On Hiatus

You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, then hopefully you’ll feel a little less alone with your struggles..

[nctbl00m]

I’m leaving tumblr

Okay I know that I’ve only been here for a few months and I’ve enjoyed every bit of it. But right now I’m very busy with school and I barely have enough time to clean my room now.

I’m not going to leave completely this blog with still be up for anyone who wants to skim through my unedited/trash work. I’m very thankful for the followers who have been with me since the beginning, I really didn’t except this blog to get much recognition. Who knows? I might come back someday!

thank you again! I’m so grateful for all of the likes, follows, and support in general. If I do come back expect my work to be less cringe and actually edited 😬

Thank you again~

Signing off!

[ddalgi-yong]

idk how many people will read this but i will tag all bts tags to this. will delete in two days.

TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF U CANT HANDLE TOPICS OF S*ICIDE AND A*USE !!!

today on the 5th september 2020, a turkish army, melisa, killed herself. what is so important of her being an army? well, she expressed her feelings on twitter on yoongi's last post, stating how she feels, how it is for her right now.

she tweeted these things:

rest in peace, angel 💘

she did not deserve this. no one ever deserved something like this. if you ever go through something like this, make sure to get help! i can imagine how hard that can be, but please, try to get help. everything is better than being abused to the point of being suicidal.

edit:

melisa was only 13 years old when her dad started to tell her she should just kill herself. this girl was so young, she still had her whole life in front of her. but her dad ruined everything and she is now dead. i wish i'd see more people talk about this here. her dad got her a rope and told her in case she wants to kill herself, that she'll have a rope there. he gave her the gun she killed herself with. what kind of a father is that??

[nctbl00m]

Mark intertwines your fingers as he he thrusts into you at a soft and slow pace. Savoring every moment of the sweet love making.

“Mark, I’m gonna-”

“Go ahead baby, I love you so much” he kisses you so passionately it makes you wanna cry.

And with one final thrust you both experience your highs together as mark lays on top of you head laying on your chest and hands still intertwined as you fall asleep with the thoughts of eachother still clouding your lust and love filled minds.

[forsunoo]

We shouldn’t care about who idols date because it’s none of our business nor concern. We should know our place as fans no matter how much it hurts because at the end of the day they’re humans just like us.

[alicanta77]

Post Mortem: All or Nothing

The inspiration for this story came from my amazing friend @2-cute-4-school and her story called ‘Evanescent’. Her work is so brilliant and she is such an under-appreciated writer. I can’t recommend or praise her enough. Thank you to the ends of the earth for letting me use it as a starting point.

I just want to say a massive thank you to everyone who has read post mortem. This is my first series and it so special to me so it means so much to receive likes, comments and tags saying that you enjoyed it. It has brought me brilliant friends such as @in-my-neofeelings and @honei-n and I couldn’t be more thankful for that. It’s been a wild ride so far and I hope you enjoy the finale!

Felix xox

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pairing: y/n x Haechan

themes: angst, fluff, suspense(?)

warnings: swearing, zombies, blood, violence, death, virus, illness, anxiety, mentions of abusive family, needles (one injection)

words: 12.4k

part 5 of 5

part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5

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Jeno walked swiftly down the hallway. He had holding a single piece of paper, folded in half to hide what was on it and his feet were almost silent as he made his way to your room. He turned a quick corner, knocking on your door three times, pausing for a second, then knocking again twice, before letting himself in.

He closed the door behind him, twisting the lock so that it clicked, before turning around and facing the rest of you. He held up the paper in his hands.

‘I’ve mapped out the blueprint of the army base.’

I.N. spoke next, running a hand through his hair to hide the fact that it was shaking slightly.

‘I’ve figured out how to override the system.’

Wooyoung joined in, swallowing before talking.

‘I’ve sorted our weapons.’

You spoke last. 

‘I’ve planned our route.’

The four of you looked around at each other, your obvious nerves making the tension levels rise.

I.N. took a deep breath.

‘Ok, so we’re all set for going back into the simulation.’

You nodded, determination taking over your mind as you shared a look with the boys in front of you.

‘Let’s blow this thing up.’

Keep reading

[nctbl00m]

Wow. Please read this series. But don’t forget to read @2-cute-4-school’s work first so you can understand the concept. I’m just mind blown. Very good job 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[forsunoo]

Jaehyun watches in awe as your ride his cock like it’s the last thing you’ll ever do.

[nctbl00m]

You guys Minnie is my best friend now lmao

[forsunoo]

.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.

