"As I mentioned, it was a 'what if' question on my part.
'What if a reader found themselves in the world of the story they read? How would they react, knowing the events that were about to unfold? Would they intervene, or would they merely observe?'"
Her questions left you speechless. She was right.
What would you do?
Story pretext
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TBA..
TBA..
Lazy author finally decided to upload this story, English is not my first language so...yeah (´。_。`) sorry in advance, need to work on a better summary for this story.
This was originally a Jinwoo x reader fic but I didn't realized I've fallen inlove with Baek Yoonho, so this is now a Baek Yoonho x Reade fic. Will make an alternative for Jinwoo
IN THIS NEW WORLD, NATHANIEL IS THE LIGHT OF YOUR LIFE. you find that he shared the same interest in gore and dead bodies as you, which brings the both of you closer together. you almost didn't believe that a man like him would exist, but you also didn't think being reincarnated into webtoons were a real thing either. guess you were wrong about both.
either way, your childhood in this alternate universe was tough, to say the least. once again, you were an orphan, except that this time, a group called glory killers took you in. the training was difficult, and half the time you felt like you were going to die, but you pulled through.
somehow, glory club found out about your sick fascination with blood and gore, no matter how much you tried to hide it. they wielded it like a weapon. you were given more brutal training than others, along with intense classes teaching you about a human body's biology that spurted the most blood and other stuff like that.
you grew up to be skilled in killing. you had survived that stupid test where they'd dumped you in the rainforest with a gun with a single bullet inside with other kids. they made you a c-rank. you went on more missions, never stopping, never resting, never even breaking a sweat. they promoted you to a-rank.
a killer does not have feelings. glory club would strictly remind you, and yet they'd turn a blind eye when you spread kindness to your other members, but then again maybe it was because it encouraged the other killers to carry out more successful missions. you never knew the cause of your special treatment.
you met apostle nathaniel when you were transferred to his hospital. back in your first life, you'd never given the man much thought, scrolling through the fight scenes with only peter on your mind. but you had to admit; the man was cute. people would usually comment on his hollow face and snake-like appearance, but your respect for him increased tenfold when you found out he loved gore and cutting up bodies almost as much as you did.
you were glad to say that the sexual tension was there. he seemed almost as interested as you as you were in him. you weren't dense. he'd give you special treatment, like easier jobs and tend personally to your wounds. he was softer with you, too.
you made it clear that you reciprocated his feelings. you smiled more around him, asked him about his day, got to know him better, and even made meals for him sometimes. a few months after being transferred to apostle nathaniel's hospital, he confessed. and of course, you'd be an idiot not to accept.
the two of you were happy. of course, the people around you (the killers and the patients) were happy too. your relationship was sweet and soft. for the one and a half years the two of you were together, you felt complete.
but you felt bad for nathaniel, too. because while you felt happy in your dream-like relationship with the man, you were just using him. manipulating him into becoming a lovesick puppy for you.
"what's wrong, darling?" you blink, shaken out from your thoughts as nathaniel looks towards you questioningly. you didn't realize you'd been staring hard at him while he interviewed a patient, a warm old lady with a big smile.
you smile up at him, just a small one, but it was enough to make his ears go red. "nothing, nathan." you reply affectionately, as the old lady fawned over the two of you, crooning about how sweet of a couple you were.
you loved killer peter because you loved how brutal the characters were when it came to murder. your friend recommended lookism and eleceed since they were well-known action manhwas, thinking that you would like them. though she didn't really understand your concept of action (namely gruesome battles, hopefully to the death), you appreciated the thought. stuff like manager kim, juvenile detention, unholy blood and killer peter though, you found those to be really good. they weren't that gore-y, but at least people wouldn't look at you weird when you say you liked those manhwas. they'd just think a girl like you would be interested in those manhwas because of the hot men (they were partially correct, you suppose).
out of all the characters in killer peter, you relish in the fact that peter himself was the best. you were a huge fan of his character. controversially, you liked the fact that he had a simple goal - to get revenge on glory club and its new leader (unlike lookism - daniel park was weird). your original goal in killer peter was to help peter achieve his goal (who were you kidding - you just wanted to see him in real life), but you realized that you could save the people peter was going to kill in the process, and hopefully use them to help peter.
you decided to start from nathaniel, then work your way from him. it was easy enough - the man was already head over heels just for a single compliment from you. it's like you were putting a blindfold over his eyes, you muse inwardly as you trot after him as he reviews the charts in his grasp, effortlessly flipping through it with one hand, his other tightly interlacing with your tinier palm, his group of a and b-rank killers trailing not far behind the two of you.
patients and employees alike smiled and bowed respectfully to the both of you as you passed by. you smile back politely, waving at people you were more familiar with, though you never left nathaniel's side. not like he would let you anyways - his grip was vice-like.
suddenly feeling bold, you halt in your steps, making your boyfriend pause as well, raising an eyebrow inquisitively as he turns towards you, only to be met by a quick yet sweet kiss pressed to his jaw.
"...what was that for?" he asks, handing his clipboard of charts to one of the killers behind, before using that same hand to softly thread his fingers through your hair.
"just because," you reply honestly, smiling up at him, before pressing another kiss to his jaw, this time letting your lips linger longer around the area. behind you, the killers immediately avert their eyes at the sweet interaction. they knew better than to stare at the two of you pda-ing - apostle nathaniel would definitely have their heads if they dared.
nathaniel's face breaks out into one of his rare soft smiles - the kind that took your breath away, since you've never seen it in the manhwa. he leans down to your height, tenderly grasping your jaw, and presses his lips to yours.
he broke away first, pressing a small kiss to the crown of your head as he releases your face. "c and d-ranks will be coming to the hospital soon," he hums. "they're aiding in the hunt for peter."
"okay," you ask no questions, smiling at him as you stare deeply into his eyes. the two of you resume your walking, and the killers behind follow. "do i need to prepare anything?"
"no," he replies almost immediately, his face turning dark as he stares into nothingness. "i don't need those foolish idiots fawning over my girlfriend. i'll kill them if they do."
you chuckle, and he immediately whips his head in your direction, the murderous glint in his eyes fading into affection. "alright," you reply in a carefree tone. "i'll trust you with everything, then."
the two of you finish the rest of your rounds in comfortable silence.
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"MR. OH, WHERE'S PATIENT 1304'S MEDICAL RECORDS? i need them for his surgery-" you abruptly cut yourself off as you stare at the young man in front of you, staring at you with a neutral look.
the hand holding the doorknob suddenly feels clammy and moist as your face breaks into a natural smile. "oh, hello!" you greet peter. "i apologize, i didn't know anyone else was in the room."
peter stares at you more with the same neutral look, though you could glimpse his gaze narrowing slightly. a chill runs up your spine, though you remain steadfast, smiling warmly at him. "...it's fine, ma'am!" he breaks into a jovial grin, bowing to you respectfully. "i was just helping mr. oh here crack his back."
"what a skilled young man he is, too!" mr. oh butts in with a loud chuckle, slapping peter's back cheerfully. "been feeling that strain for years. with just one crack, this young man manages to fix it! oh, you need patient 1304's medical records right, miss [last name]? they're on my desk, i'll go get them now." he promptly disappears into the backroom, leaving you and peter alone in stifling silence.
"...so," you decide to break it. inwardly, your heart was thumping wildly, threatening to burst out of your chest. you give him another smile as you awkwardly adjust the files in your hands. "are you one of the hospital's interns?"
"ah, no." peter replies, watching you intently for your reaction. "i'm with glory club." he watches as you stiffen, surprise then understanding flashing in your eyes as you nod slowly. "ah, welcome then," you reply, smile growing bigger. "you're here to help search for peter, yes? good luck, then." you jump at the opportunity to get in his good books (hopefully). "he's very skilled, from what i heard. could probably take down an apostle with just his bare hands." you laugh, albeit nervously.
"speaking of which," peter decides to jump at the opportunity to ask you. "do you know anyone by the name of hyeon-il na here?"
"i don't think so," you reply honestly, shifting from foot to foot. "is he a friend of yours?"
"something like that," he brushes it aside, stepping closer to you as his eyes gleamed red. a lump formed in your throat. this was it. he was onto you. "what about apostle nathaniel, then? since you know about the glory club."
"um..." you chuckle nervously, though your mind was in a turmoil. if you lied, he'd know, and instantly kill you. but if you told him the truth, nathaniel would die faster, too. you didn't want that.
but mr. oh appeared at the right time, saving you from peter's interrogation. "ah, here we are!" he says, blissfully oblivious to the tension in the air. peter's face goes back to neutral as he steps back. "sorry, miss [last name], couldn't find it in my drawers."
"it's fine," you say a bit too quickly, grabbing the medical records as you speedwalk to the door. "thank you, mr. oh." you ignore peter as you slam the door shut behind you.
peter watches as you leave in a hurry, amusement glinting in his eyes. you were intriguing, he thinks to himself as he bows to mr. oh, before excusing himself out of the administration office. though you tried to keep a calm composure, he could see that you were brimming with excitement and awe as you conversed with him. how interesting, he muses, a small smile curling at the corner of his lips. did you know who he was? that was impossible, but not unlikely.
he'll have to keep a close eye on you.
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"YOU'VE ADVANCED FROM BEING A D-RANK," the older killer in front of peter says. the man tilts his head curiously, though his dark eyes remain impassive. "the doctor doesn't usually select an escort." the older man huffs, as if he himself couldn't believe it. "well... there's nothing else in particular, but when you're escorting him, you must remember these four things." the killer holds up four fingers. "first, don't talk unless he asks you a question. second, never doubt the professor's actions. third, never talk, look or even think about the doctor's woman."
"his 'woman'?" peter questions curiously, interest sparked. he didn't know apostles these days were allowed to be in relationships. back in his day, love was prohibited because it distracted the killers from their missions. anyone found to be in a relationship of any kind was silently killed.
"yeah," the older killer nods, scratching the back of his neck, as if he couldn't believe it either. "glory club doesn't usually allow killers to be in relationships, but she's a special case we're never allowed to talk about. the doctor's extremely protective of her, so unless you want to end up dead, don't interact with her in any way. her name's [name] [last name]. it'll be easy to spot her; she's the only woman allowed to stand within a metre radius of the doctor." he huffs a small laugh to himself at the joke he made, quieting down once he remembers peter standing beside him, and his face grows serious. "lastly, never decline the doctor's kindness."
his kindness? peter repeats to himself, as he follows the man towards the doors, noting how sweat dripped from his temple, as if he was scared. what is there for him to be so nervous about?
"let's hurry," the man says, speeding up towards the doors. "the doctor hates to be kept waiting." with a ding, the automated doors open wide, as if revealing peter - no, kim sun-gu to the pack of wolves waiting.
and, with a smile, the lion gladly welcomes the wolves to their demise.
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what do we think do yall want this i have a whole series planned roughly in my brain and 6 or 7 (heh...67) chapters alr written 😕✌️
Your gaze drifted across the interior of the C-rank Gate that had turned red the moment the raid party stepped inside.
‘She used the frequent appearance Red Gates to place the treasures.’
You had joined this operation as a healer assisting the team from the Knight Guild. Officially, your role was simple—keep the hunters alive.
Unofficially—You were here to collect what Mother had told you, the treasures she had placed.
The dungeon entrance resembled a normal cave system. Cold stone, narrow corridors, the echo of footsteps bouncing along the walls.
But after several minutes of walking, the tunnel suddenly opened.
Blinding sunlight flooded the exit. Beyond it stretched an endless desert landscape. Golden dunes rippled beneath the pale sky.
For a moment, the raid party simply stared. “Why would a cave dungeon connect to a desert…?”
Then the sand shifted, a violent tremor rippled through the ground. And the desert exploded.
A monstrous creature erupted from beneath the dunes, its enormous body rising higher and higher, segments of armored chitin scraped together like grinding stone. Mandibles the size of scythes snapped open.
The centipede let out a screech that vibrated through the air.The ground shook again, a second mound rose from the sand. Then a third.Three enormous centipedes towered across the dunes like living siege weapons.
The hunters’ expressions went pale. “Are you kidding me…”
“This is supposed to be a C-rank gate!”
Instinctively, several of them rushed toward the portal they had entered through.
But the moment they reached it, the gate pulsed. A crimson barrier sealed it shut. The glow deepened into the unmistakable color of a Red Gate.
Silence fell.
One of the hunters whispered hoarsely, “…We’re trapped.”
Red Gates had only one rule: The boss must be defeated to exit the gate.
Slowly, their eyes turned toward you, the Association’s worker.
You remained calm. Stepping past them, you moved to the front of the formation.
“Rest Assured the Association will handle it, Wait here.” you said gently.
Several hunters stared at you in disbelief. One of them grabbed your arm instinctively,“Wait—!” The man hesitated, clearly unsure how to phrase it.“You’re… a healer.”
Park Jongsoo, the guild master of Knight Guild, reached out to stop you, his expression tense with concern “You may be an S-rank, but you are a healer” he said carefully, “I don’t think fighting that thing alone is a wise choice.”
You smiled faintly “Woo Jin-chul taught me a few things.” You slipped off your suit jacket and hung it neatly over a nearby jagged rock and began rolling up the sleeves of your white dress shirt, you flexed your fingers then cracking them. “Self-defense.” Your fox ears sprung up. “ and Monster morphology.” your tail swished behind you before turning into crystal.
The hunters stared.
You began walking toward the edge of the open cave.“Don’t worry, Mr. Park,” you said lightly. “I’ll make it quick, so that we can all go home on time”
[SKILL ACTIVATED]
Harmonic Restraint
[OUTPUT REGULATION]
The desert wind brushed past you.Your gaze softened slightly.
Then you dragged the value down.
[OUTPUT SET: 7%]
You exhaled softly.
One of the younger hunters swallowed hard. “…Is she insane?”
Another nodded grimly. No healer could survive something like that. Not even an S-rank.
But then—You vanished. The ground detonated beneath your feet as you launched forward.
Your fist collided with the first centipede’s skull.
CRACK
The sound echoed across the desert. The creature’s armored head exploded inward easily like some eggshell. Its massive body collapsed with a thunderous impact.
For a moment, No one moved
“…What?!”
The second centipede lunged upward.
You leapt into the air, twisting your body to spin and fall. Your crystalline tail whipped forward, the monster’s head split apart instantly, as your tail landed a heavy blow.
The hunters’ jaws dropped.
The third centipede shrieked and charged.
Three glowing orbs formed and floated between your tails.
The orbs merged into your palm. Then—A beam of blinding energy erupted forward like a cannon blast.
The centipede was obliterated. A massive explosion tore across the dunes. Sand and monster fragments rained down across the battlefield.
The hunters stared in stunned silence.
Someone spoke in a whisper. “…Is she really a healer?”
Another hunter slowly shook his head “No healer fights like that.”
More tremors shook the desert. Additional centipedes began emerging from beneath the sand.
But by now the hunters had stopped worrying. They simply watched.
Your movements became a blur across the battlefield. One monster fell with its skull crushed by a single kick. Another collapsed when your tail slammed its head into the ground. A third disintegrated under another blast of energy.
The desert became eerily quiet.When the dust finally settled—several massive centipedes lay scattered across the dunes, or rather, what remained of them.
Fragments, Broken shells, Shattered skulls.
The entire battle had lasted less than five minutes.
Behind you, the hunters stood frozen. Their thoughts perfectly aligned.
'Is she really… a healer?'
Outside the gate
When the Korean Hunters Association received news that a Red Gate had appeared, Woo Jin-chul moved immediately. Within minutes, he had arrived at the site.
The enormous crimson portal loomed over the street, its ominous glow bathing the surrounding buildings in red light.
Jin-chul looked at his wrist watch, checking the time.
“Only twenty minutes has passed…” he muttered.
Red Gates were unpredictable, Sometimes they lasted for hours, Sometimes for days. And even with experienced hunters inside, casualties are guaranteed.
His gaze darkened slightly. He knew you had entered this raid to assist the Knight Guild.For a moment, he wondered whether letting you go had been the right call.
Then, the gate flickered, its crimson glow dimmed. The portal slowly shifted color, from red to blue.
Jin-chul’s eyes widened.“…It’s cleared?”
Moments later, the hunters of the Knight Guild began emerging from the gate. One by one, Alive and Uninjured.
Jin-chul quickly approached them. His sharp eyes immediately found their leader. “Hunter Park”
The guild master straightened slightly.
Jin-chul looked past him, asking where you are.
“Ah, She said she’ll come out later.” Park Jongsoo answered him
Jin-chul frowned. “Later, Why?”
Park gestured vaguely toward the gate.
“She said she’d still be inside anyway…since cleaning up messes like this is technically the Association’s job.”
For a long moment, Jin-chul simply stared at the now quiet gate.
Then he exhaled slowly.
But the bigger question lingered in his mind. If the raid had only lasted around twenty minutes— Then what exactly had happened inside that Red Gate?
Because judging by the expressions on the Knight Guild hunters’ faces… Whatever it was had clearly shattered their understanding of what an S-rank healer was capable of.
And he was proven right.
When Woo Jin-chul stepped through the gate and walked ahead, the desert dungeon stretched endlessly before him, sunlight blazing across the rolling dunes. And there you were
[SYSTEM NOTICE]
YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY RETRIEVED ALL HIDDEN TREASURES
[COLLECT GIFTS]
PROGRESS: 4 / 4
ALL OBJECTIVES HAVE BEEN COMPLETED
You had just finished putting your suit jacket back on. Now adjusting your tie, and dusting the sand from your hair and tail as if you had merely finished a light errand rather than a battle
“I already took care of them,” you said casually. You lifted your shoe, turning it upside down and shaking it slightly as grains of sand fell out.
“All that’s left now is the clean-up of their corpses”
Jin-chul didn’t answer. For a moment, he simply stood there, Speechless.
Before him, the desert battlefield stretched beneath the scorching sun. Enormous carcasses of Poison-Toothed Giant Desert Centipedes lay scattered across the dunes. Some with their skulls crushed inward, others split open, and several reduced to little more than shattered fragments buried in the sand.
Jin-chul slowly adjusted his glasses. His gaze moved from the battlefield…then back to you. And then once more to the fallen monsters “…You did this?” The question slipped out before he could stop himself.
Because even he—someone who had witnessed countless S-rank hunters fight, had trouble believing the scene in front of him.
You finished shaking the last grains of sand from your shoe before slipping it back on, straightening up.
“Well,” you said lightly, brushing a final speck of dust from your sleeve, “I finally got to use everything you taught me.”
A faint smile tugged at your lips. “But I suppose there’s no better teacher than real, hands-on experience… wouldn’t you agree?”
Woo Jin-chul returned his gaze to the fallen monsters laid in front of him before answering briefly “… Yes”
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You stared at the business card from the White Tiger Guild, your thumb hovering over your phone for a moment longer than necessary.
Why were you nervous? It wasn’t as if you hadn’t spoken to him before.…But this..felt different.
Exhaling softly, you finally typed in the number and pressed call. The line rang once, twice. Then—
“Hello? This is Baek Yoonho, White Tiger Guild Master speaking...”
Your eyes widened slightly.“Eh?” You hadn’t expected him to pick up. It was a business line. You thought it would go through a receptionist first, maybe an assistant—anyone before being redirected to Baek Yoonho himself.
For a brief second, your mind blanked—unhelpfully replaying your first meeting with him. The awkwardness. The state you were in just after awakening.
“Hello?” His steady voice came again
You blinked, snapping back to reality
“O-Oh—my apologies,” you said quickly, straightening unconsciously even though he couldn’t see you. “This is ____ speaking.” you state your name then paused for a moment, carefully trying to sound composed “I was wondering if… you’d be willing to spare some time to spar with me.”
In his office, Baek Yoonho leaned back slightly in his chair, the faintest hint of surprise flickering across his expression.
You called.
Truthfully, he had been thinking about you ever since that day. From the moment you awakened, something about you had stayed in his mind—the strange sense of familiarity. Of kinship.
Another beast-type hunter. Someone like him.
His gaze drifted briefly, unfocused, as old memories surfaced,memories he long burried.
When he had first awakened, people didn’t look at him with admiration. They looked at him with fear and suspicion.
A monster in human skin
A possible threat
It hadn’t taken long for public opinion to change once his strength became undeniable. Fear turned into awe and Respect
But the feeling of being different had never truly disappeared.
So when he saw you—First, in that fragile, disoriented state…And then weeks later, the footage broadcast everywhere. Korea’s newest S-rank. The Association’s diplomat and healer.
And that transformation. A small, fox form— so soft, almost deceptively harmless.
…Cute, even.
A quiet huff of amusement escaped him at the memory. You were nothing like him.
And yet, that contrast alone was enough to keep his attention. More than once, he had considered reaching out. Offering guidance. Passing on the things he had learned the hard way—how to live with power that set you apart, how to endure the weight of being something others didn’t quite understand.
But each time, he stopped himself. He didn’t want to impose. Didn’t want to come off as pushy… or worse, overbearing. You were an S-rank hunter, newly awakened, already finding your footing. The last thing you needed was someone hovering over you and deciding what was best on your behalf.
So he chose to wait. Not out of disinterest—but respect.
Because if you truly needed him… You would come to him on your own.
“…Of course.” His voice returned through the phone, calmly, laced with quiet interest. “Most of my time is spent at the guild these days.”
A small pause, then— “When are you available?”
…
On your end, you hadn’t realized you were holding your breath until you let it out.
A small smile tugged at your lips.
‘He said yes.’
And for reasons you didn’t fully understand yet…That alone made your heart beat just a little.
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Twice a week, that was what you agreed on. One session at the Association’s training facility… and one at his.
Today was the latter. It was still dark when you arrived, the time on your phone read 4:00 AM, the streetlights cut pools of pale light across the pavement as you stood in front of the White Tiger Guild building.
A message from Baek Yoonho sat open on your screen. Simple directions, and a note that the main entrance had been left unlocked.
You stepped inside and followed his directions down a corridor until you reached the gym. Rows of equipment gleamed under soft fluorescent lights. Racks of weights and punching bags— everything a combat-focused guild would need. No surprises there, White Tiger Guild was known for producing physically dominant hunters
Baek Yoonho was easy to spot on the otherwise empty gym, he was at the far end, focused on a heavy lift. He hadn’t bothered with a shirt.The soft metallic clink of weights echoed faintly with each repetition.
For a moment you forgot to move, the sight pinned you in place, Your eyes lingered longer than they should have in the way his muscles flexed under effort, there was something undeniably grounding about it.
You blinked, quickly looking away. ‘Is it just me… or is it warmer in here?’
Before you could say anything, his voice came across the gym, calm and steady, finishing the set “Good morning” he called with a small smile as he racked the weight and reached for a towel, “I’ll be with you in a minute. In the meantime, feel free to warm up on any of the machines.”
“…Good morning,” you replied, a bit softer than intended. Taking a small breath, you moved further into the gym and moved toward the nearest treadmill, trying perhaps a little too hard—to focus on anything other than him—intent on a measured warm-up, even if your heart kept beating a little faster than usual.
…
After a quick warm-up on the treadmill, Baek Yoonho led you down to the open training floor beneath the gym. The space was massive, wide enough for full sparring drills and large-scale combat practice, with plenty of room to move without worrying about walls closing in too soon.
You stepped in beside him, still in the white taekwondo uniform provided by the KHA, while he remained shirtless as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
'Good lawd', you thought, trying very hard not to look too long. 'This man is such a distracting problem.'
Baek Yoonho took his place across from you, rolling his shoulders once before settling into position. His expression was calm, almost relaxed, but you knew better than to mistake that for carelessness.
“Do not go easy on me,” you said, lifting your chin slightly.
Your ears sprang upright, and your tail crystallized behind you, their edges catching the light.
For a brief moment, Baek Yoonho hesitated. He had intended to keep the session controlled, to gauge your current condition before pressing too hard.
‘Should I really—’The thought didn’t even finish
You vanished from where you stood
His eyes widened just a fraction as your tail came hurtling toward him with enough force to crack the floor beneath it. He twisted sharply to the side, narrowly avoiding the strike as the impact sent a jolt through the training ground. The concrete split where your attack landed.
His gaze flicked to the shattered floor, then back to you. ‘Is she really a healer?’ Before he could settle into the thought, you were already coming at him again.
Your claw came next—fast, clean, aimed straight for him.
He stepped back, narrowly avoiding the strike, the air itself slicing where your attack passed.
The corner of his mouth lifted, “Very well then,” He jumped back to put some distance between you, his posture shifting as his own beast traits began to surface. White fur edged into view. His claws extended. His hair turned pale. He settled into a fighting stance, eyes fixed on you with unmistakable focus.
The air between you two changed, this was no longer a light spar.
And for the first time in a long while—
Baek Yoonho felt genuinely excited about it
…
Three hours passed in what felt like minutes. By the end of it, both you and Baek Yoonho were seated on the floor, backs resting against the wall, the faint marks of your fight etched into the reinforced ground and walls around you.
Yoonho tilted his head back slightly, taking a long drink from his water bottle before glancing at you.
“…You’re not really a healer, are you?” he said, voice casual but probing. “Or at least… not just a healer.”
You blinked, then laughed, clear, unrestrained laugh that echoed lightly through the empty hall.
He frowned slightly, confused by your reaction.
After a moment, you calmed, turning your head toward him. There was something different in your expression now. Your eyes,slightly narrowed—held a quiet confidence. The kind that suggested you knew far more than you ever speak.
“...Yes.” The answer was simple, direct. And somehow, heavier than expected.
Silence settled between the two of you for a few seconds. Then Yoonho let out a small breath, shaking his head with a faint smile. “Now I’m really starting to regret not getting you into my guild.”
You let out a soft chuckle at that. It amused you how guilds operated. Like fishermen waiting patiently for the rarest catch to appear.
You understood it, of course. Ever since your awakening, invitations had come nonstop. Not just within Korea—but even from overseas guilds. And that was based of their knowledge on your healing alone.
“The Korean Hunters Association needs me more than your guild does,” you replied lightly.
Yoonho didn’t respond immediately. But your words lingered, etched in his mind.
“…I suppose you’re right,” he admitted after a moment, exhaling softly. Still, curiosity lingered in his gaze as he turned slightly toward you. “So,” he continued, “am I correct in assuming… healing is just one of your abilities?”
You hummed in confirmation. “I am a Gumiho, after all.”
You lifted your hand casually, with a Snap of your fingers For a split second, the air shimmered.
And then— Tiger ears appeared atop his head, a matching tail flicked behind him.Yoonho froze.“…Eh?”
You watched, barely holding back your amusement as he instinctively reached behind him, eyes widening slightly when his hand brushed against the very real tail.
“Illusion,” you said simply, clearly entertained.
He shifted slightly, the tail swaying with the movement, his expression caught somewhere between disbelief and reluctant fascination.
“…You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”
“Maybe.”
Before he could react further, You pulled out your phone. “Let’s take a picture,” you said, already lifting it. “To commemorate our first spar.”
“Wait—”
Click
The photo captured your bright, grinning face, and behind you, Yoonho, mid-confusion, with tiger ears and tail still very much present.
Perfect
…
Later, after you had returned home, you sent him the photo, with a message followed closely after.
Now I’m not the only one with visible beast traits.
On the other end, Yoonho stared at the picture for a long moment. Then, without a word—He saved it.
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A month prior, the Korean Hunters Association received a formal invitation from the United States and extended to several major Hunter Associations worldwide. For a three-day Cross-National Research Seminar focused on presenting new findings in gate behavior, showcasing advanced technologies designed to measure and stabilize dungeons, and fostering discussion among researchers, hunters, and officials from different countries
In essence, it was both an academic exchange and a subtle demonstration of progress, highlighting developments such as early detection systems for unstable gates, tools aimed at preventing red gate escalation, and refined methods of analyzing anomalies like double dungeons, alongside a closed auction featuring rare artifacts recovered from high-rank gates.
Each nation limited to sending a small delegation consisting of a diplomatic liaison, a researcher, and accompanying personnel.
And from Korea, the selection was clear—you were chosen as the official diplomat and for your composure and seamless multilingual ability, accompanied by your assistant Sun-young and Dr. Han Min-jae from the research division, all sent with a straightforward purpose: to observe, to learn, to build connections, and to bring back knowledge that might strengthen their understanding of gates before future threats demanded more than preparation.
The day began early.
Morning sunlight spilled across the wide glass façade of the convention center, catching along its steel edges and turning the entire structure into something almost radiant.
“Wow…” Sun-young breathed beside you, her steps slowing slightly as she took everything in. “They really went all out for this.”
You let your gaze travel upward, following the height of the structure before returning to the steady flow of people entering.
“They want people to see it,” you said, a small, easy smile forming. “Not just attend.”
Behind you, the researcher adjusted the strap of his bag, eyes already scanning the surroundings with interest. “Visibility brings funding,” he muttered. “And attention.”
Dr. Han Min-jae—quiet, observant, and already mentally cataloging everything before even stepping inside.
You glanced back at him briefly, amused.
“Then we should make the most of it,” you said.
—
Inside, the venue opened into something even larger. Displays stretched across the hall in organized sections, each one dedicated to a different aspect of gate research. Screens flickered with moving data, diagrams, and simulations—everything labeled clearly, concisely—In English
Sun-young leaned slightly closer to one of the panels, brows furrowing. “I can understand some of it, but…”
You stepped beside her, reading over the display.“It’s about mana density thresholds,” you translated smoothly. “They’re showing how fluctuations increase before a gate destabilizes.”
Her expression brightened. “Ah—okay, that makes more sense.”
You smiled faintly, continuing, “This section here—” you gestured lightly, “—is comparing standard gates to early-stage red gates. They’re trying to identify warning patterns before the shift happens.”
Dr. Han moved in closer, already jotting down notes on his tablet “That’s… more detailed than what we’ve been using.”
“They’ve refined the models,” you said. “But it’s still development, not absolute.”
A nearby coordinator, noticing your attention on the display, approached with a polite smile.
“Good morning,” she greeted, “If you need assistance, feel free to ask.”
You inclined your head slightly in acknowledgment.“Thank you. Will there be translated materials available later?”
“Yes,” she replied, “We’re preparing multilingual documentation, but it will take about three days to finalize everything the machine specifications, artifact descriptions, all of it. Except for the Seminar though”
You relayed the information to the others.
Sun-young sighed lightly. “Three days… I guess we’ll be relying on you for now.”
There was no complaint in her tone, just quiet acceptance.
You let out a soft, amused breath. “I don’t mind.”
If anything, there was something… enjoyable about it. Moving from one display to another, translating, explaining, watching their understanding settle into place.
Around you, the hall filled steadily.
Voices layered over one another in different languages. Small groups gathered at exhibits, some with translators at their side, others speaking fluently on their own. Delegations from different countries, each moving with their own purpose.
You noticed the differences.
The way some observed quietly, others debated openly. The way certain groups stayed close-knit, while others branched out, engaging with anyone willing to talk.
It felt… expansive. Like the world had briefly gathered into one place.
“Look at this,” Sun-young said, tugging lightly at your sleeve.
You followed her gaze to a nearby display, it was a device encased in glass, its structure sleek and new to the eye.
“What is it?” she asked.
You leaned in slightly, reading over the description.
“It’s a portable analyzer,” you translated. “Designed to measure internal gate stability in real time.”
Dr. Han let out a low sound of interest. “Portable?”
You nodded. “Still in development, but they’re aiming to deploy it in the field.”
Sun-young blinked. “That would be… really useful.”
“It would,” you agreed, “If it works as intended.”
You straightened, your tail shifting slightly behind you before settling again, thick, fluffy, and soft against the back of your legs. You kept it close out of habit, but even then— You could feel the occasional glance.
Curious
Lingering
Your ears, pinned neatly on your head, went mostly unnoticed—but your tail was harder to miss.
Sun-young looked at you, you didn’t seem uncomfortable. If anything, there was a quiet ease in the way you carried yourself, as if you had long since grown used to it.
“Does it bother you?” Sun-young asked suddenly, lowering her voice as another passerby glanced your way.
You tilted your head slightly. “What?”
“The attention.”
You followed her gaze briefly, then looked back at her, a small, genuine smile forming.
“Not really. Or at least, not anymore”
And it was the truth.
There was no tension in your posture, no discomfort in your expression. You moved through the space with quiet confidence, steady and unhurried, as if any passerby’s attention simply… passed through you without leaving anything behind.
“It’s natural to be curious,” you said lightly, letting your eyes sweep over the crowd. “Something new or out of the ordinary always draws attention. Just like you guys—after five months in the Association, you’ve gotten used to my appearance, right?”
Sun-young blinked, then let out a small, embarrassed laugh, shoving her notes aside. “W-well… I guess I have,” she admitted, cheeks heated up.
