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B.I (Kim Hanbin) Masterlist: Last updated 12/25/25
Note: anything with 🙂↕️ is my personal favorite
Hanbin:
Mad: angst + happy end
Day Off: mature + fluff -You were both enjoying the rare chance your day off coincide with each other when a simple banter turns into something more.
Reasons (2 parts): angst + happy end [COMPLETED]
½ | 2/2
Smiles and Hopes (2 parts): angst (bestfriend!Hanbin) [COMPLETED] - Long lost friends hoping for another chance to be back in each other lives.
Cause | Effect
Just Go (3 parts): 🙂↕️ fluff + angst + mature ft. Monsta X’s Shownu - song scenario, CEO!Hanbin [COMPLETED]
Just Go | Please Stay | Always Mine
Father’s Worry: fluff ft. Junhoe - parents au
My Professor (Tentative): angst + fluff + mature ft. professor!Jiwon, ongoing series - friend with benefits au, professor!Hanbin - It was universally known that friend with benefit between best friends would be a chaotic ride from the start till the heartbreak of either one or both party. No one says anything about being in one with your dear professor…
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7
Heavy: angst - CEO!Hanbin
SpellBound: fluff ft. all of iKON and Lisa! - Hogwarts au, friends to lovers, school life au
Kitten Love: 🙂↕️ fluff ft. Bobby - Neighbor au, lost love, DoubleB - Never in a million years would Hanbin have thought adopting a little cat would change his life tremendously in all the wonderful way it had. He definitely didn’t think that the little furry baby could’ve too change his love life by leading him to a chance encounter… one that perhaps much more than just the handsome man it offered.
Brunch: fluff
Under the Mistletoe: angst, fluff - A date gone wrong… You should’ve known better than to listen to your heart.
Summary: Questions. Life is filled with questions. Well, if you'll say it like that. Death is also filled with questions. Questions he's afraid to ask and questions you already know the answer.
Trigger Warning: Mention of death | The rest under the cut
Word Count: 1.3 k
A/N:
This is a rewritten au. I found the second part on my notes and decided to make it one fic. No more series for me until I finished The Wedding Planner, The Set Up and Tomorrows With You.
My first au for Kim Hanbin, my star.
Staring at the burning cigarette between your index and middle finger, you brought it to your mouth with enough courage.
You are outside a convenience store, the one you always frequent.
Holding the cancer stick between your lips, you tried to inhale the smoke, only to cough it out.
What are you doing?
Throwing it on the ground, stomping your feet on it, making sure you put it out. You are about to get it from the ground to properly discard it in the trash can when someone also reached for it.
What is he doing here?
You stared at Hanbin, slowly getting up. “I didn’t know you smoke?”, he commented, grinning at you then throw the cigarette in the trash can.
“Yeah,” you muttered. He nodded at you then he smiles. He’s been generous with his smile since last night, something you’re not been doing since, well, you cut off the people who cared for you.
Averting your gaze from him, you get the pack of cigarettes from your pocket, throwing it just before he can get one himself. He seemed amused with what you did and it frustrated you when his dimples made their appearance with his stupid smile.
“Why are you here?”, you can’t help but ask him this question. “You are not there when I woke up,” he explained like it’s a normal thing to say. Like waking up next to him is a normal occurrence in your everyday life.
You sigh, “Okay. Let’s go back,” you ordered him to which he answered with a grin and a hand salute. His hand reaches for your hand, fingers filling the spaces between yours.
You bit your lower lip, stopping yourself from smiling. Thank God you are behind him, he can’t see the way he affects you with the simple touch.
What the fuck you are doing?
What the fuck is Hanbin doing?
Last night, last night was different. The sound of raindrops filled your quiet home. As you lay on your bed, the lightning once in a while illuminating your darkroom. You’ve thought maybe this is peace until it was interrupted by the doorbell then a desperate knock.
You knew it the moment you opened the door, the body in front of you shivering from being wet. You saw it in his eyes. He’s searching for answers to questions he can’t even utter, questions only you can answer. He opens his mouth, only to close it when he didn’t find the right words to say as if his situation is not enough for you to let him in.
