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[namjoonxorg]

hi lovelies!

i’ve come with a not so small update: i’ll be moving blogs.

unfortunately, i don’t have much time anymore to keep up with this blog. i want to say thank you so much to everyone who’s become invested in what i’ve posted and created these past few years!

i will be keeping this blog up for everyone to continue perusing, but i’ll be much more active here (@butanecoatedangel) in the future!

thank you again and be well 💕

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me returning from the grave to start (possibly) reposting (infrequently) Friday I'm in Love:

[namjoonxorg]

hi lovelies!

i’ve come with a not so small update: i’ll be moving blogs.

unfortunately, i don’t have much time anymore to keep up with this blog. i want to say thank you so much to everyone who’s become invested in what i’ve posted and created these past few years!

i will be keeping this blog up for everyone to continue perusing, but i’ll be much more active here (@butanecoatedangel) in the future!

thank you again and be well 💕

[swagpaws]

*sends a polite and friendly ask to someone* oh god theyre going to kill me on sight

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It’s awful when you run into someone you went to high school with. It’s even more awful when that someone is now in a famous band and recognizes you at their show. 

Y/N didn’t think she’d ever see Yoongi again—the guitarist in a shitty band from their even shittier hometown—but she was wrong. Toss in the fact that social media is easily accessible, Y/N used to date the main singer, and college students are absolutely unhinged, and you’ve got a situation worse than the millions of rats appearing from NYC subways.

[friday updates]

[PROFILES] spilled milk ▹▹ other characters

Part One ▹▹ Hometown Showdown Part Two ▹▹ #trending Part Three ▹▹ Matchmaker Part Four ▹▹ Long Time No See Part Five ▹▹ Two Shots Too Many

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something’s in the works lovelies 💕

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update 2 of the day: i have roughly two weeks of free time, so my requests are OPEN [all caps intended]

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Odd-Eyes and Oddities || Hoseok x Reader Part Forty (Epilogue)

“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” ― Roald Dahl

Previous || Beginning ➤

Taglist: @vixsynsblog @whobuilthemoon @luv-u-2-death @irenebutfancier @iamscharene @preciouschimine @darkskin-buttercup @aj-kyrn @halesandy

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What is this?? A notification about the final part for OEOD??? Crazy (AKA the epilogue will be up today)

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Hey friend! Know any fic rec blogs that are just for bts x bts? I appreciate it 💜💜💜 and borahae!

Hi! These three blogs are the ones I'll normally look around on if I'm trying to find specific fics (most are on ao3 since a lot of tumblr fics are reader inserts)!

@smile-jjk @inbtswethrrust @raibrary

I hope this helped lovely💕💕

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Odd-Eyes and Oddities || Hoseok x Reader Part Thirty Nine (Finally Clean)

“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” ― Roald Dahl

TW: forced abortion, abuse, blood, murder!

She wasn’t sure how long it’d been—time tended to blend together when you were trapped in a room without windows and no connection to the outside world—but Y/N was certain it’d been more than a few days. 

Her mother had been her most frequent visitor and part of her wished that she had been left in solitary confinement instead; there was only so much of the woman and her shrill voice that Y/N could stand. She wasn’t surprised that her brother scarcely made an appearance and her father was non-existent. It didn’t really matter much to her—they’d never been close anyways.

Y/N sighed, curled in the chair that sat in the corner of the room with a book balanced on her thigh—it was there as a distraction, not out of enjoyment—and stared at the wall opposite her. She could make out the faint pencil drawings that she’d made when she was younger, lines of rebellion that were easily hid with low lights and erasers. It was funny how everything had come full circle, that her story ended in the same place it began. 

She was tired; they’d gotten rid of her child the first week she’d been here—not that she’d necessarily wanted one, but Y/N would rather have one than let them make that choice for her—and it had been exhausting listening to the religious narrative that they’d been trying to nail into her head for however long she’d been here. Some days she felt as if she hadn’t ever lived a life outside of this house, as if she’d never left and it had all been some kind of fantastical dream. 

There was some kind of commotion outside and Y/N shut the book that was balanced on her leg, standing from the chair and placing it where she had been sitting. A loud bang came from the hallway—not a gun, but rather the sound of a body being thrown into something—and she picked up the closest object: a candelabra.

Footsteps neared her door and the doorknob turned. She threw the metal as soon as the wood opened,

“Could you not try to decapitate me as soon as we see each other again.”

“Yoongi?” Y/N stared at the once black-haired man—he had gone blonde in the time she’d been gone—with a sense of disbelief,

“Yes.” He quickly looked her over before speaking again, concern crossing his features. She knew she looked horrible, but her appearance was the least of Y/N’s worries, “We need to go.” She nodded, following behind him as he turned and headed down the hallway. 