Dr. Han looked up from his tablet, an amused smirk tugging at his lips, and raised an eyebrow. “You make it sound so simple… but I suppose you’re right. It’s hard not to notice someone like you at first.”
You hummed softly. “It usually is.”
—
By the time the seminar began, the three of you had already filled pages of notes.
You took your seats among the crowd, the low hum of conversation gradually settling as the lights dimmed slightly.
Sun-young leaned closer, flipping open her notebook. “Okay, I’m ready this time.”
You let out a small, quiet hum “I’ll try to keep up with the speaker,” you assured her.
And as the presentation started, voices shifting into structured explanation, data unfolding across large screens. You listened, translated, and wrote, moving between languages, unmistakably— At ease.
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The three of you, Sun-young, and Dr. Han—had finally settled into a quiet corner of the hotel dining area. Trays were placed carefully on the table in front of you, laden with simple dishes that did little to mask the fatigue from the day’s seminars. The room smelled faintly of coffee and baked bread, mingling with the soft murmur of conversations and the occasional clink of cutlery. Every inch of your body ached from hours of sitting in seminar chairs, your backs stiff and your legs heavy, protesting the unnatural confinement of posture that hours of note-taking and documentation had demanded.
You let out a slow, quiet sigh, leaning back slightly in your chair, letting the warmth of the room seep into your muscles.
“This is just the second day,” Sun-young muttered, stretching her arms above her head, the tips of her fingers trembling slightly from overuse. “I can’t imagine going back to work in Korea after this”
Dr. Han rubbed at his shoulders, a small grimace forming. “Good thing tomorrow’s seminar will be much shorter because of the auction event.”
You unwrapped a small piece of bread, “We’re learning more in a single day here than some teams manage in a month. Minor aches is a small price to pay”
They both shifted again, the subtle movement betraying the lingering tension in their shoulders, necks, and backs.
You merely looked at them, then decided to heal them.
Your presence itself seemed to settle over them like a soft, quiet weight. And gradually, as if guided by invisible hands, the tension melted away.
Sun-young blinked, then straightened slightly, eyes widening as realization dawned. “…Wait.”
Dr. Han flexed his shoulders experimentally, and the difference was immediate. The deep, aching tightness that had lodged in his muscles for hours unraveled as if it had never existed. He let out a breath, almost like a small laugh, but one of relief.
Both of them exhaled in unison, a single sigh carrying the weight of the day.
“Oh—right,” Sun-young said softly, a small laugh escaping her lips. “You’re a healer!”
”Thank you, it’s a relief we have you.” Dr. Han said.
A faint smile on your lips, you answered “yep! Just remembered, consider it a reward”
The warm calming effect of your healing lingered, soft and comforting.
Footsteps approached your table. The man stopped just beside you. Well-dressed in his sleek grey suit,“You are _____, correct?” he asked in English, voice smooth and formal.
You looked up at him, meeting his gaze evenly. “yes?”
“I am Adam White. I apologize for interrupting. I will keep this brief.”
Sun-young and Dr. Han exchanged a glance, their expressions curious but silent, unable to comprehend a word. You inclined your head slightly, listening.
Adam’s gaze lingered for a fraction longer than necessary. Not on your face alone, but on the subtle lines of your posture, the way you seemed to anchor the space around you without any effort. He noticed the faint curve of your ears pinned down, barely visible, and the thick, plush tail resting behind you. A quiet, elegant reminder of the beastly traits you carried.
He recalled the viral footage clearly. The official introduction, the announcement as Korea’s newest S-rank hunter, diplomat and healer.
The combination was disarming, Confusing. And more than a little fascinating.
Though now, seeing you in person, he realized the video had done you little justice.
‘There’s something not… normal about this—about her’, he thought, his mind racing through the implications.
He had met plenty of S-ranks before. Monsters in human form, people who carried the weight of power in every gesture and every breath. Their presence pressed against the room, forcing recognition. But you were different, not just in ability, but in essence.
“I represent the Federal Bureau of Hunters,” he continued smoothly, aware that Sun-young and Dr. Han could not follow, and yet addressing them with an understated respect nonetheless. “We’ve taken note of your work—and yes, I am aware that you’ve declined previous offers extended to you. I will not repeat them.”
He paused briefly, choosing his words.
“This time, I come on a different matter. Someone of significant interest has expressed a desire to meet you—Madam Norma Selner.”
Your expression remained unchanged, despite the recognition upon the name.
“She does not request meetings lightly,” Adam added “And this request was made specifically for you.”
His gaze flickered to the faint sway of your tail, to the careful tilt of your ears.
Originally, their plan had been straightforward. Arrange the meeting. Allow Norma Selner to evaluate you. And afterward… sway you. Convince you to join their ranks.
But for now, the first step was simple—ensure the invitation reached to you safely and officially.
He placed a sleek card carefully on the table. “Here’s my contact information. Should you accept, I will personally oversee all arrangements and escort you to the meeting location. There is no need to concern yourself with logistics.”
He paused, letting his gaze settle on you one last time, carefully.
“I understand that you are here on official business. I will not take any more of your time. Please consider this at your own convenience.”
And then, without another word, he turned.
He moved through the dining hall with precise steps, weaving between tables, his attention outwardly calm but internally alert. He replayed the moment over and over in his mind—the subtle shift in posture of your colleagues, the absence of any magical display, the quiet authority of your presence.
‘The footage didn’t capture this,’ he thought. Not the composure, not the ease with which you moved through the space. Not the quiet authority that seemed to bend the room toward equilibrium without effort.
He looked again at your tail, the elegant sway as you adjusted in your chair, and the faint twitch of your ears—indicators of a beastly form, yet entirely unmoved, unaggressive and untethered.
‘There’s a control here that shouldn’t exist’
Most S-rank hunters, especially those with beast-type traits, carried an undercurrent of physical dominance, heightened instincts, and an edge that whispered danger.
You carried none of that.
He reached the glass doors of the dining hall, briefly catching his reflection in the polished surface. But before stepping into the night air, he paused.
And glanced back.
Across the room, you remained seated
‘And yet Madam Selner asked for her’
Adam exhaled quietly, letting the thought linger.
There was something about you. Something unassuming, almost imperceptible, that settled over the space like a gentle weight. He tried to trace the invisible lines of your presence, to understand what it was that made you different from the countless S-ranks he had encountered.
You radiated… something else.
It was magnetic, in the most subtle way possible,
He pushed the door open and stepped into the cool night, the quiet click of it closing behind him marking the end of the encounter. And though he had left, he could feel the echo of it trailing behind him, a quiet pull that made him aware he had not yet truly understood you.
Whether this discrepancy between appearance and effect meant something deeper… or something more dangerous entirely, he would soon discover.
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- end of chapter 5
AN: Reader using her crytalized tail to fight is inspired from a pokemon move: Iron tail
Again I' m so sorry for not updating for so long, took 2 weeks to cure my writer's block, from here on out the chapters I planned ahead will be much more smoother, also ( ̄︶ ̄)we're nearing the smut wehehehehhe
I'm considering making a Jinchul chapter too (*^_^*) cause while writing the previous chapters Jinchul had a potential chemistry pairing with Reader
Not just Jinchul actually, (≧▽≦) I want Thomas Andre and Liu Zhingang too(yeah em greedy like that) . An alternative timeline leaning more onto smut
Here you were again in the Association’s training area, The large hall was quiet at this hour, leaving only the hollow echo of footsteps and the occasional dull thud of practice weapons striking padded targets. Pale morning light filtered through the high windows, stretching long shadows across the polished floor.
Across from you stood Woo Jin-chul, arms crossed on his back as he observed your stance.
“Your footing,” he said evenly. “Too stiff. If you lock your legs like that, you’ll lose your balance the moment someone counters.”
He stepped forward and nudged your ankle lightly with the tip of his shoe.
“Relax here. Keep your center lower. You need to stay ready to move.”
You adjusted your posture.
The training continued like that for a while—Jin-chul correcting your stance, showing you the timing of attacks, and explaining how to create openings against an opponent.
“Don’t swing blindly,” he said, demonstrating a defensive motion. “Watch their shoulders and hips. The body always shows where the next movement is coming from.”
He moved toward a training dummy and tapped several points along its torso.
“If you can’t overpower someone, aim for the places that slow them down. The throat. Solar plexus. Joints.”
You nodded instinctively. “That makes sense.”
Jin-chul glanced at you.
You stepped closer to the dummy and pointed to the area he had tapped. “A strong hit to the solar plexus can knock the air out of someone immediately,” you said. “And if pressure is applied here—” gesturing near the shoulder joint “—the arm can temporarily weaken.”
Jin-chul raised an eyebrow slightly. “…You’re familiar with this.”
You gave a small shrug,“I used to be a nurse.”
Realization flickered across his face, recalling the first day you awakened.
“Right.” Work’s so hectic that he’d already forgotten, he studied you for a moment, as if reassessing something. “That explains why you recognized those weak points so quickly.”
You chuckled faintly.
Years spent in hospital wards had taught you more about the human body than most people ever wanted to know—how fragile it was, how easily things could go wrong, and exactly where the body was most vulnerable.
But as you resumed your stance, a quiet frustration crept into your chest.
Knowing the body… and surviving a fight with monsters… were two very different things.
Right now, the difference felt painfully obvious. You might have awakened with extraordinary power—power that had shocked the entire Association. But you didn’t know how to use it. Not properly. You had no combat experience. No instincts for fighting(Does dodging count?) No system guiding you the way Sung Jinwoo did. And worse—You had no way of contacting Mother.
Everything felt uncertain, Incomplete.
You had wanted to become someone who could help… someone who could stand beside hunters and support them.
But right now?
You felt more like someone who needed protecting instead, someone who might slow everyone else down.
Your shoulders lowered slightly before you realized it. “…Sorry,” you said quietly.
Jin-chul paused mid-instruction.
You looked away for a moment, embarrassed by the thought spilling out. “Sorry to bother you with this,” you said. “I’m supposed to be an S-rank… but right now I’m basically just a civilian.” A small, self-conscious laugh left you.“I don’t even know how to properly use my powers in a fight.”
Your gaze drifted toward the floor. “A healer who can’t even manage basic self-defense…” you murmured. “That’s practically dead weight in a raid. More of a liability than an ally.”
For a moment, the training hall was quiet.
Then Woo Jin-chul spoke.“That’s not unusual.”
You blinked and looked up.
His expression remained calm, as if your concerns weren’t surprising at all.
“You only awakened recently,” he said. “It would be stranger if you already had full control over your abilities.” He folded his arms.“Most hunters take months just to understand their powers. Some take years.”
He gestured lightly toward the empty training floor. “And that’s before they even step into real combat.”
Your shoulders eased slightly, though doubt still lingered. ’But I can’t afford to wait that long.’
Jin-chul continued,“More importantly,” he said, his tone steady, “you’re not just any hunter.”
“You are the second S-rank the Association has. ”
The weight of those words settled in the quiet room.
“That alone makes you extremely important,” he added.
His gaze remained firm but not unkind. “Your role isn’t to charge into battle like a frontline hunter.” He tapped the training dummy once more. “It’s to keep the ones who do alive.”
He paused before finishing calmly,
“So stop thinking of yourself as dead weight.”
Jin-chul stepped back and gestured toward your stance again. “Now,” he said, returning to the lesson, “fix your footing.”
You inhaled slowly and adjusted your stance again.
Over the past few weeks, you had gradually fallen into a routine.
Your mornings always began early in the Association’s training facility under the supervision of Woo Jin-chul. What had started as simple posture corrections had slowly evolved into proper drills. He had designed a training program specifically for you.
But the lessons went beyond just human combat. Jin-chul carefully explained the monsters that appeared in gates, their vitals, attack patterns, and how they reacted when injured. He showed you how to anticipate movements, identify weak points, and recognize dangerous behaviors that could end a raid in seconds. “Even if you don’t fight directly,” he reminded you, “understanding your enemies gives you the edge to know where your healing will matter most.”
After training came the responsibilities tied to your new position.
As the Korean Hunters Association’s diplomat, much of your day was spent reviewing reports, signing documents, and attending briefings. On certain occasions, you accompanied the Association’s Chairman, sitting in on meetings with government officials, guild representatives, and other influential figures.
Being one of the country’s two S-rank hunters in the Association meant your presence alone carried considerable weight.
But not all your days were spent behind desks and conference tables.
Whenever emergencies arose, you were dispatched to assist in rescue operations or assigned to accompany raid teams as their healer.
And every time you stepped into a gate alongside them, hunters were reminded just how unusual your ability truly was.
Unlike most healer-type hunters, you didn’t need to stay beside the person you were treating. When you activated your power, a gentle warmth spread outward from you in a wide circle like some ripple effect—reaching nearly one hundred and twenty meters in every direction.
Any hunter within that distance could feel it. Cuts slowly closed, bleeding eased, and the exhaustion from prolonged combat faded slightly under the steady flow of your healing. Even those fighting far ahead on the front lines could receive your support without ever coming near you.
For hunters accustomed to fighting while constantly worrying about injuries, the difference was immediately noticeable.
Strike Squads could maintain their formation longer. Frontliners could push forward without retreating every few minutes for treatment.
With every operation you joined, it became clearer to everyone—having you, was a rare kind of reassurance.
And slowly but surely, word about the Association’s newest hunter had begun spreading among raid teams and guilds across the country.
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After returning to the Association from assisting in a raid, it was the usual afternoon break. You shifted into your small fox form and curled up on the sofa in your office. Before closing your eyes, you told your assistant, Sun-young, to wake you if there were any matters that required your attention.
What was meant to be a short thirty-minute break soon passed.
Sun-young returned to wake you for a meeting you had scheduled with the Chairman. She called your name first, gently at first, then louder when you didn’t respond. When that failed, she approached the sofa and lightly shook it.
Still nothing.
Her concern grew with every passing second.
“Hunter…?” she tried again, crouching beside the sofa. “It’s time for your meeting.”
You didn’t stir.
Her heart slowly sank further when you refused to wake no matter what she did.
…
Meanwhile, as your consciousness slowly returned, you felt as though you were simply waking from a peaceful nap.
You were no longer in the office. Instead, you were lying in soft grass beneath the warm dappled sunlight. When you opened your eyes, you found yourself once again dressed in the same hanbok you had worn the first time you came here. You pushed yourself up slightly, brushing away some grass on your sleeves. You recognized this place immediately.
Mother’s domain.
Unlike the first time you arrived here, you didn’t hesitate or panic. The forest felt familiar now, almost welcoming. You knew where to go.
Soon enough, you found the same trail you had once followed. It led you toward the quiet courtyard you remembered. As you stepped inside, a familiar white fox with ruby eyes lifted its head, its ears twitching at your presence. Its tail wagged slightly as if acknowledging you.
You gave it a small nod before continuing past the courtyard toward the garden.
And there she was.
Mother sat beneath the blooming cherry blossom tree, petals drifting softly through the air around her. The stone-carved table and chairs were just as you remembered.
This time she wore a soft yellow hanbok, her long white hair gathered into an elegant updo adorned with delicate jewelry.
The moment she noticed you, her eyes lit up. “Child!” She stood immediately and pulled you into a warm, crushing hug.
“Oh, look at you,” she said with delight, holding you at arm’s length to examine you. “You seem much more comfortable with your appearance now. It suits you beautifully.”
Before you could respond, she ushered you toward the stone table. “Come, come.”
Soon the two of you were seated, warm tea cups resting in your hands while petals drifted lazily around the garden.
After a few quiet moments of sipping tea, Mother suddenly spoke again. “I called you here to warn you.” Her tone had dropped its usual cheerful brightness.
You instinctively straightened in your seat.
“Due to my interference,” she continued calmly, “the number of Red Gates appearing on your world may become more frequent.”
Your brows furrowed with concern.
But almost immediately, her cheerful demeanor returned as if nothing serious had been said at all. She rested her chin on her folded hands atop the table, smiling at you with effortless ease. “Oh, but I’m sure it will be nothing for you.”
You hesitated. “Uhh… Mother…” Your voice carried a bit of unease. “The truth is… I find things difficult.” You rubbed the back of your neck awkwardly. “The only thing I really know how to do is heal. I don’t fully understand how my power works… especially my body. I feel like I’m constantly hungry for mana. At this rate, idon’t think I’ll be of help to Jinwoo” You paused before adding, “And when I tried checking my stats… it just says ‘Feature Not Available.’ Can I really not access them?”
Mother blinked. “What?”
With a casual wave of her hand, a holographic screen appeared before her. She began tapping and switching through several windows, scrolling through lines of information.
Then she suddenly froze. “…Oh, so that’s why.” A moment later she burst into laughter. “Ahahahahaha!” She wiped a tear from the corner of her eye. “Oh dear… I’m so sorry, darling. It appears I completely forgot to turn it on for you.”
She pressed something on the floating screen. “Whoops. My mistake.”
Mother seemed to notice your stunned silence. In the next instant she appeared beside you in a small flash of light. “Ohhh… I’m really sorry, darling,” she said softly, patting your head before gently pulling you against her chest.
From the expression on your face, she could tell you looked seconds away from complete defeat.
“I’ll make it up to you, alright?” she said quickly. “I’ll place treasures inside some of the gates you’ll raid.”
“I don’t want that,” you replied immediately.
She blinked, surprised.
“What I want,” you said seriously, “is for you to teach me some special techniques… fighting moves… something—anything”
Mother studied you for a moment before smiling.
“Very well then. Though… it may take some time to download.”
You frowned in confusion, “What do you mean?”
“You’ll see.”
With a snap of her fingers, the scenery shifted instantly. Now you were sitting inside a spacious room resembling a wealthy traditional hanok residence.
Mother began teleporting around the room, moving from shelf to shelf before finally returning. She set several items on the low table before you: brushes, small bowls, and containers filled with colored powder.
The window slid open and a breeze carried several cherry blossom petals inside. One landed perfectly on Mother’s open palm.
She crushed it gently into one of the bowls, mixing it with pink powder and other samll amount of different powder before blowing softly across it. The mixture glowed briefly before settling into a deep pink-red color.
She repeated the process again, this time creating a golden yellow mixture.
Then she gently tilted your chin upward.
With a soft brush dipped in the pink-red pigment, she began drawing a symbol across your forehead. You had no idea what it meant—and honestly didn’t feel like questioning her methods.
Next she took a smaller brush dipped in yellow and dotted the center of the symbol.
“There.” She placed the brush down, then she pressed two fingers lightly against the center of the mark.
In an instant, something like lightning shot down your spine from your nape, spreading across the expanse of your back. It burned briefly before fading.
“I originally only gave you a small fox form when transforming,” Mother said casually. “Because it’s cute.” She smiled mischievously, “But I did say I’d make it up to you.”
Before you could ask anything else—
Snap.
Your clothes suddenly changed from the snap of her finger.
“Now then,” Mother said excitedly, “I’ve been wanting to see you try these dresses!”
You had no idea how long passed as she repeatedly snapped her fingers, changing your outfits one after another.
“Oh my goodness!” she laughed happily. “You’re so adorable, my sweet!” She cupped your cheeks affectionately. “I wish I could put you in my pocket and take you with me.”
Suddenly her expression softened slightly. She looked at the loading bar above your head.
[97% LOADING]
“Oh dear… I think I’ve already taken too much of your time.”
A yellow portal opened behind you, Mother waved cheerfully. “Off you go, my dear! Buh-bye!”
Meanwhile, back at the Hunter Association…Your small fox form had been completely unresponsive for three days.
They had even placed an IV drip beside you—except it was filled with concentrated mana solution instead of normal fluids.
Five hours after you first passed out, Sun-young had nearly panicked when she discovered something even stranger.
Your tiny fox body had become encased inside a pezzottaite-colored gemstone, like a caterpillar sealed inside a cocoon.
Now, on the third day, Sun-young was visiting your office again when she noticed something.
The gemstone began to glow, cracks slowly spread across its surface.
“Everyone—!”
She rushed out to call the others, moments later, the crystal shattered into glittering dust. Your fox form disappeared as you shifted back into your human form, dressed once again in your usual Association uniform.
You blinked in confusion.
‘I’m back?’
A series of notifications appeared in your vision.
[NEW SKILL UNLOCKED]
[NEW SKILL UNLOCKED]
More messages began flooding your system.
But before you could read any of them—
The Association members surrounding you immediately began bombarding you with questions about your condition and well-being.
You pushed past the wave of worried voices surrounding you. “Yes, yes, I’m fine,” you said quickly, raising both hands in surrender as if that alone could calm them down. “Really. I’m fine. Can I go home for now?”
The room fell briefly silent.
Several Association staff exchanged uncertain glances, clearly still uneasy about letting you leave after what had just happened. Three days unconscious, encased in a glowing gemstone, only to suddenly wake up like nothing had occurred—it wasn’t exactly reassuring.
But your vitals were stable, your mana levels were… strange, but stable, and most importantly, you were awake.
Sun-young stepped forward, her expression still tight with concern. “If you feel unwell at any point, please contact us immediately,” she said firmly.
You nodded obediently. “Of course.”
Eventually, permission was granted.
…
You had moved out of the temporary Hunter Association quarters just last last week, settling instead into a modest apartment nearby. The moment you stepped through the front door, the exhaustion you had been ignoring finally settled into your bones.
Three days, apparently you had been gone for three days. Yet to you… it had only felt like a short nap and a slightly chaotic visit with Mother.
You kicked off your shoes and headed straight for the bathroom. A long, hot shower helped clear the lingering fog from your mind. By the time you stepped out, dressed in loose, comfortable clothes, your thoughts had finally begun to settle.
But one thing still lingered in the back of your mind, the system.
Mother had said she turned it ON.
You walked into the living room and stretched your arms slightly before stopping in the middle of the room.
“Alright…” You took a small breath, then you willed it.
‘Show me.’
Immediately, a familiar gold glow flickered into existence before your eyes.
Your very own System Window. For the first time since you had arrived in this world, it actually responded, several unread notifications instantly appeared.
[NEW SKILL UNLOCKED]
[NEW SKILL UNLOCKED]
[NEW SKILL UNLOCKED]
[NEW PASSIVE ABILITY ACQUIRED]
[NEW FORM AVAILABLE]
Your brows lifted slightly.
“…Woah”
So Mother wasn’t joking, when she said she’d make it up to you, there was a [NEW] sign on some skills, abilities, and even form.
You scrolled through the information slowly, eyes moving from line to line. Your stats, abilities, title.
Your lips slowly curled into an intrigued smile.
“Well then…” You cracked your fingers, the quiet popping sounds echoing faintly in the apartment.
“Let’s test this out.”
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A few days Later
You stood in front of a familiar apartment complex, its aging concrete walls warmed by the afternoon sun. Laundry hung from several balconies above, swaying gently in the breeze. It was quiet, peaceful, and ordinary.
Exactly the kind of place someone like Sung Jinwoo would live.
Your fox ears and tail were carefully concealed by skill. A pair of thick sunglasses rested on your face as you approached the first-floor unit and knocked on the landlord’s door.
After a moment, the door creaked open. The elderly landlord peered out, adjusting his glasses as he looked at you curiously.
“Good day,” you said politely. “I’m here to pay the rent of Resident Sung.”
You reached up and removed your sunglasses. Sunlight struck your eyes immediately, the color shifting into that faint crystalline glow.
The old man blinked when he met your gaze. “Oh?” he said, surprised. “And who might you be?”
“An old friend of Jinwoo,” you replied calmly.
The old man leaned lightly against the doorway, curiosity taking hold as he began asking questions.
“How long have you known him?”
“Did he ask you to come?”
“Why are you paying his rent?”
You answered politely, keeping your tone casual and reassuring and confident. The envelope containing the rent was already prepared in your hand.
But as the conversation continued, something subtle began to change.
The landlord’s voice gradually slowed, his questions became less direct, trailing slightly at the end of each sentence. His gaze lingered on your eyes. “…I see,” he murmured.
His voice softened further, losing its sharpness as his focus dulled. The moment his mind reached that quiet, fragile stillness—
[SKILL ACTIVATED: νεῦρον Reset]
His thoughts followed the path you had set for them.
You gave a small polite bow before stepping away from the door.
Your name slipped away, face blurred. Even the sound of your voice dissolved into nothing more than a vague impression.
All that remained was the conclusion you had left behind.
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Jinwoo was baffled when he found out this month’s rent had already been paid.
He stood outside the door of his landlord’s unit on the first floor of the apartment complex, the fatigue from a recent raid still lingering in his body. He had come straight home afterward, intending to settle the payment as he always did.
“I’m sorry, what do you mean?” Jinwoo asked, brows knitting together. “I’m sure I haven’t paid yet.” He was careful about these things. Rent, utilities, groceries—no matter how little money he had, he kept track of every expenses. At most, he paid on the due date or a few days late. The elderly couple who owned the building had always been understanding of his situation.
“Well… it’s already marked here in my ledger that you did.” The old man turned the worn book toward him.
Jinwoo leaned closer, It wasn’t just this month, the payment covered the rest of the year. His brows knitted together.
The old man pushed up his glasses.“Someone came by last week,” he explained. “They said they were an old friend of yours.”
Jinwoo’s expression stiffened slightly.
“They mentioned they owed you a debt,” the old man continued, “and that the two of you had already discussed the arrangement—that they would repay it by covering your rent.”
“An old friend?” Jinwoo stared at the ledger in silence.
He didn’t have a friend like that. Truthfully, he barely had friends at all.
After his mother fell into eternal sleep, Jinwoo had dropped out of school and begun risking his life in raids just to keep them afloat. Every bit of money he earned came at a cost—blood, injuries, and multiple brushes with death inside gates.
Even then, it was rarely enough. Most months, his earnings barely covered rent, food, and hospital expenses.
‘Lend someone money?’
The thought alone was almost laughable.
He had never been in a position to help anyone financially—not when he was constantly struggling just to make it to the next month.
So how could someone claim they owed him a debt?
Jinwoo’s gaze lingered on the numbers written neatly in the ledger.
If anything, he should have been the one owing people money.
“Did they leave a name?” he asked.
The old man paused, closing his eyes as he tried to recall.
“Hmm… I’m afraid I can’t remember,” he admitted after a moment. “My memory isn’t what it used to be. But they sounded quite certain about it.”
Jinwoo studied him quietly.
“What about their appearance?” he pressed. “Anything you remember at all?”
The old man sighed and shook his head apologetically. “Forgive this old man, but no… I truly can’t.”
Jinwoo studied his face. The couple had lived here for decades. They were honest people—not the type to lie. Perhaps it really was age catching up with them.
Still… Something about this didn’t sit right with him. Jinwoo walked back up the stairs toward their unit a few floors above, an uneasy feeling followed him like a shadow.
Had he accidentally signed himself into something? Some shady organization? A gang? An association?…Or worse, he grimaced slightly. Could it be the devil himself?
Jinwoo pinched his cheek, It hurt, this is not a dream. His gaze drifted to the corners of the hallway ceiling. This building didn’t have CCTV cameras.
“Oppa, thanks for the fried chicken! Gosh—not just that, you even had the groceries delivered here.”
Another warning bell rang loudly in Jinwoo’s head. The money he had left should only have been enough for a week’s worth of groceries.
His gaze slowly shifted toward the kitchen table.
Jin-ah must have carried everything there herself. Bags upon bags of food—rice, vegetables, canned goods, meat. It was enough to last an entire month.
Jinwoo stood there for a moment, staring.
‘Just what was happening?’
‘Where is all of this coming from? ‘
“I’m going to wash up first,” he said after a moment.
Jin-ah nodded absentmindedly, already busy organizing the groceries into the cupboards, drawers and refrigerator.
After washing up inside the bathroom, Jinwoo splashed cold water onto his face, looking at his reflection in the mirror.
Someone was interfering with his life. And whoever it was…They had already gotten frighteningly close.
When he stepped back into his room, something immediately caught his eye.
A single cherry blossom rested on his nightstand. Its pale pink petals looked almost luminous against the dull wood. Jinwoo leaned closer, inspecting it carefully. The flower was real—soft, delicate, alive.
Yet his mind immediately registered the impossibility of it. The season for cherry blossoms hadn’t yet arrived. How could this bloom appear now?
Beneath the flower lay a sealed letter, Jinwoo approached slowly and picked it up. The room was silent as he broke the seal. Inside was a single sheet of paper, the printed handwriting elegant and deliberate.
Greetings, Hunter.
I hope this letter finds you well.
You must have been quite surprised.
Please do not be alarmed—I mean you no harm.
I merely wished to become your sponsor.
Let us say that I am… familiar with your circumstances.
And I wish to help you.
Please consider it a small gesture of goodwill.
I simply wished to ease your burdens, even if only a little.
You need not concern yourself with repaying it.
Jinwoo lowered the letter slightly. The faint scent of cherry blossoms lingered on the page, his gaze flicking back to the flower.
Everything about this—rent paid, groceries delivered, a cherry blossom blooming out of season—felt too deliberate, and precise to be coincidental.
Someone had quietly entered his life
Even with their apparent goodwill, Jinwoo’s instincts screamed at him to be cautious.
Could he really allow this mysterious benefactor to become his sponsor? Could he trust them?
He didn’t know yet, And that uncertainty made him feel… exposed.
Someone was stepping into his world. Someone who clearly knew more about him than they should.
And Jinwoo knew better than to let his guard down so easily.
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The next morning, Jinwoo woke to the familiar buzz of his alarm.
He reached out groggily, silencing it before pushing himself upright. Morning light filtered faintly through the curtains, casting a soft glow across the small room.
As he stretched and rubbed the sleep from his eyes, something immediately caught his attention.
Another cherry blossom.
It rested on the exact same spot on his nightstand. Delicate. Pale pink. Perfectly intact, just like yesterday.
Jinwoo stared at it for a moment before noticing what lay beneath it. another letter.
And beside the nightstand, placed neatly on the floor, was a small cardboard box. Resting on top of it was a cloth-wrapped bundle tied carefully with a simple knot.
His brows slowly drew together. “…Again?”
He reached for the letter first. Breaking the seal, unfolded the paper and began to read.
Greetings, Hunter.
I hope you rested well.
At the foot of your nightstand you will find several items prepared for you: a reliable dagger, a few potions, a pair of combat boots, and bandages infused with a mild healing effect.
I hope they prove useful during your raids.
You may also want to prepare for a sudden downpour today at exactly 1:00 PM. I suggest bringing an umbrella if you plan to be outside.
You may think of me as… preparation.
For the System you will receive one day.
In a way, the two of us are rather similar.
We both provide you with gifts.
Jinwoo lowered the letter slightly.
“System…?”
He frowned faintly at the unfamiliar word.
The idea sounded strange—almost nonsensical—but given everything that had already happened in the past day, dismissing it outright didn’t feel wise.
He glanced down at the wrapped cloth. Carefully, he untied the knot, Inside was a dagger.
The weapon was longer than he expected, yet surprisingly light in his hand. The blade gleamed faintly, its edge sharp enough that he instinctively handled it with caution.
Jinwoo turned it slightly, inspecting the balance. “…This is good,” he murmured quietly.
Far better than the cheap weapons he usually rented or bought secondhand.(well, that’s all he can afford.)
He then opened the cardboard box.
Inside were the rest of the items mentioned in the letter: sturdy combat boots, several small potion bottles, and neatly packed bandages.
Jinwoo remained crouched there for a moment.
skeptical
wary
But he had a gate to raid today.
And his last weapon had broken during the previous dungeon, after a moment of hesitation, he exhaled slowly.
“…Just this once.”
According to the weather report playing on the television in the living room, today was supposed to be completely clear sunny day. No rain expected.
Jinwoo knew better than to trust those reports too much. Half the time they were wrong anyway.
Still, the warning lingered in the back of his mind.
He remembered lending his umbrella to Jin-ah a few days ago after she misplaced hers.
If it really did rain…Well, he supposed he’d find out soon enough whether this mysterious benefactor truly knew what they were talking about.
Inside the gate later that day, Jinwoo quickly realized something.
The dagger was exceptional, it cut through low-ranked monsters far more cleanly than the weapons he had used before. Its durability alone surprised him—strike after strike without the dull resistance he had grown used to.
By the time the raid was nearly over, he had already defeated several more monsters than his usual count.
When the dungeon was cleared, Jinwoo took a moment to wrap a few shallow scratches on his arm. The special bandages worked almost instantly. A faint warmth spread through the wound, dulling the pain and closing the skin faster than normal.
There hadn’t been a healer assigned to their raid party today.
“Hey, Sung”, One of the other hunters approached him curiously.“Got new equipment?”
Jinwoo paused before answering. “Oh… uh, yeah. Kind of,”He scratched the back of his head awkwardly. “It was… given by an old friend.”
The hunter gave an impressed whistle before moving on.
Jinwoo watched him leave, the words still feeling strange even as he said them.
When the raid ended and the hunters exited the gate, Jinwoo received his payment. He had just taken the envelope when a drop of water landed on the paper.
