Jul 25
all those posts about how constantly making suicide jokes and self deprecating jokes are bad for you are really funny and true and all but its also really exhausting never being able to casually joke about it ever without it being a huge fucking event where all my friends lecture me about how i need to talk more like a my little pony character
i feel like there has to be some kind of middle ground between me constantly talking about how i want to die and me never being allowed to casually talk about being depressed under penalty of extreme social shame
#our posts#im not saying i want to constantly talk about it 24/7 or anything and i get it if im making people uncomfortable#obviously ill stop if thats the problem#im not talking about that kind of thing#and i get that people mean well#but sometimes i dont want my only options to be having a really long serious conversation about mental health#or lying and saying im doing great#yeah i know its bad for me to joke about hating myself or wanting to kill myself#im doing bad