You open your door completely to silently invite him in. He didn’t budge, looking at his feet, contemplating.
Bitting your lower lip nervously, giving your pale face a color.
He looks at you again, inhaling deeply, “Love me,” he asked.
Love me. Hanbin, the man you’re in love with since forever asks you to love him.
You’ve been waiting for this, waiting for the time he finally sees you as more than a friend, and yet, you know it’s different. The love he’s begging is different from the one you’re already giving.
“I-“ you trailed off, looking at anything but him, ready to reject whatever he’s offering.
He desperately holds your face in his cold hands, making you look at him. Foreheads touching, eyes locking, he asks you once more.
“Love me, Y/N.”
You’ll never beg for love.
Hanbin didn’t wait for your answer as his lips met yours. His lips tasted nothing but vanilla. He’s not drunk, you thought.
Your rationality is thrown out at the window as you close your eyes. His hands traveled down from your cheeks to your neck as he deepens the kiss. Hanbin gently pushed you backward with his hand on your back while he closes the door with his other hand.
You knew it the moment you tasted his eager lips.
It didn’t occur to you how well he knows this house until Hanbin gently pushed you back on your bed. Breaking the heated kiss, he stares at you with intensity. With labored breathing, you stare back at him.
He slowly takes off his wet shirt. You gulp at the sight in front of you. Hanbin, your best friend, the man you’re hopelessly in love with, will make love to you if you let him.
It still wasn’t clear if you’re dreaming this moment.
His frame leaning above your body, caging you with both of his arms. And maybe you’re dreaming as you once again felt his lips against yours. Giving in, your body melting with his.
Later that night, when he hugs you closer to him, I love you was said in between his soft breathing, mumbling the words against your skin.
Your heart started pounding against your chest, a tear escaping from your eye. Letting it run down since your best friend is sleeping peacefully beside you.
You’ll never beg for love.
But this night it’s different.
You abruptly retract your hand from his hold. Thankfully, you have an excuse, you are both near your apartment. You walk faster than him this time, afraid of seeing his facial expression now. You hurriedly put your passcode, too fast for him to be suspicious.
He watches your back and before he can walk in, the door closed in front of him.
It’s too late to change anything.
You are getting more anxious every second you spent just standing there, alone. While he calmly opened the door again, your back facing him.
“What’s wrong?” he asked you, worry in his voice.
You inhale deeply to calm your racing heart. You turned around to face him with a big smile, “Nothing,” you lied. He slowly walks towards you, “Are you sure?”, he asked you again, looking at your eyes.
“It’s nothing,” you replied, you are looking anywhere but him. Still, he embraces you, holding you in his arms, “Okay,” he accepted your answer this time, kissing your forehead.
I still have time, right?
Since last night, he can’t seem to let go of your hand, constantly reaching out for it. Like tonight, as you now both lay on your bed.
“You know I’m dying right?” the question he can’t ask came out from your mouth, looking beside you.
His hold from your hand loosens, head-turning in your direction. His small eyes widen, sleepiness has gone from your question. You chuckled as you look at the ceiling again, swallowing the lump on your throat.
One more second of staring at his surprise face, you’ll cry, this time with him seeing so you averted your eyes away from him.
“You know this will end right?” whispering the words, reminding Hanbin the end of your story.
From your peripheral view, you saw him nodding, still looking at you.
You plastered a smile on your face before facing him, “You know, Hanbin, I,” you inhale and exhale deeply, keeping the tears at bay, “I wish for this. You know how much I wanted to be beside you. You know how much I waited for this,” saying your thoughts out loud.
Your hold tightens around his hand this time, “So why now? Why now you decided to look at me,” your other hand wiping away the tears from his cheeks.
“Why now after all these times, Hanbin?” your own tears falling. He hugs you closer, enveloping you with his warmth. He holds the back of your head as you lean against his chest. “Why now Hanbin?” you asked between sobs.
“It’s unfair,” you whisper, “for the both of us.”
“I didn’t ask for you to love me. I didn’t ask for anything when you kissed me,” you confessed.
When will be the right time to tell him these?
“I’m just here to fill the spaces but I won’t be anymore,” and he knows that.