Then another, then several more.
“Argh! The news said there wouldn’t be rain today!” one of the hunters complained loudly as he hurried to pack his gear.
Jinwoo slowly lifted his gaze toward the sky, the rain was getting heavier. His mind flashed back to the letter, he checked the time on his phone.
12:55 PM.
Five minutes before 1 pm.
“…You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Jinwoo managed to board a bus just as the rain turned into a heavy downpour, the sound of it drummed loudly against the bus windows.
He glanced down at his phone again.
1:00 PM. Exactly.
A strange chill ran down his spine, whoever this benefactor was… They clearly knew things ordinary people doesn’t.
The bus continued through the rain-soaked streets as Jinwoo headed toward the hospital.
He had come to visit his mother. But when he arrived at the billing desk and checked on her account—he froze.
The hospital staff handed him the statement.
Paid.
The medical bills had already been settled. Jinwoo stared down at the document in stunned silence.
After finishing your bath and changing into the clothes provided by the KHA’s, you wrapped a towel around your head and sat on the bed. Reflecting on the day's events, you realized that a lot had transpired in a short time, and your life was about to take a new direction. As you sat there, you couldn't help but feel ix of emotions. You glanced at your bag on the small table, quickly checking to ensure all your essential items were inside.
Amidst your thoughts, you picked up your phone and unlocked the screen, only to be bombarded with numerous missed calls and messages from your colleagues. The idea of potentially quitting your job as a nurse due to these events saddened you deeply. Despite the challenges and exhaustion that came with the job, it held a special place in your heart. The fulfillment of helping others, making a difference in their lives, and being a part of the healthcare profession were some of the reasons why being a nurse was so rewarding(also because it’s a stable job that’s always in demand and a good pay)
As you pondered your job and the messages on your phone, you glanced at the time: 2:14 am. The late hour made you question whether sleep was even worth considering at that moment. Your mind then wandered to thoughts of "Mother" and "Solo Levelling," contemplating how you could assist the main character when you hadn't fully mastered your own powers.
Curiosity struck as you wondered if you possessed a system like Jinwoo's. You focused intently, willing it to appear—but instead, a holographic screen flickered briefly before glitching with an error message:
[FEATURE NOT AVAILABLE]
A flicker of disappointment crossed your mind—no stats, no class, nothing yet. ’Was this Mother's doing, holding it back for now?’ you wondered briefly, unlike Jinwoo's system from the Architect. ’Oh well, nothing I can do about that.’
Frustration twisted in your chest as you collapsed onto the bed, arm draped over your eyes. The raw intensity of your awakening, the brutal truth of this world—it all crashed down, drowning you in endless questions. Lost, uncertain, you lay there, the path ahead shrouded in shadows.
"Just what am I supposed to do...?" you murmur to yourself, feeling a mixture of helplessness. The weight of your responsibility and the uncertainty of the situation hang heavily in the air, making sleep seem like a distant luxury.
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The sterile colored walls of the KHA’s rank testing room did little to soothe your frayed nerves. The line snake and dwindled before you, a silent procession of hopeful hunters. Your mind raced, calculating, strategizing. ‘First, I have to locate Jinwoo.’ That was your priority. ‘and the easiest way to do so is by joining the association’, you looked at the door, an employee has peaked his head and called for the next person—you.
‘Its the best option I have to support Jinwoo from the sidelines’
“Place your hand on the orb.” the employee instructed you.
You hesitated, hand hovering over the giant black orb in front of you. How much mana should I use? The question clawed at you, a desperate gamble. ‘Do I generate all my power? NO! That’s overkill, but how much?’
‘Mother gave me 20%, what about 3? Too little, what if its too weak and I end up being a C rank or D rank?’ the very thought frightens you. ‘or even worse, an E rank!?—not that I'm discriminating Jinwoo—and then, they won’t even acknowledge me because my rank is too low.’, you cried inwardly.
The employee noticed your silence, rigid posture, and hand hovering above the orb, “Try to take a deep breath and relax, close yours eyes if need be.”
The employee’s voice was a blur, lost in the maelstrom of your thoughts. ‘10? No, that would be overkill, its too much and too much is…well, that would be catastrophic. 5%? 8?’ Your mind teetered on the precipice of panic.
The numbers swam before your eye—8, 5, 10, 6, 4, 7… a chaotic dance of choices. You closed your eyes and just placed one of your hand into the orb, trusting your instincts, hoping against hope that you hadn’t made a fatal mistake.
Then, a blinding flash, and deafening roar, The lights flickered, died, and plunged the room into darkness. Five seconds stretched into an eternity before the emergency generators sputtered to life, casting a sickly glow on the scene of destruction. The testing machine—black giant orb, lay in ruins, smoking and sparking. You stood there, seemingly unharmed, your fluffy tail wrapped around you. Your heart hammered against your ribs, a frantic drumbeat of fear and self-reproach.
The machine… it was probably worth more than your life savings. Shame washed over you, hot and suffocating. Your ears flattened against your head, a gesture of abject humiliation. You sank to your knees, bowing deeply before the employee who you were so thankful, unharmed but visibly shaken.
“I AM SO SORRY!!!”
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You sat stiffly on one of the sofas inside the Chairman’s office, hands clasped tightly in your lap. Your tail curled anxiously around your leg as you waited. The silence felt unbearable.
When the door finally opened and Chairman Go Gunhee stepped inside, you immediately straightened.
The elderly man took one look at your nervous posture and sighed softly. “Are you alright?” he asked with quiet concern. “I heard about what happened.”
“Gran— Chairman, I’m so sorry!” The words burst out of you before you could stop them. In the blink of an eye you had practically teleported to his feet, dropping into a frantic bow as panic overwhelmed you. “I promise I’ll work for the Association until my last dying breath if that’s what it takes to pay for the machine! I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to break it—I swear I didn’t—!”
Your voice cracked as the panic continued to spill out. While waiting earlier, you had searched the price of the machine online. You wished you hadn’t. The number alone nearly made you faint.
Go Gunhee froze for a moment. Then a look of immediate guilt crossed his face. “Please, please stand up,” he said quickly, gently motioning for you to rise. “There is no need for such distress. The Association can easily replace the machine.”
You slowly lifted your head, eyes still watery. “Still…” you murmured weakly, “that doesn’t change the fact that I broke it.”
You rose to your feet again, straightening your posture as best as you could. Though the effort to remain composed was obvious. Your tail curled tightly around your leg, betraying your lingering anxiety. Taking a steady breath, you wiped your eyes with the back of your hand before meeting the Chairman’s gaze again.
“Chairman,” you said quietly but firmly, “please allow me to make this right. I would like to join the Korean Hunters Association. I can contribute whatever abilities I have—whatever they turn out to be—and repay the damage I caused.”
Go Gunhee studied you carefully. His expression softened, though there was still a quiet seriousness behind his eyes. He gestured gently toward the chairs. “Let us sit first.”
The two of you returned to the armchairs facing each other, the weight of the conversation lingering in the air. After a moment, the Chairman spoke. “Joining the Association purely out of debt is not the foundation we wish our hunters to stand on,” he said calmly. “If that is your only reason, then I would advise you against it. Hunters must have purpose in what they do. If obligation alone drives you, then you would be better off walking away.”
Your ears twitched slightly at his words., but you didn’t look away. “I understand,” you spoke, voice steady despite the knot tightening in your chest. “But this isn’t just the debt. I’ve thought about this seriously.”
Go Gunhee remained silent, listening. “Even so,” he continued after a moment, revealing a practical truth many hunters learned quickly, “the Association is not a corporation. We cannot promise you great wealth or luxury.” There was a faint bitterness behind the statement. Many hunters choose not to join the Association for guilds precisely because of that.
But your response came without hesitation. “I don’t care about money.”
Your eyes held firm determination.
“I want to be a support.”
“To civilians.”
“To hunters.”
“And to this Association.”
Your tail flicked once behind you as your resolve solidified.
“Please allow me to be that support.”
Silence filled the room. Go Gunhee leaned back slightly in his chair, studying you carefully.
Your shoulders were squared despite the nerves clearly visible in your posture. The determination in your gaze didn’t waver.
After a long moment, the Chairman smiled faintly. “Very well.”
Your breath caught.
“Your resolve appears genuine.” He nodded once. “We will proceed. Welcome to the Korean Hunters Association.”
Relief washed over you so suddenly your shoulders nearly sagged. “Thank you, Chairman.”
Go Gunhee chuckled softly, waving a hand dismissively. “Let us not rush ahead just yet,” he said. “For now, we will place you in our internship training program. It will test your basic capabilities, evaluate your strengths, and help determine which department you are best suited for.”
He glanced toward the window briefly before adding,
“You will begin tomorrow.”
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Headline: KHA Hunter Evaluation Department Temporarily Unavailable
Due to equipment issues, the Korean Hunters Association (KHA) cannot process rank evaluations. Staff are working diligently to repair the problem—expect a 2-day downtime. Updates and improvements will follow soon. We apologize for the inconvenience.
The official statement exploded online, sparking heated debates.
GateCrusher_92: Sources from KHA lobby scouts say a female hunter caused it.
[Blurry photos of you, escorted by staff, circulate widely.]
ManaAddict: Testing orb got shattered.
Shadowplayer: That hunter did it—massive damage, even blacked out the building for minutes.
RankHunterX: WHAT?! Even past S-ranks never broke it.
GateRaider67: National-level?
HaeInFanClub: Cha Hae-in hit S-rank 5 months ago as Korea's 9th. Another already?
#109249963: Breaking the orb = S-rank, right?
User3016: Heard she's beast-type.
WhiteTigerSimp: Like White Tiger Guild's master?
GuildHunterPro: Which guild will she join?
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During the past three days, you underwent a series of tests. Most of them ended the same way—broken equipment. The mana meter shattered the moment you touched it. The replacement cracked. The third one short-circuited before it could even register a reading. After that, the technicians stopped looking surprised and simply gave up bringing out alternative measuring devices.
You had decided early on to play it safe and claim you were a healer.Even so, the association insisted you undergo basic self-defense training. Every morning, you trained with Jin Chul. And Every afternoon was spent in department evaluations.
Now, on the third day, you stood barefoot on the rubber mat of the KHA training room. You were dressed in a white Taekwondo uniform that still felt foreign on your body. Across from you stood Jin Chul, calm and composed as always.
The first day had been a disaster. Or at least, it should have been. You remembered the moment clearly—
Three days ago, Your heart had nearly burst from your chest.
“I’m going to attack,” Jin Chul had warned calmly.
You had nodded, though your hands were already trembling.
Then he moved. His fist shot forward. You shrieked and squeezed your eyes shut. But your body moved. Your head tilted back just enough for his punch to slice through empty air.
You stumbled sideways, nearly falling as his follow-up kick swept past your legs. Another step—another narrow escape. You hadn’t even realized what you were doing. Your body simply refused to be hit.
Again and again, Jin Chul attacked.
And again and again, you avoided him—awkwardly, clumsily, but always just in time. When you finally opened your eyes, panting and shaking, Jin Chul was staring at you with a strange look.
Discovery Number 1: Whether it was instinct or pure fear, you could dodge Jin Chul’s attacks with startling efficiency.
Perhaps your sharpened senses were helping as well.
Back in the present, Jin Chul stepped forward again. His movements were controlled, precise. Each strike was deliberate. A straight punch came first.
You tilted your head to the side, the wind of his fist brushing past your cheek.
He followed with a low sweep. Your body reacted before your mind could process it—you jumped back, your feet sliding across the mat.
Another strike. A kick this time.
You ducked under it, your ears flattening instinctively against your head.
Jin Chul watched carefully as he attacked. He remembered how you had been on the first day—how every movement made you flinch. How you would let out small gasps or frightened sounds whenever his fist came close.
For years you had been nothing more than a civilian. A nurse, Someone who saved lives instead of fighting. It was only natural that this world felt terrifying. Yet even in your fear, your eyes had changed.
They were slightly slitted now, sharp and alert—tracking every motion he made.You were afraid.
But your body was learning.
He threw another combination.
Left. Right. Low kick.
You dodged the first two.
But the third—Your foot slipped, for a split second, your balance broke. Your vision shifted just enough to create a blind spot.
Jin Chul’s fist came forward.
This one would land.
Crack.
Something flashed between you.
A clear, crystalline shape intercepted his punch.
Your tail.
The long appendage had hardened instantly, transforming into something that resembled polished diamond. Light refracted across its surface, scattering faint rainbows across the training room. Despite its beauty, the structure was solid—completely unmoving.
Jin Chul’s fist stopped against it. Not even a scratch.The crystal softened a moment later, the rigid surface flowing back into its natural form as your tail swayed behind you.
Jin Chul stepped back, then he bowed slightly,the signal that training had ended.
You quickly returned the bow.
“Your keen senses are truly remarkable,” he said calmly. “Even without close combat experience, they serve as a powerful weapon. And I can see you are improving.”
You rubbed the back of your neck sheepishly. “I still have a lot to work on.” Then you bowed again. “Thank you for today’s training.”
Discovery Number 2: You could not run low on mana.Or rather—You were constantly hungry for it.
The association assumed you had enormous mana capacity after you destroyed multiple measuring devices.But the truth was stranger, You always needed more.
You walked toward a nearby bench and collapsed onto it, grabbing the row of mana potions prepared for you. One after another, you drank them, the cool liquid sliding down your throat. The familiar warmth of mana spread through your body again,much better. After cleaning up in the locker room, you headed back toward the main building.
By now, most people in the KHA had grown somewhat used to your appearance, some still stared, Others pretended not to.Either way, you had learned a trick—keep your ears lowered and pressed flat against your head. It drew less attention.
Department evaluations filled the rest of your day. Some paperwork was manageable. Others were… difficult
Most department leaders seemed to share the same opinion. “You should be out in the field,” one manager insisted. “It would be a waste of talent to keep you behind a desk.”
But protocol was protocol, you still had to go through the recruitment process like everyone else—interviews, evaluations, and presenting your resume. Which wasn’t particularly helpful. Years of nursing experience didn’t translate well into hunter work.
While filling out yet another form, your attention drifted toward the television mounted on the wall.
A news broadcast was playing, the report came from another country. The language wasn’t one you had ever studied and yet…You understood it, Perfectly.
You had only realized it the night before, curious—and slightly alarmed—you begun testing it. Videos online, foreign articles. Different languages entirely, one after another, you understood them all as if they were your native tongue.
Even now, the reporter’s words were crystal clear in your mind, your pen stopped moving, leaned back slightly in your chair. A slow realization formed.
'I think I know exactly which department I should join in the KHA.'
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You tightened your tie and stared at your reflection in the full-length mirror.
A crisp black suit fit neatly against your frame, the same uniform worn by most employees of the Korean Hunters Association. The dark fabric contrasted sharply against your hair—and even more so against the fox-like features that had become impossible to hide.
Your ears twitched slightly atop your head. You adjusted them instinctively.
'It wasn’t really shown how S-Rank hunters are introduced once they’re officially announced…'
In the manhwa, Jinwoo had simply slipped away from the press before they could bombard him with questions.
You, unfortunately, didn't have that luxury.
'Especially since I work for the Association.'
You exhaled slowly, In a few minutes, you would be standing in front of dozens of cameras. You folded your ears down slightly, trying to soften their presence. Less intimidating. Less… different.
Then you practiced the same gentle smile again. Approachable. Polite. Non-threatening.
Even without using your heightened senses, you already knew what was waiting outside. A swarm of reporters had gathered in front of the KHA building. After all, the Association’s website had been updated last night.
Your name had appeared on it for the first time.
A new addition to Korea’s S-Rank hunters.
You stepped away from the mirror and left the room. Your hand brushed over the lapels of your suit, smoothing the fabric as you walked.
Each step toward the main lobby felt heavier than the last. Your footsteps echoed loudly in your mind.
Then, the glass doors slid open, a storm of flashing lights exploded in front of you.
Camera shutters fired rapidly, bright bursts of white nearly blinding you. Your pupils narrowed into thin slits instinctively as you stepped forward into the spotlight.
Voices erupted immediately.
“Hunter! Over here!”
“Is it true you’re a healer-type S-Rank?!”
“Are the rumors about your transformation ability real?!”
You maintained your smile. Calm. Composed. Professional. When you finally spoke, your voice carried clearly through the chaos.
“My name is—” You introduced yourself.
“Korea’s 10th S-Rank Hunter.” A brief pause.“Beast-Type Healer.”
Another flash of cameras.“And the official Diplomat of the Korean Hunters Association.”
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Yesterday
Later that afternoon, after finishing your training session with Jin Chul, you received a message requesting your presence in the Chairman’s office. The reason was obvious enough, it was time to officially determine both your rank and the department you would be assigned to within the Association.
When you entered the office, Chairman Go Gunhee was already waiting.You hesitated briefly before speaking.“Chairman… if I may, I believe I already know which department I should be placed in.”
Go Gunhee looked at you with quiet curiosity, gesturing for you to continue.
“While watching the news last night, I noticed something strange,” you explained. “The report was from another country and spoken entirely in a foreign language, yet somehow I was able to understand every word. At first I thought it might just be coincidence, so I tested it further by looking up other videos and articles online, and to my surprise I could understand them as well. French, Japanese, Russian, German—it didn’t seem to matter what language it was.”
The Chairman leaned forward slightly, clearly intrigued by the revelation.
“So what I’m proposing,” you continued carefully, “is that you place me in Public Relations as the Korean Hunters Association’s official diplomat. If I can understand and communicate in any language, it would allow the Association to interact more smoothly with foreign hunter organizations and governments.”
Go Gunhee remained silent for a moment, the quiet weight of his gaze settling on you. The reasoning itself was sound. In fact, it was more practical than most proposals he had heard from newly awakened hunters.
But the way you had phrased it suggested there was something more.
You seemed to sense it too.
“There is another reason,” you said slowly. “It may sound unbelievable, but I believe it is important that you hear it. I possess a form of foresight. I cannot see the entire future, nor do I know every detail of what is to come, but certain events appear clearly to me—important ones, events that could affect many lives.”
The room fell silent. For the first time since you entered, Go Gunhee’s expression changed slightly, Not shock but Calculation.
Foresight
Over the years he had heard countless hunters claim strange abilities after awakening. Some exaggerated their powers out of arrogance, others mistook coincidence for prophecy. But an S-rank’s abilities were rarely simple.
‘And this young woman had already destroyed multiple mana-measuring devices. If even half of what she claimed was true…’
The implications were enormous. International diplomacy. Gate incidents. Political negotiations between hunter organizations.
A hunter who could predict critical events that could change the balance of power between entire nations.
But there was another thought that crossed his mind as well. ‘If she truly sees fragments of the future… then she must also be carrying the burden of knowing disasters before they happen.’ Go Gunhee studied your face carefully.
You didn’t look like someone lying.Nor did you look like someone making a reckless claim.
You looked… determined, your gaze sharpened as it met his.
“If I am given the authority to act as the Association’s representative, I believe I could help prevent some of these events from happening. And even if prevention is not possible, I may still be able to lessen the damage they would cause.”
You bowed your head slightly.
“So Chairman, I ask that you grant me that authority. If you allow me to act as the Association’s diplomat, I believe I can be of real use in protecting this country.”
Go Gunhee did not respond immediately.
Instead, he leaned back slowly in his chair, fingers folding together as he regarded you in silence.
The Korean Hunters Association had just gained a new S-rank hunter.
But perhaps…
They had gained something far more valuable.
…
Back in the present, the flashes of cameras continued to burst around you as reporters shouted questions from every direction.
“Hunter! Is it true you awakened only recently?”
“Can you explain your Beast-Type classification?”
“Are you really not affiliated with any guild?”
”Why did you join the Korean Hunter Association”
Voices overlapped in a chaotic wave, microphones stretching toward you as the crowd pressed forward.
You maintained your polite smile, though the attention was beginning to feel overwhelming. Raising a hand slightly to signal for a moment of quiet, you spoke clearly so the reporters could hear you over the noise.
“I understand everyone has many questions,” you said calmly. “I will agree to a personal interview in two months. For now, however, I would like to focus on honing my abilities and fulfilling my responsibilities while working for the betterment of the Association.”
The reporters began shouting even more questions the moment you finished. You didn’t answer them. Instead—
Poof.
A thick cloud of smoke suddenly erupted where you stood.
Gasps rippled through the crowd as the smoke slowly cleared.
Where a moment ago an S-rank hunter in a black suit had stood, a fox now appeared in your place. Your fur was soft and bright, your ears perked forward as you looked at the stunned reporters. Behind you, your large fluffy tail split apart, forming six separate tails that swayed gently in the air.
They curled together playfully, shaping themselves into three neat heart figures.
For a brief moment, the entire crowd went silent, cameras froze, then the shutters exploded again.
The small fox dipped its head in a polite bow.
And before anyone could react—
You dashed away in a blur of fur, slipping through the open doors of the KHA building and disappearing inside.
Behind you, the reporters erupted into chaos.
“Did you get that?!”
“Replay the footage!”
“Did her tail just split into six?!”
The moment the glass doors closed behind you, the chaos outside only grew louder.
Reporters shouted over one another while cameramen frantically checked their recordings.
“Did you get that transformation on camera?!”
“Zoom in on the tails—zoom in!”
“That was a beast-type ability, right?!”
Within minutes, the footage had already begun spreading.
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One hour later
Across South Korea, television screens flickered with the same breaking headline.
The broadcast replayed the moment you stepped out of the KHA building in your black suit, calmly introducing yourself to the press.
Then the video cut to the moment that had captured the nation’s attention.
Poof.
The thick cloud of smoke, the sudden appearance of the small fox, your six fluffy tails forming three heart shapes before bowing politely to the stunned reporters.
The anchor paused the footage right at the heart-shaped tails.
“This clip,” the news anchor said with a slightly amused smile, “has already gained over two million views online in less than forty minutes.”
The tiny fox bowing, The heart-shaped tails, The sudden dash back inside the building.
Comment sections exploded.
Online Comments
“WAIT SHE’S AN S-RANK???”
“Why is the new S-rank so cute??”
“Those tails made hearts 😭😭
“Imagine a dungeon boss seeing that and then getting annihilated.”
“Korea has a fox diplomat now??”
“I refuse to believe that creature can destroy mana measuring devices.”
“If anything happens to that fox I will personally fight the monsters.”
“Six tails… is she some kind of legendary fox spirit?”
“Beast-Type healer AND diplomat?? What kind of build is that?”
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Memes began appearing almost immediately
One showed your tiny fox form facing a massive dungeon boss with the caption:
“POV: You underestimated the cute S-rank.”
Another edited your heart-shaped tails into a sticker labeled:
“Diplomatic relations improved.”
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Meanwhile, inside the Korean Hunters Association headquarters—Several employees stared at the trending page on their screens.
“…Chairman.” One staff member hesitated before speaking, “I think the public reaction is… very positive.”
The Chairman had a faint smile while reading through the rapidly multiplying headlines.
A faint chuckle escaped him. “Positive is one way to put it.” Another clip replayed on the monitor.The small fox bowing politely. The Chairman rested his chin on his hand. “Though I must admit… I did not expect our newest S-rank to win public favor so quickly.”
One of the younger employees spoke nervously. “Sir… the video just passed five million views.”
Go Gunhee smiled faintly. “Well then.” He glanced toward the glass window outside “It seems our diplomat has already begun improving international relations.”
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The small apartment was quiet when the door finally opened.
Jinwoo stepped inside, shoulders heavy with exhaustion. Dust from the dungeon still clung faintly to his jacket, and every muscle in his body ached from the raid he had barely managed to survive.
Being an E-rank hunter meant every gate felt like gambling with his life. He kicked off his shoes and sighed.
Before he could even take another step—
“Oppa!”
The sudden shout nearly made him flinch.
Jin-ah rushed out of her room at full speed, phone in hand and eyes sparkling with excitement. “You’re finally home! Look at this, look at this!”
Jinwoo blinked slowly, still processing the sudden energy.“…What?”
But Jin-ah was already grabbing his sleeve and dragging him toward the couch. “You have to see this!” she said, practically bouncing in place. “A new S-rank hunter was announced today!”
That alone would normally catch Jinwoo’s attention.
S-rank hunters were like celebrities. But right now, his brain felt like it had been wrung dry. Still, he leaned slightly toward the phone she shoved in front of his face.
The video began playing.
A well-dressed hunter stepped out of the Korean Hunters Association building, cameras flashing everywhere as reporters shouted questions. Then—Poof, a cloud of smoke burst across the screen.
Jinwoo raised an eyebrow.
When the smoke cleared, a small fox sat where the hunter had stood, six fluffy tails swayed behind it, then the tails curled together, forming three heart shapes before the fox bowed politely to the reporters.
Jin-ah let out a high-pitched squeal. “Isn’t she adorable?!”
Jinwoo stared at the screen silently.
The fox dashed away, disappearing into the KHA building while reporters shouted in confusion.
Jin-ah replayed the clip immediately. “She’s Korea’s new S-rank!” Jin-ah said excitedly. “And she’s a healer too! And apparently she can turn into that little fox! Look at the tails, Oppa, look!”
Jinwoo leaned back against the couch, his body was too tired to care about anything complicated right now. He glanced at the screen again as the fox bowed for the third time.
Jin-ah was practically vibrating with excitement beside him. “Oppa, don’t you think she’s cute?”
Jinwoo rubbed the back of his neck, eyes half-lidded from exhaustion. “Yeah… yeah.” He sighed. “She is.”
Jin-ah grinned triumphantly. “I knew it! Even you think so!”
Meanwhile, Jinwoo’s thoughts were much simpler.
Another S-rank hunter…
To someone like him, that world felt impossibly far away.
S-ranks were people who cleared gates alone.
People strong enough to face monsters without fear, people who lived in an entirely different world than an E-rank hunter struggling just to survive. Jinwoo closed his eyes for a moment, letting his head rest against the couch.
Across from him, Jin-ah was already replaying the video again. “Look at the little bow she does!” Jin-ah giggled.
What if a reader found themselves in the world of the story they read? How would they react, knowing the events that were about to unfold? Would they intervene, or would they merely observe?'"
Her questions left you speechless. She was right. What would you do?
Noticing your contemplative silence, she waved her hand in front of you. "Don't overthink it, dear. There will be plenty of time for that later."
You glanced at her and hummed in agreement. Before you can go dive deeper in your thoughts she spoke.
"Now, why don't we delve into the realm of your abilities," she proposed, a twinkle of anticipation lighting up in her eyes.
The mere mention of this sparked an undeniable excitement within you. Your reaction was akin to a puppy's at the sight of a treat, your attention completely captured by her words.
"Given the constraints of your world's power capacity, I can only transfer about 20 percent of my abilities to you. Any more than that, and we risk destabilizing your world due to an overwhelming power imbalance," she explained.
You listened attentively, your mind working like a diligent student you used to before, absorbing every word and mentally cataloging the information.
"In the context of your world's power hierarchy, you would be classified as a national level hunter," she continued. Her words left you speechless. "In terms of roles, you have the potential to be a healer, mage, fighter, or even an assassin."
The sheer versatility of the power she was bestowing upon you was astounding.
Before you could voice your disbelief, she stood up, her gaze meeting yours. "I will guide you on how to harness your inner power. The rest, however, is up to you."
"But—" you began to protest, the thought of navigating through this alone was daunting.
She cut you off gently, "Dear, where's the fun in that?"
Her words caused you to retreat inward, worry gnawing at your confidence. How could you manage to control this power? How could she even entrust you with it?
The woman, noticing your apprehension, softened her gaze. "Remember, dear, strength is not only about wielding power, but also understanding it," she said, her voice carrying a tone of wisdom and experience. "Worry not, I assure you that once you've taken hold on the fundamentals," she looked at you as if to assure her next words "the rest will be easy."
She extended her hand, revealing a small, luminescent orb hovering above her palm. "This is a fragment of the power I'm bestowing upon you. It's a physical manifestation of the energy within you."
In a mesmerizing scene, you observed as the radiant orb gracefully swirled in the woman's hand, emitting a soft, rhythmic glow. Approaching you, she gently placed her open palm against yours. The instant your fingertips made contact with the orb, a surge of energy raced through your veins. Witnessing the orb intensify its brilliance, akin to a speeding bullet leaving a gun, it swiftly moved towards your chest, causing a momentary breathlessness and stumble on your feet.
As you took in deep breaths, feeling the potent energy from the orb coursing through your entire being, you sensed a profound connection to its power. The woman, with her ever calm demeanor, encouraged you to concentrate on this energy, to feel it, comprehend it, and accept it. "Your power is not something external that you control, but rather it's a part of you. You need to learn to harmonize with it, to let it flow naturally."
After an hour of practicing, you began to master the art of drawing power from within yourself. Just like the woman had shown you, you created a physical manifestation of your power, forming a radiant orb that floated and glowed with your mana. This allowed you to tap into your power much faster and more efficiently.
Impressed by your progress, the woman clapped her hands and beamed at you. "There we go! See? Not bad, right? I told you that you could do it." Her words filled you with a sense of pride, but before you could even thank her for her praise, she was already ushering you. A glowing yellow portal materialized behind you, and you turned back to the woman, a mixture of curiosity and hesitation in your eyes. "Wait a minute!?" you exclaimed, trying to gather your thoughts.
" Dear, you must make haste. There is a limit to how many times and how long we can meet.", she urged, gently trying to guide you towards the portal.
"But, I haven't..." you started, feeling a pang of regret for not asking earlier. "I'm sorry for asking this now, but... I haven't gotten your name yet."
"Now you decide to ask that?" the woman sulked, giving you an accusing look.
"I'm really sorry," you pleaded, bowing deep in front of her. "Please?"
There was a moment of silence between the two of you before the woman touched your arm, beckoning you to stand straight. It was in this moment that you realized just how tall she was, with you barely reaching her chest level.
"For now, you may refer to me as 'Mother'," the woman said, patting your head gently and cradling your face in her hands, her thumb brushing against the skin just under your eye. " I've already taken up too much of your time." There was an unreadable expression in her face you couldn't understand.
The thought saddened you, realizing that your time with her was limited. "Now go," she urged, turning you around by the shoulder and giving you a gentle push towards the portal. You took one last look at her smiling face before stepping into the portal. As everything went black, you slowly peeled your eyes open, blinking a few times to adjust to the brightness of wherever you were. You find yourself lying down in a soft bed, draped by thick blankets. You tried to get up but your body feels so drained of energy and strength, you feel... exhausted.
'Am I...back?'
'white ceiling...'
'Where was I again before I saw those memories and Mother?'
A wave of exhaustion washed over you as you tried to push yourself up, your body protesting against the sudden movement. Your stomach growled, signaling your hunger, and a strange shadow played at the edge of your vision. It was only when you reached up to touch your head did you realize the shadow was your newly formed ears. The realization hit you like a ton of bricks, the memories of your awakening flooding back.
Your heart pounded in your chest as anxiety gnawed at you. You were different now, and that thought scared you. The idea of being the center of attention was overwhelming. But before you could spiral further into your thoughts, the sound of the door opening pulled you back to reality.
Instinctively, you lunged to the side of the bed, shrinking back, your eyes darting towards the door from your concealed position. The entrance of finely polished shoes entering the room quickened your heartbeat. Your newly heightened senses detected the formidable aura emanating from the newcomer, a palpable strength exuding from him. Peeking cautiously from your hiding place, your breath caught in your throat. 'Baek Yoon-ho! What brings him here?' you pondered, surprise etching your features
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As the door slowly creaked open, Yoon-ho was greeted by the sight of an empty bed. His heart hammered in his chest with a sudden surge of panic. But then, a soft murmur reached his ears. There you were, tucked away in the side corner of the bed,(a small, vulnerable figure crouched on the cold, white tiles.)
Yoon-ho without a second thought, rushed over to you, his hands gently landing on your shoulders. His voice was laced with concern as he asked, "What happened? Are you alright?"
Your response was a string of incoherent murmurs, your voice barely above a whisper. Your ears, flattened against your head. Yoon-ho recognized this as a sign of distress. He quickly reassures you, "Don't worry, no one's going to hurt you. You're in good hands."
You surprised Yoon-ho when you suddenly gripped the fabric of his left arm's sleeve, your head turning up to look at him, your ears now standing prominently. He was taken aback by the intensity of your gaze, mesmerized by the captivating slit pupils that stared back at him. For a few seconds, he held your gaze, feeling a different aura emanating from you. But the moment was fleeting, disrupted by your next words.
"Food. You smell like food. I need food."
Time seemed to slow down as Yoon-ho watched, his heart pounding in his chest. He saw your mouth open, revealing glimmering fangs, and his instincts kicked in. Without a second thought, he swiftly moved, his right hand gripping your jaw, gently but firmly restraining you. It was a simple yet necessary action to prevent any harm from coming to either of you.
