convincing myself u don’t love me

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[borderlineblitz]

I can’t -

[nattviv]

I am so getting back on track and on restriction this week, jesus I feel so full/bloated and my face is all puffy (from purging too) but mainly from just out of control overeating. I miss restricting.

[nattviv]

reading suppresses my hunger.

[cadaverbride]

[nattviv]

@ ana

[nattviv]

ana buddy🤎✨🍄

I’m looking for an ana buddy, just someone to text on here throughout the day and talk about literally anything not just ed related things!

Preferably:

Ages 18-23

Living in the US

have an ed for at least a year (simply bc I don’t want to drag anyone who’s recently started struggling even deeper into this hell hole)

Pedos STAY AWAY

That’s all (: pls don’t be scared to message me, this is a safe space for everyone and I’m always open to talk to anyone who needs it 🤍 stay safe.

[nattviv]

I weighed in like two weeks ago at 124.6 and I weighed in today at 121.8 holy crap I’m happy 🥺 especially since I’ve been binging hella and stopped going to the gym. Now I’m even more motivated to keep going 🤍✨

[nattviv]

had a mini binge today.

[slipknotdolly]

[naiveasf]

[nattviv]

We vibin 😌

[textbookfat]

elegance

[kingofthehilltoday]

This tumblr is pro BLM, pro LGBT, and anti cop. If you are silent right now you are complicit. Police recently killed 2 black men, Tony Mcdade and George Floyd as well as countless others in the past. There is no on the fence about this, if you arent angry at North America you're disgusting.

[poguesgold]

HOW TO DONATE TO BLM WHEN YOU HAVE NO MONEY

a black woman named zoe amira posted a video on youtube. this video is an hour long and filled with art and music from black creators. it has a ton of ads, and in result will rack up a ton of revenue. 100% of the ad revenue from the video will be dispersed between various blm organizations, including bail-out funds for protesters. it will be split between the following, dependent on necessity

brooklyn bail fund

minnesota freedom fund

atlanta action network

columbus freedom fund

louisville community bail fund

chicago bond

black visions collective

richmond community bail fund

the bail project inc

nw com bail fund

philadelphia bail fund

the korchhinski-parquet family gofundme

george floyd’s family gofundme

blacklivesmatter.com

reclaim the block

aclu

turn off your adblocker and put the video on repeat. do not skip ads. let it play on loop whether you’re listening or not. mute the tab if you need to focus elsewhere. but let. it. play.

youtube will donate to blm for you.

please, please reblog. for people who don’t have money to spare, this is incredibly important information to have.

[kant-deactivated20190908]

[nattviv]

Thought I’d switch things up so I made a tofu scramble for breakfast along with these few strawberries we had that were almost going bad, had some green tea to go along with it ofc :) I painted my nails too since my finger nails look awful from picking at them when I’m anxious so hopefully this helps me stop. I’m allowing myself to eat a bit more than usual as I’m doing a Chloe Ting workout challenge (you can thank tik tok lmao) so I don’t feel as guilty since I’m burning it off plus I need energy because her workouts are crazy tiring or I’m just out of shape lmao but yeah :) oh! I almost forgot, I will be creating the ana gc today so those who sent in their snaps be expecting that ^ |4/25/20|

Really hope everyone is doing well, I know being stuck in the house is difficult especially when battling with an ed so if anyone ever needs someone to talk to my dm’s are always opened ♡

[days-of-reading]

[nattviv]

Today hasn’t been too bad, food wise. I had oatmeal with blueberries for breakfast w green tea which was 163cal, and I’ve just had my last meal which was two rice cakes topped with half a small smashed up avocado and Everything But the Bagel seasoning (basic Ik lol) i ended up not eating the two dates because the rice cakes filled me up so I think it’s around 120 cal but I’m not sure. I’m trying to not count calories as much and just trying to eat as clean as possible and have small portions. I also exercised which was just 6 ab workouts that I did 3 rounds of all for a minute and after went on a run but I’m not sure how many cals that was burned off. So far only 283 cals for today..my minimum is 500cal a day and max is 800cal but it may vary depending on how productive/how much I worked out that day. |4/22/20|

I hope everyone is staying home and safe! :)

...also update on the ana gc I was planning to make: i haven’t forgotten about it and thank you to those who reached out! I was waiting to see if I got more people who wanted to join so if you do check out my post on it and let me know since I’m planning on making it by the end of this week!