Hanbin loves attention, and he will definitely use affection to try and win your heart and make sure that he has your attention. He loves to cuddle you and keep you nice and close that his lips can attach to you as much as possible.
B ⇴ BEFORE DATING
Your first meeting was very much a cliché, you ended up heading to the shops without your purse, leaving you red faced at the checkouts. Luckily, the guy next to you offered to pay for your shopping, and after getting his details so that you could pay him back, the rest, as they say, was history between the two of you.
C ⇴ CONFESSION
Whilst Hanbin loved to remind you of how the two of you first met, he also used it to make his confession. As the two of you went shopping together to pick up a few bits, he managed to hide your purse from you yet again. As you glanced back at him, he handed you a note instead of his card. As you read through it, you realised exactly how Hanbin felt about you, glancing up to see him paying for your shopping once again.
D ⇴ DATES
Any date that you had with Hanbin was always romantic. He loved traditional love and being the perfect gentleman, he loved to whisk you off your feet with dinner dates or intimate nights in for the two of you. Public dates weren’t really for him, the most he’d do is take you to the theatre so that the two of you could still be close to each other whilst the lights were down. Hanbin always put in a lot of effort to any date with you, he loved to continue to take you by surprise and make sure that he kept the spark alive.
E ⇴ EXPERIENCE
Before you, Hanbin had never been in a serious relationship before. He always had an idea in his head of what the perfect love would be like, and the kind of woman that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, but even you exceeded all of those expectations. You were the first, for a lot of things with Hanbin, and he was more than confident that he wanted you to be the last too. He was definitely smug about the fact he knew that his first love would also be his last, there was never anyone else that he wanted to be with.
F ⇴ FIGHTING
Any argument that the two of you had was full of emotion, Hanbin tended to be the one that would sit back and let you go off, and then be there to comfort you when you were finished and learn from your mistakes. He knew that dating someone like him could be hard sometimes, so he’d try hard to empathise more than anything else when he felt that an argument was brewing. He was strong enough to take anything that you had to say to him, but he always made sure to be careful with his words and never say anything hurtful to you. As angry as he got sometimes, there would never be any use in continuing the fight.
G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY
His little sister was the first member of his family that you met when you helped him out babysitting. When she went home and told his family all about how cool you were, they knew they had no choice but to like you, seeing how happy both of them were around you, they knew you’d be a welcomed member of the family.
H ⇴ HOME
Spending time with you was one of Hanbin’s biggest priorities, he loved being around you as much as possible, so when he asked you to move into his place after just a couple of months, it didn’t come as much of a surprise. Slowly, items of yours had been moving into his place anyway, so it only felt right that everything did instead.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
Hanbin was the first of the two of you to say, ‘I love you,’ one night at the end of a date. As he walked you to your door, he felt his heart screaming out at him to finally say what he had bottled up for so long. It was safe to say that night, Hanbin didn’t end up leaving you at your door, but waking up beside you the following morning instead.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
If Hanbin didn’t have your attention, then he was definitely prone to getting jealous from time to time. You’d usually be able to tell as he’d get quite quiet and stroppy until you finally paid attention to him. He hated that other people had your time and your energy, selfishly, he wanted to be the only one for you. Even though he knew that could never happen, he was still often very wary of other people around you and would definitely make it known to you whenever he felt a bad vibe coming from someone.
K ⇴ KIDS
Having his little sister, it was only natural for Hanbin to want children of his own one day. Seeing him with his sister certainly got a few thoughts stirring in you about what Hanbin would be like as a father. As much as he loved watching her grow up, he missed her being a baby and relying on him, so he was quite keen to have his own babies who would need him forever, whenever the time was right for the two of you.
L ⇴ LAUGHTER
Hanbin loved to laugh around you, he embraced your company at any moment of every day, it was the most important thing to him. To make him laugh, you loved to wind him up, you knew that he wasn’t a big fan of aegyo, so you’d often appear by his side, poking your cheeks or raising the pitch of your voice to bring a smile to his face. He’d often attack you with tickles to encourage you to stop, as cute as you were, he always felt his body cringe whenever you did aegyo around him to make him happy.