Confusion flickered in your eyes, your hunger-fueled instincts clashed with the realization of what you were planning to do, his grip on your jaw grounded you in the present moment.
Meanwhile, in the other room, Jin-chul and a few employees watched with bated breath, their worry evident on their faces. Jin-chul's voice trembled slightly as he turned to the Chairman, "Shouldn't we stop them?"
The Chairman, however, remained composed, his gaze fixed on the monitor displaying the scene unfolding before them. With a calm certainty, he replied, "That won't be necessary. Yoon-ho's already got her under control."
As a few seconds passed, you and Yoon-ho remained in that position, the tension palpable. But then, your stomach grumbled loudly, the sound echoing through the room. In the monitoring room, the Chairman reacted swiftly, instructing an employee to fetch you some food and mana potions.
The realization of your hunger washed over you, your face burned with embarrassment. "I'm sho Shorry!", he can see as your eyes glisten, slit pupils faded as tears gathered at the corner of your eyes. "I din' know wha I whash doing. I din' mean sho..." you stammered; your voice filled with genuine remorse.
Yoon-ho's grip on your jaw softened as he moved to let go, his expression filled with understanding. "It's alright," he reassured you. "We'll get you something to eat. Believe me, I know exactly how it feels when you fell into your instincts. Don't worry, you harmed no one."
A sense of relief washed over you as you nodded, grateful for his understanding.
Yoon-ho gently guided you to sit on the bed, carefully explaining the circumstances of how you ended up here. As he finished speaking, he stepped out of the room, giving you some much-needed time alone. But before leaving, he reassured you that he would return. You simply nodded, your hands clenched tightly in your lap, a clear sign of your worry and uncertainty.
As Yoon-ho walked towards the door, he couldn't help but be surprised once again. He noticed that your multiple tails had now merged into one large, fluffy tail, while your ears remained folded down. It was a visible reflection of your dejection and concern. With a sigh, he closed the door behind him, understanding the reasons behind your emotions.
Twisting the door handle to the adjacent room, Yoon-ho entered to find the Chairman, Jin-chul, and a few employees waiting. All eyes turned towards him, curious to hear his insights and observations. Yoon-ho proceeded to share his thoughts and explanations with them, ensuring everyone was on the same page.
Yoon-ho returned to the room and found you curled up into a ball, hugging your knees and resting your head on top. Jin-chul pushed a tray cart filled with food and mana potions behind him, followed by the Chairman, who entered the room last. Your ears perked up at the sight of the Chairman, and you exclaimed, "Grandpa!" Yoon-ho and Jin-chul were surprised by the way you addressed the Chairman, but he only chuckled, paying no heed to the way you addressed him and replied, "Good evening, Miss _____. Congratulations on your awakening."
You responded with a hum; your emotions still evident. While he was in the monitoring room, he couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness at the sight of your folded ears and worried expression. However, the Chairman's gaze softened as he noticed your tail moving slightly side to side—unbeknownst to you, which brought him some sense of relief.
The Chairman then began to explain that your awakening was different from others, and because you had no control over your powers, it was necessary for you to stay in the Korean Hunter Association until you gained control over it. Despite feeling nervous about the situation, you remained composed and wary. You voiced your concerns and asked what they expected from you in return for their help.
In a calm and truthful tone, the Chairman replied, "I intend to invite you to join the Korean Hunter Association." Yoon-ho interjected, saying, "My intentions were similar to the Chairman, but also, seeing we have similar abilities, I'm confident I can provide much needed assistance through your learning process." Deep in thought, you looked down at your lap, contemplating your options.
With this realization, you asked, "What if, at the end of all this, I don't want to join either?"
The Chairman was the first to respond, "It would be a pity, but I will respect your decision. The Korean Hunter Association's primary goal is to guide hunters like you, and recruiting you was just a secondary thought."
Yoon-ho gave a similar answer, adding, "I sensed a strong dormant energy within you, it reminded me of how I was just the same before, clueless. I struggled without guidance, particularly in coming to terms with my new heightened senses. I hope my forthcoming words won't offend you, but truthfully, my desire to aid in honing your abilities stems from empathy." A hint of solemnity graced his expression as he shared a glimpse of his past, his gaze fixed on you.
The reassurance from their responses eased your mind, yet a lingering enigmatic sensation persisted, eluding your grasp. Without uttering a word, you simply nodded, silently conveying the end of the conversation.
Jin-chul arranged the table at your bed and brought over a tray of food for you to eat, while the Chairman and Yoon-ho carried on a conversation at the other end of the room. Once you've finished your meal, the Chairman turned his attention to you. "We have arranged accommodations for you within the Association. Jin-chul will guide you there shortly."
Baek Yoon-ho, who had been quietly observing, stepped towards you and offered his business card. "Whenever you're ready to begin training, just give me a call."
You simply nodded in acknowledgement, looking down at the card in your hand. Everyone exited the room, and as you were about to part ways with the Chairman and Guild master, you waved at the older man. "Bye, Grandpa. See you tomorrow!", and then trailing behind Jin-chul down the corridor.
The Chairman returned your wave with his signature warm, gentle smile.
Once you were out of sight, the Guild master turned to the Chairman, voicing the the question nagging at him "Chairman, might I ask why she refer to you as 'Grandpa'? Is she really your...?"
He was unable to finish his question, taken aback by the Chairman's hearty laughter. "No, she is not," the Chairman responded, his gaze lingering on the corridor you and Jin-chul had just walked down. At Yoon-ho's puzzled expression, he added, "I don't know the reason either. This was our first meeting."
'Guess I have a grand-daughter now huh.'
As the Chairman walked with him to the exit, Yoon-ho found it hard to shake off the feeling that this wasn't your first interaction with the Chairman. The familiarity in your voice when you addressed him, and the Chairman's nonchalant acceptance of your behavior, left him wondering. Just who are you?
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"May I ask why you refer to the Chairman as 'Grandpa'?". Jin-chul's question caught you off guard just as you were about to enter the room.
His question took a few seconds to sink in your head, once it did, your mind raced to find a suitable explanation. You internally scolded yourself for presumptuously referring to someone as high standing like Chairman Go Gun-hee as 'Grandpa'. You blame your teenage self for always calling The Chairman as Grandpa, that you have unconsciously adopted to it as well. It sounds as if you've known him for a long time, which you do—but of course, people can't know about that. Desperately searching for an excuse, you came up empty-handed. It was then you realized that Jin-chul still patiently stood beside you, and is still waiting for your response.
"Umm..because..." you trailed off, attempting to appear as if you aren't lying. In a last-ditch effort to salvage your dignity and end the conversation, you blurted out, "It was just a nickname I thought of"
There was a moment of silence as Jin-chul processed your answer.
'Oh shit, he probably doesn't believe that'
"Is that so, alright then, enjoy your stay here." He finally replied, though you could sense his skepticism. You were grateful that he didn't press further. Perhaps thinking it wasn't his place to inquire. "When you were brought here, we also retrieved your personal belongings from the hospital. They're inside the room. Tomorrow, we'll arrange for the rest of your luggage to be brought in. In the meantime, we hope the clothes we've provided will suffice."
With that, Jin-chul gave you the keycard to the room then bid you farewell and went on his way. You took a deep breath and entered the room, relieved to have escaped further scrutiny.
The afternoon sun streams through the hospital windows, casting long shadows on the bustling corridors. Doctors and nurses dart around like bees in a hive, their white coats flapping as they move from patient to patient. The symphony of beeps from heart monitors, the soft murmur of hushed conversations, and the occasional chuckle or sigh paint the usual backdrop of your workday at the hospital.
You step out of a patient's room, the faint scent of antiseptic lingering in your nostrils. As you exit, you let out a soft chuckle. "Mr. Han and his jokes," your fellow nurse, her eyes wide in disbelief, her clipboard slipping from her grasp. "He's saying I've grown an extra pair of ears and several tails. He's even acting as if he's really shocked."
Her hand flies to her mouth, her eyes wide with shock. "You..."
Confused, you frown, "What?"
"You...you've really got an extra ears and multiple tails!"
"WHAT?!" You can't believe what you're hearing. Your hand instinctively reaches up, brushing against something soft and plush—an ear. Twisting around, you see a collection of fluffy tails billowing behind you. Panic rises in your throat as you shriek, the reality of your situation sinking in.
Your mind races, filled with anxiety and fear. You turn on your heel and sprint back into the room you just left. The door slams shut behind you, the sound echoing in the otherwise silent room. Mr. Han lays unconscious on the bed, oblivious to your crisis. You're not sure whether to be grateful for his ignorance or to check on him. The latter didn't happen.
Your heart pounds in your chest as you pace the room, trying to make sense of the impossible. The stress, anxiety, and fear weigh heavily on you—a throbbing headache begins to pulse in your temples. You reach out to steady yourself against the wall, but the pain intensifies with every heartbeat. You take one last gasping breath before your vision blurs and then... darkness.
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The Korean Hunter Association's phones were no strangers to strange calls, but this one was particularly unusual. The caller, a nurse, reported a new Hunter awakening—but this was far from the norm. "She's sprouted animal-like ears and tails. She's not gone berserk or anything, she's just...well, she fainted from the shock. Please, we need you here immediately."
Thus, Woo Jin-chul found himself personally dispatched to the hospital to assess the situation.
'A hunter awakening with animalistic traits...'
It reminded him of a certain S-rank.
Jin-chul could hardly believe his eyes. There you were, lying peacefully on the hospital bed, your eyes closed. Your animal-like ears were prominent against your hair, and your many fluffy tails fanned out around you. Yet, these new additions did not diminish your human features.
"Will she be okay?" The nurse who he had presumably made the call entered the room, her face lined with worry.
"I can't say for certain at the moment." Jin-chul watched her closely, noting her eyebrows lifting slightly and her sharp intake of breath. "But we will do everything in our power to ensure her well-being."
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"What do you think, Chairman? Should I give him a call?"
"Yes." The Chairman answered. After a careful examination of your animalistic traits, they have come to a conclusion, and he had inkling that, the only way they can understand you—is by inquiring someone who shares similar traits.
In other words, only a beast would understand another beast.
Baek Yoon-ho, known for his own unique abilities as a Hunter, couldn't hide his confusion as he spoke through the phone. A nurse awakening as a Gumiho, a mythical nine-tailed fox. They wanted his input on his own beastly qualities to see if there were any similarities between him and you, in order to better understand how to interact with you.
"Please, it's a humble request from the Chairman," Woo Jin-chul pleaded. But even without his request, Yoonho would have agreed. After all, this was an unprecedented situation. The revelation of your awakening was too good of an opportunity to pass.
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Baek Yoon-ho had arrived at the Hunter's Association at 5 pm, and now it was 12:46 pm. You had been asleep for a solid six hours, giving the Chairman, Jin-chul, and Yoonho ample time to research everything about foxes, particularly the extensive literature on Gumiho. They had meticulously planned how to approach you—even studied the tail languages of foxes. Yoonho felt like he had returned to high school with all the research and studying they were doing.
"She's awake!" an employee exclaimed, gasping for breath.
Without hesitation, the three of them hurried to your room. Baek Yoon-ho took the lead, gently pushing open the door, while the Chairman and Jin-chul watched from the monitoring room where a camera had been set up to capture the events inside.
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As darkness enveloped you, a series of memories flashed before your eyes. You saw a younger version of yourself, a teenage you, engrossed in reading something. The room was dimly lit, and you were curled up under your blanket, with the glow of your phone being the only source of light.
Another wave of memories washed over you, but this time, it wasn't about your teenage self. It was the story you were reading.
"Solo Leveling."
In this vivid vision, you witnessed the world of Korea—Your world. The hunters, the gates, and the prominent figures that shaped today's society. And how the world seemed to revolve around one man.
Sung Jinwoo, the main protagonist of Solo Leveling, started as an infamously weak E-Rank Hunter. However, his life took a drastic turn when he became the Player of the System, granting him the extraordinary ability to grow in strength without limits. Seizing the opportunities offered by the System, Jinwoo rose to become humanity's greatest hunter and the second Shadow Monarch.
You witnessed his reawakening from the double dungeon,
Kang Taeshik from Dungeon & prisoners arc,
Job change arc where he fights Igris,
The Demon Castle,
Retesting Rank,
Jeju island Raid.
So on and so fort.
After what felt like a lifetime of witnessing the story, you suddenly found yourself transported to another place. You felt yourself falling and instinctively hugged yourself, bracing for impact. But to your surprise, the impact never came. Instead, you heard the rustling of leaves and felt the gentle touch of the wind against your skin. Slowly opening your eyes, you were momentarily blinded by the light, but soon your vision adjusted to reveal the new surroundings.
You found yourself in a forest, perplexed as to how you ended up here. Before you could even begin to ponder an answer, you noticed a significant change in your attire. The usual scrubs you wore at the hospital were replaced by a beautiful hanbok*. Your hands instinctively reached out to feel the soft and comfortable fabric of the skirt. "This sure looks expensive," you thought to yourself, realizing that you were getting sidetracked from your main objective. Determined to refocus, you lightly slapped both of your cheeks to snap out of it.
"Where am I?" you muttered, standing up and scanning your surroundings. Worry started to creep in as you wondered which way to go and how to find your way out of the forest.
Suddenly, a frantic rustling sound emerged from the bushes behind you, causing your heart to race. Without thinking, you grabbed a nearby stick, holding it like a sword, preparing yourself for whatever might jump out at you.
The rustling grew louder, indicating that whatever was in the bushes was getting closer. Your grip on the stick tightened, and you jumped in surprise when a large white furball leaped out. It was a young fox, its ruby eyes captivating you and leaving you in a stupor. Shaking your head to regain focus, you grew frustrated with how easily you let your guard down.
You and the young fox engaged in a staring contest for a moment before the fox tilted its head to the side. It turned its back to you and began walking back in the direction it came from. Before disappearing, it flicked its head back at you, emitting a sound similar to how a cat would meow.
"Do you... want me to follow you?" you wondered aloud.
After a moment of hesitation, you decided to comply when the fox made no further movements, as if confirming your question. You followed the fox through the forest for what felt like a few minutes until you arrived at a trail. Following the path, you were met with the sight of a Hanok*.
When you looked back for the fox, it had already made its way into the courtyard. You caught a last glimpse of its tail before it disappeared behind the wall. Not wanting to be left alone again, you raised the skirt of your hanbok and hurriedly ran in the direction of the fox.
As you reached the courtyard, you leaned against the wall to catch your breath. Looking ahead, you noticed a woman with her back turned to you, also dressed in a hanbok, but hers was a beautiful shade of red. Long white hair danced in the gentle breeze. She was cradling the fox you had followed, its head and ears peeking through her shoulder blades.
It seemed that she had noticed your presence, as her head lightly turned in your direction before she gently set the fox down. Ethereal would be the word to describe her. Her mere presence seemed to radiate benevolence and grace.
"So much for not getting distracted," you murmured to yourself, captivated by the enchanting scene before you.
"You've finally arrived," the ethereal woman greeted you as if you were an old friend. "Come, I have so much to tell you." Before you could even properly look at her face, you found yourself seated.
'Teleportation? ...or perhaps an illusion?'
Quickly scanning your surroundings, this time, you were in a gazebo, surrounded by a tranquil pond with fish swimming gracefully and vibrant lotus flowers blooming. The gentle tinkling of wind chimes caught your attention, and you looked ahead to see the ethereal woman pouring tea. Seizing this moment, you took the opportunity to study her features. Her eyes resembled the captivating allure of a pezzottaite gemstone.
"I know I'm beautiful, but if you keep ogling at me like that, I'll have no choice but to wear a mask," she playfully remarked as she placed a steaming cup of tea in front of you.
"Please don't!," you immediately exclaimed, feeling embarrassed for being caught staring. "I-I mean... I'm sorry..." You muttered, your hands fidgeting with the fabric of your skirt as your head hung in shame.
Her laughter filled the air, a melodic sound that added to her enchanting presence. "I'm just teasing you," she reassured, settling comfortably into her seat. "I hope you like Earl Grey." Your gaze shifted to the steaming cup of tea before you. By now, you were well aware that this was a dream. While others might wake up immediately upon realizing it, you still remained in this dream-like state. It could only mean one thing... this ethereal woman before you was no mere figment of your imagination. So, the idea of consuming the tea she offered made you slightly skeptical.
"It's just normal tea, dear," she said, causing your head to whip around, eyes widening. As if reading your thoughts, she continued, "No, I did not read your mind. Your face simply gives it away. Especially your eyes... they speak volumes."
You found yourself staring at her, as you attempted to comprehend the implications of her statement.
You blinked, shaking your head slightly to clear away the fog of confusion. You've decided to just let it be, pushing the thought to the farthest corner of your mind. After all, there's other pressing matters that needs more of your attention. You looked down at the cup of Earl Grey tea in front of you, its steam curling up into the air, then back at the ethereal woman, taking a sip from her own cup. Her expression was calm and patient—as if she had all the time in the world.
"Those memories, where they your doing?" You asked.
Her brows raised a little bit, then chuckles. "My my.... I've expected your first question will be How and why your here. But I see you know where to set your sights. I can't believe you haven't even ask about me, not once. I've expected you to be asking questions about me. Aren't you curious?"
"I am," you replied, "I've even come up with a few things. First, you're not human. Second, you possess certain powers. And third," you summoned every ounce of courage, meeting her gaze head-on before speaking, albeit hesitantly. "this isn't your true form, is it?"
The atmosphere shifted abruptly; the wind hushed into silence.
She continued to watch you, her smile warm and angelic. But beneath the surface, you sensed a hidden truth. A creeping fear began to coil around your spine, prompting you to shift your gaze from her to the cup before you.
She chuckled, a glint of mischief dancing in her eyes. 'This is exactly why I chose you...'
"Are you afraid?"
"I'd be lying if I said 'no'." Your hand clung to the fabric of your skirt.
"Don't be," she said, suddenly beside you, her hand reaching for yours. "You already know the answer to your earlier question, don't you?" Her voice was soft, as if she feared you might leave.
"Yes," you murmured, your gaze still fixed on your tea. The feel of her warm hand enveloping yours was unfamiliar, yet oddly comforting. It stirred memories of time spent with your grandmother.
"Then yes," she confirmed. "Your next question is probably 'why', isn't it?" You merely nodded in response.
"The answer to that is actually up to you."
"What?" You couldn't help but voice your confusion, turning to look at her. The sight before you stole your breath away. The ethereal woman now sported fox ears atop her head and fluffy tails that fanned out behind her like wings. Symbols you didn't understand were painted on her forehead, and three whisker-like scars adorned her cheeks. Her eyes, the same pezzottaite gemstone color, now had slit pupils. And also, 'Did she become larger?' Your neck now strain to look up to her.
"You finally looked at me," she beamed, a heartfelt smile adorning her face "So, what are your thoughts on the way I look now?" Her fangs peeked out as she posed the question, a sight that was both enchanting and surreal, leaving you captivated by the mystifying being before you.
"Ethereal..." you murmured, the word effortlessly slipping from your lips.
"Oh, you flatterer," she retorted playfully.
Rising to her feet, she gently tugged at your hand, guiding you out of the gazebo. As her warm hand enveloped yours, you both embarked on a leisurely walk along the solitary stone path that led away from the gazebo. The tranquil pond, seemingly more expansive now, reflected the serene beauty of the surroundings. A dry land and a solitary tree stood in the distance, adding to the picturesque setting.
"Now, let's revisit your question about why you're here," she proposed.
You hummed, encouraging her to proceed.
"When I mentioned that the choice is yours, I meant it," she glanced at you, her sincerity evident in her gaze. "I was journeying across universes when I chanced upon your teenage self, engrossed in a story."
"Solo Leveling?" You interjected for confirmation.
"Indeed. The story that captivated you as a teenager intrigued me as well. The creativity of humans never ceases to amaze me. So imaginative. And so, a being yearning for excitement does what they must," she explained.
While her words were still unclear, you chose to let her continue rather than interrupt.
"It was a mere thought, a 'what if' scenario, as you humans' phrase it," she elaborated.
"So, you desire to see a different ending?" you inferred.
She hummed in contemplation. It was then you noticed that you had reached the end of the path. "Not exactly the ending," she clarified. The towering cherry blossom tree stood in full bloom, its petals gently drifting down as the wind whispered through the branches. A simple stone table and chairs were nestled under the tree. She had already taken a seat, and you quickly joined her, eager to hear more. "As I mentioned, it was a 'what if' question on my part. 'What if a reader found themselves in the world of the story they read? How would they react, knowing the events that were about to unfold? Would they intervene, or would they merely observe?'"
Her questions left you speechless. She was right.
What would you do?
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—end of chapter 1
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Additional info:
˚₊❏❜ 1 year and a half early before the canon timeline.
˚₊❏❜ (Present) Adult reader is 30 years old.
˚₊❏❜ Teenage reader is 15 years old.
˚₊❏❜ Hanok - architectural term describing traditional Korean houses.
˚₊❏❜ Hanbok- traditional Korean clothes.
Pretext draft of my [sololeveling] fic idea from way way back in senior high but was too lazy to write. This is originally [ReaderxBaek Yoonho] pairing, but I will make an alternative for Jinwoo.
Transmigrated!Reader whose in her early 30's and works as a nurse at a hospital in Seoul, South Korea. A normal working civilian in a world of hunters and gates, she was just doing her daily rounds at the hospital one afternoon when she got a headache and fainted on the spot, the sterile hum of fluorescent lights fading to black.
Transmigrated!Reader who was in a dream like state, saw another version of her, a teenage her reading about her world in Korea. She soons learn teenage her is from a different dimension, far different from her. A world without gates and hunters.
Transmigrated!Reader who then realises her world in Korea is nothing but a story in teenage her world, [solo leveling].
Transmigrated!Reader who then knows the truth about her world,the important events, about the protagonist—Sung Jinwoo who started as an E-rank and was known as "the weakest hunter", she witnessed him go from the bottom of the hierarchy to the top.
Transmigrated!Reader who has deep empathy, supported and cheered Jinwoo as the story progresses, cried with him, and a very proud reader when she witnessed Jinwoo's transformation, not just in appearance, strength, and prestige. But how he changed from weakest to a national level hunter.
Transmigrated!Reader who felt sad when the story finished. Jinwoo from chapter one and from the final chapter was so different, but all she can think about was the F-rank hunter Jinwoo from chapter one. How her heart ache from all the tribulations and sacrifices he had to endure. His mother in coma and how he has to work to support his younger sister's education.
Transmigrated!Reader who swores she will do everything in her power to help support pre-re awakened E-rank jinwoo.
Transmigrated!Reader who then got broke from her reverie in witnessing Solo leveling, she was transported to a new place, wearing a hanbok and in a lush forest. A small fox that lead her out.
Transmigrated!Reader who met an higher ethereal entity, a gumiho, who introduced itself to her as [Mother], and spoke about how she is the one that showed her Solo leveling, and will grant her power.
Transmigrated!Reader who wonders if this is like her Ashborn to Jinwoo situation. [Mother]
Gave her a fraction of power, explaining it equivalent to a national level hunter in her world.
Transmigrated!Reader who wakes up for real this time, back in her world, a few hours has passed, and she now has… fluffy fox ears and tails!?
Transmigrated!Reader who is still frazzled by the whole knowledge about her world, solo leveling, Mother, her appearance. And now she finds one of the people from Korean Hunter Association at the foot of her bed.
just attached the draft for the criminal procedure essay like you asked—reworked the section on miranda rights based on your feedback from last office hours. let me know if it still needs more case citations or if i’m overcomplicating the exclusionary rule again
thanks for staying late to look it over again, you’re saving my gpa here!
tuesday lecture comes and you get there early this time. you sit in back row, legs crossed tight. he walks in five minutes before start wearing his usual black suit, sleeves already rolled. briefcase hits the podium hard. he doesn’t bother looking around before he starts.
“entrapment. page 231. we’re covering it today.”
he paces. voice low and tired like always. “entrapment defense requires government inducement that would cause a normally law-abiding person to commit the crime. it’s not just opportunity. it’s active persuasion, pressure, temptation that overrides free will.”
he stops, leaning on the podium. eyes scan the room slow looking at your section longer than others.
“consider seduction as a tactic. undercover officer poses as a romantic interest. they builds trust, uses flirtation, compliments, physical proximity, promises of intimacy. the target eventually agrees to sell drugs or whatever the crime is because the seduction makes refusal feel impossible. courts have ruled both ways. some say it’s legitimate police work. others say when it crosses into sexual manipulation it becomes entrapment per se.”
he keeps going, he describes cases. like how a female officer in a bar is wearing a low-cut dress touching the suspect’s arm. whispering how much she wants him. leading him to the deal. male officer doing the same to a female suspect. lingering looks, suggestive comments. “let me take care of you.” he lists factors courts weigh: intensity of the advances. repetition. whether the target initiated or resisted. how long the seduction lasted before the crime occurred.
the whole lecture his tone stays flat. no glances your way. he talks about “arousal as leverage” like it’s just another legal element. “when sexual desire is weaponized to lower inhibitions, the line between persuasion and coercion blurs. but the test remains objective: would the average person succumb?”
you feel his stare when he asks the question like he’s personally talking to you.
added the entrapment cases you referenced in lecture. focused on the seduction hypotheticals and court splits. let me know if the analysis is on track.
[your name]
(attachment: Entrapment_Analysis_Revised.pdf)
again, no reply.
thursday you spot him at the faculty coffee stand outside the law building. the line’s short and he’s in front. pays with exact change as he takes his black coffee. when he turns, your eyes meet. you’re three feet away. he pauses and looks straight through you. he doesn't bother acknowledging you, then he steps around you, walking away.
your hands shake holding your own cup.
friday night comes and you promise yourself that this will be your last attempt.
subject: entrapment follow-up questions – example attached
had a couple questions on the objective test for seduction-based entrapment. attached a quick example i wrote up to clarify my thinking. appreciate any notes.
thanks,
[your name]
(attachment: Seduction_Entrapment_Example.docx.)
saturday morning your inbox lights up.
subject: re: entrapment follow-up questions – example attached
you arrive at his office door at exactly 5:30 pm on monday, heart pounding like it's about to burst out of your chest. the law building is mostly empty this late–classes wrapped up hours ago, and the few lingering students are buried in the library or grabbing takeout from the food trucks outside. his door is cracked open, a sliver of warm lamplight spilling into the dim hallway. you knock lightly, his voice cuts through immediately.
"come in."
you push the door open, stepping inside. the office is what you'd expect from your professor.
stacks of case files on the desk, bookshelves crammed with legal tomes, a single window overlooking the campus quad. he's seated behind his desk, tie loosened, sleeves rolled up to his elbows like always, exposing those forearms you've caught yourself staring at during lectures more times than you'd admit. his eyes flick up from a pile of papers, dark and unreadable, pinning you in place.
"close the door," he says, it’s not a request too. when you do, the click of the latch echoing too loudly in the quiet room. "lock it."
your fingers fumble on the knob, but you manage. when you turn back, he's already standing, rounding the desk with slow steps. he doesn't say anything at first, just leans against the edge of the desk, arms crossed over his chest, watching you. the silence stretches, it was awkward until you can't take it anymore.
"professor, i—about the attachments, they were accidents. i swear, i meant to send the essays, but my files got mixed up, and—"
"accidents," he repeats, he uncrosses his arms, picking up a folder from his desk—your emails printed out, you realize with a flush of heat to your face. he flips through them casually, as if reviewing a student's brief. "three times in one week. each one more... explicit than the last."
your cheeks burn. the first had been a simple nude, you in front of your mirror, lace panties and nothing else, snapped for your own confidence boost after a rough day. the second? you'd been bolder, sprawled on your bed, hand between your thighs, capturing the arch of your back. and the third... god, the third had been you on all fours, ass up, looking over your shoulder with a smirk that screamed invitation. you'd meant them for a situationship that fizzled out, but in your late-night haze of studying and scrolling, you'd attached the wrong files. or had you? the thought nags at you now, but you push it down.
"i didn't mean for you to see them," you whisper. his gaze drops to your lips, then lower, tracing the way your blouse clings to your curves under your cardigan, the skirt that's maybe an inch too short for a professional setting like this.
he sets the folder down, stepping closer. close enough that you can smell his cologne–too strong for your liking. "and yet, here we are." his hand lifts, fingers brushing your jaw, tilting your chin up so you're forced to meet his eyes. they're darker now, pupils blown wide. "you didn't delete them. didn't send a frantic follow-up apologizing. just kept sending more."
before you can stammer another excuse, his thumb presses against your lower lip, parting it slightly. "on your knees."
you drop without thinking, carpet rough against your bare knees. he doesn't rush when unbuckles his belt, zipper dragged down loud in the quiet office. when he frees himself he's already hard, thick in his hand as he jerks himself watching your face the whole time.
"open."
he guides the head past your lips, you taste him as he slides deeper, filling your mouth inch by inch until he hits the back of your throat. your eyes water instantly. he groans low, one hand cupping the back of your head, the other braced on the desk behind him.
"that's it," he mutters. "take it."
he starts to move slowly letting you adjust, then faster. shallow thrusts turn deeper, until he's fucking your throat in earnest. you gag around him, saliva pooling at the corners of your mouth, dripping down your chin, but he doesn't stop. his grip tightens in your hair, holding you steady as he uses your mouth like it's his to take. every time you choke he pauses just long enough for you to breathe through your nose, then pushes back in, deeper, until your nose brushes his pelvis.
"look at me," he orders when your eyes flutter shut.
you force them open. his expression is almost detached but the way his hips continuously move faster betrays him. he's close. you can feel it in the way he twitches against your tongue, the way his breathing turns ragged. one more deep thrust and he holds himself there, releasing down your throat without a warning. you swallow reflexively, choking a little, but he doesn't pull out until he's finished, until you've taken every drop.
when he finally pulls out, a string of spit connects your swollen lips to the tip. he tucks himself away, zips up then he scoops you up by the waist like you weigh nothing. your legs dangle for a second before he sets you on the edge of his desk, papers crinkling under you. he pushes your thighs apart with his knee, settling between them, his hands gripping your hips to hold you in place.
"touch yourself," he says quietly.
he wants you to what…?
heat floods your face anew. "w-what? here? that's... embarrassing."
his lips twitch into something almost like a smirk, he leans in closer, breath hot against your ear. "you weren't embarrassed when you sent those nudes. all sprawled out, hand between your legs, begging for attention." his fingers trail up your thigh, pushing your skirt higher, but stopping just short. "show me now or was that all an act?"
shame and desire twist in your gut, but your hand moves anyway, slipping under the lace of your panties. you're soaked already—from the way he used your mouth.. fingers glide over your clit, circling slow at first, and a soft whimper escapes you. he watches, unblinking, one hand still on your thigh.
you pick up speed, hips rocking into your touch, breaths coming faster. but it's not enough—his stare is too intense like he's analyzing you. "please," you whisper, free hand reaching for him, but he catches your wrist, pinning it to the desk.
"no. keep going." his voice is low, commanding. "let me see you fall apart like in that second photo, that was my favorite one you know.”
your fingers start dipping lower, thrusting shallowly. the edge in you builds but just as you're teetering, he pulls your hand away. you whine in protest, but he silences you with a look.
"not yet." he drops to his knees then, surprising you, hands shoving your thighs wider. he drags your panties aside, not bothering to remove them, and leans in. his breath ghosts over you first, making you clench around nothing. then his mouth is on you—tongue warm and broad, licking a slow stripe from entrance to clit.
you gasp, hands flying to his hair, gripping tight. he groans against you, he eats you out like he's starving. his fingers dig into your thighs, holding you open as you squirm, the desk creaking under your shifting weight.
"hiromi—fuck," you moan, head falling back. he sucks your clit between his lips. one hand leaves your thigh, two fingers sliding inside you easily, curling to hit that spot that makes your vision blur. he pumps them in time with his tongue, building you back to the edge faster than before.
it crashes over you without warning, thighs clamping around his head as you come undone, crying out his name. he doesn't stop, lapping through it until you're oversensitive and shaking, pushing weakly at his shoulders.
only then does he pull back, lips shiny, eyes filled with satisfaction. he stands, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, then reaches between your legs again. he tugs your panties down your thighs, you lift your hips to help. he balls them in his fist, slips them into his pocket like a trophy.
"that's enough," he says stepping back.
you blink, still dazed, legs dangling off the desk. "what?"
"go home."
