⋆ disability diary ⋆

disabled aussie adult w/ medium support needs ! ❀ please be kind :)

[neapolitan-constellation]

⌇ 「 ✦ WELCOME to the CIRCUS ✦ 」

‹𝟹﹕name : syren, august (she/he)

‹𝟹﹕identity : enby, omni ace, sex-repulsed

‹𝟹﹕age : 21

‹𝟹﹕conditions : level 2 autism, dysautonomia, class 4 type 6 paes, arfid, many malabsorption disorders, mcas, hsd, chronic migraines, anxiety, dpdr, p-did, szpd, degenerative disc disease

‹𝟹﹕disclaimer : i reblog things i relate to, but this does not necessarily mean that i have the disorder(s) mentioned !

‹𝟹﹕asks : open + anon on

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡ྀི꒱১ farewell !

[neapolitan-constellation]

Friend: Yeah so just take what I say with a grain of salt.

Me, POTS: mmm salt

[familiarrplace]

[faerie-fangs]

develops headmates for every pronoun and whenever you try to misgender me the alter with those pronouns fronts at the same moment perfectly parrying your transphobia

[orangerysystem]

guy shows up, immediately gets rid of everything, disappears

[kingkrills]

"But you said-" I didn't said :( I don't remember

[evilsystem]

Heh... These guys don't even know the true extent of my power...! (tries to switch to my awesome demon wolf alter but instead one of my many Old Man alters appears) Where am i

[pluralterhuman]

plurality is like werewolfism. youre standing in walgreens and you look out the window and catch sight of the moon at the wrong angle and the back of your head starts tingling and you're like aw fuck ive gotta get out of here before the Transformation hits

[t0bysstuff2]

"why is your memory so bad?" ""Why are you always so out of it" "your like a completely different person!" See I have an explanation for this but I don't think your gonna like the explanation

[thew1tness]

"oh this reminded me of you!"

thanks. which me?

[syscultureis]

plural culture is automatically saying things that do not apply to you. ‘oh i’m like deathly afraid of hospitals!!’ i’m not. who is that. why are you scared of hospitals. on second thought that’s a terrible question.

All the time

[idsb]

FYI if anything I say is contradictory it's cause I have like 8 different opinions at once and I actually have no idea what's going on

[ix-the-hermit]

computa show me jobs that require no standing up no socialising no customer service no team meetings no showing up no experience and send

[disgustinggf]

[maidthings]

[clearly experiencing symptoms of mania] oh i get it! im finally normal!

[17761]

no one :

me : what if I stop talking to everyone and deactivate my social media accounts

[suicidalseraphim]

Ipseity disturbance is a real pain in the ass because I have no idea who I am. None. I am constantly CONSTANTLY searching and analysing and I have.. jack shit. Nu'n. It's not BPD, I ruled that out due to not meeting criteria (not even a fear of abandonment/Impulsivity/emotional instability). People don't like the word or its connotations but my lack of identity is LITERALLY a Schizo Thing. I lack an identity because I have schizotypal. And it sucks. It really does.