Nostalgic For Disaster

I've run out of poetic ways to say I wish I was fucking dead. ♐️🌞|♐️🌙|♎️⬆️ 🎃🐴🎮🍥🌈

[beatlemeat-archive]

from the creators of kids bop meet adult bop where we take regular songs and make it have as many curse words as possible

[chaotickalix-deactivated2021050]

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Banana phone

[rubber-duck-obsessed-boi]

@loxi-love

[the-drowning-one]

Nobody notices that I’m relapsing even when I try to send signals

[bluedragonflydream]

There is so much I want to share with someone, but when I look up from my phone I'm all alone. So many thoughts, feelings, storys and songs I'm all alone with.

[thaatsthespirit]

[narutardcutie]

I hate my fucking body.

I hate how fat I am.

I hate how my arms are so big they look like hams.

I hate my malformed breasts.

I hate my cellulite.

I hate that I’m too damn poor for weight loss surgery.

I hate hate hate my body.

I feel disgusting.

I don’t want to look in the mirror anymore.

I don’t want my picture taken.

I want clothes the cover everything up.

[shuaaflower]

The constant feeling of people being better off without me. Ugh

[wlwdaydreamms]

we fell in love because of our differences,

we believed in opposites attract.

but now it feels like two worlds colliding,

and i dont know if we can handle the shake.

[chrisbpdshit]

this feeling when you're lying alone at night crying eyes out fighting your brain telling you to off yourself or relapsing and literally noone knows and also noone is here it's just you and your fucking head and you literally don't know what to do but don't want to tell someone how u feel bcs it feels like you're complaining when u shouldn't or bcs maybe others have it worse so u just suffer alone not knowing what to do and hating yourself

And in the morning you have to pretend like everything is good

[confessions-of-a-cuttingfreak]

“Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure, coupled with no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hating socializing. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s feeling everything at once, yet being paralyzingly numb.”

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[shyshybrain]

No one can understand, how f*cked up I really am.

-any

[cinnamon-coffees]

[chrisbpdshit]

I feel so scared rn and thoughts are getting worse again I just want this all to stop

[chrisbpdshit]

i don't think that ill ever get better

[loved-ones]

Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

[weltenwellen]

Mary Oliver, from “I Don’t Want to be Demure or Respectable”, Blue Horses

[traumauserboxes]

This user has no peace even in their own mind

[crybaby-nymph]