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•27•she/her•Germany• •you can always text me<3•

[shuaaflower]

If you have me in your life, I’m really really sorry.

[shuaaflower]

at the end of the day I’m still alone with myself and my thoughts

[shuaaflower]

I fucking hate myself so much

[shuaaflower]

It feels like I’m falling. And I’m too weak to do anything against it.

[shuaaflower]

I‘m fighting against my own thoughts so hard right now, it’s exhausting.

[shuaaflower]

I don’t want to bother people, but I really don’t know what to do or to think rn

[shuaaflower]

I want to give up

[shuaaflower]

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

[shuaaflower]

Sometimes I think about going totally insane, so maybe the people believe me when I say that I’m not doing well.

[shuaaflower]

What it's like not to feel like shit every day? I really want to know

[shuaaflower]

I feel like shit rn

[shuaaflower]

trying not to relapse is hard when you feel like the biggest disappointment on earth

[shuaaflower]

„It’s hard to understand you“. Yes I know, I live with my thoughts 24/7 and don’t even understand myself.

[shuaaflower]

No one understands how much I hate myself. I really can’t live with myself anymore.

[shuaaflower]

I really want to disappear rn. Nobody needs me so it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not

[shuaaflower]

Where’s the ‘log out’ button in real life? I’m so sick of myself.

[shuaaflower]

random moments when you realize how lonely you really are :(: