somewhere, a Lullaby echoes

The personal blog where I rant about my OCs and vent about my life'

[natakuchan]

Hello! How are you all doing? Kinda been absent from here 👀

Turned Sheep into a DnD OC. There's his son Still too- and other drawings

[necronatural]

Compiled some basic information I know about drawing fat characters for beginners since I've been seeing more talk about absence of really basic traits in a lot of art lately.

Morpho Fat and Skin Folds on Archive.org (for free!)

[damnedxfate]

Hello everyone, many of you know @vex-bittys how wonderful of a person she is and how her kindness knows no bound. Her husband Ken was the same way. They were both just the absolute best people I have ever had the honor and blessing of meeting. Unfortunately, times have become hard and then became worse. Ken passed in a way that could have and should have been prevented and this has left Vex in a vulnerable and painful spot. If you can donate or reblog this gofundme to help her it would mean so much to her. She needs help and though she's one of the strongest people I know she shouldn't have to go this alone. Thank you for taking time to read this and donating/reblogging. I hope you guys stay safe and take care of yourselves. https://gofund.me/cb76990d

[selkiesbittybonanza]

Without Vex, I would never have started this blog. I’m deeply saddened by her loss.

[natakuchan]

Hi !

I may have done an animatic over Sheep. (My profil picture / Silver, for our DnD party).

The alternate appearance was done years ago but I rewrited the story to fit the lore. We use a free alternative, Pathfinder's like, called Hero and Dragon and there's this Half-Fae race in it. Sadly, except being uncanny, it doesn't really give something interesting to play with.

This is our whole party. Sheep/Silver is far left. I play as a drxg/poison master. That's basically an addict with really high charisma and an assassin background. Charm the target. Drxg it. Roll persuasion. Quest done. I have a master in the superchery skill too, which implies making up huge lies.

I'm trying so hard to find a steam diffusor in the game (some xpium/encens old device that'll work with the lore) so I can work on a whole room.

Anyway, that's kinda dumb! There has been a lot of drama with an old friend in the Undertale fandom. I never really left, I just haunted things without really interacting. It's still painful to write back here.

[natakuchan]

I made a close friend in this subfandom. They stopped responding.

It's been a year or so.

I miss them. I wonder if they feel better. If they still have that lamia plush I made them. If they still draw their oc.

I wish they knew how important they were to me. How sorry I am it's over. How grateful I was for the time we spent together.

[natakuchan]

WIP. Been a while.

[natakuchan]

VENT.

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Been thrown away from one psychiatrists to another. Can't count what I've been diagnosed with all of my fingers. Changes everytime.

All I'm kinda sure is that I lack empathy, am heavily traumatised and-

Just stopping here. Wouldn't want to make a fool of myself once again, wouldn't I?

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My mind is in a really dark place, tonight. I'm gonna loose all my friends once again.

And. Look. I've redrawn a drawing.

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[natakuchan]

Another boy! His name's Arsène

[natakuchan]

Some more!

[natakuchan]

Have some Owl and Fall in animal ears!

Also free base if you wanna! Maybe just credit?

[natakuchan]

[natakuchan]

(just me telling my life)

Hi! How're you? Been a while!

Lots of things have changed. And lots of things has stayed the same. I'm back, more than ever, in some of my old fandoms. I've fled, again, from persons who weren't right for me and I've been trying to rebuild myself since then.

I've made my coming out IRL in a lotta way. As a genderfluid person, as an asexual person but also as a part of a DID System (to explain shortly, "I" don't have a real sense of identity but I have many identities instead, my thoughts are fragmented, I have a lot of amnesia aaand I'm aware of that since my 8 years old. Caused a lot of distress when I was a kid and didn't know what that was.). I won't be talking about it since that's not the point but I'm giving classes, lessons, about that, where I'm working and it's kinda rewarding to see my colleagues calling me by my alter name and using the right pronouns. I'm back to doing what I have done in my teenagehood, basically helping baby systems with what I know. Always had a thing for psycho, now I'm reading the whole DSM-5. I think I'll work my way into being a diplomed therapist when I'm stable.

I'm still drawing my OCs, still love them so much. Crow has an alternate version as a rat anthropomorph and he's so cool in both.

I'm still working on his plushie as well! It's... Really hard to make.

I know that'll sound edgy, but as for my mental health... I'm SH free since August. Still tryna off myself from time to time but I have a psychiatrist, a psychologue and a therapist following me close so I guess I'm on the right track? They helped guessed that a lot of panic attacks, anxiety and meltdowns were coming from sensory overloads. I have some tests to pass about that. Most of what's left were from attachment issues and codependancy. Which... I have no longer the possibility to be triggered of.

I have another Undertale Roleplay waiting. Basically two friends are waiting for my lazy ass. Crow'll have a ship in it. Isme as well. They already have drawn my characters and I really need to get back to writing.

I'm currently making Cookie Run Kingdom plushies as well as Your Boyfriend Game plushies. I'm making a lotta plushies. I love making plushies.

Also been taking acting classes (theatre) for a year now and we will have a representation next week!

[paintedhen]

cherish these friends

bonus:

[natakuchan]

@boxofbitties here have a SwapFell!Pea. uwu" That's the two ones from that other time! They teamed up together and now they're trouble.

[welcometomyspecialhell]

Nightmare : Okay, truth or dare? Error: Truth Nightmare : How many hours have you slept this week? Error: Error: ...Dare Nightmare : Go to bed. Error: I don’t like this game.

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Cross: Why are Nightmare and Error sitting with their backs to each other? Fell: They had a fight. Cross: Then why are they holding hands? Fell: They get sad when they fight.

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Nightmare : *Gently taps table* Error: *Taps back* Cross: What are they doing? Fell: Morse code. Nightmare : *Aggressively taps table* Error: *Slams hands down* YOU TAKE THAT BACK-

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Nightmare : You really put aside everything and came all this way for me? How did you even get here so fast? Error: Several traffic violations. Cross: Three counts of resisting arrest. Fell: Roughly thirteen cans of energy drinks. Killer: Also, that’s not our car.

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Nightmare : Why isn’t the statue smirking at me? Error: It isn’t smirking at anyone, they’re all just imagining it. Nightmare : Three of us saw it, Error. How do you explain that? Error: *points at Cross* Sleep deprivation. *points at Fell* Paranoia. *points at Killer* Delusional personality disorder.

[dickdominator101]

@psycho-chair

[psycho-chair]

HDSHEHAKJSDHJHSDHCJSDHF YES I AM SO GLAD I GOT UP THIS MORNING

[natakuchan]

Another persona with a bitty. This is Nolwe, the decomposed neko boy. 😜