Nakita

29 • F • Canada Everything is magic

[nagambi]

Im back and cuter 💕

[a-z-lyrics]

i don’t wanna waste my time // joji

[spookssecrets]

Beautifully chaotic

But not really beautiful at all

I feel like a monster within

A pretty smile and bright eyes paints my exterior

Inside there’s a reckoning that demands i question what is reality and what is reasonable

A beckoning for my soul to follow the fire that ignites it

But the voices remain to remind me what is sane and safe

At one time it was true, kind, and loving

Where did it go? Where did you go?

I’m here. I’ve always been here. Hanging in and hanging on even when the emotional deprivation is unbearable.

I have so much to give, and to accept too. I long to love, but you won’t let me.

I’m too much, always too much.

Big feelings with my heart on my sleeve. I want to cover it up, and hide it away. So no one can hurt it anymore.

It’s too tender. It’s starting to feel bruised and sore. I need to protect it, i must. No one else will.

I am indeed chaos, but what makes it beautiful?

[imturninggreen]

Real.

[babymoonbabysoon]

🖤

[bunnighost]

[dolletedoll]

[cosmogene]

Whenever I get lost, there's a confluence and conflict of emotions and thoughts deep within me.

But, one question resides above all the din,

Do I want to be found or not???

[deadlybonessz]

[decision]

via weheartit

[ladiablita209-deactivated202601]

I hate it when you fake care🖤✨

[pillowgraveyard]

[loved-ones]

Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

[cantsleephomesick]

what if one day

i wake up

and i dont want to do it anymore

[silent-insanities]

I guess you never cared as much as I thought you did.

[nagambi]

I don’t want to miss you anymore, I just want you here 💔

[tomorrowillbeyou]

you have to listen to loud music . it scares the evil creatures from your head