M ⇴ MISSING
Travelling alone certainly made the homesickness a lot less tolerable for him, he hated having to deal with it by himself, especially when he went through long periods without any communication with you. You knew it was a lot harder on him nowadays, but time was just not on your side for most of the time. He’d often send you gifts when he was on the road so that you knew he was thinking of you, he loved to make sure that you still felt special and that you knew you were on his mind. He was always a romantic, even when the two of you were far apart, he’d make sure to spoil you and fill you with a lot of love.
N ⇴ NICKNAMES
Hanbin loved to call you ‘flower,’ after he surprised you with a bouquet of flowers on your first ever date. Over time it just became a bit of a habit for him, neither of you really knew why it stuck, but you didn’t mind.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
He was obsessed with your eyes. He could tell a lot about you just from the look in your eyes, and he definitely loved to know when he had your eyes watching him.
P ⇴ PDA
The two of you being affectionate in public is incredibly rare, you’re much reserved with each other usually, keeping your affection for when it’s just the two of you. Hanbin will tend to just keep a hold of your hand or your back so that he can keep you close to him and be able to know that you’re right beside him.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
He loves to ask you for your opinion on the music that he’s working on. He knows he shouldn’t be showing you his projects, but he just can’t help but let you hear them and listen to what you think about them.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
If there’s one negative about dating Hanbin, it’s how much of a deep sleeper he is. So, under your bed, you keep plenty of things that you can use to try and wake him up. You’ll often end up tipping cold water on his face or brushing underneath his nose with a feather. It never quite made sense to you how one person could sleep through so much in the mornings, but eventually you’d manage to get him to open his eyes.
S ⇴ SEX
It’s always incredibly romantic between the two of you, Hanbin likes to always make sure the occasion is special, and never rush anything. He’s incredibly affectionate with you, he doesn’t want to waste a second in making sure that you feel loved by him. His hands will do a lot of exploring around your body, but the one thing that’s most important to him is eye contact. He loves to be able to see your eyes and know exactly how you’re feeling.
T ⇴ TEXTS
He’ll often text you with last minute plans that he’s arranged for the two of you. He’s always coming up with something for the two of you to do together, making sure that no two days are the same for you both.
U ⇴ UNIVERSE
The most treasured thing about your relationship with Hanbin was that he was finally learning about love. It was a feeling he adored, and one he was thankful to have found with you and would always keep hold of.
V ⇴ VACATION
Your holidays were always filled with a lot of romance, he’d make sure to take you to the most beautiful places, paying close attention to places that you often mentioned. He would never tell you where the two of you were going either until you appeared at the airport and feel his arm pull you to a terminal.
W ⇴ WHINING
He is desperate for attention, if I haven’t already made that clear, and any second he doesn’t have yours will definitely be spent kicking up a stink.
X ⇴ XXXXX
Whenever he has a moment, his lips will attach to yours. Hanbin loves to kiss you, especially when he has you nice and close into his side. He’ll often leave trails of kisses around you, he can’t just kiss you once, it’s almost like an instinct for him to make sure that he marks up what is his with a pattern of pecked kisses against your skin. Any part of your body he has access to, he will make sure to kiss it and fill it with love.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his best friend, the two of you were the first and love loves of each other.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
The two of you were very cuddly whenever you slept, Hanbin loved to have you close to him, and enjoyed the feeling of your presence right beside him. It was always a bad night’s sleep for him whenever you weren’t around.
Ask: Hiya, i saw requests are open so could you do a bigbang, ikon and/or a monsta x reaction to you having tig bitties? I've got triple d's and I'm kinda insecure about them 😔❤
A/N: kinda suggestive so under read more uwu
B.I/Hanbin:
It was just automatic sometimes. He didn’t want to be insensitive to you or think he viewed you as just a sexual object, not at all. However, Hanbin was a man and sometimes when you wore a deep cut shirt he couldn’t help himself.
You had brought him some dinner and were sharing it by the little coffee table in his studio and you could feel his eyes. You were insecure enough about your chest without needing him to remind you of it. “Hanbin, please stop looking at my chest.” You asked and he shook his head. “Sorry, what?” He said, not even realising he was doing it.