It was odd being outside of the four walls of her room, but she pushed the thought aside in order to focus on getting as much distance between her and the house as possible. She stepped over the body that she assumed had made the thump earlier, failing to miss the splatter of blood that was on the floor. 

The two of them made their way through the multiple hallways and stairwells of the house—it was a maze, not a house—and Y/N couldn’t help but wonder why Yoongi didn’t just zap them out of the building,

“Your parents have some kind of weird mojo around this place.” He said quietly, as if reading her thoughts, “Trying to leave like I normally would risks us landing in the middle of nowhere.”

“The warding can be turned off.” She wasn’t sure Yoongi heard her over the loudness of her heartbeat, “There’s a room on this floor.” He looked over his shoulder at her before focusing ahead,

“Too dangerous.” His voice was quieter than before, as if he were speaking to himself, “I promised Hoseok I wouldn’t take any risks with this.”

“Seok’s here?” Y/N stopped abruptly and Yoongi kept walking for a moment before stopping at looking back at her. He sighed,

“Yes. Now let’s go.” He grabbed her wrist gently, his fingers cold around her skin, “We don’t have much time.” 

The two of them hurried down another flight of stairs, making their way through the main floor of the house before Yoongi led them down into the cellar. Y/N was surprised that they hadn’t been stopped yet—her parents had always prided themselves on their ‘protection from sins’—and she frowned slightly. 

It was cold and dim in the lowest level and Y/N was grateful that Yoongi could see in this lighting, that he knew where they were going. There was a small hole in the wall—she assumed it had been his entrance—and they headed across the room in silence,

“We tried to save you, Y/N,” her mother’s voice came from behind them and they froze as something embedded itself into the wall next to the opening, “but I guess you really are too far gone.” Yoongi moved to deal with the woman, but Y/N put a hand on his wrist to stop him,

“This is my past.” She spoke quietly, not taking her eyes off the woman that had once been her mother, “I’ll take care of it.” Her eyes flicked to his and he nodded after a moment. She picked up a stone that had come from the wall, clutching it in her hand as her mother neared,

“It seems fitting that you die like the abominations you love so much.” The woman was swaying slightly, bleeding from a cut in her forehead, and Y/N could only see rage in her face as she neared. 

Clearly not expecting any kind of fight from her child, she was caught off guard when Y/N kicked up the rubble on the ground into her face. As her mother tried to remove the debris from her eyes, Y/N hurled the stone in her hand at the women—she fell to the floor and her knife clattered on the stone next to her. Y/N made her way over, picking up the knife as she moved, and knelt over her mother,

“You told me to kill monsters.” One hand was placed around the woman’s throat to keep her on the ground as the other tensed slightly above her body, “You never specified who those monsters were.” The metal blade plunged into her mother’s stomach, blood spraying onto Y/N’s arms as she pulled it out and stabbed the woman a second time—she twisted the knife before pulling it out and tossing it across the room. Her mother stared at her with an unnatural smile stretched across her face until her eyes became unfocused and her body went limp.

Yoongi was silent as he guided her through the opening, following after her. The two of them walked for a minute, crouching in order to make their way through, before Y/N spoke, 

“How did you get in here?” She could feel Yoongi’s eyes on the back of her head—whether it was due to her question or her earlier actions, she didn’t know,

“Namjoon.” She let out a quiet ‘ah’ in response—of course it was Namjoon, Y/N didn’t know why she’d expected otherwise. The ground crunched under their steps and Y/N was painfully aware of her bare feet, “It was a full team effort, he just mapped it all out.” The two of them fell into silence again. Yoongi tugged on her wrist shortly after and she looked back at him, despite being unable to really make him out, “We’re far enough out that I can get us out.” He held out his hand and she hesitated,

“I’m not gonna grow another head after this, right?” Yoongi let out a quiet laugh and Y/N smiled briefly before the corners of her mouth turned downwards slightly. She swallowed, “Can we keep this between us? What happened with my mom.” Yoongi was silent for a moment and she felt his eyes on her again; it was as if he was looking into her soul instead of at her, 

“Yes.” Y/N could hear the slight smile as he spoke, “I’m notorious for keeping secrets, you know.” The situation was anything but humorous, yet Y/N couldn’t help the quiet laugh she let out at his words.

“Thank you, Yoongi.” She wrapped her hand around his waiting one and felt a tug before being blinded by sunlight. 

There was grass under her palms and she realized that she had fallen onto her hands and knees. Someone was talking to her, their fingertips touching her face, but it felt as if she were underwater—she could make out people standing off to the side, just as hazy as the words overhead. It was almost as if she were outside of her body and Y/N felt the pressure in her chest build, about to burst.

