create and destroy as you see fit

hi. i'm nina, i make art - she/they - 25 - PH - multifandom

[nehnuhmakes]

stream backlit blue

big reputations by phanatics (2/?)

[shore-birds]

Let me be frank

[wetheurban]

I hope April is good to you.

[nehnuhmakes]

dabi sketches for practice

[holdoncallfailed]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to deny location sharing and turn off personalized ads and reject all non-essential cookies and not set up siri and face ID

[scamguy]

i would like to officially thank sesame for its seeds, its oil, and of course its street

[anak1n]

no rest for me and im not even that wicked ?

[enyafans4communism]

fuck, marry, kill: the wound that won’t heal, the past you can’t undo, the ghost that keeps returning

[touyas-unpaid-lawyer]

come back.

[nehnuhmakes]

꒰ঌ pretty bird ༼ˏ˒ ࣪་༘࿐

[theaterard]

"did they do the execution do we know"

-french peasant who wasnt paying attention in the 18th century and/or mcr fan during shaky knees

[nehnuhmakes]

hello! please enable me to make the band merch of my dreams and answer the form here

just want to see if theres enough interest to justify production. this will be my first time making shirts, so your insight is highly valued.

⟢ three mcr-inspired designs to choose from ⟢ the form will be open from sept 23 to oct 4 ⟢ i will release a pre-order form (hopefully) separately! please stay tuned for more information.

[fellshish]

hiii, remember me? we went to supernatural together. i have fun news:

THOSE SURE ARE. WORDS

[dommingateez]

well it's pretty straight forward. canon mpreg in the chinese live action omegaverse show called desire on the 20th anniversary of supernaturals first episode

you know how in china you can't show queerness on tv? this is not the case if the show isn't airing in china. it can he filmed in china with chinese actors but through a foreign production company and aired internationally, then it is, as we've learned last year allowed.

a while ago there was a thai series that everyone was hyping up as omegaverse but they got so scared of their own premise, they didn't even put omegas in there

not so with desire the series. no, they got it all. omegas, betas, alphas (enigmas also but that's a whole different post), pheromones, heats, ruts, mpreg

below you can see the social media account of the streaming service it's airing on making sure everyone know what's going on

the worldbuilding of the show is really good too. they explain the omegaverse at the beginning for people who aren't familiar with it. we got the omega rights protection act. pheromone gland cancer. covid that gives you omegaverse genders based on your blood type.

and yeah on the 20th birthday of supernatural, an episode aired where a male omega, one of the 4 main characters, realizes he is pregnant. we live in such a beautiful world

[fellshish]

[kittydesade]

None of those words are in the Bible.

[seelcudoom]

WRONG

[tbpbsides]

i've been watching a bunch of old interviews lately and gerard over and over again has said

1) the end of the black parade tour narratively always made the most sense as an end to the band itself

2) they over-toured and over-indulged in the theatrics and characterization of the black parade in a way that became borderline dissociative for them (you'll hear them talk a lot about sort of losing themself in all of that, especially in the darkness of the whole concept) and

3) that conventional weapons was a rebellion against themselves in that regard, resisting the urge to go high-concept and instead just make a straight ahead rock album; in turn, danger days was another rebellion against that impulse because it bored them to death. danger days became a middle ground between their theatrical, character-driven impulses & desire to just fucking make and play great live music; it's obviously got a concept and they came up with the killjoys, but didn't actually represent them on stage

and i just think this is all so interesting in light of the LLTBP tour and its A/B stage format. it feels like they've found the perfect solution for making my chem sustainable and doing everything they want with this. at both boston and tampa gerard essentially said "i was enjoying the A stage but actively looking forward to B tonight". it all amounts to They're too weird to just do a normal rock concert, and too rock and roll to JUST do their conceptual brutalist stage play. also as @ambulancelivedebut just posted - it's all about the balance, not just of their artistic instincts, but of fame itself- "A is about the worst parts of being famous and B is the best parts".

i think the plot of A is still loosey-goosey-er than theorists would like to think- gerard is a lot better at going "wouldn't it be cool if x" than he is at explaining what that means and why it's happening lol - but i think the most clear statement of the entire show is the violence of them being wrestled into the parade marcher uniform. it's been almost 20 years since that tour and still, that's how the band is crystalized in the minds of like a million people. by putting the jacket back on only to be repeatedly stabbed to death and eventually blowing themself up in it, then going right on to the B stage - they're forcibly dragging this past idea of my chemical romance into the present. they're not some dead thing. they're the fucking here and now baby. and no way do i think they can walk away from it again now that they've found this balance

[xxmusicforeverxx]

i agree!! and i think though it was pretty vibey and not necessarily strictly plotted, i think the last show in tampa very intentionally showed they found this balance -- hugging the clerk, the clipboard saying now i know where i am, putting the jacked on willingly, begging for the lives of the elexecution victims the first time they're explicitly the band, not dying until the explosion at the end... they're okay with putting on this persona sometimes now, they've made peace with everything they went through and have learned to have fun with it again!

[kybercait]

the only hope for me is you 🕷️💥✨

my first ever mixed media animation! 300 ish frames either printed and painted/drawn on, or remixed digitally over about 20 hours. this was a really fun challenge! i love collaging and mixed media in general but i’ve never tried to combine that with video :) and mcr is hella creative inspo for me (especially this album) so it was fitting to use it as my first go at something like this

[feralpodcastlistener]

I’m noticing an alarming trend in The Characters guys…

[nehnuhmakes]

──⟢ i said i'd never miss you, but i guess you never know