Anisha

Expressing myself one thought at a time through poetry and whatever makes me feel something if anything. Love x

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Are people rejecting me or am I just rejecting myself?

- over sensitive with abandonment issues. MTH

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You spilled my blood over and over.

& I let you.

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They told me I was addicted. They never told me it was to you.

- help

[c-isnenegro]

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Since your soul is half of mine. What do I do when we’re apart? I say that a part of me is lost, but I know where it is. It’s with you.

- twin flame.

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They say we need some tough love from time to time. But what if all this time I’ve just had the tough without the love.

- go easy on me.

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- sometimes a word is just a word. sometimes there’s levels.

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With my happiness I could take over the world. You’d mistake my tears for the vast oceans. And my anger could burn down cities. I don’t care for balance. But living in extremes is no easy feat. Because when I love it will consume you. And when my love gives you wings, you’ll fly. So when my heartbreaks, I don’t just grieve. I shatter. Into a million pieces.

-what is balance.

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If I knew what it was to be safe, do you think I would’ve spent so long running into the devilish snares of those who promised it but never gave it.

-chasing the opposite.

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- this guys music got me through the last three months of my life.

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Maybe I feel like things have changed because they have.

Maybe I feel so scared because I have a reason to be.

Maybe I should trust my stomach when it churns and my gut when it sinks.

Maybe if your love wasn’t so strong or healing I wouldn’t be so scared to think what it would be like when it was pulled out from under me.

Like my lifeline was pulled; like my life support turned off with no security blanket to catch me when I fall into the depths of empty I never want to see again.

Because it is so damn lonely down there.

And when I see your sparkling eyes and your glorious smile, when I hear your laugh it makes me forget all the pain from yesterday.

I see a glimmer of hope and the guiding light of an angel

& I’m holding on.

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