“You’re making me feel insecure. You know I don’t like my big boobs.” You said with a small laugh, trying to release your awkward feeling.
“I’m sorry, I never meant to make you feel like that. I just love your chest so much and think you’re beautiful. I can’t help it.”
Bobby/Jiwon:
It was one of those days where it felt like absolutely nothing in your closet fit you correctly and all because of your chest. It was so frustrating and embarrassing to you, it left you sitting on the floor in front of your closet in tears.
“Oh my god, what’s wrong are you okay?” Jiwon had come to see why it was taking so long for to get ready, he wasn’t expecting to see you sat on the floor in tears. Quickly, you wiped them away and tried drying your face. “It’s nothing, it’s so embarrassing.” You said softly, pulling your knees to your chest to cover yourself up a little. “Why do my boobs have to be so big?” You asked quietly and he sighed.
Jiwon knew this was a big insecurity of yours and it broke his heart to see you like this. Looking around he saw all the tops on the floor and put 2 and 2 together.
“Baby, you’re chest is gorgeous and you look good in anything you try. But if you feel so insecure about it, I’m willing to stay home today and spend some time convincing you if that’s what it takes.”
Jinhwan:
He actively admired your chest and loved it when you felt confident in your skin. Jinhwan loved showing you off, he thought you were a prize both mentally and physically. So when he convinced you to go to the party in one of your tighter dress, you pushed your insecurity to the side. Today was one of the days you didn’t like your body that much.
You kept your arms crossed, in attempts to cover yourself up a bit as Jinyoung spoke with his friends. When you felt insecure, you went quiet and he could tell something was up. “You okay?” He asked softly in your ear. “Not feeling too confident in my body right now, but it’s okay. I’ll be okay.” You said softly and smiled, you didn’t want to ruin his fun.
Jinhwan’s heart hurt a little, he found your body beautiful and didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable.
“If you want, we can go home? If it will make you feel better. I never want you to feel insecure. You look absolutely stunning tonight and every other night. I would much rather go home and show you that I think your body is beautiful.”
June/Junhoe:
He was so obvious sometimes, eyes trained on your cleavage as you leaned forward to grab the water pitcher. Junhoe couldn’t seem to take his eye off of you. Your full chest looking absolutely gorgeous in that low cut top. You had noticed his staring prior and it made you feel insecure... did it look bad?
“Stop staring at Y/N’s chest, we’re trying to eat.” Jiwon joked and turned a deep red. You weren’t aware that they had noticed too and your insecurity sky rocketed. “Ah, how embarrassing.” You said softly and pulled your jacket on, concealing your chest as much as you could. Junhoe hated that, he hated that you felt insecure because of his actions and he felt worse because knew that it was insecurity of yours.
After dinner, Junhoe pulled you to the side and wrapped his arms around your waist. His lips close to your ear so your words were kept private.
“I’m sorry about that early, you know I never meant to make you feel insecure about your chest. It makes me feel happy when you feel confident and I shouldn’t ruin it by staring. How can I make it up to you?”
Yunhyeong:
“Of course.” You said to yourself as you huffed in disappointment. You had spilled something on your shirt while at the dorm and he had offered his button up for you to change into. Now, knowing your chest you had had your doubts but still hoped it would fit.
Looking in the bathroom mirror, you couldn’t help but laugh. This wasn’t the first time, nor would it be the last time your chest got in the way. But it still hurt. “Babe is everything okay?” Yunhyeong asked from the other side of the door. “Yeah, this shirt just doesn’t fit.” Your voice cracked slightly, showing your true feelings.
Pushing the door open, he looked at you and your forced smile. “I really hate my chest sometimes.” You laughed awkwardly and he wrapped his arms around you.
“I don’t always understand but I do try. I love your chest, always. It’s really okay that you can’t close that shirt. I can just grab you something else to wear. But let me show you how much I love your chest first.”
Donghyuk:
Donghyuk was not stranger to insecurity, especially when it came to shopping and trying things on. But this, this was the 4 item of clothing that didn’t fit right because of your chest and you were over it.
