you were amazing

— 𝑖 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑓 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦． 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 ／ 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟． pfp art by @/evyltalks

[m1sery4me]

Drew the cuties again 🦊

[quecelia-blog]

Natalie Renee Walker

[softbensolo-deactivated20200430]

❝Andrew had nearly killed four men for assaulting Nicky and would have broken Allison’s neck for hitting Aaron, but when it came to crimes against his own person Andrew couldn’t care less.❞

[robincross]

“Don’t say stupid things.” “Stop me,” Neil returned. He buried his hands in Andrew’s hair and tugged him in for a kiss. It was easy to forget this endless ride and tonight’s game with Andrew’s hand on his thigh and teeth on his lip. Andrew pulled away too soon and got to his feet. Neil knew this wasn’t the time or place, but that didn’t stop him from feeling cheated.

                   Happy Birthday Camila @booksgivemelifeiswear (10.24)

[winterblues]

“I saw the way you played against Edgar Allan,” Neil said. “For a moment it looked like it meant something to you.” “Oh, Neil.” “That’s not an answer.” “That wasn’t a question,” Andrew said. “It was a misguided accusation.” “Here’s a real question: how have you survived this long when you’re so violently self-destructive?” Neil didn’t know if Andrew was playing stupid to rile him or if Andrew really was oblivious. Either way it was frustrating. “So what is it? Are you afraid of your own happiness or do you honestly like being miserable all the time?”

[m1nyards]

Happy birthday, Andrew and Aaron Minyard ♡

[rainpeacetea]

AFTG in modern time and its videos titled “Neil’s Josten being unhinged for 34 minutes straight” then there’s “Kevin Day being gay for Jeremy Knox for over 6 minutes” “Jean Moreau and Jeremy Knox being adorable for 27 minutes and 38 seconds.” Lots of “Andrew Minyard being iconic for 8 minutes not so straight”. how can I forget, “Jean Moreau forgetting English core” and finally “Neil Josten vs. Press duty (feat. Kevin day)”.

[vastlyblindingfragment]

This is exactly why I wish they were real. Imagine the conspiracy theories. The video essays would eat.

[tootyfrootycasbooty]

because while Icarus sank and drowned, you finally rose to the surface

[dailypalmetto]

Andrew bit the question into the corner of Neil’s jaw. “Yes or no?” “It’s always yes with you,” Neil said.

[exylover32]

we talk a lot about how much of a revelation andrew’s confession is for neil, and not enough about how revelatory neil’s reaction is for andrew. because like. imagine you like this boy. but he doesn’t swing. you know the answer would be “no,” so there’s no point in even asking. then he goes and gets himself needlessly tortured for you, and tells you there’s no amount of suffering he wouldn’t endure for you. not because he thinks you’re weak, but because he thinks you’re worth protecting. he says things that you would interpret as advances if it were literally anyone else. you remind yourself that he doesn’t swing. now you’re at eden’s and he’s asking about your feelings for him in 12 different ways. he really wants to know. so you tell him, in the most casual and crass way you can, thinking that’ll put an end to it. but unfathomably, it doesn’t. he asks you why you didn’t tell him. why would you have? it would have been a “no.” you say that, and instead of confirming it, he just echoes your words, clearly still reeling. you start to leave, and he tells you that he wants to keep playing your game. while the absence of a “no” is obviously not the same thing as a “yes,” you’ve been operating for months and months under the assumption that the answer would be unequivocal. so you keep waiting for that answer, but it never comes. for the first time since you met him, you wonder if maybe it’s not a “no” after all. if maybe you could have this. you can’t remember the last time you were able to have something you wanted. the world tilting on its axis, indeed.

[tatzelwurming]

most weapons forged against me will in fact prosper but please don’t do any of that and instead be nice to me

[linskiiii]

in each other's gravity

[thatsnotevenmyname]

In exchange for reading aftg, Nora takes your soul for approximately 10 years that’s why it’s the only thing on your mind. That’s also why the digital copy is only a dollar. Hope it helps.

[oneheadtoanother]

[mcmilkan]

Neil josten:

[m0onwisd0m]

[prettyboyneil]

I know it’s been said but pipe dream is such a crazy thing to call someone Andrew really said you are an unobtainable fantasy that I foolishly desire and it went right over Neil’s head