blind ass mf

They/them please :3 Always, happy pride year 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ 🧡❤️🤍🩷💜🖤🤍💛 Proship, comship, basic DNI criteria, etc DNI and DNF of course Has offically rebranded to a Falin Touden account, but i still have Miss Ida in my heart <3 i have a twitch, tiktok and twitter that i'm more active on btw so uhhhh YEAA FOLLOW THOSE PLEASE https://x.com/Krispykreme80 https://www.twitch.tv/nearsightedcleric tiktok: @nearsightedcleric basically every account is like the same username LMAO

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HOLY SHIT HE JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THEIR AFFAIR

im currently on the fifth episode so this is kinda live posting but THATS INSANE

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omg this is so painful like the shotgun wedding and the silence of it all is so loud

[nearsightedcleric]

HOLY SHIT HE JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THEIR AFFAIR

im currently on the fifth episode so this is kinda live posting but THATS INSANE

[nearsightedcleric]

watching The L Word and i have such mixed feelings on Marina and Jenny, it's genuinely so hard for me to describe how i feel about these two

[nearsightedcleric]

ONE LAST THING

i also have an anilist account and a vndb account i update semi-regularly so like if yall want yuri recs and vn recs, (not really on vn recs as i havent been playing them as much recently) here ya'll go

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ALSO I STREAM ON TWITCH TOOOOOOOO

nearsightedcleric - Twitch

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oh shit i did say i was thinking about rebranding to a falin account right? might as well since im on here lmao

[nearsightedcleric]

Okay, one more post (or not, i really don't know lmao)

lowk might up my lexapro dosage cause sometimes i think i have some form of ocd kinda maybe haha

idk bruh i had a period of where i wasnt taking it consistently/not really taking it at all and my thoughts were HORRIBLE and my brain just refused to shut up

i mean, it still wont shut up but instead of depressive thoughts and intrusive thoughts its more constantly repeating songs playing at the same time lmao but the intrusive thoughts aren't completely gone but i might up it just to try it and see if it makes a difference

[nearsightedcleric]

holy carp

i have not been on the tumblrs in a long time, anyways ig life update

i am doing somewhat better than how i was before, i am on antidepressants and am currently working to get a car so i can get to work reliably and work to getting my own apartment :3c

i unfortunatly lost what was considered a "good job" but it's okay, cause after 4 months of being unemployed i actually have a job now (walmart). It only plays 16 an hour but its better than 0 an hour lmao

also i had a friend group i had left a long time ago and just found out that i was being mistreated cause one of my ex friends thought i had a crush on one of my friends that she had a crush on??????!?!?!?!??? question mark question mark question mark question mark????? she literally couldve just talked to me and like asked me if i liked her romantically but no, she decided to be hostile and be racist and antisemitic

like brug i cried over that friend group and even lost my job over it, but i guess it really does get worse before it gets better huh

[muuugi]

[nearsightedcleric]

Hey so like is it normal to think you’re a burden and everyone’s quality of life would just significantly improve if you were gone

[nearsightedcleric]

Hey, so that's NOT a normal thing to feel regularly it was (unsurprisingly) pretty bad depression. Thankfully, I'm on antidepressants now, so there's less of that feeling, but uhh yeah, if you're feeling like this regularly, please go to your doctor if your'e able to lmao

[nearsightedcleric]

Hey so like is it normal to think you’re a burden and everyone’s quality of life would just significantly improve if you were gone

[nearsightedcleric]

My stomach hurts

[nearsightedcleric]

Every time I think about death my head starts spinning

I can’t tell if it’s my conscience telling me to stop or if it’s hypoglycemia

[favoriteutenacharactertournament]

Who's your favorite Revolutionary Girl Utena character? ( semi-finals)

Utena Tenjou

Nanami Kiryuu

Voting ended onOct 5, 2025

[nearsightedcleric]

Hydrogen bomb vs hydrogen bomb

[tavlavaway]

me when someone is talking to me about a work/bit of media and i start thinking of utena

[nearsightedcleric]

This is me with both rgu and rov lmao

[fionacle]

you lost to an amateur with a broken kendo sword dumbass

[camiladenleschi]

Revolutionary Girl, digital art, 2025

One full day to complete this fanart of Anthy, from Revolutionary Girl Utena. I made a lot of mistakes, but the main one was to take direct reference from a 90's anime and ending up with strange body proportions. I had to start from scratch midway. Second, I also felt unconfortable on how sexualized Anthy was in the original. I wanted to create a fanart that represented more inocence and softness than sexuality. I hope I did a good job, because Anthy is one of my favorites.