Opening the curtain of your dressing room, you looked at Donghyuk who was smiling at you. “Do you think I should get a breast reduction?” You asked and his smile fell very fast at your random question. “What? Where did that come from?” He asked and you shrugged. “I’m so over clothes not fitting right, it sucks so bad. So I ask again, do you think I should get a breast reduction?” You explained and leaned against the doorframe.
Donghyuk stood up and cupped your cheeks to make you look at him.
“I personally don’t think you need too. But I support anything that will make you happier with your body, so if you want to i support that. But I will say I love your chest and don’t a few clothing items should influence your love of your body either.”
Chanwoo:
You were tossing and turning, not being able to get comfortable sleeping on your back and horribly hurting your chest by laying on your stomach. It was a lose lose situation and you couldn’t stand it.
“Please stop moving.” Chanwoo asked sleepily and you looked at him. You were envious of the fact he could sleep in any position and not be in pain. “My boobs are too big to get comfortable.” This didn’t bother you every night but today it was immensly and you hated it. Chanwoo sat up slightly and looked at you with a pout.
He hated that he couldn’t do anything really to help you out physically when this happened. So he just pulled you close and pet your hair.
“I know you hate your chest right now, because it’s painfull and uncomfortable. I know I can’t help that but I can distract you and remind you that you’re absolutely gorgeous.”
A/N: As someone who struggles with big tiddy insecurity I feel requests like this so much.
Pairing: time traveller!B.I x time traveller!reader
Summary: The Person of Action and the Person of Withholding: two forces materialized in the form of people who time travel to keep the world’s balance. When they meet, who knows what will happen.
[a/n]: can you tell that i miss him?
this is written kind of like a blurb or synopsis or summary or something.. so if anyone wants a more fleshed out version or anything relating to this, just shoot me an ask :-)
The ability to time travel was both a blessing and a curse. It was fascinating to see the world during different time periods, but your responsibilities were a big burden. You couldn’t choose where you wanted to go, or rather, when, and you were only allowed to stay for a set number of days. During this time, you had tasks to complete. They could be as small as moving a potted plant or as big as stopping someone from taking a job offer. By carrying out these tasks, you would maintain the peace and natural flow of the world. Some things were not meant to happen, and it was your job to stop them from happening.
Someone else was in charge of making things happen. The two of you were opposing forces: contrasting greatly but vital for the world. You both needed to exist and carry out your tasks so that the world would not fall apart.
You rarely met. In fact, you never met until you were both sent to the same time at the same time.
He was required to assist a group of musicians, a band who wanted to make their debut. You were required to put the debut of the competing trainees on hold.
Your first meeting with him in the company’s building was not even a proper meeting. The two of you passed by without batting an eye, and it was only after he was long gone that you realized he was wearing a ring on his finger when he passed you. His ring was red; you knew that ring.
The ring of Action.
Yours was blue, the ring of Withholding.
That was how you were able to realize who he was, and when you found him in the building again, you greeted him. He was too lost in his work to properly pay attention to you, but he still smiled politely and greeted you in return.
It was as you were buying a coffee for yourself when he finally realized, noticing the blue ring on your finger as you held your credit card, ready to pay.
“It’s you?” he asked, when you stepped out of the line to wait for your coffee.
You recognized him right away.
“It’s me, which means it’s also you?” you asked in return.
The two of you had to speak strangely because no one was allowed to know of your existence. Time travelling was only a rumour, and the ideas of destiny and fate were used to cover up your presence.
He nodded with a small smile, scratching the back of his neck.
“I never thought I would meet you,” he said. “I’m Hanbin.”
You twisted the ring around your finger, feeling shy. Who knew that the Person of Action would emit such a warm energy...
You were able to discuss your role with him over coffee, laughing and venting about some of the previous tasks you had to carry out in the past. It felt nice to be able to actually tell someone about your duty for once, to open up and talk to someone who understood.
He also shared a few stories with you, too.
You had to leave this time setting after thirty days, and so did he. At first, you were worried about spending so much time in a foreign place all alone, but after meeting Hanbin, you were able to spend all those days in his company.
While completing your task, you were able to be with Hanbin when you weren’t busy. He gave you advice and you also consoled him in return.
You didn’t think that your rings would turn purple. You didn’t think that you would fall in love.
It only took two weeks for you to realize that he was your other half, that you loved him.
