Is it a good time to come over?
You sent the text to Hanbin, hoping he’d reply soon.
Mm, not really. Still practicing. Why?
You frowned slightly as you read his reply. You sighed, your arms dropping to your sides as you eyed the food you made for your boyfriend and the rest of the boys. Plastering a small smile on your face to make yourself feel better, you thought to yourself; I guess I could reheat it and send it tomorrow.
You typed your reply; Nothing, just don’t work yourself too hard, okay? Love you.
An upbeat rhythm flowed through your ears as your ringtone resounded in your living room. Your eyes lit up, Hanbin?
But alas, you snorted when you saw who was calling. “Yah, what do you want?”
“Yah? Is that how you greet your older brother? I did not raise you like this.” Jiwon scolded jokingly.
“Shut up, poo. What do you want?”
“Food.” he said, adding a hint of aegyo just to let you know he was pouting.
You raised your eyebrow, “Now?”
He giggled, “Yes pleeeeeeaseeeee~”
“Oh come on, baby sisteeeer~”
“I’ll treat you for beef next time, I promise. Pretty please?”
“Deal.” you grinned. “But wait, aren’t you guys practicing?”
“Nope! We ended practice 20 minutes ago. We’re gonna walk balk to the dorm soon but we’ll eat in the practice room, so meet us there? I’ll send two of the boys down to come help you carry the food.”
“Thanks Y/N-iee.” and you could just imagine his bunny smile.
Ended practice 20 minutes ago, eh?
You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, but shrugged it off nonetheless, at least I get to see Hanbin.
“Y/N!” Junhoe exclaimed as he saw you approach the building, hurrying to your side to help you carry the bags of food you were carrying.
You rolled your eyes, “Hoe, only nice to me when I bring food.”
He winked, “You know it.” he laughed, before ushering you in. “Come on, I’m hungry.”
Shouts of pure happiness rang through your ears as Junhoe bursted into iKON’s practice room, you following closely behind. Jiwon got up and engulfed you into one of his bear hugs. Ruffling your hair, he cooed, “Aigoo, my Y/N-ie, all grown up. Thank youuuu.”
You pushed his hands away, “Yeah, yeah, save it for later. Let’s eat!”
The boys quickly set up the food, before digging in. You couldn’t help but laugh at the boys who were eating like there was no tomorrow.
“Where’s Hanbin?” you asked casually, not wanting to seem eager.
“Ayeeee, if he was the main reason you came you could’ve just said so.” Chanwoo teased, your cheeks dusted pale red as you denied.
Jinhwan chuckled, “He’s in the next room, go call him. He hasn’t eaten either.”
“Ahh, okay.” you nodded, getting up.
“Hanbin?” you asked softly as you peeked through the door.
“Hanbin!” a voice squealed, giggling right after.
“Hanbin, seriously- stop!” she giggled again.
You looked on sadly as Hanbin playfully splattered water on the brunette- a girl you recognised as one of iKON’s back up dancers. A scene you would describe as a cute couple playing around and flirting using a bottle of water.
Hanbin laughed along, wriggling his eyebrows in a way to say; make me.
The girl caught your eyes, clearing her throat before quickly straightening herself out before bowing slightly, “Annyeonghaseyo.” she smiled politely.
Your eyes widened in surprise before bowing back and quickly making your way back to the others.
“Y/N? Are you okay?” Donghyuk asked you gently.
“Yeah, Y/N, you don’t look too good. Did something happen?” Yunhyeong asked in worry.
You smiled, looking for an excuse to leave the building. “A-ah, my friend called in for an emergency. I need to go to her.” you gave them a small laugh.
You noted their worried expressions and assured them, “It’s nothing serious, but I kinda have to go now. Don’t worry and eat up!”
You quickly made your way out, almost reaching the elevator when a wrist grabbed yours to turn you around.
“Y/N.” he looked breathless, as if he ran after you. He face grew even more worried once he saw the tears brimming in your eyes, “Y/N?”
“Don’t worry about me, Hyuk.” you smiled, gently pushing his hand off. You stepped into the elevator, leaving the building as fast as you could.
You’re not at home. I’ve been knocking on the door for the past hour. 11.29 PM
Y/N, you’re worrying me. 11.29 PM
Donghyuk told me you were crying. 11.34 PM
Donghyuk... told me a possible reason to why you ran off. 11.36 PM
I know you’re reading these. 11.51 PM
Just let me know that you’re okay. 11.51 PM
You sighed, turning off your phone.
You snuggled deeper into your blanket as you watched the waves crash the shore. You smiled, reminiscing the times Jiwon would bring you to this beach.
“Y/N? Are you sure you don’t want to come in?” Eungyeong, the lady who owned the diner situated by the beach asked.
You nodded slightly, smiling at the kind lady you and Jiwon had grown close to over the years. “Thank you, imo. But I’m heading home soon anyways.”
“Okay, don’t stay out too late now!” she waved, before entering her diner.
You decided to walk a little bit in the sea, wanting to feel the sand beneath your feet and the salt water crash gently against your legs. You just needed time and space to accept some things that were running through your mind.
“Y/N.” a voice you deemed you would never fail to recognise, called out gently. “Can we talk?”
Your breath hitched, and you halted. How did he find me?
I’m not ready for this; you thought to yourself, quickly walking further.
“Stop.” he commanded, though his voice- weak.
“Please stop walking away from me.” he pleaded. “Please.”
You took a deep breath, turning to face Hanbin. “Let’s... break up.”
“W-what? No, Y/N-” he stepped towards you, but you took a step back.
Shocked, he stopped, “...why?”
“I haven’t seen you that happy in such a long time. Heck, Hanbin- I haven’t seen you since you last visited- and that was a month ago!” your voice cracked, and your tears finally fell. “...You’re barely home, Hanbin.” You laughed bitterly, wiping away your tears, “Even Junhoe visits me.”
“I love you, Hanbin. And all I want is for you to be happy. ...I haven’t seen you look at me, the way you looked at her, since-” you paused, “I can’t even remember Hanbin!” you shouted, clearly frustrated. At this point you’re sobbing and Hanbin’s heart can’t help but ache at how broken you sound when you said, “I want you, Hanbin but I don’t make you happy anymore so what am I supposed to do?”
You broke down completely, whimpering over and over again, “What am I supposed to do?”
Hanbin walked to you, gently taking your hand in his, “Don’t be stupid. I’m not leaving you. Do you really think I’m letting you do this? No, I didn’t fall in love with you just to lose you.”
He sighed, placing his hand on the back of your head, letting you bury your head in his chest as you cried in his tight embrace. “...I’m sorry.”
“I’m selfish. I don’t deserve you. I’m probably the worst boyfriend there is out there.” he let out a bitter laugh. “Funny. Do I even deserve to be called a boyfriend?”
“I know I don’t deserve you. I know you have the harder end of the relationship. I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m so so sorry. Y/N, I love you. You make me happy. You are the one I want to spend my golden years with, looking for my missing dentures. My heart made its choice, and it chose you.”
You sniffled, hitting his chest repeatedly, “This is so unfair. Every time I try to be mad at you, you go and say all these sweet things and I can’t help but-”
Hanbin gazed at you lovingly before kissing you, smiling into the kiss. Both of you pulled away, both in a daze. “...Sorry.” he smirked. “By the way, she has a girlfriend.” he whispered in your ear.
He chuckled, kissing your forehead. “I love you, Y/F/N. Only you.”
This was for @babyulfa ! Thank you so much for requesting, I hope you like it! ^^
Btw, ‘imo’ means ‘aunty’! :)
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