Just as quickly as it came it was gone, and everything snapped back into focus,

“—wouldn’t kill her!” Y/N could smell the dew on the grass under her as she sucked in a breath,

“She’s fine, Hoseok.” She brought her eyes up to glance at Yoongi before shifting them towards the man crouched in front of her. He moved his gaze away from Yoongi, brow furrowed in anger and concentration, and Y/N smiled at him,

“Hi, Seok.” His frown immediately disappeared and he looked at her for a moment, palms cupping the sides of her face, before leaning in to kiss her. She was covered in grime and sweat and probably blood, but Y/N had never felt more clean than in that moment—her past couldn’t touch her now.

Previous || Epilogue ➤

Taglist: @vixsynsblog @whobuilthemoon @luv-u-2-death @irenebutfancier @iamscharene @preciouschimine @darkskin-buttercup @aj-kyrn @halesandy

[namjoonxorg]

OEOD update today lovelies!!

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omg hi hello hey!!!!

sorry for my absence over the past few months (college is work)! i’m planning to finish up OEOD within the next few weeks so look out for that!!!

thank you so much for sticking with me even with me being mia recently- it really means the world to me 💕💕💕

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updates will be coming out at a much slower pace, but i’m hoping to increase my postings soon lovelies! thank you for being patient💕💕

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The room was dimly lit and smelled of wet wood; Y/N didn’t need to open her eyes to realize where she was,

“I did tell your brother not to jostle you too much, but it seems he didn’t listen.” Her mother’s voice wound its way towards her ears, and Y/N nearly flinched at the shrill sound. She said nothing, opting to stare at the woman lounging in the creaking chair, “Come now, Y/N, you can’t be mad at me for this.” She blinked, “Your father and I are saving you from eternal damnation, don’t you see?” The woman’s smile was slightly too wide, as if she were another being who didn’t understand how humans interacted with one another.

“October 31st.” Her mother tilted her head slightly, “You said I had until then.” Y/N couldn’t help but grow angry, and felt her eyes watering in frustration, “Why did you take me early?” 

“Well, you’re carrying that monster inside of you for one.” Her mother stood and moved towards Y/N, reaching to caress the side of her face. Y/N moved away from her outstretched hand, “It’s best to remove that thing before it corrupts you completely; you can still be saved, my daughter.”

“What else? How else am I damned?” Her mother stilled at her words, smile twitching downwards slightly, before resuming her motions; the woman acted as if she were a life-sized marionette doll, as if someone else was pulling the strings,

“Not damned, never damned. Just...” she struggled to find the right words, “lost.” Y/N didn’t respond, staring at the other woman in the room with a deadpan she knew Yoongi would be proud of. Her mother sighed, “We won’t bar you from the house, but you are not allowed to leave under any circumstances.” She made he way towards the door, adding as an afterthought, “at least, not until we take care of the pests.” She turned in the doorway, one hand on the knob as if she had just come up to check if Y/N had her homework done, “There will be dinner downstairs if you’re hungry.” The door closed with a soft click. Y/N stared at it for another moment before she reached back and launched a pillow at the old wood. It felt as if she were a child again. 

Y/N pushed the palms of her hands into her eyes, but tears made their way past her poorly constructed dam regardless. She was tired, had been kidnapped, and was now being treated like a child who didn’t know what was good for her; it hurt. Y/N couldn’t help the onslaught of thoughts that appeared among the creaking wood and her own cries.

She would never see Jin and Bin again, would never get to hear Namjoon and Seokjin arguing about napkin formations, or listen to Jungkook’s random facts and Taehyung’s constant questions, would never get to have Jimin curl up on top of her book while reading or have Yoongi slide her a drink and pretend he didn’t, and Y/N would never see hoseok again knowing that their last words had been an argument. 

It hurt and Y/N didn’t know what to do. She cried in hopes that the god her parents so fervently believed in would hear her.

Odd-Eyes and Oddities || Hoseok x Reader Part Thirty Eight (Missing)

“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” ― Roald Dahl

Previous || Next ➤

Taglist: @vixsynsblog @whobuilthemoon @luv-u-2-death @irenebutfancier @iamscharene @preciouschimine @darkskin-buttercup @aj-kyrn @halesandy

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i’m going to put the next oeod update on temporary hold since i keep pushing it back. things have been busy but i hope to get around to it soon! 💕💕💕

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no update tomorrow lovelies! i’m moving back on my campus!!

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again no updates tomorrow lovelies! this week has been hectic!!

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okay so listen…. no update tomorrow but soon i promise. life is kinda taking a huge shit on me rn but soon