When thirty days were up, both of you were in deep. You had spent intimate days and night together going on dates. He felt like the closest person to you, even though you had just met him.
After thirty days, it was time to go. You didn’t know when you would see Hanbin again, and as you said goodbye to him, he pressed a finger to your lips.
“Not goodbye, but see you soon. If we met once, we’re bound to meet again.” His smile was all teary eyes and wobbly mouth, but it was beautiful.
You were also struggling to hold back tears as he cupped your face in his warm hands, stroking your cheeks with his thumbs. The kiss that he planted on your nose left a tingling sensation even as you both disappeared.
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“[y/n], I am somewhat disappointed in you.”
“What is it, master?”
“I allowed to two of you to meet, but I did not want you to meet in that way. The two of you are parallel lines, heading in the same direction but never supposed to touch. Sure, he was present in the same time as you. But did you have to go and make your rings turn purple?”
“I don’t understand. What’s wrong with that?”
“You are meant to exist separately. If you collide, the world’s balance will turn into chaos. Thank goodness I set your time limit to thirty days. If you continued to meet with him and your ring became a deeper purple, we would not be able to recover.”
“Why did you let me meet him then?”
“It was a test of your conscience. I realize that the test was too difficult, though. I will have to separate the two of you properly, now.”
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He still searched for you. He searched for you in the stars that you had peered at together one night; he searched for you in cafés that reminded him of the ones where you shared your deepest feelings; he searched for you in every place where you had left your trace, in every place where his memories with you lived in reality.
You both carried out your duties diligently, but you were both nothing but two separated souls who longed for each other at night.
Your limbs ache as you stretch and hang your purse on the hook by the front door. Your roommate Hanbin looks up from the movie he was watching and notices the heavy bags under your eyes, concern washing over his face. "Rough day?"
All you can muster is a grunt as you plop onto the couch, laying your head on his lap. His hand instantly starts combing through your hair and you can start to feel the tension slowly leave your body. The rough pads of his fingertips scratch your scalp perfectly, and you start to finally relax after such a long day.
"There were so many customers. Two people called in sick and I could barely keep up. It's so hard for me to talk right now because my mouth is so dry," you cry out, and Hanbin would surely poke at the huge pout on your face if he could see it. He continues to massage your scalp not saying anything, but hums to acknowledge your pain.
"Did you get a break at all?" You shake your head, pouting even more with a whine. You turn your body towards hanbin, wrapping your arms around his waist and using him as a full blown pillow. You feel him move to get up and squeeze him, whining even louder. He chuckles, forcing your arms to let him go as he gets up and walks to the kitchen. "You haven't eaten all day, and I know you didn't have breakfast this morning." He puts a pillow where he once laid, and pats your head, letting you take a small nap while he cooks for you.
"What did I do to deserve you?" you ask loud enough for him to hear.
"Please. You act like you wouldn't do this for me even on a good day. Now shut up and rest."
A/N: English is not my first language so I’m sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes you find. Feel free to give me feedback. Hope you enjoy! Request box is opened!
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“Unnie, are you staying?” Nabi, the youngest of the girls asked while holding the door of the practice room.
“Yes, I’ll catch you later.” You said sitting in the middle of the room and stretching a little bit more. Today’s practice was harder than other days.
“Okay, Unnie. See you.” The girl closed the door behind her and that was the cue for you to take out your phone.
Babo, I’m in the practice room right know, wanna meet up?
It took your boyfriend a few seconds to reply. And a few minutes to be with you.
Having a boyfriend has never been difficult until now. And being an idol (well, kind of) was absolutely amazing. I mean, of course it has its advantages like having designer clothes, appearing in commercials, magazines, the interviews, having fans and all these things that come with fame. But having a boyfriend and being an idol was not one of those advantages; it is actually the other way around.
You have been dating Hanbin for about a year. You both met when you were trainees but he debuted before you did. Well, actually you have not properly debuted, you’re just a group project but hopefully, you’ll debut soon since you and the other girls have been working really hard. Anyway, back to Hanbin, you met and became close friends. Even when he debuted and became super famous, he still talked to you. You were so close to each other that everyone thought you two had something going on but it was not the case since he was very focused on iKON and on writing new songs for them and the other artists in the company. After a while, you realized you actually felt something more for Hanbin and it didn’t take him long to realize he felt the same way.