"but—" you start, voice small and wrecked, glancing down at the obvious bulge in his slacks. "you didn't—i want to—"
"i will." he steps closer one last time, brushes a stray tear from your cheek with his thumb. "when i decide. you'll get an email when i want you back here.”
he leans in, lips brushing your ear. "and next time, wear something easier to take off."
he steps back, opens a drawer, pulls out a tissue packet and sets it on the desk beside you. then he sits again, picks up a pen, and starts marking papers like you aren't still perched there, dripping because of him.
you slide off the desk on unsteady legs, fix your skirt, wipe your face. he doesn't look up as you unlock the door and slip out into the hallway.
you still haven't processed what happened but you know you’re going to check your inbox obsessively from now on.
“You're really smoking at this hour?” Hiromi suddenly said. He looked at Nanami, who shook his head and moved to the side. “...We just had a fire alarm.”
You raised a brow at him, unimpressed. “So?” you said, taking the cigarette between two fingers. “Like I said earlier, the building’s not actually burning. What’s the problem?”
Hiromi’s eyes narrowed slightly. You leaned back against the metal railing of the stairwell, one shoulder resting casually against the cool bars. The ember at the end of your cigarette glowed bright orange for a moment as you took a drag, smoke slipping from your lips in a thin grey stream.
With your other hand, you pushed a few strands of hair back behind your ear, the motion absentminded and slow. For a second, Higuruma Hiromi almost forgot the argument. Then your gaze shifted toward him again, far too eagerly curious as much as it was sharp enough to cut through his being.
“What’s your name, anyway?” you asked. “I don’t think I’ve seen you around before.”
GENRE: alternate universe - modern au;
WARNING/S: r18, angst, explicit, smut, romance, fluff, young love, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, codependency, emotional infidelity, pet names, complicated relationship, protective, possessiveness, mutual pining, cursing, crossing boundaries, whirlwind romance, emotional manipulation, smoking, cheating, alcohol, explicit sexual content, naked bodies, outdoor sex, fingering, morning after, p v sex, rough sex, dominance, praising, dirty talk, size difference, unprotected sex, acting major! reader, law major! higuruma;
WORDS: 16k words.
NOTE: this got delayed because of the ao3 ass curse. i hurt my foot (again), i got food poisoning, this was too big, so i had to cut it short and split it up. yes, there will be a third part for this. and yes, there will be more angst in that one. but more smut as well. please prepare!!! also thank you so much for the love you've shown me. im so grateful for all of it. im grateful!!! i'll see you in the next one~ i love you~ <3
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THE DAYS NEVER SEEMED TO END. Even at 2:03 a.m. in the morning, when they should be resting for a long day ahead, the grind refused to loosen its grip. The quiet of the night didn’t mean rest. Instead, it simply meant fewer distractions between them and the endless tide of a;; the things that law school required.
From readings to case law, there was no escape. Everything about law demands to be understood before morning arrives, or it will result in failure. And HIguruma Hiromi does not fail. He never has and he never will. He couldn’t afford to.
This was the sort of life that came with the profession they had chosen to be a part of. Law did not reward half effort, nor half measures. It required the need to give everything. You could not do anything that isn’t for the best of the law.
Each and everyday, it was the same routine. Much of it devoured time, took away every bit of sleep, and relaxation. There was a lot of madness and a lot of need for patience. It took everything from him before it ever gave anything back.
Two years in, Higuruma Hiromi thinks everyday if he had made the right choice. It’s fairly certain that he loved the pursuit of justice. He found pride in doing the right things for the right reasons. Being the right person at the right time. Fighting and doing it just. Yet it could not be helped if he has doubts about it all.
Nothing about this process had been easy. He has had times when he found himself at the brink of madness, madness that he could not find the way out of. Yet through bitter tears, the nicotine that woke him up and the alcohol that relieved his stress, there was only one direction.
Every person who pursued it knew the same truth of it all. Success only comes through sacrifice, and if you were not willing to put everything on the line, then you will not get there. He knew it. It was tried and proven every single time.
Nanami Kento thinks the same way too.
At times, Hiromi thinks he’s looking at the mirror.
Nanami Kento reminded him too much of himself.
He would give everything and anything to win.
Still, sacrifice did not mean tolerating chaos.
It had only been a few weeks since they had moved into this new apartment dorm together. And everything about it has already been life-changing. The difference was undeniable to Hiromi. Their previous dorm situations had bordered on a nightmare, where there had been inability to be what they needed to be.
Higuruma’s old roommate seemed to believe dorm life was an endless rager. Almost every other night, the music was just consistently blasting. He could only wonder if his roommates were ever doing work on the education they needed at all. He doubted he was.
Endless passing strangers wandering in and out, reverberating laughter and shouting that bled through the walls until sunrise, until after sunrise at times. On and on, it was a bane of his existence half the time. Hiromi could not focus at all. If anything, studying there had been like trying to concentrate in the middle of a nightclub and he was out of place every single time.
Nanami Kento’s situation had been quieter in theory, but no less unbearable. His former roommate had possessed an extraordinary talent for spending entire nights and mornings on the phone with his girlfriend.
Endless whispered conversations, half the time far too much in its explicitness echoed through one ear and the next on pleasures that did not please Kento. It was always somehow still loud enough to travel across the room, punctuated by long dramatic sighs and declarations of love that Nanami Kento had no desire to overhear.
Neither of them had slept properly.
Neither of them had been able to focus.
And in a field like law, lack of focus was dangerous.
The solution had come unexpectedly.
They had been sitting in the middle of a taxation law lecture together, an already grueling subject to tackle when they discovered they were both struggling to tackle the exact same problem. Soon enough, between notes and quiet grumbles full of complaints, an idea had formed between the two of them, something so simple and logical.
If both of their living situations were impossible for studying, for wholeheartedly existing, then they should simply remove the problem altogether. They shook hands like they were deciding on the compromise. From that moment on, they packed their things and became roommates.
Weeks had passed and it seemed as though that the decision already felt like the correct one. The new dorm apartment was quiet enough that the turning of paper sounded loud. It was comfortable enough to find the time to feel the freedom to let out a belt of legal jargon without being interrupted by declarations of love or just alone the chorus of people encouraging a keg stand.
As far as the eye can see, the stacks of case briefs were spread across the small desk between them, evidence of hours spent dissecting rulings and legal arguments. The faint smell of ink and highlighter hung in the air, mixed with the stale remains of late-night coffee.
Both young, ambitious men were half-slouched in their chairs, the posture of people who had been reading for far too long. Higuruma Hiromi had one hand braced against his temple as he reread the same paragraph for the third time, darkened eyes tracing the lines slowly, as though forcing the words to remain in his mind through sheer determination.
“…If the precedent from the second ruling applies, then the judge had no standing to even think of dismissing the appeal.” he murmured, voice hoarse with fatigue. A yawn releases out of his lips. “That’s just prejudice to the defendant more than anything else.”
Across from him, Kento leaned back slightly, arms folded as he considered the statement. His calm demeanor had not changed even after hours of study. Where Hiromi found himself so often brushed with wrestling with legal arguments intensely, somehow the blond approached them with measured patience that the dark haired man did not have.
“It wasn’t the precedent, though.” Kento replied evenly, waving the paper at his classmate. “It was the jurisdiction as much as the time to appeal, running out. I mean, look at the filing date.”
Hiromi frowned faintly. He flipped the page again, scanning the text more carefully this time. He frowned deeper as he found himself highlighting the thing he had missed. “…Right.”
“Are you going to act like you didn’t miss that?”
“I am doing no such thing.”
“Hm, you already are.”
“It’s two in the morning, let me live.”
“How about no?”
“You know what, fuck off.”
Kento snickers. “That’s what the corporation lawyer said.”
A quiet exhale left him as he slumped deeper into the chair, the wooden frame creaking faintly beneath the shift of his weight. The fatigue had settled somewhere behind his eyes hours ago, dull and persistent, the sort that made every line of text begin to blur together if he stared at it long enough.
He resisted the urge to sulk, almost just barely. Across from him, Nanami Kento let out a slow, restrained laugh. He was not mocking him, of course. It was the banter of a man who liked to draw scores. In the world of those who were always measured by their arguments, the feeling feels good when you get it right.
Kento adjusted the stack of papers in front of him and calmly continued taking notes on his own sheets, pen moving with deliberate precision. One point for him and none for Higuruma Hiromi. Hiromi rubbed his temple again, though there was the faintest ghost of amusement beneath the exhaustion.
The fluorescent desk lamp hummed softly above them, its pale light casting long shadows across the cluttered desk. The lamp had been on for hours now, the warmth of it pooling over stacks of highlighted pages and case briefs like a quiet witness to their persistence.
Beyond the thin limits of their apartment walls, the stretch of the dorm complex had long since fallen into the abyss of silence. Or at least, that was what they assumed. Most students were asleep by now, he thinks.
At this hour the hallways should have been empty, the stairwells quiet, the vending machines untouched. The campus dorms tended to sink into a strange stillness after midnight, like the entire place had collectively exhaled.
But as Hiromi sat there staring at the same paragraph again, he wondered if that assumption was just another example of the quiet biases people built about the world around them, biases he had made to uplift himself.
Perhaps somewhere in another dorm room someone else was studying just as intensely. Or worrying. Or pacing. Or simply staring at a ceiling because sleep refused to come. He caught himself drifting too far into speculation and frowned faintly.
You’re making generalizations again, Higuruma. Grow up.
The thought was sharp. It always has to be, when self-reflection requires the need to encourage correction. Law demanded clarity of thinking, and that meant recognizing the limits of one’s own perspective. Assumptions were dangerous things. Entire arguments could crumble if they were built on flawed foundations.
Hiromi leaned back slightly, letting his gaze wander toward the corner of the window pane. Beyond the glass, the city stretched outward in distant blinking lights. Those endless, tiny fragments of life scattered across the dark horizon.
Traffic moved faintly along far roads, nothing more than slow streaks of white and red drifting through the night. Occasionally the wind brushed against the window, a soft rustling sound that almost felt like the building itself breathing. He sighed again.
His soul was exhausted and it wanted to rest. But his logic that pulses through the millions of neurons in his brain would not let him. The night was simply another extension of the workload. Law didn’t pause when the sun went down. If anything, the quiet hours only made the pressure more apparent.
Because tomorrow’s arguments were always waiting. Somewhere out there, judges were deciding cases. Lawyers were drafting motions. Clients were depending on people who had the knowledge and discipline to navigate the system properly.
And if you wanted to be one of those people, there was only one option. You must put in the work, you must study. Force yourself to understand every angle, even when you are in the worst of tears and pain. The clock never truly stopped ticking.
That was the reality of the profession. You had to think quickly. Adapt quickly. If you let yourself lose control, even briefly, even a moment’s hesitation, it’s where you risk making the wrong decision at the worst possible moment.
A careless assumption.
A missed precedent.
A poorly constructed argument.
And suddenly an entire case could collapse beneath you.
Hiromi leaned forward again, eyes dropping back to the page. His finger traced the paragraph slowly. “Then this means—”
Kento raised his brows, not looking up. “What?”
“There’s nothing with it.” he began, tapping the margin of the page with the back of his pen, eyes narrowing as the argument finally started to settle into place. “I mean, the dismissal wasn’t technically wrong. It was just premature.”
Kento’s pen paused. Now he looked up. “Explain.”
Hiromi straightened slightly in his chair, fatigue momentarily pushed aside by the quiet satisfaction of following the logic to its end. “The court assumed jurisdiction didn’t apply here.” he said, flipping one of the pages around so Nanami could see. “But that assumption only works if the filing date falls outside the extension window.”
The blond leaned forward. Hiromi pointed to the line he had been staring at for the last five minutes. “But it doesn’t.”
Kento looked away as he scanned the paragraph. Then the line above it. Then the footnote at the bottom of the page. Silence stretched between them for a few seconds. “…You’re right.” He said finally.
Hiromi allowed himself the smallest, tired smile. “That makes us even.”
Kento leaned back in his chair again, folding his arms. “No.”
Hiromi blinked. “What do you mean no?”
Kento tilted his head slightly. “You arrived at the correct conclusion after three attempts.”
Hiromi stared at him. “That’s still arriving at the correct conclusion.”
The blond shrugged faintly. “Efficiency matters.”
Hiromi exhaled sharply through his nose. “That sounds like a grading rubric.”
“It might as well be.”
Before Hiromi could reply with a snarky response he formed in his head, it was interrupted by the loud, ringing sound blossoming through the halls of the dorms. He frowns as he puts away his papers to the side and looks at Kento.
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
Kento sighed. “It’s a fire alarm…..”
“Yes, I can tell by the sound.”
“We should go downstairs.” He retorted.
“It’s two in the morning.” Hiromi muttered, pushing his chair back anyway.
“It’s the fire regulation.”
“Yes, I’m aware of fire regulations.”
“Okay, more walking, less talking.”
They stepped out into the hallway with the rest of the irritated young residents, diverse ages and educational departments, filing toward the stairwell. People were grumbling, half-awake, wrapped in hoodies and blankets.
Kento yawned as he and Hiromi stepped into the stairwell, the door creaking softly as the dark haired man pushed it open with his shoulder. The blond was still holding his phone, lazily scrolling through something while half-awake, while Hiromi clutched his notes like they might vanish if he loosened his grip.
The fire alarm was still screaming somewhere above them. Kento rubbed his eye. “…If this turns out to be burnt toast again like that one time, I’m genuinely going to go and transfer schools.”
Hiromi snorted quietly. “You say that every time.”
“Yes. And one day I’ll mean it.”
They had barely taken three steps down when Higuruma Hiromi turned the corner of the landing, and immediately found himself in the karma of colliding with someone who was also rushing down from above.
“Ow!”
The impact knocked both of you off balance. You gasped, grabbing the railing. “Watch where you’re—” You froze mid-sentence, glaring up at him.
Hiromi blinked down at you, equally irritated. “What the—”
“…walking, you bastard!” you finished flatly.
Hiromi frowned immediately. “Maybe don’t run into people.” he shot back, pointing toward the script in your hands. “You were clearly reading instead of watching where you were going.”
You scoffed. “Can you just apologize instead of yapping nonsense?”
Hiromi folded his arms. “I deserve the apology more, if I’m being honest here.” he said coolly. “You were the negligent party.”
You stared at him like you couldn’t believe what you were hearing. “Oh, that’s rich.”
The blue eyed man found himself appearing behind Hiromi a moment later, having caught up just in time to witness the tension. He looked between the two of you calmly. “…We’ve been downstairs for twelve seconds, for the likely fire.” he said. “And we’re already arguing.”
You rolled your eyes. “Tell your friend to learn basic manners, then.”
Hiromi immediately gestured toward you. “She ran into me.”
“You opened the door like you were storming into some rager!”
“You were reading!”
“You were blocking the stairwell!”
Kento sighed quietly. “Yes, in a fire, this would help.” he said. “This is very productive.”
You huffed and stepped aside with exaggerated politeness, motioning toward the stairs “Gentlemen first.”
Hiromi gave you a tight, unimpressed look as he walked past. “Your sarcasm is well noted.”
“Yeah, I don’t care.”
“It’s too late for this.”
The three of you continued down with the rest of the dorm residents filing out into the stairwell. Unfortunately, halfway down the next flight the crowd suddenly slowed. Then everything stopped there. A wave of confused murmuring rippled upward through the stairwell. Someone below had clearly halted the flow of people, and now everyone was stuck.
You leaned over the railing slightly, peering down. “…Seriously?”
No one moved.
Another thirty seconds passed.
Your eyes pulsed shakily.
You sighed loudly. “Unbelievable.”
Instead of standing there with everyone else, you stepped off to the side of the landing and sat down on the step, putting your papers down beside you. From the pocket of your pajama pants, you pulled out a small cigarette pack. Kento noticed immediately.
“…That seems counterproductive during a fire alarm.”
You shrugged. “Well the building’s not on fire, so.”
You tapped the cigarette against the pack and slipped one between your fingers, masterly placing it onto your lips. That was when law major Higuruma Hiromi noticed two things at the exact same time in the middle of all this chaos.
First thing, you were apparently about to go and smoke inside a stairwell during a likely fire, in the storm of a fire alarm blearing loudly, while everyone was panicking and filing to go down and stay safe. And the second, you looked unexpectedly cute in those pajamas.
It was finely made. Soft cotton. Loose-fitting. It was big on you and yet it suited you so well. Printed with small moons and stars scattered across the fabric. The sleeves drooped slightly past your wrists when you lifted your hands to tie your hair back.
It was an unusual, strangely gentle look to have in that moment. Especially considering the cigarette now hanging from your fingers. Hiromi stared a moment longer than he meant to. Nanami Kento noticed immediately. Of course he did.
Hiromi cleared his throat and quickly looked away just as you flicked your lighter. The bright orange glow sparked in the dim emergency lighting. Smoke curled upward. You take a sigh, almost calming down entirely.
“You're really smoking at this hour?” Hiromi suddenly said. He looked at Nanami, who shook his head and moved to the side. “...We just had a fire alarm.”
You raised a brow at him, unimpressed. “So?” you said, taking the cigarette between two fingers. “Like I said earlier, the building’s not actually burning. What’s the problem?”
Hiromi’s eyes narrowed slightly. You leaned back against the metal railing of the stairwell, one shoulder resting casually against the cool bars. The ember at the end of your cigarette glowed bright orange for a moment as you took a drag, smoke slipping from your lips in a thin grey stream.
With your other hand, you pushed a few strands of hair back behind your ear, the motion absentminded and slow. For a second, Higuruma Hiromi almost forgot the argument. Then your gaze shifted toward him again, far too eagerly curious as much as it was sharp enough to cut through his being.
“What’s your name, anyway?” you asked. “I don’t think I’ve seen you around before.”
Hiromi hesitated. Part of him considered ignoring the question altogether. It was late, the alarm was still echoing faintly through the stairwell, and the entire situation had already been more chaotic than he preferred.
The thought of continuing to argue with strangers at two in the morning had not exactly been on his list of productive activities. But before logic could properly intervene, his mouth moved anyway to answer you back.
“…Higuruma….Higuruma Hiromi.” he said. “I’m new in the dorms, just moved in a few weeks ago. Law major.” He tilted his head slightly toward the man beside him. “And that’s my roommate. Nanami Kento.”
Kento gave you a small, polite nod. You studied the two of them for a moment. Then you snickered. “Higuruma and Nanami?” you said, amused. “That sounds like the worst title for a law show I’ve ever heard.”
For a moment, Higuruma Hiromi just stared at you. The fire alarm was still screaming somewhere above the stairwell, its shrill echo bouncing off the concrete walls, but it almost faded into the background compared to the look on his face.
“…A law show?” he repeated slowly, like he was trying to determine whether you were serious or simply committed to irritating him.
You shrugged and took another drag from your cigarette, the ember glowing brighter. “Yeah!” you said casually. “You know the type. Two lawyers dramatically arguing across a desk while someone bangs a gavel every thirty seconds.”
Hiromi frowned. “That’s not how—”
“—‘Objection, Your Honor!’” you interrupted loudly, pointing the cigarette at him like a prop microphone. “Wait, that sounded like Ace Attorney for a second there.”
A couple students nearby turned to look. You lowered your voice again. “Then dramatic music plays while someone reveals a document. One of you has to be Phoenix, the other has to be Edgeworth!”
Hiromi stared at you, dumbfounded. “That is not how law works.”
Behind him, Kento adjusted his glasses slightly. “I would hope any lawyer argues about something more meaningful than paperwork.”
You glanced at him. “Oh, you banter too! Like Edgeworth, indeed.”
Kento gave a small nod. “Occasionally.”
Hiromi exhaled slowly through his nose. He was tired. It was two in the morning, maybe even past that by now. There was a fire alarm that was still going off for no apparent reason, or at least he hopes so. And somehow he had ended up standing in a stairwell debating fictional television shows with someone he had physically collided with less than two minutes ago.
You flicked a bit of ash onto the concrete step. “So…..” you said, eyeing him again. “Law major, huh.”
“Yes.”
“You look like one.”
Hiromi frowned immediately. “…What does that mean?”
You gestured vaguely toward him. “The evidence is overwhelming.”
He blinked. “Evidence?”
You began counting lazily on your fingers. “Papers in your hand at two in the morning.”
Hiromi looked down at the stack of notes he was still holding. “Permanently mildly irritated expression.”
His eyes narrowed. “And….hm…” you continued, pointing at him again, “The fact that you’re currently arguing with a stranger in a stairwell during a fire alarm.”
Kento nodded once. “That does sound accurate.”
Hiromi turned his head slowly at his friend. “You’re not helping.”
Meanwhile you were still studying him, your gaze sharp but not exactly unfriendly. The dim red emergency lighting flickered across your face, catching the slight curve of your expression.And again, Hiromi’s eyes dropped for a split second.
The pajamas were noticeable to him still. Somehow it made an impression on him and he didn’t know why. You made an impression on him and he didn’t know why. But before long, you were noticing it. You took a whiff of smoke and your lips twitched. Hiromi looked away immediately.
“So you’re new to this side of the dorms, huh?” you said.
“Yes.”
“That explains it.”
He frowned again.
“Explain what?”
“You haven’t learned yet that this part of the dorms have the fire alarms go off for stupid reasons.”
Right on cue, someone several floors below suddenly yelled up the stairwell. You looked up. “What’s the status quo?”
“FALSE ALARM!” you heard someone say. “It’s Daiki again!”
You shook your head. “Eh, Daiki must have left the pan again.”
A wave of groans rolled upward like a disappointed crowd. A second later the alarm abruptly cut off and the dorm staff were helping everyone file into lines to go back up. The sudden silence was almost jarring. You took one last drag of the cigarette before crushing it against the step.
“Told you.”
Kento calmly checked his watch. “Two forty in the morning now.” he said. “We’ve lost a lot of mornings.”
You stared at him. “…You’re serious.”
“Completely.”
Hiromi rubbed a hand through his hair, already exhausted again. “We were reviewing case law for later today, so we’re busy.”
You leaned back against the railing. “At two in the morning?”
“Yes.”
You tilted your head. “…Law students are terrifying…..But then again, I can’t speak.” You wave the papers sitting beside you. “We’re the same. Somehow.” You shake. “That made me feel things.”
Kento gave a polite nod. “Thank you.”
Hiromi sighed. Then he glanced back at you. “…You never told us your name.”
You stood from the step, taking your papers into your arms. You then proceeded to stretch your arms slightly. The sleeves of your pajamas slid down over your hands again as you grinned. “Maybe next time, Higuruma and Nanami.”
You walked past them toward the upper floors. Then you paused beside Hiromi for half a second. Your eyes flicked down at the papers still in his hand. “Good luck with your cases, by the way!” Your gaze lifted again, amused. “You’ll need it if you’re already this grumpy.”
Then you continued up the stairs, your soft pajama sleeves swaying slightly as you disappeared around the corner. Hiromi watched you go. Nanami Kento spoke beside him after a moment. “…You noticed the pajamas.”
Hiromi froze. “I did not.”
Kento adjusted his glasses again. “They were objectively cute.”
Hiromi pinched the bridge of his nose. “…Let’s go back upstairs. We still have to summarize our work.”
“You’ve got a crush, huh?”
“Shh, I do not!”
IT TOOK A WEEK LATER FOR HIGURUMA HIROMI TO SEE YOU AGAIN. Not because he wanted to, but because it was what happened. This time, it wasn’t in the stairwell, wrapped in those pretty moon-printed pajamas and most notably not with a cigarette between your plump lips, staring at him like you were starring in your own low-budget noir film.
He hadn’t expected to see you again at all, if he was being honest about it. But that was just the sort of culture this campus has. The dorm complex system alone housed hundreds of students, and the campus itself was practically a small city.
After the bizarre two-in-the-morning fire alarm incident, Higuruma Hiromi had assumed you were one of those strange, fleeting people university life occasionally produced. Someone who appeared once, said something ridiculous, and vanished forever.
Yet here he was, sitting inside a small campus auditorium. With a notebook open, patiently waiting for what he thought was a guest lecture on criminal procedure. Beside him, Nanami Kento sat with his usual composed posture, who was quietly reading a thick book that looked far too serious for the average college student.
Hiromi flipped a page in his notes, then paused. He looks at Kento. “…Do you hear that?” he muttered.
From the front rows came hushed whispers. Hiromi leans slightly close as he hears the scattered laughter, and the distinct rustling sound of paper scripts on the other side. He looked up slowly.
Students were gathering near the stage, some pacing nervously, some rehearsing lines under their breath. A few were stretching their arms like they were about to run a marathon around the campus. On the side wall hung a banner that very clearly read: Theatre Department – Acting Workshop Showcase.
Higuruma stared at it, then towards the student. Then towards the banner hung above the wall. He narrows his eyes. “…Wrong room, it seems.”
Kento glanced up at the banner once and closed his book. “Yes, we are.”
Hiromi turned slowly. “You knew?”
“I suspected.”
“And you didn’t say anything?”
Kento folded his hands calmly. “I was curious to see what would happen.”
The dark eyed man pinched the bridge of his nose. “…You’re impossible.”
Before he could stand and leave, the overhead stage lights suddenly snapped on, flooding the massive platform with bright white light. The room quieted instantaneously. Someone tenderly walked onto the stage, almost gliding even. It felt magical. He could feel his mouth go agape. It was you.
Higuruma Hiromi genuinely didn’t recognize you. Gone was the sleepy girl leaning against a stair railing with a cigarette and pajamas that looked like they belonged into the realm of fantasy and cartoons.
Your hair was tied neatly back now. Your posture was straight, shoulders relaxed but controlled. Even the way you stood felt different. You were every bit focused. Everything about your action., the way you carried yourself, everything was deliberate.
Someone close to you had handed you a script. You glanced over it briefly. You thanked them soundly, then nodded once. The performance began. And within seconds, the entire atmosphere in the room had all but shifted. Your voice changed first.
At that moment, you were a new person. A person he had never met. You were not using the teasing tone from the stairwell. Nor did it contain the casual sarcasm he remembered as you both parted. Instead, there was something about it.
This voice you had used was sharp. Almost sounds experienced and confident in a way that a queen would be. Your breath controlled its waves and punches. Each word spoken in majesty, yet balanced full of tension that seemed to stretch through the room like a wire pulled too tight.
You stepped forward into the scene, your movements fluid and natural, like the stage belonged to you. Hiromi slowly lowered the notebook in his hands. In the flash of a moment, you were arguing with another actor in this scene.
In an instant, you were someone else entirely. The shift was so sudden it almost felt like the air in the room changed. Your shoulders tightened. Your jaw was set. The casual ease you’d carried only seconds ago disappeared beneath something raw and volatile.
Your character was furious. But beneath the anger was something deeper within it, Hiromi saw. The evident hurt in your eyes, the shadow of disbelief, the blossom of that kind of desperation that comes from realizing something you trusted might have been a lie all along.
It poured into your voice effortlessly. Every word landed heavier than the last. It didn’t sound rehearsed. It sounded real, far more than he could ever express. Your pacing slowed as the argument escalated, each step deliberate, each breath sharper than the one before.
You circled the other actor like someone trying to make sense of a betrayal they couldn’t quite wrap their head around. The tension in the room tightened all of a sudden, everyone seemed to feel it. Even the students in the back rows stopped shifting in their seats and paid attention to the scene before them.
Your frustration built line by line until suddenly you spun toward the other actor, eyes blazing with something that looked dangerously close to heartbreak. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done?” Your voice cut through the auditorium.
You stepped closer to them, invading their space in a confrontational motion, your body language tense and rigid as if every muscle was fighting between anger and restraint. “You said you weren’t with her.”
Across from you, the other actor straightened, their own expression shifting into panicked urgency. “I’m not! I was just….We have classes together, we also work in the same place. It’s…It’s not what you think!” they replied quickly, voice cracking slightly as if they were desperately trying to make you believe it. “I—I swear, Bella. Please believe me, this it isn’t—”
“You kissed her.”
The line dropped into the room like a stone. Everything went still. He was intently watching every bit of that moment, the crescendo of the moment being on you. You didn’t raise your voice. You didn’t exaggerate the emotion. If anything, it became quieter and yet even louder than anything that could have been done or said.
Your eyes didn’t leave theirs, searching their face like you were waiting for them to finally admit the truth you already knew. The silence stretched throughout, the grievance and the heartbreak of a failing relationship carrying the mood.
It was the kind of silence that happens when everyone in a room forgets they’re watching a performance. Because you weren’t just saying the words, you weren’t just mimicking faces or emotions. You were living them with everything in you. You were this character and you were living their heartbreak.
Every small movement was superb. The tightening of your fingers, the shallow breath you took through clenched teeth, the way your voice trembled just slightly before steadying again. It made the moment feel painfully real.
A few rows back, Higuruma Hiromi leaned forward slightly in his seat without realizing it. His notebook slid a little lower in his lap, forgotten to oblivion. There was nothing more intriguing to him than this moment right now. All of his undivided attention was completely locked on the stage.
Beside him, Nanami Kento noticed immediately. The blond man turned his head just enough to glance at him. His dark eyed friend rarely reacted to performances like this. He wasn’t someone easily pulled into dramatics, especially not staged ones.
If it was something that happened in court, it would have been a puzzle that intrigued him. Every action, emotion, movement, it would have been a day of him figuring it out at court for every witness, the judge, the lawyers. It would have been a whole thing.
Yet now his posture had shifted forward, elbows resting lightly on his knees, his eyes narrowed with an intensity usually reserved for reading through complicated case law. Today was a different day for this man, for him.
Nanami Kento turned his attention away from his friend and then watched the stage again. You were surely so captivating. As you pushed the man away, and was forced into his arms, you cried. Kento looked back at his friend. He wasn’t blinking, nor looking away.
“…Interesting.” he murmured quietly.
Higuruma Hiromi didn’t respond. He didn’t even hear him. Because on stage, you had pried yourself from your scene partner’s touch. Before long, you were stone cold in front of them. You were still looking at the other actor like your world had just split in two.
“It’s over.” you replied back to him, your voice cracking as you shook your head. A single tear fell from your right eye. “I….I can’t love you anymore. Not like this.”
“…We’re staying?” His friend asked quietly.
Hiromi didn’t answer. His eyes were locked on the scene still, locked on you. Someone in the audience actually stopped breathing. Higuruma Hiromi does not know if it was him or someone else. Yet he did not care. Everything that was important was right in front of him and he could not let it pass.
Then in one moment, a clap came.
“And that’s a wrap for this scene!”
Silence hung in the room for a moment.
And then the applause erupted.
Hiromi blinked like someone had just shaken him awake. “…Oh.”
Kento sighed. “Yes.”
On stage, you instantly relaxed, the intensity melting away as you laughed with the other actor beside you and thanked them. The fierce expression vanished, replaced by the same sharp amusement he remembered from the stairwell. The contrast was almost jarring.
“That’s how you do that sort of scene.” Someone, a senior most likely, says from the side of the stage towards the audience. “You cannot do it without letting yourself get lost in the scene.”
Hiromi leaned back in his chair slowly. “…Acting major, huh?” he murmured.
Kento adjusted his glasses. “That would explain the dramatics.”
The charcoal haired man almost smiled. The seniors continued to speak some more, before moving on to introducing other topics and scenes. Higuruma Hiromi did not know why but he felt disappointed when you didn’t go out again. But he did.
You didn’t go out there until after the things were nearing the end, where everyone who participated in the workshop was brought out and introduced once again to the younger students.
A few minutes later, the students began packing their bags as the workshop wrapped up. The rest of the other acting majors stepped off the stage, chatting excitedly, adrenaline still buzzing through the room. You hopped down from the stage steps, mid-conversation with someone.
Then in an instant, your eyes scanned the audience. And landed directly on him. Recognition sparked immediately. Your entire face lit up as you excused yourself from the conversation and headed off to them.
“Oh, look at what the cat dragged in.” you said, already walking toward him. “Well, well.”
Higuruma Hiromi straightened slightly. You stopped in front of his seat, crossing your arms with a grin. “If it isn’t the two stars of the hit legal drama, Fire Alarm!”
He looked up at you slowly, before blinking at the beautiful sight of you before him. He didn’t have a response ready. Because the only thought in his head at that moment was nothing else but wonder. She’s actually…incredible.
You tilted your head, squinting at him. “…Why are you staring at me like that?”
He cleared his throat quickly. “I didn’t know you were an acting major.”
You raised an eyebrow. “And I didn’t know you were the type to attend theatre showcases.”
“I’m not.”
Kento answered before he could. “We were in the wrong room.”
You laughed immediately. “That’s amazing. Does this mean you missed a law lecture?”
“Rather likely.” Kento replies.
You laughed. “You said that too bluntly!”
Hiromi rubbed the back of his neck. “…It wasn’t intentional.”
“Sure, sure.” you said, clearly unconvinced. “Did you enjoy the show?”
“You were pretty good.” Kento says with a nod. “Have you been leading stuff like this for so long?”
You nodded. “Hm, I have.”
“Then you have real experience, then.”
“Hahaha, of course I do!” Your eyes flicked down to the notebook still sitting in Hiromi’s lap soon after. “Did you take notes on my performance too, Law Major?”
