiet "day" away from the hustle and bustle of Jax and the others.
Her biggest point of contention would be when her instinct to be a "nice person" clashes with the honesty of the relationship. She might say "I'm fine" or "nothing's wrong" when she's actually deeply hurt or exhausted, just to avoid "being a burden." You'd need a lot of patience to distinguish between what she says to keep the peace and what she truly feels.
Her deepest paranoia, confessed to Kinger, is that people hate her and will eventually leave her. A misunderstanding or argument could trigger an anxiety attack where she fears you're going to abandon her. Reassuring her with clear words and actions would be crucial.
Although she doesn't remember her human life, the emotional wounds persist. She might have inexplicable reactions of sadness or withdrawal in certain situations (a tone of voice, a dynamic with another character) that hark back to her trauma, without being able to explain why.
In public, Ragatha would try to maintain her role as mediator and caretaker of the group, but now with unspoken support by her side. Sometimes, when Jax particularly provokes her, your supportive gaze would be the anchor that prevents her smile from completely breaking. Over time, she might learn to delegate to you, asking you to talk to Gangle or distract Jax when she's at her wit's end.
With Jax: He would be the biggest nuisance. His teasing would shift from bothering just her to bothering "the doll couple." He would try to sow seeds of doubt ("Are you sure he's not with you just out of pity, Ragatha?") or make fun of their tender moments. Ironically, this constant attention from Jax would be a true test of the strength of their bond.
With Pomni and Gangle: They would become a kind of safe haven. Ragatha would invite you to join her when she tried to comfort Pomni or cheer up Gangle, forming a small circle of support. You'd see her most genuinely protective side shine through with them.
With Kinger: He would be the only one who, in his paranoia, understood everything. He would give you enigmatic "advice" on how to protect "the Doll of Broken Threads" or warn you of "the dangers of social cohesion in confined spaces." Even though he's unhinged, Ragatha would appreciate that Kinger sees and accepts her vulnerabilities.
Whenever you (or she) emerged bruised from an adventure, the act of sewing a new patch would become an intimate ritual. It wouldn't just be repairing the digital body, but a metaphor for caring for each other. She would keep the scraps of fabric from your previous "wounds" like a treasure.
Sometimes, in the middle of the digital night, she would wake with a start, clutching her blue dress. She wouldn't remember the dream, only an overwhelming sense of panic and emptiness. Your presence would be the only thing that calmed her, allowing her to drift back to a peaceful sleep, clinging to your arm.
Her greatest inner conflict would be loving the routine she has with you (because it's precious and safe) while feeling that, by settling, she's betraying her desire to escape. Does being happy with you in the circus mean resigning herself to being trapped forever? This dilemma could cause her bouts of guilt.
i just remembered ppl can see my icon in their reblog notifs. how does it feel to look at ur t4dc art or smthn being rbed and its a selfshipper with bugb0 in their icon im crying