You both were very shy to confess so you got a lot of help from the guys of iKON and your group members. At the beginning you had to hide your relationship from Mr. Yang because dating was totally prohibited, but when he found you kissing in the recording room he called you to his office. Of course you were nervous, he could do whatever he wanted to punish you two. What if he decided to not debut your group? All because of you. All the late night rehearsals at the practice room, the time you spent writing songs and improving your singing skills, all was going to be ruined just because you wanted to date Hanbin. What if he decided to postpone iKON’s comeback?
“I’ll let it pass this time.” He said.
You glanced at Hanbin and he did the same. Did he just say…
“(Y/N) you have been working very hard the past few months, so the other girls; and Hanbin, you’re a brilliant compositor so I’m going to let it pass.”
“Are you for real?” asked the guy next to you.
Mr. Yang nodded.
This was absolutely amazing.
“But…”
Of course there has to be something behind those nice words. Mr. Yang was very comprehensive but not that much.
“Don’t let anyone else find out about…this.” He pointed at you. “Does anyone else know about you?”
“Well, only our friends know about us.” Said Hanbin.
“You mean iKON and Essence?”
Hanbin and you nodded.
“Well, keep it like that. Let’s wait a little bit more and then I will prepare everything to announce that you’re dating.”
And yes, that was how Mr. Yang let you date. You could barely see each other plus you could only be all lovey dovey inside the building which meant no dates at coffee shops, or date at the amusement park, or picnics at Han River. No, you couldn’t do that. Your dates were inside the building, at the practice room; sometimes at the recording room and if you were lucky enough, you could share a meal together.
“Yaah (Y/N)! Are you here?”
“What?” you shook your head and looked at him. “I’m sorry did you say something?”
“I asked how was your practice?” he ruffled your hair and you smiled.
“It was very tiring; we really want to debut soon so we have to demonstrate that we are capable of doing this.” You laid on the floor and closed your eyes. You were exhausted but still you wanted to see Hanbin. He was also preparing for iKON’s comeback so you were not seeing each other frequently.
Hanbin laid next to you and turned himself to see you.
“I missed you so much.” He said with his raspy voice, the he put a lock of hair behind your ear.
“Missed you too.” You opened your eyes and turned your head to see him smiling at you. “Can we stay like this for a moment?” you asked. Hanbin nodded and laid back so you could lay on his chest. He put his arm around your waist and started humming. “Is it a new song?”
“Not really. You’ve heard it before.”
“Mmh, I can’t remember.” You mumbled.
Suddenly the room was filled with silence, then Hanbin started singing.
“I will be nice to you, I will protect you. I will make you smile as much as you cried. I will be a star and shine for you. I will be beside you for as long as you waited for me.”
“I remember.” You mumbled and smiled even knowing that your boyfriend couldn’t see you. Just for you was a very special song for iKON and iKONICs, and the fact that your boyfriend was singing it to you made you feel loved. “On the way home of getting through a tiring day. When I think of you, suddenly I call and talk to you.”
“Our good day together, I’ll bring it to you.” He finished.
Listening to Hanbin’s voice was so comforting. It used to make you feel at ease.
“I really cherish these moments with you.” You said and closed your eyes.
“If we’re getting cheesy, I have to confess that every time I enter to this place or the recording room, it feels like home.” He caressed your hair. “You make me feel at home, you know?”
You blushed after hearing those words.
Hanbin was not the type of guy that would tell you how he feels, not like this. He would prefer to write a song or demonstrate his love with actions, so hearing these kind of things really take you off guard.
“Let’s go!” He tapped on your arm.
“Where are we going?” you sat and looked at him.
“I’m hungry, aren’t you?”
“To be honest, I’m starving.”
“Then, let’s go! I’ll pay this time.”
You laughed and stood up with Hanbin’s help.
“It’s YG’s cafeteria, we don’t pay, babo.” You pushed him to the door.
“Whatever.” He laughed and held your hand taking you to the cafeteria.