“No.”
“…You should’ve, though.” you said. “Free education.”
Kento stood smoothly from his seat. “To be fair, everything was new to us.” he said calmly.“ THis isn’t our world. So to catch a glimpse of your world, and see your performance, it was objectively an impressive introduction.”
You pointed at him immediately. “See? I like him.”
Kento gave a polite nod. “I appreciate consistency.”
Hiromi exhaled slowly, though there was the faintest hint of amusement in it now. He glanced up at you again. Even without the stage lights, the energy from your performance still seemed to cling to you. It was far too confident, beaming brightly in this dim world. Everything about it was impossible not to notice.
“…You were good.” he finally admitted.
You blinked once, then smirked back at him. “Wow.” You leaned forward slightly. “High praise from the guy who interrogated me about smoking during a fire alarm.”
Kento adjusted his glasses again. “To be fair….you were smoking during a fire alarm.”
You snapped your fingers and pointed at him again. “Exactly! Context matters.”
Hiromi sighed, shaking his head. You were saying such a stupid argument, but you were laughing so beautifully about the stupidity of all of it. Somehow, there was a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
“Oh? Are you smiling?”
Hiromi immediately straightened. “I’m not.”
You squinted at him like a detective catching a suspect mid-lie. “You absolutely are, Mr. Higuruma, sir.”
“I’m not.” he repeated, already sounding more defensive than he intended. “And don’t call me that. It’s too—”
You leaned a little closer, peering up at his face with exaggerated scrutiny. “Nanami–san.” you said, without looking away from him. “Is he smiling?”
Beside him, Nanami Kento didn’t even hesitate. He fixed his glasses and nodded. “Yes, he is.”
Hiromi turned his head slowly. “…You could have stayed neutral.”
The blond snickered. “I prefer accuracy.”
You clapped once in delight. “See? I knew it.”
Hiromi exhaled through his nose and rubbed the bridge of it with his fingers, already regretting engaging with you at all. Yet the faint smile still lingered despite himself. It was ridiculous. You were ridiculous. And somehow he didn’t entirely mind. You straightened again, rocking slightly on your heels as you looked between the two of them.
“So……” you said, crossing your arms. “You two just wander into random theatre showcases now?”
“We were looking for a lecture hall, as we already said.” Hiromi replied flatly. “We thought it was here.”
“And you found something related to culture instead.”
“That is one interpretation.”
Kento nodded once, smiling softly. “It was educational.”
You laughed again, the sound light and unrestrained. A few theatre students nearby glanced over, curious about what was apparently amusing you so much. Hiromi noticed the way you seemed completely comfortable in the space.
Students waved at you as they passed, someone calling your name from across the room before leaving through the auditorium doors. You waved back easily. For a moment he just watched.
On stage, you had seemed intense, almost overwhelming. Off stage, you looked… so damn bright. He couldn’t even describe it well, he knew he wasn’t describing it well. You were alive in a way he wasn’t used to seeing. You turned back to him suddenly and caught him looking again.
Your brow lifted. “There it is again.”
“What?”
“That look.”
“…What look?”
“The one where you’re thinking too hard.”
Hiromi frowned slightly. “I’m not thinking too hard.”
“You’re a law major, you know?” you replied instantly. “You’re always thinking too hard.”
Kento nodded again. “That is statistically accurate.”
Hiromi looked at him. “…You’re enjoying this.”
“A little.”
You grinned. “So tell me something, Higuruma–san.”
At the sound of his name, he looked back at you. “What?”
You tilted your head slightly. “When you were staring like that during the performance—”
“I was not staring.”
“—were you analyzing the legal accuracy of the argument…..” you continued smoothly, grinning wider. “Or were you actually impressed?”
Hiromi opened his mouth. Then closed it again. Because the honest answer had caught him slightly off guard. You have been impressive, he couldn’t deny that. It wasn’t just good. It was genuinely earth shattering talent to bring someone like him to attention for the entire dialogue. You were a genuine talent.
The way you held the room. The way your voice carried emotion without forcing it. The way every movement felt intentional. It was…difficult to ignore. His expression shifted slightly as he finally answered. “…You were convincing.”
You stared at him for a moment, and couldn’t help but respond with a dramatic groan. “God, that’s the most lawyer compliment I’ve ever heard.”
Kento tilted his head thoughtfully, laughing softly. “Convincing is quite high praise in litigation.”
You pointed at him again. “You see? He gets it.”
Hiromi sighed. “You’re both exhausting.”
“And yet….you stayed for my show.”
“We did not.”
“You stayed.”
“…Briefly.”
You grinned. “Long enough.”
Hiromi glanced toward the auditorium doors where most of the theatre students had already filtered out. For a brief moment, something thoughtful crossed his expression. “…Do you perform often?”
Your eyebrows lifted slightly. “Are you asking because you’re interested in theatre now?”
“No.”
“Or….because you want to see me act again?” you said, leaning even closer. “Want me to save you a seat?”
Kento spoke before Hiromi could respond. “That seems likely.”
Hiromi stared straight ahead. “…Nanami Kento.”
“Yes?”
“You are not helping.”
You laughed again. And this time, Hiromi didn’t bother hiding the small smile that appeared. You took a while to recover. You wiped the happy tears poking at your eyes and sighed content. “You know, it’s fine to admit that you wanna hang out with me more.”
“How about it, Higuruma Hiromi?” you asked him, smiling as you handed him a hand to shake. “Let’s be friends?”
HE HADN’T REALLY EXPECTED THIS. But somehow, within the span of a few months, the two of you were almost seen together, and if not together, then as a trio with Nanami Kento. He did not know why he had agreed to it or how he had agreed to it, but there was a blossoming friendship that now existed between you and him.
A surprisingly easy one, too. On paper, you and Higuruma Hiromi should not have worked as friends at all. You were loud and bright where he was reserved and cool. You were expressive where he was controlled.
You spoke with your hands, your voice, your entire body, even with your laughter. You were a fountain of emotions that were just ready to spill out of you like water over a broken dam. Higuruma Hiromi, meanwhile, spoke like every word had already been examined in court. He was measured half the time, deliberate with his words. He was a safe man with care for everything.
You were the sun, he was the moon.
You were the heart, he was the brain.
Yet somehow, the difference made everything easier.
Neither of you had to compete with the other’s world in ways that you or any one else could even understand. But maybe that is what you needed in order to grow and to be more whole as the young people you were.
You didn’t understand case law half the time. Whenever Higuruma Hiromi started explaining legal precedents or jurisdictional arguments, you’d last about two minutes before your eyes glazed over. The words blurred together in your head.
One moment, he was on appeals, the next he was on rulings, the next he was on statutes, and then before you opened your eyes again, he was doing something about filings and procedures. But you still listened. Not because you understood it. Because you liked the way he talked about it.
Hiromi didn’t get animated often, but when he cared about something. When he started explaining why a case mattered, why a judge’s ruling had consequences for people beyond the courtroom. His voice sharpened just slightly. His words became more deliberate, more focused.
You liked that version of him. You liked Hiromi who leaned forward a little without realizing it. The him who forgot to be reserved because he was too busy explaining something he believed in. It just made him more and more human to you, someone you could walk on the ground with.
Meanwhile, acting made almost no sense to him at all. Intonations, word flow, facial cues and so on, he could not explain it to you if he tried. It was far too complex for him. It was a puzzle to be sure, but it was not a puzzle he was willing to make.
To Higuruma Hiromi, the scripts looked like chaos. Pages of dialogue, emotions scribbled in the margins, characters behaving irrationally simply because the story demanded it. There were no clear rules.
There was no structure to him, at least the way you do it and show it to him. It had no precedence in the world he dwells in. And yet, he admired the work you put into it. You were as devoted as him with your craft as he was to his desired profession.
You would sit there for many hours in order to memorize lines. You would repeat scenes over and over again until your voice found the right tone, at times even at his dorm bathroom, when it was too late to return to yours.
At times he could see it in the way your entire body shifted when you stepped into a character, as though the person he knew was never there and only this character existed for as long as this body had existed. It was a fascinating sight to see.
He would never understand how you do it, but he could only be in awe and respect the discipline and hard work you put behind it, as you do with everything he does for the law he so badly wanted to be close to.
So instead of clashing, you simply filled the empty spaces around each other. You explained emotions. He explained logic. You brought color to his quiet routine. He brought steadiness to your chaos. And every bit of it worked.
Just like today, after the longest day of you helping him with his Taxation examination, holding flashcards and trying to make the whole thing enjoyable and educational all the same, while you ask him questions, it was now your turn to ask him for help.
You dragged him into an empty rehearsal room in the theatre building. Higuruma Hiromi barely had time to register what was happening before you shoved the door open and marched inside like you owned the place.
“Sit there.” you ordered, pointing at one of the chairs near the stage.
Hiromi stopped a few steps behind you. He looked at you for a moment, as you found yourself moving about the stage, trying to warm up. Before long, you stood there in the middle of the stage with a small smile on your face.
“…Why?”
“I’m auditioning for a professional job.”
“You couldn’t do this with Daiki?”
You sighed. “He broke his foot after falling down the stairs, remember?”
“I’m not an actor.”
“You can read scripts.”
“…Barely.”
You walked straight up to him and pushed an extra script into his hands anyway. “Come on, attorney. Help out the needy here.”
Hiromi shook his head before sighing too. “…Fine.”
He sat down and looked at you. You nodded at him and mouthed that you were ready. Law student Higuruma Hiromi couldn’t help but stare at the page for a little bit first before clearing his throat and finally saying the lines.
The first few minutes were awkward. You were pacing the stage with intense focus, acting through the scene as if a full audience was watching every bit of the master craft you were portraying in front of him.
Your voice rose and fell with emotion, frustration sharpening certain words while others softened with vulnerability. You moved with purpose. You were turning, gesturing, stepping closer to the imaginary character in front of you.
Your entire body reacted to every line he threw at you, even when they were done in a painfully serious, awfully flat and monotone manner. Hiromi sat stiffly in the chair reading the other character’s dialogue like it was legal testimony.
You stopped mid-scene by the end, to take a break. You drank water and stared at him. “…You sound like you’re reading a deposition at the last part.”
“I am reading.”
“Put some emotion into it!”
Hiromi looked down at the script, then backed up at you. “…No.”
You threw your head back dramatically. “Oh my god.”
Hiromi simply turned the page. “Are we continuing or not?”
You squinted at him. “…You’re impossible……but I have no choice. Ah, just go read! We’re almost done anyway.”
But somehow, despite the terrible acting on his end, it helped. Higuruma Hiromi was consistent. Every bit of what he did was precise, no short cuts, no skipped lines. He knew where the place was, where the pace was. And even with repetition, trying to get the rhythm right, he did not complain.
Even when rehearsal stretched longer than expected, even when you restarted the same line for the twelfth time, even when he was exhauste….he did not say that he was. Instead, Higuruma Hiromi simply adjusted his sitting position in a patient, calm manner and read the line once again.
Eventually, maybe around the fifteenth or so run through, you realized something about the way you were both doing the back and forth. He wasn’t just reading off the page. He was trying to understand you, take in every bit of you. More than you thought.
You had just finished a line and were preparing to continue when he lifted a hand slightly. “…Wait.”
You blinked. “What is it?”
Hiromi glanced down at the script again. “Your character sounds angrier in this scene than the previous one.”
You frowned. “…Yeah?”
“But the previous scene is where the betrayal happens.”
You paused to process his words. “…Oh.”
He tapped the page lightly. “Logically, this scene should feel more restrained. The anger should build afterward and then end up resulting in that outburst of emotion.”
You stared at him. “…You’re analyzing my acting like it’s a legal argument in a deposition.”
Hiromi shrugged slightly. “You asked me to read the lines.”
You stared for another second, blinking at him for a long while. You couldn’t help yourself and burst out laughing. You were shaking your head as you did so, taking in the water bottle in your hands.
Higuruma Hiromi froze, as your laughter reverberated into his ear. You were so beautiful as you laughed in front of him. He purses his lips as he finds himself feeling things that he shouldn’t be feeling.
“…You’re such a nerd, aren’t you, lawyer-san?”
He doesn’t answer right away. Hiromi looks at you like he’s deciding whether the teasing is bait or genuine curiosity. The faint pink at the tips of his ears gives him away anyway. “…If being observant makes me a nerd….then yes.”
You grin wider. “Wow. No shame.”
“None.” he replies, though he absolutely has some.
The room settles into something softer after your laughter fades. Dust floats lazily through the thin beam of afternoon light cutting across the rehearsal floor. It’s quiet in that comfortable way that could only belong to people who have let their guard down to the one they trust most.
You glance back down at the script. “Okay, so.” You tap the line he pointed out. “She just found out she was betrayed.”
“Yes.”
“And you’re saying she shouldn’t explode yet.”
He shakes his head slightly. “If she explodes now, the audience releases the tension here.” His finger traces a small arc over the page. “But the next scene is written like a breaking point. If you peak too early, there’s nowhere left to go.”
You study him for a second. “…You really think about this stuff, don’t you?”
He shrugs. “You think about it too. Just differently.”
That makes you pause. It doesn’t sound like criticism. If anything, it sounds like recognition. You know a man like Higuruma Hiromi doesn’t give recognition to anyone lightly. It makes you blink for a moment. A shift comes as you feel a smile echo on your lips.
“Okay then.” you say, softer now. “Run it again with me.”
He nods, stepping into place across from you. He reads his line once again. This time, you don’t let the anger spill. You let it simmer in you, in the air. Letting it be a part of a world a little while longer, lingering to be something it can never be forever. Your breath catches just slightly before your response.
Your voice comes out tight, almost too controlled. Almost like someone trying not to cry in front of the person who hurt them. You finish the line. The silence afterward feels thicker than before. Hiromi doesn’t clap. He doesn’t immediately analyze. He just watches you, like he’s trying to understand what changed.
“…You held it well.” he says quietly.
You swallow. “Yeah.”
“It felt like she was trying not to fall apart.” His gaze meets yours. “That makes the betrayal worse.”
You let out a small breath. “You’re annoyingly good at this.”
“I read a lot.” he replies.
“That’s not the same thing.”
He hesitates, then says, “You listen.”
You blink. “What?”
“When I talk about cases. Even when it’s boring.” His voice is steady, but there’s something vulnerable tucked under it. “You listen like it matters.”
“Of course it matters.” you say, like it’s obvious. “It matters to you….so that means it matters to me too.”
For a second, something fragile passes between you. He looks down at the script, but he’s not really reading it. “Most people don’t have the patience for it. I suppose not even my girlfriend does.”
“Most people don’t drag lawyers into empty rehearsal rooms, either.” you counter gently, before laughing. “But I suppose you and I are the same. Even you have more patience to run the lines with me more than my boyfriend does.”
That earns a small, real smile from him. It was not the polite one he sends to people at the cafeteria. Not the restrained one he gives when he sees someone he doesn’t like. Instead, this was the sort of smile that softens his whole face and makes your stomach flip unexpectedly.
“…You were brave just now, I think.” he says, almost like he’s testing the thought aloud. Then, quieter, “Maybe even smart.”
You blink at him. “Brave? Smart? Where are you—”
“You let the character be small.” he continues, and the way he says it makes you stop talking. “And you didn’t try to decorate it. You just…let her feel it. Honestly. Like a real person would.”
Your throat goes dry. He’s not teasing. He’s not analyzing for the hell of it.. He’s looking at you the same way he does when he’s dismantling an argument. It feels careful, precise, except this time there’s no edge to it. As it usually does.
“That’s harder than being loud.” he adds. “In court, people think the most forceful voice wins. But sometimes the quiet witness is the one the jury believes. They forget there are other ways to be impactful.” A small pause. “If you push too hard, you implode your own case.”
You try to swallow and it feels obvious. His dark eyes soften when they land fully on you. It was not willing to access you or correct you. Instead, he looked at you far more warmly than before. Far more familiar than you could have ever known.
“You’ve done well.”
The words hit you harder than they should. You’re used to his bluntness. To his notes, to his corrections, his adjustments. Others would have been hurt by them, but they were words that mattered to you because they were more honest than most. And you liked that. Because he had no reason to lie to you.
“Project more.”
“Feel bigger.”
“Commit harder.”
Yet this was different.
You suddenly become very aware of how close you’re standing. You were close enough to see the faint crease between his brows, close enough to hear the quiet steadiness of his breathing. Heat creeps up your neck before you can stop it.
“You’re the one who made me see it.” you manage, hoping your voice sounds steadier than you feel. “So technically…that’s your fault.”
He huffs softly, almost the ghost of a laugh. “I’ll take responsibility.”
“Good to know.” you reply quickly, latching onto the joke before your composure slips any further. “Because if I win best actress one day, I’m crediting you in my speech.”
“That would be legally questionable.”
You narrow your eyes, grateful for the familiarity of banter. “You’re legally questionable.”
That finally pulls a real laugh out of him. Almost too soft for you to comprehend. Yet so full of surprise and unprompted candor that you knew it was so genuine and real even in its rarity. It does something unfair to your chest.
You look down at the script so he won’t see how flustered and red you are, nudging his arm lightly with the back of your hand to ground yourself. You stomped away as you hid your face from view, positioning your hair to your face. He raised a brow.
“What—”
“C–come on, lawyer-san, before the guard gets mad at us again!” you say, aiming for playfulness and hoping it hides the warmth in your face. “I’ll…I’ll continue this in my dorm.”
He straightens automatically, but there’s still that warmth in his eyes. Almost like he knows he affected you and is pretending he doesn’t. He lets that smile haunt you, as it grows even wider against his lips. “Yes, director.”
You roll your eyes, but your smile gives you away. “I’m going to cook pasta at my dorm, do you want some?”
“Hm, I should get some as a reward anyway.” Hiromi says as he finally stands up. “I worked hard.”
“That’s so brazen of you, Higuruma Hiromi.”
He didn’t even look embarrassed. “Lawyers have to be brazen in order to win.”
“Oh, whatever.” You couldn’t help laughing again, even as you hid your face in your hands, warmth flooding your cheeks. “I’m going to cook you food. That’s the only appropriate response to this level of audacity.”
“Also, [name].”
“Hm?”
“I can tell you’re blushing, just from that angle.” Hiromi said lightly as he walked ahead of you, hands tucked into his pockets like he hadn’t just said something unfairly perceptive. “You don’t have to hide it from me.”
Your stomach flipped. The worst part was that he sounded so sure. So certain. Like he knew you. Your blush deepened instantly, heat climbing all the way to your ears. You gasped, half-offended, half-flustered beyond repair.
“Higuruma Hiromi!”
He only hummed in response, satisfied. And you hated—hated—how much you liked that he noticed the smallest changes in you. That he paid attention. That he looked for them. But most of all, you look forward to them as much as he did.
Hiromi smiled. “You look cute like that, don’t you think?”
YOU BOTH WERE DATING PEOPLE AT THE TIME. Nothing serious whatsoever. Nothing life-altering. Just the kind of relationships that existed because you were young and surrounded by couples and it felt nice to be able to say, “I’m seeing someone and they’re probably a lot of fun!”
College life can be a bit lonely. So it wasn’t just you or Higuruma Hiromi engaged in the clandestine need to be needed, or to be loved and loved in return. Every bit of it is like a merry go round, the kind built more on convenience and curiosity than on depth.
There were times when you would go for weekend dates that were always scheduled and planned. It was casual hand-holding, sometimes making out. There were pictures posted and taken just often enough to make it official.
At times Hiromi lent you his car to see the guys you were seeing, at times you lent him your dorm apartment to use as a place to sleep after a long date night, now that your roommate disappeared and left the premises.
It was fun.
It was harmless.
At least, that’s what you both told yourselves.
You were sprawled across their apartment couch, legs thrown over the armrest like you owned the place, scrolling idly through your phone while half-listening to whatever Nanami Kento was reading aloud under his breath.
Hiromi paced the living room with his phone clutched in his palm like it was evidence he needed to submit before a deadline. “…I don’t know what to get her.”
You tilted your head lazily without looking up. “For your girlfriend?”
“Yes.”
The word shouldn’t have done anything to you. You had a boyfriend too. You’d gone on a date literally three nights ago. You had photos from your polaroid. It was hanging around your bag in a chain as proof that there was a life lived outside of this living room.
The word was neutral as much as it was harmless, as much as it was familiar. It still made something in your chest tighten in a way you didn’t quite want to examine. But you tried to not let it show on your face. You grinned at him.
He hesitated, almost like he didn’t expect you to ask him this question. And that, more than the question itself, caught your attention. Higuruma Hiromi didn’t hesitate often. You would not have the opportunity to catch him in such a stand still.
There were no doubts in his arguments, not in debates. Certainly not when correcting you about some obscure legal technicality. It wasn’t who he is, now that you know him more. He always had something to say. Always had a position. Yet somehow, in this moment, he had nothing. He looked almost like a blank slate.
“…She likes practical things.”
You made a face so dramatic it deserved a standing ovation. “Terrible start.”
“What?”
“Practical gifts are boring.”
“They’re useful.”
You stared at him like he’d just confessed to tax fraud. “Hiromi, if you give your girlfriend something practical for her birthday, she will break up with you.”
“That seems dramatic.”
“I’m an acting major.”
“…Right.”
He stopped pacing and looked at you fully then, brows drawn together. It was not a face that echoes annoyance, it wasn’t defensive either. It was just…concerned. Perhaps even earnest. He genuinely wanted to get this right.
And that was the problem.
You knew that look.
Far too well.
It was the same one he wore when he helped you run lines for an audition that terrified you. The same one he wore when he stayed up with you until four in the morning because you refused to sleep before you “nailed the emotional beat” and finally did it with more passion than you.
But also the very same look he had when you mentioned your boyfriend in passing and he listened a little too carefully, listened intently along the ebb and flow of a relationship that he was never going to understand or be a part of. Yet he showed you that he cared deeply about people in his life, especially you.
You swallowed. You crossed your arms, studying him more intently than necessary. “Does she wear jewelry?”
“I think so.”
“You think so?”
“I haven’t catalogued her accessories.”
“You’re hopeless.”
He exhaled through his nose, but there was the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth. He liked when you bossed him around. You both knew it. The same way you liked when he let you. You thought for a moment, then snapped your fingers.
“Jewelry.”
He frowned immediately. “That seems expensive.”
“Love costs money, law boy. We can aim for reasonably priced. Hold off on the desire to buy a lover girl some expensive stuff.”
From the couch, Kento glanced up from his book without missing a beat. “That is also statistically accurate. I mean, we have divorce rates and salvage rates for a reason.”
Hiromi groaned quietly but he still bought the necklace you suggested. He even sent you three different options before checking out. Which one would she like? Was this too flashy? Would this seem insincere?
He asked you like your opinion mattered most. And you answered like it was your job. You told yourself that was normal. That it made sense he’d ask your input. You were his girl best friend. Of course he’d want your perspective. You knew women. You knew the sentiment. You knew what made things meaningful.
You didn’t question why your stomach twisted while helping him choose something intimate for someone else. You didn’t question why, later that week, when your own boyfriend texted you asking what you wanted for your birthday, you stared at the screen longer than necessary.
Because when your boyfriend asked, it felt casual. When Hiromi asked you about someone else, it felt personal. And maybe that was the quiet truth neither of you were ready to admit: The people you were dating were fun.
Everything was light.
Everything was replaceable.
But this….whatever this was, it was not.
You went on dates. You held other people’s hands. You posted smiling pictures and played the part well. But at the end of the night, you still ended up back here. On this couch, grinning back at him. With him pacing the floor and asking for your advice like you were the one whose opinion carried weight.
And maybe the most telling thing of all, when he handed over his phone for you to pick the final necklace, he didn’t hesitate about it. And when your fingers brushed as you gave it back. The most insane part was neither of you pulled away quickly enough.
But then again, is it truly madness?
You didn’t know what else to think.
Neither did he.
Yet what you knew was you were both irreplaceable. That was all the truth you both knew about whatever was going on between the two of you. Over time, everything else spun on its head. You called him your boy best friend. He called you his girl best friend.
And somehow, it fit. Far too well.
The three of you studied together, but you and Hiromi always ended up sharing the same highlighter, the same notes, leaning a little too close over the same textbook, even when it wasn't something the two of you were truly interested in.
You ate together, often splitting meals without asking. You complained about classes together, but your arguments always turned into debates that lasted far longer than necessary, both of you stubborn, both secretly thrilled to have someone who pushed back just as hard.
There were small rituals that became instinct.
He’d drop his bag by your feet when he arrived, like that was simply where it belonged. You’d steal his glasses off his face when he rubbed his eyes too hard and clean them without thinking. He’d wordlessly slide a bottle of water toward you when you got too animated talking about a role. You’d steal bites off his plate even when you swore you weren’t hungry.
You knew when he was stressed by the way he held his pen. It was far too stiff, far too tight, his knuckles paling, strong jaw locking just slightly. You’d reach over and nudge his wrist until he loosened his grip. Sometimes your fingers lingered a second too long.
He knew when you were struggling with a role by the way you repeated certain lines under your breath, voice flattening when you were frustrated. He’d sit across from you, elbows on his knees, listening with that focused expression that made you feel like the only person in the room.
He never laughed when you experimented, never ever dismissed your choices. He treated your craft like it mattered. You could tell when he hadn’t slept enough by the faint shadows under his eyes and the slower blink between thoughts.
He could tell when you’d skipped a meal by the way your temper shortened and your laughter came a little too sharp. He’d quietly suggest food. If you refused, he’d order it anyway. It was easy. It was natural. Comfortable, far too comfortable.
There was no performance between you. No careful editing. You saw each other at your worst. When you were angry, when you were petty, lost in the madness and exhausted, overwhelmed, and so on, knowing there would be more than that. But the two of you stayed anyway.
For a while, Hiromi thought that was enough. Being your closest friend, being the person you trusted with things you didn’t tell anyone else. It made sense to be the one you called when rehearsals went badly and you were fighting tears.
He enjoyed being the one who stayed up with you at midnight helping you memorize dialogue, correcting your pacing softly. He appreciated the privilege of being the one who listened when you complained about your boyfriend, jaw tight but voice steady.
He told himself he was content.
Completely content.
This was as close as he can get.
Because he had you in some capacity and that felt safer than wanting more. It was safer than risking the one thing in his life that felt steady. Until one day, you were talking about someone new, after you dumped that boyfriend of yours. It was casual at first.
He was a name mentioned in passing, a little story about something funny he said. But then your face lit up. It was not the polite smile you used for acquaintances. Neither was it the teasing grin you gave him.
This was different.
It was bright.
It was open.
It was hopeful.
Hiromi felt something inside him twist. It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t dramatic. It was quiet and immediate, like a verdict delivered without warning. The thought of you dating someone else… and that person making you so happy you would be in this state of nirvana.
Being with someone who called you first, or someone who stayed the night and laughed with you over ridiculous jokes during midnight. To be with someone knowing how you looked when you were about to cry, or learn the exact moment when the smile reached your face when you get happy and when your voice softened tenderly as you mewl over weariness.
It didn’t sit right.
Not in his chest.
Not in his mind.
Not anywhere.
And that was when he realized something quietly unsettling, maybe he didn’t just enjoy being needed by you. He relied on it. He was codependent. He would not exist if he didn’t see you every single day. If he didn’t let your voice become the music of his day, or let your teasing pull him out of his nose on the textbook.
Somewhere along the way, you had stopped being just his best friend. You had become his routine. His comfort. His first instinct. His constant. The idea of losing that, of losing you to someone who didn’t know you the way he did, it felt less like jealousy.
And more like standing on the edge of something fragile, realizing too late how much of his heart had been resting in your hands all along, and needing that warmth more than the girl he doesn’t see half the time anyway.
He sighed to himself alone.
He looked at you from across the room.
“Fuck.”
IT WAS LATE AT THAT CLUB PARTY YOU AND HIM GOT AN INVITE TO. It was the kind of late where the city softened into a low hum and the world felt smaller, like it had folded in on itself just enough to make the balcony your entire universe. The lights below blinked lazily. Somewhere in the distance, a car passed. Everything else felt suspended.
You were both sitting on the apartment balcony floor now instead of the chairs, backs against the cool concrete wall. A half-empty bottle of something cheap sat between you, the cap long discarded. The air was cool enough to make your skin prickle, smoke curling lazily into the dark as you passed the cigarette back and forth.
You weren’t heavy smokers. It was occasional, even when you carried them half the time in your pockets. You needed it to still you, to settle the nerves, to celebrate at times. There were nights like this, when something unspoken was hovering too close to the surface.
You leaned your elbows on your knees, exhaling slowly. “So. How’s your girlfriend?”
He let out a humorless breath that fogged briefly in the air. “Fine.”
“That sounded convincing.”
“She’s busy.” He shrugged, staring at the city instead of you. “I’m busy.”
You snorted softly. “Wow. Thriving relationship.”
“And yours?” he shot back, finally glancing at you.
You rolled your eyes, taking another drink before answering. “He’s…nice. To have around. He likes to pay for everything. The usual.”
“Nice.” Hiromi repeated flatly, like the word offended him on principle.
“He remembers to text good morning.”
“That’s the bar?”
“Shut up.”
But you were smiling faintly. And so was he. There was silence for a moment. The comfortable kind that could only belong to the two of you. It was the kind you’d built over months of shared spaces and shared thoughts, the kind where neither of you felt pressured to fill it.
It felt more intimate than the relationships you were technically in.
But you both were not going to admit to it.
At least you were sure not yet.
Then, more quietly, he said, “Do you like him?”
You hesitated. The truth wasn’t dramatic. It just wasn’t simple. “Yeah.” you said finally. “I mean. I think so.”
Think so.
He noticed that immediately. He always noticed the small qualifiers you slipped into your sentences. “And if he asked you to be serious?” Hiromi pressed, voice even but eyes sharp.
You laughed softly, deflecting. “Serious how?”
“Official. Long-term. Meeting-each-other’s-parents sort of serious.”
You took another drink before answering, letting the alcohol burn just enough to buy time. “I don’t know.”
That unsettled him more than if you’d said yes. If you’d said yes, it would’ve been clean. It would be clear. Endlessly final. “I don’t know” left the room. The alcohol made everything softer around the edges. It made you looser. Honesty slipping through cracks you usually kept sealed shut. Your guard was down in a way it rarely was.
He stared out at the city lights, jaw tight. “Can I ask you something?”
“You just did.”
He huffed faintly. Then, after a beat, too casual, too forced. He cleared his throat. “If I wasn’t… you know. If I wasn’t me. If the timing was different…..”
You blinked at him, turning your head slowly. “That’s vague here, law boy.”
He swallowed. You actually saw it this time. Saw the nerves he tried to hide under logic and sarcasm. “Would you ever be interested in me?”
The question didn’t just land between you. It dropped. You stood there in shock. Everything was suddenly heavy. Almost too solid to break apart. It was impossible to ignore. For a second, you just stared at him.
Your brain scrambled to file it under “joke” or maybe even under “drunk nonsense” and more than likely under “banter” — like you usually do. Then you laughed. It was not cruelly put out into the world. Neither was it dismissively. You were just startled. Your body was just defensive.
“Hiromi.” you said, shaking your head slightly. “You’re not serious, though.”
Your tone tried to make it absurd. But he didn’t laugh. “I’m asking.” he said quietly. “Hypotheticals.
The shift was subtle, but it was there. His voice wasn’t teasing. It wasn’t philosophical. It was vulnerable. You were both a little too drunk for this conversation. Your heart was beating faster than it should have been, pulse thrumming in your ears.
“You’re my best friend.” you said.
“That’s not an answer.”
You opened your mouth to argue. To deflect. To turn it into something lighter. Nothing came out. Because the truth was complicated. Because sometimes when he leaned too close, your stomach flipped and your face felt too hot.
Because sometimes when your boyfriend kisses you, your mind betrays you by wondering how it would feel if it were Hiromi instead. Because sometimes you caught yourself thinking that if you ever fell apart completely, he would be the one to hold you steady, not the person you were technically dating.
“You’re not serious.” you repeated, softer this time.
He turned toward you fully now, knee brushing yours. “I am.”
The air shifted.
Your laughter faded slowly.
The city noise felt far away.
“You’re drunk, too drunk.” you said, though your voice lacked conviction.
“So are you.”
“That’s not fair.”
“What isn’t?”
“Asking me that now.”
“Why?”
Because if he asked you sober, you might have to answer honestly.
Because if you said yes, everything would change.
He could not take your rejection.
Not right now.
You swallowed. “You have a girlfriend.”
“So do you.”
The words hung there, stark and undeniable. Neither of you moved away. The cigarette had long since burned out between your fingers, forgotten. The bottle tipped slightly where it rested between your legs.