𝔐𝔞𝔣𝔦𝔞 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔱𝔰 𝔟𝔬𝔶𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔢𝔱𝔰

✐ - The one where he’s a coldblooded mafia leader in the streets but your boyfriend in the sheets

You knew about it

He knew you knew about it

It was easy to figure out

He knew that but he still tried his hardest to hide it from you

He didn’t want his personal life and his job to interfere

He loved you too much

And you knew that

He cradled you while he cried his eyes out, head buried in your chest

You knew now.

Taeyong never cried

Never showed his emotional state while on the job

He was know as the merciless

Dangerous

And greedy mafia leader

Richest in the game

Made millions

Be still was never satisfied

Not until he met you

You fulfilled his needs and wants

You held him like he was the most precious thing

You gave him all your love and attention

You gave him all of you

But he could never give you all of him

And he knew that.

When you confronted him he burst out into tears instantly

He didn’t want you to leave

You were his world

His everything

All he’s ever wanted in one person

He loved you dearly

And so did you

You could never leave him even if you tried

He was your everything

Your world

And all you’ve ever wanted in a man

You couldn’t leave him

Your hands intertwined while you stroked his hair

His trembling sobs broke your heart

He was dangerous

A body count indescribable

“please d-don’t leave me”

One of the most wanted in many states

“You’re all I’ve ever had”

You were putting yourself at risk.

“I love you so goddamn much y/n, please stay with me”

But you couldn’t leave him

And you knew that...

[nctbl00m]

Omggg- this is so cute but angsty! guys please read and like this post 🥺

[nctbl00m]

I’m going on a hiatus... I’m sorry that I have to say this and I have been gone for so long already but I just need some time to get the motivation going again. I hope you all understand and I should be back in at the most a month! bye you lovely beautiful people I love you all!!

[nctbl00m]

Hi ^-^ Can I ask for 44 and 46 for Renjun? I love your writing style and I see only a little of Renjun stuff on tumblr ;-; Anyways luv ya /🍓Anon

hi sorry I haven’t been active I’ll get right on that 😅

[nctbl00m]

Family

Part one

Genre: fluff, angst, eventual smut mafia au

Warnings: slight swearing

You sighed as you parked in the driveway. Pulling the keys out of ignition you turned your head to see hyunji your best friend of 10 years staring out of the window.

“Ji~ we are here~” you sing songed in her ear.

Groaning she turned around to face you. “Why couldn’t we just have waited to visit them another day?”

You shrugged.

Reaching for your purse you stepped out of the vehicle and waited for her. She lazily opened the door and whined. Even though she was the older one she still acted like a baby sometimes. But that was one of the reasons as to why you were friends. She knew she could stop the mature act around you.

You grabbed her hand and knocked at the the door. No one seemed to answer. You got on your tip toes to see through the glass designs but it was no use. It was to high for you to see through.

Hyunji rolled her eyes and threw open the door. Taking your hand and dragging you along with her.

“Why don’t you guys ever open the fucking door anymore-”

She suddenly stopped in front of the kitchen door way. Making you run into her back.

“Ji- What the fuck? Why aren’t you”

“Shh, listen” she shushed you.

You closed your mouth and focused on the noises coming from the kitchen. Sure enough it was taeyong explaining something to the team.

Hyunji cleared her throat to make your presence known.

“Discussing yet another mission without us, yeah?” She spoke loudly.

“Hyunji, y/n, glad to see you guys again!” Taeyong smiled.

“Babe!” Haechan called for you but hyunji put a protective arm in front of you. Blocking haechan from getting to you.

“Cut the bullshit taeyong. Why the hell were you guys talking without us? Aren’t we part of the team too?”

“Of course you guys are” yu-Jin replied for him.

“Since day one you have always been considered part of us” Jaemin continued.

“Then why weren’t we invited to this meeting? And why aren’t you letting us go on missions?” Hyunji questioned. “We’ve trained for nine months, know all the basics and even some tweaks”

“You guys just aren’t ready yet and we are not willing to fail due to letting you make dumb decisions” mark stated. Clearly getting irritated by being interrupted in the middle of a meeting.

She scowled at mark.

“Oh hyunji, please don’t take it personally you know we love you!” Jeno, her boyfriend tried to comfort her. She backed away from his touch.

“And to think I thought we were apart of the family now..” you sighed.

“You guys are family, y/n! We just-”

Hyunji frowned. “Right, we will be going now” she took the keys from your hand and walked towards the door. You shook you head and looked at all the members. Your eyes lingering on your own boyfriend for a second. Then followed your friend out of the house not forgetting to slam the door on the way out.

[nctbl00m]

I love you

Markhyuck x reader

Swearing|mafia Drabble|fluff

“Yo! Anyone home?” Mark yelled into the empty house. getting his own echo as a sign of reply. Mark sighed and let the groceries on the counter. Walking towards you and donghyuck’s shared bedroom. Usually he would be greeted the second he walked in with hyuck trying to kiss his cheek and you asking him if he got everything you asked for. But it seems like that wasn’t the case today and it made mark a little suspicious.

