I’m in a dark spot in my head.
I’m fighting it, but sometimes I wonder about a world where I went through with it all those years ago.
Where my friend and his family didn’t pass by at just the right moment. Where my emotions didn’t get shaken from the chance encounter and where I didn’t just turn around and go home instead.
This isn’t a spot in my head I like to visit...
But I’m here now. And I want to leave.


