You didn’t even remember when he’d leaned closer, but suddenly he was right there. Close enough that you could smell the smoke on him. The alcohol. The familiar cologne you’d grown used to associating with safety.
“You laughed, though.” he said quietly. “Like it was ridiculous.”
“I thought you were joking.”
“I’m not.”
Your pulse thudded in your ears. “You’re my best friend,” you whispered again, but it sounded weaker now. Less like a boundary. More like a plea.
His hand came up almost hesitantly, like he was giving you every opportunity to stop him. Fingers brushing your jaw. Everything about his touch felt warm. Even careful. But sinful, poisonous even. You could have pulled away. And you didn’t.
“You ever think….” he murmured, voice lower now. “You think that maybe we’re pretending with other people because this is easier to ignore?”
Your breath caught. Because that thought had crossed your mind before. Late at night. In fleeting, guilty flashes. “That’s a dangerous thing to say, let alone to ask, Hiromi.” you whispered.
“Answer it.”
You didn’t.
Because you couldn’t.
Because he wasn’t entirely wrong.
The space between you shrank to nothing. It wasn’t some dramatic, cinematic collision. It was slow. It was like stepping onto ice you both knew was thin but wanting to feel it crack anyway. His forehead brushed yours first.
There was a pause.
There was a choice.
A better choice.
But it was not the road taken.
Before long, his lips touched yours. It didn’t explode or hurt. If anything, it settled. It was almost like recognition. Almost like something that had been building for so long your body accepted it instantly.
Your fingers fisted in his shirt without thinking. His hand slid from your jaw to your waist, pulling you closer instinctively, like he’d been holding back for months and finally stopped trying. The kiss deepened. Far too clumsy from alcohol, unsteady from nerves, but hungry.
Such passion was not made for novelty. For familiarity finally allowed to cross a line. All the tension. All the glances held too long. All the jokes that meant more than they should have. Every almost-moment you both pretended not to notice. It poured out at once.
You broke apart only to breathe, foreheads resting together, breaths uneven and shared. “This is a mistake, isn’t it?” you whispered, though you were still gripping his shirt. “Nothing good happens after two in the morning.”
“Probably.” he murmured, eyes dark in a way you’d never seen before. “But I don’t regret my choices from two in the morning.”
But neither of you moved away.
Because for the first time, it didn’t feel like pretending.
And that was the most dangerous part of all.
"I know this is a lot….I’ve debated about it for a while." he echoed, his voice low and rough. "But I don't care.”
You looked at him, shining eyes. “Hiromi….”
His hand tightened on your waist, pulling you flush against him. You could feel the heat of his body, the hardness of his muscles beneath his shirt. His other hand came up to cup your cheek, thumb brushing over your bottom lip.
"I've wanted this for so long, I think." he confessed, his dark eyes searching for yours. "Wanted you. And I'm tired of pretending I don't."
“But we have….hah….”
“I know.” He leaned in again, his lips hovering just above yours. "Tell me to stop, if you want me to." he whispered. "Tell me you don't want this too, and I will. But if you don't..."
His voice trailed off, leaving the implication hanging in the air between you. You swallowed hard, your heart racing in your chest. The rational part of your brain screamed at you to push him away, to remind him of your boyfriend, of the consequences of this moment.
But the ache between your legs, the way your body molded perfectly to his, drowned out those thoughts. Your lips parted slightly, an invitation you couldn't deny even if you wanted to. You have touched what was forbidden and now here it was, tempting you and you were not looking away.
"I don't want you to stop." you whispered, the words barely audible but clear as day in the charged silence between you.
Hiromi's eyes flashed with triumph and desire before he closed the distance between you, capturing your lips in a searing kiss that stole your breath and set your soul on fire. He kissed you like a man possessed, like he was trying to pour years of longing and frustration into this one moment.
His hands continued on and on, their gruffness roamed over your body, touching and exploring like he was committing every inch of you to memory. He broke the kiss suddenly, his breathing ragged as he stared down at you with a fierce intensity.
Without a word, he stood up and pulled you to your feet, his hands gripping your hips tightly. He walked you backwards until your back hit the wall of the hidden walls of the balcony, his gaze never breaking eye contact.
Then he crashed his lips against yours again, kissing you with a desperation that stole your breath and took it into his own. His hands slid under your sheer long shirt, pushing it up and exposing your skin to the cool night air.
Hiromi's lips trailed down your neck, biting and sucking at the sensitive flesh as his hands roamed over your body, touching and teasing until you were writhing against him.He reached for the button of your jeans, popping it open and sliding the zipper down slowly.
"I'm going to make you forget about him, just like you’re going to make me forget about her." he murmured against your skin. "I'm going to fuck you so hard and so good that the only name on your lips will be mine."
His words sent a shiver down your spine, a mix of fear and excitement coursing through your veins. You knew you should stop this, that you were crossing a line that could never be uncrossed.
But the desire burning in Higuruma Hiromi's eyes, you knew it was not going to extinguish that easily. You could feel it all in the way his hands felt on your skin, in the way he wanted to ignore the morals that made him just to drown in the ecstasy of you.
Everything in this caged moment felt intoxicating, more than the alcohol that was already in your system. Yet you wanted to drown into it, you wanted to drink more of it. You wanted him, wanted this, more than you'd ever wanted anything before.
"Please." you whispered, arching into his touch. "I need you."
He growled low in his throat at your words, his fingers hooking into the waistband of your long skirt and then to your panties. Before long, your best friend was tugging them down in one swift motion.
You stepped out of them eagerly, kicking them aside as Hiromi's hand slid between your legs, finding you wet and ready for him. "Fuck…." Hiromi breathed, feeling the shivers of pleasure toil "You're soaked. So eager, aren’t you?”
“S–shut up!”
He snickers. “You’re cute like this.”
You were going to say something more but all you could do was groan as his fingers found themselves circling your clit. He starts off with his thumb, teasing and stroking until you are panting and grinding against his hand, digging your back closer and more hotly against the wall you were pushed against.
Before long, it wasn’t enough. Hiromi slipped a finger inside you, pumping slowly as he added a second, stretching you gently. It felt too good, how he was able to go hook, line and center with each of the pulses.
Still, he was greedy. And he knew that. You knew that far too well, which is why you could have expected how it wasn’t enough. Hiromi took a moment before pumping in another one, which forced you to let out a surprised gasp, your eyes narrowing as he expertly harmonized three deep inside of you.
"You're so tight, [name]." he murmured against your skin. "I can't wait to feel this pussy wrapped around my dick."
He fingered you steadily, curling his strong, muscular fingers to hit that spot deep inside that made your toes curl. Your hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin as the pleasure built inside you.
"Come for me, pretty." he demanded. "Come on my fingers like a good girl."
His thumb pressed hard against your clit, pushing you over the edge.You cried out his name as your orgasm crashed over you, your arms wrapping against him tighter, creasing his shirt.
You could feel the way your pussy clamping down around his fingers as he continued to pump into you relentlessly, eagerly. As you came down from your high, you could feel his hand glide along your nectar.
Hiromi pulled his fingers out of you and brought them to his mouth, sucking your juices off of them with a satisfied groan, his eyes trailing at the juices leaking from you.
"Delicious." he said, his eyes never leaving yours. "I could get addicted to the taste of you."
He quickly unbuckled his belt and pushed his pants and boxers down, freeing his hard cock. It stood proud and erect, the tip glistening with pre-cum.He lifted you up, wrapping your legs around his waist as he pressed you against the wall.
"I'm going to fuck you now, okay?" he said, his voice low and commanding. "I'm going to fuck you hard and deep until you're screaming my name."
Without waiting for a response, he lined himself up with your entrance and thrust inside you in one swift motion. You gasped at the sudden intrusion, your walls stretching to accommodate his size. Your cunny sensitive pleasure and high from his fingers.
He didn't give you time to adjust, setting a brutal pace as he pounded into you. The wall shook with the force of his thrusts, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room. His hands gripped your hips tightly, pulling you onto his cock with each snap of his hips.
"Fuck, you feel so good."
He groaned, his head falling to your shoulder as he continued to thrust into you. "So tight and wet, like you were made for me." His teeth sank into your neck, marking you as his."I'm going to fill you up, make you mine completely."
You felt like you were seeing the stars for the first time as you tried your best to keep yourself hanging onto him, from your arms on his neck and your legs on his waist. Tears of pleasure coming out of you as much as sounds of pleasure were.
The intensity of the coiling pleasure pushed and pulled, hot cries and hot breathes exchanged between the two of you. Every bit of your sounds felt like a harmony to him, almost like a song that you were giving to him and to him alone.
He was taking it all in, greedily, wantonly. And you were letting him take it. You found yourself lost in the speed of it all, as he continued to pummel you into a new dimension with each passing moment.
He reached between your bodies, finding your clit and rubbing tight circles around it, letting its already sensitive nature become even more explosive.
"Come for me again." Hiromi desperately demanded, kissing your neck. "Come on my cock like a good girl."
His words and touch pushed you over the edge again, your orgasm hitting you like a freight train. You screamed his name, your pussy clamping down around him like a vice as he continued to thrust into you, prolonging your pleasure.
"That's it, fuck…." he growled against the heat of your body. “I’m going to cum—Hah, I gotta pull out.”
All you could do was mewl at the feeling of overwhelming pleasure. He pushed him to move against his thrusts, pacing himself in an erratic manner, causing you to cry out over and over again, tears pouring more hotly down your cheeks. It didn’t take long for you to cum again, louder than before.
“Good girl.” Hiromi whispered against your ear as he leaned closer, almost blending your bodies together, to each other. Almost like you belong to each other. “I’m…fucking….I’m gonna cum! Fucking…fuck—”
He continued on with his animalistic pace, his breathing ragged as he neared his peak. With a final thrust, he pulled out of you, his hand wrapping around his cock as he stroked himself to completion.
He groaned loudly as he came, his hot seed spurting onto your stomach and chest. He collapsed against you, his face buried still in your neck as he struggled to catch his breath. Neither of you moved for a long moment, both lost in the aftermath of what had just happened.
The balcony door was still cracked open. Cold air slipped into the room in thin drafts, brushing over overheated skin and tangled sheets and the two of you trying, unsuccessfully, to catch your breath.
Hiromi was still half-collapsed over you, forehead pressed to the hollow of your throat, breathing unevenly. Not triumphant. Not smug. If anything, you were both so shaken by the desires you had crossed all the boundaries for.
Your fingers were still curled weakly into the fabric of his shirt. You hadn’t realized you were holding on until your hand trembled. The silence afterward wasn’t empty. It was loud. It was loud with everything you had just done.
It was loud with the fact that there were names attached to both of you. Other people. Other relationships. Thin and half-hearted as they suddenly seemed, they still existed. Hiromi shifted first. Not away, just enough to look at you.
There was something almost stunned in his expression. Like he’d expected regret to slam into him immediately. Like he was bracing for you to push him off and tell him it was a mistake. You didn’t. You were staring back at him, chest rising too fast, lips swollen, eyes glossy.
It was not from tears this time. From realization. His jaw flexed. He ran a hand through his hair, the movement unsteady in a way you had never seen before. This wasn’t courtroom composure. It wasn’t a masking act.
This was a man who had just crossed a line he’d spent months pretending didn’t exist for the hope that he could change the mind of his beloved female friend, the friend he held dearest in this despotic world.
“We—” you started. Your voice cracked. You cleared your throat. “We can’t pretend that didn’t just happen.”
“I know.”
It came out rough, almost too immediate. He moved away, just enough to be in a more careful stance, holding you close enough to him, yet still let you deal with the distance to keep yourself for you, even when you were exposed to him. For a moment, neither of you spoke.
“Was that…” you hesitated, searching for the word. “Impulse?”
He let out a dry, almost humorless breath. “No. You….You know me better than that.”
That answer came too fast to be drunk. He turned his head toward you. His expression wasn’t heated anymore. It was stripped down. Vulnerable in a way he hated being. He sighed as he let his free hand touch your cheek.
“That’s been building for a long time.” he admitted. “For a while.”
Your heart thudded. Because you knew. You had felt it too, in lingering touches, in jokes that dipped just slightly below the surface, in the way he always stood a little too close and never apologized for it.
“You asked if I’d be interested.” you said softly.
“I wasn’t kidding about it.”
“I know.”
That was the terrifying part. Silence echoed again, even when the two of you were locking eyes and attention. The weight of your respective relationships, the weight of reality itself, had crept back into the room like an unwelcome third presence.
“She doesn’t even know me the way you do.” he muttered suddenly, frustration bleeding through. “I see her twice a week. We talk about classes. About surface-level things. And I thought that was enough.”
You swallowed. “He’s nice, and all…..” you said, echoing your earlier words. And now hearing how hollow they sounded. “But when something happens, when I’m stressed or excited or—” your voice falters. “You’re the person I want to tell.”
Hiromi closed his eyes briefly. “That’s the problem.”
Because this hadn’t felt like a novelty. It hadn’t felt like cheating for the thrill of it. It had felt like inevitability finally given permission. He pushed himself closer to you slowly, pressing a kiss on your cheek.
For a second, you thought he was about to retreat, to pull back into logic and guilt and distance. Instead, he turned to face you fully. “I don’t regret it, though.” he said.
No hesitation.
Your breath caught.
Your lips parted.
Nothing came out.
He smiled at you.
“I should.” he added quietly. “But I don’t.”
The honesty in that almost hurt. “I don’t either.” you admitted, voice barely above a whisper.
The admission settled between you like something sacred and dangerous. Hiromi leaned forward, pressing a kiss on your lips which led to another passionate rendezvous between him and you.
Once more, you were feeling the intensifying feeling go up once more into flames. It takes a little while longer for the two of you to part. You both catch your breaths, Hiromi still leaning close to kiss you everywhere he could.
“This isn’t just about attraction.” he said slowly, carefully. “If it were, it would’ve happened months ago and we would’ve brushed it off.”
He looked at you then, really looked at you. “You’re my first call. My emergency contact….My default. The person I measure my days against.”
Your throat tightened. “You’re the one I want around when I’m in need.” he continued. “Even when I’m tired. Even when I’m irritated. Even when I don’t feel like talking.”
That wasn’t lust.
That was intimacy.
That was just longing.
You let your free hand rest on his face. Hiromi finds himself leaning against it, letting out a comfort in the tenderness that came from your touch. It almost felt like divinity, or rather being chosen by divinity. Each touch by you felt like heaven to him.
“I thought I was being dramatic.” you said quietly. “Every time I compare. Every time I wondered.”
He stilled. “You compared?”
Your cheeks flushed, but you held his gaze. “Sometimes.”
A flicker of something, perhaps not arrogance, nor ego came. It was certain now that it was more relief that had crossed his face. “Good to know then.” he murmured before he could stop himself. “I’m not alone in what I feel.”
You let out a shaky laugh. “That’s awful.”
“It is.”
Neither of you smiled. The reality was settling in now. Not heavy with regret, but heavy with the consequence of having to deal with the change and the shift of a relationship that meant the world to you and now is at the risk of being so much more that could hurt and harm, and worst of all, break.
Yet you know that this was better than pretending like nothing was going on, and suffering for a long time for something that wasn’t even worth keeping. You let out a sigh as you leaned against his shoulder.
“We can’t keep dating them.” you said eventually.
It wasn’t dramatic.
It wasn’t even emotional.
It was practical.
It was what you both wanted.
Hiromi nodded slowly. “I know.”
The fact that neither of you argued said everything. You shifted closer to him without thinking, your knee brushing his thigh. This time, the contact wasn’t electric. It was grounding you back down to earth with him.
“What if this ruins us?” you asked quietly.
It was the fear beneath everything. The thing you had both avoided for months. He reached for your hand. His tenderness in his touch reached you slower now, more deliberate. Hiromi then laced your fingers together, a soft smile on his lips.
“We were already ruining ourselves pretending this wasn’t there.” he said to you softly. “But when the song…when the song is meant only for one person, for you….shouldn’t we stop and listen to it?”
You searched his face for doubt.
You found none.
Just steadiness.
And something softer.
“You’re not going to wake up tomorrow and say this was a mistake?” you asked.
“No.”
“Even if it gets messy?”
He squeezed your hand. “It was already messy to begin with.”
A small, fragile smile broke across your face. He leaned forward. He was not hungry anymore. At least if not that, then he did not look frantic. More than ever, this man you liked was gentle. He pressed his forehead to yours.
“We don’t have to decide everything tonight. It’s too late and we’re too compromised.” he murmured. “But we do have to stop lying. To them. To ourselves.”
You exhaled slowly. “Okay.”
The fear was still there. The complications were real. But underneath it all, there was something startlingly simple: You didn’t want to go back. You didn’t want to go on and keep pretending. You didn’t want to be nice.
You didn’t want to be half hearted. You wanted this, you wanted the reality of it. The terrifying and the wholehearted chaos of these choices. Your thumb brushed over his knuckles absentmindedly. You leaned in once more and kissed him. Hiromi smiled as he kissed you back.
I found this brilliant idea (HERE) and I had to try and make something for it! This is gonna have 4 parts, just so ya'll know!
Pairings: Past!Zhongli x Ex-Goddess!MC, ? x Ex-Goddess!MC
Now I present... Broken Contracts, Healing Hearts.
Part 1 (Here), Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
MC was a Goddess, nowhere on the levels of Guizhong, the Godess of Dust, or Morax, the God of Contracts, but she was a Goddess none the less.
She was a gentle soul, one of the weaker Goddesses of Water that lived in Liyue, but she made easy friends with Morax, Guizhong, and the rest of the Adepti.
She even became more than friends with Morax over time. His lover, his mate, his precious Gemheart.
But even with all that love... nothing shatters a pure and loving heart more than having a polearm thrust through one's chest.
Cold golden eyes once filled with love stare down at the whimpering Goddess's form, and all she asks is "W-why?".
But all she gets in return is a cold, "One who breaks a contract, must face the wrath of the rock."
Break a contract? But she never did anything! So why-
She heard the screams of her people as they're taken down without mercy, the Adepti all stare at her with equal hatred, calling her a traitor and other horrible things.
Apparently, word got out that MC's people were planning a rebellion, they wanted to overthrow the Guili Assembly. But it wasn't true! MC nor her people never planned to betray her love or friends!
But no one listens, and as the polearm is yanked violently from her stomach, Morax kicks her off the edge and into the sea, where she'll die alone, as fitting end for one who broke a sacred contract.
MC screams, cries, but as she lands into the sea, all she sees is Morax and the others turn away, leaving her to die...
Synopsis. Dearest gentle reader, it is with great pride that we introduce this season’s most eligible bachelor, Duke Nanami Kento. However, ladies be warned, rumors swirl that our most gallant gentleman already has his eyes (and hands) set on a particular chambermaid. You.
Pairing. Nanami Kento x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!chambermaid!reader, duke!Nanami, BRIDGERTON AU, duke x chambermaid, slight social clashes, he’s SO in love, courting, face-sítting (fem rec.), squírting, spítting, he’s FÉRAL, fíngering, overstím, breaking furniture, dóggy, “just the típ”, manhandIing, HEADLOCKS, creampíes, tummy buIges, chokíng, dúmbifícation, PÚSSYDRÚNK Nanami, the ton, proposals, happy ending, pet names, swéaring.
Word count. 9.0k
A/N. To that one nonnie that made it impossible NOT to think about this…
“And who–pray tell, is that fine gentleman, Shoko?”
“Who?”
“Him.”
It was like watching a parade, of sorts.
Monarchs upon nobles upon countless upper-class elites filtering in and out of the royal palace. Each with a long, satin gown fluttering about, or men with glinting medals that likely cost more than four lifetimes of your wages.
Debutante season had commenced.
And as part of the Queen’s chambermaids, it was your duty to pain-stakingly welcome each special guest deemed worthy of attending her highness’s garden parties.
Which is why - almost on instinct - you’d snapped your head towards the clip-clop! of a carriage steadying to a halt by the hedge-archway entrance. Catching just a flash of sleek blond, who…
Before the footmen swing open the carriage doors, and out steps the most handsome man you’ve ever seen in your entire life-
“Oh, him. That’s Duke Nanami Kento.” Shoko drawls underneath her breath, dipping into synchronized curtsy alongside the household staff. “And he’s staring intently right at you.”
Honestly, Shoko might be one of the Queen’s most favored healers- but you really think she’s been neglecting the health of her eyes lately. Daring to elbow her in the side, “Don’t jest!”
She snickers, and you’re sure you detect the nearby daughter of a merchant family haughtily sniff your way—“I do no such thing.” Though, not for too long, fortunately for the two of your necks, because just then Duke Nanami’s stepping into clear view of the party - and you’d never glimpsed so many aristocratic mouths drop.
So many ladies (and some gentlemen) fluster, and so many older heads of families water at the mouth like they’d just spotted the most delectable prey.
Understandable, however.
Because if Nanami was thoroughly agreeable to your eyes in the few peeks you’d stolen at him- then he was almost other-wordly now.
With the most charming, tidy golden hair pushed back, a few curls coiling at the nape of his high collar. A towering stature that made even the most accomplished generals hunch in on themselves, and you nearly audibly gulp at the broad flex of his arms within his navy jacket. Stern. Stoic.
His molten, intense eyes peek over thin-rimmed glasses at the buzzing guests ahead, and you swear that they begin to stray somewhere near you—
“Heavens! Must I repeat myself, you common scullion?”
Ah, at the way Marquess Zenin Naoya was saddled right behind you and spitting hellfire, surely.
You rush to bend into an apologetic bow, so low that the knobs of your spine start to ache- “Please forgive my impudence, My Lord-”
“Have you nothing between your ears but lint?” He’s growling, spindly hands tightening on his empty goblet of wine until you hear the silver material creak. And it’s hitting you right then n’ there that in your haste to ogle Duke Nanami, you must have failed to heed Naoya’s calls for more drink-
He turns his sharp profile to the side and spits on a patch of clean-cut grass, “A servant that knows not her place is no better than dirt. What do you gawk at like so?”
“N-nothing, My Lord.”
And you can only watch, in slow-motion terror, as Naoya flicks his beady gaze behind you- and his sour face tenses at the vision of the tall newcomer that’d easily - and very obviously - ousted his mantle as the most eligible bachelor present. “That ol’ duke? Heh- dreaming that he’d bed a wench, did you?”
“Forgive me, sir, it was not my intent to give offence.” You’re breathing out, first clenching as you feel the withering looks that were starting to prop up around you two. Everybody loved a scandal. Trembling hands reaching out for his cup, “I-if you would allow me to just refill-”
“Don’t touch me!”
CLANG!
It happens all at once.
The heavy goblet clatters to the floor, a warm chest nuzzles your back, and a strong hand was locked right around Naoya’s raised wrist. Right before he could strike.
“It seems her highness’s liquor is exceptionally strong.” Nanami’s deep baritone sounds above your head and makes your skin bead with a blanket of goosebumps.
And it’s slightly husky. So attractive.
Especially when he’s tilting his head down so close, something primal in his eyes that made it feel like he was on the very verge of devouring you whole. Right there in the middle of the bustling garden party. Humming sternly, “Yuji, please escort our impaired marquess somewhere ah…quieter.”
“Y-yes, Nanamin- I mean, Your Grace!”
You’re watching, speechless, as a younger boy with the most vibrant head of pink locks runs up from behind and grabs onto both of Naoya’s shoulders to bodily steer him away from you.
He must have been stronger than he looked, clearly, because the proud heir was being lugged away like a sack of potatoes no matter how much he squirmed and fought - much to the amusement of the party-dwellers. And you.
But you’re quick to bite back your startled laughter once you’re realizing that Nanami Kento was still holding onto you. And not just stood behind- you must have stumbled amidst all the commotion because he had a large hand gripped onto your hip to steady you.
You were in his arms.
Gasping, “O-oh.” You couldn’t have broken off faster from him, knees strangely weak as you’re forcing them into yet another curtsy, “I am so-”
“My deepest apologies, Honorable Miss.” The duke beats you to it, a strange smile playing along his stern lips as he bends into an even deeper bow. “I should have asked prior to touching a lady.”
“A-a lady!” You’re squawking, in what was most definitely an unladylike manner. Hands wringing to gesture him to straighten as much as you could without it being seen as defiance against one of the crème de la crème of nobility. “I assure you I am no such thing, Your Grace.”
Just then he kisses the back of your hand in greeting, “Please, call me ‘Nanami’- or ‘Kento’, should you wish, ma’am.”
“It- it is beneath you to be designated that by me-”
“I insist.”
And if everyone here was watching the upending chaos before, then they simply couldn’t remove their eyes by now.
Whilst Nanami - still bowed - only tilted his head up with a smile, looking at you through his long, pale lashes.
You lift the humble fabrics of your working dress, a thick, dark-colored wool that marked you different from the tittering daughters of the upper-class. “B-but I am only in service to her highness.”
“Is that so?” And you’re breathing a sigh of relief as he stands back to his broad, proud figure- finally, he’s understood and would prance off as all young bachelors did to- “For I only gaze upon the most beautiful lady that has graced the floor this evening, and my blessed gaze.”
What?
“Have a charmed night-” Nanami has a dimple- he has a dimple that winks from the side of his grin as he turns and nods down with the velvety brim of his hat. “-My Lady.”
My Lady.
Utahime’s hands clap down on your rigid shoulders. “Sole heir to the Nanami fortune. Rich, handsome, aware when to cease talking.” Her low whistle rings in the air- tinged with such scandal, “Fiend seize it! I should hasten to practice your new title then, Duchess Nanami.”
“You have a lamentable deficiency in wit-”
Utahime, reputably sensible tutor to the offspring of the royal ladies-in-waiting, and known blockhead around your little trio. “And you have a lamentable deficiency in eyesight.” Sighing, “The look he bestowed upon you, my dear…”
“Or would it be ‘My Lordliness.’” Shoko croons in as well, sipping on a flute of bubbly champagne definitely not meant for her. “Oh-so-beautiful wife of Duke Nanami-”
“Attend to your duties!”
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Dearest gentle reader,
It has come to my attention - and certainly to that of all the ladies who frequent the halls of Mayfair - something for which you should do well to brace your hearts. Whispers spread that the most eligible bachelor of the season, gentle Duke Nanami Kento, erupted quite the scandal during her majesty’s garden soirée by fixing his much sought-after attentions upon none other than a humble chambermaid.
Yes, you read that correctly, dear reader. For someone reputed in the upper echelons of society for being as stoic as he is handsome, Duke Nanami shares his first spark of interest as he searches for a bride this season.
So heed this author’s advice; as the famed noble resides in the royal palace for the rest of his stay, keep an eye about. For you may just be lucky to be named Duchess of the House of Nanami.
Yours Truly,
Lady Whistledown.
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“This is preposterous!”
“It is absolute truth-”
“It is a sham is what it is.” You’re nearly crying out as you shove Lady Whistledown’s latest scandal sheet back into Shoko’s arms. “He- the duke never fixed his attentions on me.”
And your best friend didn’t spare you a word, only a long, narrowed stare of her intelligent eyes that made your stomach twist.
Did Nanami fix his- no. While you and Shoko huddled into a hidden alcove within the sprawling walls of the palace to read the latest on-dit gossip, you smacked yourself back into reality.
The nobility often did have nothing much to entertain themselves with outside of fanning scandal. He was powerful. He was attractive. And he has as many prospects as there were knights in this palace, surely!
Because - of course, for the universe did love to laugh at your expense - he’d taken residency in the palace until the season ended, as one of the Queen’s guests.
Days later you could count every look, every smile, every bow- goodness, there was that one time that you’d been placing cutlery along the winding royal dinner table. Only for Nanami’s engulfing fingertips to brush against yours and make your skin scorch with his whisper, “Thank you, my lady.”
You’re almost befogged why that wasn’t splashed across Lady Whistledown’s writing- chambermaid loses her wits, hear ye!
“Wh-whichever way one looks at it.” You’re stammering out, realizing that you’d been quiet for much too long. “His grace is simply raising some kind of mischief.”
“Certainly.” She was not certain.
“Just you wait- by the end of this season, Duke Nanami will be married to a lady of high standing and I shall–”
“Be disengaged?” That wasn’t the monotone, sarcastic voice of your longest friend.
It was something masculine, something amused. And it was emanating right from the open space of the corridor reading up to the alcove.
You don’t have to turn your head to realize who it is - Nanami Kento.
Though, you do turn anyway. And you almost regret it when you’re stuck by the sheer intensity of his stare, of his face leaned down so close. So intimately that you can’t stop yourself from flitting a sharp glance down at his plush, curving pink lips.
Perhaps Lady Whistledown wasn’t all that wrong - especially about him being handsome…
“Apologies for startling you, ma’am.” Nanami cuts your traitorous thoughts short by slowly tilting something flat and cream-colored in one hand. “Permit me to explain- will you hopefully be disengaged to attend the upcoming Royal Diamond Ball? Perhaps?”
You’re bowing, confused. “Y-yes, Your Grace. I shall be of service during her highness’s ball.”
It was only the most anticipated assembly this entire year, the annual gathering right in the Queen’s Great Hall to announce the diamond of the season.
And in only a week, every single servant of the palace was to work themselves to the bone - welcoming, chaperoning, making note of the newly-made unions to titter over much later.
“Ah, allow me to clarify.” Rubbing a free hand behind his neck, the famed Nanami Kento almost looks…sheepish. “What I meant was- might you be disengaged to…” Staring right at you, hypnotic. “-join me?”
“…What?”
“Of course, it would be no trouble at all if you can not spare a moment, I should be happy to merely converse with you.”
It slips out- “Th-that’s madness. All those ladies-in-waiting-”
Then he’s clasping your hands, he’s pressing the invitation in- but, more importantly, he’s holding you. “And yet, I would like nothing more than the pleasure of your company.” Close. Too close. His breath wafts your lips, “I hope this is not too forward of me. But should you let yourself, trust that I will take care of everything, My Lady.”
And just as soon as you think he’ll kiss you - how uncouth (though, you admittedly wouldn’t complain) - he bends at the waist to gently grasp your hand.
“Everything.” Whispering a soft kiss into the back, Nanami lingers his lips - his gaze - for a long while. “I await eagerly for your word.”
He’s gone almost as softly, and sweetly, as he’d appeared.
Taking with him the scent of golden caramel, and the racing beat of your heart. You swear you’d have been stuck within the alcove staring behind his muscular back until nightfall had it not been for Shoko.
“So…” She plasters a wry smile once you’re turning her way, invitation trembling in your grip. And you’re noticing that upon its envelope dazzles swooping calligraphy of your name, almost certainly written by him. “Would you prefer ‘Your Gracefulness’ or ‘Duchess Nanami’?”
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Dearest gentle reader,
The ton is abuzz as her majesty the Queen’s Royal Diamond Ball nears closer. And the sole heir to the house of Nanami is certainly no exception.
This author hears directly from a reputable source within her highness’s Chamberlain Office that Duke Nanami Kento was uncharacteristically fastidious in securing himself an extra invitation. Most claim this as confirmation of his grace’s dedication to finding a bride, most also claim they’d seen the aforementioned, infamous chambermaid being handed it.
Take care of artifice; but such intrigue of a commoner attending the most prestigious ball of the year may be much more than my readers may be able to bear.
So, ladies, grab your finest gowns and shortest shawls to make haste for a chance to snag the eligible bachelor’s heart once and for all this season! And I shall, of course, be in attendance to report on all the scandals that unfold.
Yours Truly,
Lady Whistledown.
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“I look…”
“Enchanting.” Utahime nods.
“I was thinking more toad-eaten.” You have to mentally remind yourself to close your maw and do your very best not to gape at the reflection in the decadent mirror displayed in front of you.
Despite your words, even you couldn’t deny that the deep, sapphire-encrusted gown you were donning made you look every bit the noblewoman that you weren’t. Its Empire waist snugly crowning the flowing muslin, sleeves fashionably puffed, with tasteful gold jewelry that you wouldn’t have so much as dared to look at let alone be dolled-up into.
It was made for you.
Quite literally. Utahime had been the one to write your letter of acceptance to Duke Nanami (after shrieking herself hoarse in excitement first.) And through a week of hushed conversation with his grace, the ball evening had crept up closer and you had an army of modistes and maids knocking at your servants’ quarters.
Scrubbing you raw, painting your face, slipping you into a dress he’d ordered tailored to your exact measurements- how did he even know?
Shoko had to let you use her office, and she was deriving her payment back for it by beaming at the sight of you. “And I was thinking more Duchess of the house of Nanami-”
“Cease!”
“Ah, so you observe? You are noble in all but title already.”
Whilst Shoko and Utahime - the traitors - burst out into peels of laughter, you’re left fiddling with the silken coverings of your gloves. “You…you don’t suppose he’s making a mockery out of me, after all?”
That makes them quieten down, and Utahime hugs your shoulders in a way that thoroughly displeases the attendants and their ruffles. “You shine everyone else down, my dear. He should be lucky to have such a lovely date this evening.”
