Natdanai Lee

Bright side, dark side, we all have something like that.

[darnacles-deactivated20150101]

its 2015 can we please have headphones that last more than 2 months

[natblaze]

Yeah sure, i’ve been using my current one for i think 6 months now, and it’s a 250 baht (7.5 dollars) Sony earphones :P

[jayvien]

[princesaaf]

(18+)

[natblaze]

No, no, and it’s my fault...

[natblaze]

Today's Lesson : When you are extremely stressed out for any reasons at all, do not force yourself to play some music

I’m having some issues with my academics, and I’m extremely stressed and pressured with it. It made me have a bad day today, like for the whole day. By night time I’m done with stuff and I decided to play my piano. I have examinations coming up and I want to pass.

But, I was actually forcing myself. At that time I don’t feel like doing anything at all. I just wanted to take some rest and just try not to think about the pressure I’m having, but I forced myself to the piano anyway.

That was a really bad move, because I felt even worse. I played my examination song, and I kind of messed up and felt uneasy, so I decided to play my favorite piece. Guess what, it gets worse, like for real. It’s like my body doesn’t want to play the piano. My shoulders and arms felt a bit sore, and it felt like I wasn’t breathing, like it was very tense in my chest. Furthermore, the songs I played was so monotonic and lacks emotions and feelings into it. That really pisses me off and I decided to stop.

Here’s the thing : when I’m stressed I kind of wasted my emotions and anger to what I’m stressed about and at the end I’m emotionless. I get distracted and could not pull out my full potential because I didn’t want to play, I didn’t want to do anything. But, I forced myself anyway, and it turned out to be unhealthy. Even worse, because last night was the best night ever (lock-in at school), I felt really happy and the next day my pressure and stress brought me way down.

To everyone out there, if you really feel like doing nothing, do nothing. Don’t force yourself to do something, regardless of the importance. If it’s not necessary or you don’t have to hurry it or if you still have more time to do it, stall it all for at least one day or till when you feel better. Don’t force yourself or else you will not be able to use all of your potential.

Being happy is important. It’s important not to let pressure stop you from doing something, but sometimes you just need to stop. If you are less stressed, you will feel better when you do important stuff.

END OF LESSON

[natblaze]

I'm not good at drawing

I will be posting inspirational sketches, but I warn you, i suck at drawing especially on iPad, like the last one i posted

[natblaze]

It's the raining season here in Thailand. I actually ride a bicycle, and when the sky darkens and I'm alone I get this kind of feeling of loneliness

[natblaze]

Not to offend anyone, but...

I know a few people who share some amazing advices that everyone can follow. Lately I kept thinking the advices ain’t that good. Those quotes just feel like lies, and the person who said it took it for granted and just say it because it sounds nice. Please, be serious with advices. People need them. They want things to turn good. Think twice before suggesting, because some things can’t be undone when messed up…

[natblaze]

Taylor Swift said something really good in her song "Players gonna play, haters gonna hate, heartbreakers gonna break, fakers gonna fake" And indeed the best solution is to shake it off

[natblaze]

The arrogance of man is thinking that the nature is in our control and not the other way around

(Godzilla, 2014)

[natblaze]

[natblaze]

Michael Jackson - Love Never Felt So Good Ft. Justin Timberlake

This album’s release is probably the last time you hear the voice of the King of Pop. RIP Michael, we love you

[natblaze]

"The person who tries to keep everyone happy often ends up feeling the loneliest" -Someone from 9GAG Damn true....at least for me

[natblaze]

Will you go to prom with me? Prom? Do you have a prom date yet?

3 most asked questions of the month

[natblaze]

I’m never anyone’s closest friend, or ever near close. They are usually my closest friends. Why? Because I was always lonely. People think that their friendship is bad, butI literally have no one who is mutually close to one another.

[natblaze]

There are a million reasons why we shouldn't be together, but I'm tired of them all.

-Peter Parker, The Amazing Spiderman 2

[natblaze]

11 hints for life I found somewhere on the internet

1. It hurts to love some­one and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love some­one and never find the courage to let that per­son know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet some­one who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feel­ing like it was the best con­ver­sa­tion you’ve ever had. 4. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been miss­ing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on some­one, an hour to like some­one, and a day to love some­one — but it takes a life­time to for­get someone. 6. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for some­one who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. 8. Always put your­self in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it prob­a­bly hurts the per­son too. 9. A care­less word may kin­dle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a lov­ing word may heal and bless. 10. The hap­pi­est of peo­ple don’t nec­es­sar­ily have the best of every­thing they just make the most of every­thing that comes along their way. 11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were cry­ing and every­one around you was smil­ing. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one smil­ing and every­one around you is crying.

[natblaze]

We all have a bright side and a dark side, but my dark side is a bit too dark, and it is taking over me

[natblaze]

Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me. 'Cause you might look around and find your dreams come true with me Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me

Justin Timberlake (Not A Bad Thing)