To 💙.
You know who you are. The blue heart should give it away.
I would like to formally apologize for all the fucked up and stupid things I ended up doing last year.Â
Attention seeking, freaking out 24/7, overreacting.
I realize now how fucked up and shitty I was. Still am actually, but I’m getting better.
You know the reason why I was an attention seeking bitch, and I’ve always overreacted, but, the freaking out was new. It was something new that I had never really experienced and, to this day I still don’t know what triggered it. Being “left out?” The group itself? Still don’t know.
I was pitiful for the stupid things I said to you before we never spoke again. I’m sorry that I acted like such a fucking child, really.
I still think about you, constantly. It’s like you’re stuck in my head and I can’t get you fucking out. I mean, I still check your Instagram occasionally on my other account.Â
However, I hope we never meet again, I don’t want you around. At all. I do have a girlfriend now actually, she’s beautiful and amazing and I actually know her in real life.Â
I still have philophobia though. Minor but, it’s still stuck in my head, like I’m gonna fuck everything up. And I blame you completely.
I know you’re never gonna see this, but in the slim chance that you do, this is for you.
Love, 💞.