“Quite so.” Shoko nods, “And should he dare fool around, I have long sought a specimen upon whom to test my latest scalpel-”
“Shoko!”
“Do let me join.”
“U-um, ehem.” The tense, honestly frightened clearing of Itadori, his protégé’s, throat cuts your morbid conversation short. And as he looks at you, the poor boy blushes- whispering something shapes strangely like a little—“Divine.”
Before you know it, you’re being escorted down the high-ceiling corridor just as you’d always watched the sisters and wives of nobility being guided so.
It’s a pathway more than familiar to you, yet seems so foreign once you approach the grand, imposing double doors opened to the ballroom. It was a magnificent thing; one of the Queen’s proudest possessions - with diamond chandeliers that dripped yellow light like a second sun, and a grand polished staircase kissing down from the doorway to a dance floor at the bottom.
Faint orchestra and chatter tainting the sparkling atmosphere, you breathe in nervously and even the flower-scented air seems too expensive for you.
Itadori hands the chief footman your invitation - something that makes the latter’s bushy eyebrows raise as he recognizes your name. And then the boy squeezes your hand before he leaves you off at the edge of the entrance, “His grace will be utterly bewitched, My Lady. He already is.”
Oh- what?
In the blink of an eye, he’s melted back into the crowd of other youngsters networking outside. And with nearly every guest already inside - you could only descend.
Down.
Down.
Down, the massive carpeted staircase- and it felt like every pair of eyes were on you. Most stopping mid-dance. Some whispering behind their fans.
And one, Nanami Kento, staring at you breathless and awestruck where he’d been politely conversing with the Queen herself, and a gaggle of entranced admirers. But he only had eyes for you.
Almost frozen. Almost shocked-
Enough so that your satin-covered feet were just a few steps away from reaching down to the marble ballroom floor before you’re thinking of turning right back around and running-
“You.” A hand on your wrist, a soft pair of lips on the back of your hand. Nanami Kento had broken through just about every rule of aristocracy to storm through packs of nobles and catch your wrist before you escaped.
And when he kisses you, it felt like he was finally breathing for the first time after years. “I had- I had not dared to hope that you would truly appear.” Staring at you through thick, golden lashes as he bends deeper into a bow. “You have honored me with the presence of the most beautiful lady to ever grace these floors.”
Languidly, you’re twisting your body back to face him - to face the crowd - and the way that the distracted orchestra has to begin their slow quadrille from the top, several teary debutantes looking between you and Nanami before shoving their faces into their fans, and even Lord Naoya was casting great attention.
Muttering.
‘Might I inquire as to that lady? Does she have prospects-’
‘Do tell- is it true what Lady Whistledown’s paper said- Bollocks! I wanted to bed Duke Nanami.’
‘My, the chambermaid? The scandal! Oh, but they are a most remarkably striking pair…’
You’re gasping when you catch a glimpse of her highness shifting on her throne to peer over curiously. Nanami had authority- but this?
Gulping, “Is this…is this folly really alright?”
“Oh, My Lady.” He fixes you with a lingering look, “For you, nothing would be folly. May I have this dance?”
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“M-mmm, Your Grace-”
“What did I tell you, My Lady?” Nanami’s hot, simmering pant tingles your lips as he’s lavishing you with the swirling edge of his tongue. “Call me Kento.”
And you didn’t have any reason not to.
Well, first of all you two were far, far from any of the prying eyes of the ball by now - tucked away inside the empty, luxurious royal office allocated to him by the Queen. And then he had you pushed against the corner of the wide mahogany table in the middle- hands fisted into your gown, mouth searing against yours.
Nanami flicks the slimy edge of his tastebuds between your spit-glossed maw and groans once you’re eagerly sucking. Gasping. Heaving. “O-open your mouth.”
You’d just made the stern, stoic Duke Nanami stutter. And the thought itself is enough for you to knit your brows together and unhinge your jaw even further, “Like this?”
“Wider.”
“Mmm- like-” A glittery ribbon of saliva slicks down the corner of your lips the moment he’s parting his plump, puckered mouth and kissing you in a way you’d never even heard of. “-this?”
So primal. So heated. He’s huffing out a clouded breath through his flared nostrils, and you’re all but melting with each sleazy scour of his tongue.
“Yeah, wider. Lest I be thought ungentlemanly-” With a thumb latching onto the point of your chin, he has one hand angling your face, and the other curving ‘round your waist to support your weakening knees easily. “Suck on my tongue, ma’am.”
Kissing you and kissing you like he’s parched and every drop of sweet, syrupy water was just drooling from your mouth.
Your whirling head barely even realizes when Nanami has you softly falling back onto the frigid surface of the table. Splayed out completely. His beefy forearm eases the impact, mouth decorating with a few strings of spittle when he’s pulling back with a dampened pwah!
Lungs still clouding out in scorching breezes, “If you would allow it, My Lady.” And you’re whimpering when the doughy mountain of his palm comes rovering down your front. Not resting for a split-second until it was right between your poor legs- “I confess, not a morsel crossed my lips throughout the ball- and I find myself quite famished.”
You’re gasping, trying to close your legs- but it’s like his palm was glued to your drivelling core. Hungry. Desperate. “B-but it is beneath your touch to do such a thing-”
“You’re never beneath my touch.” You swear you catch him look down at your clothed cunt and gulp. Fawny irises dark and dilated, “Never.”
And almost as if he’s proving his point, his free, left hand clasps around your own and flies down gingerly to the absolutely massive bulging tenting Nanami’s trousers.
Oh.
He groans.
Oh.
And he’s looking at you through narrowed, predatory eyes- words so gentle even though the way the thick cylindrical curve of his erection was anything but. “See how you make me?” And with a teary nod, your hips find themselves bucking- “Witness how you- ah.”
Rutting.
So carnally, with your gown and chemise falling back, it makes Nanami snap his half-lidded eyes down at you like he’d just stumbled upon a five-course meal. A predator blood-thirsty for prey.
Drooling in a thin, slow trail, he hastily wipes it away like a gentleman. He wasn’t just famished - he was starved.
And by the way his touch shakes ever-so-slightly on your body, it’s a damn miracle that he hasn’t just lost it right now. “We wouldn’t want to waste your talents on just my hand, ma’am.”
Before you can even begin to wonder what his cryptic words meant, Nanami’s making use of the years of his noble training in combat.
Flipping your two positions, laying himself out on the far table, clinging onto your squirming waist to seat you right above his heavily respiring mouth. With your chemise tugged off with one hand, he’s stealing a good look at your naked, geysering pussy and moaning–
“I-I really am quite famished.”
And his voice breaks.
Making you jerk your hips in a slight gyration- unsure where to rest. “Wh-what are you going to- oh.” Whimpering, once he’s planting a firm kiss near the inner parts of your thighs where slick travelled like an adhesive sheen. Only pushing your gown to bunch upwards, “Please!”
“I shall be having my dinner, My Lady.” Lurching you ever-closer, he had your knees straddling each side of his face and it still wasn’t close enough. “Bon appétit.”
All five of his coarse fingerpads digging into the cheeks of your ass, he flicks his wrist and drags you straight into the gaping cavern of his maw. His glistening tongue was propped out just right to spank the surface of your pussylips on his tastebuds.
“A-ah.” Thighs trembling, it feels so strangely and erotically wet with him salivating all over.
He feels a slippery splosh of your juices leak from your slit and straight into his gullet, the creamy taste flooding up his tongue. “O-ohhh–” Savoring. “Has anyone ever made you feel like hah- this?”
“N-not at all, Your Gr-”
“Kento.”
“K-Kento–!” It’s all that you can squeal when the flexible tendril of his muscle crowns your hole and you’re seeing stars. His tongue is just so long n’ girthy that it makes your poor, filthy entrance clench when he’s slipping just an inch inside. “Fuck- n-ngh- fuck–!”
“Charmed you’re enjoying, ma’am.” And he sounds so genuinely elated - breathy, shaken - at the pretty moans falling from your mouth like music.
Though, it’s not enough.
It might never be enough, so the duke can only prop up slightly on one of his strong elbows just to angle his mouth into the perfect French kiss with your cunt. Slapping his tongue right over the puffy folds of your pussy, he’s licking and licking each stray bead of slick bubbling out of you until you’re all tender and glossy.
Only then is he wafting his right thumb vertically down your cute slit, “Though, not to overwork my dear lady- but might you mind lending me a…hand?”
You’re snapping your head down so fast that your chin knocks against your heaving chest, “Wh-what do you need, Your- ah, Kento?”
“Oh, nothing much, my darling. Just…” Tilting his head, Nanami’s rendering you stupidly dizzy each time he twists the callused knob of his thumb in and out of your folds. “Spit in my mouth.”
“Wh-would that be appropriate?” He was filthy.
Feral. “I would love nothing more.”
And he meant it- he truly, completely, and utterly meant it. You’re watching his prominent Adam’s apple bob greedily once the bead of pearly saliva bubbles between your lips and dead-on into his mouth. Only swirlin’ inside for a mere second before spitting right back into your polished cunt. Hard.
Letting the fat wad slip between your lips, and Nanami doesn’t waste a single second before pushing his rugged middle finger inside your hole.
“There we go.” Gazing in pure lecherous wonderment at the way your needy ring of muscle was swallowing him up, every single solid inch right down to his mountainous knuckle. What a tight fit. “There- there, atta girl.”
“It just feels so- ngh- so-” You don’t even know how to control yourself, hips jerking back and forth, back and forth, back and forth until the globes of your ass strike his chin and make you keen. “Ah!”
“Eeeeeasy does it, ma’am.”
And he’s still grunting your name out with that title- even as he’s pryin’ apart your bloated lips and sticking in yet another digit. The fat ends of his index swiping across, engraving his family signet ring against your very walls-
“This is only a prelude, darling.” You’re flinching at the chilling scrape of the band on his second finger, and he grins. Glueing that very grin against your throbbing clit, he spits again- “Only just getting started.”
“Fuck- fuck!” Going against every policy you’d learned in polite society, you’re throwing your hips back and gyrating out looong sloppy drags of your cunt.
Straight from the treacly base of your pussy to where Nanami was nuzzling your sensitive clit with his nose. Again. And again and again- the duke’s kiss-bitten lips were burning and he’s still craning his neck for more. Panting, “Make a mess of me, My Lady. S’what I’m hah- here for.”
“N-ngh, it feels so gooood, Kento.”
And you don’t even have any inhibitions about that little slip-up of titles anymore, back arching into a perfect curvy ‘S’ shape at the way he’s salivating all over your pussy.
Rovering the ridged edges of his tongue in a cutesy lil’ heart over your clit, pressing down just enough pressure on it like a button. And it’s exactly what he needs to make you gasp, your hole winking- so that he can easily slide-slide-sliiide a third finger in with a resonating squelch!
“So wet. So divine.” He’s groaning at the sight of you suckling in on him and all his inches. Fitted in so deeply that your orifice is struggling to even squeeze, thighs clamping over his sweaty temples. Feeling inside you. Searching. “I must ask that you ruin me, darlin’. Ride me faster.”
Thighs aching, breaths shortening. His metal glasses thump the scorching front of your cunt and you whine.
“Faster.”
“P-pleeease!”
It’s like he’s ravaging your pussy with his thrusts, blond brows furrowing in so tight as he’s leaning in even closer. Tuggin’ apart your folds, he’s discovering every sleek, leaking inch of your cunt like he didn’t have enough time. Never would.
And it’s with only spank after spank of his metallic ring that he’s somehow skidding it right down your saccharine walls and directly into your g-spot. “H-here.”
“There.” Even with the kaleidoscope of tears dazzling your vision, you can make out the completely pussydrunken grin that smears across his face.
Rutting up against the swollen slope of your pussy, he laps up every sodden ounce of slick that escapes you once he hits his slimy target. “With greater fervour now, My Lady.” Your throat clogs up every time he reels his fingerpads down to the curvaceous edges and slams back in. “Harder-”
You grip onto the straight ends of his deltoids, flexing with muscular strength. “I-I’m not sure if that is possible-”
“Do not be gentle with me.” And it almost sounds like a command. Though he’s acting upon it like it’s a complete beg- swerving his palm to sticky clammily onto your left ass cheek and pushing you. “Let yourself hah- go. Give me all of you, I beg.”
You had the most powerful, stoic duke of all the season begging.
And he needed it- he was toying with the lacy circle of your garter and snapping it down onto your flesh with a flick of his fingers.
Only to make you wetter.
So wet with sappy, meady slick that he’s gulping down like his favorite liquor- splashing down between his lips and making him more n’ more inebriated by the second.
Glasses still on. Pumping his hips up into the empty air, all he could do was fuck his fingers into your hotly-glossed walls and pretend he’s doing it all with his aching cock. “Do you think you can handle a fourth, darling?”
Gasping, “P-perhaps-”
“Then…brace yourself…”
You couldn’t brace yourself. You couldn’t even intake a steady breath even if you tried.
Because while you’re perching your dripping pussy near the line of his straight nosebridge, Nanami’s slipping in the coiled edge of his lengthy tongue. Not his fingers. His tongue.
In addition to all he was rummaging your melty insides with, he swabs over the texture of his tastebuds down where you were the most delicate and strokes his tongue inside—
“Sh-shit- shit shit shit-” Your mouth juts out into such an adorable pout that makes the man beneath you thrusts his rugged hips upwards. “I-I think I’m…close, Kento.”
“S’that so? Gonna cum?”
So difficult to even breathe when he’s strobing his fingertips down your bulging g-spot, already battered and bruised with the slamming impacts. With the way he swats the side of your thighs stinging with your garter, “Mhm—hck!”
Probin’ every velvety nook and cranny with his touch, Nanami can’t have you on his weeping cock so he’s twisting all his three- now four fingers, and his tongue inside until his wrist aches. His jaw strained. Tastebuds raw, just as much as your pussy was.
“The orchestra is playing, you can be as loud as your heart desires. Say the words, ma’am- I beg of you to please just hah! say the words.”
It makes your vulnerable lips tremble just to formulate the next few scandalous words, never before having been so fucked-out. “Y-yes. Yes, please. Gonna…cum.”
And you swear that the ever-sensible Nanami Kento is gurgling out a wet giggle right between the space of your puffy pussylips, sending white-hot shockwaves down your bowed spine. “I would be-” He wetly gasps out, before slapping his handsome features right back down.
Addicted. He can’t even move.
“I would- hah- I would be quite-” And his spectacles dig in deep until the metal surface sizzles against your core, pushing and pushing himself back. His tongue’s going wild, stirring around with the wettest slurps. “I would be quite offended if you didn’t, my love.”
He doesn’t just mutter the words - he’s biting them right ‘round the perky knob of your clit. Teething his glinting canines just hard enough while he’s slipping his tongue back out - right on time, right at the very second to tastefully receive the way you throw your head back and squirt.
Hot. Hard.
It feels like your entire body’s caught on fire and no matter how much you’re slobbering your hips to the front n’ back, it only makes the sensation worse.
Your eyes water, mouth hanging open stupidly. “Yes- yes yes yes yes- I’m cumming-” Thighs trembling down upon either side of his eardrums at the friction- tight, and he doesn’t even care. “I-I’m cumming.”
“Squirting, My Lady.” Nanami corrects you, gently. Though, it’s a fucking miracle he even had the patience to considering that he’s gasping and panting for air but only pushin’ himself closer to the oodles of cute slick seeping out from you.
He doesn’t even care.
Doesn’t even need air- not when he can perk his head just right and push against your thighs. Wide maw unfastened gluttonously ajar to let the thick trickles of sap drip into his mouth after each zap! of bliss. Drowning him.
Mouth sagging further open, lungs screaming at him. So many bucketloads of syrupy sweet sap that sprays his features until they’re all glittery. “Squirt- oh. You’re- ngh-”
And something’s breaking at the back of his throat when he’s roaming his dexterous, looong tongue between the plumpness of your pussylips, and you’re taking him in so easily.
Overstimulated till you can let off only whines n’ sobs when he’s lazily dabbing his way inside your quivering hole.
“I’m so ruined, Kento.” Riding and riding. He wanted you to use him and you were- “It feels s-so strange.” The peak of your high was one big wave, and it tingles underneath your skin and makes your eyes roll.
Never - even during all those long, lonely nights with your hand slipped underneath the covers - did it ever feel like this. Never were you leaking your essence this much, with your sappy juices falling all down the sides of his rosy red lips. “Never f-felt this ngh- way before, Ken.”
And that makes him groan.
Slowly, gingerly - almost like it hurt for him to detach his hungry lips with yours, he’s pulling you off with one hand stuck to your hips. Surging backwards with- no, he can’t surge backwards.
The duke’s planting one more firm kiss onto your cunt, open-mouthed. And then jerking back- and forth. Another kiss. Another repeat until about five times later and he’s finally ready to say goodbye to your sweet, overspilling pussy.
But he’s not done with his little show- oh, the moment you’re finally spying a good, long look at him, you think you might cum again from just that.
Because Nanami Kento was ruined - blond hair astray, spectacles drooping down his nose, your pussy juices worn all over from the apples of his blushin’ cheeks down to his jawline like a lewd medal.
Waterfalling between the curves of his pectorals, gleaming wherever his pale skin was flushed. He looked as if there was a part of him that was feverish - barely even registering what he’s doing once he’s tugging off his slick-glazed glasses and sucking those pearly beads off of the frame.
Licking his completely wet glasses clean, Nanami tilts his head with a grin like he’s never been more accomplished. “I only live to please you, ma’am.”
“But that’s not fair.” You huff out a stubborn breath, shuffling down his tall body to try and cup the bulging outline between his legs that almost looked painful. “I, too, wish to-”
“Tonight is not the night, I’m hah- afraid.” He’s cleanly cutting off both your plea and your palm. Instead bringing up your shaky hand to kiss the inside of your wrist. Gloves off, his eyes primal and dead set on you. “I could never ask you to get on your knees. Tonight, I only ask that you let me drive you wild, darling. Let me devour you whole.”
And he meant it.
Oh, within sultry seconds Nanami was moving himself off of the tabletop and standing adjacent. Tall. Strong. Not letting you lift a single finger before he loops two hands underneath your thighs and draaaags you to the very edge.
Moistened thighs pasting to his obliques, “Pray, allow me to see to it. To everything.”
And you just wanted to rip the gossamer fabric of your dress off, but Nanami was oh-so-delicate with his hands all over you. Even though he’s fitting himself animalistically between your lewd legs and rutting-
“Why-” His breath catches once your petticoat and stocking are peeled off, both thumbs spreading your swollen pussylips like a lotus. Completely exposed now. “-hello, my love.”
Your mouth parts when you’re realizing that he’s not just talking to you- he’s talking to your cunt. Maw stretched into a smile so utterly lovin’, Nanami keeps that same dopey grin on as he’s leering his face down to spit.
Again.
“Please, Kento.” You’re bucking your hips up impatiently, still shaky with the aftershocks of your high but you wanted more more more. Needed it. “P-put it in.”
He groans- oh, was it him that taught your sweet mouth to say those words. Corrupting you with every second he’s drawing soppy circles on your wet outer pussy, the duke can only tear down his dress coat and his trousers. Careful with yours but he was ripping his own clothes off. “As you wish, my darling.”
It’s just then that he’s finishing tugging down his sensually tight breeches—and you’re drinking in all of him. And fuck- was it a sight only for your most light-skirted dreams.
Because Nanami Kento was naturally chiseled, to the point where you could count each of his eight washboard abs. Every dip and muscular curve of his hardened front just tensed when the cool air hit him, leading a path of gold along his middle.
A light happy trail down, down, down to where his red n’ aching cock sat heavily, so hard that his bulging tip looked just about ready to burst. Eight maybe even nine inches long, and so girthy that it made your mouth drop as if you wanted him fitted inside already.
You’re watching as his pre-glazed tip only coats an even more glistening layer of sap at your sinful attention. Trickling all the way down to his tightening balls, “You’re staring—”
“C-can you blame me?”
“I suppose not.” And the warmth of his towering proximity hits your body like a furnace, making you squirm restlessly when Nanami’s leaning over the edge of the table to tap-tap-tap his thick cockhead down between your legs. Rock-hard. “Brace yourself, ma’am, mhm?”
Then he’s splitting you apart-
And then he’s arching his sculpted shoulders to cage you underneath him and swearing–“Fuck.”
The first time ever that you’re hearing him spew profanities, just barely slipping the pointed globe of his shaft past the texture of your tight, hot cunt was ruining him.
“I-I apologize, My Lady.” It was making him gasp, “I apologize, how uncouth of my character. I didn’t mean to-” It was making him urgently snap his head down in panic and watch with primal awe as he ruts- deeper. “F-fuck!”
“Oh my god-” You’re throwing your head back at the pressure, only to be grappled back in by Nanami just so that he can sliiide his lips across yours. Open-mouthed. “H-how are you going in so deep-”
“I cannot help myself.” Grunting, Nanami doesn’t even feel the stinging pain when he’s slamming his capped knee down on the plane of the desk. Angling his slender hips to shove the slimy crown of his tip into your gooey entrance, “It’s simply- it’s just-”
And Nanami Kento, so articulate and calm, doesn’t have the damn words anymore.
Stuttering, falling over his panic to thrust in and in between your trembling legs. He feels the cute rimming circle of your cunt tighten ‘round his fattened girth, and snaps his head down in panic. Spitting. “I-I must have it fit inside, darling. Please, allow me just the tip, at least.”
“Will- ngh! will it even-”
“Of course.” And he’ll apologize for interrupting your sentence later - much, much later.
But for right now, the only thing that sparks in his fuzzy mind was to raise his toned left forearm up to your drivelling maw. Where you start gnawing wetly down on his skin, he spits-
“Bite down. Harder.” Hips sloppy, knee hiking up even further to maze his flared cock inside. You feel your elastic hole stretch a wider diameter as he’s slipping yet another solid inch in. “Come now, harder. You can ngh- take it.”
“It’s going in.” And you don’t know whether you wanted to slam your hips forwards or jerk vulnerably at the sheer weight of his body leaning down.
He breathes, “Yes- yes.” The breeze of his pants fanning your face, making your entire body erupt in flames by the time he’s squeezing past the tender slit carved onto his shaft. Cementing the bulging edge of his cocktip to the roof of your pussy with a raw sluuurp. “I have you. shall not let you fall- bite.”
And it’s all that you can do.
Because Nanami’s fucking you into office table like he wanted you to splinter straight through.
The half-lidded peripherals of his eyes latching onto where you were speared open like he was watching his personal show, “I hope you know…I’m no- hah- easily satiated man, my love.”
“Wh-what do you- fuck!”
Just on cue, he’s slamming the lines of his hardened hipbones against your inner thighs and making you recoil back near the edge of the table. Dangerously. Barely even giving you a second to pick yourself back up before he reaches over to lace both his rugged palms on top of your clammy scalp. Intertwining. Holding you there.
‘Just the tip’ he said. And yet here he was, pinning you down just to bully his vein-covered length between your snugly stubborn lips.
“Do not think to run from me-”
“Could never- ngh- could never-” You’re babbling easily at this point, because the curvy trails that his veins left along your walls were only driving you mad. “Just want more, Kento.”
“…Pardon?”
You blink your teary eyes up at him in a way that makes his throbbing girth fatten up, every ounce of blood in the duke’s head rushing to the ballooned-up knob of his tip. “M-more, I say-”
“More.” He’s echoing out, more to himself. Higher-pitched. Almost tasting the pure need in that one word, and the very repetition makes him half-thrust straight into the goopy depths of your pussy. “More…more.”
Nanami pants out a husky giggle—“More.” Oh, he’s just so in love with the way your cunt was struggling to swallow him whole n’ yet squeezing as you try. He leans back down and spits once more, thoroughly ungentleman-like. “Forgive my haste. You just m-make- me-”
And you swear you hear the tail end of that particular sentence break off into a whine once he’s finally, finally bottoming out.
So sensitive that all it takes is one, two, three lucious swabs of his drivelling orifice to get you to cum. Throat torn with hoarse moans, head throwing back- “I’m- once more…?”
“F-fuck. You are.” Easing in the girth of his cockhead to be spanked against your cervix and make you see stars. Nanami’s already flooding your pussy with a pour of his scalding hot precum. “What a wonder this enchanting body is for me.”
Again. He has you orgasming all over him again.
He’s feeling just a twinge of disappointment in himself for not making you squirt yet another time- but the night was still young. And your sappy cunt was already so wet, with beads of sparkly juices smearing down his happy trail every time he’s whipping his hips forwards.
Slam after slam.
Your entire body twitches with startles of euphoria, mewling. “Th-there’s so much- so- ah.”
Ah, how he would love to reach his hands over and wipe away the glistening tears streaming down your pretty face.
But no, right now he had them locked on top of your head and was using the leverage to pound you stupid. Harder. Spiking the peaks of your high with each thorough probe of his stout, mushroom tip. “I know. I know I know I-”
CRACK!
Oh.
The desk.
It takes a split-second for both your hazed minds to realize that the ancient mahogany table was sagging on one end, Nanami’s raw natural strength too much for it to handle. And then not even that for him to pull out his cock with a wet plop!
Manhandling you down onto the hardwood floors like a doll, on all fours. It’s such a sinfully new angle to have him looming behind you, tense core plastered against your back once his lengthy cock siiiinks in-
Orgasm still dwindling, entire body shaking. “Fuck- nghhh- fuck, Kento–!”
“You are doing so well, darling.” One hand glues onto the side of your left ass cheek and tugs you back down with his grip. The other carefully rovers just underneath your tummy, “M-makes it so easy to wish to hah- give away to my inclinations.”
A primal sob wrenches from your throat when you’re feeling the slimy drag of his globular, pointed tip. Drawin’ out a zig-zag down and down where you were most delicate, until he reaches the target of your cervix, spank! “Th-then proceed- I beg of you.”
You didn’t know what those guttural words would mean. You didn’t even know if you would make it out alive- but right now you’re starting to doubt it once Nanami gasps.
Once he’s slamming one of his flattened feets by the side of your thigh, deeper. The raw, sensual feeling so much that he can’t control himself. Rutting and rutting away as if he’s gone feral—
“Is this to- to your liking then, ma’am?” The duke’s gurgling out through a translucent froth of spittle, splat-splattering right down the middle of your arched spine. “H-how about now?”
He shutters his eyes furiously and rams the remaining few inches of his cock. Bottomed out and still trying to probe even deeper inside, so all he can do is plant his sock-covered foot over the top of your head and press. Bending. “N-now?”
Proudly, Nanami dares to snicker as his left thumb brushes down the plump, roaming tummy bulge he was fucking into you. Pushin’ down just on the curvy tip of where you could feel his split-ended cockhead thrashing your poor insides. “And I should love to hah! make this gorgeous cunt mine- make you mine.”
And he was a man of action.
It was high time you realized that, because within exactly three repeated swats of his plummy, rose-colored shaft- he’s discovering your g-spot. He’s kissing that bullseye with a looong, soppy glide.
“Though…that is what I am doing, that should be no hngh- sham.”
Feeling all the crimson rush to your head, he presses down just as his aching hot cock presses in. “It’s- it’s just- fuck.”
Faster. Harder. So sloppy that the planks of the floorboards start to sing out in singing creaks of protest, soiling with a trickle of syrupy precum and slick being poured from straight between your legs. Constantly.
Rubbing himself swollen n’ redly raw on the cavern of your tight pussy, Nanami doesn’t even want to blink to break his staring contest with your bulging pussylips.
Milking himself.
The sweetest smooch for your sweetest spot, Nanami coos as you shake- struggling to keep your weakened arms straight as you hold yourself up in this lecherous position. “Come now.” Your overstimulated vision spots with pure white as he darts the hand at your stomach to loop around your throat like a necklace - a headlock. Springing you upright—“I have you, My Lady.”
Spittle waterfalls in embarrassing bucketloads from your mouth and stains the front of his beefy forearm, squeezing your airway. Dilated pupils swirlin’ stupidly every time his strawberry divot circles the entrance to your womb. Squealing, “Y-you…ngh!…mm–”
“Hmmm—?”
“You- hck! please, Ken-”
His warm, ravaging cock was so big that the constant stretch of your walls finally had you stupid. Your brain nothing but a pulp of melted mush every time he snaps his clammy hips to your ass with a stinging pap! of skin-on-skin.
“Me…I’m-” And it’s like each time the puffy veins decorating each side of his overworked shaft gets squeezed, Nanami finds himself seeing stars. Sweaty, bulging biceps tightening on your throat even harder- you scream. “I have you, My Lady- I’m yours.”
Your hole gaping, thighs wet. Just taking everything he’s giving as he finally cums—and you do, too.
Though, you’re not registering it at first.
Not when that leaky hole at the very end of his cherry-red shaft pipes out a creamy icing of cum, layering thickly across every inch and cranny of your rummaged insides. Pump after pump- each one has your pathetic pussy overspilling with so many knotted wads of seed, and yet he always had so much more more more-
“O-oh.” He’s grunting out, feeling a particularly big splash of sap at the base of his cock- and it’s only then that you’re both realizing that you’d just squirted. All over again.
It’s traveling down like a flood between your thighs, painting a glistening ring on the tawny curls at his hilt. Soaking him utterly n’ completely that Nanami finds each thrust to let off the most primal sluuuurp!
“You- you really are the most beautiful hck! lady that has graced this Earth, my love.” Your gaze, your smile, that soul. It was your soul he found most beautiful, the instant he laid his eyes upon you.
He simply knew.
“Y-yet, I’m a chambermaid-”
“I care not.”
“You’re just-” It’s a damn wonder that you even could still speak by now, because every rubbin’ massage of his fat cock only left your mind blank. “-saying- mmm- saying that, Kento.”
“I fear you are mistaken.”
His veins indent your walls with lightning bolts, his cum cobwebbed across your spongy cervix and was splashing after each jackhammer.
Nanami drills into you low and slow now just to help your dripping wet cunt suck him dry. Loving the cute, velvety way you were clamping around his rovering shaft tiredly, “Only allow me to prove my ngh- heart.”
You’re so fucked-out that you’re barely even flinching when he’s finally freeing you of his sinful headlock. Taking mere nanoseconds to pluck that infamous House of Nanami signet ring off of his finger- and pushing it straight down the ring finger on your left.
An engagement. A promise.
“I shall get you another ring- one that is proper, one you deserve, when- if you shall have me, My Lady.” The smoky tone of Nanami Kento’s bass tickles the side of your stinging throat, almost a purr. “I swear it upon my word-” He guides that very same boneless hand of yours to cup his plush, thumping left pectoral. “-and my heart, to forever keep you the most beautiful lady upon this Earth. You shall never want, for I pledge to you my body, my soul for your happiness.”
You whimper, thighs still shaking with your high. Tears slipping down your face that he kisses away, “I-if you’ll have me, Your Grace.”
“Kento.”
“Kento.”
And by the time the last of his wadded ounces of cum had finished spraying out, Nanami pulls his hips back with a bellowing squelch that makes your body heat flare. Such a creamy mess of ivory glossing your pussylips that he’s taking one glimpse at and gasping-
You mewl, “K-Ken, what are you-”
“It seems…” He drawls, manhandling you spread-out onto your back with his sculptured hands. Snaking his face down to mouth a hot puff over your swollen folds that stick together. Tasting. Drooling like he’d just happened across his favorite dessert. “-that the ball is far from finished, my wife.”
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Dearest gentle reader,
It seems we have a rather special (and scandalously romantic!) special announcement. Yes, whilst your lips were whispering at her majesty the Queen’s Royal Diamond Ball the previous night, those of his grace, Duke Nanami Kento, have certainly been up to worse.
The ton reached new heights of hysteria over Duke Nanami’s attendance of the ball with his lovely chambermaid acquaintance. This author personally confirms that her highness’s royal orchestra was barely audible over the sound of shattering hearts!
However, if this was where the story ended, dear readers, we would still possess our wits. Not only had her highness titled this unnamed belle of the ball as the Diamond of the season; aforementioned diamond was not in audience of her naming!
Where was she, you might ask? Why, nowhere else but bedding a certain handsome duke—or so palace patrol whisper amongst the halls.
An impatient dalliance or stirring the pot? You tell me, dear reader, though it certainly doesn’t help that said new diamond was spotted near the end of the evening with both a real diamond and the Nanami signet ring upon one’s betrothal finger!
It’s said that the House of Nanami - and particularly a once-stoic Duke Nanami Kento - has been exceptionally lively in preparation for the blessed union and his new bride.
On the other hand, this author shall have to purchase new robes for a summer wedding.
Yours Truly,
Lady Whistledown.
A/N. Tell me why it was SAUR difficult to write in regency speak I feel like I don’t even know this language anymore pls-