You,mark,and hyuck are very close and have been ever since you ran away from your troubles in the mafia. Everything was getting too you. Your mental and physical conditions weren’t the best and neither were their’s. You needed to get away somehow. To drain yourself of all the bad memories and traumatic experiences. So that’s what you did and you took your two best friends with you.

You three live in a rather large home on the outskirts of town although you have plenty enough space to have your own rooms you still decide to share one with donghyuck. “Just for the cuddles” he insists. But you know it’s not just for that. Hyuck protects you and mark like you’re the most important thing that has ever walked into his life. Same goes for you two. You vow to protect eachother from threats until there isn’t any need to protect anymore. Because being outside of mafia head-courters is very dangerous. Any one of you could be killed on sight if someone from a rival gang spots you.

Mark slowly opened the door to your shared bedroom but stopped suddenly as he heard donghyuck crying. only peaking in through a little creak in the door. He knew it was bad to eavesdrop but he couldn’t help himself.

“Y/n I know that you, me, and mark have been friends for such a long time now..but I can’t do this any more”

Mark froze what was he talking about? Do what? He can’t just leave. It would be too dangerous, and he can’t just go back to the mafia business either. They wouldn’t let him after breaking trust.

“I can’t live like this anymore, y/n”

“Hyuck, what are you talking about? You are making no sense whatsoever maybe I should call mark”

“NO! you can’t call mark he wouldn’t understand right away that’s why I’m deciding to tell you first”

Tell you what? Mark was finding donghyuck unbelievable. On day one you all decided to tell eachother everything together. No one to be left out. He was getting anxious.

“I-Iove you, both of you. Not the friendship type of love I mean romantic love. I know that I sound silly and selfish to want both of you but I can’t pick one. You both are my whole world and I can’t believe how far we have come. I would be nothing without you guys. And I really want to take things farther with you both” he stated still crying.

You smiled softly. “Oh hyuckie I love you too, so so much! I’m glad you told me and I would love to take things farther. But how are we gonna tell mark? What if he doesn’t-”

“I already heard everything” mark says as he enters the room and shuts the door behind him. He meets your stunned eyes as he leans against the door frame.

Everything was silent. Until hyuck cleared his throat. Causing mark to speak awkwardly from instinct.

“Oh wow, uhm I wasn’t expecting that” he said while scratching the back of his neck. You all avoided eye contact.

“Im sorry for eavesdropping by the way, I was being nosey and I know it was wrong of me to do so” he started. “And I wanted to say that- I think I like you.. you guys back”

Now it was really awkward.

“Really?” Donghyuck asked.

“Yeah yeah of course, I mean why wouldn’t I? You guys are my everything” he stated shyly.

You and donghyuck look at eachother and smile brightly. Squealing like fans at mark’s words

“Aww, mark~ you’re so cute!” You cooed as you got up to hug him and pinch his cheeks.

He smiles down at you with adoration as wraps him arms around not the full way though leaving some space and looking up from you to see donghyuck’s teary eyes as he smiles at you two. Mark motions for him to join the hug and he does so. Wrapping his arms around you and mark lovingly.

“Oh god, you guys don’t know how much I fucking love you” hyuck sobs.

You rub his back. Letting him get it all out.

“And we love you too. Hyuckleberry” you chuckle.

“So does this make us official?” Marks asked.

“Hell yeah it does” hyuck replies proudly.

[nctbl00m]

Okay this is the line between my new and improved writing and my old errored writing everything beyond this point will be BETTER 💀

[nctbl00m]

I still have yet to go through all my work and proof read. Maybe I should consider that now. I found one of my works at the top of the search results and I read through it and oh boy I write like a five year old 😭😭

[nctbl00m]

Things I have in my drafts

Just so you know what I’m working on! if you don’t see your request here, feel free to send it again or message me :)

Part 2 of 7:39 with jaemin

Nct 127 reaction: you riding them

Poly!dotae

Mark smut

Hoshi (svt) smut

Nct jaehyun and skz bang Chan poly

[nctbl00m]

Just requesting more poly material, reader with whoever or how ever many members you want pretty pls :(

More is on the way! :)

[nctbl00m]

Hey I wanted to ask how requests work (since I could not find an info post), how much detail I should put into a request and if I can request polyam with different groups? :o Thank you for your time and sorry if you already answered this somewhere :(

I’ll make a post Babie~ don’t worry you can put as much detail as you’d like and yes you can request a poly head cannon for different groups

[nctbl00m]

Oh i loved poly johnjae!! That made me imagine what would johnjae be like if they stayed together and had kids lol

Aw I’m so glad! Lol